#THE END IS PERFECT 😂

[good-beans]

It's done aahhh 👏👏👏 Here's my edit of @astarryserenade 's English covers in the Jailbreak Mix! The covers are incredible, and she was so helpful putting it together :) I also got some necessary audio editing help from @kyanako5972, thank you so much!

I hope you enjoy ✨

#milgram #ive never posted on youtube before so let me know if anything should be done differently 😅 #i know its not perfect but im SO grateful to both of you for helping -- it definitely made a huge difference haha! #i have no prior music editing experience so im really proud of it!!! i learned some new stuff and had so much fun!!! #and now i get my end goal of being able to easily sing along with the mix hehehe >:3 #it was fun doing the thumbnail art because ive joked that kingsleigh is an honorary milgram prisoner since i hear her more than anyone #(i shuffle the covers with the original songs really often: for every four songs by the same prisoner i hear twelve of hers 😂) #rose posts #video #Youtube

[fabaceous]

Is there ever a hypothetical world where Jackie and Shauna’s situation is reversed (as in Shauna dies and Jackie makes it home)? And if so, how do you think Jackie would react and deal with it?

this is ANOTHER of my favorite cans of worms to open lately so THANK YOU for giving me an opportunity to talk about it!!

i was thinking about this mostly because i was thinking about how shauna's hallucinations of jackie provide us with such valuable information about shauna's thoughts/feelings/desires, how she thinks of jackie, how she thinks of herself (via jackie). hallucighost jackie i think sort of has two sides that are intertwined but serve different purposes - there's one side that's more straightforward and even sweet: it shows how shauna, in her grief and pain, wants to remember jackie (the fun, lighthearted moments; braiding her hair, joking about randy). the other side is more dark but gives us just as much if not more insight into shauna: she uses jackie as a mouthpiece for her own bad thoughts about herself. hallucighost jackie is the whip that shauna self-flagellates with. and she punishes herself, but she's also sort of repressing the fact that she even feels guilty (which maybe is why she needs jackie's "ghost" to guilt her, because she can't admit to herself that she feels guilty). and it all must hurt even more coming out of jackie's mouth - which, if you think about it, is probably why she does it (better fuel for her guilt complex).

ANYWAY, i digress (sort of). my point is, i've always wondered what we could learn from jackie hallucinating shauna. how would jackie want to remember shauna, but at the same time, how might the memory of shauna torture jackie?

if we do a simple swap and have shauna leave the cabin when jackie tells her to during their fight and then shauna freezes, that's one option. we get jackie feeling both immensely hurt by shauna's nearly inconceivable betrayal but, at the same time, feeling guilty for sending her out there. this could lead to some interesting hallucinated convos and, personally, i 100% think it could also lead to jackie doing shauna's makeup in the meat shed lmao. (and thats how you know they're made for each other!)

BUT ALSO. shauna's betrayal (i mean, combined with jackie losing her social status in the wilderness and having the other girls turn on her ofc) made jackie so depressed that she was unable to eat, and shauna dying on top of that would have the potential to completely destroy jackie's will to survive. it would be a big ask, at that point, to get jackie through to rescue. id say its pretty likely she dies of a broken heart, so to speak. like, just loses all her remaining will to live (because her will to live was literally hanging on by a thread and that thread was shauna). the only way i can imagine her surviving long enough to go home is if she has a complete and total break from reality and like, just sort of dissociates from the entire year-plus that follows. i think (? let me know if you agree bc this actually just came to me while writing this and im not sure if it holds up) that if the writers really sold it right, they could convince me that jackie basically goes catatonic and retreats into some fantasy world (one where shauna is around, of course!) for the rest of their time in the wilderness. not exactly the way shauna talked to jackie in the meat shed, because shauna knew she was hallucinating and was more or less able to walk away when she had other obligations. i think jackie would actually legitimately just lose her grip on reality, and succumbing to this would be the only way for her to survive. kind of like the bacchanal but about, like, everything.

the other scenario that occurred to me (and it's a pretty awful way for shauna to die and makes me really unhappy btw, so, sorry in advance) is what if shauna's abortion attempt had gone really, really wrong and she had gotten an infection and died from that? obviously jackie has no clue at this point about jeff/pregnancy/rutgers/etc so its pure unadulterated heartbreak. taissa could play a really interesting role in this situation as the only other person who knows this huge, earthshattering secret. would she keep it from jackie? i think that would be the prudent thing to do. losing shauna would already be almost too much for jackie to take, but she could maybe survive that by designating herself as the keeper of shauna's memory and she could probably convince herself she owes it to shauna to stay alive because if jackie dies then shauna is gone for good. but, as we've seen in canon, finding out that shauna betrayed her sends jackie into a really dark place where she doesnt have much will to live. i think she could plausibly survive with her sanity intact if one or the other happens (shauna betrays her OR shauna dies) but, as i discussed above, experiencing both would either break her sanity or effectively kill her.

and i suspect taissa is smart enough to realize this too, so if she wants to keep jackie alive she'll withhold this information (hide/burn the journals?) and let jackie cling to whatever romanticized image of shauna she comes up with. once they get back to the real world, who knows? taissa might tell her because she feels like jackie deserves the truth, jackie might read shauna's journals from before the crash in an attempt to feel close to her again and find out that way, or even jeff might tell her (worst case scenario IMO)... and im honestly not sure what jackie would do at that point, like, murder jeff maybe? (im joking but i actually am not sure how that whole situation would play out. maybe depression 2.0 but in the real world, but that's not as fun as murder.)

i haven't even said what i think jackie would hallucinate, so lets end with that. for shauna, it's primarily about self-flagellation and self-punishment, although it has some ability to soothe her as well, like when she imagines having fun with jackie.

for jackie i think its actually fairly simple: its obvious to all of us that what jackie wants most is shauna's authentic and full love, and my personal theory is that the main (and maybe even sole!) function of jackie's hallucinations would be escapism and wish-fulfillment, and imagining that shauna really did love her.

jackie doesn't have a self-destruction/guilt complex like shauna does. jackie, i think, would be able to just feel guilt in a more straightforward way. as well as anger! so in the scenario where shauna freezes after their fight, jackie would certainly be feeling a lot of guilt, but she doesn't need or want shauna to remind her, she could just apologize. and she's feeling a lot of anger, but she'd be able to say it to shauna's (hallucinated) face instead of putting it through some twisted alchemical process that turns it into something else. like, i think she actually does have a chance of getting closure in a way that shauna doesn't because shauna would never let herself get closure because then she'd have nothing left to fuel her guilt/self-destruction complex.

i think jackie would want closure for her immediate anger and guilt about shauna's death, and because she wants it, she'd be capable of getting it. but after that's dealt with (assuming she survives long enough to deal with it), or in a scenario where jackie doesn't know about shauna's betrayal/isn't responsible for her death, i really think (and i just made myself sooo miserable realizing this btw so you're welcome. or i'm sorry) that the thing that would cause jackie eternal and relentless pain for the rest of her life would be the immense regret and the feeling that she didn't love shauna enough, or didn't love her right. and her hallucinations of shauna would, by and large, simply be an outpouring of all the love she didn't get to show her in life (and imagining the reciprocation of that love that she always wished shauna would give her).

#can of worms: opened #worms: on the floor #are they good worms? you be the judge #also lol remember the ask about my thoughts on whether jackieshauna would ever be canon #that and this are two things that i have actually discussed extensively in the dms with rose @lottieurl recently #its kind of funny 😂 like u guys are asking THE most perfect questions #and they're things ive already been thinking about! #also hiding this reallllyyyy deep in the tags but #i may or may not be pondering exploring some of this through the medium of fanfic #will i ever actually turn it into anything publishable? who knwos #but its. percolating shall we say #RIGHT! well. this was fun! #ill end it here since this is already an ungodly amount of words #yellowjackets #yj asks

[meganechan05]

Team Wings in a nutshell

And Rita would low-key be tempted to tease Morfonia with the swap, but has to refrain themself in the name of Absolute Neutrality.

#can't wait for Yuzuki to finally emote in character! (ﾟ∀ﾟ 三 ﾟ∀ﾟ) #and it's perfect bc Aoto was chosen to have the best Moffun impression of the remaining Kings even if he went full yanki by the end of it 😂 #When they said “we will have more Team Wings content” they meant it #and I look forward to it #and they're also giving RitaJera friendship through YanGira and ( ￣▽￣) #i lowkey want them to have YanKagu insanity while in HimeRita's bodies and vice versa 🤣 #kingohger #king ohger #ohsama sentai kingohger #rita kaniska #rita kanisuka #yanma gast #yanma gust #team wings #doodle #kingoh doodles #kingoh spoilers #kingohger spoilers

[navybrat817]

My QA for the year averaged out to 99.71%.

Can we just round it up to 100%? 😭 That's fair, right? 😂❤️

#navybrat rambles #work work work #of course one of the orders i worked on in the last 2 months with an error is the one that ends up on my QA #dragged my average down #still great #but #😭😭😭 #perfection doesn't exist #but c'mon #let me have this #😂🤣😂 #are you reading my tags? #go drink some water #stay hydrated my friends

[chlodoll]

december nail vibe 🎀 because i miss my girl zendaya and she was wearing the nude nail shades all year 🩷

#i felt it was only right i end the year like this 🤭 #my nails are like a pinky nude but kinda sheer couldn’t find the perfect match #but these are close for different parts 😂 #nails

[phantom-of-the-keurig]

Me refusing to watch Ahsoka because my hatred for rebels and anything related to it is so strong vs Me finding out Sabine gets stabbed in episode 1

#I just watched the first episode and if you never watch any others it has the perfect ending 😌 #Ezra? gone. Sabine? dead. perfection #I still haven’t finished Mando season 3 bc my hatred of Bo is that strong okay like the power of my hate is that strong #sw salt #tw: rebels #yes rebels is a TW for me bc it’s so bad it induces trauma 😂

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

What Humboldt hospitality looks like at a wedding 😍🤩💨

#from my friend's wedding this past weekend #i probably spent about 80% of the wedding in here #fuck man i wanna get married and have something like this #it was such a picturesque dream wedding and I am honestly so jealous #stoner #i also smoked with a plethora of interesting guests including one of my high school teachers #gotta say though the joints weren't very strong I slammed through like ~10 of them over the course of the evening #even with my tolerance I should have been knocked on my ass at least a little #anyway these were the only pictures I took of the wedding 😂 #also got to smoke a joint with the bride at the end of the night and she was a delightful lady and seems perfect for my friend #life of faye

[homerjacksons]

Fluffy February - @fluffyfebruary Day 6: Fire Word count: 720 Fandom: Ripper Street Pairing: Homer Jackson/Edmund Reid AO3

Sorry, y'all, this one's a bit angsty, but it's full of emotional h/c and has a fluffy ending, I promise!

Reid was burning. Agony tore through his chest, his shoulder, his back, his breath caught somewhere in his throat. His head swam, blood rushing in his ears, drowning out the chaotic sounds around him. He couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe, couldn’t speak. He could barely see, but he knew he’d seen Mathilda disappear beneath the murky water of the Thames as he was pinned by fire and flame.

A sob tore its way from his chest and he pushed against the weight pinning him down, heedless of the way it scorched his hands in the process. He had to get to Mathilda, he had to save his little girl. He couldn’t fail her, couldn’t lose her.

“Reid,” A voice cut through the ringing in his ears, distant but insistent. “Wake up.”

He groaned, trying to turn his head, but the pain was too much, and he choked down another sharp sob, squeezing his eyes shut. The next time he pushed, his hands met soft, warm flesh, and his eyes snapped open again.

“Hey,” a soothing voice said by his ear, a gentle hand pushing his sweat-slick hair back off his forehead. “You’re okay, you’re safe, I’ve got you.”

Jackson. It was Jackson who held him, Jackson whom he’d been pushing at, Jackson who’d witnessed his complete lack of control, stuck in the depths of a nightmare that felt more real than his life did most days.

His breath stuttered as hot tears streamed down his cheeks, and he felt shame fill him up.

“You’re okay,” Jackson soothed, careful not to pin him in, gentle but not crowding. If Reid wasn’t already crying, that surely would have set him off.

“Sorry,” he choked out, scrubbing his hands over his face.

“Don’t be.” 

Jackson sat up, warm eyes meeting Reid’s in the dim light stealing through the window.

Reid cleared his throat, forcing himself to take a deep breath, cursing inwardly when it shook on the exhale. He pushed himself up to sitting, wincing at the ache in his shoulder as he did so, and watched as Jackson lit two cigarettes, handing one to Reid. He took it with trembling fingers, but couldn’t bring himself to take a drag, the smoke from his nightmare still feeling trapped in his chest somehow.

“You wanna talk about it?” Jackson asked, resting against the headboard, no longer looking at Reid, instead studying the end of his cigarette.

He shook his head and handed the cigarette back, who took it and stubbed it out without question, and Reid half loved him for it, for the way he didn’t push or needle the way he usually did, for the way he seemed to respect the precarious grip Reid had on his own emotions.

“It helps,” Jackson added after a while, lazily turning his head to look at Reid again. “Or so I’m told.”

Reid snorted, barely a laugh, but it loosened something in his chest nonetheless. “Just old nightmares,” he said with a heavy sigh, pleased to find his breath no longer shook. “Sorry I woke you.”

Jackson shrugged, offering Reid a lazy, half-lidded smile. “S’nothing.” Then, after a beat, “Can I touch you?”

Reid nodded, and almost instantly, Jackson’s arm came around his shoulders between him and the headboard, fingertips brushing the scars on his shoulder as he pulled Reid in against his side.

“You don’t gotta pretend life hasn’t fucked you up when you’re with me, Reid,” Jackson said into his hair, and Reid closed his eyes aginst the threat of fresh tears. “I got you, no matter what.”

Jackson pressed a kiss into Reid’s hair, and he felt himself melting into Jackson’s side, the tension he hadn’t even realised he’d been holding leaving his body in a flood. His breath hitched with a sob, and he pressed his face into the crook of Jackson’s neck.

“I promise it’s not always like this,” Reid murmured against Jackson’s skin before leaving a feather-light kiss to his collar bone. “It’s been months since I last dreamt of…of that day.”

Jackson huffed a laugh, letting his head rest on top of Reid’s, fingers still tracing lazy patterns on his shoulder. “I’m sure I’ll pay you back one day, Reid. We all got demons we try to hide.”

“You needn’t hide them with me, Captain.”

“Nor you with me, Inspector.”

#ripper street #homer jackson #edmund reid #jackmund #fanfiction #my writing #fluffy february #i actually kinda hate this but also writing these at the end of each day and barely editing them will do that 😂 #like I wrote this in about 30 mins and that’s my writing exercise for the day - we can’t expect perfection

[starlit-hopes-and-dreams]

I'm sorry, making a life with your best friend is the ideal relationship pinnacle and you won't change my mind

#fuck everything else trying to trip it up #just #like #friends #whatever that looks like #*incomprehensible screeching* #starlit thoughts #okay tag backstory #i came out as ace last year and my husband acted like it was the end of the world #like it's taken some... time. and the biggest thing for him was us being like roommates. like just friends. was the worst thing in the world #when I'm over here like. yes. please? ffs PLEASE #and today hes like we're like best friends who had kids and live together and stuff... don't be offended. how do you feel about that? #😂😂😂 like dude #that's all I've ever wanted #XD #yeah so not perfect. still... stuff. but one step closer. I'll take it. #i feel like i have whiplash though damn

[fenharel]

omg durge who embraced bhaal but didnt take over the netherbrain probably has the most fucked up epilogue huh

#durge epilogue spoilers under the cut!! #saskia plays bg3 #all i wanted was to check out the god gale ending and i did a big mistake trying to see the other durge #ending at the same time LMAO #i guess i'll just watch it on youtube sdjkhshjdhjsdhjsdhjsd #''Piss yourself'' gurl what 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #3 hour speedrun for this djhdf #also did she really murder god gale in this scenario. what have i done sdfkjhsdhjkshjkdjks #anyway her real ending was perfect tho 😂😅

[kittychicha]

actually im cool with whatever i feel you linger in the air decides to do with the ending because nothing will beat ice paris being his own grandfather in love destiny the movie

#i was thinking about possible endings for this show and the most popular time travel ending is meeting the descendants/an incarnation #that looks exactly like the person they were in love with etc #but LD has them all beat 😂😂😂😂😂 he WILL stay in the past now he's his own grandpa 🤪 #im loving everything they're doing in i feel you linger in the air so rn im not worried #everyone that said they were bored on the first eps or that ~finally~ a kiss don't know what they're talking about #the pacing has been perfect for me if they did anything b4 it would have felt rushed they're doing what they need to do for this story #IF YOU WANNA LEARN PATIENCE GO WATCH ALL 40 EPS OF LOVE DESTINY AND THEN COME BACK AND TALK TO ME #cata.txt

[taintedsoul-if]

It’s me again and I still don’t know how we if it’s possible to end Yesenia life.

The only way I would assume we could hurt her would be to make her seem mad or crazy but since she can rewind time if I remember correctly then she will be the most difficult opponent. I will come up with a solution that I promise.

The only I got was if she used her power make it were she goes to pocket realm or dimension. And she would be stock in a time loop but the man question is how far back can she go because if she really sees the Mc as a threat then Yesenia can go back to the beginning and frame you for stuff you didn’t do.

This right here is difficult but my brain my come with a solution. This has in a way given me something to do when I just need a break from the real world

Oh also

Bear hug 🤗

Hi anon I do hope all is well with you! 🤗 hug!

I was hesitant about whether or not I should add that OP power to the pc character stats page but just for you I've decided that I would add this ability. I'll allow the character to have the ability to create their own dimension. Then again 😏 god I want to spill all the juicy details but I can't.

And you do have a point! This is why she's an undying cockroach. In the past when Lady Anaya saved the crown, Yesenia deliberately went back in time, schemed against the OH just to switch places with her that faithful day. Just so she could get all the fame and merit that came with that tragedy. The poor OH has been living in her shadows for years. An excellent child turned into a waste under her own sisters hand.

The worst thing is that, if it weren't for the OH mother, Yesenia's mother would still be a whore in a brothel. But ones ungratefulness knows no bounds!

Don't feel discouraged anon! I believe that you'll most certainly think of a way to defeat this undying cockroach! Whenever you have another brilliant idea, please do share it with me!

Also anon I do hope you have a wonderful day! Stay safe! 😁

#undying cockroach yesenia #new stats? #lovely anon #how to plan the perfect murder?! #this anon is powerful! they were able to figure out an ability stat i was hesitant on adding! #keep 'em coming anon! #wont put it past you #if you actually end up killing yesenia when you meet her for the firsr time 😂 #are authors even suppose to hate the characters they create?! #come one come all join the kill yesenia bandwagon before its too late #stay safe anon! #have a wonderful day or night #i am glad this request of mine was able to take your mind off reality for a bit #i do hope you're alright anon! another hug for you! #🤗🤗

[strawberrywindow]

i want to try and start making/getting into animatics but the only idea i currently have for one involves putting it to a song and that's probably not the best thing to START learning with lmfao but go big or go home right, not like i'll be getting to it anytime soon with how goddamn busy i've been and how many other things i want to do first 🤣

#my idea came though because we're onto act 2 of chicago #shows at the end of the month and i'm so excited 🥳 #but anyways velma's first song of the act 'i know a girl' is BIG FUCKING Emil to Bruce vibes lmfaoooo #its just so bitter and self pitying and funny and i can very much see emil thinking this way prior to all his self improvement 😂 #like the context changes because in the play velma sings it watching roxie on the news after roxie reveals she's (faking) a pregnancy #whereas for this i'd imagine its emil watching bruce on the news from jail too but its bruce getting accepted onto the avengers lol #'now why didnt i think of that? 😒' 😂 #i also think that how roxie acts in the song is perfect to show how emil SEES bruce #as someone putting on a show to get out of the exact spot emil's in not the innocent little scientist with a big bad hulk inside him 🙄 #you know cause emil be projecting hardcore 🤣 #i just think the lyrics fit well and there's a lot of moments that could be tweaked to make them fit the new context while keeping #the wording #like with roxie's whole 'the two of us' thing being bruce/hulk instead of roxie and her 'baby' 😂 #this would be the most self indulgent thing i've ever made which is exactly why its a project i would like to work on #when i have more time. its a fun goal to keep in mind even if i'm the only one who finds it funny 😂 #i know a girl #a girl who lands on top #you could put her face into a pail of slop #and she'd come up smellin' like a rose #how she does it heaven knows 😒 😂

[witchcraftingboop]

It is only now, after spending 6 hours cutting my lil laminated company directories into perfect lil rectangles, that I understand why everyone is giving me weird looks as they pass by my office: 1) I went full neurospicy and was totally focused the whole time on making my cuts as straight as humanly possible, and 2) I do in fact make too much to be spending 6 entire hours on this shit

#I think I successfully pissed off at least 5 people 😂😂 #I would say my bad but Idc #my rectangles came out perfect! #practically was shaving them bishes at the end #so uniform #so pretty #much satisfying #corporate shenanigans

[morgan-the-lonely-brick]

#Charlie was annoying me while i was eating peanuts and crawling into my bowl #So i tried to stop him with the chopsticks i was eating with #Ended up holding him between them so i though it'd be a perfect photo😂

[wearingraincoats]

It’s time for us as a society to admit that I Love You So Much (It’s Scary) is the best fictional Halloween song since Werewolf Bar Mitzvah

#bob’s burgers #halloween #I love you so much (it’s scary) #I love this song so much it’s scary #everything about this clip is perfect #especially bob getting into it at the end #and they switch allen sometimes jfc 😂