after waiting for an ambulance for 8 hours and spending the night in the er, i'm about to go home at 7 am
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Sorry for vanishing guys. I'm still alive, just... taking a break from social media. My mental health has not been kind to me these past few months, and I found that I... Just haven't been able to reblog and do things like I used to on here. Not to mention college. College has been eating up a lot of my time.
I don't know why things are like this for me, but like this they are. I keep telling myself I'll come back one of these days, but so far nothing has stuck.
So yeah. TL;DR: I'm still alive, just gone dormant. I hope to be back one day for real though. When? I do not know. But someday.
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My sincerest apologies to all my active sideblogs for the unannounced hiatus of posts. Last week I was busy preparing and participating in our local festival. I touched some grass. Yes. Good shit.
Posts will be back next week, I promise. I can't do it this week cause I'm having all kinds of burnout right now. Sigh.
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So delaying those plans!
Hospital.
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America! Home of hating its citizens and medical debt !
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I threw out my back by sweeping at work.
My luck is ass.
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y'all ever have one of those days at work where you're looking forward to the end of your shift not because you wanna go home but bc you wanna cry off the clock
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You’re my favorite blog on tumblr!
Me: Anytime someone compliments me🥹🥹🥰🥰
You are too kind and sweet, thank you 🥺❤❤❤
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category five felix moment
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There was a spider in my shower and I only screamed a little bit.
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*Me helping mom hammer something on top of a ladder*
Mom: be careful getting down
Me: this is how you do it with ✨elegance✨
Me:
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a small Vent-y drawing I finally got the confidence to post
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*Plays with my kitten (Bug) while giggling* Buggybuggybuggybuggybug-
*Accidentally gets scratched by Bug while rolling a little ball to play with her, then looks at the little scratch on my hand* ...Oof. *Continues playing with Bug* It's okayyy, Bug. It's not your fault.
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Hello I exist I’m still alive just stuff happened and I haven’t had time to breathe.
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i wish i didn't relate to mirrorball and this is me trying this much 🤠
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Darling, I do not know how to tell you this any other way.
I will still love you, even if you bleed on me.
I will still love you, even after dressing your wounds.
Even when you are sure I must find you disgusting, or weak, or less.
There is no sickness and no wound and no crying, heaving, hurt that you can show me that will make me think less of you.
I promise I have seen worse.
I have been worse.
I am good at this now, because I have been here before.
But I was alone then, and had only my own hands to rely on.
I know they are not gentle, but they are here for you now, because they were all I had then.
I offer them to you because I love you.
Let my hands be bloody for you, if it means your wounds are clean.
Let them be covered in filth, if it means your sickness passes.
It is nothing I cannot wash clean again.
It will not make me love you less.
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