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tflaw · 1 year

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HELP i just remembered that i sent u a separate ask talking abt fruit vendor kuni but i was almost half asleep when typing it and idk if i clicked send or just straight up exited the app 😧 if u didn't receive one lmk !! i'll try remembering what i typed ASSJJDS

+ oh pls dottore is just getting sillier n sillier as the story progresses 😭 my heart breaks for kuni i swear :(( what signora said was OUTTA POCKET LIKE ?? the way she said that he's only the sixth harbinger bc he can handle more abuse from dottore ?? it made me want to cry fr </3 and help the way he made a full circle w the name u gave him AHAHA but the meaning behind it is rlly nice he deserves a name w a lot of thought behind it !!

+ hmm i suggest investing in some support cards !! i recommend buying cards like liben, katheryne, paimon, and the jade chamber !! theyre good for all around situations especially when ur elemental dice rolls into something that doesnt match ur active character card !! try getting a healer card like barbara or diona, n one of the best reactions r swirl and electro-charged since it affects the other cards on standby too so u can save some of ur dice n turns. good luck on tcg !! i hope we can play it tgt next time hihi AND I FORGOT TO WISH U THE BEST ON UR FINALS OMG ... im rooting for u, ava <33

+ aaa i could rlly feel the vv domain curse again 😭 since i have so many pieces from the gilded domain, i just went back to vv for the the other supports im abt to build :// i kept getting maiden though so 💀 i'm gonna be in there for a while SMH and omg that situation w kuni is literally me w yoimiya pls almost all of her artifacts r copium but manages to hit 61k on her own :')) like what is she DOINGG but yea .. seems like some characters r just too good that they cant be bad at all kssnsk i cant wait to build him soon !! we can finally bully mobs without me dying by then <3

oooh i got the ask!! i’m saving it to expand later same w the thoma ask <33

+ he’s so silly 4 that ngl the lack of remorse LMAO he just wants to be a menace !! and to think he’s the 2nd harbinger and we’re gonna fight him one day agakjs carrying 100 sweet madame fr >< and thats why she’s dead 😔 kuni took that seriously <//3 PLS i was debating changing it completely but i feel like he’s lightning in a different version entirely so i decided to include it hehe

+ i played tcg last night!! fought keqing and ayaka :,)) now i have one ayaka card i also bought wgs for diluc and crimson witch artifacts hihi youre right u actually get the game as u play and move along !! hoping i won’t be addicted <//3 thank u for the tip!! i’ll try doing it and pls youre gonna kick my ass on tcg i can feel it AGJSH im so dumb when it comes to this type of game <//3 i just wanna challenge cyno and defeat him and let him eat dust

+ i don’t touch that domain anymore GASJHA i don’t touch artifacts domain these days. she’s so powerful and i kinda wished i didn’t lose my 50/50 on her banner <//3 i have decent shimenawa pieces for her but ig i’ll get her next rerun !! if u need any mushrooms for kuni just lmk !! i’m saving the mushroom in my world for anyone who needs them !! <3

#from ai <3.#✉️: hotmail.

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minte-pie · 3 years

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I'm getting prescribed anti-phycotics soon !!!!! :D /pos

#I'm rlly exited pls #hfjfhfhf

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narcolepticelf · 3 years

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George [not found] now in ultra HD!

Anyways I rlly like GeorgeeeHD♡

[ ♡ rbs appreciated! Pls don't just like ♡ ]

Hiii OK so imma explain like. Certain aspects ig!

Hes got an eye of ender necklace [gift from XD],silver arm/wrist/leg bands, and lots of dangys from his antlers. I have another design where he's more uhhh clothed I guess for like. War designs or for a more modern human disguise look that I haven't colored yet but YEAH. I'm gonna add more stuff from XE (sapnaps god counterpart that I've been thinking abt). He's also got a big "H" scar over his eyes/nose! In his more God God like form he wears bandages over them. The scar on his chest is like an "exit wound" from where he was separated from George in the loreswap au me and @gayranboo came up w!! You can find more abt that here or send either of us asks :]

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justsomeectoplasm · 2 years

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I've moved him away from being a sky oc because. Reasons. But he originated as a sky oc and I think he qualifies here <3 his name is Orion, he uses he/vey pronouns (vey/vem/veirs etc.) and vey're. A bit stuffy and have a Better Than You attitude towards a lot of other ppl. He doesn't rlly care to put in the effort to be nice especially if the other person approached him first,, when vey were a moth vey got hit by a krill and he lost his memories of everything that had happened to him before, including his name + friends + such,,, vey work as a historian in the vault now. He can't speak and communicates with signs and using light magic to draw pictures/simple words in the air (his gloves help channel this, above other things)

(first and last images r outfit refs, the middle is more of a colour ref that is. Unfortunately quite old,, his design here is also old but this was what he looked like before I totally redesigned him out of being a sky character avdhrbhr) (ill leave where he ends up to u because all ur realms are SO cool and I'm awful at decisions abdjfnfjnr)

Please tell me if u actually get this ask because tumblr has been in the habit of not sending them for me ahdurrjjrib (also pls tell me if there's anything I forgot to say bc I'm on mobile and if i wanna check the post while typing this I have to copy/paste all my text every time 😔)

(A/N: Op your art is AMAZING. I love orion's design.)

No kingdom was selected, so I'm randomly choosing one.

The kingdom I'm placing your skykid in is: Melinka, the desert kingdom

"The feeling of the cool tiled floor was enough to wake up Orion. He rubs vey's eyes, feeling something on his cheeks ...sand? Yeah, that's sand. Vey're laying near a sandune that looks like it seeped in through the temple. Great. Where are vey?

Before he came here, he was told of this kingdom when the portals were replaced. A kingdom of vastness, it's lands mimic a sea of gold and abandoned temples laid scattered across the planes. Vey didn't believe it was another desert kingdom, his pride telling others to leave vem alone when vey're heading out to explore the kingdom. As a historian, this place intrigued vem. While vault is gone, Orion wanted to be the first to discover the secrets of this empty kingdom. And a kingdom without much skykids roaming around spells out that vey can get some bragging rights out of this.

But now vey're in an...abandoned temple? The runes of an ancient language and broken pillars certainly sells the idea. And the roof is partially caved in and orion is lying in the shade of what's left of it. And it's dreadfully hot. The coolness of the shade almost does nothing to help him.

....Welp. Beggars can't be choosers. If vey want to get some cool ancient story or artifacts out of this, vey better start looking. And their first step is to get out of this temple without suffering from a heatstroke."

• Maneuvering through the temple, Orion used his light glove to light the way. For a place that had an abundance of history, it sure is empty. The runes that are littered around the temple are a bit hard to read with it's faded paint, but luckily there were some spirits that were hiding around the corners, so Orion had a good chunk of info already jotted down.

• After exploring for who knows how long in the temple, Orion finally found the exit. The sun was already beginning to set. Did they arrive here at the afternoon? Wait since when did time move? Vey thought only home was capable of doing that. What a strange world. Shaking his head at veir lingering thoughts, he opens up his cape and start flying across the desert. He needs to find some more murals vey can document while there is still light.

• Orion flew for who knows how long across the desert. Everything looks the same and there's not a temple in sight. And with the moon already rising, vey felt his light weakening....wait? Him? Weakening? Preposterous. Vey could fly up vaults temple without feeling an ounce of fatigue. Is it because of the heat? He did feel a bit stuffy in these clothes. What's with this world? Vey mumbled something to vemself, obviously annoyed at how things turned out and he hasn't even explored an inch of it. Maybe he should meditate, head back home and restock some supplies- Is that a town?

• Orion squinted vey're eyes, trying to make sure he wasn't hallucinating. Yup, there's a small town, abandoned too. Half of it's buildings are sunken into the sand, but the other half looks like it's still functioning. Vey look into veir pouches. There's only have one recharge potion left, and since he didn't expect the kingdom to be this big, vey didn't bring a torch with vem. Deciding it's best to hide out in the buildimgs for the night and use the potion for the next day, Orion glides his way towards the abandoned town, hoping to find at least a decent home to sleep in.

• It was dead silent in the town. Even the wind seemed to stop howling. Orion feet sank into the sand as he walked down the empty town. Using his candles, Orion looked into every shop and home, trying to find one that doesn't look like it will crash on vem. He later picked out a small home, it's roof and windows still intact but the door is gone. When vey entered, it was as if time stood still in the house. The little decorations and furniture lay untouched in the house, covered in dust and cobwebs. Orion cautiously walked around the house and later discovered a tapestry. It depicted a family, like a portrait. He didn't know why, but Orion felt a sort of...connection on the tapestry. The same any skykid would feel when a spirit is near. Maybe vey should bring it with vem the next morning? For history purposes of course, not because of the family reminding him of the belonging spirits. Orion plopped his stuff down and laid down on a couch that was placed neatly in the corner. Vey slowly start to drift off to sleep, veir exhaustion taking over.

• "...he....y....HEY!" Orion jolted awake, almost falling off the couch. Vey looked around frantically before seeing...a human child? A living human child at that. "Who are you?" Orion looked sourly at the girl. Vey should be asking her that. He signed a picture with his glove, a question mark and an arrow pointing at the girl. "Me? I'm Kalina." She gave a grin, a tooth missing from her smile. 'Ugh. What the hell is wrong with her.' Orion thought as he rubbed his eyes. "You've got some weird tattoos on you. Why are they glowing? And what group do you come from to get those? The west? Or do you come from the east? Your tattoos look like the air symbols they got. Where's your group by the way? Did you get seperated? My dad told me kids can't get seperated from their groups cause the nightwalkers will get them, but I saw my older brother chop off the head of one and I gotta say they're pretty weak and-" Orion put a finger on the kids mouth, a sign for her to shut up. Orion does not want to deal with...whatever kind of human this is. Picking up their supplies, they start to walk towards the window, the human girl continuing her rambles.

• The sun is on the horizon now, the colours resembling the same as isle. Ah....how nostalgic. Orion wish vey could feel the same feeling vey had as a moth when he was born. Although, whenever he remembers, it's all so...fuzzy. The human girl pulled on his glove, to which Orion harshly ripped it out from her grip. The girl stumbles back, falling. "Jerk! I just wanted to see what's up with your glove! What kind of magic are you using? And why aren't you saying anything?" Orion rolled his eyes. He doesn't have time for such a tiny brat like this. Vey sign something, telling her no and that she should go away. The human girl pouts sticking her tongue out and Orion does the same before turning to walk out of the house.

• But he bumps into something hard and immeadiatly backs away as if vey heard a krill call. "Woah, sorry about that." A deeper voice. Orion looked up to see a human man. The girl excitedly ran towards him, holding his hand. "Papa! I found this weird kid sleeping here! They're old enough to have tattoos and they can't talk. Can we sell them our dragon skin?" The man smiled at his kid, telling her to go help someone before turning back to Orion. "Sorry about my daughter. She can get a bit too curious about people too much." Orion only stared at the man, veir eyes watching veir every move. It was a well built man, dark skinned and having some strange white tattoos on his arm. Except his looked more sharper than Orions marks and they don't glow.

• The man cleared his throat, trying to get rid of the awkward silence. "Well, I don't think you're here with a group, are you?" What's with these humans and groups!? Orion shook his head, his expression turning a bit sour. The man nodded and then asked; "What's your name? Mines Halfin" Orion immediately drew an x, signalling that he vey didn't want to give their name. The man stared amazed. "You're traveling with a magic item? That's very dangerous you know! Bandits might ambush you. Where did you even get that?" Halfin said as he stepped closer, to which Orion stepped back, his expression saying 'Don't touch me'. Halfin sighed and rubbed his head, crouching down to meet Orions eyes. "You know, I can see you're not...." He gestured towards Orion's glow that coloured the floor in an orange light "....human. And that you're not from here. That cape you have will attract too much attention to yourself and that it's too thick. What were you even thinking when you stepped in here?" Orion simply glared at Halfin, not signing anything.

• Halfin looked back at Orion, his smile unwavering. "I have heard that there were some strange flying children popping up across the kingdoms. Are you perhaps one of them?" He looked at Orions cape. "I heard that some don't visit this kingdom that often because of how hot it is here. So I'm assuming you came alone and without a map." Orion nodded slowly, wondering where this is going. "Our group recently lost a lookout. We need someone to help us keep a watch from a distance on our journey. So I was wondering..." He smiled softly. "Would you like to join us? In exchange, we'll give you a map. The journey isn't that long. We'll only be traveling for three days until we get to the city. How does that sound?"

• Orion scrunched up veir nose. Traveling with strangers sounds awful. He doesn't want to hang around longer with them and veir suspicions over him just got cranked up to 10. But....having the first map of the kingdom sounds useful. Vey could sell it for candles among the historians and brag about it to the cartographers that are always so annoying when they start rambling about the kingdoms. Vey click their tongue, frustrated that vey're actually going to choose the latter.

• Orion slowly nods, and Halfin clasps his hands together, his grin widening. "That's great! I just know our village would love you. If we go now, you can help out with the tents." Halfin reaches out to grab Orions hand and starts guiding him out of the house, Orion tripping over a bit to keep up with his pace. As they walk, the sun started to fully appear above the horizon and the unbearable heat started to get warmer by the minute. Orion took off veir hat, the fabric already absorbing the warmth of the sun and almost burning their hand. He looked at Halfin and wondered just what did he get himself into.

Additional headcannons

• Orion became quite popular among the children of the travelling group, which is awful because everytime vey tell them to go away or look down on them, they keep coming back and it's annoying.

• The markings on Orions arms became very praiseworthy in veir travels in Melinka. Some started to mimic the designs in the bigger cities, mostly rich people who have way too much time on their hands.

• After departing with the traveling group, the map became useful for Orion. He managed to found an incredible number of ruins and even a hidden underground library!

• Orion became an expert of the kingdom, despite the strange interaction he had in the beginning. Vey won't admit it, but vey sometimes missed the traveling group. He'll deny it if you ask him about it, though.

#sky children of the light #the ori children au #btw this is all set at the beginning when the portals opened #Also sorry about how late this is #uni is coming up

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catcze · 2 years

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'what is that, huh? Why don't you say it to my face?'

🤤🤤🤤😳 brat tamer kazuha? No, brat tamer itto mmm

🎱 <3 ALSO 2.3 LOOKS SO GOOD?? THE LIVESTREAM WAS SO CUTE, THE NEW BANNER TYPE IS CURIOUS AND WE GET PAIMON IN OUR TEAPOT Im so exited hell yeah brb getting my whale friend to carry me through energy amplifier, cuz man I hate that event

PLS BRAT TAMER ITTO AKDASKJDSA 😌 Fr tho his dialogue got me whole feeling things ykyk?? 👀👀

but yess tho omg–– I'm super excited, but at the same time seeing the energy amp event gave me whole flashbacks <//3 Pls my brain rlly went 'shit here we go again' the moment i saw that gd thing on my screen HAHAH

But overall!! Yuhh it looks really good–– I'm super hyped for the stories we're gonna be getting in the update (and it looks like there's gonna be quite a lot of story-based stuff!!) and for the misc. content too!! ajksdaskj

#🎱 anon #Kisses from Catte 🦩

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hannie-dul-set · 3 years

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oKAYyyyy, hello sexy! I just finished reading the interlude. May I precisely say that my emotions and reactions were more intense than for the first act !! bc we're finally getting some responses to some concerns we came across in the first act and dang. oh gawd, I feel like we traveled more than the first chapter and I liked how we changed background and we came back to the very root of the story, when it all started! you oxygenated my brain Allexandra haha, thank you for that, you made my experience more pleasing than it already was when I usually read your stories. Anyway, moving along, so, what was the chances that our yn would meet na jaeman again? OH PLS this girl was born under the wrong star I swear.. fate is testing her fjfjfjf. All along her multiple meeting white him, I really questioned his behavior. I was really really looking for any hostility of him toward her after what the famous tale said of her breaking his heart.. doesn't this golden hearted boy hold any.. grudge? yo I'm so intrigued by this particular trait of his character. Bc oh lord know that if it was me I would so salty even after 4 years.. But anyway, I screenshoted one passage that made my eyebrows fly off my face :

I'm so used having a tight line between being realistic and reading too much into suggestive things, that I just gasped out loud when reading his line.. And again, I was cautious about him, bc yn wasn't and I didn't knew how she couldn't be! like what the hell his his deal anyway? at some point, i was afraid he played with her emotions just to come back right at her you know ? like some of.. manipulative revenge or something like that.. BUT I quickly changed my mind when I understood how soft hearted he was, and how he was still.. under the influence of his genuine(?) feelings towards her, that maybe all of it was just him trying to reconnect with her and maybe try to.. built a new relationship? I HOPE.. I WANT THEM TO BE BACK TOGETHER.. Also, omg.. the way my heart was clenched with anxiousness during the confrontation of yn and her mother about the way yeon was unfairly favored.. It was an cruching hearted moment, specially when yn started to compare herself with her sister:

I'm really serious about this, it awaken something inside of me, and I kinda.. relates to the pain she felt ? </3.. poor yn, I'm wondering now if she wasn't adopted u know, or like.. whY her mother is favoring her lip sister when she didnt have the same treatment.. and how in hell does her mother seems so.. hostile toward her? wow. SO I WAS RIGHT, SHE WAS UNDER A DATING BAN!!!! so it was bc of this fucked up rule that destroyed her past relationship with jaems ;; wow.. sometimes ppl aren't aware of the consequences of their actions *cough*her parents*cough*.. OMG I forgot to talk about it but finally eunha (is that how we spell it ?) is out of the game !!!!! you really fooled me into thinking she was having something with jaemin lmaoooô, well done..😌 but damn, i wasn't expecting her to date renjun fjfjfj bc you know what? I kinda hoped renjun to still being in the picture.. bc I liked jealous jaemin 🤭 but anyway! I'm so happy you introduced the peach tree reference into this part ! the scene with the kids was really an interesting moment to witness and also the flashback with mister Park !! jaemin was such a flirt at sixteen ??? I'm shocked but sooooo exited for the last part. you did very well, I wasnt expecting something this good, you made my night so much better and I will sleep with a smile on a face 💗

eep hello!!! i'm so glad you've read it bb :DD happy to hear you've enjoyed it aaa sending u lots of goodvibes hfdhg but anyway—

miss y/n rlly can't catch a break, can't she? HAHAHAHHA a lot of this fic parallels with jane austen's persuasion really. and god if u haven't read it, the main lead of that novel (captain wentworth good GOD)....is......insanely swoonworthy. the novel was rlly a depiction of a love that endures, and i wanted to translate that into my own fic so there we go....the result.....na jaemin who, consciously or not, has nothing but love in his mind 😔 (unlike our y/n. who has. too much in her mind HYGSHFSG). boy was salty throughout the beginning of the first act but....that will be elaborated in the next act aHA so excited.

babe. trust me. the worse i can characterize jaemin (so far) is his totw persona pls i cannot turn this guy into a shitty person HAHAHAHAHAH. despite all the angst entailed, my main objective for this fic was to relay the same rawness of emotion that i felt when reading persusasion HGSAHJG eunha + renjun happening is also a parallel from the novel LMAO but yes.....before i keep raving about it. persusaion is just so good i trust me i cried HAHAHAH.

the whole y/n and yeon thingy is one of the personal attachments that i inserted (+ the whole dating ban thing. sigh life is great HAHA) HHHH my heart is out for u bb if u can relate to that :(( but her relationship with jaemin and her family will continue to med in the future owo so look out for that hehe.

jealous jaemin will make a comeback. oh for sure. a bit more passive maybe HAHAFH but yes.....jealous jaemin is always a good concept 😌 flirty jaemin too LMAO. not sure if it's the same everywhere else in the world, but jesus if u only know how greasy kids are these days good god.

but anyway, this is getting long HAHAH. thankn u so so much for reading and always leaving feedback, bb huhu. i really appreciate it gahh. hope u have a nice day and always stay safe!!

#💌: byunfirstlady #feedback #peach tree

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katcoquette · 3 years

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hi! could i pls get a hp ship? it can be either golden trio or marauders' era. I'm an INFJ 4w3, a pisces and a ravenclaw with a male pref. i'm rlly short, have dark blonde hair and blue eyes. i LOVE music (especially indie rock and alternative in general), i sing a lot too, i'm a huge bookworm and enjoy movie nights and long walks. i'm really talkative and was told i have a huge sense of humour; i like hanging out in big groups but i can get socially anxious at times. thank you!! <33

I ship you with... Sirius Black!

Your secondary pairing (the other person I was considering) is Dean Thomas.

(Because the request for ships was so high, I'm changing the format to include a shorter blurb instead of the ~500 word blurbs. However, since you requested this literal AGES ago, I'm more than happy to expand on this, just message me!)

You’ve always gotten along well with Sirius, and none of that changed when the two of you started dating. You’d talk about anything and everything as friends, and that only expanded as a couple. His friends swear you’re the only girl he’s ever shown real feelings for. The first one he goes out of his way to do romantic things for.

The two of you enjoy sneaking out of your common rooms at night to take long walks around Hogwarts. He’d wait outside the door to the Ravenclaw tower until you could meet him. You found it relaxing, a nice way to spend quality time together. He liked them because he got to hold your hand, plus the occasional hiding from prefects made it all the more entertaining. Sometimes you’d dare to exit the grounds. One of these times, you ended up getting stuck in the rain. It was a memory you still laughed about.

He’s sensitive to your feelings, which you appreciate, because even though you enjoy hanging out with all of his friends or going to parties, he knows that it can become overwhelming. When you get anxious in those moments, he’ll make up an excuse for the two of you to leave every time, never complaining about it or letting you go alone.

Overall, you’re able to help each other, no matter what is going on. He takes your love seriously, and you both get lost in your emotions when you’re together. Though you’ve never said it out loud, you both know that your bond is strong enough to withstand anything that comes your way.

#sirius black #sirius black ship #sirius black x you #young sirius black #young sirius #marauders ship #marauders era #hp fandom #hp ship #hp ships

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mjonesing · 4 years

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Hey! I'm sorry ur having a bad day, have a hug from me pls and ty 🤗 and um for the prompt... how about 'why are you doing this' for spideychelle? (This is rlly vague sjjsks sorry)

Thank you so much for your message and hug! My day definitely feels a little less crappy.

So this is based in the aftermath of FFH. Peter has been hiding out at the Stark cabin but he’s being taken to Wakanda (because Shuri loves her broken white boys.) Happy has picked up Michelle and Ned (who are being watched by the FBI) so Peter can say goodbye.

Be prepared for a bunch of angst and a good helping of Ned, because I love him. Hope you enjoy!

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Michelle slips out the door and down the stairwell, and standing at the exit is Happy Hogan, glancing up and down the road as he tuts at her.

“Hurry up, come on, we haven’t got all day,” he mutters as she reaches him. He insists on walking in front of her, an arm stretched out to keep her back. She resists the urge to roll her eyes.

Happy ushers her into a sleek black car with its headlights off, and there’s Ned, waving eagerly at her. It’s the first time she’s seen him in person since the airport, and she can’t help the grin that spreads across her face.

“Leeds,” she greets. “Good to see you.”

“Jones,” he says in a ridiculous British accent, “A pleasure.”

“Where are we going?” she asks as they slip easily into the late night traffic. The artificial lights that consume New York City splash Ned’s face in vibrant shades of red and yellow as he shrugs one shoulder at her, picking at the snacks stored in the compartments around them.

“No idea. Just got a call from him telling me to get in the car and call the girl with the mace.”

She smirks at the moment, but is mostly irritated by the lack of information. If it were good news, she thinks Peter would have come himself - plus the feds wouldn’t have been outside still. There’s no news alerts, no major gossip on any of the blogs she’s taken to following. She didn’t have to pack a bag so it’s not an extended trip - unless that’s the point? Were they supposed to just disappear into the night? Become missing persons? Fade away without a trace?

The car jolts as it turns onto an uneven surface, and Michelle looks out of the window to see they’re driving into some kind of warehouse.

“Are we about to be murdered? Ned’s voice raises an octave, scrambling to lean towards the unreadable man driving. “Have you bought us out here to die?”

Happy just brings the car to a stop, adjusting his mirror to see the two teenagers in his back seat.

“You have ten minutes,” is all he says. When they don’t move, he adds, “Oh my - Just get out the damn car.”

They exchange a glance and Michelle opens the door first, studying the new environment closely. She hears Ned following her lead, and then he lets out a preteen-level squeal. She startles at the sound, sees Ned rushing towards something in the shadows, and -

Oh.

Peter.

It’s only been nine days, but he looks different. There’s a stiffness to his posture, his face a little less puppy, a little older. There’s stress flowing out of him but he’s got the biggest grin for his best friend. They do their dorky little handshake and she laughs; a real, honest belly laugh. They’re all in the middle of a shitstorm but the moment is so pure and she loves these nerds so fucking much.

The two boys embrace each other and she feels so lucky to see this moment. But then Peter is looking at her over Ned’s shoulders and it takes her breath away. His eyes sparkle, tears overflowing, a joy she hasn’t seen before shining across the eight feet between them.

“Oh my God, MJ, get in here already,” Ned calls, breaking the moment for another that’s just as wonderful. “Did you not hear about the very limited time we have?”

She’s there before she can even blink, her arms around them both as they welcome her in. Ned’s hand is warm and Peter’s grip is tight enough to bruise.

She hopes it does. She hopes the feel of his palm pressed between her shoulder blades will be tattooed there so she can always feel him with her.

“I’ve missed you guys so much,” Peter begins, refusing to let them go. “I’m sorry I couldn’t contact you sooner.”

“We’re just glad you’re okay,” Ned replies. “Where have you been? What’s going on?”

Peter pulls back a little, his hand slipping down to take her own, his other resting on Ned’s shoulder. “I’m leaving. I don’t know what evidence they’ve got but they’re coming and Colonel Rhodes can only get me out of the country tonight - I just didn’t want to go without seeing you both.”

“Oh.” She can see the moment it hits Ned, the moment his heart breaks. “So this is goodbye.”

Peter offers him a grimace and squeezes her hand, turning to take in her reaction. She bites down on her cheek and refuses to meet his eye, staring instead at his chin. She has so many things she wants to say and no idea how to put them into words.

This wasn’t supposed to be their future. They were supposed to be young and dumb and have time.

“MJ? Please say something.”

She shakes her head, curls tangling against her neck.

“I’ll give you guys a minute,” Ned whispers, and then Peter’s arm are around her waist. She tastes blood.

“Talk to me.” Peter looks up at her and the words are heavy on her tongue, but she won’t let them out. If she starts talking, she might never stop.

He presses his lips together and rests his forehead against hers.

She thinks she can his mind buzzing with everything he won’t get to say. Maybe he can hear hers too.

His eyes dart up and he pulls aside the neckline of her shirt. Almost in a trance, he lifts the broken dahlia from its resting place against her chest, where it’s been every day since he gave it to her.

The smile he gives her is soft and adoring.

“Isn’t this a bit of a hazard?” he teases, and it’s the most ridiculous thing to say that she kisses him, long and gentle and heartbreakingly perfect. Instantly he’s cupping her jaw and her tongue sweeps across his bottom lip. It’s achingly different from their first kiss, which had been amazing and awkward and them. This kiss is striped bare of it all, the only thing remaining two people who are about to be torn apart again before they could get started.

“Why are you doing this?” She clings to the soft cotton of his shirt. “We can still fix this. There has to be a way that doesn’t require you leaving everyone, please Peter -”

“MJ,” he coos, fingers stroking through the tangles in her hair, “I have to do this, but it’s okay. It’s not forever and I’m going to fight this with everything I have.”

Michelle kisses his cheek, his nose, his forehead. “No, it’s not fair.”

“I know, but hey.” Peter grasps her hands. “It’s gonna be okay. Everything will be okay.”

She kisses him desperately until she learns to hate the taste of goodbye.

When she finally pulls away for breath, she whispers, “Everything will be okay.”

It’s a ridiculously broad statement that could refer to anything, but she means it. Everything, no matter what, is going to be okay. She’ll make sure of it.

Peter’s smile is strained, but he waves Ned back over and for a long moment, he just stares at them, like he’s committing them one last time to memory. She does the same, tries to memorise the curl to his hair, the cut of his jaw, the exact colour of his eyes.

She wants to sketch him over and over and over until she’s filled every page of every book. Could she do justice for the gentle touch of his hands? Could she recreate the pure goodness of his soul, enough to show the world that Peter is just a boy who tries so hard for a world that continues to break him?

“Leaving you guys hurts more than being hit be a high speed train.” His chuckle is hollow, new tears washing away the stains of the old. “Look after each other, okay? Keep an eye on May for me. And I don’t know how long I’ll be gone, so don’t be afraid to keep going. I want you both to be happy.”

A sob rips from her throat without permission and then they’re all hugging again. Happy lets out a gentle cough and it’s time to leave, but she doesn’t want to go, please Peter, don’t go -

“Bye guys,” he says, squeezing her hand one last time before letting go.

Her chest burns and Ned wraps his arms around her, pulling her in as Peter walks away.

#asks #my fics #spideychelle #spiderman #this hurt my heart a little to write but oh well #send me some more guys this is honestly helping #prompts

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