#Theres no point to this i just wanna post things

[raccoonnutella13]

why are ppl always so mean about taz :(

#every time theres a new arc everyone who only liked balance is like 'oh if u dropped off after balance u have to listen to THIS arc bc its #JUST LIKE BALANCE' #every damn time. #it happened with ethersea a bit but especially w steeplechase and vs dracula #and u get ppl in the notes of these posts saying 'oh yeah i fucking hated everything after balance sooo glad theyre finally doing exactly #what i want them to!!' #like. its ok to have personal preference but dont be mean about it :( #and comparing every campaign to balance is rlly annoying sry #let them be their own thing #stop being so blinded by nostalgia ig #like not to be rude but. i think ppl think balance is the most Perfect Thing Ever but its rlly...not #all the campaigns have flaws but i aint canceling them for that #like what happened with grad #idk its like if balance came later ppl would probably be much more mean about it #bc they wouldnt be blinded by nostalgia as much or smthn #anyways #at the end of the day the mcelroys shouldnt be expected to make a replica of balance every campaign #and thats not what theyre trying to do. theyre doing what THEY personally want to do. like they clearly dont care abt what others think lol #theyre experimenting and having fun #its like. a free podcast with a bunch of silly dudes playing for funsies. they shouldnt have such high expectations or be demonized #in any way #my point being. if i see anyone being mean abt taz u get blocked #>:( #coon speaks #not tagging taz. i dont wanna see nasty ppl in my notifs ty

[destinysbounty]

Guess who finally finished the Ninjago AMV they've been working on since December???

(Warning for some very brief, although largely non-spoilery Dragons Rising clips)

Song: "Brother" by Gerard Way

God, has it really been 7/8 months since I started this project? Holy crap. There wasn't anything technically complicated about this either, it's just that my editing software kept crashing so it ended up taking me like 10x longer than usual to finish this thing (not to mention that I have a very busy life irl so that kinda got in the way of things lol).

Anyway, please check this out!! I have put so much blood and sweat into this thing and I'm very proud of what I've accomplished.

#its a little rough in places. well okay theres just this one place specifically thats still rough #but at this point i am past the point of caring. i wanna get this thing posted and shared alreadyyyyy #ninjago #ninjago edit #destiny post #Youtube

[transphilza]

i have decided that my interpretation of c!wilbur’s ominous foreshadowing after the “Bust” stream is that he was suicidal and increasingly planning on committing suicide as his character heavily alludes to (because i believe that negating the suicidal overtones of cwilbur during this portion of his story by saying that he was always only ever planning on going back to utah: # 1 just lessens the impact of everything that happens in this arc, because he wouldve already decided to live thus making all those conversations and apologies forcing him to confront the realities of his own life and death wayyy less meaningful, but most importantly # 2 makes it impossible to provide adequate closure for his character’s deepest struggles because they wouldve never been re-addressed) — BUT that when he finally decided to go through with sending friend to ghostbur thus making the evident conclusion that ghostbur did not deserve to suffer eternally (and by extension and implication, himself, too) he changes his mind and chooses Life :) aka Utah <3

#(from drafts — posting this now cause theres a lore ask i wanna answer that requires establishing some precedent of my interpretation here) #this is how i rationalize and interpret the final stream to fit my needs as a viewer and analyst #because taking it at face value of aha he was never suicidal he just was going to utah! always felt SOOOOOO BAD to me #that was like my main issue with the entire concept #so this interpretation allows me to enjoy the utah ending a lot more /gen /pos #tw suicide #myanalysis #like the entire point of revivebur was him learning how to live and enjoy living again like i cannot stress enough how important it is that- #-these moments that really explicitly address his suicidality are NOT overwritten #the entire fucking Doomed By The Narrative thing he has going on is self inflicted like we KNOW this. he literally kills himself #so by extension. Obviously. him Freeing himself from the narrative by fleeing to utah Also needs to be accompanied- #-by him addressing and choosing to not give in to that suicidality a second time. like thats the entire point #it just makes the most sense to me

[lokh]

shuro got two drawings. TWO. and im the only one excited about it

#ITS A SKETCH BUT STILLLLLL #honestly i dont think hes all that fascinating by himself. #but his potential with laios............ what if laios could make him better 😭😭😭😭😭 #this is about the hug thing 😭😭😭 #honestly i dont know how much i actually ship #OHHHHHH SO THATS IT #ok so. what i was about to say was that the ideal laios ship dynamic for me #is people falling for his autistic rizz and him just being oblivious. #which. isnt really a Ship thing so much as a one way crush #but maybe the reason i feel more strongly abt laishuro than labru is that. #laios Already has strong feelings abt shuro #obviously he does get a lil closer to kabru by the end #but the whole point with them is kabru desperately trying to find an in and somehow missing before getting there #so i understand the appeal there too but. ya know.. #I JUST WANNA POST THIS COMIC OK THERES ONLY A BIT TO GO #I /NEED/ PEOPLE TO SEE THE VISION. PLEASE

[liquidstar]

a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops. #and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can! #and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here: #barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time. #barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done. #and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies. #and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them) #and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances'' #from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

#snap chats #//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes #might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍‍♂️ #@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ... #there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams// #recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking #he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ #oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever #first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway #aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO #though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role #daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot #yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does #if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh #and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing #theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line #masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together #if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack #but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral #im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 .... #and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like #'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)' #and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal #they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway. #tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together #like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀 #one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid #so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny. #and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/

[kindheartedgummybears]

GUYS QUICKLY ASK ME ABOUT MY JERIN AUS SO I CAN GET OUT OF INTERACTION BLOCK AND GET MOTIVATION TO WRITE

EVEN THOUGH THE POLL IS LONG DONE: HERES A POLL WITH ALL OF MY JERIN AUS

also, I just feel the need to put this: I DON'T CARE HOW LATE YOU'RE SEEING THIS IF YOU SEE THIS POST AND WANNA ASK PLEASE DO! I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE INTERACT WITH MY OLD POST RAHHH🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

#*chanting* JERIN JERIN JERIN JERIN!!! #Theres so many things i wanna say to people and post but MY BODY WONT LET ME AND IT H U R TS #me: I wanna interact with this post/person! #my brain: ok! well go ahea- #my body: eh.... but why? #me: what? #my body: why do that when you can just sleep? #me: ... #my brain: ... #my brain: you know bodys got a point¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #me: WHAT #i believe in Jerin to get me out of this loop #In Jerin we trust #one nation under Jerin🛐🛐🛐🛐 #The Devil in Me #TDiM #Supermassive Games #The Dark Pictures #The Dark Pictures Anthology #Jerin #Jamie Tiergan #Erin Keenan #Jamie x Erin #Erin x Jamie #Lesbians #*sparkle sparkle sparkle*

[valenthario]

feeling sooo stuck with my content rn🤪🤪‼️

#txt #i started this blog with lotsa cas & now im posting jimmy nd darlin and i love them dearly #bUt #im a gameplayer im not a cas person im def not a builder;; #& yes the duttons ARE a gameplay. series ? but theres truly almost no gameplay in ts4 #and i do want to include some story elements i wanted to work on darlins character bio today #but it feels so unnatural and foreign to me #partly in a new and exciting way bc yeah!!!! trying new things!!!! wooo!!!! #(thats why i started this legacy in the first place) #but also. coming back to ts3 after 5 months it really put into perspective how lackluster the gameplay in ts4 is to me #dont get me wrong i used to love it i used to have multiple legacies i got to gen 6 with #which is a big accomplishment to me #& i used to have so many fleshed out sims just by the magic of playing with them and my silly little brain #but. i feel like im putting too much pressure on myself with jimmy bc he means so much to me i want him to be the best sim ive ever played #and to be distinct and like a. uuum. primary figure on my blog lmao #like when u think of me u think of jimmy even years down the line. or whatever #but thats so much pressure and GAHHGHH #the urge to post filler content from the duttons up until the point i figure myself tf out is real but also. #i dont wanna do that i dont want jimmy to be filler #-___-augh god #if you actually read this all have a tulip 🌷 . ily. some advice or words of wisdom or reassurance would be greatly appreciated

[fishyartist]

trying 2 organize a bunch of art direction ideas.

#danny phantom #my art #fan art #messy af but i think it comes across? feel free 2 ask for clarification if u want :) #ive probably posted most of this somewhere but theres new stuff i know i havent posted too so whatever #i love color i love idea :) #none of this would b strict but just a general starting point. #edit: WAIT 1 THING I DO WANNA CLARIFY BECAUSE I DIDNT WRITE IT ANYWHERE #the ''good'' and ''bad'' r not like. moral. its more a situational typa thing and very much intended to b subverted

[the-ark-awaits]

im well aware this is an irrational and stupid hill to die on, but again, i need to state, marble hornets is not creepypasta, at least in my opinion

this is what i think qualifies creepypasta ok? Written internet horror story. thats it. but the qualifier there is written. can there be a video series based on/to pair with a written creepypasta? hell yeah there can! can there be a larger story/arg elements around a creepypasta besides the main written story! hell the fuck yeah, just look at ben drowned! but i dont think marble hornets hits that qualifier, at least in my opinion

theres only really one written portion of the entire story, and well. you dont need it. its not a written story, its basically the exact same thing as the introduction video. i dont think it counts. marble hornets is something different, its a found footage horror and suspense series posted to youtube, its an arg, its what fans commonly refer to as ‘slenderverse’ (though i always thought that was a little funny considering its the only series with that term applied to it that isnt connected to any of the other series. im pretty sure multiple other slenderverse series have canonically stated that mh is a fictional series in their universes)

and heres another argument. ive never seen anyone argue that everymanhybrid is creepypasta. ive never seen anyone try and tell me that, idk, the walten files or mystery flesh pit national park are creepypasta. and heres why i think that is, and its just a theory but. back in 2009 and later when slenderman was new and marble hornets was new and creepypasta wasnt really a thing yet, the internet saw marble hornets clips out of context. fans of the series would post screencaps or clips of masky and hoodie, people would see them without knowing what it was from. in the nature of internet horror, someone saw a spooky image and ran with it, kind of like how jeff the killer happened. but marble hornets is its own horror story. so taking a character from that and just making them completely different from canon its like. well. if you took fucking, i dunno, spongebob, and were like ‘well i found out about this character from a story i read online which makes him the Internets Property!’ and someone else was like ‘hey just so you know, hes actually from an existing tv series, you should check it out if you like the character’ and then you were like ‘but hes my internet story character and i wanna keep him that way!’ like

like thats fine, i promise, but when yknow. its a character from something other people enjoy, theres like. a few common sense options to not be a dick here, yknow? either redeisgn the character enough that theres a clear difference between the original and the new version, or stop tagging the new version as the original. its not hard.

but yeah in conclusion, marble hornets isnt creepypasta imo, and once again id like to ask creepypasta artists to maybe please stop tagging your creepypasta posts as marble hornets, its a courtesy thing yknow? no ones asking you to stop using masky and hoodie, but we are literally begging you to stop tagging creepypasta posts with marble hornets. you know theres a difference, i know you do, and if you can look me in the eye and tell me a compelling argument for why there isnt and why you should be allowed to post about ticci toby and jeff in the mh tag ill eat my fucking hat

#marble hornets #and like. im not trying to be rude or target anyone here i wanna say #i am simply full of rage in general #i mean i am ppretty upset at this point that such a simply ask is ignored i mean'how you you all feel like the creepypasta tag got overrun #with like. idk. poppy playtime posts or somethingidk its just the first horror game that came to mind #it would suck wouldnt it! #oh on the topic of games im aware that thing slike slender the 8 pages and slender arrival inspired some creepypasta stuff too #but yknow there those games got their inspiration? marble fucking hornets. literally the pages you collect #and several locations your visit in 8 pages are mh locations #THERES A MARBLE HORNETS MODE FOR FUCKS SAKE #and arrival literally has the mh guys in the credits #anyways this went off track

[reel-fear]

one day I'll go insane and release a 234 page essay on why I love Wheatley X GLaDOS so much and its underrated and Love as a construct [link] is the best fanfiction I've ever read as long as u stop reading After chapter 26 bc imo after that it gets a bit repetitive and jumps the shark a bit and if u see the tags u might understand KJNSDFGKJNFDSD

but the very basics of it, is it's that two very bad people with a ton of truama learning to become better via each other <3. Also its weirdly disliked by a lot of portal fans for being... Abusive,,, which is hilarious considering both Wheatley and GLaDOS are canonical abusers who may regret their actions by the end sure but are still on some level very abusive people to Chell. I think that's also one of the reasons I love Gladley just bc it doesn't feel like Chell has to get into a relationship with these two people that canonically I think she's absolutely had enough of dealing with.

#ramblez #portal 2 #gladley #wheatdos #they are t4t they are both bi they both dont identify as those things bc they have no idea what they mean #they are both awful people and they love each other so much they become better #they are both the victims of their own stupid actions and truama and got countless people killed- #they both hate humans/generally do not care for them #Im just saying the fandom sleeps on it hard. #and its the like the number one portal 2 ship for me forever nothing else even compares #GLaDOS was in love with Chell and she treated her awfully time to move on bitch #Chell doesnt owe either of them a second chance shes going off to lead her own life now good for her #Wheatley is the cringe fail malewife and GLaDOS girlbosses every day #Wheatley mansplains and manipulates and GLaDOS gaslights and gatekeeps- #I literally could write an essay on that fic btw its like literally my favorite fic ever #not joking at all its one of the best pieces of fiction Ive ever read #that fic got me through so much in life #its handling of abuse both in the past and in the present oh its so good but not heavyhanded but not so subtle its unaddressed #theres so many plot points in it I just want to disect and talk abt but I dont wanna spoil it here so AAAAA idk maybe for another post- #I also wanted to rant on how Wheatley is in fact an awful and really mean person and the fandom doesnt really address that a lot #but like I've said omg this post is getting long already for another time maybe-

[enniewritesathing]

...and now, here comes the hard(er) part:

Editing.

#theres a few things in PS i wanna do but Im not sure about it with my current skill set #im sure the skill gremlin will possess me at some point #im just gonna go for it #a text post #non sims

[koko2unite]

i keep unintentionally doing things that ended up upsetting me lol why am i like this

#i was trying to see if i can fix my twitter account because im tired of being shadowbanned #(u know what at this point its probably not shadowban im probably just being ignored or furries there hate me for something i didnt know) #anyway theres option to filter out notifications so you can only get ones from mutuals #so i enabled the filter #and then my notification is empty outside of from twitter system like login and anniversary #my mutuals havent interacted for months #that actually made me upset so much i wanna just softblock all of them #i post everyday #no way they didnt see even a single one of my tweets #but softblocking people too many times will cause me get a warning from twitter because they think im follow baiting or some shit #idk twitter is weird but theyve done that to me on my AD #it makes me so angry like #i keep replying liking retweeting interacting with their tweets but none of them did the same thing back #i hate them i hate them so muchhh #they also not active on the servers or discord too but i thought they were just inactive but no they probably all already left #or mute me there or whatever the equivalent shit on discord #im so mad i hate it i hate it i hate ittttt #im probably the one at fault #they hate me because its me #they would love anything i do if it were a different person #i hate this #i feel like i wanna stop #i dont want this #i paint and post it and have people see it for fun serotonin time. if nobody wants to see it and preventing others to see it then #whats the point

[akascow]

do people still follow me for haikyuu lol

i said i was done with it for now but every now and then i open up my google docs and see all my wips and i get nostalgic idk

i know im never gonna finish them because writing stories is the bane of my existence so theyre staying wips forever but like

should i post them as is on here lmao would anyone wanna see those

#theres only like three and 1.5 of them i actually started writing for but still🧍🏻‍♀️ #most of it is just bullet points bc thats how i outline things before i start writing lmao #if i do post them.. if anyone would wanna use and turn them into actual fics id 100% love to see that #eugh i hate posting about my fics i have imposter syndrome i feel like theyre terrible this is so awkward HAHAH #i feel like im exposing myself HAHAH love this for me (internal screaming)

[toytulini]

mental health just straight up plummeting

#toy txt post #everyday the smallest things have me spiralling into such stupid despair #constantly fighting myself cos every single thing has me wanting to throw up my hands and walk the fuck off bc theres bo point #whats the fucking point!! just despair and exhaustion and burned the fuck out and gnashing at the fucking walls and then spiralling into #a stupid little self pity self hate spiral cos im just a weak stupid little baby who cant handle the real world. plenty of ppl have it so #much worse and havent given up yet so whats my fucking problem? which is so stupid. but i cant logic my way out of this one #so i am simply sitting here feeling so god damn bad #and i dont even really have. a good reason for it. idk. like i dont have a lot of concrete quantifiable reasons i can present about why #i am so goddamn miserable at my job. im just. going insane i need out im performing badly its not worth it theres no fucking point #every day im fighting the urge to just fucking walk off over the stupidest tiniest things that are definitely not worth that kind of #reaction. like yea maybe i do need like mental health meds or smth but i also know. i need out of this fucking. job. but i dont know #like. idk its like my options are just kore of this same stupid bullshit or retail/food service. and like. shout out to retail and food #service. i fucking could not i fucking cannot. but like im reaching that point here too. everything hurts all the time with no reprieve and #all my options just feel like its gonna be ! even more stupid repetitive motions that wont help! like idk! idk what to do. i just #wanna read about stupid little fucking worms and fish but doing that professionally im not sure im up to it and #between me and that career path is thousands of dollars and homework. so #now im the rat instead now im the rat instead now im the rat instead now im the rat instead #trying so hard not to display idk red flag behavior but im Going Insane. i should just start crying at work. why bother hiding it. whats the #point #vent #ig #i should go eat. and waste the rest of my stupid fucking night playing zelda trying to soothe my brain enough to function except im not #functjoning cos then itll be 5am again and ill have done nothing but play zelda and be up too late and go to bed and not get enough sleep #and be a little to a lot late and be miserable and the cycle just fucking never ends #not enough fucking podcasts about worms out there for this #i opened several academic papers on tongue eating isopods to cope and barely read them bc i cant do that at work it takes too long and i get #lost and my productivity is already in the shit and i need to stop being on my phone and i know that but like also if i dont fucking #distract my stupid fucking brain right fucking now im gonna start throwing things and crying #anyway. thats how im doing. bye

[toastsnaffler]

homemade apple crumble (<- with fresh apples from my mums garden that she gave me to take back w me) + a smidge of pistachio ice cream (not homemade. sorry) yall wish u were me rn

#and yes..... it has cinnamon in it..... #i actually made it yesterday im just reheating the leftovers bc im sad but its ok apple crumble fixes everything 😌 #just aaaargh. feeling rl stupid abt smth i dont even wanna talk abt bc 😐 but ive dealt w it before and its not as bad this time but still #i haaaate having good gut instincts it doesnt pair well w being paranoid and insecure bc being right just reinforces it!! #but its ok. apple crumble baby. and im going to watch some more adventure time and then lie in bed thinking abt werewolves #ik im midway thru my cycle at the moment bc i had a Moment yesterday when i got so sad werewolves dont exist i cried real tears #and then i cried again bc someone was posting kitten pics and i want one to cuddle but we cant have cats here 😭😭😭😭 #i keep finding things hysterically funny to the point of tears and im extra sweaty and sooooo tired #and also not to be tmi but im STUPIDLY horny. what ovulation does to a mf. not complaining tho i can handle that one easy 🥴 #sometimes its kind of a relief to be so strongly influenced by my own hormones like at least theres usually an explanation #anyway. love using tumblr like a journal slash period tracker u guys r welcome lmao im gonna go EAT #.diaries