#I’ll probably also make a system for it

[creepedverse]

hauntedhappeningsfarnbury.com/forums/13666

RedHero: Hey guys! I’ve been passing by that antique store on Dahlia Ave on my way to work recently and I keep seeing this doll in the display. I have like… soooo many questions. I swear every time I pass by I feel like she’s… aware? Of me? I probably sound crazy! I know! But every time I pass by I just get the heebie jeebies!!! I figured this forum would be the best place to ask… what do you guys think is going on? Am I just being paranoid? Lololol

GhostlyAmity: Oh that fucking doll… I’ve heard some things about her. But, even as a believer in the paranormal, I have a hard time believing them. I’ve heard everything from she’s SEVERELY possessed to she’s just creepy looking. In my opinion, it’s the latter. Some stories I’ve heard just sound completely impossible, so for your own peace of mind, just assume it’s your human instinct, uncanny valley feelings creeping you out and carry on with your day.

SomethingUNseen: Dude you should tooooootally buy that doll! What’s the worst that could happen LOLOLOL XD

-> RedHero reply to GhostlyAmity: What stories have you heard about her? Even if you don’t believe them, I’m still curious about what people have said. And do you know what kind of doll she is? Why does she look so… lifelike like that?

-> GhostlyAmity reply to RedHero: Just from word of mouth, I’ve heard she’s been the cause of multiple heart attacks for the old folks that take her in, people have claimed they see her moving and the like. But then there’s also the incident that happened a few years back… Either way, the reason you’re actually getting creeped out is because it’s a mourning doll. Back in the 1800s, parents of dead children would make dolls that resembled their passed loved ones and keep those around like they were still alive. Usually this was done for newborns/babies, but I guess whoever the doll was made of was a special case.

-> RedHero reply to GhostlyAmity: GEEZ! They can sell something like that in an antique store!?

-> GraveMisstake reply to RedHero: As long as it was donated, and like… cleaned properly… it’s fair game? Yeah it feels weird, but people donate teddy bears with ashes in them all the time so, this isn’t out of the realm of possibility lol

-> RedHero reply to GraveMisstake: I guess… So that’s why she’s so… detailed? Also do you know what the ‘incident’ was? Is that something I should know about?

-> GhostlyAmity reply to RedHero: I’ll tell you about it, but it really isn’t connected to the doll.

GhostlyAmity: Basically, a few years back three teenagers were found dead in the forest, off the waterfall if you know where that is. They had tons of alcohol in their system and it was deemed a complete accident. They probably just wanted to go swimming and were too uncoordinated to actually, ya know, swim.

-> RedHero reply to GhostlyAmity: You’re right that doesn’t sound connected at all… How do people pin that on a doll?

-> GhostlyAmity reply to RedHero: Apparently, some people in town said they saw them carrying the doll around in their drunken stupor. And then when their bodies were found, there was no trace of her.

GhostlyAmity: Actually, she hadn’t been in the store for a long time after that. I’ve just seen her in there more recently. The store owners probably didn’t want people looking for her after a rumor like that comes out. Bad for business, in my opinion. So they probably kept her in the back or something.

-> RedHero reply to GhostlyAmity: Huh… Yeah that’s weird. Anyways, thanks for the info! Curiosity was just getting the better of me today when I passed by her again! Now that I know some lore, she doesn’t seem too daunting anymore lolol!!!

#Blythe Waldrop #creepedverse au #creepedverse #crv #crv blythe #creepypasta au #creepypasta oc #zwiebel art

[kiwiana-writes]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

Thanks @cha-melodius and @stereopticons for the tags! I know I’ve done this in the past, but it’s been a hot minute…

How many works do you have on ao3?

239!

What's your total ao3 word count?

822,937—but that’s a collaboration-boosted lie. Per my writing tracker, words that I have personally written and published on AO3 is 693,613

What fandoms do you write for?

Mostly RWRB these days, but the majority of my back catalogue is Schitt’s Creek, with a few others sprinkled in for fun. The Pairing definitely made my brain whirr… we’ll see.

Top five fics by kudos:

With so much of my heart (that none is left to protest), RWRB, 65.5k, the Much Ado About Nothing stage actor AU

Kinda think that I might be his type, RWRB, 12.8k, Alex and Bea fake date and Alex gets a little distracted by Bea’s brother

We were supposed to find this, RWRB, 3.3k, soulmate AU

We always walked a very thin line, Happiest Season, 2.7k, Riley character study/alternate ending

All the Lonely Starbucks Lovers, RWRB, 5.8k, barista Henry repeatedly putting his foot in his mouth in front of his coworker crush

(This is how I learned Puck It has been knocked out of my top five 😭)

Do you respond to comments?

Yes! And absent a Schitt’s Creek resurgence of some kind that sees me absolutely inundated I don’t see that changing.

What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Five ways it could have ended (and one way it still could), Schitt’s Creek, 1.2k, for the love of god read the tags

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Like… most of them? I love to end on a good HEA haha. For sheer joy, though, it’s probably With so much of my heart (that none is left to protest)

Do you get hate on fics?

From time to time. I’m very free with the delete button. Weirdly, it occasionally pops up in the AO3 comments but mostly seems to come to me via anons on tumblr??? I have no idea why.

Do you write smut?

It’s been known to happen, I guess 👀

Craziest crossover:

I haven’t written any AO3-era crossovers! A few fusions/media AUs, but no crossovers.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not to my knowledge.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope. I’ve only been asked once, and they wanted to post off AO3 which is a big heck nope for me (and my permissions statement has now been updated to reflect that)

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Heck yeah I have. I’ve done several anthology-type collaborations where we each wrote a chapter in a fic, and I’ve fully cowritten fics with @ships-to-sail several times. We have another collab coming up for @aroyallybigbangrwrb and I’m also cowriting The Big Secret AU with @indestructibleheart which is essentially us one-upping each other on emotionally devastating ideas until someone writes them down. Good system 😂

All time favorite ship?

Stop making pansexuals choose things.

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Look, the chances of kinktober 2021 being finished at this point are slim 😂

Schitt’s Creek kinkverse… I don’t know. I have little snippets written of future fics and they’re great but… idk. Maybe I’ll write one vignette-y wrap up fic one day.

What are your writing strengths?

Narrative POV, dialogue that feels like the characters, epistolary bullshit, smut apparently.

What are your writing weaknesses?

Coming up with actual plot lmao. Visual descriptors — I’m not even remotely a visual person so I really really struggle with writing the sorts of things people can visualise. Also like… the passage of time? A scam.

Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

Love it. I’ll shoulder tap a fluent speaker if I need an actual sentence/anything Google isn’t super reliable for. Forever heartbroken that there are no fics in my second language in AO3 and no reason for me to be able to sprinkle it into my own writing (though one of the subscriber shindig prompts might be about to change that 👀)

First fandom you wrote in?

HP

Favorite fic you've written?

Stop! Asking! Pansexuals! To! Choose! Things!

I don’t know there are 239 of the bloody things 😂 I’m far more interested in what other people’s favourites are than what my own is!

I have no sense of who’s done this already so apologies if this is a double up but tagging @agame-writes @affectionatelyrs @anincompletelist @cricketnationrise @getmehighonmagic

@happiness-of-the-pursuit @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @indestructibleheart @inexplicablymine @nontoxic-writes

@read-and-write- @rmd-writes @sparklepocalypse @welcometololaland @whimsymanaged and, as always, anyone who wants to play!

#20 questions for fic writers #kiwiana-writes

[kiinngazau]

I’m super excited cause I’m currently running a game using my ttrpg Im making once a week, and I’m starting another game this week playing D&D 4th edition. Now I know 4e isn’t the most popular system, but I really love heavy mechanical systems with tons of options, so I’m really excited to play it for the first time! I ran it once as a GM but I’ve never played it before. On the ttrpg I made. The first session went very well and everyone seemed to enjoy it! I took lots of notes during the session and during character creation so I know what stuff to clean up, fix, elaborate on, or reformat/reorganize. The base rules and mechanics of the system are mostly just done, I’m basically making more player options and enemies, while also trying to make everything more streamlined and easy to understand. Seeing the things people miss also helps me to see where I need to put more redundancy,

#ttrpg #indie #indie ttrpg #dnd 4e #d&d 4e #I’m doing enemies the way dnd does #instead of just like… #making a system to make enemies #yes I know this is the worst way to do it #I’m a dumb dumb #I’ll probably also make a system for it #but later. I don’t feel like it rn

[blupengu]

#aight y’all this’ll probably be my last eit meme #I think I’ve gotten it out of my system LOL #also my copy of virche evermore just came in the mail so 👀 #… maybe I’ll make more memes with that if I make it through its depressing shit 😂 #even if tempest #i will tag everyone because I need the validation #anastasia lynzel #tyril i lister #crius castlerock #lucien neuschburn #zenn sorfield #Maya Kirkland #ish even if tempest #rune even if tempest #evelina lynzel #Conrad Neuschburn #norna even if tempest #voltage #my post

[tomatoluvr69]

Ohhhhhh my goddddddddd so I’ve basically been to the doctor three times since turning 18 and aging out of the pediatrician because of my horrible doctor fears and issues. So it’s a MOMENTOUS occasion and the culmination of years of glacial self-work that I felt ready FINALLY READY to sit down and make a doctors appointment for a routine visit!! Like that is give or take a decade in the making…….and all the ethereal alchemical elements were correct so I could finally do it this morning. But the clinic is closed and you can only do it weekdays ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️ ok guess I am going to the doctor in 10 years probably. See you 2034

#the year when the water riots destroy Los Angeles finally #i want to go bc I need an inhaler and a blood panel ;-; #that’ll be $200 total probably!!!!!! agghdgdgdh #ok lucky for me my tax statement from 2023 was lowwwww bc I did most of my work under the table… #me who is low income when services for low income exist: but that’s 4 ppl who really need it!!!!! meanwhile I only eat dried beans #but basically I’ll probably make a bit more this year so I might try to get all the 10 years of accumulated cavities taken care of now #while it only costs 6 months’ paycheck and not 6 years! #I’ve got a really insane visible hole in my canine it’s soooo bad #:-/ #the thing is that my mental health is so good rn I’m like wtf was I doinggggggg and I get so mad at myself. how quickly we forget the #horrors… #and also my hope is that since it’s a low income clinic they’ll be really kind to me when they tell me I have 18 cavities :-( #also me who has slipped through the cracks of the healthcare system due to mental health and gets flagged by social services meant to catch #people slipping through the cracks: but you guys should focus on the ppl who REALLY need it!!!!! I’m literally fine *dies of completely #preventable ailment that would’ve been flagged by routine bloodwork*

[ramshackledtrickster]

,, I’m contemplating

#personal #I’m thinking abt getting it between my upper shoulder blades #realistically it’ll probably be years tho since I gotta be away from family #and preferably have my partner help check it for infection since I can’t myself unless I craft a silly mirror system #I like the classic square/broad design (which I’ll have to make less detailed) #but I also like the slender more ‘triangular’ and streamlined design #hmmmggmmg decisions #either way I’m simplifying em bc I’m a big baby #less line mileage=less pain #if anyone had advice I’d be glad to listen!!

[cheddertm]

Me thinks that Charlie should also join the Foolgetta family. Not even being adopted into the family, we know how that goes, but just someone who hangs around them. Probably lives in Foolish’s basement without him knowing/wanting it

Q!Charlie has lost everything important to him and just wants anything, anything to make him feel something again. And maybe that anything will be a silly family with an egg that will kill him on sight <3

Also with Foolish telling Charlie that he needs to just get his grove back, I think it would be cute and lets be honest needed for him to see that he still has people around him that are willing to show that love to him :]

No it’s not Juanaflippa or Mariana, but it’s still something to help him ground himself while he’s still trying to deal with these loses. ALSO since Roier is there Charlie has close contact with a therapist which will be nice

#qsmp #foolish gamers #slimecicle #foolsgold duo #cheese rambles #i know Leo will probably hate him and everything he stands for but ALSO hes just a lil guy #he can help Foolish with builds (he’s constantly falling) #and Leo with tasks to feel something again with an egg (he’s singing Juanaflippa again) #like I know Foolish says he’s not good with words but I think he’d be a good support system to Charlie #he cares about his friend and wants to help him on his feet #granted he’d probably try to make Charlie someone else’s problem first but he’ll get there <3 #yes i’m delusional #yes I’ll be sad if this doesnt happen #and i know it wont #i exist #<\3

[official-seth]

Hi gotta go out of character for a second but in the nicest way possible: Can y’all stop being fucking weird.

Idk what part of my account screams “serious relationship drama” but here I am to remind people that I am a SHITPOST RP account. I’m here to RP as an evil twink with some questionable fashion choices in the most shitty way possible. I’m notttt here to talk about relationship stuff, so stop forcing that shit. I’m not naming names but iykyk. It was funny at first but it’s gotten really creepy really fast.

#dkingsethblog #I kinda don’t wanna post on here anymore bc of it tbh #I stay silly tho so I’ll probably make a new post some day #also shoutout to the Reese and Dr.Z accounts #those are ran by my friends LOL #I don’t know who anyone else is so don’t ask me who they are bc idk #I’ve had to block some accounts tho bc good lord #I still get the notifs for them tho #tumblr fix ur block system challenge failed

[dawnofus]

one thing about my new job is that they’re making me do anything and everything they can on the pretense that “it’s a small company and everyone does a bit of everything sometimes” as if my actual job isn’t already a lot most times

#i was hired to do graphic design and marketing (which that in itself are two very different things lmao) #but they’re also making me visit the 26 stores to check that everything is set in place #which i could get bc it involves making sure all the signs and posters are correctly set in place blablabla #and also know to then be in charge or somethings that have to do with the company’s computing system LMAOOOO????? bro wtf #and they’re also making me do a formation course this week as tho i’ll be a barista which okay it’s kinda cool to know this but #everyone keeps telling me it’s probably so i can go up and help in the kitchen and w the coffees when needed which makes sense lmao #amd there are being so many issues (not involving me) these past week and a half and i just kdjdjdd #the two baristas at the store where my office is located have resigned and i liked them sm fjdkkdd #rip anyway #i had to vent good day #ktp #sorry for any typos lol #also like the design and marketing stuff obviously (lol) include photography and social media mangement and video editing and— #man am i in for a ride…

[the-abyssal-system]

Being a fictive from a piece of media where you only have a tangential connection to the main character is such an experience, because like I’ll see content for my source and it’ll all be about that weird guy I learned about in history class and hear rumors about on occasion

#Az posts #I’m making that my tag now #(I’ll probably forget it but whatever) #I mean I also met this person a few times but that doesn’t sound as good in the post so it’s getting left out #system #pdid #pdid system #fictive #introject #did #osdd #actually dissociative

[prisonpodcast]

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#this is gonna be kind of a vent and it may be incoherent so.. #seeing everyone talk about how they want to leave dtblr these past few days is so relieving how are we all thinking the same thing at the #same time #idk for me I’m probably not gonna go anywhere but I cannot lie. the fact that our community is more discourse and neg than #actual talk about content is really draining sometimes #it also dosent help that there isn’t that much content recently that I find interesting aside from the occasional dream video #so I guess there really isn’t that much to talk about except for drantis and how much we either love or hate Karl Jacobs #tbh I miss lore LOL the fandom was more fun when that was going on + also it’s wayyy easier stomaching discourse about #fictional characters than real people #like don’t get me wrong I’ve neg posted about ccs too but sometimes this community will talk more about how they hate Karl than like. their #own faves content. like I don’t even care about Karl in the slightest but like it’s just draining when there’s so much negativity all the #time instead of like. live-blogging and excitement over new content #not just Karl tho I used him as an example but like. everyone on the ‘ccs dtblr hates’ list #AND it dosent. help that I don’t really care about George or sapnaps content like at all and Im more of just an sbi main who also likesdream #which sucks bc there aren’t many sbi fans that are normal enough about Dream to follow #so I don’t fit with that community either #and I still don’t really feel like I fit with dreblr too bc I’m more of a ctechno main but idk lol #and like the few non dtblr people I follow seem to always be having such a much better time than us which really dosent help #sorry for the random sad post lmao #I’ll probably delete later I just want to get it out of my system bc sometimes complaining about things makes you feel better about thething #and before anyone’s like ‘just leave why’re you sat here complaining’ #I like this community and I like talking about my interests and reading posts about stuff I like on here #I haven’t really lost interest in the content there’s just a lack of it. I just wish the community was less neg all the time #like it’s even something I need to work on with myself lol #this is so long LMAO it’ll probably get deleted in a bit

[jaegerbroshoe]

Omggg I need the next episode already 😭

#crash course in romance #misc #my opinion #this show’s really good #but man I’m so mad at those fugly helicopter moms #sua is a ho who snoops around people’s stuff #and now her mom is literally stalking the poor teacher?? #the reason hae-e is even getting private lessons now is thanks to her corrupted ass #I’m so mad that hae-e’s family is gonna be the one facing repercussions #+ though #also I’m pretty sure the theory I saw about the assistant being the killer is true after this episode but I think he enlisted the brother + #+ to help; they have similar trauma related to the education system so it makes sense if they crossed paths #cause the brother has no motive to kill that teacher for spreading rumours about choi #but the assistant does #and choi said he’d fill him in later so that probably happened off screen #but the brother could also still be unrelated to the murders #anyways I’m so excited for the next episode although I know I’ll be so mad at the unfairness towards hae-e’s family #I hope the helicopter moms get what’s coming for them

[annoyinglibra]

Living in a state with recreational weed is so nice :)

#however I think I don’t like smoking too much tbh I’d rather try a really low dose edible because I don’t like how it makes my chest hurt #(I have a small degree of asthma so even if it makes other peoples chests hurt/tighten it does it for me more than the average person) #like the effects are plenty nice aside from the throat and chest closing sensation #but that goes away after around 45 min #but it’s just such a deeply unpleasant 45min that I’d rather try edibles #edit: I only hit it once but I did so reaaally deeply this time and it’s been ages but I still feel silly and calm 😋 #like it’s been a few hours but I’m just feeling ‘:3c hehe’ rn #according to the internet 27% thc content is pretty high so pair that weed lasting long in my system and it makes sense I guess 😋 #I’m guessing I’ll probably sleep well tonight which is exiting!!! #but only after I’m done watching my brother play videogames #also he’s so great he says since I don’t smoke much that I don’t need to pay him anything for either time. #still insane that he let me hit the bong a few times and then his pen for my very first time smoking and thought I’d be fine #<- physically felt horrible but mentally was very entertained #but hitting the bong slowly and holding it deep only one time has been wonderful :) #yay for aerobic health I can hold that shit in for so long before exhaling #but I still want to try an edible next time instead

[hrokkall]

Actually fuck it, contributing to the ‘how does Po3’s body work’ conversation. Ik you said you dont care to explain how he floats around, but I’ve been seeing it as almost like. Yknow how 2 magnets, when facing the same ends, repel each other? It’s kinda like that. Po3 basically repels himself from the floor. He can float higher up, but it’s more difficult for him to do and he can’t do it for as long, and he can float lower if he needs an easier time moving around. And then he just shuts it off to sit down on a surface. I’ve been mentally referring to it as his anti-gravity system for some reason, too. Anyways stairs are a pain in the ass and THAT is why he hates Magnificus /j

I was initially thinking something like that too, but then I kind of realized “that would probably only work in the factory where there would be a magnetic surface to repel himself from” (which is obviously not the case in canon—it makes a trip halfway across the map just to rub Leshy’s defeat in his face, and it’s seen hovering in front of the middle island stones during its finale battle in act 2 as well). Another option is that it’s a jet-propulsion type of thing but seeing as P03 is able to move around more or less silently that’s out of the question. Neither one of these would give the “hover” blue ring visual effect that P03 has.

But with video game logic either one of these could very well be the answer, same goes with just about any other option—if I ever end up writing something on this it’s honestly probably something that will be chalked up to “it’s very advanced/it just kind of works” (the same way that Leshy’s telekinetic speech “just works”, Magnificus’s eyes don’t decay despite being gouged out and locked in a box, and Grimora’s whole haphazard thread-and-needle restitching of heavy body parts is enough to keep them on). Still fun to speculate but my point is I don’t think there would be an actual working real-life equivalent answer for this one like there would for some of its other features </3

#Re: Inbox #scover-va #Cw body horror #Cw eye trauma #<- Oops. #03 Struggling with stairs is hilarious though I’m taking that #Same with the whole levitation thing. I like to imagine it wouldn’t be very tall if it had legs either #Maybe a little taller than Mags but that’s not saying much because he’s like 5'3'' minus the hat #Meanwhile 03 can just hover to the seven foot mark around the other Scrybes. It likes to feel tall (and it also gives it a better view) #I don’t know if that would wear it out though; after a while yes but it’s been doing it so often it probably has already accounted for #-any additional strain and has modified it’s hovering unit accordingly #I’ll be honest I don’t know much about magnetic levitation; I’m basing this on my knowledge of maglev trains #I’d love to write several posts just discussing what’s up physically with the Scrybes but I’ve already talked about that in posts before #I’d just be a little pickier about hand-waving P03 because I’m a computer guy #With Leshy I can just say ''Yeah sure he’s mixotrophic'' despite that not really being possible and I don’t super care that it’s not #But with P03 if I described something wrong my head would be in my hands Immediately so I have to compromise and just be vague about it #So I can vaguely allude to what systems it has but if you asked me to show how they all fit together I would have to either go all out- #-and make a diagram or just Explode. Neither of which I’m going to do tbh #These tags are a mess let’s move on #Thank you for the ask though; I think this was sent a bit back I’ve just been busy the past couple of days

[elena-of-avalor-polls]

ANNOUNCEMENT

The last matchup has been posted!

Spirit Monkey Business, the only episode without a pair, is gonna compete one of the winners of the first round next Tuesday (the 4th of July) when we know all the winners.

The opponent will be chosen randomly.

The poll will last one week like the rest of them.

#not a poll #I need a normal tag for this kind of posts but for now my mind is too blank for coming up with anything #Also this system kinda sucks so I think if it happens again I’ll just put three episodes in one poll #The second round will probably start on Monday (the 17th) because the mod~ will need some time to make the new polls #Lucky thing I can schedule posts because I won’t be available when the second round starts ajhabsjfj

[suboficialflores]

Things that I’m now learning are not neurotypically normal

Having a constant, ever-changing background song in your mind

Knowing the fridge sound changes pitch

Finding Captain Hook’s hatred of ticking clocks super relatable

New shoes/shirts/toothpastes/deodorants being wrong

Tickling is t o o m u c h

Hair being a multi-faceted problem

Other people becoming your personality once you get to know them but eventually slipping into the uncanny valley when they cant put a finger on your ruse

Vegetarianism (but for texture reasons)

Taking 25 years to learn how to eat eggs (but only if you make them and sometimes they’re still gross)

Only eating the bread part of pizza as a child

When the other kids drew a man eating ice cream in second grade, you drew a man-eating-ice cream

Fluorescent lights are evil but Do. Not. Stand. In. My. Light.

Falling asleep in the club

Finding a pattern in the math scantron answers and finishing the course in a semester instead of a year

Finding the mistakes on all the tests and correcting the teachers (y’all I even did this in my MA program on my comps)

Never make any decisions cause decisions show you are different and everyone will know

Being leashed as a child cause I’d run away

Escaping car seats as a child cause I COULD NOT BE CONTAINED (my mom says I would escape then stand behind her and ask what she was doing as she was driving down the highway)

Running around the halls at night because sleeping is hard

Repeatedly waking up my sister and asking how she got to sleep

Hallucinating on waking up in the morning (but only as a child and only nice things like your grandparents and their cats Bimbo or Stinky but never in combination)

Consuming entire books by nightlight and getting in trouble cause it was far too late (but I was also scared of the dark so I needed a nightlight but I was also convinced the one in the hall was a fire)

Watching a movie so much that you got annoyed it wasn’t more then swearing off movies and converting to tv shows

Tv shows becoming your personality. Quoting them because you think it’s funny, but apparently this is a behavior

Same song, same song, same song, AGAIN

Not talking about the things you like because they will know you’re insane. THEY WILL KNOW

Getting stabbed in the nerve while donating blood and not reacting. At. All.

Getting very annoyed when interrupted

Not hearing ANYTHING when concentrating

Traveling to another continent to watch an actress in a play twice cause of the hyperfixation on her acting

Two Level 7 St*r Trek events

Revenge bedtime, not doing things cause someone said I had to

Learning the secret that eye contact means you can straight up lie to people (a power only used for good… now)

Those weird things you do? Stimming, all stimming - why didn’t you connect those dots before?

#I NEVER KNEW #listen I’ve been on this planet since the 1980s and apparently my autism markers are ridiculously high #but since I’m good (maybe?) at mirroring and masking no one caught on to my ruse? #everything makes so much sense now but I need some guy to give me a paper cause strong suspicion with high probability isn’t fully validate #I thought these things were common but I also knew I was weird but didn’t know why #yes I will keep posting about this #but like people think I’m fairly normal even though I always feel awkward it’s so confusing #then I apologize and perception check and it was not weird #bro I was a teacher for like a decade and then a school admin no one in the education systems that employed me suspected anything #none of this to mention the comorbidities I show symptoms of #yeah my mind is melting at the implications of this apparently very new info to me #I’ll get back to lore drop but I cannot let this go