#TTalks

[babypetals]

i miss the 2014 instagram fuckass filter

#u know what i mean #ttalks

[tilltheendwilliwrite]

I'm having surgery in 12 days, and THREE of my coworkers came to work sick last week.

HAVE WE LEARNED NOTHING SINCE 2020?

So, yeah. I'm now fighting off the cold they were kind enough to pass on while attempting to refinish my hardwood floors so that when I only have one arm for 6 weeks they aren't driving me insane with how terrible they are.

I may call out sick on Monday.

Maybe Tuesday too, because fudge you people.

T~

#ttalks #coworkers #are stupid

[angelredhead]

im going to ingest sooooo many microplastics via this bad boy (eras tour cup)

#taylor swift #eras tour movie #eras tour #gaylor swift #ttalks

[sunlezz]

overdue life update, but i was hospitalized again for half of july & august. im home now and happy to be here. life is full and weird and magical and sometimes i get really scared of that.

being scared is why i ended up hospitalized so im just hanging in there, taking it day by day. I really do think (hope!) that this was my last hospitalization. ive been through this too many times, im 30 fcking years old now, i felt like i've had a clearer grasp on my mental health and what i need to do to change this time around. anyway. here's hoping!!!

#ttalks #life update #health tag #i forget my tags for this

[typo-thper]

when your neighbor gets the new virus and is banging on the door of the nearby 7-11:

#ttalks #start thread

[i-wanna-be-a-cowboybaby]

Just looked up my dad's old house that we moved out of years ago, just out of curiosity, and it was so surprisingly painful to look at the staged photos the realtors took of the place after we left

like yes I no longer live there and will never live there again, but the cushions in the photos of the loft? My dad picked them out for us so we would have a comfy reading nook. There is no longer a rainbow on the wall of my baby sister's room, and it instead looks like the resting place of a woman with beige skin and wicker hair. The basement is completely devoid of any life, the heavy wooden tv stand gone, the hours i poured into video games in it's dark embrace gone with it. They repaired the floors my dog tore up chasing after toys on rainy days. They took down the curtains and emptied our cubbies, replacing our small shoes with empty baskets. But my room, completely barren, still has the ceiling fan I picked out. The curtain rod my younger sister and I chose is still hanging in our bathroom. I can just barely make out the nail polish stains on my older sister's bathroom sink, too stubborn to come up despite the years since they were mistakenly put down.

I don't know where I'm going with this, really. I guess I've just never felt an echo of myself this strong and it's startling.

#don't mind me just having an exestential crisis #I don't know how to spell that btw #in case you couldn't tell #but yeah like #look up your old homes everyone #(if you've ever moved that is) #it's a real trip #this is shitty tumblr poetry in case anyone was wondering #it's shitty tumblr poetry to ME #ttalks #ttalk #? #I don't remember the tag

[gentleforestwhisper]

To my younger self, I’m so sorry I told you that you were not good enough. That you had too remained focused. I’m sorry I screamed you were stupid, when you held me together so many times. You were so strong. You were fighting against something that was chemically against you. I’m sorry it took me so long to realise that it was “adhd” and not my laziness and stupidity.

You are lovely and strong! Thank you for holding me up this whole time! You’re allowed to rest now. We can be impulsive. We can buy toys, cause I know that makes you feel happy. I want you to feel joy :)

#Ttalks #words to myself

[c-kiddo]

una ava universe lore is that there is also a character named johannes who ava knew for a few months (before una) when she was a bit younger. like 18/19 type of age. johannes was staying with his grandparents to help for summer (like help them fixing their house or something, maybe with his dad? not sure yet) and hung out with ava because she had a job in the tiny little corner shop nearby to the small town. she lives outside of the town a couple miles away but she went on her bike to work. they hung out and also i just think the idea of weird girl and also owl ava (who doesnt rly talk) having a friend/sort of boyfriend and they like birdwatch and johannes shows ava tv shows on vhs and camping gear like a dented thermos he brings everywhere with him . she shows him how to peel an egg rly neatly and doesn't show him the big hole she has in her back full of twigs and plants even though he's good and nice she just doesn't want to be that vulnerable right then

johannes looks like this

#kiddo say #hes a very polite and sensible wee guy #and rly just a quiet little nerd to be honest #ùnaava #i have more thoughts abt exploring intimacy + sex w disabled characters (ava) but litrally i feel like im telling people her personal info #so i shant ttalk abt it rn. but i think abt it #(like in the way that more obvious disability and struggling more doesnt equal sexlessness and wanting to try things)

[gin-juice-tonic]

I’ve only ever been camping in the context of girl scout camp, so the only tru to life camping experiences i have go like this

#not like mr 'its only like- 1 zombie' can ttalk #silly ideas

[babypetals]

it’s just me and my silly little playlists against the world

#ttalks

[hearts401]

Something super funny about sou is that i could say he cries when people yell at him and itd probably be canon up until the death game 😭

#like jus ttalking to shinai... oh i know you struggle in customer service #u are a sad pathetic little man #but then like. if you yelled at post game shin i think hed just tune you out atp #tzu rambles #or laugh at you

[angelredhead]

you know you’re good at masking when the school councillor asks why your eyes are red and believes you when you say “allergies”

#masking #adhd #mild vent #relatable #ttalks

[sunlezz]

cannot believe hozier came to my home town today and i only found out about it JUST NOW

through a tumblr post about it whaddaya know

and i mean i guess it's not like i wouldve gone anyway but i mean geez

#i also didnt hear about the aurora borealis til it was too late too #i mean it was cloudy in my area anyways but idk #just disconcerting how ...separated i feel from my own life rn #ttalks #also i havent cut my hair since my episodes i think #so like two years #and ppl comment on how long its gotten and im just sitting there like (((: #hooray i only cut my hair when im manic or feeling good or bad at all #and lately now its just nothingnothingnothing #so here i am

[typo-thper]

just ssved a loser

#ttalks

[antianimus]

Ethereal Goddess

#arts and ribs #oc // empress xenia the 256 #monster #furry #octopus #a small ttalk in the tags but deadass i might be moving away from xenia or at least putting more intention in my art after this piece #I feel like i have mastered her at this point #like this piece is literally proportioned correctly and isnt taking the whole canvas unlike me drawing her a year ago #maybe its time for different pastures and trying different things #i might draw some humans or digigrade animals because i need to study legs alot more

[i-wanna-be-a-cowboybaby]

not to post about supernatural in almost 2024 or anything but i think that sam and dean were incredibly fucked up kids who killed for a living and we never really got to see that side of them in the early seasons. they kill because it's the justice their dad taught them and they kill for each other and they kill each other and their world is so far removed from anything ok or normal and i think the writers should have made us scared of them and how far they would go for each other

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #dean winchester #john winchester #i am so ashamed to be supernatural posting rn #but ive been watching the early (read: good) seasons with my roommate lately ans i cant get them out of me head #we should have been scared of them more #they were forces to be reckoned with and i think the writers missed a really good opportunity #to show us just how fucked up those 2 really were #ttalk