#also long time no see eh

[harbingersecho]

PALLA GRANDE - charred saints

Saint Deja takes the stage

skeletal sculpting done by nikifor aka zdisław inspired by the catacomb saints

#vtm #vampire the masquerade #charred saints #clan hecata #deja #*23 #mine #outfit design #art #palla grande #im kicking my feet giggling i voted for this and i was sooo excited. dejas a hecata w/ decay bane btw so she's not actually that skeletal #nikifor did some fleshcrafting for her 'on the house' bc they're long time friends. they both appreciate... fashion. the arts. bodies. #inspiration for this also kinda came from st lucia!! she's like the only saint thats even remotely celebrated here bc she's a lightbringer #GODDD i havent done proper outfit designing in ages i missed youuuuu... u cant see all the details in these tho like the shoes but. eh #maybe i'll do like a proper ref sheet type of thing but its like. what would i even use it for. #tho idk what i was smoking when i decided to make this outfit 90% sheer. as if that isn't one of the most difficult things to paint. #i have a few other designs for other sabbat/sabbat adjacent ocs too so... we'll see how many i end up making lol

[sskk-manifesto]

Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )

#And Kouyou!!!! #Also. I can say Steinbeck is kinda 👀👀👀 #King of the specific category of “I forget I like him until he's on screen” #I'm seriously unlocking memories with this rewatch. Like I haven't thought about it in two years– #but I just know when I was watching the anime for the first time I was being like #“Of COURSE the villains need to spend several minutes each episode explaining in detail how their own superpowers work so that the– #protagonists can get a perfect idea of how to best counter them. Why are villains made so freaking stupid in this show” aljhvwslchvqliyqwb #But. Eh. I guess that's just bsd to you. #Alsoooooo random thought of the day: I don't really favour how Tanizaki's ability was adapted in the anime. #I very well understand they were going for this green Matrix-like illusion effect‚ but every time someone says “... Snow?” #I'm like please explain where do you live that has snow glowing green. #Aamsjgvfaskjhfv sorry this is me being very. Cranky and nitpicky and having terrible audience etiquette in refusing to– #engage in suspension of disbelief. It just bugs me akvakcvqkyb I just feel like... Green is such a non-snow color– #that quite of completely disrupts the Light Snow / Sasame Yuki aesthetic. I would have liked it much better light blue or simply white. #What else. The way the Guild just goes on at stereotypes still troubles me a lot. The “usamericans can't be touched by laws– #because they use money to corrupt anyone” “foreign criminal organization come in our country to corrupt our pure and untouched soil” #Idk. Maybe all of it is true. Can it still be deemed a stereotype when it's objectively something that's happened before– #and will probably keep happening? #I suppose I'm just not a fan of the constant hostility against any foreigner. Idk. #This situation besides is extremely ironical. If you meet me irl it probably won't take long to see me being very outspoken about– #how much I despise usa cultural colonization of all other countries. It's something that really bothers me‚ how rooted and pervasive– #their influence is. So in a lot of ways I can relate to the author's sentiment #I just feel that. If you start treating them as stereotypes and ignore the complexity of a country and the wide spectrum of causes– #that contribute to its attitude in international relations. You end up practicing precisely what you're trying to criticize. #Okay this is the last time I'm getting into the politics of the Guild arc lol #random rambles #This time I took watching the episode slow I feel a little late

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

The Liar’s Knot & Labyrinth’s Heart

books 2&3 in a fantasy trilogy set in a Venetian inspired city full of political intrigue

follows a young woman who conned her way into a noble family, a masked vigilante, and a crime boss, who eventually become allies while juggling multiple identities

and trying to save their people and city by joining a secret society to find origins of a corrupting curse, to eventually destroy the powerful magical objects at the heart of it

tarot magic & sigil/geometry magic, dreamworlds, sentient magical disguises

#the liar's knot #labyrinth's heart #rook and rose #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #the summaries at the start are helpful. bc I forgot what happened in book one lol #I enjoyed these better - I think listening to the audiobooks helped with that a lot. They’re quite long books! #the accents in the audiobooks also enhance it a lot #I def enjoyed the series overall & listening to a whole book in a day or 2 (rather than dragging out if i did text format) is better #the overall plot and magic stuff. im not gonna lie and say i understood it all LMAO but I thought it was pretty good & def some great char #don’t super care about romance. like I don’t dislike it - & much prefer the slow burn to instalove that's everywhere - but also eh whateve #also not to be like miraculous ladybug but high fantasy. but #yeah of course the aromantic crime boss w a telepathically linked spider hosting the ghost of a dead guy as his closest companion is my fav #yeah i cried. im tearing up thinking about it now. they’re so good #his little spider gloves for his spider feet? #there's a good amount of queer characters scattered around #(vargo's aromanticism is hinted a few times; and it's pretty clear imo if you're looking; but not explicit) #i see there’s tons of people shipping him/disappointed it wasn’t polyam...I wish it was clearer bc of that. but otherwise it was fine #like. solidly developed in depth character is just as/more important to me overall #but also why'd [redacted] have to leave....nooo :( #also spider on the cover!!! i only noticed that at the end of that book sjdghsf #queer books #aromantic books #bisexual books

[startums]

Fat Geppy thoughts...Imagine him being assigned to a more crowded, but still dangerous area-He patrols the streets, makes sure the citizens get home safely, solves disputes and fights off bandits. At the end of the day he goes back to the silvermane guard outpost, stuffs himself full after eating nothing for almost an entire day, and passes out-Sure it was a big meal, but he spent all that energy on his job!

Then-Even as he remains stoic and polite, the local citizens cant help but admire him. They talk to him and genuinely worry about his wellbeing, if he's not cold or hungry!An old lady knits him a scarf(even though Gepard is used to the cold,it still feels nice),and make sure he gets properly fed. A freshly baked cake here, a pastry there, a whole roast or a bowl of rice...Gepard is far too polite to refuse anyone, and the citizens have no idea how much he ate, so they just keep putting more and more food in his hands as he goes from alley to alley, door to door...

He still eats his meals after he comes back, routine too ingrained into his mind even as he has to undo his belt and rub at his straining belly, going to sleep stifflimg burps and slipping into a food coma-Which, seems to improve his sleeping schedulez actually. And the people are all far too kind to ignore, or to turn down their gifts. So as much as his stomach seems to hurt now, Gepard decides to endure it, for everyone's sake(And maybe because he secretely likes it but shh)

Eventually, his stomach capacity grows, and his appetite does, too. Instead of going to sleep painfully full, he handles it quite well-Instead of undoing his belt, he ends up buying a new one when the old one feels too tight even on an empty stomach. He stares at himself in the mirror, grasping at his soft stomach and impressive butt with a beet red face. And the more time passes, the more the people in the area adore him.

Gepard clutches at his stomach, round and taut from the food, but still drooping and soft and jutting out. His armor had to be resized two times by now, and it doesn't seem like he's stopping anytime soon. He walks the streets, knowing that even though he runs significantly slower now, he can take on whole hordes of bandits with his bulkiness. He is fat and nurtured and cared for, the appreciation of each citizen showing on his widened hips and heavy step.

The wider the wall, the more people it can protect. And Gepard was going to get wide.

#Prolly ends up at like...320+ lbs ehe(or more!!) #Imagine trailblazer visiting and just seeing him weigh literally three times as much and be like x10 more tanky/stronger in battle too #personally?id die #Also wow this got long huh oops #hsr wg #Give me more prompts btw I wanna do genshin next >:)

[dat-silvers-girl]

If you know, you know.

#almost a year after Legacy's release i finally attempted Sebastian #don't know which boyo's hair was more complicated- him or Barnaby #also return of the golden flower for another character :D #my whole golden flower schtick works for Sebastian so well i love it! #admittedly this ain't the best Sebastian drawing #especially so long after the game coming #but eh there is an attempt #besides no one's gonna see this lmao #he happy boi because he got flower #I'll do better on him next time imma learn #sebastian sallow #hogwarts legacy

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

The tag rambles in (the post about moth/dead!us fluttering around Foul Legacy) have given me even more random angsty ideas hehehe

Also, for a bit of size context, I personally would see us as an Atlas Moth (they're very pretty, just like everyone here <3).

"in an alternate universe Childe vanished and a sparkly moth started following you around" Ack okay but the simultaneous misery and nostalgia at getting a mini version of the big moth that we love so much. Honestly, I think that prospect would just break us, so here's a few ideas and whatnot: - Underside of the moth's wings would be sparkly, while the topside would probably be some sort of dark purple. - Antennae that look like Legacy's horns <3 <3 - Literal-moth moth would probably try to stick around our hands as much as possible - Unfortunately, we can't pet him like we could when he was mothman. Because, y'know, fragile creature and all that.

"ohhh if the moth gets hurt (because it's so easy for them to get hurt) Foul Legacy starts sobbing" - Moths can't fly again if a wing breaks, unfortunately ;-; - Frankly, I can indeed see Foul Legacy just end up sobbing at a wing of ours being broken (ooo that's a new idea, maybe I'll touch it later...) - Us, with a broken wing, crawling over and around both his claws and mask, also maybe nestling in his fur(hair)? - Uncertain if a soul moth (as I'm gonna call us) needs nutrients like a regular moth. However, if we do, then Foul Legacy may just stop by forests or something frequently in order to keep as as healthy as we can be <3



~ :D Anon (Sorry it took me so long, was busy with tests ehe)

Note: I removed the link, hopefully it'll send this time? If it does, then woop-

aaaa yeah tumblr asks can be very VERY finicky especially on anon for some reason??? once i tried to send one in and it wouldn't let me because i had too many commas, tsk tsk!!! (original ask here <33)

Foul Legacy little moth: !!!! oh my goodness imagine you're in that state where you're trying so hard to cling onto hope, trying so hard to seem fine so you don't worry your friends and family- and it seems like the little moth that started following you everywhere only helps you heal, or at least people think it should since it's a constant, comforting presence

but the moth knows the truth- it knows how you sometimes break down when you're alone in your room, no matter how happy you try to seem during the day. it knows how you cry into your hands, your sobs of "where could he be?" as you despair over your lost Abyssal monster, your missing Foul Legacy

the little moth can only perch on your fingers, fuzzy antennae waving in your face like it's trying to wipe away your tears, and despite your sadness you still find the energy to cup your friend in your hands and smile wearily- just as kind as Childe remembers

you little moth: Foul Legacy will break if his tiny moth companion gets hurt- even more so if it was by him, even on accident. his talons and armor is sharp, deadly to something so small and delicate, and he cradles the moth in his hands and weeps. the little insect flicks its antennae, almost as if it's trying to reassure him, but all he can see is the rip in the poor thing's wing

he doesn't know the moth is you, intent on keeping him company even after death- he simply knows that it feels familiar, that the creature is dear to him and someone to be treasured, for when else will a moth willingly become friends with a beast? he swears you keep you safe from now on, allowing you to snuggle into his fluff or hair, away from his claws and teeth. occasionally you'll go and perch on one of his horns, happily enjoying the breeze that you can't fly in anymore, at least not as well

on particularly peaceful days he tentatively allows you to sit on one of his claws, basking in the sun and looking awfully proud of yourself despite being a moth. you flutter your wings and he flutters his back, and Legacy can see you happily waving your antennae in the air

at those moments, Childe knows peace

#genshin impact #childe #tartaglia #foul legacy #foul legacy childe #genshin tartagalia #genshin childe #genshin tartaglia #chit chat #:D anon #this got long but that's ok because i looove this concept #don't worry about taking a while either!!! i also take a long time ehe #story time one of my relatives is scared of moths and one day i found an Atlas moth on a neighbor's doorstep #so naturally i went home and brought my relative out to see it #it was a fun day :) #short scenario #other's stuff #FAVE

[spaghett-onaplate]

tomorrow is my first day back at school since early last year!! and if i actually attend for at least the next 3 weeks then it will be the longest continuous attendace i've had since halfway through 2021

#i'm very excited to go back but also nervous as hell #which i would be regardless of how long it's been since it's a new school #spooky stuff but i should be fine i'm sure it will be great and help a lot :D #i'm a litle worried it'll be too much with work on top of school tho i don't want to quit my job (i mean i do but i want to save up money) #but ah we'll see i might just take myself off saturdays #which i also don't want to do. but if it gets too stressful then that's less drastic then quitting altogether #and sunday is paid much higher than sat #eh anyway we'll just see. one day at a time etc etc

[helicoprinus]

i wish vacationing to another flight didn't come with a 1500g price tag. i'm partially considering switching flights but i don't want to go through the whole deal only to find out i don't like the new one and want to go back but have to wait 6 months And scrounge up *1500* gems on top

(tags of this post veer into a personal vent about my first time being a sheet attendant, just a head's up)

#also i really like the emberglow hearth lair banner. pretty golden trees every time i see my dragons #and i like fire's eyes and primal the best. i have a lot of gray/white/black-range breeding pairs #and the orange colors stand out perfectly #however. i'm in a bit of an I Wanna Help With Dom phase #and i Know earth's got its shit together. i want in on that organizational structure #and i know fire's still getting its footing back and yeah things can't get better without people staying... #eh. idunno. maybe i'm just frustrated this week. have to revisit the idea after a few naps #and maybe it was just a quirk of this week. maybe next push attending will be easier #twice so far i was babysitting pb bc i got on when 3+ people were doing raffle #and then went to update my fund count only to find out i was the only one online at all #no telling how long nobody had been taking raffle dragons. couldve been 5 minutes. couldve been an hour #either way: 0 announcements that people were going offline #and i don't mind doing raffle solo! i mind that people just let it go dead! #this is why we have a bad rep! #*flopping onto the ground* blugh. i just wish there was more effort put into communicating #i'm just very autistic and hate surprises and uncoordinated team work

[dutybcrne]

I need to write up a thing ant how Kazu treats relationships like there will Never be enough time

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//In a nutshell #//losing Tomo scarred him; and for a time even after Vision Hunt Devree is over #//He treats his relationships; Esp those with Inazuman folks; like he could lose them at any time #//Not even in an angsty Protective way #//More like he’s never one to let things go unsaid; always makes room for an extra kiss or embrace #//Will always drop EVERYTHING for them the moment they ask; bc he canNOT let a single moment go #//Ebery moment they give him and more; he takes; and eagerly so #//He has wondered it it’s selfish of him to want like this; will even ask them if they think so too #//But yeah; post Vision Hunt Decree/coming back to Inazuma; his World Revolves Around Them #//He’s an absolute Glutton for their love; an utter addict; while also giving them Every Little Bit of his own and himself he has to offer #//Until he gets a bit of a healthier grip on that urge; What it is; and quells his fears some #hc; kazuha #//Eh; this works for now #//But will prolly do one that makes more Sense later jfnfn #//Interrupting memes bc this Popped into my head #//It’s esp the case with people he can’t see as often bc he still travels w Beidou #//Peolly easiest for him to love sb like Bei; who is a constant by his side #//On the contrary; it’s easier for him to keep his mind sharp with those of long distance; as he pines for them & awaits their reunions tho

[wedding-shemp]

How do you make $1650 in a month without being very good at anything in particular

#My plan has been to move out after I finish my car payments #So I don't have to worry about keeping up with them on top of rent #But. Hm. Well I just realized how many of my problems would be fixed by simply. Not living with my parents anymore #And I don't want to wait till next February anymore! I want to move out and get a real life NYOW #So like. I'm trying to figure out how I can earn enough money to pay off the balance asap #I feel like it's do-able. If I really try I get I could make 1650 pretty quick #Maybe #We'll see #I thought about selling some of my collectibles but honestly none of them are worth much #I could probably make a couple hundred eventually by selling em but it would take too long to sell them off piece by piece #I thought about art and design commissions but that would also be pretty slow going #My turnaround time is pretty slow #I could MAYBE make $400 tops in a month if I got lucky #Hmm #I guess there's food delivery n stuff #I'm gonna try uber eats I guess #I could probably make around 1000 in a month a t that right #Like I know long term it's not a good gig but short term? Eh? #The fall semester just started there are definitely drunk college kids in need of McDonald's delivery #Right??

[torchickentacos]

Ok now it’s 4 am and I just cried over nothing and everything so here’s your reminder to go to sleep before The Horrors set in. Don’t trust bad things after 10 pm regular nights and 12:30 on new years. By 4 am you’re just gonna get stuck in a ‘everyone I love dies and what will happen and also my tummy hurts’ loop which is not fun. It’s like a video game with each hour being a progressively harder, worse level but you’re the boss battle. It’s you. Beat it by going the fuck to sleep, waking up, and realizing all your 4 am problems were ridiculous/not a current issue and kind of funny to be that upset about in retrospect. It’s like watching a drunk girl in a bathroom cry about that time she killed a spider but you’re the drunk friend right now crying over that wolf spider in your basement from six years ago when you could have put it outside. Also sorry anyone seeing this at like 2 pm

#vent post but eh I’m fine #just bad sleepy #okay to rb if this speaks to you #but literally I cry over everything at 4 am #because my mom woke up and was nice to me so I cried because I love her #and I cried because my stomach hurt #and then I was ok but I got warm water accidentally and cried over that #and maybe I’m over sharing. I think I tend to but honestly like idk #I think humans have so many similar emotions #like 4 am sadness #and maybe someone else is 4 am sad right now too #and my lack of a filter. especially past 12. is comforting to them #hi we can be sad together and then go to sleep #GOOD NEWS IM NOT CRYING ANYMORE #I also cry laugh though and cry when I see my friends after a long time and I think I’m just a very cry-y person #I always feel better afterwards but I definitely joy cry a lot too #L’Oréal waterproof mascara. doesn’t come off but won’t budge either #you’ll probably take eyelashes off with it but hey you can sob your heart out in it #hope you have fancy efficient ass makeup remover though

[recurringwriter]

Do you know what your longest fanfiction title is? Do you have a favorite fic with a particularly long title?

sdgjhfg my longest title is still been somewhere like this before (to a place we don't make sense together anymore)

which is 14 words (68 characters)

most of my bookmarks aren't so wordy, there's one that's also a mtrench lyric and 13 words long Some people try to raise the dead (some people try to live instead)

and recently there's (explicit) But it's all an act, 'cause I know exactly what you're wantin' which is 12 words

i have Not been reading much at all the past year so i know i've likely missed out on some really good fics...and some really good titles

#i DO think that shorter titles are generally more appealing to read. a lot of the time i'll see a lengthy title and worry that the style #of writing will be on the wordy side and more descriptive rather than dialogue and action. and not take the chance on it #but also long titles are SO FUN to use #thank you for the ask!! #in the eh-u i actually have the longest title in my notes so that i can copy and past lyrics under it and make sure that none are longer #that chapter title is 'sing sing to me sing me something i need'

[miakwat]

Anyways how are y’all feeling about the trailer

#Loki spoilers in the rest of the tags #like I’m scared for the show and excited at the same time #because the first season was eh #but I’m hoping it’ll actually FEEL more Loki centric yknow? #And idk if it was just the colours being distorted but the TVA seemed to have a lot of turquoise #so maybe we’ll see some green in the TVA #ALSO #More Loki magic 😩 #I miss the episode three sequence where Sylvie and Loki were running through that crowd #like I genuinely really liked that #anyways I’m still waiting for Thor and Loki to reunite #marvel please #end their suffering #also if Sylvie and Loki kiss again I’m rioting #waldrons not working on this season PLEASE #TOM HIDDLESTON LITERALLY SAID ‘THEYRE LIKE LONG LOST SIBLINGS’ LMAO #I do find the difference in perspectives on the selfcest within the crew kinda funny

[meringuejellyfish]

currently i like to think that maybe qifrey and alaira met during a silver night festival .. if it is true that they are childhood friends then maybe they became best friends in the whole world that night but thought they were never going to see eachother again. but then uh yeah i mean the great hall isnt that big i think. they found eachother again eventually and then 20 years or so pass and theyre still very good friends. alaira is also probably very passionate about magic and they could talk about it forever .. they just seem very comfortable around eachother even if they dont get the chance to see eachother often these days

#allisters atelier #i like them #man. when is alaira coming back #i want more of alaira and qifrey friendship but also just of her because .... we know ultimately nothing about her #who ... is she !!!!!!!!!! #growls #anyway. i think that they met and became friends when they were likee late teens maybe #but based on how alaira greets qifrey in her first appearance it seems to be implied that she is also a childhood friend like olly #''it's been some time since you last set foot on the seabed... young dissident of the great hall'' ''days long past alaira'' #in a fan translation she calls him a problem child and hes like hey that was a long time ago. im normal now (lie) #alaira apparently also grew up in the great hall now that i think about it so yeah probably childhood friends #i dont mind it they just feel like people who met when they were a little older #one thing is for sure though and its that theyve known eachother for a very very long time. and are very comfortable around eachother #i like how qifrey has uhh 3 close friends. and thats all he doesnt really go out of his way to interact with people #man they gotta invent discord for witches. qifrey and alaira have been around eachother maybe twice in the manga #and qifrey literally lives with one of his friends and still goes days at a time without really seeing him due to their schedules #and responsibilities #so sad. if they had wizard discord then qifrey could send olly pictures of brushbuddy and olly responds with thumbs up emojis #teenaged alaira and qifrey playing minecraft for 11 hours straight but also qifrey has the worst mic in the world #eh. what was this post originally about

[pointless-names]

please let volume 2 be a total character reset im begging. ik its probably contrary to the popular opinion but i really think it’d be to the benefit of the server for people to make new characters and start new storylines and ideas

#look i love the discduo storyline! i love horror stuff! #i was genuinely disappointed when the prison break storyline didn't eventuate into anything! #but it's very much run it's course and to a degree it a) does prevent either person from just logging on and causing shit #and b) as someone else rightly said cdream has just become too much of a villainous influence #both in terms of how his still being at large does prevent other arcs from getting more space to breathe #and how we've come to a point where it's going to be difficult to escalate further - i mean mans has blown up a nation several times #abused a child and tortured several people through killing and reviving them. like what more do you do at this point? #also in general a reset allows people to come in with a clean slate and make content with people they dont normally interact with #and it also allows for people who are enemies or directly opposed in vol 1 lore to come together or team up #i have heard that they might be writing vol 2 lore behind the scenes which does make me a little bit eh #i'd love to see a bit more organic lore where shit begins just because someone has the audacity to steal something or kidnap a pet #or because some people form a chaotic group that influences the server in a way #and it just escalates stupidly from there #basically season 0-1 lore lmao. causing trouble for trouble's sake and adding onto it #but hey as long as theyre having fun and the pressure to go further above and beyond is alleviated a bit then hey #it's been too long since people weren't traumatised is what i'm saying lmao it's time to let the people breathe #and to let new arcs have room to flourish #ah yes long tags discussion. the meta of pointless-names dot tumblr dot com

[astrxealis]

owhhh okay i think i'm p tired ... gn in advance y'all

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #tired not as in Sleepy i mean the other Tired but i'll be fine TvT #anyways aaa ebg ends soon !! like a day or two !! so uh :squints: to all those who have sabotaged me ily very very much and really #appreciate it sm TvT LIKE HELRPWJDJSJ ik i shld feel :(( <//3 yes but also knowing i was actually like. y'all make the game fun ... TvT #yes yes so uhhhhhh help im heating up IDHSIWJEKS (shy) #OKAY so to sam & lune esp bcs damn y'all hate me fr 💔 /nm n ofc cal lettē n that 1 anon im p sure is anoushka (embarrassed if im wrong but #yes <3 IDHSIDNS) tyvm friends TvT aaaaaaa ebg isnt over yet but im feelin a lil ack these days ehehhehehdhehdh so yeah #i feel like i havent rlly gotten much sabotages compared to my fellow mutuals who r playing JDUEWHIJWJS so ya just a rlly HUGE ty to u guys #it means a lot to me even if it prolly seems like smth small >< ✨ aaaaeeeeee #i prolly won't send sabotages as much anymore tho bcs i'm feeling tired now TvT wont elaborate but yes WHEEZEHWRWIDJSOSKAOSPAJDKANSOAO #nah idk maybe im just overhtinking again or wtvr i dunno man but just not feeling it rn again brrrrrrrrr #ill head to sleep b4 3 am !! yesterday was b4 5 so now will be b4 3 hopefully ehe #please Do Not perceive this post /nf /lh ODBWIDNWKDJSK now goodbye B) #dw later today when its actually proper morning or afternoon im sure ill be fine again B)) always am #tw vent ish #i hate feeling this way brrr i always try to focus on the good positive and happy but #yeah :') #if i start distancing myself again rirhwiwhdiehkde i'll most likely be fine so no need to worry at all abt me or wtvr ^^ #i doubt anyonr will even see or read this post (?) but if u need pls know i rlly genuinely do appreciate it jdhsjd ilysm aha :') 💖 #TvT i just bottle my feelings up a lot okay ORHRIEHEIEHKAJS and i feel like ive been doing that again for quite a long time so im just #kinda breaking rn again :') ill really be okay soon tho for sure 🫶🏼 #tw vent #im like 90% sure no one will even notice this so its fine if i just post this ya rhe