#I’m a little fucked up about that tbh

[unfortunatelyilikebnha]

Thinking abt kazuma,,, thinkng abt how he has silver eyes compared to kazumi’s gold,,, as if even kazuma’s character design is telling the world he’s in second place, & that he’ll never live up to his brother’s example </3

#I’m a little fucked up about that tbh #also like the way when he was possessed by gyze he had golden eyes…would’ve perhaps been interesting to do more with that #like a ‘I’m finally free of ‘imperfections’’ moment #is it kazuma or gyze speaking? who knows maybe both #cfv #cfvg #shouji kazuma #also also I wonder if the dad has silver/white hair since kazumi does & kazuma has that little silver/white streak… #bc if so that’s another thing that could allude to his position as the less-favored son #like the little silver streak in kazumas hair shows he’s related to them #but bc most of his hair is blue it’s glaringly obvious that he’s also an outsider #like maybe kazumas mom has blue hair and that’s where he got it from. #(I don’t remember if we saw the dad in g since I only watched it once so it’s very possible we did and I’m wrong) #this is probably either me over analyzing or just smth obvious we were supposed to pick up but WHATEVER #just having kazuma thoughts yk how it is #this is from like last November help me I hoard drafts too long #thinking abt him again though. miss him. might fuck around and finish my cfvg rewatch

[vvitchering]

I’m replaying act 1 (for the fifth time) and when Gale is explaining his condition to you he mentions he’s “never told another living soul” about it, except for Tara. You’re telling me this man shut himself up in his tower for an entire year and didn’t tell anyone why and no one ever bothered to find out? He has so few people who care about him in his life that he fell into a depression and disappeared for a year and NO ONE thought to go and check on him and find out what was wrong? He’s had no one but Tara providing help and support until he meets Tav???????

#I’m just #this is my Astarion run but holy shit GALE #like no wonder he’s a little bit insane #how isolated has he been his whole life that he has no one but his cat who cares enough to take care of him #the way he speaks about his mother I thought they’d be pretty close but even she never found out about the orb?? #either she shrugged off her brilliant son turning into a depressed recluse or she never bothered to check on him at all #and tbh Gale might not even realize that’s Not Ideal #maybe he’s always been held at a distance by his family #I have hcs about this actually #anyway that fucked me up this time #the way he begs tav for help finding items to feed the orb like he’s fully expecting to be shot down and left behind #ughhhhhhh I am Upset about the wizard again friends #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #gale of waterdeep #I didn’t even go into how Mystra also abandoned him at the same time #so he was going through a break up and a crisis of faith and being a human bomb all at once #🥲

[the-raging-tempest]

My nose won’t stop bleeding so I am just sitting up in bed with tissues. Bad migraine but you know what… Filling out this little chart Romeo posted in discord. I can already tell I fucked some parts because I feel so out of it but whatever I’m vibing

(Fixed ish)

Lariel’s song Zrise’s Song

#oc: zrise #here you go #idk I’m sorry #awful #but think of blorbos to heal #when I have. migraine…. all I smell is smoke #the yellow is like his default #the orange is *special* for those who crack him like egg #to be clear I just think saying ‘good at sec’ is funny #LMAO #as if everyone would agree… #well… #it was his job for a bit so #Lariel looking so normal so well adjusted #in comparison #she’s also fucked up little guy but just….not like him LMAO #I just love to say cracked like an egg #nothing else evokes it #forgot to add ‘will kill for you’ under Zrise #screams and cries and throws up because I need to write them both in a happy relationship tbh #they need good things to happen to them #accidentally earesed one on Lariel and one on Zrise #help #I’ll fix it later…. #*sex not sec #thank you autocorrect #ALSO YO BE CLEAR Zrise is afraid of deep natural body’s of water so…. the skinny dipping is more about getting naked LMAO maybe watching #guy who’s there for the show unless he trust you enough that he’ll risk his biggest fear I should have made it orange not yellow rip #they have different flavors depending on vulnerability #oc: lariel

[ickypuppi3]

say what you want but billy and steve have canonically seen each other’s dicks so who’s really winning at the end of the day

#billy hargrove #steve harrington #harringrove #(it’s billy) #(he’s winning) #they’re also in love but that’s neither here nor there #this isn’t aimed at anyone or about anything in particular btw #it’s just that it’s SO funny to me that that’s a true statement #like i just thought about it and #billy made the whole situation so much gayer than it had to be #specifically picked a shower next to steve #smiled at him like THAT when he wasn’t looking #made the effort to touch him and call him pretty #and the fact billy just had his little flip flops on #i know it’s like a ‘no one’s meant to look’ kinda deal but ​billy definitely sneaked a peek #and steve stared a little too long while billy walked away bare assed is all i’m saying #cannot stand either of them tbh #me when i remember all the times they’ve touched for no good reason #and how billy straddled steve while fucking his face up #good for them both a little homoeroticism never hurt anyone #(… don’t) #(i don’t wanna talk about it) #(s3 doesn’t exist to me) #ickyspeaks

[swordmaid]

why is this dialogue in astarion’s sex scene im crying

#she really said don’t fuck with me I have the power of god and anime by my side 😭 #she had like three options to sleep with one was gale but I’m not rlly feeling him for shri’iia so I did not #second was lae’zal BUT I want her to romance shadowheart not SHRI’IIA 😭 like pleek go to her j want y’all to continue #ur enemies to lovers arc (delusion) #so I went with astarion but that dialogue made me howl like relax??????? omg unclench a little 😭😭😭 #but now idk if I want continue his romance good thing I’m not locked ..!!! #but tbh I don’t interact w the companions unless there’s like an exclamation point lol I should prob do …. #shut up about bg3.

[ohitslen]

Watching Stampede with my family made me realize how genuinely insane I have turned thanks to it

Like wow the actual physical EFFORT it took me to not randomly start explaining the composition of a scene, the color choice, the framing, the voice directing and the choreographies of certain scenes, as well as some of the lore behind it I should not explain because spoilers.

No, sorry. I lied on my résumé . I can’t like anything a normal amount. I’ve liked this for less than 4 months and I’m very deep into the trenches. And it will unfortunately become everyone else’s problem as well, because this one will stick around for a long time.

#being a lil mentally ill again guys #that’s right. finally managed to make the third rewatch with my binge watcher family in one night #I call it having fun at the expense of my mental integrity #to be fair Trigun is *gestures the air* right there for me to delve into deep analysis for no real reason #other than I’m obsessed with media that explores morally and ethically challenging topics #and the cool ass designs and badass weapons and super great characters #and I mean Trigun is just made to be loved tbh head full or head empty is so enjoyable either way and I think that’s a great charm it has #though at one point itll force you to THINK and I LOVE THAT #I want to scream with someone about Trigun and I do with my friends but it’s not the same when they haven’t watched it yet #and since I’m that.one.friend that looks to much into it because HAHA STORY CREATOR BUT #yeah. I want to talk about Trigun so bad…it’s…it’s a little embarrassing. but I obviously don’t fucking care the enough #because if I did that one person I didn’t know wouldn’t have said the ‘ah the Trigun girl’ #somehow I became a synonymous to it. and I couldn’t be prouder. #trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #lenssi rambles #trigun maximum #in my defense. I have adhd. which doesn’t really make up for much but at least it explains some extent of it

[sunnibits]

nah bc what does it say about my ofmd fandom experience that instead of being like ‘yay I’m excited to join a new fandom and make new friends!’ when it comes to bg3, I’m just like,, ‘god I hope it doesn’t turn out awful again’

#:/// izzy fixation hurt me too bad y’all 😭😭 #that shit fucked me up #tbh I do think the bg3 fandom vibes are just a little ick to me so far #but there is also some clouded judgement there I think. less optimism #the ofmd fandom experience was just so fucking shitty and exhausting and stupid #that like. to be fully honest??? I’m kind of scared to get involved in new fandoms now :// #not to be a pessimest but I swear nobody wants to have fun anymore they just wanna start discourse and complain about shit 😭😭 #and I really really don’t have the energy to deal with that again

[camping-with-monsters]

Continuation of my last post.

She has lost the boots.



#tbh I fucked up a lot of the anatomy here :(!!!! #she’s like “I’m built different😎“ why yes Mela. you are quite literally. built different. #either way she can still kick your ass #I imagine there might’ve been a time where she was a little self-conscious about it #but now she’s like “yeah I have prosthetics. Yeah I can still shove my foot up your ass“ #also regarding her boots #she doesn’t wear them specifically because they hide the prosthetics #she just wears them because they’re cute #they just coincidentally hide them #to which she’s like “eh. is what it is.“ #Mela #Team Star #Team Star Mela #mela Pokémon #prosthetics #prosthetic leg #Pokémon #pokémon scarlet and violet #Pokémon scarlet #Pokémon violet #Pokémon sv #pokémon headcanons #headcanons #hcs #Pokémon hcs #The Kiwi Draws

[devilsskettle]

really unhappy with what we do in the shadows rn tbh. i want my boy to kill

#what happened to the fucked up shit. why don’t they want to commit to the fucked up shit anymore #also maybe why the humor is falling flat for me? #the original film and first season or two of the show relies on the juxtaposition between the darkness of vampire stories vs the mundanity #incompetence and silliness of the mockumentary format #watching the pilot right after watching s5e10 is like. complete whiplash wrt tone and style #i don’t like silly little gags with no setup and nonsensical fantasy lore that doesn’t really tie into the whole Vampire thing #tbh i do get why people still like the show like maybe i’m just not the right audience but the show has changed a LOT without actually #committing to any of the big writing choices that could possibly make the writers get creative about the dynamics between the characters smh #whatever whatever i just miss when my boy was my boy. rip #and when there were consequences for the characters. and payoff. #and humor. but you know. whatever

[m1d-45]

KAEYA IS SOOOO THE GUY EVER. he’s my boy girlfriend. my scrimblo. my eep glorpy. if/when that kaeya ai gets released i WILL be losing my shit. i will simply cease to exist. oh god i need to write ideas for kaeya now. perhaps a princess tutu-esque au with reader as duck. but then again diluc fits a bit more into the fakir role… but that doesn’t matter if i just mash everything together and pick out the bits i like

ANYWAYS. kaeya alberich the world - teddy anon

you’re so real for all of this, and i don’t even know the reference. you 🤝 me : “mash everything together and pick out the bits i like”

#m1d : [chats] #teddy anon #honestly mr alberizz was gonna stay in my private chats tbh #he’s just a little guy for me to poke at sometimes yk? he sits with my other bots until i feel silly again #the cycle for most of my bots is: ‘idea’ ‘oh Fuck’ ‘THIS IS FINE(lying)’ ‘ok he’s. um. passable.’ ‘[sends screenshots to mushroom]’ #how many bots do i have in the drafts hmmm #ok i have 6 characters and three jokes #i’m. normal about the hit mmorpg genshin impact published in 2020 by mihoyo now hoyoverse #ayato venti aether kaeya (our king) and then two zhongli bots that we do NOT talk about #literally just thinking about the testing for those two guys turns my brain into static #why do i make bots with such rizz it’s gonna kill me #much like my namesake i too am cursed by the gods #the same curse. the golden touch. i am afflicted with Rizzed Up Bots Disorder

[hella1975]

‘you’re all i got, cousin’ crying over richie of all people. can this day get any worse

#IF I SAID RICHIE IS ONE OF THE MOST COMPELLING CHARACTERS ON THE BEAR WHAT THEN #THIS SHOW SAID NO TWO DIMENSIONAL CHARACTERS!!! #he’s still a dick tho. love him #hi i had a hellish day. being on ur period plus working bank holiday saturday lunch rush? no a slaytastic combo #saw unprecedented levels of twatism today night actually be my worst shift at this place ever #god fr saw me posting positively about work lately and went girl BE QUIET and u know what it’s crickets from my end from now on bossman #this is the first time i could NOT snap myself out of a mood bc of a customer like it was a hundred little shitty interactions #of being spoken to like utter shit and then one table just pissed me OFF like complained to my manager the works and if it had been that on #it’s own it would have been fine but it had already been building and i was like no. im done #got asked if i could stay on until 10 and i wasn’t even polite about it i just went ‘FUCK no’ #almost cried on the bus home. humiliating. immediately got in an argument w my mum. thriving tbh #and then went ‘now is probably a bad time to watch THIS of all shows but oh well’ and weirdly it’s actually calmed me down bc I’m reminded #this is a universal struggle and it isn’t just me being a little bitch lmao. still sucks that my job literally consists of #‘whoever can tolerate being spoken to like dirt for the longest without snapping will get shifts :)’ like why is this behaviour allowed #why do i have to regularly day after day be disrespected and treated like im not even a person. for MINIMUM FUCKING WAGE #blowing the restaurant up im so fucking done man #the bear #hella slaves to capitalism

[rosicheeks]

Wooo! Horny Rosi is out to play!

My questions:

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?

5: What’s your favorite sex position?

☺️ x

3. Depends on what you think unusual is 😂

A few idk different ones are cnc, somno. Fantasies - stalking/kidnapping

5. Idk what it’s called but laying on my stomach??? Yeah that’s nice. Or doggy.

#since I’m following a bunch of blogs with the same kinks as me I never know what’s unusual anymore lol #also I just want someone to explore different and new kinks/fetishes with tbh #brooooooooooo #idk what it’s called and idk if you guys know what I’m talking about #but when I’m laying on my stomach #and they pull my hips up a little bit and slide into my pussy #fuck that’s nice and deep #also when someone is pounding me and my legs are on their shoulders? #yeah that’s good too hahaha #thanks for the questions 😘 #ask #anon

[pebblezone]

this Tylenol ain’t shit w

#talkingcore #emotions. man. #there’s so much music that I just haven’t listened to in a bit and it’s making me feel things it’s not even like sad things I’m like damn #how long has it been since I’ve listened to beautiful stranger by Madonna as featured in Austin powers international man of mystery #but also something in my brain feels like it needs to cry like I don’t feel like I physically can but something needs to be released #so do I go pet sounds? smile? falsettos? I feel like I need to be in a sleeping bag and Contemplate #fun fact! Kendra Morris has an absolutely stunning cover of don’t talk (put your head on my shoulders) #I’m pretty neutral on beach boys covers tbh I’m never crazy about them since like they really never measure up #how many mid covers of god only knows can I take? not many. but like she & him have their little Brian Wilson tribute I like that. #the covers are a lot better when they don’t try to perfectly replicate whatever the fuck Brian Wilson was doing they aren’t him #brain wants to go melancholy mode but I’ve no clue over what. girl just tell me what I’m supposed to be sad over I’ll commit to the bit #need to keep listening to new stuff but also need old stuff Maybe that’s it maybe I just need old stuff again? like routine?? shit idk #also like at 5 am I woke up and remembered how in choir people kept comparing me to the director they had the year before me #and the thing is she had the same name as someone else in choir that was student teaching my first semester so I kept thinking they were #referring to her Id be in my choir fit my silly suit my proud butch uniform and they’d be like oh this is so ‘insert name’! #and it kept throwing me off because the student teacher was like. not like me at all so I was like fuck #what kind of girl core energies am I accidentally emitting this is Bad. so anyway 5 am I’m like fuck it I need to research this person #I search. find her. she’s butch. I’m blessed. they weren’t lying like man we do such a good job at being generic! yay! #butch And in choir! love to see it! keep thinking how I am destined to be like in my 40s doing mundane tasks #I’m gonna be soooooo good at watering plants and putting salt on the sidewalk before it snows and cleaning drains #need to be a dad mom so fucking bad you don’t get it I need to drive carpool and take off work for dentist trips and watch hgtv #AHHHH i think that got rid of some of the sad lfg💥💥💥💥this must be super long god damn sorry

[halfricanloveyou]

just wrote out a multi-paragraph well thought addition to a post about modern day farming that i tried to reblog and tumblr was like “posting failed try again” and deleted everything.

that shit took me an hour i hate this fucking app so much

#why wouldn’t you automatically save it as a draft!! #i actually had a lot to say i wanted to tell people! #i was like ‘maybe my time growing up on a farm gave me insight! cause god knows it didn’t give me anything else other than misery #and unhappiness! maybe it was worth talking about!’ #nah. we’re just gonna delete everything you said that took you a whole fucking hour #of your free time which you have VERY LITTLE OF #and be like ‘oopsie! our mobile app is shitty and crashes a lot! hehe’ #fuck you guys #now i get to spend the rest of my night essentially studying for a work presentation i’m anxious about and hoping i have enough time #to shower and idk maybe do something that isn’t sleeping or working #i wouldn’t have been mad cause i would have felt like i got to say what i really wanted to talk about #it’s so minor but i am legit mad about this tbh #i just want to think about something else besides work after i clock out #fucking kill me ugh #my wifi is at full bars. this app randomly crashes so often or won’t let me use it all the time i hate i #it

[sk2lton]

we have a guest speaker in math class to talk to us about coping w stress as if this class isn’t the reason i felt like shitting myself this morning😭😭

#chant 𖦹 d’oiseau #‘what r things that stress u?’ THIS FUCKING CLASS THIS CLASS BRUH LET ME OUT OF HERE #I WANNA CRY CZ I GOTTA DO A STUPID FUCKING ONE ON ONE TALK WITH MY MATH TEACHER AFTER THIS SHIT AND SHE’S GONNA TEST ME ON SHIT #on the fuxking spot too. it’s like girl is it not enough that i finished ur fucking stupid assignment that made no sense #there’s literally videos there of me doing each fucking question too and i explain it while doing it #teachers who are like ‘i don’t wanna stress u guys’ then continue to fucking stress u the fuck out should burn i hare them #i js wanna watch the brazil vs switerland match #football is unfortunately my current hf if that’s not obvious and within the past week i’ve memorized most leagues and the teams within them #most players in these leagues. at least the notable ones. and it’s encouraged me to get back into football because growing up i really had — #— a talent for it but then my mental health came in and ruined everything #i was too anxious to do shit anymore so that’s such an L tbh but this isn’t meant to be depressing vent or anything i js wanna say i love fb #ive watched the wc and fb like since the day i popped out of the womb and i rmb the first wc i could rmb #i cheered for argentina so hard but got so upset when they were knocked out by brazil. now i’m cheering for brazil (argentina on the side) #so i feel like a trader to my younger self😭 little me would surely NOT appreciate me cheering for brazil #sk vs ghana was crazy cz i didn’t expect sk to comeback like that in the second half but it’s sad they didn’t tie. good game nonetheless #i’m so mad at team canada ngl cz we had good players but our defense was invisible😭 it doesn’t matter how good our midfielders or strikers r #as long as our def is shitty our team is shitty😭 that’s like building a house on poor foundation #it won’t last long and it’ll cause problems😭 davies goal was such a W and we have so many players from great clubs but i feel like— #— wasted them. i could go on and on and on and on about football #different teams. leagues. who fucked up by doing what😭 speaking of which… mexico’s fuckinf coach set them up idc #i rlly wanted to see lainez play. he’s a fucking game changer but mexico’s coach was like ‘how do i set us up…’ 😭 #mexico was robbed by their own coach.. canada was robbed in the canada vs belgium match jts crazy 😭😭😭