#WHY DOES HE HAVE THE URGE TO DO THIS

[oceanwithouthermoon]

long as fuck nails always painted with at least a clear coat club:

saiki kusuo

teruhashi kokomi

kaido shun

saiko metori

imu rifuta

nail biters club:

kuboyasu aren

yumehara chiyo

arisu makino

suzumiya hii

nendo riki

aiura mikoto (with fake nails over top)

(formerly) kaido shun

(formerly) toritsuka reita

(formerly) akechi touma

normal short nails 🙄:

hairo kineshi

mera chisato

satou hiroshi

toritsuka reita

akechi touma

#idk why i made this its just funny to me #i was just looking at how long my nails are rn and this came to mind #i think akechi bit his nails as a kid and then learned how much bacteria is there and snapped out of it so quick #ur gonna have to trust me on aiura cuz i just know. #she has to constantly resist the urge to bite off her press-ons but theyre a little tougher than normal nails so she still chews on em a li #kaido used to bite his nails BAD but he broke the habit a while after he started painting them #cuz swallowing nail polish constantly is really annoying and gross and DEFINITELY wasnt making him choke or anything noo shhh #im not rlly sure of my reasoning with toritsuka.. i just know #i couldn't decide for kusuke tbh cuz i feel like he just doesnt give a shit #but for him does that mean he would just let them grow out forever or that he would just bite them tf off ? #he would probably need short nails for all the hand work he does though so #maybe he maintains them normally but only for that reason #we all know he doesnt take care of himself so he wouldnt do it if he didnt need to #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[inhaleaaaaaaaa]

I don’t know if it’s already been said but istg romancing Astarion as Durge is just giving him scary dog privileges. You should’ve seen me siccing my massive sorcerer Dragonborn on anyone who manages to hit Astarion. Like always in dialogues I’m looking over at him and being like ‘bbg what do you think about this?’

#dark urge #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #asterion bg3 #bg3 durge #astarion x durge #i would kill and die for him #i would do anything for him #Why do I have a thing for traumatized men who tell me who to kill #I love him #I loooooove him #Cazador didn’t know what fucking hit him #I mauled his bitchass to get to my husban on the ritual #I love him so so so much #The traumatized vampire deserves a big scary loyal servant who will do anything he asks #fuck he really does separate the subs and doms #I’m the sub

[shaykai]

Tossing around the idea of Good Timeline Vat’il having a panic attack after not murdering Isobel

#he doesn’t know why he’s freaking out over not murdering her #but he definitely is djdjdjjdjdjdjd #normal Vat’il would also have panic attacks over disobeying Bhaal- but he usually just. does what he says sjsjjsjs #between enjoying murder. the general anxiety he gets over the mere idea of resisting his urge. and the lack of Tav/the companions to push #him into a better path. normal vat would just do it djdjjdjd #doodle #sketch #oc #Vat’il #Tav’ilin #jaheria #Karlach #wyll ravengard #baldur’s gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #bg3 #bg3 oc #the dark urge #bg3 durge

[jules-and-company]

one thing about me is that i’m an orestes-electra-pylades defender. if you don’t hear them being defended anymore that means i am deceased

#something something about them being linked forever #none of them being redeemable all of them being innocent #about this sister who was refused love all her life and who kept it all inside her to give it to her little brother #who loves him so much that the lines blur and we don't know if she's sister ; mother ; father ; or lover even #because who could love him more than she does ? #about this brother who grew up with nothing but rage #rage towards this man he was given to ; that man ready to sell him into slavery #rage towards his mother who got rid of him #rage even towards this father that he has to kill for despite never having known him #rage towards the gods who set up his own curse and let him suffer for a good long while #and apollo did not tell him that no holy ritual will ever truly wash all the blood from his hands #but despite all this rage has chosen to love #to love this sister that he only knew the name of #and who welcomed him with more warmth than three suns combined #who had more fight in her than him and who urged him to do them justice #that's why he did not really hesitate when he killed clytemnestra #because he had seen his sister - a princess - reduced to rags and is skin on bone #and about this friend who became the definition of devotion #who voluntarily chose to follow his friend whom he knew was damned #chose to share the burden of killing with him #and who followed him on every corner of the earth they went to #and i know those three took such gentle care of each other #i know that electra and pylades both refused to go to sleep while the other tends to orestes having his fits of delirium caused by erinyes #yes their hands are bloody #but it's the same blood that's running through their three hearts attached by a red string #and the red of blood looks a lot like the red of love #electre/oreste #classics

[noxious-fennec]

Its the most specialest birthday boy if you don't clap and cheer for him and wish him a happy birthday ill blow this whole place up <33

I just think that he deserves a little nap yk, in the warmth of the sun and everything.. perhaps listening to the radio, its probably playing fairuz.. I also think he would like daffodils

#this should not count as a belated present somwhere in the world its still the 12th ok #my art #dsmp wilbur #cwilbur #wilbur fanart #dont ask where he got this big ass chair let's say he broke into cq's office alright #why does he have a cane well thats because *i* cant get a cane so #he gets to accommodate his chronic illness #also this is my first time doing fanart for the one character that's been rotisserie chicken roatating my head for over a year #hope it looks good and i dont have the immediate urge to change smth #fennec.art

[opheliabloo]

georgenotfound could never do one of those ‘celebrities read thirst comments’ videos because he’d peel back the little paper and it would just say shit like i wanna wring him out like a wet towel or i wanna shrink him down to the size of a pin and tuck him into a little acorn bed like what the fuck does that MEAN

#can’t you people just say he’s hot why do u wanna put him in a hydroflask and shake him up like a protein smoothie what does that MEAN #those could be murder threats or confessions of love i am never sure #what about minecraft YouTubers evokes the urge to talk about them in the most batshit insane way possible #this is all /aff of course personally I find it very creative and more interesting #but man. some of y’all have got interesting thoughts! Godspeed to yous my friends #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #Sapnap #dsmp #404blr #dreamblr

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Arthur, pretending to play doctor: I diagnose you with D I E.

Jeanne: Finally.

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp arthur #ikevamp jeanne #ikevamp jean #ikevamp incorrect quotes #i love how i found this with a singular tag from way back when #which was: 'BBY N O' #and it has aged perfectly #i too believe my boy does not deserve this #every day i have no questions as to why comte stans jeanne so hard #swear i read one of his event stories and im like clutching my phone and sobbing #let it be known jeanne is the Only Man Ever #he is pure and good and baby your honor #the urge to cover him with a warm blankie and make him a cup of hot cocoa when he has nightmares #listen i understand i'm comte's wife but that also means im jeanne's mom and i can't be stopped #he w i l l be doted on and he will be assimilated #i will also be confiscating that stethoscope from arthur because #!!!!!!! no bringing up death around jeanne!!!!! he's traumatized sir!!!!!!!! #i will say though i do laugh sometimes when napoleon goes dark in his route and jeannes like 'bro you good?' #like jeanne i love you sm but im really not sure you are in a position to ask that question rn #😭🤣

[maegalkarven]

Nemo returning to Baldurs Gate and collecting his unholy assasins like stray kittens.

Meeting them in the vault and scolding the hells out of them because what do they think they're doing??? Playing clowns for all he cares about. One assasin actially bursts out crying because he's one of the urchins Nemo picked up and: a) thought Nemo was dead b) is being scolded by his idol and parental figure rn

Finding a bunch of his deadly losers in the park and being like: "WHAT are you all wearing??? You look like fairytale villains. Dumbasses."

And that one assasin being like: "Right?? I told them! Also omg Lord Nemo you're back!"

Him promising them he'll take some of them along on some really cool murders if they behave.

"Who wants to kill A Vampire Lord?"

"So...Sharrans. Anyone ever killed a sharran?"

"These steel watchers what have been malfunctioning lately...Anyone tried to destroy THAT?"

"So I'm going to Hell, yes, AGAIN. Anyone wants to volunteer to kill some devils? Oh, and Mephistopheles' son as well."

The entire party being like: "WTF. What do you mean you RAISED some of them. First of all, how old are you? Second of all, what???? No, I don't think it's a good idea, I mean, any ally in <that particular fight> will be a bonus, but-"

#dark urge #bg3 durge #durge spoilers #the dark urge #dark urge: nemo #nemo is 50 actually thanks for asking #beeing a pureblood bhaalspawn does slow down aging a lot #he became the leader of the cult of murder before Orin hit 18 #of ticking course he never took her seriously please she's a child #he became cult leader at 19 and Orin was like...5 at the time. hasn't even killed her mom #he worked so hard turning slaughterhouse into slaughterhome #then had 1 crush and Orin decided to stab him over it #truly a younger sibling behavior #nemo: *unreliges a cult* #everyone: two questions: how and why #Nemo upon Astarion freeing 7000 spawns: so anyone is looking for a job? boy do i have an offer for you... #nemo: you'll need to kill people but i doubt many of you will mind. and! all the blood they have is yours #Astarion: aren't we good now? #Nemo: darling this is us being good people. they need support system. I have a support system for them #nemo: a place where none will see judge them. a place where they would be understood

[dutybcrne]

Kaveh definitely wants at least one child of his own. Partially to continue his family line, partially bc he himself loves the idea of having a family of his own. He would however like to move out of Alhaitham’s place before he even dares consider getting a partner to begin with. And the longer he stays there, the more stress he feels thinking about it. He even has sketched out nursery ideas and plans on how to raise them all set to go, if only he'd get out of debt fast enough-

Furina also really wants to have a child of her own. She adores seeing the families around Fontaine, and has dreamed a great deal what parenthood would be like. Nothing brings her joy than when children about Fontaine invite her to join in on the little games they are playing, leaving her giddy and smiling bright as sunshine on her way home. Of course she knows that to be a parent, she really has to get her shit together. One can't just rear a child on macaroni and residual payments, after all.

#hc; kaveh #//Mans is stressing #//He’s like ‘I’m damn near pushing 30; I should have my life together by now aaAAAA’ #//Do like the idea of Haitham & Kaveh coparenting though #//Them raising a kid together; be it romantically/qp involved or just like #//Some Full House situation type beat lol #//Haitham does like helping kiddos learn after all. And it would make SO much a lot easier for Kav #//Kaveh would preferably want an even number of kids if he has a partner; so they don't ever feel lonely #//If it's just him & his kiddo; then yeah; he's a little more fine w only one. But he really wants them to have someone to fall back on jic #hc; furina #//She's had thoughts of having children of her own for damn near 500 years #//Which she knew would be Impossible; her role came first and foremost #//But now that she's free from that obligation; the thoughts came welling back up #//It's not entirely why she wants to stand on her own right and get better at so many things; but it is part of it #//She'd love the idea of having her own little family at last #//Though her Salon Solitaire buddies will have to do djbhgjfd #//She doesn't actually know how many she wants tho; maybe one if she's single; but whatever her partner is down for; she would be too #//She would be such a doting mom hjcbffg #//She genuinely wouldn't even mind not having a partner if it came down to it. She will most certainly be able to handle a kiddo on her own #//She thinks that; yet she also most certainly get overwhelmed Real quick at first #//Esp since she'd be such a sympathetic crier when it comes to her babu. & bc she already feels the urge to cry when frustrated #//But she would try her best #//Would absolutely consult with The Gals each and every time she needs anything #//Deffo would be the type to get matching outfits for her and her kid jffghh

[bumblingbabooshka]

Seska in ‘state of flux’ literally acting for her life you gotta love her

#also why does Chakotay call him 'chief inspector Tuvok' wth that's so cool!!! #anyway yeah Seska's sheer commitment to the bit of CHAKOTAY....ME!?!?!? You think I did this!?!??!? is stunning <3 #Seska a cardassian agent: Hey - even I was a cardassian agent your secrets wouldn't be worth it okay??? love you <3 #<- venting her frustations #also the way Chakotay acts in this episode...I love you so much Chakotay but no wonder you didn't know there were TWO spies aboard your ship #Seska: -being the most suspicious woman in the world- Chakotay....I made you mushroom soup and this is how you repay me?? #Chakotay: damn...you're so right. She's right. #Tuvok: She isn't right. #Chakotay: She's SO right v_v #he's NOT an idiot I'm not saying he's dumb he just wants to trust his crew~!!! Genuinely love that about him - gives second chances to #people who might not seem exactly on the up-and-up in the eyes of those with a stricter moral code like Janeway and I wish we'd seen more #of that coming in handy...like Chakotay urging her to trust people she (and Tuvok) would regularly disregard #Now CHAKOTAY would make a good spy...he just has a demeanor that makes you wanna trust him #'You're a fool captain...and you're a fool to follow her' - Seska #'We'll have to find another day to settle up with Seska' - Janeway #<- I like these quotes #I wish Seska had become a more persistent villain v_v like I wish she'd been more on-her-own gathering more and more allies #Seska and her ever-growing army of steadily more major baddies who she accumulates by doing shady deals #but every so often...she seems like she throws Voyager a LITTLE bone and you're left to wonder #<- she still dies in the end (after much longer) and everyone's sadder about it then they thought they'd be

[vialae]

Thinking about how crazy Kaidos and Orin would look standing next to each other.

Big bright red tiefling. Glowing eyes. Tattoos on literally every inch of his skin. Gold piercings also everywhere. Wearing probably a mix of black, red and purple.

Pale grey changeling with swirly skin. Palest eyes ever. Longest braid ever that’s also super ornate. Such a bright and intricate outfit. Perfect manicure.

Both genuinely rivalling the Banite for being the most garish fucker in the room.

When Orin usurps, they’re just replacing one heavily adorned serial killer for another.

#prerequisite to being bhaals chosen is to look like you were insistent to prove it wasn’t a phase #sometimes I think I should tone kaidos’ design down but then I find it funny how over the top he looks again #love durges who can blend in I really do #but also…oh yeah you really look like an insane murder cultist huh is too irresistible #also why does Orin have perfect nails??? I want them to be chipped and fucked up #dark urge #orin #oc: kaidos escaris

[cannibalisticskittles]

went driving again; thought about story again

there are so. so so so many different routes this could take. so many different emotional paths.

i like where the current line of thought is taking it (though We'll See what i end up going with); amity typically spends a lot of time pretending like she doesn't notice ulterior motives, and not calling attention to when she knows someone is lying to her. she just. puts up with it cheerfully.

but with this line of thinking she gets to be... direct. in a way she normally takes great pains not to be.

"hey. i don't like that. you can lie to me about anything else, but not about this. not about how i look. if you're asking this of me, i need to know why -- truly why. i know you aren't dazzled by my beauty and i'm not going to accept that as an answer. what do you really want?"

and astarion doesn't know!!!! he knows jack shit about what he wants!!!! protection, yes, but does he WANT what it takes to get there?? does he WANT the sex?? he doesn't want to be interrogated like this, that's for sure, and he doesn't want to admit that this was a ruse, there's no way that won't backfire -- but what he does want? no clue!!

#amity tag #two people-pleasers -- who have taken on the role for very different reasons but who are nevertheless both quite practiced at it -- clash. #two 'i can be useful to you (let me be useful to you)' urges similarly crash against each other #and i sit and pick at them under my magnifying glass. hehehehehe. fucking fools. #this is why it takes so long to figure this out tho (aside from my time crunch which is very real) #they both put on masks + personas and try to elicit Good reponses the way they know how #and it's just not working and neither of them Know Themselves well enough to figure out what the fuck to do now!!!! #amity is being direct here but she also doesn't know what she wants BEYOND him dropping the compliments #does she want him to stop expressing any interest in her? does it feel okay as long as he's not crowing over her looks? #how does she ACTUALLY feel about this beyond being tired of pretty words?? #she has NO IDEA!!!! this talk is all she can put into words. beyond that she just doesn't know!! #astarion #bg3 blogging

[isakwaldenbeck]

I just watched kissable lips and I'm here just to say... WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?? WAS I REALLY JUST TROLLED BY A MOTHER EFFING WEB SERIES BL ABOUT A FLIPPING VAMPIRE???? WHAT?? THERE WAS LIKE HALF OF THE FINALE LEFT AND I WAS LIKE: WELL IT CANT FUCKING END LIKE THIS NOW CAN IT???

WHAT???? NO. THIS IS AN INSULT, I WANT MY 90 MINUTES BACK. GIVE THEM TO ME, I DONT WANT YOUR LOUSY STORYLINE. I WAS NOT JUST TRICKED INTO LIKING THIS LITTLE FUCKING MESS OF A 500 YEAR OLD VAMPIRE AND HIS TWINK OF A BOYFRIEND TO HAVE MY HEART RIPPED OUT OF MY CHEST AND STOMPED ON.

#kissable lips #help its 2:39 how the f am i supposed to sleep now?? #oriana watches her shows #kim jiwoong #yoon seobin #it didnt even really have a lot of explanation #we dont know why anything is the way it is in this show #how does the brother know that he is a pureblood??? #why are one vampire's eyes blue while another's red? is it the same reasoning as teen wolf?? blue bc he killed an innocent? #why the fuck did it take him 10 years to die?? what the fuck is the woman supposed to be? #why tf does his hideout look the same 10 years ago as it does now? has he been living the same life since then? #hOW IS NO ONW QUESTIONING WHY HE DOESNT FUCKING AGE? #WHY DO I HAVE THE URGE TO WRITE A FANFIC AND ANSWER ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS #AND CHANGE THE ENDING OBVIO

[oscill4te]

people say trauma makes you more compassionate (ifffyyyy feelings about that sentiment btw) but i honestly have become more selfish. and selfish isnt always a bad thing it can be really good actually. but i guess if im (some of me) is prioritizing not seeing my father over helping my sister i really do have some issues i need to address.

#i have parts saying 'dont do it. dont go. it doesnt matter. its not worth it.' #then other parts are saying 'shes your sister. you have to look out for her even if its hard' #gonna delete later probs just kinda bent out rn #i shouldnt even be this affected by my father. i dont know why what he does hurts more than what my mom does #my brain doesnt let me access any memories of himso i just feel strong urges to cry when i have to see him with no logic as to why #obviously my brain has a reason to feel this way i just wish i knew WHY. my memory of childhood is murky and dark #i feel like i was born at age 22. anything before that is very disjointed and feels fake and not real #i cut myself off from all my family just so i dont have to see or think about him #txt

[angel-blood-art]

i felt like doodling hitori from noisz starlvght so i did

#noisz #noisz starlivht #hitori #i got him ice cream as an apology for all the times i made him die trying to clear harajuc kandi massacre normal #idk if he likes ice cream and his face is telling me nothing here he's always like this #''why do you keep doodling and never just doing full colour works'' #because it's FUN and also DOES NOT TAKE MULTIPLE DAYS #the thing is that it's the kind of urge that's gone by the next day #so within that time i only have time for doodles really

[ah0yh0y]

the third newest bluey epidsode made me cry 

- i think i do  that except that a part of doesnt think that i will ever be found again now im sad

#bluey #bluey space #tw vent #tw lonliness #vent #rusty #meckenzie #jack #god i am sort of pathtic arent i #i think for me the way i play things out is in my daydream were this stuff does happen with abandoment but it ultimatly gets better again #however irl idk if i hav ethe support system again #also thinking about how i always usually work through the whole people leaving me through a lense of losing someone after they die #is that me rationaliseing leaving in a way i can cope #although lately i have been doing it as people being arseholes and zach enforcing boundaries and saying hes hurt #but i always have to battle the urge to make them make up and be friends again #there is also like other factos in that situation which isnt congruent to mine #and influences zachs decision yknow #it is interesting #why is it always bluey that makes me go emotional #ahoys thoughts