#Lost 20 Pounds

[domibomz]

i'm having a breakdown in my sketchbook fr fr fr

#tlt #the locked tomb #my art #sketchbook #gideon the ninth #gideon nav #nona the ninth spoilers #kiriona gaia #the saddest girl in the universe #her hairs a mess #her eyes hurt all the time #she lost like 20 pounds #shes having a bad time right now : (

[majachee]

Sensory issues 🤯 autism? 🤨💥

#maja needs to shut up tag #tmnt 1987 #ACOUSTIC TURTLES YEAAHHHH 🗣🗣🗣 #i am well aware i am grasping at straws here but. listen. #delete later #i am literally so sensitive to so many fabrics. i wear xxL tshirts despite really only needing an L or xL depending on the brand #xxxl shirts? THE BEST. SO BIG AND LOOSE. YEAAAHHH. fuck jeans but i love loose jorts. #lost like 20 pounds lately so i probably need slightly smaller sizes now but OUUUGH #i literally cant wear 80% of cute clothes i wanna wear cuz sensory issues dawg

[mulderscully]

now that i say goodbye to my 20s, fully aware time is a construct, i do know that i am a very different person. i spent so much of my 20s, basically all of it, just absolutely terrified. especially in my early to mid 20s? my anxiety and undiagnosed autism sometimes paralyzed me into inaction. i literally got a full ride to salem state university in 2015 and i didn't go because i was scared. and not like normal scared, i physically could not have done it. living on a campus? i think i would have lost my mind. i regret that, and i wish i could go now, because i'm in a much better place, but i try not to hold a grudge against myself either.

29 was a year that i did not expect to actually force me into changing, but it did! i changed more than ever this year. i almost don't recognize this version of myself who goes to the gym, who has a healthy relationship with food, who starts a new job and isn't even nervous. i never thought i could be who i am becoming.

29 is when i realized i'm not as cis as i thought i was, and that cis people do that feel the gender things that i do. like wow i'm still getting to know myself. and i love that!

fuck it we'll do it scared has changed me as a person fr. i'm still scared a lot, but now i can do it.

i think my 20s were what i needed them to be to recover from all that happened to me in my teenage years. i had to stop, i had to collect myself. and that's okay. but i'm Ready now. i never thought i'd be ready.

#if ur in ur 20s and it sucks fr... hang on #and like the other day i had that doctors appt bc i have some weird breast changes since i lost 45 pounds this year #and the doctor said i need a mammogram and like i'm so scared. i am. #i cried the whole way home #but we'll do it and we'll deal with it either way🥲 #and if it's nothing I CAN GET MY BREAST REDUCTION Y'ALL!! #which i'm also scared abt but WE DO IT SCARED! #personal #pb

[queenlua]

for the past ~3 weeks i've been unable to sleep more than 6hrs a night (and often less) (despite being pretty tired during the day) and also my appetite has been at like 30% of normal. but i feel ok otherwise? starting to wonder when i should Do Something about this

#in all likelihood the answer is Look At Screens Less Fix Thine Sleep Schedule And All Else Will Follow #that or some kind of mania. or thyroid shit? idk #i went through a phase like this in 2015 and lost 20 pounds and doctors were like Big Shrug #and then i got better on my own so ???? #what is medicine anyway. what are bodies

[loving-jack-kelly]

i haven't had to cope with losing a dog since I was like eight or nine years old and it turns out. this shit sucks.

#i don't want to be too hopeful that he'll make it till Christmas because then if they do have to put him down today #i'll be even more messed up about it #but i wish i could say goodbye :( I miss him enough when I only get to see him when I get home #i don't even want to think about going home and he's not there. my poor little paco #he's 12 and he's in pain and he's lost 20 pounds I don't want him to suffer but I want to hold him #and kiss his face and give him a hug one more time #and i can't go home because i'm on call this week so I can't leave campus. #pet death #animal death

[identityquest]

me n milk ^_^

#sketch #digital art #fool hound #tempestuous #we're in the bathroom bc we were weighing her lol. shes lost three pounds! good job milk #i meanwhile have lost 20 and i DONT LIKE THAT. I LIKE BEING A FAT SKANK. none of my clothes fit right anymore -_- #furry

[thegittelbug]

The joy of breastfeeding is that no matter how much I eat I'm somehow still RAVENOUS

#pregnancy was not like this for me #like at all #but now ive lost nearly 20 pounds from my prepregnancy weight after less than 2 months #like im fine. im not unhealthy #my body just hasnt reached it equilibrium yet #k gonna go eat a second lunch now and then feed baby again byeeeee

[mejomonster]

All right I did it I checked out the one piece live action. I've never seen one piece. This might drag me into the huge ass anime. (I might read the manga in japanese but that's more a For Practice reading choice thing)

Anyway koby is my guy. Koby paralleling and contrasting Luffy is <3 and it's gonna hurt I imagine

Much more to say later lol. I still have a couple eps to go

And of course. Obviously but. Either Netflix is gonna have to Not Cancel or another studios gonna have to buy this right cause like... I doubt the creator is gonna want a dead end 1 season live action when the manga and anime are still ongoing for Over A Decade

#opla #rant #lb #also like. dude koby is just <3 on my screen #morgan davies is like. what i wish i looked like. i kinda do look like that just 40 pounds heavier and curvier #i heard morgan uses they them and like idk. my mom saw koby and just automatically went with koby #and kobys got pink hair and a haircut ive had many times actively. ive had that haircut 3 times this year and in pink twice this year #and its just nice idk seeing a world full of people seeing koby how i wish the world saw me #and luffy! luffy is great. idk im a Big live action acting fan its why i watch cdramas and not donghua #i actually think the show could do with at least 2 filler ish episodes. and would do better with 16-20 ep seasons (maybe 40 minute eps) #because so far the scarcest thing in the plot is those silly filler moments that BUILD character bonds #so u care about their relationships and closeness to each other #i liked the nami and zoro touching moments. but i think theyd work better if wed had a Few More crew #just socializing or being silly together or drinking or eating or lost together scenes #like an extra 10-20 minutes total is all thats needed. but i think its needed

[ramblesanddragons]

Explain to me how a guy who has been going to the gym regularly and eating healthier than ever somehow still went from pre diabetic to diabetic? Asking for a husband.

#personal #no really we're so confused #he's lost 20 to 30 pounds since November #and cut out soda #how?!

[probablywhisper]

Brother walks in, lays on my floor for ten minutes, tries to punch my ducky light, gets sad when it doesn’t turn on, leaves without explanation

#the cat is what brought him in #he also asked me if I wanted to go to the gym at 11pm #why would I ever say yes to that??? #I’m trying to fix my sleep schedule #it’s not going great as it is #the gym would not help with that #but now I can go to the gym in the afternoons #I’ve lost like 20 pounds I’m so proud #I miss having a stash of candy #speaking of candy we had corporate color skittles the other day #I couldn’t tell the flavors apart #what a time to be alive

[0jamajos]

so... I think I just quit my job... which is good cuz it was destroying my body and my mental health really badly, and my relationships too ngl cuz I had no energy for nothing but work and rest from work... but also hey... I'm unemployed 🙃

#rue.txt #i really need to find a job where i can work from home my mind and body cant take it otherwise #and when i tell you it was destroying my body im talking i just lost like 20 pounds out of pure stress

[lauryn-order]

I just need my cat to come purr directly into my heart and make everything better.

#also #I’ve lost over 20 pounds recently #and am really proud of that #but lord the urge to binge on sugar is so v real

[mefilas]

you see the key to containing the seething rage inside of me is applying copious layers of chapstick to myself

#my entire mental health vs one rude comment feom my father #its like. hes a dick to me always and its usually a joke #but this time i could tell it wasnt #in hindsight i believe he was commenting on my weight which makes this even worse because Like #im not particularly fat in any sense + ive lost like 20 pounds over the summer so kill yourself #okay im cool now. asian dads really know how to go for the kill

[clanoffelidae]

Fuck you google and your ‘best low calorie recipes :)’ SHOW ME THE OTHER ONES I WANT HIGH CALORIE CONTENT THE WHOLE POINT IS THAT I DON’T WANT TO LOSE M O R E WEIGHT

#was hovering around 160-ish for a while then when i started adderall i plummeted to 150 in 2 weeks #that was first 2 weeks of may #then early september i was around 140-ish so another 10 or so pounds in three and a half months #which is MUCH better than with the adderall #but. still. :/ #im not in an unhealthy weight range by any means #i just. dont like the fact that im continuing to lose weight unintentionally #and idk what i am now bc i dont own a scale (finally considering getting one tho) #i only know these weights from when i go home to see my parents and use theirs #its getting colder soon so im gonna try making hot chocolate more!!! #since i made some for my works bake sale and accidentally bought way too much stuff so i have the ingredients lol #and the milk’s gotta be used 😂 #also bought some heavy cream to try adding some of that and that should cover me for the next 2 weeks or so i hope!!! #ensure that no more pounds go slipping off without my consent lol #if anything id love it if it gave me a few back #bc i dont intend to RELY on that lol #but since i have to use up the milk i bought and thats one of the faster ways i have to eat thru it might as well 😂 #it would give me more buffer room while i try to figure out how to alter my diet #bc ive already lost 20 lbs and losing another 20 would uh. not be so good. #25 more would put be underweight according to BMI but we all know that’s BS #but still semi helpful as like a general estimate of ‘maybe u should gain some weight’ me thinks lol #so uh yeah if u could show me the HIGHER calorie recipes google thatd be LOVELY #like i started this shit slightly ‘overweight’ according to bmi #the last thing i want is to get my ass down to ‘underweight’ #like as horrid as bmi is i still cant say that unintentionally losing enough weight to go from ‘overweight’ to ‘underweight’ is like #a good thing #like ive gone half the distance already which is. more than a little terrifying. #ive unintentionally gained weight before and so i can now say with 100% assurance #unintentionally LOSING weight is like 10x scarier #-3/10 absolutely would not recommend

[vonnegutcunt]

Time for me to log off because a "glow up" comparison video popped up on my tiktok feed and I got so so mad

#its always so scarreyy the begore will be like a regular human being and then the after theyve lost like 20 pounds and also are #wearing 2 layers of foundation. the After is frightening stuff

[lilgynt]

hate when the eating disorder is actually a disorder instead of a quirky trait

#personal #ed mention // #ed blogs stay away no likes nothing do nothing to this pet #sitting in the shower bc it’s so hard to stand up and wondering #like beyond oh that’d be cool to have a broken bone in a mosh pit!!! *fear that it broke bc i’m not taking care of my body* #and it’s harder for me to have these moments bc and not to flex #i’m not saying my weight bc i’m insane but like #even being really weak rn and lost like 20 to 30 pounds im still way stronger than most people in my life #and like even strangers!!!! i had to pulled off a dude at the first mosh and i was the only one who could lift my dad half the time #like i’m physically strong among other things #and i’m already used to working with an eating disorder and even tho it’s worse in a lot of ways #this time around something is at least going in my body daily #it’s just really really easy to forget