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#I'm just trying my best to explain my meaning but I have trouble properly conveying my emotions while doing so
violetlunette · 2 years
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How did it go poor Dabi though? It was literally just him telling us how he survived and the rest of how he came to be? I mean I don’t get why people are against the heroes actually trying to understand the villains now instead of just beating them with their fists? As it could help them maybe better society so they don’t get anymore peeps like Shiggy, Toga and Dabi! Obviously they do need to pay for their crimes, but what’s so bad about trying to understand them?
If I gave the impression that I didn’t want to understand the villains or explore their backstories, then that was an unfortunate side effect of me venting rather than critiquing. I apologize if it seemed I was insinuating that neither mattered.
*Some anti LOV elements below
I don’t mind understanding the LoV and in fact, that’s what I’m very much trying to do. The reason I may be coming off harsh is that in past works I’ve watched and read as of late, whenever they bring up a tragic backstory they don’t use it to help us understand the villain and why they did it, they use it to justify the horrible things they did and completely wave off the people they hurt. So, yeah I may be being gun shy. A pet peeve that is really harshly affecting my judgment is that all the people the villains hurt are used as props to make the villains sympathetic instead of being shown as actual people. (This I can actually say for sure and intend to prove in the future.)
But also—look, in the story, they are responsible for a shit ton of deaths and people getting hurt, and those things happened from choices the league made knowing the consequences of what would happen. (The only exception is Shigaraki who was brainwashed from childhood by AFO, and therefore has a blue and orange mentality.) You can give whatever reason you want, but at the end of the day, they are TERRORISTS. As I have said in nearly every post with the league
And I don’t want them beat up, I want them in prison where they can be held accountable for their choices.
You’re right, let’s have understanding and depending on the situation, mercy as well. But let’s also have them held accountable and have them face justice. Let’s not wave off the lives they destroyed, especially when the people they hurt had no part in their pain. If Dabe just went after Endeavor, I would be fine with him. Personality wise we’d go up and down, but as far as endeavor goes yeah. He abused you and your family, making his life hell. Make his ass miserable, just don't drag others into this.
I guess what I want is for villains to be treated like Bojack was in Bojack Horseman. Yes, Bojack had a shitty past and the story shows that what happened to him wasn’t right. However, it also stated that it didn’t make what Bojack did okay either and showed us the people he hurt, then held him accountable.
The LoV should have their stories told to prevent others from ending up like them. However, they should still be held accountable for their crimes.
As said though, I don’t have all the proper information as during the Overhaul arc my interest waned so I didn’t give it the in-depth attention I did before. As of now I am going through the manga and grabbing information and studying them so I can be fair as it’s easier to call myself out with proof before my eyes. For all I know, I may be eating some serious crow soon.
As I said in another post, during the Dabe vs Shoto fight I didn’t give it my full attention at the moment, so I was most likely wrong in my assessment. Again, this my the first read-through with recent chapters. As such, I don’t pay that close attention to parts with characters I don’t like. That’s why I haven’t made that many posts about the latest chapters, as I know that I won’t be able to be fair. 
So, in summary; I may have misspoke in the past and I apologize if so, yes we should try to understand the villains to prevent others from ending up like them, but they should still go to prison since they’re murderers and terrorists.
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btsareyandere · 5 years
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That mouth
(I have been to hell and back with this one and it feels like utter shit. Hopefully, it's not as bad as I think it is though and that its worth the many votes.)
Yandere/Daddy Jungkook
Warning- SMUT, Bad language. All that good stuff. 
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“Baby what have you done?” His deep voice snaps your attention away from your magazine and over to him.
You quickly wrack your brain for anything you might have done to upset him but can't find anything.
“Nothing. I haven’t done anything wrong. Why?” you eagerly reply.
Jungkook finally brings himself closer to where you slouch on the sofa and lifts you effortlessly into a seated position. “look at me” he orders. You do as told and make direct eye contact, something in them shows you he is far from happy and you begin to shake.
“I haven’t done-“ Just then it hits you, you did do something you shouldn’t have. You chew on your bottom lip as you try to decide if he’s figured it out or if its something small and insignificant that he is going to scold you for.
“Jungkook I don’t know what you mean but I'm sorry anyway.” You say trying to appease him before he has an opportunity to punish you.
“How can you be sorry if you don’t know what you did wrong? Why don’t you sit in my lap and have a long hard think about it?” Both of the things he said were questions but as you know from experience, these ones are rhetorical and not something you can choose not to do.
He pulls you up again and settles you on his lap, he leans back and strokes your hair while you sweat anxiously under his gaze.
A few moments pass and you speak again, “Can you just tell me why you’re angry?” the silence, the waiting and the pressure is getting to you and you know that the longer you make him wait, the more he’ll scold you.
“Why don’t you tell me what you did wrong. This is your final warning, I won't ask again”.
You pull back from him slightly only to be caught by both wrists and held firmly in place. “I used your card and bought a lot of things online a week ago, but it’s just makeup and other silly things, it looks like a lot but it’s not really. Please, please don’t be angry”
Jungkook moves both of your wrists into one of his and reaches into his chest pocket to pull out a brand new phone, the phone you had ordered among the other crap you didn’t need in the hope that he wouldn’t notice, you thought you had hidden it properly. You screw your eyes closed and pray he remains as calm as he is right now and that this isn’t the moment before things blow up.
“open your eyes and look at me, I didn’t tell you to look away”. You do as told and open them to flutter your eyelashes at him apologetically.  
“I just….I really want to go to my sister's wedding but you said no. She's going to buy me the tickets and fly me home. It's all sorted, just say I can go~” you whine pathetically. “She’s my fucking sister and you never let me see her!” by now jungkooks grip on both you and the phone was crushing, causing the two of you damage.
“Stop with the attitude, I told you no and I mean it. Baby do you like it when I'm angry” You shake your head and quietly whisper no, his firm tone instantly putting you back in your place temporarily.
“Then why are you doing things that make me angry with you?”
You lower your head to his chest and rock it back and forth thinking of an answer but nothing suitable comes to mind so you tell him exactly how you’re feeling. “I want to have friends and see my family and live my own life but you keep me trapped and I’m not putting up with it anymore.”
You push away from him and surprisingly, he lets you fall. “Ow, shit.” you scowl at him from the floor. Your freedom is short-lived though when he grips your upper arm and drags you up the stairs to the bathroom, “Jungkook what are you doing?” you ask nervously as he reaches the top.  
He ignores your question and leaves you wondering what is intention is until you make it to the bathroom and he is bringing your head down the sink, hand reaching for the soap “No, No jungkook no please I'm sorry i...nooo~”. he positions you between his legs and takes a hold of your face, “open up. You know how much I can't stand bad language from the mouth of a lady. Even more so when the language is aimed at me” Through brute force he is able to get your mouth open and fills it with the bitter liquid. He watches as you start to gag and clamps a hand over your mouth. 
The soap begins to burn the soft skin of your tongue and cheeks, threatening to make its way down your throat. With tear stained cheeks you try to look at him and convey all the words you're unable to speak. “Have you learnt your lesson?” he asks in a condescending tone. you nod as best you can with his hand on your face. “And will you swear at me ever again?” This time you shake it. “then spit” he commands as he removes his hold on you "It'll be the only time I let you spit out what I put in your mouth". 
You lean forward to expel it and thoroughly rinse your mouth. You stand and glare at him through the mirror, “I’m leaving you Jungkook” you spoke evenly and controlled. 
“Are you now?” he laughed. 
“yep, unless you let me go to my sister's wedding” you fold your arms across your chest and turn your face from him. 
“No” that word repeats endlessly in your head as you stand alone in the bathroom. For jungkook, his word is final and doesn't need explaining. 
The same can not be said for you. You race into the bedroom passing him as he sits at the end of the bed and heads straight to the closet to begin packing your bags. Jungkook lets it happen, it'll only disappoint you more if you get all packed and ready to leave and he still stops you. 
You make sure to be quick and only pack the essentials so you can reappear in front of him as soon as possible before leaving. You may have considered more than necessary to be the essential items though as you struggle to drag the suitcase along the carpet. 
"I'm going now. You need to think about some things" you spat at him. 
Jungkook still maintains his nonchalant manner even as he speaks, "I think I know what the problem is. Your behaviour has gone downhill since the start of your last punishment. A month of me not touching you.....You're just needy"
You throw your arms into the air in exasperation, "What the fu-" You stop yourself just as he is raising an eyebrow. "Um, jungkook who do you think you are, how can you boil down my feelings to me not being touched by you enough? You don't have a magic dick that'll sort all my problems. You really consider yourself to be something special don't you, well I don't. Once upon a time, I did but now you've shattered that illusion. You only have yourself to blame. When I leave here I'm never coming back." you shouted and shouted but sounded more like a petulant teenager than a full grown woman who wanted to be treated right. 
Jungkook finally shows some emotion and that emotion is rage. He reaches up and grips your hair, bringing you down across his knees. Even through the fabric of your jeans his wide hand is able to land a stinging blow to your arse and have you crying out. "Stop! Jungkook stop. I hate you right now!" the more you shouted and cried, fought and struggled against him, the harder and faster he hit you. 
You might not have left school with great qualifications but you can learn quickly when motivated by pain. Your tears are flowing readily down your face as you think about the situation you're currently in. You know for a fact that you'll never get away from him, he knows everything you do and you're sure he can even read your mind.  Soon enough you go quiet and limp in his hold and the beating slows down. Jungkook pushes you to the floor and flips you onto your back, panting heavily as he stands over you. 
He wipes the show of exertion from his upper lip "Don't you ever dare to act out like this again. in future I won-"
You interrupt him as you get on your knees to hand him a bitterly formed apology "I'm sorry, I-"
He returns the favour and cuts you off mid-sentence. Jungkook has always been a physical man though and so his method of interrupting comes in the form of a slap to the face. You're knocked back to the floor for a brief second before he uses your hair to bring you back up onto your knees again. 
"You talk a lot lately, I'm not sure I like it." He chastises. 
In spite of how much you want to hate him, hearing his words of disapproval really cut you open and dig deeper and deeper until they reach your soul. They burn more than the chemicals he placed in your mouth, they sting more than any hand or belt that licks at your skin and they crush you harder than even a strong man like jungkook could ever.
Staring into his big doe eyes, even when filled with unadulterated rage and a feeling of his control over you slipping, all you can focus on is the tiny hint of the jungkook you fell in love with. It makes you think about the way he kisses your stomach in the morning, how he brushes your hair when you've pleased him and how he says the two of you will last forever, even in death. How could you bring yourself to hate or abandon a man who loves you with a passion that burns hotter than the surface of the sun? You can't. 
Your chin trembles as a painful lump forms in your throat, the desire to disobey him and apologise until your throat bleeds is overwhelming and you almost do it but are stopped when he speaks.
"How about we put that mouth to better use?" He uses his grip on your hair to pull you to his crotch, pressing your face painfully into his bulge. 
You close your eyes and breathe out a confirming whimper, bringing your hands up to his belt buckle. Every inch of you is shaking as you undo the belt and pull it back through the loops and throw it to the side. You get the button open and move to the zipper when he grasps both hands, "use your mouth only. It's the thing that gets you in trouble the most. That damn mouth" he tuts. 
An odd feeling begins to consume you, it feels like humiliation but also doesn't, it's a strange sensation that you just can't place. Lost in your thoughts, you forget he's waiting but when his semi-hard dick is once again being rammed into your cheek, you come back to the moment and continue. 
Carefully and skillfully, you take the hard metal tag between your teeth and pull it down to the base. For a second you wonder how you'll get his pants down with no hands but once again, he proves he can hear your thoughts by pushing you back and pulling them down himself. 
He hastily does the same with his underwear and bares himself to you before sitting back on the edge of the bed. "Crawl to me".
Your body moves before you've decided if that's what you want to do, you become aware of the painful fact that only a small portion of you still exists as a separate entity. Your body has only one master and it won't be long before he is the ruler of your mind as well. 
You make it to him and allow him to guide your head to his length, "Be a good girl, open up baby, show daddy that your mouth can please me. Show me it's not just there to challenge my authority".
You are surprisingly eager to take him in, starting slow, you place your lips around the tip, drinking down the salty taste of his precum as you steal a quick glance at him. His head is thrown back showing his sharp jawline and when you flick your tongue across the slit, you muse at the way his throat jumps as he gulps silently. 
A sick smile forces its way onto your face and he can feel it. Jungkook looks down and frowns, "I never told you to tease me." His scowl is instantly replaced by a smile that matches yours when he pushes your head down suddenly, forcing you to take his entire length. 
You hands jump up and push back against his thighs as you gag around his intrusion in your throat. The skin there burning as it hurries to accommodate his size. Jungkook places an elbow on the back of your head to hold you down whilst he gathers your hands to hold them in one of his, behind your back. "I said no hands baby girl. Be good and listen to me". 
His hand is now back and pulls you off his slick member allowing you to choke on nothing as your throat spasms in shock. "Show me how sorry you are." Is all he said before he pushes you back down, this time bringing your head back and forth as he uses your mouth to pleasure himself. Tears stream down your cheeks and mingle with the spit on his pubic bone and your chin, you fight the urge to choke and gag as your body tries to reject him. Your basic survival instincts must be the only part of your body that is still on your side, that's something you'll try to remember in the future. 
Knowing Jungkook as well as you do, you know he's right on the edge. You take a second to compose yourself mentally for what comes next. Jungkooks pace starts to lose its rhythm and he finally releases your hands to use both of his to hold your head down, forcing your nose to scrunch against the base of his cock. With one last upward thrust of his hips, he releases straight down your throat, leaving you on him for a moment longer giving you no option but to swallow what you can. 
His breath is ragged as he begins to pull out, the sensation of your lips running along the underside of him encourages him to spasm further and coat your tongue with his thick white release, the warm cum seeming to soothe the burning sensation left over from the soap that once resided there. He pulls out of you fully and immediately covers your mouth with his hand, "Swallow! I told you earlier baby, that was the only time I'll let you spit what I put in your mouth. Swallow". And you did. 
Maybe you were just needy after all.  
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