#also i am very much talking to myself here bc i just got here 😔

[gunstellations]

bonus

#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #if you squint #?? #i dont know man idc what it is their dynamic in prime makes me go insane so have this. this is very much prime sonadow #sonic faces the consequences in the last picture #i wouldve posted these seperately after colouring but i somehow made like. 10 seperate sonic sketches in one night that need colouring #so #also i am very much talking to myself here bc i just got here 😔 #just found out about keanu reeves while drawing these #art imitates art...or somethin #shadow about to have his john wick moment fr #sonic #my art

[ahundredtimesover]

Apart from your writing I like how calmly and positively you reply to your ask. Like I follow u on regular basis especially now when u r delivering us a beautiful story. I have come across many ask where readers ask u about your schedule to post and u so sweetly reply them or if anyone ask for update u reply saying u r trying and understand that people r liking your story and r just eager to read. It’s their love for u. I get it there r different kind of people and some must be putting pressure on you to update fast and what not. But I really appreciate your this quality of being patient with us reader. And believe me there r some writers here who threaten their readers to stop posting and reply to ever ask rudely. I know these writers r doing it for free but then also no one asked you to start writing and then when u get popular u can’t bully your readers. Sorry to rant to you about this but the positivity I get at your page I do not see anywhere else. Also I am sure the writer I am talking about most will agree with me she has got a very popular fic going on from like 2-3 year.

Hi, anon! Just want to let you know that I appreciate your appreciation! ☺️ It’s a little tough now bc this is the first time I’m posting something without a clear schedule; those who’ve followed me a while know that I always have posting dates so I think it was also natural for some to ask that. Yes, there’s a bit of pressure. But like you said, I just look at it from the perspective that people like the story and are eagerly waiting for it.

It’s also worth noting that I haven’t had any rude asks about updates. I think I set my boundaries pretty well and people have been so lovely and understanding about it 💕 Also, I’m with you guys! You have no idea how many times I tell myself to write faster and update more quickly bc I’m excited 😂 I also know what it’s like to put out a story that people didn’t get that excited about or ask for updates (Belong, you’ll always be loved 😔) but I’m also taking my time bc it’s a very important piece of work for me. At the end of the day, it’s a story that I believe in - which is why it’s out in the first place - and I’ll never hold that hostage. It’s the most I can do! I write bc it’s fun and it allows me to connect with people and I’m missing the tannies so badly and this is one way to deal with all that.

I can only speak for myself but writing is hard. There’s a piece of me in everything. Yes, I do this for free. But you guys also spend time reading it and some, replying and sending asks (even when you’re shy!) or messages, or reblogging with your comments. And I’ll always be thankful 💕there’s so much sadness from the state of the world and from missing the boys and I just want to be happy in my little space. I’m just glad you’re here with me 🫶🏼

#mimianswers #mimi rambles #💌

[dokidoki-muffin]

can I just ask what for got u in to tickling? bc I have always had this weird hyper fixation with it and I dont know why 😔

Welcome to the club, anon! 🤣🤣🤣🙈🙈🙈🙈 I guess this is a thing for a lot of people in the community 😆🙃 Puh... tbh I can't tell you exactly what it was because I honestly don't know myself 😅🙈 I can't really remember a time when I was not interested in it.. But maybe blame good old Disney for it? 🤣🤣🤣 I secretly loved tickle scenes in movies or shows even as a kid, but at the same time they got me soooooo flustered 😳😳😳🙈🙈 Unfun fact: They still do! 🤣😅🙈 Especially while watching with someone else 😬😬😬 I only realised later on as I grew up that for me it is both, a platonic as well as a kinky thing (depending on the context and situation ofc). But yeah, since I was a teen in the early/mid 2000s, possibilities to learn/talk about it online or find some content were a bit more limited than nowadays 🤣😅 So I used to think for a very long time that I must weird somehow. And it was also super hard and embarrassing for me to actually talk about the topic. Even when it was a totally unrelated situation. One of the reasons why I can write more or less freely here now (apart from being anonymous) is because English is a foreign language for me 🤣🤣🤣🙈 God forbid I have to say the word out loud in my native language! 😳😱🤯🙈 But anyway 🙃 Over time I somewhat came to terms with the fact, that it is just a part of who I am and also, that I am not alone with it at all! 💖 There are so many lovely people out there, who are part of this community, and that thought as such made me feel a lot more comfortable and confident. 💖💖💖😊 That said, anon. I think it's totally ok to be confused about it. Or embarrassed. Happens to a lot of us I suppose 😆😬🙈 But don't worry too much about it! You are a wonderful person, just the way you are! 💖💖💖

#dokidoki asks #hui that ended up being rather personal but I hope it helps some of you <3

[arlecchno]

lmao the blonde parts are supposed to be teal but i havent had a chance to redye them in foreverr … also yes ! my xiao jacket ! its not the only one out there though LOL

the wall youre seeing is actually my best friend roofs long lost sibling , wall /j

BEFORE 6 !? i could never i always go to bed at like 12am …. im so sleep deprived on school days lol

ME AND THAT FRIEND DID SO MANY SILLY THINGS IN OUR MATH/STEM CLASS LMAO we used to play genshin wish sim (im very young T_T) and say weird things to summon characters (i told the computer id help make kaeya dilucs brother again to get diluc , and BOTH OF THEM CAME HOME IN THE SAME PULL) tbh ive always complained ab stairs so ,,, i cant even take the stairs in my building anymore bc i live on the 9th floor itd take way too long 😭

we have a lot of the same top 5s , kaeya , diluc , and scara share #1 because … yes . my favorite gal is fischl i love her sm -

i have 11 5*s (not including aloy) , and im currently pulling for sir acting grand scribe himself ! im at around late 30 pity , if he does / doesnt come home i will make self ship art because i dont think he would like that >:)

GOOD TO KNOW ITS GOING WELL im actually making notes for a fic i wanna write on call w my previously mentioned friend roof LOL ive had the idea ever since the nilotpala cup event , i really wanted to make like an actual fic based off of it bc that girl from the yae publishing house was supposed to or wtv HAHAH but im procrastinating on a title so im just . UGH - yk ?

i did have a good day both the day you replied and today ! i am injured but its not bad (only hurts when i move certain ways) , i went on a field trip for school today and got to go in a ✨stream✨ and pick up a little crawfish >:D i hope youre doing good as well !! its so nice talking to you lmao youre so cool

i might start sending doodles every ask , so heres a sketch of my genshin oc !!

my “question” issss guess what region theyre from ! or who they live with LOL the hint is that there are already playables from their region , and there are technically two regions theyre from ?? you can guess just one though ill give you the answer next ask :P

- jellyfish

i think it's because i'm already used to waking up early... even tho i'm a very sleep deprived student that sleeps at 12-1 and wakes up at 5 😔 i'm fairly a light sleeper so no matter what time i sleep, whenever my alarm goes off i'm always up by the second 🥲

and LMAOO i've played a ton of those wish sims to prevent myself from rolling whenever i'm saving up for a character, it works wonders

i didn't really expect you to like fischl!!! i like using her in events where we have her as a trial character lol using oz in her burst and flying around is so silly but i always have fun with it!

seems like we're both on the run for alhaitham :D currently have 72 pity and he still has yet to arrive... i do not have a guarantee whatsoever so the next time i pull i'm gonna be praying for him to come home 😔 i've already explored most of the new area for him

and that fic idea sounds interesting! i briefly forgot about that event so when you mentioned it i'm suddenly reminded of how fun playing with the fungi was!! hope you'll find many inspiration for your supposed title, and who knows, next thing you know you're hitting the post button for your fic 🤭

hope you're healing well from your injury also!! have lots of rest and don't overexert yourself too much, resting is very important hehe

it's nice to know that you went on a field trip :O i haven't been to one in a while so hearing it from you reminded me how fun it always is to go on one and escape school (tbf i think we can agree at least half of the students that volunteer on field trips only do it to skip classes LMAO #guilty)

i think if i had to guess, it's a mix between mondstadt and sumeru, maybe? i'm either really wrong or really right since my basic skills of knowledge on each regions' outfits are very minimal 😵‍💫

a question for you; how was your week? tell me all about it!! hehe i honestly like hearing people talk about their day and week because it's undeniably so interesting to know what others have been up to and how different some people's lives can be from ours! hope i'm not rambling too much... i just really like listening to people talk and talk about their life

#h answers #jellyfish <3

[shxtodxroki]

hiiiii!! I saw your request is open so here I am shooting my shot hehe. I'd love to get a matchup with any male characters, so feel free to go wild with the result ♡

I go by "Angel", she/her, omnisexual, 5'2. I'm not really good at describing how I look, so here 2 pics of me (I don't have any picrew of me, so I hope you are fine with me sending you my real pics 😔👉🏻👈🏻) also, a tmi for today : I'm basically blind on my right eye but I refused to wear glasses on daily basis bcs I think I look better without it 😅

moving on to my personality, I'm an ENFP and a proud gryffindor! 🦁❤ I LOVE to talk, I can't handle silence really well bcs it makes me feel awkward. people's first impression of me are usually "she's a b" or "she is annoying" but most of em ended up loving me after they got to know me personally (RUDEEE 😭) ; anyway I actually have a lot of insecurity about myself and easily got depressed over em, but I love to act all confident in front of my friendsㅡ gotta fake it until you make it I guess 😩

for interests, I love doing tarots, playing text-based games, and listening to disney / musical songs. I also enjoy watching thriller/horror movies, sometimes I got scared to the bones tho 💀

another thing about me is I have a chronic insomnia, my earliest bedtime is 8 am (I know its very unhealthy 😭😭😭) sometimes I can go a day or two without sleep, it's crazy how I'm still alive tbh 🥲

OMG I OVERSHARED DIDN'T I? I'm really sorryyyy, this also one of my bad traits. I tend to overshare my life with anyone and anytime. I hope you don't mind :(

well I guess this is it??? thank you for opening up your matchup request. can't wait to read the result aaaa. have a good daaay 🌸

First of all I want to say don’t worry about oversharing at all, the more you tell me about yourself the better I can make your match-up so all the information you included was super helpful for me actually! Thank you for sending in a match-up request, and I hope you enjoy your match-up below :>

I’d Match You With: 

Denki Kaminari!

Reasoning:

I did a lot of thinking with this one, there were a couple of characters I was considering but in the end I felt like Denki fit the best with you. He loves your bold personality and you share a lot of interests, and overall he’s just really infatuated with you and would be the perfect boyfriend to go alongside you :D

Headcanons About Your Relationship:

- Denki is not a big fan of silence either, it makes him feel awkward so between the two of you you’re pretty much always talking about something, there’s never a moment of silence in your relationship :) He even has a list of dumb quotes you’ve both said to each other in his phone because of how much you both talk whenever you're together lol

- If anyone’s ever rude to you or accuses you of being “annoying” or “bitchy” without getting to know, you Denki will 100% stand up for you! He isn’t letting anybody treat you that way and he will immediately get on them about how you’re an amazing, lovely person, and they’re the ones being rude by judging you without even knowing you personally :)

- Denki knows how it feels to put on a confident face and try to “fake it ‘till you make it”, he has a pretty similar mindset himself actually. So he understands how you feel, and he makes sure you know that when you do need to let down those confident walls and show/talk about your insecurities, he’s more than happy to talk with you, to comfort and reassure you (And he hopes you’d do the same for him in return) <3

- Denki is, like, the #1 fan of Disney songs lol, he loves them just as much as you do and the other students around your dorms kinda hate it lol because they always hear you two blasting Disney music and singing along at like 3am

- Denki’s pretty scared of horror movies honestly, but he can have fun watching them if they’re not too scary, so he’ll watch them with you sometimes because he wants to make you happy :) Plus, even though he's pretty scared, he likes being your big strong boyfriend that can protect you if you do end up getting scared, it helps him ignore his own fears lol

- Denki definitely doesn’t stay up as late as you, but he’s no stranger to pulling all-nighters so usually when the two of you have sleepovers together he doesn’t end up falling asleep until at least 5am because he wants to spend as much time with you as he can :)

- Whenever you two pull all-nighters, though, you always follow it up with lots of naps the next day. Even if you have class, Denki can see you starting to get tired and he wants to make sure that you get some sleep now that you’re actually feeling tired, so the second class ends Denki’s dragging you with him to his dorms and piling blankets on top of the two of you as you cuddle and nap together ^^

- Also, you never have to worry about oversharing when it comes to Denki, nothing is oversharing to him when it comes to you. Like I mentioned earlier, he’s happy to listen to you talk about absolutely anything at any time, so never worry about talking too much or telling him too much about something because he wants to know everything he can about you and your life, he just loves you so much <3

Song For Your Relationship:

Shivers by Ed Sheeran :)

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[mosviqu]

huge engene yes true no lies were detected in ur statement!! they do be sounding like slam poetry but i love it ngl.-. DONT EVEN START DUDE I DONT THINK BELIFT WILL REMOVE IT CUZ THEY PROBABLY THOUGHT THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN BUT BOY WAS I PISSED WAKING UP TO KENGENES SENDING A TRUCK OR EHATEVER AND THEN SEEING THE SUNGTAROOKIES NEWS WAS THE WORST MORNING I HAD IN A WHILE LITERALLY DIDNT GO ON SOCIAL MEDIA FOR THAT DAY I WAS SO UPSET so yeah i saw it lmao😃 if i really try to i kind of see it but i would have never thought about it ngl but now i love it even more🤭 it do be screaming camp rock vibes!! and i'm so glad u like the album🥳😭

i hope zbone wont do noise music cuz i will be pissed oh god;-; SO TRUE BRING THE CUTE ONES BACK PLS!! idk if u talked about it or heard about them but the new hybe boy group does have happy vibes with no noise music but somehow i'm just so not vibing with it.-. i'm trying my best to do so cuz we have 3(!!!!) 03liners in there lmao

i think my minecraft addiction shows here as well but i would be so happy to find that out lmao i think i would probably have the same reaction when i found out giselle made lps videos when she was younger (although idk if that was actually her) i so understand the wilbur brain rot!! YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND WAS A CULTURAL RESET IM HAPPY HE LIKED IT

no cuz same i stared at the video for a while💀 i think seventeen atp will just remind me of u cuz i saw dino pink hair and i also immediately thought of u upon seeing him!! it would be so great if they did the tiktok part of it atleast wahhhh

I COULD NEVER DO A BRITISH ACCENT AND THAT MAKES ME SO SAD but im glad u are living the best british life in ur head sometimes lmao😌 we will see but it will stay like this for a while till i figure out something more okay lmao (liebestraum anon💕💗💞)

AHAHAH nothing bad with slam poetry At. All. 😌😌 ngl i do get where youre coming from, they must have expected this reaction. I am honestly glad they kept it despite the trucks and all 😭 but are those fans not embarrassed. like bestie......get a life 😭😭😭😭 dont even mention sungtaro tho bc i am still mad and heartbroken over this 🤠 they really debuted them....for no reason..? oh lord. im burning the SM building down as we speak!

LITERALLY like noise music had its era but i think we can put it behind us now.....please.... like some of the 4th gen debuts are a whole CIRCUS 😭😭 AND I DID TALK BAOUT BOYNEXTDOOR ACTUALLY AHAHA i listened to one of their songs and i actually vibed with it so hard ive been waiting for a fresh concept. THREE 03 LINERS ARE U KIDDING ME now if this doesnt lure me into stanning 💔

GISELLE DID WHAT NOW ???? I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT THAT 😭😭😭😭😭 iconic. sO iconic. Your new boyfriend was a cultural reset but i remember my brother showing it to me before i knew of wilbur and lovejoy and i was like what the actual FUCK is this.

jihoon had us masmerized 🤡🤡 omgomg thats so sweet actually 🥺 svt are one of my ults hhh i recently got back super into them hhh also dino reminding u of me as he should!! boyfriend ❤😌 still waiting for treasure super challenge altho i think we are not getting it 😔 at least i got cix seunghun version to ease the pain💔

NO BC ME NEITHER my account is like the weirdest mix of everything bc i taught myself english pretty much,, so my source of accent is whatever media im obsessed with in that moment 😭😭😭 but my british accent sounds very bad thats why it always stays in my head only❤

[ggthydrangea]

XDH!!!! i've actually been listening to their songs on repeat lately and all 12 of their songs are such bangers!!! i think i might have to learn their names now 😂

also same, i am a HUGE sucker for a button down shirt. like any variation of it - normal button down shirt; with a suit; with the loose tie; with the sleeves rolled up.....i am just wrecked lol (i am very normal about this)

wait tabi i literally have the first video you linked here saved in my watch later on youtube LOL, the 3racha colorful pants one 🤣 i have to watch it soon!! i love 3racha (i love all the boys 💖)

CHAN DANCING TO MY HOUSE??? i have not seen this video thank you for enlightening me as a baby stay 🥺 also this caused me to go search on youtube for a link to skz's stage where they performed my house with the 8 of them and i found this video instead HAHAH THE TITLE MADE ME LAUGH BUT ALSO?? SO TRUE??? also lee know with the sheer back let's not talk about that i'm still not over it also chan's neckline on his shirt in that stage should be illegal

the kkulchong edm song LOL i actually watched a video about this the other day as well hahaha we must be on the same wavelength. i haven't watched the chan's room part though so i shall watch it now <3 i remember seeing a clip of changbin telling him that he was wasting his talent on making this song for lino 😂

THE PUPPY INTERVIEW i loved the way chan basically forgot there was an interview because of the puppies 🥺 also yes chan as MC at kcon LA 2022.....honestly made me be like "woah who's that?? hes so adorable" when i saw him HAHAHA. and HERE I AM NOW!!

i forget if i mentioned this to you already but charmer is one of my favs for real (especially the lino fancams ugh).......also i just love the song in general and the choreo!!! i would die if saw that live oh man. on the ground crying hahah

chan's smile is the cutesttttt, and yes i love the vampire thunderous stage too, you are so right for all these fancams especially the all in ones, I LOVE ALL IN. the 2 all in fancams you linked are also two of my favs bc theyre some of my fav lino looks as well 😂😂 the way that chan's shirt keeps coming up though because of the length of his shirt in these stages hahaha 👀

your three fav colors you mentioned are also my favs, with blue being my most fav color hahahaha <3 i hope work is not too stressful the next two weeks :(( and boba!! what is your go-to boba order haha? as for me, work is busy this week but i'm looking forward to going home next week and i also don't have to work the week between xmas and new years so im very much looking forward to that :D i also just like the holiday season vibes in general, end of the year and all that lol (plus, end of the year stages hehe). and i took myself out to a movie this wkd so that was fun :)

Sorry it took me so long to reply!!! 😭 I don't know if you saw my post but I got sick so I've just been really tired and bluh. But I'm better now!!! How are you doing?

Yes!!! XH is so good!!! What are your favorite songs from them?

Haha I love that we share that weakness, button down shirts are just where it's at. 😔

Yes you have to watch it!!! It's one of my favorite 3racha Chan's Room episodes it's so funny!!! 😂

I'm still kind of a baby stay myself but I'm glad I can introduce you to some new videos! Haha that's a great video! Watching those fancams is so dangerous that stage shouldn't be allowed!!! 😭

Changbin's reaction to the song was so funny, and the way Chan was just like Minho asked me to so here I am. XD

It was so cute! He was so entranced by the puppies he had nothing left for the questions... But then he told a dad joke and I was like... How is it possible for me to love him even more??? I love a good dad joke.

Charmer is lethal. 😔 I think you might have mentioned that, which makes sense it's incredible!

Sometimes Chan has real good fancams 👌👌👌 Yes the suffering of his shirt length... They need to give that man a full shirt more often, Chan stans can only take so much. 😂

Ooo I love that we have the same favorite colors!

I have like 3 top boba orders, at least from ShareTea which is the boba place in my area. There's Wintermelon with Fresh Milk, Mango Green Milk Tea, and Thai Tea! All with regular pearls, I love the tapioca pearls!

I'm glad you have some time off, it's nice to have time to just chill! Holiday vibes can be fun, I love seeing all the houses and trees decorated with lights it's so pretty to see!

#ask #anonymous #🐺 anon #stayblrsecretsanta22

[xiaojuun]

i feel soooo ???? about the concept but mostly bc i don't understand what it is so far lmao but i saw that white pic and was like pls that is not it 😭 still have somewhat good expectations but also don't want to be let down by whygee again 😔

sounds like a lot is going on but!! i hope you find a nice new job with a cool family 💕 and that in the mean time you get to rest a bit, even if it is for a little while, or do things you enjoy to ✨lower those cortisol levels✨ (clearly i know nothing abt biology and medical stuff lmao) but as always i'm here if you wanna talk 🥺 i know school can be rough and managing everything is very hard and tiring so i'm here for you and i feel you 😔 sending you a big hug!!!! 🥰

personally i'm starting therapy soon 🤩 so i'm excited for that to hopefully help me manage my anxieties lol 🥴 tbh nothing big is happening rn but i'm not in the best place mentally still so i figured it was time to give it a chance ❤️ as i said i'm very excited, i really hope it helps at least a bit hehe, and everyone in my life has been really positive about it so i'm glad 💓🍯

to me it's just so spice girls stylewise that i feel like . i will simply have to love it NDGJB but i'll try to keep my expectations in check ... here is my edited ver of the title poster btw hehe <3

yeah i'm actually starting in a couple weeks w a 6 month old, i met her and her family the other day and it seems like a good fit ! but yeah i am definitely trying to keep myself in check and rest as much as i can whenever possible. it's hard though, and i've always got the next thing gnawing at the back of my mind 🫠

that's amazing, i'm so happy for u !!! therapy is such a great tool and i hope you'll find it helpful for you. you deserve to feel well and it's already so impressive that you're taking the steps to do that for yourself. and i'm really glad to hear that you have a lot of good support behind you, it's really important, and i'm supporting u too !! 🫶🏻

#half the battle is the right mindset and it sounds like u have that ! i wish you well in the journey hehe #erimail #mail from: mimu! 🍯

[hueningshaped]

#apple1stwin???😭😭 amor proving that she's the funniest and cutest person once again!! i am just sososo curious about what their hair will look like this comeback i need information immediately gonna have to apply for a position at hybe😐 for some reason i wouldn't mind hyuka not changing his hair even thoigh platinum blond was literally my favorite hair on him🤨 i can't explain it for some reason it doesn't feel that long ago since he dyed it (maybe i am starting to get attached to his black hair<3) but with taehyun and soobin..... light hair drought💔 i knew about tlc but i've never heard the word vernacular🧍🏻‍♀️so we both learnt something new today😎🫶🏻 now hold up . what do you mean somebody yelled at you😾 why would she yell at you that is so mean!!!!!!!!!! what kind of cruel person could manage to do that :( i am shocked.... flabbergasted........ disrespectfully, i hope she stubs her toe👺 anyways i hope you don't let that get to you!! i'm holding my fingers crossed that you'll get used to it soon and then you'll get your well-deserved employee of the century title😌 the way that all of your cats have the cutest names ever🙁☹️😿😭 i mean the world to you??? you ARE my world beffie😔❤️‍🔥💗 thank you for the rec😭😭 YES i did see forever 1!!!!!! i can't believe the kpop legends came back this promotion period has been so much fun i love them so much although it makes me sad to think about how it will probably take another few years until we see them again after it ends🥹</3 I'M the one who's thankful!!!! talking to you makes me so indescribably happy i'm so very glad you exist and that i got to find out about you☹️🫂💘🫶🏻💗 and since we're already on the topic of happiness: THOSE LINKS!!!! i love how tyun is always humoring gyu and joining him when he's in his energetic mood<3 plus that whole popping star performance is just so . i adore it so much they all seem so genuinely happy in it and i don't even wanna start on how adorable they all are😐 here is the first and the second video i found that had me in shambles because they're both just sooo cute :( also here is a song rec for you too!! i can't even tell you how much i hate recommending music because i overthink it too much but i really wanted to give you one back so i hope you'll like it if you don't know it already🫂🫂

this is us hehe ♡(っ*’ᵕ’)’ᵕ’*c)♡ but pleaseee that’s all u !!! you’re the funniest and the sweetest 😖😣 that’s so funny bc the other day i was watching a talk x today and thought about how it must be nice working there even if ur just a janitor or u work in the cafeteria bc im sure the pay is good or at least it’s clean haha but anyway hehe i wonder if anyone of them will do something DRASTIC like randomly long hair or super short idk soobin’s hair has been pretty short these few cbs idk but ah we’ll see im excited but im also thinking ‘haha i can wait,,, if it means the boys get rest and stuff’ 😵‍💫 and ahh yeah she was very upset with me and becoming a bit hostile but it’s fine ~ every now and again we all come across someone a bit mean or rude 😋 apple my hero 😿💞 at least you’d stick up for me, talk about a real oneeeee ☝️☝️ omg not the employee of the century title 😭 that could never be meee haha i get so anxious bc im scared of making mistakes and being a burden and needing/asking for help ugh it’s just gonna take time for me to get used to it UGH 😔im talking soooooooo much about myself is there anything new with u ☹️☹️ please do tell 😿 or if u don’t want to that’s okay too hehe awww my cats say thank u 💞 waiitttjtjgj YOU are MY universe 🥺💓💓oh god yea these forever 1 promotions are going to be our scraps for the next few years but im still thankful they even dropped an album 🥺 i haven’t listened to all the songs yet im a fraud 💔 HEY BUT NEW TWICE CB!!!!! IM EXCITED!!!! are u ? 🙀 i’m so happy you are here and you exist and we talk and it has made my days all the better 🥹🫂💟❤️ you’re the best and don’t ever forget it!!!! i love how much energy beomgyu has like honestly if we could convert his energy and love to power or something it could power up a car or rocket and take us to the moon he’s so dear ❤️‍🔥 and txt so cute… especially in that vid but i feel biased since it’s my fav song hehe OMG YOUR LINKS !!!1!1!1!!:$/ oh my … god… that is so cute that is so them too 💔💔💔🫂 soobin so big hehe and yeonjun so cute and so… cute 😖 and AHHH THE PENGUIN’S MIMICKING is so cute it became tiny huening!!! 🥹 these videos made my day, my week, MY LIFE 🗣 and the song are u kidding me ?! i freaking love it!!!!! wake up babe new hyper fixation just dropped 🙀 im so thankful u gave me this rec 🥺 especially so since u recommended it ~ pls i love anything u give 💞 thank you always ☹️ ive been so busy with school and work ugh sorry im getting so bad again i just have this strange mentality where i have to do clear my schedule and things out of the way in order to respond to those i love it makes no sense and causes me issues 😣😿 but i digress….. hehe….. i hope you’re well and happy and safe and healthy always 🫶‼️ here’s a video i think you’ll enjoy hehe it’s so cute + this tiktok bc why not hehe anyway I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !!! 💓 + ps thank u so muchjfjrjfjsj for the yeonjuniez ☹️

#ask >3< #[❤️⭐️]—aquí te amo

[kagejima]

First of all, thank you for reading and answering me! It means a lot!

Second, yeah she's been quite close to me, we were best friends at some point, she probably things we are still, but I mentally distanced myself

I think I have problems with cutting people out, bc my mind goes 'Oh you so sensitive' or 'That's your only irl friend who's close to home and you wanna cut that one person out?'

I had issues with making friends, bc I'm really introverted and shy, also insecure

I think I tried for too long to hold onto this friendship, I really should maybe just cut it already, if she really does it on purpose to make me feel even shittier than I don't know how long it will take me to snap, I can withstand a lot of things but when I snap its pretty ugly

Oh, baby, it's no problem! Like I said, I'm more of a listener than an advice giver, but I am always here if you want to talk about anything! 😊

Gotcha. I mean, if you've made it very clear to her multiple times that it makes you uncomfortable when she does that, and she still hasn't proved she's going to change, I would cut her out of your life. Honestly? Since it's like a BIG thing, I feel like if she actually cared, she would've stopped doing it immediately, but she unfortunately hasn't. 😔

Toxic people are still toxic regardless of the link to them. I felt a certain sense of duty to keep my mom in my life "because she's family", but it was much better for my mental health when I decided to go no contact with her last year, so I understand a little where you're coming from of wanting to keep her in your life.

Like I said, it might be really hard to cut her out because of the "guilt", but I really think you'll be better on the other side doing it. If you tell a friend something important like that, and they ignore you or gaslight you about it like she's doing, it's time for that friend to go 😮‍💨

Also! I don't know if you're just casually on tumblr, but online friends are AMAZING for introverts like us! I too am introverted and insecure and shy, but the friends I've made here have been so supportive and such mood boosters for me, so I would maybe start there like with your tumblr mutuals (or me, if you want!) if you want to make friends! IRL friends are exhausting when you're an introvert, i completely get it. Every time I got done hanging out with IRL friends, I was like "Uhhh I'm gonna need at least 2 to 4 busines days to recharge" 😂

#🎤: anonymous is recording vocals #also if you would like to talk to me more can i please assign you an emoji of your choosing? 🥰

[wonwoonlight]

wonderful author who wrote that very beautiful hanahaki!seokmin fic 🥺💖 I just want you to know that I shared that story with my friends. I was so appalled by how this masterpiece was overlooked I had to spread it to my circle. I hope more readers are able to read this fic bc wahhh it’s so well written

I recently became a baby carat so I’ve just been here and there enjoying the wonderful pieces that’s been put out 💖 I’m so glad my 5 am comments made your day hehe I really love how you told the story of hanahaki in a very fresh way! and how you let your mc fall in love with someone else but in a very natural way too.

It was a really nice change because as much as I love reading about unrequited love that is reciprocated in the end, I think this one is a bit more grounded 🥺 especially bc you wrote yn and Seokmin’s relationship in a special way (like you acclimated the reader to build up gradual feelings for seokmin 💖) it was interesting to read how they would grow closer and build their relationship. my heart really melted when I read how he became such a strong pillar of support and like all the tiny details like making tea, going shopping with yn, being a constant person around her really showed how much he cares for her and aaa 😭 idk your characterization of him is so well I can literally feel that warmth extended to me like besbdbdbd 💖😔💖😔 ohhhhh op pls take responsibility for my heart growing to love Seokmin so much!

and as much as I can go on and on talking about how you wrote Seokmin (like idk I’m expecting myself to bring him up again! You got me whipped for him aufbdbdd like I TOO WANT TO HOLD HIS PRECIOUS FACE IN MY HANDS AND KISS HIM) I really love how you wrote Vernon’s relationship with yn 🥺 he is the second lead, but he still felt so important to the story and you took such good care with making him feel that he is such an important character and person in yn’s life.

Like !! aa tbh idk how to explain, but you know when sometimes you just need a conflict for a love triangle situation-type so you just have a third person in as the plot device? Vernon never felt like that! I always felt like he was there and it’s just so good 😭 and you took so much care with that aspect. His screentime is so limited but bc you took good care with leaving traces of him, when he appeared and interacts with yn the impact is there. ALSO HEART HURT AT THAT CONFRONTATION LIKE MY HEART REALLY SPED UP BC AMG NO NO NO VERNON’S GONNA KNOW HER SECRET!

and I can’t explain the tension when it was clicking in Vernon’s head how little time he has been spending with yn and how he felt he was being replaced like I LOVE THAT SO MUCH. that detail spoke so much to me because I too get jealous if someone I have been very close to suddenly becomes closer to another friend like it’ll just be a hard adjustment that suddenly the world doesn’t revolve just the two of you anymore, it has expanded to accept other people in and that foreign feeling in a once familiar space can be very lowkey threatening (idk how to describe 😭) you gave that feeling to Vernon’s side so well like you really cannot hate him hahahaha! bc you’re able to understand his view and why he’s so iffy with Seokmin invading the role that he once filled 🥺

I can’t help but mention our supportive friends also, Shua and Seungkwan (amg as also a Shua biased I was so giddy that he made an appearance in this fic as well 😂 our young director!) we don’t see much of them but they also flesh out the world a lot. I love how Seungkwan is also very sweet 🥺 literally Boo Kwan best boy I would drink whatever he recommends me hahahaha. like hmm— there’s not much to say but I love how comforting their presence is in the story as well. They really don’t appear or have much importance to the overall plot but I liked that it really felt like yn had more than just Vernon and DK. She really has newfound friend Seungkwan giving her medicine 😭💖

— AND I WANTED TO SAVE THIS FOR LAST BUT THE KISSING SCENE O H NY HOD O H MY GOD I LITERALLY FLATLINED, MADE A SHORT TRIP TO HEAVEN AND BACK! It was so cute 😭 I was just clutching my blanket bc my goodNESS MY GOODNESS SEOKMIN KISSES AND IT WASNT JUST ONCE BUT SO MANY TIMES 😭 I— I even pictured it in my head and enf dnd. o(-( oh op op my brain really fizzed out then and there bc I would kiss that man! I would kiss Lee Seokmin as if it was my last day experiencing the sunflower field before all the sunflowers in the world become extinct 😭 I would kiss him over and over until each little kiss is embedded into my brain he just has that effect! and especially this universe’s Seokmin— your Seokmin, that kiss scene felt so satisfyinf amg idk how to even describe just know I’ve grown wings!

also amg it’s 3 am and like my braincells are a bit fried but I really want you to know just how much this fic like blew my mind like I pictured DK to wear his Light of a Flame 97z fit and aah!! AAAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭 I love seokmin so so so much and reading this fic made me love him even more 🥺 thank you so much for sharing such an impressive story! If you see me in your notifs again hehehe I’m sticking around to read your other works bc your writing mwah mwah kiss bless bless!!

HEY YOU SWEET PERSONNNNNNN im so so so sorry for getting to this late 😭😭 ive been meaning to answer this but i keep on getting pushed to do smth🥲

anYWAY! I hope you know this message absolutely made my day and I've probably read it 10 times already. Falling flowers has always had a special place in my heart, it's my first long fic and even tho it doesnt get as much notes as my other works, the feedbacks are always so heartwarming 😭😭😭

Thank you for even spreading it to your friends aaaaaaa i hope they liked it and I'm soooo thankful you liked it to that extend 🥺🥺 welcome to the diamond life!!! I hope you'll like it here and you'll be here for a long time🤍🤍

I truly cant say how grateful i am that you pointed one things after the other about seokmin, hansol, and their overall relationship within the plot. This is getting repetitive but i cant thank you enough for this!!!

And hopefully you also enjoy my other works hehe🥰 hope to see you around 🤍🤍

#bawling rn #to know you'd spend your time typing all this down #over my fic 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺 #luv u mwah #i shall have this printed and tattoed #ask #my starlights❄ #dk: falling flowers #hs: falling flowers

[okeylokiyuh]

lokiii ))): i miss chatting with u 😭😭🫶🏼🫶🏼 im taking break on tumblr bcs of uni geez even in holiday week im still busy and dont have time to finish my fics!! anyways are you doing great?? how abt ur study is everything okay? and abt yedam and mashiho, i really want to burn all yg staffs thay responsible for the mistreatment!! they act like mashi and yedam left the group!! ffs yg, you cant even pay the bills without treasure🤥

also i hv been exploring new things these days! i start watching anime (i never watch anime hehe) and currently i watched spyxfamily. the anime is so good🫶🏼 but i heard from my friends usually happy anime will ended up sad ending....... (a moment of silence here) and i also starting writing my personal thoughts into some journal, i am type of person who love to hide my true feelings and didnt talk much abt anything that bothering me, so i decided to write all of my thoughts in one book, i can say it's a yes from me cause i felt relieved?? when i shared my feelings on the paper, somehow i feel like ease the burden??

lastly, i dont stan le serrafim(idk how to spell) bcs of garam's case but their debut song is on another level, every second i find myself dancing the chorus😔🖐🏻 and kazuha, one of their members..... lord she is so beautiful LIKE HOW I CANT FALL IN LOVE WITH HER WHEN SHE SLAYED?😔😔 japanese blood is something else i tell u

so how's your day/week/month?? mind to share with me!!

ahh, jaecha!! 🥺 it's been so long, i missed you too!! gosh, i totally feel you. my exams are over and it's the holidays, but i'm still so busy (+ my mum keeps telling me to lower my screentime, so that also sucks!) but i hope you are doing well, my love! even if things get too busy, i hope you have time to rest! please make sure you are eating well and drink lots of water to stay hydrated! 😤👊

(this got very long, so everything is under the cut!)

i'm not really sure about the mashidam case, but i saw on the dash that yge cut off their pictures or smth in a promo post? like hello ??? my babies are on a hiatus, they didn't leave the group. like, yge this is the product of your own work? 🙄 y'all forced them to work so much, they were forced to go into break ?? in fact, this should be everyone on break and not just two members, bc after a comeback, comeback promotions, plus two concerts, that's a lot of work! "yge, you can't even pay the bills without treasure" ndsfjsdhbf say it louder, jaecha!!! 😣🙏

that's very nice!! i also started watching spyxfamily and started reading the manga too bc i'm too impatient to wait for the series! hm ... about that theory, tho :( i mean they are right in certain instances, but since this anime is still being written, i'm sure the author will bring a happy ending BC WHO CAN BREAK POOR ANYA'S HEART 😭 </3

wah, i don't remember the last time i had a diary bc my entire family would go through them! that is great, jaecha! i'm glad you found smth to let out your feelings on, bc bottling your feelings isn't great in the long term 😊💖 i usually record a voice message to send to my best friend, but as soon as i'm done, i delete instead of sending it. but my mind feels at ease bc i feel like i've said it to someone? idk it's just me tricking my own mind into thinking so, but it helps!

oof le sserafim's debut song is just 😘🤌 a masterpiece frz. the chorus is so catchy i'm wondering if they've done some magic on it to make sure everyone gets hooked once they listen to it. AHH KAZUHA 😫😫 IS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL I FEEL YOU 😭 omgomg frz japanese blood has some different like magic innit bc like dang everyone be visual sculptures

my month went okay-ish, i guess? 😕 i finished my exams, and they were very hard, so i guess i might have to repeat some? but that is not an issue bc our lecturers have told us that no one passes exams on the first try, esp in second year. but still it terrifies me bc my mum keeps pressuring me since she's stressed these days too 😔

but in good things !!! my best friend's brother's wedding on the 8th, and i was invited to it which was exciting bc i've never been to big functions like that without my family! 😅🥰 it was amazing, i kinda teared up seeing the ceremony, and then had my fill of good food and desserts and even danced a little! i was introduced to my best friend's churchmates and everyone was like 'oh yeah ik you bc you are always on xx's whatsapp statuses' 😳 and literally i just realised how much my best friend posts about me for no reason. everyone and their mums knew about me and it was so 😬 overwhelming, but also a relief at the same time, bc i'm not the most social person! 😅

then i also met my friend's ex (they broke up on mutual terms) and it was my first time seeing him irl and his eyes are so pretty but then he reminded me that he's seen practically every message i've sent my bestie (none of them were bad!! i'm just very crazy when it comes to texting) and i was so embarrassed but he was very kind about it 😔🙏

and i goofed around while we were waiting by singing thinking out loud by ed sheeran (bc that's what the live band was playing) and i didn't think was that loud bc the hall was pretty noisy but my friend's churchmates all complimented my voice and asked if i wanted to replace my friend in their church's choir! 😂 it was fun bc we all kept collectively teasing my best friend, and she didn't mind bc she said she was like i was making friends since i was always home and never went out and stuff

this was all in one day, but i feel like i made a month full of memories, honestly!! 💗💗💗

#[💌] all my favorite conversations #jaecha 🥺

[personasintro]

hey mimi! (long ask incoming) i am a new mh reader and a new reader of yours and this has to be the best fanfic i have ever read 🙊🙊 it's seriously so well written and sucks you in. the character personalities are so close to what i'd imagine the actual tannies would do irl in this kinda situation, it's so great. it's like i never want it to end (ik that's impossible though 😂). it's unlike anything i have ever read. i caught up a few days ago and i'm sad 😔 i wish i could forget it all so i can reread it again... but i am constantly rereading parts just while i wait for chapter 47. i seriously think about it all the time! can't wait for the new chapter 🖤💜 and sorry if my comments on wattpad are annoying, i can't help myself i gotta react somehow 🤣

i was really surprised to see you mention the quicky scene wasn't planned at first because it's arguably one of my most favorite intimate scenes between yn and jk. it's just sweet to know simply seeing yn made him not be able to keep his hands off and not to mention the dirty talk 😮💨 (side note u write smut so well it's seriously unreal). remembering how his condom box was empty, i'm eager to see how the topic of doing it raw will be discussed between them bc of yn's silent desire to take him raw and his trauma with kiko

final note (sorry this is so long. i literally made this acc just to send u this 😭) i think it's interesting to see how much yn and jk always emphasize not ruining their friendship bc i imagine if they ever did start dating, the only thing that would change would be their label (friends to couple) but most other things would remain unaffected. especially now that they're intimate, jk uses pet names, yn is so infatuated with him. jk even said they were attracted to one another. they basically act like a couple already. im interested to see what u think about this 🤔

ahh im so happy they're finally back to this kinda relationship, im honestly a bit nervous 😓 i hope none of them get super hurt and even though it's ur call to make, i do (selfishly) hope they'll end up as a couple in the end. i know tae will go wild with his little ship finally sailing for real this time 😂 sorry for the long ask! i've just been eager to tell u this stuff. i'm sure i'll be back soon bc i have so much to say ahh thank u for the amazing story 💜🖤💜🖤

Hi, welcome!!!♡ please, I'm sure your comments on wattpad aren't annoying! I actually love reading comments for each paragraph – that's probably the most exciting thing for me when I update!! So write me as many comments as you like!! Also, thank you for creating a blog here to write me this♡ I appreciate it very much!

To your final note.... I think you've got a point!

Thank you for writing this to me, I'm sorry I haven't replied you with just an equal length :( I really appreciate you coming here and writing me all of this! It was such a fun to read, I hope I'll hear from you soon!♡♡

#ask #ask: mutual help

[rinstars]

risa im so sad :(

so i like this guy right (when i eventually reveal myself i’ll show you the texts) but he’s so hard to read and idk if i have a chance with him… he doesn’t like ldr’s and i’m in a different state than him (and rn i’m in a completely different continent) but the way he talks to me makes me feel so <333

we’ve been friends for a while now like almost 3 years and he’s been so supportive of me through surgery and also one of our mutual friends was being really disrespectful (and when i unfriended her and she tried talking shit about me to him, he shut her down immediately)

AND TODAY HE MESSAGED ME and he was teasing me about my spam acc’s username (because it’s related to suna) and then he replied to my message about not adding him on the switch and he was like “i was so excited when i got a friend request but then i saw it wasn’t you” and then he was like “but no it’s ok me and my switch can wait” and it was so cute :(

AND WHENEVER I HAVE DRAMA WITH SOMEONE, or someone disrespects me and i tell him he’s like “i don’t like them” or like “i will join you in not liking them” and he’s just so :((((( and he brought up the idea of us playing uno in the club together because we both don’t drink but we’d still wanna go to the club with our friends. and when i had a falling out with our ex mutual friend and his best friend, i asked if he could still come visit me someday so i can show him around where i live and the stores and THEN he can cut me off forever and then he was like “IM NOT GONNA CUT YOU OFF AFTER YOU SHOW ME STORES IN ___” AND I WAS JUST SO 😔😔😔😩😩😩

AND WHEN I WAS HAVING A HUGE DILEMMA I WAS LIKE “SOS I NEED HELP ASAP” and usually he takes weeks to reply but whenever i say like sos or i need help he replies straight away and he was like “hello (my name) i am here to help as requested” AND THEN HE GAVE ME SUCH GOOD ADVICE AND HE ALWAYS MATCHES MY ENERGY AND HAS THE SAME OVER-EMOJI-USAGE TENDENCY THAT I HAVE. but i’m literally convinced he does not like me back and that he’s just really friendly and only sees me platonically 🙁

also he’s pulling a cfm! suna rn because he had this on and off thing with this girl in 2020 and it kind of continued into 2021 (they’d always go into the talking stage and then something would happen and he’d leave but then she’d convince him to come back blah blah blah) and my friends are saying stuff like that never lasts and it’s better to just confess and get it over with and if he doesn’t like me i can move on. BUT I DONT WANNA DEAL WITH THE REJECTION ABD I ALREADY KNOW HE DOESNT LIKE ME BACK, I DONT GET THE “i have feelings for you” VIBES FROM HIM🙃🙃

- so sorry for the long rant and pls let me know if i made you uncomfy, a very distressed AYC anon. 😔😔🫂🫂

YOU DIDNT MAKE ME UNCOMFY AT ALL BUT I TOOK FOREVER TO REPLY TO THIS IM SORRY 😭😭😭 how do i say this.. i've had kindaaa similar experiences with someone (not on my current bf but someone else from 2 years(?) back i think) and literally i just confessed HSJSHWKHWJW idk he def didn't like me then and he rejected me too so i was like ok but we should still be friends and he was like yea ofc but the thing is, since he alr knew how i felt about him, it was much easier for me to just playfully flirt and joke around with him and like a month later he was like I LIKE YOU TOO 😭😭😭 GDIWHKWHEKE he said he liked the confidence and hes weak against someone confessing bc then it makes him see them in a different light??? so idk you think about it. WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS TO U RIGHT honestly, if you believe just keeping it in would make u happier then dont do it but if something in u keeps nagging about the what-ifs then DO IT BABE 🙏 if hes as sweet as you make him out then hes not gonna cut u off bc of it ITS GONNA BE OK AND U GOT ME SO DONT WORRY ilysm dont be sad 😡

#cry for me ; series #♡ anon / ayc anon

[cotyledonal]

hi iris have you ever listened to weezers green album? personally, i'm a bigger fan of the white album but (i am asked to leave)

what i have for you is two albums. maggot by dazey and the scouts has a bit of a raunchier riot grrl beat but their songs are really fun and hype (i'm a big fan of maggot and groan). both are floral themed songs but somehow do it completely differently.

the second album is I Need To Start a Garden by haley heynderickx. WHERE DO I BEGIN! my favorite songs are Jo (there has never been a more tender and loving and powerful lament. this is what orpheus sang to let eurydice go. also lesbianisms). The second is Untitled God Song (which has defined a lot of my faith and my grapple w it more specifically). oom sha la la is amazing as well, i think you'll like it for reasons we've talked about in the past.

so i offer these to you with a bit of light metal because i can't help myself. sextape by deftones. here's my propaganda! i hope you enjoy it as much as i enjoyed yours (which was a lot!) we have a venn diagram of music tastes so i hope this falls in the middle.

I listened to the Dazey and the Scouts album while eating a couple of hot dogs and I think that might be the ideal listening experience

a v solid album !! I love how balls-to-the-wall insane they’re willing to go lmao. I usually don’t like Funny Music™ bc the song often just. stops in its tracks to deliver the punchline, and it makes me cringe, wail, etc. but they wove it in really well. good for them. good for them

my only gripe is. the MIXING. the lyrics + vocals are so good but they’re so QUIET compared to the instruments,,, tbh that’s the only tell that this is a debut album. otherwise it’s really competent. I don’t fuck w tiktok or official spotify playlists so I probably wouldn’t have heard of them on my own ty 🙏

I HAVE heard of Haley Heynderickx, but I ignored her exclusively bc of the spelling of her last name. you only get one quirky variation in your last name that’s the rule. you can’t have “eyn” AND “derick” AND “x”, you gotta pick ONE!! it Annoys me. yes I’m extremely petty, yes I should be ashamed. I suppose I shall set aside my unfounded bitchiness for the sake of Friendship

anyway I was kind of guaranteed to like this (indie folk? check. complicated relationship w God/your place in the world? check. using nature as both a home and a metaphor? check. a song longer than 7 min? check) so uhhh thanks for the final push? Untitled God Song IS very relatable, we are spinning in a circle about this

I liked Sextape, but I don’t like nu metal/nu metal-adjacent 90s alt overall, so I probably won’t get into Deftones further 😔 sorry

I have So Many artists in my library that are comparable to Haley Heynderickx and that whole vibe which I think you’d love, but for right now (bc I don’t want to drown you in the Deluge of folk music), my only rec is that you listen to more Lady Lamb if you haven’t already. she’s my favorite artist of all time I have to do this I'm legally obligated. quick rundown of her albums:

Ripely Pine--her debut. v lyrics-heavy folk rock with touches of big band. it’s basically the Ultimate Dyke Drama Album, and yes it’s explicitly about a female love interest. the writing is some of the best I’ve ever heard; it’s v visceral in a rambly, poetic kind of way. lots of stuff about devouring-in-a-homosexual-way here

After--^same type of intense folk rock, but with slightly less of a focus on Dyke Drama and more on traveling, self-discovery, what-the-hell-is-happening-ever, well-at-least-I’m-gay. honestly imagine the themes of I Need to Start a Garden but the music is wayyy higher energy. also there’s a song about oral named Penny Licks which I just think is delightful

Tender Warriors Club--oh hey I got my current blog title from the last track on this! it’s a lot more spare with its instrumentation than her other albums, bc it’s. it’s Tender . and also the writing still SLAPS

Even in the Tremor--the most chill out of all her albums. religion’s always been a motif in her music, but it becomes a major theme here (this has Young Disciple !). I prefer the rougher production of her previous work, but it’s still p solid!

she also has 4 singles out currently that don’t have albums--We’ve Got a Good Thing Going + Arizona back in 2020, and Wolves of our Want + Ivy in the last month (please girl release a new album I will give you my major organs pl--). they are all v good.

picking out songs from her discog to recommend kinda feels like picking favorite children, but I think you specifically would like Aubergine, Crane Your Neck, Milk Duds, and We Are Nobody Else

#music tag #I got recced lady lamb by a wlw on tumblr. now I get to be the wlw on tumblr reccing lady lamb. character development

[jayflrt]

yea- i live in india too <3 my mother tongue is telugu :) and choosing college and university is really difficult because now if you wanna join into uni, you need a free seat(reservation) for medical and for engineering you don't need it because they are more seat reserved and the division for girls seats is 33% (that's a good point, if girls would take engineering, but most of them take medical, do you know that?)

basically this is what i know but i don't think it'll be hard to apply because you get a good rank and percentage, colleges and uni would call you for admission, so yea- this is indian education system. i don't know everything clearly, please do tell me if i am wrong :)

lmao, roommates, i mean i'd love roomies as long as they are not chaotic but i love chaotic people :') and i need to write my boards and not until i get my results, i just have to wait till may :( my birthday is on feb 23, hehe.

my day went good yesterday and on saturday we actually went on hunt for medical colleges and last two weeks we hunted for engineering colleges, so i have interest in both. ngl i love biology but i hate medical because it takes all of my time, and i wouldn't have time to talk to you at least but i love science a lot since young :( well, my parents said "leave her for a month or two, she'll take whatever she wants too" lmao, i'm totally confused but they have me time ;)

yea- and most of the hostels don't allow electronics and they are pretty strict lmao, i think i won't choose a hostel because i'll miss all my friends, parents and you too <3 so i wouldn't risk my life for jailing myself in hostel for two years T_T

btw sorry for the late reply, i was busy on saturday as i said and sunday we went out for a little family trip, just a few miles away <3

and i have my second dose between 12 feb to 23 feb, so i think i'll go tomorrow. and i love how organized you are *sniffs* like really, i'm too stunned to speak. i wish i had an organized life too, i'm making them right by spending time with my interest i have on things, but it's still pretty hard to get used to the timings :)

anyways, have a good day/night akka, it must have been a really long day and read, i wish you to happy the next day and even more happier the next next day. (the cringe, bye T_T)

really thank you so much for always giving me good advice and somewhat taking care of me a very little :) thank you and i love you akka <3

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😔😔 ANON IF YOU SAW THIS POST IM SORRY AND GONNA TRY TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING I WROTE

my mother tongue is tamil tho !!! :’)) i think our languages have some similarities tho bc my mom speaks/understands some telugu ! :o and that makes more sense !! 💞 i’ve actually heard about the seats and stuff from my cousins when they were talking about their exams 🤧 i live in the us and the male to female ratio is so similar here too because more girls go for medical than engineering :’) like my friend is a computer science engineering major and says all of her classes are a bunch of men and like 2-3 girls (or she’s just the only girl there) 😳

also although i studied in india for a while, i know more ab the american school system atm so i’m just gonna trust you on that 🤩🤩 i’m sure you’re right HAHAH and omg roommates can be tricky 🥲 chaotic roommates are fun but not when you need to Not be distracted 😵‍💫 i think my roommates are pretty chaotic but they all know when we need to concentrate and grind on our studying 🤧 also omg your bday is coming up pretty soon !! i’ll make sure to wish you on that day 🥰💝 with the time difference it would be on the 22nd for me which is my other friend’s bday ! :o but i put it in my calendar as a reminder 🌸🌸

that’s great that you got to look at both colleges :o was there a campus that you liked better? 🥰 also biology is rlly good for medical !! but make sure you deeply consider what job/career you want in the future because i know people who went into medical who were good with bio and chem, but then they burned out because they couldn’t imagine going through it all to become a doctor with med school and boards 🤧 im sure the process of becoming a doctor is different there tho ! but take your time and you’ll know what to do !! i’m sure you’ll thrive where you go 🌷🌷 i’m glad you’re not staying at the hostel tho bc i cant imagine being away from my friends and family without being able to talk to them D: you need to be around ppl who are supporting you and checking in !! 💓

also omg pls don’t apologize for the late response !! i’m glad you got to spend time with your family and that it went well !! 💖💖 i was pretty busy these past few days myself because i’ve been trying to get ahead on work because i’m going on a little trip this weekend with my friends :’)) i had some time here and there to get to a few asks but i wanted to provide my undivided attention 🤧💗

omg you’re getting the second round of the vaccine ?? :o good luck !! the second was the one that gave me a fever 😵‍💫 but it was only for a day so i’m sure you’ll be good by the next day !! i’m sure you’ve already gotten it by the time you read this so i hope you’re feeling better now 🥰🌷 ALSO AAHH PLS i’m not that organized but i’m trying my best to be !!! 🥲 honestly i was super unorganized for like ,, most of my life HAHAH but i’m certain you can be organized too if you put your mind to it 🤩 honestly i think my interest in pc trading and the organization(?) that comes with it has just started applying to other aspects in my life

but i hope you have a wonderful day/night as well !! 💕 take care and drink lots of water ! (i wish i answered before your vaccine to remind you to hydrate yourself before 🤧) HONESTLY YESTERDAY FELT SO LONG but today was rlly relaxing and nice !! i’m gonna go work in a coffee shop tomorrow so it’ll be nice to have a week that’s more on the down-low 🥰 i hope you have a great week ahead as well <33 and of course !! i’m always here if you need to talk, vent, or need advice on anything ☺️ ily too!!!💖

#💌 : jayflrt love notes #🦔 anon #omg it makes me so happy when i see myself being addressed as akka :D #i think it’s bc it reminds me of my little brother 🤧 i miss him 💓