#THANKS FOR SENDING :DDDDDDDDDD

[mothbagel]

oooo i wanna ask abt ur ocs oooooo

who are ur ocs??? 👁️ 👁️

OKAY SO MARK & CHEALSIE :D

Chealsie (he/it/none) is a fallen forgotten angel, sent down to earth to protect Mark after Heaven had some budget cuts. Although confused by (and fearful of) what Mark calls "midwestern culture", it tries to understand as he hopes to someday return to Heaven.

Mark (they/he) is just a guy. They were just minding their own business when an incomprehensible horror appeared on his patio. They might as well just help him to its new life! Mark enjoys musical theatre and doom.wads.

mark & chealsie ref sheet

There are also a few other silly guys apart of mark and chealsies story, but I havent finished the ref sheets for them yet.

All you got to know about them is gay people and emo and cat run a coffee shop

#THANK U :DDDDDDDDDD #mark & chealsie #i really want to talk about the sillies so yea :D send asks #nyacaw

[randomfoggytiger]

Are you possibly using a VPN while browsing tumblr? I only ask because tumblr has been shadowbanning people who use them recently, so it would make sense as to why all your accounts are getting nuked if so. It seems to be a new thing and it’s really annoying.

Yes, I have been using a VPN recently! I didn't have it for my first shadow ban, though; buuuuuuut it might be the reason this latest problem occurred.

Thanks for sending that theory my way~! :DDDDDDDDDD

#asks #anon #the Shadow Ban era #VPN #I had written it off previously #because my first problem was VPN-less #but it might be THIS problem #you never know

[monkiebois]

If I had to rate your intimidation I would give a bunny 🐰 cause you just seem really nice and it's easy to send headcannons and stuff

:DDDDDDDDDD

i love hearing your guys's feeedback and headcannons and all ur stuff its SO FUN. the only thing is that i start writing for some asks and then stick em in my drafts to work on later and forget about em :'( cries

i need to empty out my draftsaaaaaaaaaa

i like the bunny, thank u :3

#ask #sweetpeajournals406

[the-light-finds-its-way]

Hey

A few days ago I asked you if you wanted a trick or a treat for halloween, and you chose treat. Well I am happy to reveal I finally got enough time to draw some halloween treats for you and send them here. hope you like them. happy halloween. :)

Also do you know any other blogs that might like to take part in virtual trick or treat? Might be a bit late now but still.

:DDDDDDDDDD THIS IS SO CUTE THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG!!!!!!!! <3333333

I don't know any blogs off the top of my head, sadly, but if anyone here see this, and you want to participate, feel free to!! :D Happy Halloween!!!

#happy #trick or treat #art

[myownprivatcidaho]

okay sia ive followed you for a while and you finally broke me. WHAT is my own private idaho about. tell me everything.

love,

sac @theseaance

oh Ho HO @theseaance I'm GLAD YOU ASKED !!!!!

Before i get into it, here is the google drive link (via this post from @standbyphoenix) to the full film if you ever want to watch :D

So to begin, My Own Private Idaho is not quite... About anything. At least not objectively. It's very, VERY abstract and subjective. That being said, there is an overarching theme which, from my understanding, is common in all of Gus Van Sant's films: a search for home.

(worth noting because jesus god this can make a difference in the initial effect this film has on you: Gus Van Sant, in his teen years, would repetitively paint an image of a deteriorated red house falling from the sky. He's stated it symbolizes leaving a home to which one can never return. Throughout the film there is brief imagery of houses relatively similar in appearance, your interpretation of what this imagery means in relation to the characters is up to you).

So the protagonist is Mike Waters, played by River Phoenix (many consider this the greatest performance of his career. At this time, he'd just turned 20). Mike is a narcoleptic homeless hustler. He has little to no memory of his mother and really just... Drifts. The whole film consists of a drifting, rootless feeling (and GVS is AMAZING with character-audience shared feelings through camerawork alone).

-Note: Mike’s narcolepsy leads to, in moments of distress, him convulsing and falling into a sleeping state.

Mike's best friend is Scott Favor, played by Keanu Reeves - Scott and Mike are very strong foils to each other in terms of storylines and characteristics. Scott is the rebellious son of Portland's mayor, and has a very broken relationship with his father. He hangs around the homeless community of Portland and also works as a hustler (in spite of having enough money to go without eat the rich). Once Scott turns 21, he will inherit his father's fortune, and there is an implied understanding between him and his homeless friends that he will use his fortune to help them out from their current lives. It's extremely worth noting: this takes place in 1991, amidst the AIDS crisis. However, Scott secretly plans to do away with all of his current life once he turns 21, stating that "it'll impress [his mother and father] more when such a fuck up like me turns good than if I had been a good son all along. All my bad behavior, I will throw away to pay a debt. I will change when everybody expects it the least." 

Van Sant created Scott's storyline as a "modern-day" (1991 lol) adaptation of Shakespeare's Henry IV. This play depicts a young Prince Hal who turns away from the life he lived in his younger years as means of reconciliation with his father, the king. Take that as you will. Also it means this film has shakespearian dialogue. Like. Dropped right in the middle of the script is Keanu Reeves doing full out soliloquies (including the aforementioned quote above).

Maybe the most important contrast between Mike and Scott in terms of the overarching theme of a search for a home: Scott has a home, however broken, to which he can always return. Mike has none.

SO, as a basic plot rundown, Mike and Scott set out in search of Mike's mother. It is during this time that, while sitting by a fireside, Mike confesses his love for Scott.

M: I'd like to talk with you. I mean I'd really like to talk with you... I don't feel like I can be close to you

S: how close, I mean

M: I don't know, whatever...

S: ... what?

M: what do I mean to you?

S: what do you mean to me? Mike, you're my best friend.

M: I know, man... I know I'm your friend. And it's good to be.. good friends. That's a good thing.

S (still confused): so?

M: so I just -- that's okay. We can be friends.

(a brief moment passes)

S: I only have sex with a guy for money

M: yeah, I know.

S: and two guys can't love each other.

M: yeah. Well - I don't know, I mean.. for me... I could love someone even if I, you know... Wasn't paid for it. [leaving the last line out in case you haven’t seen anything from this scene]

Note: this scene was voluntarily hand-written and added in by River, and became, initially not to his knowledge, the first scene in cinematic history in which a man confesses his love to another man.

However, Scott doesn't feel the same way (obviously, as many audiences agree, not true).

The pair's journey eventually takes them to Rome, Italy, where Scott falls in love with a girl. The two then travel as a couple back to America, leaving Mike on his own once again.

- this is about 3/4 of the way in, so I'm not going to spoil any endings. 

Essentially, although Mike is the protagonist and generally the focal point of the audience, this story depicts two lost boys:

Mike's story depicts a person constantly looking for belonging, safety, comfort, and love, and how the lack of this can tear somebody apart.

Scott's story depicts a person not receiving the love they deserve, and demonstrates the lengths to which a person will go in order to gain redemption from a person that they love, no matter how much this person might have wronged them.

The very ending is extremely (and purposefully) ambiguous. Some have been very shaken up by their interpretation, some have been left feeling very hopeful. Personally, when I first watched it, I was shaken up beyond words for 3 days. But after coming to understand it more (mainly through interviews and further contemplation), I've come to understand how, no matter how seemingly hopeless the state of the characters, it does symbolize a hopeful story: any person in search of a home, whether suffering this loneliness in a state of solitude or silence, will, in the end, be brought home.

#THANKS FOR SENDING :DDDDDDDDDD #god i CANNOT avoid waxing poetic when it comes to a hyperfixation #LMK IF YOU HAVE ANYNMORE QUESTIONS #yeah. theres a LOT of emotion to this film and its VERY abstract #honestly everytime i watch it it seems.. ig centered (?) on something different each time #ALSO since gvs was a painter try to note the use of colors hes a GENIUS #a lot of my thoughts are subjective interpretations and i dont want to spoil your first watch by imposing my subjective stuff on it #BUT IF/WHEN YOU WATCH LMK YOUR THOUGHTS TYSM AGAIN FOR SENDING !!!!!!!!!!! #theseaance #mutuals #answered #my own private idaho #sia posts #txt

[draculas-fem-aro-husbando]

I see you’ve gotten some anon hate and you and your friends don’t deserve that!!!!! So here’s some anon love :D 💕💕💕💖💖💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💕💞💗💓💘💘💕💕💖❣️💖💖💖💖 you are such an amazing and nice person! ILY❣️❣️❣️

Here’s some for ya.Sorry I didn’t respond anon I wasn’t online because I took a nap but I really appreciate it:)))))))))))

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Thanks anon:):DDDDDDDDDD

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Also thanks for sending love it means a lot:)

And no good person deserves anon hate:)))

@ this amazing anon I appreciate it:)

[scene118]

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

THANK U SHREYAA :D im sending u a virtual invite to my sweet 16 we have party games .. pin the tail on the doney ..

#ask; #shreya

[jimlingss]

hiiiiiiiiiiii this is my first time sending you a msg since i've followed (been here since 2017 :D) but ahhhhhhhhhh i love your work so much!!! esp. a bed of roses, his name, brass & strings and jungle park!!! frankly i love all your works they're so amazing ^̮^, you're literally my fav writer on here, ilyyyy a lot keep doing what you do :DDDDDDDDDD

dammmmmn 2017???? hello, comrade! anyways, thank you I’m glad you enjoyed those series :}

#Jimlings #Anonymous

[cookies-hetaoni]

YEAH!! YOU GO COOKIE! I BELIEVE IN YOU!! I'LL SEND AS MUCH POSITIVE ENERGY AS I CAN TO YOU!! *.+*~.*+~*.+~

(adm: LIADSJKFASD AAAAAAAAA THANK YOU CSR :”DDDDDDDDDD I’LL DO MY BEST!!!!

#coolsonicrules #ask #reply #adm: THANKKKK ILY CSR!!!

[ghostantine]

Whale shark: :DDDDDDDDDD

I love whale sharks omg! thank you so much!

Send me a palette & character/thing pls~ ❤

#colour palette meme #whale shark #shark #shark art #ask game for ts #im again in the sketchy painty mood #also PLEASE SEND IN MORE IM OUT OF PRACTISE!! #doodle #hard to work with little contrast but it came out cute :')

[melodux]

Send this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile! :DDDDDDDDDD I'M SORRY (not sorry) FOR THE CHAIN LETTER BUT I APPRECIATE YOU

AaaahhH!!!!! Thank you so much!

#major-artery #chain letter #inbox answer #spreadin' the love

[randomfoggytiger]

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to 10 of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better. 🩵💜🩷🖤🩶🤍

Awwwwwwwwwwww, thank you! :DDDDDDDDDD

And may everything be happy and cheerful wherever you are in the world~!

#asks #xxsksxxx #thanks for dropping in! :DDD #pleasure as always~