#NEVER missed a shift

[cocozydiaries]

i love shiftblr coz tell me why someone saw my post about me being nervous shifting to mha (ITS A SCARY PLACE OKAY) and sent me a dm saying i could ask her whatever about her mha dr since she’s already shifted😭

i’ve literally been dming so many people about their mha drs. are they helping me feel any less scared? no in fact they are actively making it worse☹️ but idc i love hearing about people’s drs anyways<3

SHIFTBLR IS SO NICE I LOVE IT HERE (tysm mooties🫶)

#shifttok could never #im srry can’t miss out on a chance to hate it #im a hater ig :( #shiftblr #shifting script #shiftok #mha shifters #reality shifter #shifter #shifters #shifting realities #reality shift #i love shiftblr #reality shifting #shifting

[lemonadeslice]

you actually saved my life!! for realsies!!

anyway yes the tiny mean bisexual and her gbf are of Course my favorites from this very mediocre game. NO one else has their flavor.

#in love with kaitlyn for volunteering dylan for the junkyard escapade even when he's Missing A Hand #and i love that dylans bravery rapidly shifts btw ''kaitlyn pwease help im scawed 🥺'' and litchrally meat shielding btw her and a werewolf #the quarry #dylan leviny #kaitlyn ka #at first i was bummed when ryan and dylan never met back up BUT!! glass half full gaydies and gentlelesbians. this dynamic is worth it. #also obsessed with the quarry's assertion that you can hack off a limb with a dusty chainsaw. stop the bleeding with a single dusty bandaid. #then get the stump immediately soaked with both rainwater and infected werewolf blood. and also sprint the entire night while in shock. #and like. you're fine probably. you got this little dude. go gayboy go etc. it's great

[tensignals]

need to reread anthropomorphic so bad.. that was the first tentoorose fanfiction i have ever read and it still haunts me to this day. tell me about a cultural reset

#permanently shifted my brain chemistry.. i’ve never read a fic that topped it #oh tenscupcake you are so missed.. #anthropomorphic #tenrose #tentoorose #tentoo #rose tyler #doctor who

[highlysusceptibletodisaster]

im pretty sure bernard met jack drake in the 93 robin run but something about tim introducing him to the whole batfamily as his boyfriend and when the night is over they are going home and bernard is talking about how nice his family is and how great the night was and tim simply says "i wish i could have told my dad about you" and bernard understands exactly what hes talking about

#this is me trying to shift the blame of never telling my parents some things and now it seems too late #but let's pretend it's about tim drake missing his dad #and wishing he had understood sooner the feelings he ignored because he was robin or some shit #maybe i will try to write something with it #maybe #tim drake #bernard dowd #timbern #timber #dc

[landlocked-girlblogger]

Thinking about how beautiful sunsets probably are in my pjo dr and feeling kind of sick <3

#missing something you've never experienced #shifting diary #shiftblr #reality shifting #reality shifter #desired reality #shifting #pjo dr

[kingofdinosaurs]

sorry thinking about minazuki again.

me and the guy who lives in my brain and was probably born from my deep seated repressed understanding that my dad was abusing me and the survival instincts i had beaten out of me in order to become a better human weapon. there to protect me because i can't understand how to protect myself. who is also technically a potential harbinger of the doom of all mankind if he ever really got going but he would never do that to me specifically (FUCK THE REST OF YOU)

vs [deeper voice that's still clearly from the same vocal cords but with a completely different cadence and intonation] me and the mentally ill traumatized human i awakened within who i do my best to protect and care for with my limited understanding of how to do so. who can and has hurt me worse than anyone, to the point that my ingame title references that injury. but to hurt me is to hurt himself, and i would still do anything for him. so no matter what, i shoulder any burden i can manage for him. even to a fault. even to a breaking point.

we rely on each other. two halves of a whole. and yet we cannot admit that we share a deeper bond than many could imagine. it didn't even come to mind. someone else had to point it out. we meant the world to each other while never knowing how to articulate it.

and our persona who is a weird owl.

#this isn't a shipping post don't tag it as that ill bite you #sorry needed to get that out of the way. i could not articulate the relationship they have it's not a word that exists #but please allow me to live my life and keep it platonic on my posts. thanks. #persona #sorry this is me aimlessly rambling but i think a lot about post-arena stuff and about having to adjust when you're the remaining piece of #what was once two halves of a whole #i think tsukuyomi as sho knows him is to some extent minazuki in a new mode of being #but it's never going to be the same as it was before. and even with how his outlook shifted during the true ending #i think he'd still always be a little alert for that missing voice in his head

[dottores]

ahhhh the sudden awareness of where you stand with people my beloathed </3

#never fails to hit hard but #i am glad that it happens #i must go do my readings for tomorrow #i shall see you all in the morning or after classes #i will say it doesnt hurt as much as it used to nor do i feel like angry or anything — is this me actually finally fully maturing? #ur little miss cat is growing as a person guys #remember when i used to throw tantrums on the dash when i got upset #actually dont remember that LMFAO #no but for real i think its crazy how much my general mentality has shifted with the start of law school #i think i became chronically online while i was stuck home for a year #jk lol but honestly its changed so much of my perspective on things way beyond just legal matters #i rmr so many people telling me that law school fundamentally changes you as a person but i did not believe it #but here i am a month and a half in fundamentally changing as a person #one thing that will never change is that i shall always make a small post with a million tags dissecting all of my inner thoughts #sometimes i wonder how many people read to the end #comment the number 7 if u got this far #LMFAO

[ivomartins]

honestly what's disappointing to me about cy2 is simply the fact that it's another new book that i know won't immediately hook me or keep me excited for every new update like psi or hell or high water did when they came out, especially because it's been this way for several updates now. like there was a time where we could always count on new books being interesting and exciting but now it's just like oh... another one...

#romance club #i miss being hyped about new books 😔 #that's the whole thing for bc i won't read cy2 or waste my time feeling any type of way about it tbh #never continued the first book and i don't like ursa as a writer or a person lol #so i'll just be in my chill indifferent corner <3 #unless the book turns out to be good or something which ??? not really counting on it #i don't think this is necessarily a bad sign tho #rc have a right to experiment w sequels and it's expected if they think there's revenue potential in it #hs2 has been successful from what i can estimate #so this isn't surprising and it doesn't necessarily mean a shift in rc's priorities #if it goes in the wayside i'm sure they'll just switch gears and we'll see how things go either way #shut up jen

[yellowocaballero]

literally shrieking. i stumbled on ur 100k stephanie brown fic by complete chance, loved it, found your tumblr only to discover you are also READING ORV??? THE SERIES EVER????

god. have so much fun. have so so much fun. i cannot wait to see what you come up with for the series

HAHA YUP. I'm 80% through I swear to God I'll finish it. I just found out some choice facts about the Secretive Plotter and my brain is breaking. It's definitely The Most Thing Ever. Every time I open it it's like getting blasted by a fire hose of parental abandonment and alternate timelines.

I'm facing a problem I've had before, which my brain very much wants to write something for it, and I have plenty of ideas, but absolutely none of them are good. If the inevitable orv fic isn't incredible I'm committing seppuku. It feels stupid to have no good ideas for orv, which by the logic of orv can hold almost any idea there is, but hitting the characters right is fucking difficult and you have to hit a hard balance of hitting exactly like orv while also being better (or just differently) structured than orv. I don't want to write it just like orv, but if I don't then there's no point. Maybe likely nothing'll get written because I'll be too perfectionist about it.

Relatedly, now I'm reading a lot of other #gamer manwha. And I finally found another one which matches up to orv for me, which is SSS Class Suicide Hunter. It's not a hydraulic press to the skull like orv but in many ways it's better done. That was probably the hardest I've cried at a work of fiction since I was a teenager. I won't write fic for it, it's like painting on the Mona Lisa, but Jesus it's incredible. If you're an orv fan check it out. If you aren't hyper-familiar with Buddhist philosophy you'll miss a lot, though.

#me: “I need a fucking fic idea" #me: “magical girl sys who fights magic book monsters in search of her missing ahjussi” #me: “I need a GOOD fucking fic idea” #my asks #anybody read fucking sss class suicide hunter around here. anyone. im losing my shit #ive never read anything like it i feel different now #murim arc has shifted something in me #i think dongja would agree with kdj's problem solving methods (suicide) #but would have no respect for him as a person due to his blindness to the trauma his martyr syndrome brings to others #jesus figure vs bodhisattva figure FIGHT

[yourcalamity]

calling out of work makes me so anxious but i literally dont have a choice

#i blame badwill evilwill wretchedwill they were never accomodating to my disability and then when i had my medical emergency in 2021 they #threatened to fire me because i ‘already missed two shifts’ in the 3 months grace period… okay hire more highschoolers then #at least where im at i have fmla but im still sooo anxious bc theyve done mass firings before #and randomly termed friends of mine etc ive just always been way too essential for anyone to fw me

[zevrans]

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#so i finished my 4 out of 4th 12 hour shift in a row last night and i'm literally so exhausted and i was glitching mid simple tasks 🤡✌️ #my coworker asked to change shifts so he could have that one specific day as off #and he managed to do some very critical mistakes in his 4 days prior and that's considering his gf is often with him there #and i was the one suffering the consequences even if it's literally not my fault #ever since i've got this job i've been fixing so many mistakes of his i kept wondering who's the newbie here?? #like i try to leave my shift as good as possible i clean everything check everything and do all my duties #and when i come here after his shifts it's.. a fucktonne of work mistakes and literal dirt like dude!!! #4 shifts in a row never again man never again i am so tired my brain is nerfed and i can only rest for 1 day today because tomorrow i'm #going to a doc; #my social battery is not just dead it's nonexistent at this point #i just want to lay in bed and not be percieved or interacted with for at least the same amount of days 😫 #i really thought i could take a socially demanding and rather multitasking job without it taking hugest toll on my mental state huh??? #and i had such a bad sleep too i had a very graphic and sickening nightmare which woke me up 2 hours after i fell asleep #and then i woke 2 more times after that and i feel so exhausted and not rested at all and so fatigued i can't even do anything #man for me my sleep being interrupted is the worst like i function better if i have a smaller amount of sleep but it's uninterrupted #than longer in hours but it gets interrupted and i wake up even once #sorry i come here once in few days vent post and then dissapearvckfkv 😭 i miss tumblr but have no energy currently to even rb anything 🥲 #tbd

[babygoestozspace]

This isn’t fun anymore

#bb25 #call me miss sour grapes I guess #but I’m never going to enjoy a power shift if it puts a player I like at the bottom #and jared fucked her game and credibility so bad that idk if she can ever claw back any influence #it’s only been four days and I’m tired. I’m tired.