#UNENDING TORMENTS

[zaftikat]

Hey babe, are you ok? It's just that I saw you posting Kafka's diary again

#kafka #complete standstill #unending torments

[longingpolaris]

all I do these days is study for my exam and write fanfiction

#writing is supposed to be fun #it is not fun. at least not right now #and I'm studying for something I don’t even want #unending torments

[r0b0t1me]

!!!

#my animation #rottmnt #i havent 2d animated in like.. idk. months so this is rusty #half of my brain is unending torment #and the other half is self indulgent nonsense #the self indulgence won tonight #anyway they stim together thank you for coming to my ted talk

[saphushia]

IT'S DONE!! THE OC COMIC THAT I'VE BEEN PROCRASTINATING FINISHING FOR MONTHS!!

anyways hi!! this is how Lain (long hair) and Rhys (side-shave) from my wip story/setting Nought meet! they're both blessed (cursed?) to not die- instead 'respawning' in a specific place upon their deaths, but while rhys has been this way for a few years now and had a lot of deaths to get him familiar with it, lain only became functionally immortal a few weeks ago. though they get separated when they eventually escape, they'll find with time that they just can't stop finding eachother

#so happy this is done #i think once i get some other stuff out of the way it'd be nice to finally put the time into this story #i care abt these 2 a lot even if their relationship isn't the main focus of the story #nought #nought rhys #nought lain #comic #art #oc #btw i know i posted a comic yesterday but no i did not finish this in a day skfdgbkj #i've had it sitting 3 panels from completion for over a month now #btw! in the last panel when there's a scribble in rhys' text bubble before he signs assist- #he went to sign favor and then realized he couldn't with his hands tied #it was fun (pain unending pain torment) to figure out how to draw him signing with his hands tied

[queerofthedagger]

brains are so stupid like ohh nooo you haven't unpacked your suitcase and some surfaces are untidy with stuff i'm going to make you feel restless and uncomfy until you take care of it don't you know some dirty undies may jump out while you're distracted and kill you. like. pls

#*mine #mona rambles #local adhd idiot once again annoyed that general advice is if often condescending unfortunately not without merit #cLeAn YoUr sPaCe. and then it helps. the torments are unending

[ae-neon]

Definitely going more fantasy romance than romance fantasy for the rewrite

(Mostly because I got so confused about ships I ended up forgetting about them🙃)

+ my millionth snippet of the Jurian Prologue

He died not far from where he had been born, then a slave and now a king.

Beneath the blood spotted helmet, the smoke had begun to sting at Jurian’s eyes and scratch at the back of his throat, so he unlatched the strap that cut at the underside of his jaw and set the hunk of iron down next to him. It didn’t matter now; the fighting was done.

He slid down against the trunk of an ancient tree and nestled between its monstrous roots. He had grown up in the spring court, toiled it’s soil, mined it’s caverns and walked it’s forests and yet he had never felt as welcome as he did then.

The strange hum of magic that seemed to buzz in his blood, resonating in tune with the earth beneath him, so alive that as he dug his hand into the soft grass and the soil beneath, he could swear it loved him. Foul magic. Fae magic.

Whatever it was, it would die with him, spill out across this very spot before the circle of the sun was uncut by the horizon. Death was coming for him.

And as if his life had not been cruel enough – born in chains, lived at the whim of monsters, loved only by hands he could not hold – death would come wearing a face he was not certain he could hate. Not when Amarantha’s rose red hair and amber eyes would remind him so much of Clythia.

#a grave of thorns and roses #my perpetual torment #unending wip

[lesbienneanarchiste]

I am. SO miserable and suicidal. My period is due this week and I had a gyn appt on Thursday that I already was sick over going to so I canceled it and now I am 89% more human so maybe I will go to the small book/craft supply swap at the library even tho I have already bought/received more books in 4 months than I wanted to add to my TBR all year. And have only read 11. And have spent the entire month reading only a 650k x-files fanfic from 1999 and even then it was an accomplishment to hit 50% last night. And also I am praying gd will smite me from the heavens and put me out of my misery every moment of every day. So really why the fuck should I drive the 30min (plus getting ready time) to the library to get more books I won't read or yarn I don't need.

#getting to that point in the (unending) depressive episode where even posting this feels like unmanageable pathetic torment #disgruntled octopus

[abyssin]

hehe

#tag dump #╰ *ㅤoocㅤ⧽ㅤcertified childe hater! #╰ *ㅤoocㅤ⧽ㅤgenshin exploration. #╰ *ㅤreference.ㅤ⧽ #╰ *ㅤcherished.ㅤ⧽ #╰ *ㅤin chara.ㅤ⧽ #╰ *ㅤprompts.ㅤ⧽ #╰ *ㅤcrackㅤ⧽ㅤhey girlie i'm expecting #╰ *ㅤpromoㅤ⧽ㅤworthy of the tsarina. #╰ *ㅤhcㅤ⧽ㅤfatui records. #╰ *ㅤaboutㅤ⧽ㅤthe will of the abyss. #╰ *ㅤmusingㅤ⧽ㅤunderneath depths. #╰ *ㅤaesㅤ⧽ㅤgut out seashells. #╰ *ㅤ11THㅤ⧽ㅤthe sea is empty. #╰ *ㅤVIAETORㅤ⧽ㅤstarlight lover、i will hollow out the night sky for you to stand and shine brightest. #╰ *ㅤHITOKAGEISEIㅤ⧽ㅤthe firestarters of war、we orbit each other in a gravity of unending torment. #╰ *ㅤIUDIEXㅤ⧽ㅤa siren song to your soft seas、alluring and beautiful until the tides tear us apart. #╰ *ㅤSHUGENJAㅤ⧽ㅤmy dearest chaos、my detested wreckage、i will dare to love you so.

[definitely-ellie]

#forced to return to work. uk gov benefits are a joke #i cant #so stressed. body degrading #tired. #please. someone do the thing wear you pay for me to live and I provide something inconsequential to me #i cant even pay my full rent this month #so even though i just got my benefits payment im already broke #im alone too. no one to see in person. no one to hold me. please hold me #this post brought to you by unending torment #definitely ellie post

[skunkes]

ik youre having a rough time so I genuinely hope that you'll have a good day that will make you feel hopeful again, even for a little bit ! just take it one step at a time and eat good food, okay !

thank yu

#anonymous #skunk mail #hoping for at least 2 good days this month after that idc what happens to me #back to the same old same old (unending torment) #good food will be had....

[ll-underestimated-ll]

Dammit, I wish I had the time to hang around to critique and be critiqued.

#ooc as ic #dash comm #// another day another unending torment vortex in the lab

[longingpolaris]

had to go to starbucks and order a coffee just to use their wifi because apparently you can't buy tickets to this museum in person anymore and I don't have data

#yes there's probably free wifi around here #but I don't trust it #also the coffee I ordered sucks :/ #I wanted to try something different #but I hate it 😭 #UNENDING TORMENTS

[remylong]

ok so i read 17776 the other day which was really fun except for the fact that one of the little 3d google earth things flew over [american boy]'s state for a split second and i immediately recognised his hometown because ive spent way too long screwing around on google maps pretending that i was visiting him and then i briefly considered actually moving to america so i could legally purchase a gun and shoot myself in the face

#tw suicide #is it over for me girls... #I have not stopped dreaming of this guy literally every single night btw. My life is nothing but unending torment and misery

[skeletalheartattack]

Umm i was just talking to the demons that haunt you and they said your stinky?? Sorry

yuuuup. the haunting and insults of the demons are infinite and unending. but such is the life of the humble pig farmer. yuuuuup. and the only moments of peace are when i'm among the Hogs of the Muddy Puddle. but they won't even let me eat out of the trough. it's been eight years and i still have to work my way up the ladder to being allowed to eat rotten apple cores and awesome brown slop. yuuuup. my life's preetty bad.

#ask #anon #sorry anon that this was the way i answered this #i'm about to head to bed so i'm really tired atm. yuuuup. such is the life of the lowly pig farmer. #i think the haunting demons should simply fall into unending torment. and the hogs should let me eat from trough for once in my damn life. #first the demons. now my prized pigs. yuuuuuup. #anyway thank you for the ask anon. i dont know what this bit is. #i hope you got a laugh out of it anon. if not. well. such is the life of the modest pig farmer. #yuuuuup. and its time for beddy bye.

[pigeonwit]

*slaps the roof of my davey jacobs* this bad boy can fit SO much autistic projecting

#ahh the autistic experience of living in a constant dissassociative state as a means of self preservation #essentially compartmentalizing your body into something separate from your own being - kind of like a meat puppet! #because if you connect your body to your mind then you will inevitably collapse under the weight of your own unending mental torment! #so it's better to just live in a half-awake limbo of reality keeping any emotions at an arms reach as a method of survival!! #why are you crying??? it's not UNHEALTHY i'm just kinning davey jacobs SUPER HARD!!! OKAY!!!! ITS F I N E!!!!! #(disclaimer: i am mentally stable i prommy im just reflecting on times when i wasnt ok haha byesies) #newsies #davey jacobs #david jacobs

[theaologies]

Apologizing profusely to people and restaurants for asking for things without cilantro if possible like I’m sorry I’m sorry I want to eat this food so bad it looks so good is there annnnyyyyy way it could come without cilantro it’s okay if not I totally understand I will still eat it don’t worry I would just prefer to understand what it tastes like without shavings of dove soap but I’ll still eat it I’ll still eat it I am sure it’s still phenomenal even through the flavor profile of white bar soap it’s not you it’s 100% me the fact that cilantro tastes like soap is the greatest failure of my genetics, before even the disease that makes my bones not stay where they’re supposed to and causes me massive amounts of chronic pain daily you see I love food so much and I want to experience all foods from all cultures as they are meant to be but sometimes I take a bite of something and it’s just Irish Spring in my mouth

#life is unending torment #there are foods that I don’t love but will still eat if they’re important to the flavor profile #but cilantro nerfs me so bad man