#Welcome to the madness of my mind

[exponentialb-zukas]

Dad's eating... dont tell him i took this photo

#phighting! #phighting #zuka #bzuka #phighting zuka #phighting fanart #phighting art #phighting parody #phighting rocket #//HIII WELCOME TO ANYONE WHO SEES THIS ZUKA PARODY THAT I MADE FOR FUN #//this is my first ever parody account so please dont mind me going ooc if i ever do #//rockets just being the start to this madness

[hopefulcanary]

I'm seeing a lot more "McCoy is racist [against Vulcans]" crossing my dash which... is sure an opinion.

A shit one, for sure.

Especially when Disco & SNW have leaned pretty hard into that "humans are lesser because ew emotional cooties" nugget (hm, what's a word for that), without the softness they've shown in previous iterations. When a Vulcan Fleet admiral shows zero empathy for a literal refugee, and y'know, actually seems to delight in targeting Una for being an Illyrian.

Especially when Amanda Grayson herself acknowledges to her own son how hard it's been for her as a human, living in Vulcan society. When Michael dealt with her own shit as an adoptee. When Spock is shown to bridle against this society who's fucked him up for being different.

When the argument hinges on treating Spock like he's a fragile baby boy somehow at the mercy of this supposed racist af human doctor, when the reality is he's a senior officer who sure spends some time being obviously hostile to a subordinate, sometimes without cause, but always with that rank behind him while he implies or outright states how unskilled he believes the CMO of the fucking fleet flagship is. In front of other officers too, just for some fun undermining action? Yep!

I love Spock, I think he's fucking amazing and I love how much depth we're getting, but ffs denying that in TOS he has both the power in this dynamic, and that he's from a planet of equal power to Earth's in the Federation (sorry fans who also think Vulcan is some backwater world that Earth somehow subjugates) which is shown to have really mercilessly racist opinions of humans all the way up to the highest echelons, is just...

Denial.

Like do y'all realize how much The Galileo Seven in a post-SNW context makes Spock actually look pretty dang cruel and monstrous?

McCoy is obviously a complex character with an attitude, who has no qualms in clapping back to authority himself and obviously has an issue with Spock, solo. He's also a man shown to be pretty damn respectful of Vulcans as a whole, and in cases where he isn't, it's because he thinks the cultural aspect he's critiquing is harmful and shitty.

Which I wish the parts of fandom taking an issue with that a big sarcastic Welcome to Dr McCoy, because that's a huge part of his characterization. He does that to everyone. He's the goddamn emotional heart of the Triumvirate, and he reacts emotionally to horrible shit. He and Spock are stellar foils for that.

This got away from me and I could add so much more (who did Spock ask to be there for his nuptials? who did he entrust with his Katra?) lmfao but just, in closing...

Vulcan cultural norms ought to be critiqued if they're relying on acting like weirdo supremacists because they don't grossly emote like nasty humans.

For fuck's sake. 🙄

#no I'm not tagging it #will probably delete later but I'm so mad like #at the end of the day the entire fandom are still humans #and y'all realize that neurodivergent ppl with all our sloppy emotions wouldn't be welcome in vulcan society #I'd probably enjoy the structure but my introverted adhd ass would suffer so fucking hard #keep that in mind #like. Christ Vulcans couldn't even deal with a dyslexic child? yikes

[wacky-nameless-inventor-24]

Wake up sleepy sleepy head, The monsters in your closet crawled inside your head now, Now you’ve gotta get up get up out of bed Before they make themselves at home, Lock you up inside your bones

#Teeheee :3 #That new Neoni song my beloved #gyro gearloose #mad ducktor #ducktales #ducktales 2017 #dt17 #duckverse #wacky's art #Welcome to the Madhouse #Gosh Mads’ pose was so hard #There’s the whole ‘focus on the silhouette to make your pose more dynamic’ thing that I kinda remember sometimes #Here I had to because where it overlaps it disappears sldlgkgkgfk #That was so hard augh #This looks like a painting on the wall in a haunted house endless hallway and y’know #That fits perfectly #Both eyes getting kinda vacant #My mind is under renovation #Sold sign meet my new replacement

[stuntghoul]

insane pussy disorder

#gerard has this. i thibk #Ok time to free this draft he is serving mad pussy rn #Mcr #Gerard Way #Return #Mcrbrisbane2 #My Chemical Romance #Mcr return #Marie.txt #marie's shitposts #welcome to the circus #welcome to my twisted mind

[apple-os]

ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni

#the salt just caught up with me and now im pissed #hi welcome to what i like to call a friendly reminder that hanging out with someone just because its convenient is kind of shitty #and a less friendly reminder that talking about yourself to connect with people is an autistic trait #and an even less friendly reminder that not telling someone if theyve done you wrong and then proceeding to blow up on them is ALSO SHITTY #ESPECIALLY. WHEN. THEY THINK. YOU'RE ON GOOD TERMS. BECAUSE YOU ACTED LIKE IT AND THEY CAN'T READ YOU. #IM REALLY FUCKING MAD #I THINK I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE. #the people who actually somewhat knew me and hung out with me and were on good terms with me think the same #so like BLEH MYEH :PPPPPPPPP #like okay youre entitled to your opinions but sometimes you need to keep those to yourself #did u see me insulting u to ur face #nope i have not done even once #and thats on getting better communication skills instead of lashing out at someone for trying to fit in with your own vibes #like yeah oversharing is my deal. anybody who sees me here knows that #i bond by being open with people about who i am and what i like in the hopes that theyll do the same #if u think im just around for gaming and making silly jokes u would be wrong. #but of course nobody told me people weren't there to bond like that which in my opinion shouldnt be on me #and once again i am outcasted over something honestly kind of fucking stupid #some of the jokes i made were stupid yes but thats solely because i severely misjudged the vibes #and checks notes oh yeah nobody pulled me up for it even once. #okay so let me get this straight you barely know me and have been making assumptions about me since day one #pretty much let me believe you liked me for two whole weeks instead of asking me about things or cutting me off #and im the one who gets treated like im in the wrong? okay #this miscommunication was not my fault in the slightest and i KNOW that #if you hadve just talked to me things would be fine but theyre NOT. #if you hadve just looked at my gosh darn profile and seen im the queerest fucker around making gay and homophobic type jokes maybe you woul #have had half the mind to ask me if i could stop making those jokes!!!!!!!!! #i am not transphobic!!!!!!! I AM TRANS!! I WAS MAKING A MOCKERY OF SOME TRANSPHOBIC CULTURE I HATE!!!! #i mightve vented on main ONE TIME under the guise of a silly joke but oh my god guess what?? that was an attempt to see if anybody related. #you never liked me in the first place dont lie to yourself

[cinnamon-notes]

i snapped five times at work today :)

#twice at my boss #one was a “you're welcome for warning you about how highly utopian this thing is and if it doesn't work out dont blame me cuz i told you #in advance“ #the other was “you're welcome for reminding you of which things are legal and which ones are not. you're welcome for yelling at you until #you eventually understood why i was so mad and how much trouble you were getting yourself (and other people too) in“ #three times at THAT colleague of mine (yeah- the jerk!) #one was “fuck you. im not doing that only because you dont want to so you're making me do that boring task that YOU are supposed to do and #im not“ #one was “fuck you. you'd better mind your own business. you can't just go through other people's pockets and bags only cuz you felt like it” #one was “fuck you. you're not better than me only because your narcissism tells you that. im okay with being who i am. you dont need to #change me. you dont have to change me. you cannot change me. you must not change me. dont you dare to try to change me!“ #cinnamon at work

[hedgehogofspades]

Haha, no dude, it's uuuuuuuh, totally normal to treat people's personal creations like a corporate franchise, nah nah, it's not even a little weird that the only way you interact with fandom is by mindlessly consuming content and reposting other people's work, I'm sure it's totally fine to just disregard the creator's wishes as long as you get to have your 2 minutes of fun with "your" new blorbos before your criminally short attention span moves onto the next thing for you to mindlessly consume, yeah, haha, I'm sure framing the creator's struggle to keep control of their work as a threat to your future ability to continue to consume content isn't totally self-centered or tone-deaf. No yeah man, haha, totally normal

#Can you tell that I'm extremely mad at the state of things? #I don't know who all is following Clown's struggles with W/elcome H/ome #but I'm extremely upset on his behalf because so many people are treating his passion project so mindlessly #And like fuck man he's struggling with this new found popularity and so many people just rushed to see his work as a product to swallow up #And it's mind-numbingly horrible to me that so many people can't see Clown as a person #This isn't anything new there have always been these mindless content consumers in internet spaces #but damn it's so bad now because content consumption has just become so easy and people don't really interact with art like they used to #Like it's so disappointing for me to see how thoughtlessly people have disregarded Clown's rules about his work #Like fuck have y'all see how fast people made public merchandise of his work??? It makes me sick to my stomach #I was already following Clown's work before Welcome Home blew up and I really feel for him right now #Sorry for the whole post written in the tags lol

[iero]

One thing that I've noticed in myself that I really hate is that I no longer enjoy going on long drives. If you asked me even a year or two ago, I would have told you I loved doing long drives for whatever reason, if there was one. Now, I'm like, "If I have to drive more then 45 minutes or more one way? Kill me."

#personal #I don't say this for obvious reasons either like gas prices and whatnot. #I used to love going on drives even to just clear my mind. What happened to me? #When I got so mad at my mom one time I got in my car and drove all the way down to the Mason Dixon line which is like a 90 minute drive. #All because I was angry and I didn't realize it until I saw the 'Maryland welcomes you.' sign LMAOO #I used to have to have to commute 45 minutes each way for work when I lived with my mom and boyfriend back in like 2019 too. #And now my mom is willingly asking me to drive FOUR hours each way for a weekend in April... I'm like 'UH- Can we carpool?'

[termagax]

weighing in my mind the pros and cons of posting my pictures on main

#pros: everyone can see it :D cons: everyone can see it :( #its annoying because like to me in my mind im like this is the most normal i couldve possibly done this its SO tame even for my tastes #but theres that little guy in the back of my mind thats like you cant let anybody see this or theyre going to fucking kill you #everyone is going to be so mad and youre going to lose all of your friends forever you little freak #i think its ocd saturday. welcome to ocd saturday everybody

[the-far-bright-center]

Ever since the Kenobi show came out the entire SW fandom now seems to think Obi-Wan Kenobi is the main character of Star Wars. Not Anakin, not the Skywalkers. Obi-Wan. Just because Disney made a big-budget fanfic about him. 🤦🏽‍♀️

#don’t know if I should laugh or cry 😅😭 #and no... I'm not saying other characters shouldn't receive attention #in fact...under different circumstances i would not mind at all #but within the context of Disney's terrible and destructive 'sequels' #(which had a decidedly 'anti-Skywalker' bias!!!) #i will always be inherently suspicious of the way Disney portray ANY other SW characters #because Disney NEVER truly acknowledged Anakin Skywalker as the CENTRAL FIGURE OF THE LUCAS SAGA #in fact they tried to pretend he wasn't 'that important'... tried to destroy the ENTIRE meaning of his story #and reduce him to nothing but 'Vader' #so why would I welcome yet another entry into this same madness?? #i'm not even getting into detail about my views on Obi-Wan's character here #only to say that I love him dearly #but i love the tragically flawed Lucas CANON version of him #not the 'long suffering saint' idealised fanon version i'm seeing everywhere these days #and the fact is -- no matter how much people like him #he's NOT the central character of the story and never will be #there's a reason it's called the SKYWALKER saga... ffs #anti-disney #or perhaps more accurately #anti-disney sw fandom

[leechloach]

Thank you to all my friends, like my close friends like people I talk to, ever, who are not abandoning me right now, despite my behavior. I have a personality disorder, I have complex PTSD, I have OSDD, in addition to the average depression + anxiety combo. I'm like trying not to Blame my mental illnesses here but hey man this is the shit I have that gives me big fucking problems. I can't control it all the time. If I could behave better or more normally or whatever then I would.

I don't tend to keep friends for very long because of these things... So the friends I do have are very tolerant and willing to put up with my shit, for some reason. I have been crying all night trying to thank everyone who is still okay with me because sometimes things you think are going to last forever Don't. Not even, like, 15 years of friendship. I just want anyone and everyone who fucking appreciates me to know that I do before it's too late. I will fuck up really really bad one day! One day it will be too much. I won't be able to see it.

I haven't cried at all about my friend, ex-friend, idk, at all, about his "goodbye" message. It feels fucking fake, this feels completely not real ... probably never will even if there's 15+ years of silence, if we never speak again for the rest of our lives. I cannot believe myself here lol I'm so insanely mad at myself I didn't know I was fucking up so severely when I first said anything. Who the fuck needs that, why did I say it like that, who fucking cares, no Shit I fucked up!!!! But I'm not the only one!!!!! And I cannot be mad At You I can be mad but if it's At You it's unacceptable, I'm saying something wrong (incorrectly) if I am. I get patronized and spoken to like I'm a fucking kid who's making a scene in public. And then you go ahead and make a public fucking scene !!!!! Leaving the group chat and blocking me as if that doesn't fucking effect everyone in the group. Literally are you fucking stupid what the fuck are you trying to accomplish with that other than creating some Huge Fucking Deal !!!!!

Listen I'm just bitching to Nothingness because I assume I'm not being watched here. But tiger I swear to god if you're looking at all my shit you need to tell me. You're not my fucking father you don't need to fucking stalk me just say that you saw this. I will be mad. People need to be mad at you sometimes.

#everything is so. fucking. STUPID #“i can take criticism” but you have to word it so so carefully or ill blow this friend group to pieces #if you “don't mind when” im mad but you mind “when its directed at [me]” . you do mind when im mad in any capacity asshole say what you mean #do you like my big huge post about drama thats not on tumblr? huh huh do ya #its STPD thats the PD by the way i gotta say its not The Abandonment thats my issue here its the fact that . #i don't have very many friends especially friends ive had for 15 years and now im losing one at its 100% my fault #insanely mad at myself. insanely mad at tiger for this reaction too. welcome to the grey area we both fucked up #can you please listen. can you okease listen when people are trying to get through to you. before we fucking blow up about it #before everything is Their faultm before everything is My fault.

[mrs-nubenueve]

y’all remember that haikyuu-bu chapter where bokuto was murdered and akaashi was the one to find him and the artist(s) just brutally drew bokuto’s prone but smiling body bc at least he got to go out eating some bomb af chocolates and they also drew akaashi crying with his little hanky bc he’s just so distraught and it turns out that akaashi wasn’t even the one to call the police (it was either yukie or kaori) probably bc he was too shaken up stumbling across this scene and when he did at first he likely just thought that bokuto had only ko’d from going too crazy with the sweets but nah on closer inspection this fool’s no longer with us may he Rest In Peace…and then it just turns out that this was all just ennoshita’s script? like, my mans, why you doing akaashi like that?? you could’ve casted anyone else……

#haikyuu!! #bokuaka #bokuto koutarou #akaashi keiji #ennoshita chikara #shirofuku yukie #suzumeda kaori #this was Very Intentionally written this way…. #welcome to my mind and what it’s like to have a conversation with me 😔🤚 #tbh not actually mad enno choose kash for this #let him suffer the thought of bokuto ⚰️💐 #it feeds the ship what can i say #i am also apparently a sadist #no cap tho… #haikyuu bu #= a treasure.

[akikocho]

Man, I hate those types of teachers who won't follow the schedule.

Just got an exam for Physical Education and the teacher told us to finish it by 6 pm (since before that we had a general cleaning which is unexpected for us). And we're going to check the papers after that.

And our schedule is 12 pm to 5 pm. Luckily for me I got excused because my mom needs me for groceries :'D

#don't mind me #I'm just ranting my frustration #I'm at the mall rn looking mad asf whole holding a shopping cart #i wanna go home #man.. 😔 #also the time for physical education subject is 4 pm to 5 pm #we keep saying to check the papers tomorrow but NO he didn't listen to us #i lived far from the city #and we're the only section that's still in the school #welcome to the Philippine school system everyone

[gyuhanniescarat]

Me in 2020, after the emotional damage that is I-Land:

Me cursing mnet, wanting to burn cj e&m, and swearing i'll never watch another survival show EvEr AGAIN:

Me *2 weeks ago* getting the signal song performance video and fancams of boys planet in my youtube recommendations:

Me in 2023, streaming the trainees' signal song fancams, watching 95 1-min PR vids, shorts, reels, and tiktoks, adding trainees' kdramas to my to-be-watched list, watching 95 boys struggle and not know how to use a DAMN LEMON JUICER whilst unsuccessfully making non-alcoholic cocktails for 2 minutes, deep diving thru SNS profiles, and getting into GIFing bc my current # 1 pick somehow makes EATING A LEMON WEDGE LOOK SEXY:

ps. lmk if i should post the mini gif set i made for one of the boys planet trainees (KIM JI WOONG & mnet I BLAME Y'ALL FOR CONVERTING ME TO THE WORLD OF GIFing!!)

#welcome to my dumb fuck ted talk #jess.s rambles #i love-hate survival show madness #luring me in with pretty voices and pretty faces #got me falling in love and ready to fight for men i know bare minimum about #boys planet #mnet boys planet #kpop boy group #fuck mnet #i'm fine i'm normal #nahh i'm not normal #i'm losing my mind over kpop men #gyuhannie.txt

[llycaons]

yeah I’m adopting that (prev post tags) as my hc. in an AU where there’s no sunshot et al. wwx and lwj wouldn’t have been able to both go rogue because of how strong their sect ties are, but they could get married because...why not. but instead of wwx moving to CR, lwj moves to LP. he teaches music classes, he starts wearing lavender, and he learns how to swim. probably a bit of an awkward adjustment because it’s messier and noisier and spicier than he’s used to but you know, it’s for love. I’m sure the jiang sect members will have a lot of respect for him and I’m sure they still travel

#I know I'm usually an advocate for messy realism but I like this and I will not be thinking any further about how jc and lwj #are way different and probably will clash and jc will get jealous #and slowly poison the atmosphere of LP with his abandonment/inferiority complex #and for the peace of my mind I envision myu as just dead but before she died she like the marriage bc of. status #BUT wait wouldn't she be mad that wwx is taking up spotlight that should go to jc? their wedding is going to suck #she can die BEFORE the wedding idc #also jyl is there ofc she visits but she also got married so she doesn't live at LP anymore #anyway this is my happy ending. maybe in this situation jc will not be his worst self. oh he needs something though #he gets really into fashion in this AU and it helps him. he starts doing a lot of meditation #also not being orphaned and a sect leader probably helps him #you know it rly appeals to me wwx making room in his life for and welcoming lwj rather than the other way around #bc in this AU wwx still has a life and a home #it just feels more balanced to me #like not 'oh he's a begger and he just had to take what he can get' which was kind of the canon situation? #but ideally it would be. less one-sided #not that I think their relationship is one-sided I just like then on equal terms. which is why I like them both leaving their sects #at the end of the show #the only sticking point is actually lqr but let's assume this is after many years of working on him and lwj slowly asserting himself #cql txp

[timeisacephalopod]

Supernatural does, at least I think, a good job at shining a light on rural folk in a way that gives them space to be intelligent, complicated people but like. There are no city hunting folk lmao, like I think there's a couple in the later seasons, but right now everyone is wearing flannels and cowboy boots and I want just ONE hunter woman in LL Bean boots and a juicy couture sweatsuit. Because she's from the city, but she's also a hunter and those are freaks so obviously she never left early 2000's fashion except the UGGs, which were updated to the LL Bean boots. Her name is Clementine.

#winters ramblings #welcome to my twisted mind lmfaoooo #anyway i think its funny that theres like NO city slicker hunters lmao #dont get me wrong it DOES make a level of sense rural folk would take to it more because i know more rural folk #than city folk who do regular hunting but like also i feel like cities would have a lot more ghosts #more people die there and you mean to tell ME homeless people arent mad enough to haunt their neighborhoods?? #id haunt everyone who treated me like dirt if i was homeless but anyway its a funny trend lol