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81scorp · 3 months

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Constructive critiscism: Batman 1 to 4

Ah yes, Burtons and Schumachers Batman movies. Created in early 1939 by Bob Kane and Bill Finger, Batman, a man who fights crime dressed as a bat, has enjoyed great popularity and become a recognizeable character. He is so wellknown that you don`t even have to have read his comics to know who he is. Through out the years there have been several attempts at taking the adventures of the caped crusader out of their drawn, nonmoving, soundless original medium and bring them into the live action, moving, audible world of the cinematic medium.

In 1966 we had the Batman TV-series. The creators knew it was gonna be hard to have folks running around in colourful PJs and convince anyone over the age of 10 to take it seriously, so they just went for a fun, campy style.

Then in 1978 came the Superman movie. A movie still silly in some places but also sincere. It had some heartfelt and earnest moments that allowed you to take it seriously, and in a way, the same can be said about the Batman movie from 1989. These two movies are good examples for how to make good superheromovies. So, for future superheromovies, other filmmakers could look to these two for guidence, the blueprint was right there in front of them.

But in the 90s people seemed to have forgotten how to make movies like these. After Batman returns had gone a little too deep into Tim Burtonland the bigsuits at WB decided that the tone needed to be a little lighter for the next movie. On this point I agreed with them. They felt that they had to take it back to the campy style of the 1960s Batman series. On this point I disagreed with them. Dont get me wrong, I like the old campy Batman series, something about it felt more sincere than Schumachers Batman. It was made in a time when that was the best they could do. It took something that looked silly and played it very straight in an exaggerated, dramatic way. It reminds me of the comedy rule that the Zucker brothers had for "Airplane!": Deliver a funny line with a straight face. It had a kind of sincerity that the Schumacher Batman lacked. Schumacher`s Batman was made in a time when they knew that there were other ways to make superhero movies but decided not to. It was even made in a time when the animated Batman series existed, so, like I said earlier: the blueprint was right there in front of them.

The problem with the Schumacher Batman movies was not that they were trying to be live-action saturday morning cartoons. The problem was that they were trying to be live-action saturday morning cartoons and Tim Burton`s Batman at the same time.

Now, Ive been pretty harsh on Schumacher, who had to take a lot of crap for Batman and Robin when it came out, so now, with that out of the way, I want to come to his defense. I should point out that he did want to preserve the tone from the first two movies, but the executives at Warner Bros insisted that hed make it lighter and turn it into a feature-length toy commercial. And say what you want about Batman and Robin, but atleast it`s plot is not as messy as Batman V Superman.

Now, with that said, if I could run so fast that I could screw the laws of physics, travel backwards in time and change these movies, What would I have done differently?

Burton`s Batman

Tell me, have you ever danced with the SPOILERS in the pale moonlight?

Batman

Batman killing Ive talked about this in Batman V Superman and I should be consistent, so, no killing for Batman in this movie either. That scene where he blows up Jokers smilex factory? How about: that grenade that his car releases is a tear gas grenade that forces the Jokers henchmen to leave the factory where they are greeted by the GCPD. Im however, willing to make one exception to this rule: that bald guy in the clocktower. This was clearly a situation where Batman wasnt in full control and was forced to drastic measures. So Im willing to let this one slide.

Joker killing Bruces parents Didnt mind this when I was little but not everything has to be connected. His parentskiller should be an ordinary, nameless robber. I know, if Joker didn´t kill Bruces parents we wouldnt get the "I created you" speech at the end or the "Have you ever danced with the Devil in the pale moonlight?" line. But thats not really a great loss

On the fence: Killing Joker I understand why they killed off Joker and am kinda OK with it. But still, I can`t help with coming up with some ideas for what they could have done differently. How about: Joker falls but he has a parachute hidden on him that he opens up. But the wind grabs him and he lands in the Gotham river. They never find his body. Did he die? Did he survive? Who knows?

Batman Returns

Penguin being raised by penguins since he was a baby How the Penguins get him out of that basket? How did they raise him? I know, Im being nitpicky here, but still. How about: Oswald ran away from home when he was just 10 or 11 years old because his parents were cruel people who hid him away from the world because the were ashamed of his looks. He came to the Zoo, which was closed but he found a way in though the sewers. Thats where he met the penguins.

The way Selina Kyle falls through the awnings She falls through them like a hot knife through soft butter, a little too fast. She doesnt have nine lives, and I read that the filmmakers wanted her "deaths" to be ambiguous, something a normal human could survive. Her surviving this is a little hard to swallow. Maybe theres a way to have her fall through them a little slower but still keep it interesting and suspenseful. And then her fall could end with her landing in a big pile of garbage that softens her fall.

Penguin biting that guys nose I can see why this scared people and it wasnt really necessary. Lose it.

Batman killing Like I said before: Batman shouldnt kill. (Atleast not if hes in control of the situation.) That scene where he kills the big Muscleman with dynamite? How about this: First he throws the dynamite so that it lands somewhere where it does no harm to people. Then, when Batman meets the Muscleman he dodges his punches, pulls out a tazer and stuns him.

High-tech batarang I know what youre thinking: "But using High-tech gadgets is Batmans thing!" Yes, but a targetseeking, High-tech batarang? How about this instead: he uses an ordinary batarang, throws it at a crook, then, just as it returns to him a knife-thrower throws a knife that disrupts it`s trajectory, it falls on the ground and is picked up by the poodle.

Penguins "Youre just jealous because Im a real freak" line Yes, I know, its a small line and in this scene hes mad with rage and not thinking straight, but still. How about this instead: Penguin: "Youre the protector of Gotham! They don`t deserve protection! They deserve to BURN!"

Catwomans final death Yes, that scene where she gives Shreck the kiss of death. Sure, it looks cool but theres no way that she can survive that (and yet the movie decided that thats what she did). How about this: She kicks Shreck into the power generator, he is electrocuted, debris falls between Selina and Bruce, so it is impossible for him to see if she managed to escape or not. When the dust has settled Bruce finds only Shrecks burned corpse.

Schumacher`s Batman

Where does he get all those wonderful SPOILERS?

The tone Should`ve had the same tone as the animated series. I know they took some ideas from it, so why not the tone as well?

The look of Gotham These are supposed to take place in the same universe as the Burton Movies right? Lose the neon lights and keep the old look.

Batman Forever

The name of the movie I saw a video on youtube that explained the title*. Bruce was gonna hit his head and forget that he was Batman but then remember it again, realize that he was Batman… now and forever. But since that scene wasnt in the movie the title doesnt really have the same meaning or importance. Since this movie introduced Robin I`d call it: Batman and Robin.

Two-Face Lets say that you know nothing about Two-Face, dont worry, its explained early in the movie that he cant make up his mind without flipping his coin. Theres just one problem: in several scenes Two-face has made up his mind about something and is only waiting for the coin to land in a way that he prefers, like when he and Riddler breaks into Bruces mansion. He sits on a couch and flips the coin several times, gets disappointed when it ends on the good side up and keeps flipping it until lands on the evil side up. A comicbook accurate Two-Face would have accepted whatever side the coin landed on. I would also not make Two-Face so campy, but more like he was in the animated series.

Riddler I have nothing against Riddler being a campy villain, he would be a nice contrast to Two-Face who would be more serious. Buut… I think I`d remove him and replace him with Sal Maroni, the man who scarred Harvey Dent and turned him into Two-Face. Which brings me to my next point.

Two-Face killing Robins parents How about this: Before the big show Dick Grayson hears the owner of the circus talking to Sal Maroni. Sal Maroni gives him the old: "What a lovely circus you have, it would be a shame if something were to happen to it" speech. The circus owner gets angry and tells him to leave. Then later at the big show: a trapeze breaks and Dicks parents fall to their deaths. Bruce, seeing himself in Dick, takes him into his custody. it is revealed that the trapeze broke because someone had sabotaged it. Speaking of Robin, that brings me to my next point.

Robins age I`d cast a younger actor to play Robin. Old enough so that youd believe that hes 15 to 17 but young enough so that youd believe that he would need a legal guardian to take care of him. I dont know how old Chris O'Donnell was when this movie was made, but he looked like he was 20 to 25.

Chase Meridian Nothing against Chase Meridian and there is nothing wrong with creating a new, original character for the movie. Buut… I would like to bring back a familiar one, like Catwoman. After Dick has figured out that Bruce Wayne is Batman and that Sal Maroni murdered his parents it becomes a race between him and Two-Face over who gets to kill Maroni. Catwoman shows up in Gotham and helps Batman track down Robin to prevent him from killing Maroni. Two-Face has already found Maroni and flips his coin. Batman, knowing Two-Faces weakness, throws a roll of coins made to look like the one that Two-Face uses (but without the scarred side). Two-Face is devastated, he cant decide without his coin. Robin is there and wants to kill Maroni but Batman talks him out of it. Maroni is grateful and thinks hes off the hook but Batman tells him that hes going to jail. Bruce wants Selina to stay but she declines, this was just temporary, she doesn`t see herself as the hero type. She suggests that he teams up with "Boy Wonder over there" and leaves. Batman teams up with Robin and they become a crimefighting Dynamic Duo. The end… atleast for now.

Batman and Robin

The name of the movie Since I changed the name of Batman Forever to Batman and Robin I have to change the name of this one too. How about: Batman: Midwinter Knight.

Mr. Freeze Make him (and his outfit) more like the animated series, and he`s only allowed three ice-puns Max.

Poison Ivy Make her more like how she was in the animated series. She could start with human looking skin at first then gradually be more green as the movie progresses and her hair becomes more unkempt. Like a garden without a gardener. At first she wears green clothes but as the story progresses she gradually gets rid of more of her clothes and covers herself with leaves to show that she is distancing herself from humanity.

Bane When I first saw this movie I didnt know who Bane was because I had not read the Knightfall storyline. But now that I do know who Bane is I can say that the Character named Bane in this movie is not Bane, its the Hulk in an S&M outfit. Loose Bane and replace him with some henchmen.

The Bat-nipples and the Bat-creditcard Lose them. Instead of Batman and Robin being invited as honored guests to the auction they are waiting on the outside, on top of the roof, ready to (literally) drop in in case some criminals decide to show up and rob the place.

Making Barbara Alfreds niece This is my inner comicbook purist talking. How about: Bruce starts to notice that some nights there are reports of Batman showing up in a part of the city where he knows for a fact that he wasnt. Must be a copycat. One night Robin runs into thi mysterious copycat and discovers that it is a woman! Barbara Gordon to be precise, Commissioner Gordons daughter! She explains that she cant just sit at home at nights when crime is on the rise, and the reason she uses Batmans identity is because he is a symbol that the criminals fear. In a way she is "piggy backing" on his reputation. If this bothers Batman she is willing to invent a new costumed crime-fighting identity, but in the end Batman doesnt mind so she keeps using her Bat-themed identity. She modifies her cowl though so that people easier can tell the difference between her and Batman.

And that `s how I would do it.

I used Jokers "wonderful toys" line from the first Batman for my spoiler warning for the Schumacher movies because I couldnt remember any interesting, memorable lines from them.

It is of course very easy for me to write these because I have the luxury of hindsight. And unlike the filmmakers I dont have a movie studio breathing down my neck, forcing in unnecessary changes and pressuring me to get it made before a deadline. Im sure Schumacher could have made a great Batman movie if the studio had let him.

"Getting a movie made in Hollywood is like trying to grill a steak by having a succession of people coming into the room and breathing on it." ―Douglas Adams

It`s a wonder any movies in Hollywood get made at all.

Started writing this 2024-02-03

I was gonna call this "Constructive criticism: Burton and Schumachers Batman" but from previous experience Ive learned that that title would be too long for DA. (Titles can be max 50 characters.)

*: "What Could Have Been: Tim Burton's Batman Forever" by Bullets and Blockbusters

Other movies on my Constructive Criticism list that you can look forward to

Supergirl (1984) Jonah Hex (2010) Dragonball evolution The Spirit (2008) The Dark Knight trilogy

And as usual: English is not my first language, so if my writing doesn`t seem to flow naturally, you know why.

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rewritingthefictional · 5 years

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home | embry call

Summary: you’re away at college and decide to take a trip home to surprise embry

Requested: idk how this ask stuff works lol. also I love your writing❤ I kinda had an idea. I was wondering if you could do a little fluff with embry call? the reader is away for college and comes back for breaks. how hed react to the reader suprising him and what they'd do when the reader came home? I'm having a hard time finding any college imagines for literally anyone. + oml I forgot to say in the last ask that the reader would be embry's imprint. I'm so sorry.

Appearances: Emily, Jared, Quil and Paul

A/N: hiii, requests are open at the moment, and i’m doing requests the order they come in, so if they don’t come fast i apologize. I’m spending a week at least per request because i work and school as well. Thanks for all the support!

Word Count: 1.3K

Female!Reader x Embry Call

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It was safe to say that Embry missed you. So much so, that he felt like he was going crazy without your presence.

He had missed you talking about your day. He missed your smile. He missed your laugh. He missed your eyes and the way you seemed to come alive when surrounded by his family. He missed being able to lay with you but most importantly he missed having you in his arms.

He’d make sure to see you every other weekend but it wasn’t the same as being with you every day. Eventually the two of you had to go back to reality. You had classes and he had to go back to the rez.

Embry just wanted you to be done with school already so you could be home with him. He didn’t know what to do with himself without you there.

You weren’t any different. You spent most of the weekday’s thinking about the weekend when you would have Embry in front of you again. You called him every night just to hear his voice and your heart ached every time you thought about the distance between the two of you.

You didn’t plan on meeting Embry. In fact, the two of you had met accidentally. You had gone to the movies with one of your best friends and Embry was with Jared, Paul and Quil. The whole movie theater was packed and the only two seats left were next to the three rowdiest boys you had ever met. You ended up dozing off during the movie, your head accidentally falling on to Embry’s shoulder. You looked so peaceful that despite not knowing who you were Embry didn’t want to disturb you.

When the movie ended, he woke you up and that’s when the two of you locked eyes and sealed your fate. When he first told you about the imprint and his shapeshifter abilities you thought he was crazy and refused to speak to him. Though your heart ached to be near him you couldn’t understand anything he was telling you. Two days later, Embry appeared at your doorstep insisting you hear him out. Unable to resist those beautiful brown eyes of his you complied. Lacking any confidence to form words around you, he shifted, nearly scaring you to death. Needless to say, you believed him after that.

What you never expected was to fall for him so fast, but it was hard not too. Embry was loving, caring, honest, loyal and quite possibly the most adorable person you had ever met.

Embry had always made it a point to surprise you at school but this time you thought it was your turn. You had a week break and you decided not to tell Embry so you could see his look of surprise when you showed up on the doorstep.

Pulling up to Emily’s home you could practically feel your heart racing with excitement. You just missed him so much. You watched Emily’s head look out from behind the screen and you saw her eyes widen.

“No way! Y/N? I can’t believe you’re here!” She pulled open the door to run out to you.

“Hi! Yes, I’m here, in the flesh,” you pulled her into a hug and sighed in content at the embrace.

“God we miss you around here, it’s been two months. Graduate already please,” Emily begged and you chuckled.

“I’m almost done I swear, soon I will be here and then you really can’t get rid of me.”

“Trust me, I won’t try.”

“Where’s Em?” You asked and she gave you a knowing smile.

“He should be here soon, he went to the supermarket with the rest of the guys. Does he know you’re coming?”

“Not at all, I thought I would keep it a surprise,” she squealed and pulled you into the home to catch up all the things that have been happening for the last two months.

As Embry was at the store he mind started to wander with thoughts of you again. He couldn’t help it, he just needed to be around you.

“Oh look, Embry is daydreaming about [Y/N] again,” he heard Jared snicker and he turned to glare at him.

“Not funny.”

“Oh please it’s very funny, that’s all you think about,” Paul commented.

“Hey, I have a right to always think about her she’s so far away. At least your imprints are here with you.”

“Relax Em, she’s almost done with school,” Quil informed him and he rolled his eyes.

“I’m done with this conversation.”

The three boys laughed and walked toward the register to pay for the items. Embry’s mind filled with thoughts of you again as they walked back to Emily’s. He wondered what you could be doing, how you could be feeling. Whether you decided to go to class today in pjs or if you actually woke up and got yourself ready. A smile was brought to his lips when he imagined you falling asleep at your desk, drool seeping into the textbook you used for class.

When they got closer to the house, the smell of brownies instantly overloaded their senses.

“Emily’s baking again, today truly is amazing,” Jared commented with a sigh.

Embry could smell something else, something familiar, something like … home. Suddenly it dawned on him, he could smell your scent but he was confused. You weren’t supposed to be here. Coming to an abrupt pause in front of the house, he focused on the scent, trying to see if his mind was playing tricks on him.

“You okay Em?” Quil asked coming to his side.

“[Y/N]...” he whispered. As if you could sense him, your face appeared behind the screen.

“Hey hey hey, look who it is!” Paul yelled happily. You walked outside and immediately Embry dropped the bags and ran to your side pulling you in a hug. He kissed your head, he kissed your left cheek, he kissed your right cheek, he kissed your nose and suddenly he was kissing your lips. You heart did flips, once again feeling complete. This is what home was. No, this was who home was.

“I want a hug too Embry, she’s not just your girl!” Jared joked and Embry sent a glare his way. The three boys laughed and walked inside to give you a moment alone.

“Baby, I missed you so much,” he said kissing your lips again.

“I missed you too,” you responded pulling apart.

“What are you doing here? Not that I’m complaining but shouldn’t you be in school?”

“We had a break, I decided to come see you instead of staying on campus.”

“I could’ve come to you,” he responded cupping your cheek in his hand. You applied more weight to his hand, wanting to feel his skin again yours.

“No I wanted to come,” he kissed you again. You loved this feeling. You loved him.

“How about we ditch these lame-o’s and go home to have a marathon?”

“WE CAN HEAR YOU! STRONG WOLFY HEARING EMBRY!” Jared yelled from inside the house causing you to laugh.

“I would like that,” you whispered to him and he pulled you into a kiss again. You chuckled, he was kissing like he would never get to kiss you again.

“Are you going to kiss me after everything I say?” you asked.

“Maybe,” he responded while giving you another kiss.

“Come on,” you directed interlocking your hand with his.

When the two of you reached Embry’s house you had already figured out what movies you wanted to watch, starting with your favorite. Embry picked you bridal style making you scream, he laughed as he walked the two of you into the house.

“What was that for?” you asked punching him in the chest as he placed you on the sofa.

“Just practicing for the future,” this time it was you who initiated the kiss. He took a seat beside and you cuddled up into his arms.

“I’m so glad you’re home,” he told you.

“There’s nowhere else I’d rather be.”

“So, movies?”

“Definitely movies.”

You smiled contently. You couldn’t have asked for a better life, for a better guy. To be in love and loved by Embry was everything and more. There was nothing you would ever change about it.

It was just meant to be.

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21yroldmeesh · 7 years

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back again 7/20/17

iit’s been a year since i have written in this blog and dang it’s kind of heartbreaking to read the “ty” post. i mean ima just be open cause i’m sure as hell people don’t even know about this blog anymore L O L i have 0 followers L O L

things on the agenda: dan, guy who drove me to va, my first and last hookup

me and dan actually broke up over a month ago (6/16/17... i have a particular thing for dates) and it’s been a weird experience. i literally thought we were going to get married. you can talk to someone for 5 yrs almost everyday and it only takes a day to become strangers. actually you can get close to a stranger. we’re worse than strangers. with us, it’s best to spend some time apart because if we start talking, we don’t even know what we want from each other. like, we actually have such good chemistry but too much has happened too much pain too many lies. it’s one big clusterfuck. i don’t normally curse but i’m going to curse a lot in this post future michelle. i was willing to live in the boring ass town of ann arbor, michigan and i would have been perfectly happy for simply just being with you and being loved by you. i had so much love for you. your fungus feet, your crackly white tongue, you never brush your teeth, everything weird dumb annoying about you just stopped being that and it was “normal” anyways,

i decided to write again because for the past week, my mind has been all over the place and i think my friends are getting annoyed of hearing me out so here i am.

that night, i tried convincing him that id be able to forget about all that he has done. i was crying. i thought it was so fucking unfair man. whenever he lied to me and i’d try to break up with him, he always held on to me and i am a push over... i gave in every time. that day, we fought and yes, i said let’s break up but i told him i didn’t mean it. and then he just brought up how even though i didn’t mean it, everything i said was right and that we arent good for each other. he kept saying this was for us. we didn’t make each other happy. bull shit. i made u so happy. u were only “not happy” when i wanted u to be mature. i mean this is a memory i want to erase from my head so im not going to go into it. but i just felt so hopeless like you just tied up my arms and i couldnt do anything. i asked you to let me hold on to you ONE time because i let you do that with me. and you just wouldn’t budge. do u know how that made me feel? i felt like everything was my fault. if i didnt bring up anything, we would have still been together. we were doing amazing. you opened up to me for the first time literally the day before we broke up and damn everything just happened so fast. you made me feel like i was the type of person who didn’t let myself be happy.

well, the first night i was completely miserable and suicidal. i don’t even know how i survived but i did. for the first two weeks i cried my damn heart out. i let myself feel pain. i didn’t touch alcohol at all until i knew i was ready to not emotional vomit while drunk. i went in my car, blasted music as loud as i can, sobbed for thirty minutes until i was exhausted and came back home. once you hit rock bottom, you got to come up right? i couldnt be alone. i was always with friends. what the fuck was the MCAT right (ugh) i did this multiple times and i think by the third week, i was feeling pretty good and realized you and i weren’t good for each other. actually, correction, we weren’t good for each other because you weren’t willing to be. i guess i just wasn’t worth it to you anymore. well, correction, i didn’t give necessarily my all either. breakups are never on one person. you just lied to me way too much and i just couldn’t trust you 100%. i said i forgave u but i never really did, did i ? what is relationship without trust. it’s surprising how we even lasted this long. well, its because of our chemistry. whyd you have to go fuck it up dan. you and i had such a good connection LOL maybe u can have that connection with others but im just picky af LOL

actually, i haven’t thought about you dan for a very long time. i sound pretty hung up on you still up there but i’m not. something just happened recently which i will go into later

but actually i have not thought about you at all. its funny because ive been telling haram “who the fuck is daniel am i rite” hahaha its been fine for me. ill be sad but now i can be alone and just deal with it. im doing really well. when i was dating you, for some crazy reason, i thought i couldn’t be without you. why the hell did i think that? like i went through my darkest times without you and survived every single bit of it. why did i ever think i ever NEEDED u in my life? i havent felt depressed since we broke up. isn’t that the craziest? i never have suicidal urges like i did while dating you. im never sad for too long. im just doing me. being with friends. being with awesome people. meeting new people. and yeah i miss you, but damn i think the emotional roller coaster and the clusterfuck of lies (like you telling susan in MAY THAT U LOVE HER?!!?!?!) just made me like dumb and made me believe i just couldn’t let u go. love is insane. and i am insane. michelle in love. there is no logic in it whatsoever. i’m just the type of person to just give it all she got u know? fucking cheat on me, i’ll be here. fucking take my money, i’ll be here. i think id peace the fuck out for animal abuse doe. but anything else is pretty much game.

but yeah i am no longer that person. i am so special and cool to deal with that LOL im actually not a bad catch. i realized i am going to run far far away from someone who lies to me. it’s just not worth it. i love you. i loved you but damn i just kind of miss u as a best friend. nothing romantic anymore. i just miss talking to u and talking shit with u but you can beg for me back, and it is a huge no from me. also i really respect u stepping up with coco while im not in ann arbor. ur just a bad boyfriend. i always knew that tho and i still went in for it. none of that anymore LOL fck that for real. like i wanna be friends with u just so we can hang out. im not the same person anymore LOL and i just think we would really get along now LOL

when u said you couldn’t give me a ride i was upset but not really? i just understood. it wouldn’t have been good for us and last week, i don’t think i was ready to be in a car ride with u for that long even when i thought i was. looking back, i think it would have set me back a lot. thanks for making the best decision for us. you were always able to do that, i cant hahaha

but yeah anyways, this guy who i talked to for three days kind of offered to give me a ride. correction, we talked for two and then like he just decided to do that for me. very impulsive but i mean i get it, so am i

as we were talking, i realized we were way too similar to even have any romantic attraction. like, i know he did because i think he saw that as a good thing. but everyone else and me later on, realized, similarity for michelle kim is not the best. she needs excitement, passion, and just someone different for her fire. we were similar so we could have been good friends but i think i realized we couldn’t be more than that when he just started coming off too strong. idk, five days in of talking, he was just telling me don’t fool around with other guys and just like telling me to enjoy my single time while i can and it was very overwhelming. not to mention he dated a girl who actually became pretty closely to me recently and i actually really dig her so that was just a final like nope cause it wasnt worth it at that point.

so i get to ny and im having all these realizations about the guy who drove me to va while im out with my friends. as im getting all these “boyfriendy” texts im like nope nope nope nd telling my friends i think i have 0 feelings for this guy now.

next thing you know, my first and last hookup walks over to my friend asks her to smoke and he tells her he thinks im cute. i mean i didnt even know until like round 3 or even until he told me the next day. but yeah we just made quick eye contact and that was it. he joins us for round 2 and dang he is hot as fuck LOOL ok well maybe its cause i literally haven’t seen a guy that hot in a while. L O L like i always liked skinny tall guys. but he was like tall and fit?? like wtf?? LOL it just took me off guard and he was showing interest and i was just suuuuuupppppper drunk so we just went home to my airbnb. FOR THE FIRST TIME, I MADE OUT it was so crazy. like i dont think he believes me because he knew i wasnt a virgin but then i told him i never made out before so he was like so confused but didnt ask me questions cause i guess he just thought i was lying?? idk man. but ya we didn’t do anything except make out and when it got hot and heavy i was just like yo u want pjs and then told him lets just go to bed

l o l

and hes like a super big gentleman

he kind of didnt want to leave cause hed say stuff like ill leave when u go out. ill leave when u tell me to leave and i was like “ok u should leave now” and idk how but he just kind of stayed

and then he ordered food and idk we talked about his mom and my mom and we played this dumbass creepy game that we literally made up called black mirror black mirror idk man it was super fun and he even pretended like gdragon, hes a complete clown and i love clowns LOL but yeah he left and i went with my day, saw jane and joohee, came home and he texts me. hes like aksing to hang out and im like yeah if we dont get white girl wasted.

we meet at one of my fave places beauty and essex. it was awk at first because i did not expect it to be like a bar bar since i came during dinner time last time. but we ended up having a lot of fun and it was good. we tried going to fat buddha but line was too long and one thing led to another, he came over my house and we just kind of made out and i d k what happened but i was suppppppppppper drunk LOL like more drunk than last night that i was dropping my phone in the uber and i was a mess but we ended up having “sex” it was just super fast and weird man. he just felt so diff from dan so i felt really out of it but the other guy finished and i think alc was also hindering his performance and it was just a clusterfuck. we just ended up going to bed. next morning, i know he got into super big trouble with his mom and i felt really bad about that. and then he left. i went to va. he texted me saying have a safe trip and that it was a super fun weekend and yeah that was that.

im starting to realize i fucking like this guy LOL i mean i prob dont but i thought and think i do u know. im just not the type to do this and i feel like he got the worst image of me LOOL yeah my friends were like michelle ur not the type of person to just have one night stands cause one ima fall in love with them and two ur just not the type

idk i just lost myself from being in nyc

nyc is like the root of all probs

love that place but still crazy

and ya i think hes kind of cute but i also know hes not really down since im in mich and all so ya ohwellz we’re only 21

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