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#and i don't think anyone can really understand that because . twins aren't the most common. i don't have friends
astrxealis · 1 year
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sometimes i overthink and get overly anxious but then my worries are quelled and that feeling is just. the best
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#happened sometime before when i thought some people hated me but no oops i just jumped to conclusions#but i remember being so anxious about that! kinda brought me back to an experience some time ago where#uhm. yeah i had trouble sleeping because my heartbeat was too fast all the time. concerning not-so-good ol' days!#and so yeah that got cleared up though. and then now i thought other people hated me but school this time#and i thought they thought i was irresponsible and idk man but phew my worries were for naught... i think!#man i think overall i don't get as anxious but it's definitely still there#tw anxiety#part of me in general feels like everyone around me secretly hates me and it kinda really sucks#because i know it isn't true but sometimes i'm told that in fights even if i know they don't mean it and we always make up#and then in general i usually feel like i'm never a 'favorite'. as in. yeah. whatever HELP DON'T MIND ME SORRY#it's really complicated but also i understand how i've come to be this way and it's... just kinda sad to me i think#i think of that one in the tags kinda reblog game where it was 'what would cure you' or smth like that and#i think i just need a partner of sorts. someone who is for me. and i for them. and i have a twin but it's different you see#and i don't think anyone can really understand that because . twins aren't the most common. i don't have friends#who have twins orrr the one that does is not close with their twin unfortunately! so. yeah.#agh sorry sorry sorry i'll get back to doing stuff#yk it seems like i have really high self-love and all and ultimately i do but sometimes i wonder how much of it is a mask#which is why i was often confused whether i'm actually happy or confident or anything at all and. i'm kinda still like that now#... i don't need therapy i think. maybe i do. i've said to myself that the best way for me to go with it is to just do it by myself#but i'm wondering if that really is best considering. it's always by myself. i know people are there for me#but ultimately i just feel so... dreadfully alone#anyways happy monday HWBJBAFABHFb
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noelledeltarune · 5 hours
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7,8,13 for mario or pokemon please please please i love reading your hater thoughts
7 : what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them? i don't know.... i don't think there's any character i have it in my heart to hate solely because of the fandom.. mario specifically is something i've always been into in a very self-contained way because being a nintendo series with like 200 games will, by nature, give many people many different interpretations of the characters. and i have a very specific interpretation myself so if i disagree with something it doesn't really affect my own viewing of the characters? if that makes sense. i will admit though i don't really understand the geno hype. i have played most of smrpg but he hasn't really done anything noteworthy yet????? (i'm not DONE but i'm at like the cloud kingdom place where mallow found out he's a prince) and a lot of people ship him with mario but i just don't get it yet. idk if it's a fanon substance thing or if it's just my own fault for playing the game too sporadically to really pay attention to the original characters.. but i love booster. i love mallow. i love how mario and peach and bowser are written in the context of this specific game. but geno has just not wowed me. less of a "began to hate because of how fandom acts" but "fail to see the appeal despite how fandom acts". this will probably change but it's my biggest mario series confusion. what do you all see in him 8 : common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about on a light note i will say luigi autism mario adhd. i have always seen mario autism luigi adhd personally. this has never been a big deal i just think that the roles should be switched occasionally on the "mario bros autism-adhd solidarity" posts. on a more annoying but slightly related note people like to write that mario is more impulsive than luigi to a significant extent like "luigi has to hold him back from doing stupid shit" extent and that is WRONG. we are clearly not talking about the same luigi who just randomly slept on a magic bed in a resort's museum and jumped on a glowing magic artifact in the middle of a wedding and published a book about himself where he lied about every single detail and renovated his house to build a secret diary room that he then sealed after like a week... and has literally anyone ever seen mario do something and luigi try to hold him back from it. no he is god's #1 enabler 13 : worst blorboficiation YOU KNOW WHAT. honestly mario. luigi is treated like shit also but mario has it so so bad. like we all know luigi has it so bad but SO DOES MARIO and no one talks about it. he has silent protagonist syndrome where people go "no dialogue? time to project EVERY annoying trope onto him so i can make his dynamic with luigi really weird!" like not to quote my own post but.
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it bothers me so much because people who are obsessed with luigi (SPECIFICALLY bowser x luigi fans) LOOOOOVE writing mario as this like extremely overprotective older brother figure in a way they JUST DON'T ACT LIKE in canon and it's SO BOTHERSOME. it's exactly like how people write sans with papyrus x mettaton and it's just so. aren't we all tired. aren't you all tired.
just. fandom be normal about characters who are twins for 2.7 seconds challenge IMPOSSIBLE. and it's hard to talk about mario's characterization without luigi's because a lot of it is linked to me but dear god there is no shortage of he would not fucking say that. and there's not as much of this now but like. MATPAT. has RUINED my LIFE. that stupid fucking mario is evil theory makes me so mad like NO THE FUCK HE IS NOT.
it might just be me being crazy but i feel like where luigi DOES get treated like an incompetent baby or really resentful/jealous or whatever he's just such a more widely written character than mario by virtue of often not being the player character / protagonist the same way. like with luigi there's always a sense of (barring a few obvious things) "i can imagine him acting like this under certain circumstances" (not always the way that he's portrayed but often enough comparatively) whereas with mario it's like. dude has 7 personality traits and you're fucking it up.
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like did you even read the source material 😔did you play A mario game. once. i just feel like he has it bad in a way that's less surface level. like peach and bowser and daisy also get pushed aside pretty frequently and reduced to surface level characteristics but with mario it's like. that's the protagonist. and the surface level characteristics he's reduced to aren't even ones he actually has. NOT TO MENTION that he has a really bad case of post-movie adaptation characterization 😭 HE IS NOT THAT INSECURE. WHERE IS HIS WHIMSY. HIS SILLY SWAG. PLEASE!!!! IT'S ALL HE HAS!!!!!!!!
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acciocriativity · 3 years
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More Than Friends || Harry Potter
Pairing: Fred Weasley x Reader
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Summary: Fred Weasley had been your best friend for 5 years now, little did you know that your feelings for him are reciprocated and destiny will make sure that you'll discover that. 
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 I entered the Gryffindor common room with Hermione and it was possible to hear the music from the hall, we had sure there would be a party after the last Quidditch victory, but even so it seems that she wanted some peace and quiet today. 
"I'm going to leave my things here and go to the library, will you stay??", she had to speak louder than usual so that I could understand, even when she was by my side. 
 My gaze wandered the room looking for something that would make me stay and I didn't take long to find it. Fred Weasley with a bottle of butterbeer in his hand while talking animatedly with some friends. None of them noticed that I was staring, not even I realized it until I felt a hand on my shoulder. 
“I get it, you don't have to answer me anymore”, she giggled and left, making her way towards the stairs that lead to the bedrooms, while I pretended nothing much had happened. 
 When I looked in their direction again, everyone was still there except Fred, I tried to hide the small disappointment inside me and went to the drinks table, which was supposed to be a study table, but quills and parchments are the last thing to be found there. 
"Ahhhhhhh, Fred!", I screamed as soon as I felt a weight on my back and a head on my shoulder, I immediately noticed the red hair and it made my heart beat faster instead of calming me down. "What the hell are you doing?", I tried to get off him, but it was harder than I thought. 
"I didn't think it was going to be that easy", he said laughing at me and finally his hands came out of me, supporting them on the table beside me. "Don't look at me like that, it's completely their fault that they challenged me", he made the best innocent expression possible while pointing to the small audience watching us, George was rolling around laughing on the couch and the others whispering among themselves. 
"Honestly, I don't understand why I had to choose you as my friends", I said with my glass of butterbeer as soon as I got close enough to them.
"And do you think for a second that you had a choice?", the first one who answered me was Katie, who had rosy cheeks and was much more relaxed than I had seen all week.  
"And besides, you basically stick with us to never let go", George said after composing himself and we all knew it was one of the biggest lies he ever told.
"It wasn't even close to that, I remember very well that-", I was interrupted by the two twins at the same time. "That is not the point now, right?", Fred pushed me lightly for us to sit on the couch.  
"We are here to celebrate our fantastic victory, so it must not have an empty bottle at the end of this night", Lino said and was the first to raise his own glass. "To the best team Hogwarts has ever seen", and oddly enough, he was heard by everyone, as more people repeated the phrase raising their own drinks, just like us. 
 After a few hours, most of them went up to the dormitory or just left, since there were some students from Ravenclaw and HufflePuff present and the minority was carried by the sober friends, me being one of those friends. 
"I can't believe they left us to clean up this mess, honestly ...", I said as soon as I went down the bottom step of the stairs and analyzed the state of the room, plastic cups on the floor, several puddles on the floor, I really wanted to believe it was just the butterbeer. 
"A simple spell can solve this", he said reaching for his own wand with a smug smile on his face, which took too long to appear. 
"I didn't think you'd be sober enough to remember the right words," I replied with a sarcastic smile as I walked over to sit next to him. 
“Never doubt a Weasley, sweetheart. It is one of the biggest mistakes anyone can make”, he said with the greatest confidence that a human being could have. 
 I was waiting to see him fail but when I least expected it, the blue light came out of the wand and a second later the things were working themselves out. "But how..? You didn't say anything, it doesn’t count”, I replied, still not believing in the purest magic that was going on before my eyes. "I really need to learn this silent spell..."
"I told you so, love," he settled himself comfortably on the couch, putting an arm on the couch behind me. "Aren't you tired?", His voice sounded lower than usual. 
"I am surprised that you are not, today must have been an exhausting day", I replied looking at him carefully. 
“Well, what can I say? I have the energy to talk to pretty girls”, he grinned and winked at me, I didn't know how to act after that. 
 These attitudes are common from him but not with me, recently he seems to have started a challenge to make me embarrassed every single day and so far I have not understood why. 
"I didn't know I was on that list, I remember you said that girl friends were considered part of the guys group", his eyes diverted from mine for a few seconds but the smile didn't leave his lips. 
"That was a long time ago, it doesn't count anymore", the calm in his tone was already making me bothered, I wanted to cause him to react, no matter what or how. 
“Oh, really? How beautiful am I then? There are two best in a room, could they kiss?”
“Yes, we will”, I was left with no reaction because of all the answers, I was not expecting this one.
 He chuckled, came closer to me and we kissed? No, not really. He had the nerves to wait a few seconds, just to provoke me.    
I waited for 4 years, my patience had run out long ago, of course I wouldn’t wait any more second and I didn’t. 
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capri-ramblings · 4 years
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Idk if anyone still remembers this but I actually forgot I finished chapter 3 about a week ago and didn't even posted it 🙂 still kinda confusing I think? But I promise, It'll come together soon 😤💖
[ R a p t u r e d ]
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Chapter Three
The walls encasing your freedom began to simmer your frustration, and when a spiral staircase immerged from the wooden floorboards right across the room, your hands reflexively balled into fists.
Though when an unfamiliar face greeted you, they uncurled and from where you sat on the chaise beside your only window, your figure hunched over to pull your knees closer to your body. You'd been reacting so defensively lately, it almost felt natural now.
"Did they send you up to finally get rid of me?" Your words were harsh, a deep grating rage lacing each enunciation you spat out and yet the girl seemed unfazed as her lips curled into a small smile.
"I don't think they're that merciful, but Prince Leona has stated multiple times he'd rather you be dead."
"Who are you then?"
"An ally" She answered then rather hastily added, "If you'd allow it."
You scoffed,bitter and dry you almost sounded gruff and nasally.
"Like I allowed to be imprisoned and kept like an animal?"
The girl's expression softened and she gave what seemed to be an understanding nod before she placed both hands behind her back and stood poised before you.
"Boe" She said, "My name is Boe. As in the kind you'd use to hunt with but with an 'E' at the end because my nan felt it was creative." She sounded pleasant, to be honest,she looked decent as well, like a very familiar face you'd seen somewhere and yet nowhere at the same time. She wore her hair in two loose twin braids,her simple beige coloured tunic and short khakis gave her overall soft, feminine looks a rather boyish touch. And when she smiled it was genuinely given.
Despite yourself, Boe's appearance had you feeling a little less hostile and perhaps even a bit more hopeful.
"I made them an offer" You told her and again she nodded her head.
"To kill your brother in exchange for your freedom. Why?"
"Isn't that what they wanted? That bastard killed their beast and the only reason I'm here is because he's traded me off for his glory."
Boe seemed surprised at how you caught onto the situation at hand but you could see how calculative her eyes were. She may have looked pleasant but you weren't foolish enough to trust her, and if she knew your captives then chances are she wasn't just some typical servant running errands. They sent her up to you to talk, which meant they trusted her. And they didn't look like the trusting type.
"He and I aren't related by blood" You told her, scornfully. "It doesn't take much to piece up my being here, and I'll tell you now that he's not coming to save me. Not when he has every village folk singing his glory and the King welcoming him in his halls."
You sounded so dejected, Boe practically felt the heat of rage circulating through the room, but she also sensed sorrow. A sort of grief from the way you hunched yourself over. You've been through a lot, she could see that much.
"Tell me, did you ever believe the story your land has? It's history with the Faefolk and magic?"
You knew little. Simply enough to have your mind wander, but every child was like that, and when it was time to face the world and grow up, the stories you used to cling to before sleeping became just that; Stories.
So, you told Boe you didn't. You told her you knew the land has always been lavish, that it had always been easy to farm and make produce because it's forests were endless and green. It was because it was placed right in the centre of a growing land, wasn't it? Magic felt too foreign to have been a part of it all.
But then she told you of the story of a man planting a seed given to him by a generous Fae, and that the seed grew into a tree and another and another, until it formed a forest so lush and rich with life, people came to the land as a place of salvation. She told you that the Fae was the Mother Goddess Gaia and that she had made a pact with the humans who stayed in her grounds. They were allowed to grow and live as they wanted as long as her generosity was remembered. Thus the human built shrine after shrine in her name, and the land never once withered. Until weeks after your brother slayed the beast.
You sat there facing her,baffled and refused to believe in such a tale so easily, told yourself that no such thing could be possible...
Yet, the tower that kept you had nothing but a single window and a door that only seemed to appear when called. You remember how you tried climbing down through the window and how your makeshift rope snapped and you thought you'd fall to your death but instead you stayed in the air. Frozen.
As your hardened gaze looked to Boe and the faint light of the sun peeked through the window and into the room, you noticed the slight point of her ears and how in that specific lighting her features looked ethereal,as if she was carved out from a completely different mold.
You've seen those features before. A long,long time ago. The brief memory tucked behind the grains of your mind.
You must've laughed because Boe's expression shifted into confusion, and you ran your hands through your hair as a slight colour flickered to life in your eyes.
"You must think I've gone crazy. Wanting to kill my own brother but I've never seen him as family, and I'm sure he feels the same. It's the only thing we have in common."
"You'd really kill him for your freedom?" Boe asked, almost quietly.
You lifted your gaze,heavy and dark but driven with determination.
"Wouldn't you? It sounds selfish and maybe it is but hasn't he done the same to me? Ever since mother died, I was left under his care which meant he'd been shackled to me against his will and now I'm here and he's drinking in the castle." Your voice shifted, breathless and worn. You wanted to stand, to show to her that you weren't as weak as your captives had force you to be. That you meant what you said.
"I don't care about being kind and understanding anymore. I want to be released. I want to take back what I've lost and if that means killing Cyril and appeasing your Princes, so be it."
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"You could be their Champion" Boe said as she stared you up and down,her gaze flickering with something you couldn't quite put a finger on. But she smiled when her eyes landed on your face, and a slight shade of pink dusted your cheeks. Though you felt it was because she had been nothing but open in her discussion and all you ever did was scowl and kept your distance.
And perhaps,you couldn't really be blamed for any of it given your own situation, but maybe it wasn't too harmful to act a bit more cooperative...
"A champion?" You repeated the words with your brows furrowed and lips down-curled.
Boe nodded her head.
"Faes often keep champions in order to settle certain affairs,like a representative or a tribute on their part without having to physically attend said affairs themselves, and unlike most dealings, this one has the exceptional perk of not being entirely enslaved by the Fae you serve under"
"...You mean if I agreed to being their... Champion? I wouldn't owe them anything?"
You know the tales of giving your thanks to the Gentry, and how such unfortunate humans fell to the mercy of the cunning creatures. A slight shiver ran up the length of your arm, but you fought the urge to look disgruntled, and simply crossed your arms.
Boe's smile widened a fraction.
"Yes, and I can't tell you why such a thing is possible in the first place, not because I don't want to but because I also do not know the reason behind it. It's said that this pact Faes have created with humans is a rare thing and a ritual they hold with great respect. If you so desire to kill your brother and gain your freedom, being the Princes' Champion is perhaps the best and only way."
"But how can I trust them to hold onto their end of the bargain? I might not have full belief in all your fae nonsense, but I know that whatever you are, your kind are known to be cunning and slippery!"
You felt like jabbing an accusing finger to her chest then,but you bit back the venom on your tongue and swallowed your carousing temper from erupting. Anger did no good in discussions after all. You learned that from years living with your step brother.
Despite it all however,Boe didn't seem to mind your frustration or hostility. In fact, she remained informative and calm, you began understanding why she had been sent up in the first place.
Unlike the Princes themselves, Boe didn't have any intimidation oozing from her demeanor. She came as a neutral party, neither to nurse nor make you submit.
Perhaps her words were the most trustworthy you'd have here.
Perhaps being a Champion was your only way out.
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sukirichi · 3 years
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I'm here with another Naoya theory✨
SOOOOO
As a fellow anon said we didn't see Naoya die we just saw him with a knife pressed on his back. Now I think he might be alive because
1. Maki and Mai's mom is probably one of the most irrelevant characters EVER (although she gave birth to two queens)
2. Naoya is a top grade sorcerer and we haven't seen him fight too much nor did he have a lot of screen time (if you can call it that) plus we don't know a lot about him and Gege can't really just throw in a hot character create even more questions (since we saw how "close" he was with Toji) we haven't seen his 100% abilities AND I don't think anyone (even the haters) can accept the fact that a supposedly so strong sorcerer was killed by a nobody with a kitchen knife out of all things
3.Kitchen knives aren't that deadly and it's not sure if the mom hit any vital spots that will lead to his death
4. It's not common for Gege to kill characters off screen and for a character that was said to have so much power it's weird to have a death like this
5. Gege was in a bad phase in the last chapters so there is a possibility he wasn't thinking straight like killing or high key destroying a lot of important characters especially in the Shibuya incident so maybe after his break he will make it up for everything
6. We have a pending/unknown/missing status for a lot of characters after the Shibuya incident so I hate that they say for other characters that the status is unknown but in Naoyas status it changes straight up to dead even though we didn't see him die on a panel.. I guess the person who made the changes in wiki wasn't exactly a fan of Naoya...
Stay hopeful it's Gege we are talking about let's hope he knows what he is doing 💕✨
I hope I made you feel a bit better about his situation ✨
Alright Naoya theory, let’s go! *pretends not to cry because he better not be twerking in the afterlife without me*
1. Irrelevant? Yes, I agree. Maki Supremacy tho 👑 but actually Mai is my favorite twin so I was really sad when she died like please no 😭
2. Anon grrr I KNOW! Like how is he given Chief of Hei title and Special Gr1 Sorcerer ranking but always gets his ass clapped? Either the rankings are wrong and he should be demoted to a ranking more suitable for him, his opponents are just INSANE strong ORRR Gege did this on purpose to always make Naoya on the losing end so hopefully one day he can come back as a much stronger...evil curse 💀 no no exactly, I feel like he hasn’t even showed us what he’s truly capable of 😭 maybe he ain’t ready for his power 🤤 ‘killed by a nobody with a kitchen knife’ bestie help 😭✌🏻
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4. yeaaahhh something about his death doesn’t add up but it still really hurt me 😭
5. hmmm i understand that yes yes *nods twice*
6. LOLLL I bet, no matter how hot he is the Naoya antis will still be more than the microscopic amount of Naoya fans 😔 should I edit the wiki myself and go ‘MY HUSBAND IS ALIVE I JUST KNOW IT’ 😭
i do hope gege knows what he’s doing! either way, the options he chooses on whatever happens next is gonna hurt (naoya is either legit dead or reincarnates as an angry curse 🥺) and yes i do feel better hehehehe i’ve gotten over my crying and sobbing phase so i can talk about theories over his ‘death’ much better now. thank you for this anon 🥺💕
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princesskeda · 3 years
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I was reading The Heirs, and I noticed something that I didn't pay much attention to before. Mia and May seem very different from their parents. They like gossip, which is normal for teens, but they also aren't very close to their little brother because they exclude him from literally everything they do. Why is that? Could you maybe explain their characters a little more? Jay and Nya don't seem to notice what's going on between their kids. Why aren't they saying anything about it?
I love to hear that you are reading Heirs!!
The relationship between Colby and his sisters is a complicated one, and it isn't extensively explored in “The Heirs”. But what we do know is that a lot of it comes from the fact that twins really like to keep to themselves. To them, they only really need each other. But that usually leaves Colby by himself. And Jay and Nya have noticed and they try to get them to include Colby in things, but if you’ve ever had younger siblings, you know how much it sucks when your parents force you to play with your younger siblings. Not because you don't love them, but because there is an element of not having things in common, and also younger siblings tend to mess things up. Both of which are very much the case with Colby. Which isn't fair to him. Colby is also considered the odd one out, by himself as well as his family (even if no one says as much). This is why he always wanted to be friends with Amber, because if anyone would understand him, she would. But she also misunderstood him, mostly because she was incredibly self-conscious when she was younger and pushed most people away. He's also one of the youngest of all the Ninja kids, and also thinks he won't receive one of the elements since there aren’t enough to go around, which makes him feel like even more of an outcast. Or as he puts it, his parents had one kid too many. All of these things form an invisible wedge between Colby and his family members. It's not that Nya and Jay don't notice or aren't trying, it's just that there's not much more that they can be doing than they already are.  
There is good news tho! Colby is getting a lead role in “Inheritance”! So if you are a Colby fan like I am, there's a whole lot of new content and character development coming your way! 
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