i hate when i get a book on insanely high recommendation and it's just 😶 not good. at all. like, I'm gonna try to read and try to find something positive to say but you live like this??? girl, there's better options out there 😶
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I stg in Nocturn, if Alucard’s introduction doesn’t involve the reveal that in the depths of the castle over many generations Trevor’s descendants started a Belmont Family Crypt, and in the oldest crypt, Alucard emerges from a tomb that is next to Trevor and Sypha’s tombs, then what are we even doing here?
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I feel like I'm not especially good at or interested in prose tbh but I've always found it fairly easy to write natural-sounding dialogue. I could happily write pages and pages of nothing but dialogue like it feels like I can Hear These People speaking in my head and I know exactly what they'd say
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Gohan would bring dende a kpop(or well, whatever dbz's verision of kpop is)album to add variety to his music and dendes excited cuz yippee new music!! And hes going through the album and yeah hes a little confused cuz he dont know who tf any of these ppl are but hes still enjoying himself. Anyway he gets to the photocard and he's like "gohan why is there small photos of these artists in the album?" And gohan just shrugs his shoulders cuz he is not so into kpop stuff but he says sumn like "these albums always come with a card like that, i think theyre meant to be collected? i dunno." And Dende's got a twinkle in his eyes and he feels The Need to collect these. So anyways he then proceeds to repeatedly asks Gohan for more albums but that boy don't work he can't get more! So Dende's a little heartbroken but yk what he decides to do? He makes his OWN photocards. He starts taking pictures of his friends and loved ones(probably with some camera gohan owns) gets them printed, and starts arts and crafting with them hoes. He has a lot of popo and gohan, even himself, but piccolo's a tricky one. He considers piccolo's photocards "super rare" but only he knows that. Anyways when gohan finds out about this he probably thinks its really cute and even poses for some.
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Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.
Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑
God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…
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its like not even a problem except for if i think too hard bc logically yeah i wouldnt keep me around if i wasnt useful either but also man aside from being essentially a tool its not. listen. i get it. will if you ever exist here i get it i do i got mad last night but now im just like at least be smart about it. you can let me die after but hes given up too much. idk. man. i know you can live without me. not sure about him. and i understand that. but itd at least be more useful if you listened to match and let me take care of it. as i fucking do.
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tragedy can be good, but not when it is out in there to be “”subversive”” and not because it makes sense in the story
I think we’re really mean to the word subversive. Being subversive is fine as long as you genuinely understand what you’re subverting and why you want to do that. Idk I think some people get really hung up on a ‘happy ending’ in some media where a tragic or bittersweet ending does actually fit the story 🤷🏼♀️
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