#am/ong us

[baskeigh-ball]

I've always wanted to try coloring a traditional sketch, so have one made in ibis paint

(which I just found out is No Longer Ethical To Use bc they have an ai "auto paint" feature now. sigh. i'm looking for alternatives as i post this -_- )

(Edit: turns out they got rid of the feature today! Good for them :D)

#expect a post about the whole ai art thing later because i am getting very tired of it #but back to raph #i like this color scheme WAY better than what ive been using #hes never looked better ong #rottmnt #rottmnt raph #my art #i have to do this with the rest of the mad dogz

[rakkuntoast]

really hoping for the last debate to let the international members to be able to talk in their mother language cuz admit it or not, its a HUGE handicap that they're not able to get themselves across as they'd like to cuz of the language barrier. they're trying their best and im glad the team is working to better the translator but my god, even if its more convenient for them to talk english its def affecting some of the candidates

this is mostly directed @ insaneduo cuz holy shit im so tired of people that keep missinterpreting them, they wont start a dictatorship go and actually watch their povs

#qsmp #qsmp liveblog #listen i am all fuck the government and the federation but insaneduo got a point #there's some stuff that the only way to do them is with help of the federation (aka the actual admins) #and i feel like bag and bbh sometimes forget that they'll need the feds approval to do whatever they want. it doesnt feel like #they have a b plan in case the council is rejected. and of course the worry that someone will become a fed puppet #idk its just audhfuahfe i fucking hate politics ong #i def agree that us latinos see politics differently than americans and europeans. we're used to being screwed over by our own goverment #and i like what insaneduo is proposing but idk man. atp idk who to vote. i could do the funniest thing and vote gegg i guess LOL #sorry for the rant in tags

[chibishortdeath]

Started playing Fear and Hunger recently and this guy is pretty silly. I like that he likes bugs, that’s a green flag in my book, bugs are great.

Nothing in this post in particular is mature, but the game itself is, it’s a pretty dark horror game, so I’ll be putting some content warnings in the tags so any talk about the game on my account can be filtered out easier!

Some thoughts about the game under a cut :3

I haven’t played as Enki tho, I picked Cahara because he’s easier and it’s my first playthrough, and he’s pretty cool too. I really love the character and monster designs in this game. The art is super cool :3. I’ve had the worst luck this run tho oh my god; I started the game took like two steps and immediately got blindsighted by three dogs. All the enemies in the first left entrance area spawned in the first room. Two elite guards spawned in the room past the prisons instead of the usual one. Moonless would not spawn for like a solid few reloads and then ended up on the bottom of the map instead of the top where they usually are. I talked to Nosramus (love them, they’re great, they were off screen the whole conversation tho whoops) and immediately afterwards got the crow mauler text and had to leave the room. Got D’arce and promptly ran into a yellow mage and lost my arm! It’s been wild and I’m even just playing on easy mode 💀💀💀!!! My computer also kinda sucks and lags sometimes, but yeah! The game is fun!!!!! I have no idea how far I am in it, but I’m almost to where Le’garde is captured. My whole strategy has been fuck around and find out and it’s working XD!!! I kinda expected it to be scarier, but that might be because I’m a little used to horror as a genre in general, but it’s a nice balance of spooky atmosphere and usual RPG action stuff in a way that comes off sincere and not like edgy for the sake of being edgy if that makes sense. It’s cool :3

Anyway there’s a lot of games I’ve started recently and haven’t finished so I guess I’ll be playing those for a while. I still need to beat CV64, I’m just currently stuck on the uh gear platforming section with the bomb. If you know, you know 💀💀💀. It’s hard. I also have to beat Curse of Darkness, but I’m really close to the end in that one I’m just getting all the random side rooms and stuff. Raising more innocent devils besides my main team just to be able to open a door is a little tedious tbh, but eh it’s an excuse to play the game for longer so I’ll take it. But yeah, hopefully life actually lets me beat all these games so I can talk about them more (TwT ;).

#fear and hunger #funger #fear and hunger 1 #enki ankarian #fear and hunger enki #f&h enki #f&h #f&h fanart #art post #yippie! gaming moment #my laptop SUCKS though ong #sometimes it just makes loud static sounds whenever it needs an update at random times #I have a video of it yelling at me to update it in the middle of when I was playing funger like shut up I am going to update you after this #also the lag makes it really really hard to enter doors help me— #I’ll press the arrow key once and Cahara (whom I’ve named TheRizzler) will take TWO STEPS #I gotta do all the extra bullshit to accommodate my dumbass former highschool laptop’s antics like 💀💀💀 #here’s to hoping it doesn’t suddenly lose sound on me like it used to lmaooooooo #yeah the game is fun tho ong I have no idea what I’m doing 😎 #my guy TheRizzler has died of infection and bleeding a lot cause I couldn’t find the items to cure it lmao #once I do manage to beat the game eventually I’ll probably play Enki next even though he’s like a bad beginner choice cause he’s silly!!! #I found out recently I have enough stuff to closet cosplay him and did that a while back and the fit slays honestly #if I ever get comfortable enough to show my face on here I might post about it but for now ehhhhhh #tw horror #tw horror game #cw horror #cw fear and hunger #incoherent rambling #this game is also making me wanna work on my game too like #I’m stuck in the process of making it cause I can’t decide thematically if I want a battle system and enemies or not #and also map making is hard and tedious aughhh I will do it for the silly ocs tho rahhhhhh funger bestow upon me inspiration pls

[shandykey]

Callisto Regelus' genuine smile will be the end of me I swear to God.

I read one chapter and it was like a fucking marathon to me.

And today they confirming wether my honkai baby girl is coming back and I can try for him again.

Like deadass I deleted the game because I am like fuck u, no black people and no husband I am not coming back until my baby girl is back.

I still got a series of videos coming up about it so for now I shush lmao

#villains are destined to die #callisto regulus #the way I do not care about ships at all #so I have this really weird position of #PENELOPE U BETTER NOT FUCK THIS UP FOR US I WANT TO SEE HIM. EVERY CHAPTER I AM SO SERIOUS #LIKE MAKE OUR MAN HAPPY PLEASE ON MY BEHALF I AM SO SERIOUS DO NOT FUCK THIS UP ONG #hsr #hsr blade

[seanmacguirelover]

I feel like more people should know about the Falsettoland workshop literally I am OBSESSED WITH IT. The songs are like so good too, it makes me sad that some of these songs didn't make the final cut. I am still happy the story turned out how it is though!

#falsettos #march of the falsettos #falsettoland #musicals #i dont use tumblr help me ong #falsettoland workshop #marvin 3 #the marvin trilogy #lalala!! #meowwwww #i am so crazy about this musical it is insane #pookie bear #chip zien

[acaiyatree]

thinking about what ian flynn said about issue 56....

#yeah.... #don't talk about shads' pose i had no ideas at All #and didn't want to think since this would just be a silly thing #also i am willing to bet there r more sonc charas who died that came back to life or didn't but yk #i'm sticking w game canon (<is very unfamiliar w game canon and most sonic stuff ik come from the comics) #sth #sonic the hedgehog #idw sonic #sonic idw #shadow the hedgehog #maria robotnik #chip the light gaia #light gaia #sonic adventure 2 #sonic unleashed #idw sonic 56 #sonic idw 56 #also don't look at me using the same pose for maria and sonic SHUT UP i just realized that now #also don't yk the fact that i used idw meshed with game canon i'm. i'm rlly iffy abt that i just wanted to make this joke #ong i'll just wait till there's confirmation of the canonicity of the idw comics in the games #or maybe there is alrdy idk. them introducing tangle into the mainline games isn't enough for me to think that the idw comics r canon to the #games i'm sorry u're gonna have to get me proof in a game through the story 🤷

[baconcolacan]

Dude,,,,I just finished the final clean sketches for my not halloween post…,,,,

#neil talky #AND IM STILL SICK #WHILE MY BOSS IS BLOWING UP MY WORK INBOX BRO ITS 12 AM WHY ARENT YOU ASLEEP 😭😭😭😭 #IM PRETENDING NOT TO SEE HIS NOTIFS BC ITS ALMOST 1 AM GO TO SLEEP ONG #THE ANIMATION INDUSTRY IS IN SHAMBLES PLEASE LET US SLEEP GISOSNFJF #Coughing out my lungs as I desperately finish my sketches #theres like 18 pages bro ITS NOT A COMIC #just weird lil doodles and some rendered illustrations

[mechanichuntsman]

my brain cannot comprehend what in the actual fuck am I even doing

#I did not learn anything in our 3d modeling class ToT #our teacher (even tho a nice dude) straight up tell us to just make a model #am failing big time ong #anyway am gonna try to make a model for Nick that is totally not relating to my another fave character #(not gavin) #quq #// #wip #???? #I doubt I could finish this if I remember shit

[chilapis]

Finally heading to bed. Might work on my rentry tomorrow as a treat to unwind and play one of the games the guy is inbecause my brain is positively fried from the mock exam.

#I haven’t used a carrd in like 3 years but I am somewhat tempted. we will see #imagine i make a f/o page & it’s the most gorgeous pictures of my beloved husband ajax darling ever #and then the most contorted ong of the guy.. like an official picture of him but I have blended it to the degree of incompdehmsibility #perfect. #🥀🍷 — colloquy.

[jimalim]

I got my podcast playlist back up to 84 hours but believe it or not, because I listen at 2x speed, between this backlog and my weekly pods that I'll have added when they drop, this will probably only take me a week to finish.

#2 weeks tops #i kinda have a problem lol #i start listening to pods pretty much the moment i wake up all the way through my workday #and sometimes even in the eve ong if theres a specific one i really want to listen to right away #because i listen at 2x speed i usually finish 2 epsidoes before i even get to work #i kinda cant function anymore unless i have constant talking in my ears hahaha #i have 3 pairs of headphones on me so i always have backups for when the batteries need charged #and i have waterproof ones that i can use in the shower #i am ALWAYS consuming hahaha

[hardpee]

hii i’ll open commissins soon perhaps with new prices i am very busy and very drained atm tho i will keep u all in the loop. thank you for your patience during this funky time

#thanks to like #A Lot of you for sticking around for my entire life ?? #like i’ve been on this account(ish) since i was 12 i’m 20 now huh??? #just watched me grow up huh??? #anyways thanks a bunches i’ll try to post whatever traditional art i have and or commissions i’ve been doing #i miss you all very much and posting art for realsies but #speaking of growing up and living is so HARD everyone should be way nicer to eachother #and that being said i’m mean to myself and i feel gghuggpuugh about posting my art rn #i’ll get over it idk i never like my art until i’m looking back at it later like ong what i used to be able to draw !! #but the cycle just keeps repeating every year/few years so #maybe i am just an artist and art is subjective and yadda yadda #AND THE MOST CRITICAL ART CRITIC IS THE ARTIST THEMSELF AFTERALL #or anton ego whatever i don’t know #byesies

[pyr0cue]

i am mature and have moved on and dont need to be annoyed at this asshole. i am mature and i have moved on and their existance doesnt bother me anymore. i am mature and have matured and can be a bigger person. i am mature im matureeee (affirmations)

#SHES SO ANNOYING ONG #literaly shutt UPPP you get sooo annoyed when people are putting thigns in the wrong chat but ur allowed to do it cause of ur stupid #victim complex #that gives you a pass to do anything you please #because you are incapable of hurting people. its always a joke or unimportant. #but we are abusive because were like hey maybe ur not the authority on our mental illnesses? #and get annoyed when u constantly force us to listen to u vent and give advice and shit and then BLAME US when you take it #EVEN WHEN WE SAY NO #i am mature and have moved on. i understand that i was just as bad as she was #i am matureee im matureeeee IM MATURE AND CAN HANDLE PEOPLE ANNOYING ME #SORRY SORRY #personal #vent

[aemoonie]

yoo stranger things s4 is so crazy

#i'm so late but i had no internet okay :(( #but like i love how well it's still going #compared to riverdale or whatever ong #omg* #but stranger things is a masterpiece #also i am in love with eddie and robin and they both deserve the world thank u #i also love max she's so cool #hehe #next up i'll watch s3 of umbrella academy 👀 #finally i can put my weekend off to good use #can't wait to be a uni student again tho my god #i hate being at work for like 10 hrs a day it's so annoying #( 💭 ) !

[altruistic-meme]

how dare they steal my car and not even tell me what's wrong

#i am being dramatic but i am without car which makes me Nervous #and they don't work weekends which i knew but i was hoping they'd call on Friday when i dropped it off but they didn't :( #so tomorrow at earliest is when I'll know what's wrong #and how much it'll probably cost to fix #still hoping for <$2k right now ;;;;; #please everything costs so much money #i stoill need a #ong #OMG #i can't even wash my cLOTHES I CAN'T DRIVE TO THE LAUNDROMAT UGH #FUCK #ok i REALLY could use a washer/dryer rn #damn :( #i could walk to the closer one in theory but hhhhhhhh #shit :((((( #i should figure out. how financing works. #so i can maybe finance the washer/dryer and actually get it #soon #i think i googled it and tge store will deliver/maybe install??? so plEASEREEE #shh ac

[thegreywarren]

Idk if I have been living under a rock or whatever but I just saw what Anya Taylor Joy wore for “Dune” premiere in the UK… Girl what the actual fuck???

#I just saw it because I really don’t give a fuck about dune in general but seriously what the hell #are we seriously still using middle eastern culture as a prop in book/movie that has been heavily criticized because of it #especially with everything that has been going on??? be fucking for real #and everybody praising how good she looks??? like that’s not what people get hate crimed in europe just for wearing the same thing #it’s fine when a white celebrity does it I guess #it’s 6 am and I’m so fucjing mad just needed to rant #honestly get a fucking reality check please ong #rants #personal

[everhoods]

Im not a fucking adult and I can barely touch him AND IM UP-FUCKING-STAIRS OFC YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE WATCHIMG HIM UGHHHHHH

#jesse.txt #I was all looking forward to going off my meds #But it's been years and he hasn't fucking manned up #And I'm still this angry at him #Idk if it's a good idea for me to go off of them. #I mean I didn't think it was a good idea a few days or even months ago #But I'm sick of being treated like thsi because I need medication #I'm sick of Jay asking my invasive questions about what type of disorder I have #I am very lucid right now but ong I should just kill myself #Show these fuckers whos BOSS #suicide #Also heads up I can't tag murder/intent to do so #I hate that I haven't gotten over this shit yet #But I don't think these thoughts are gonna stop soon since he won't fucking change #I use tumblr as an outlet for my thoughts #I understand if you unfollow/block me for this