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#and ik its not the body wash bc its the same body wash ive been using for months
nomaishuttle · 9 months
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i donot know why im breaking out so bad... augjhhh
#not even just my face my body acne is coming back a ton :( it had gone away for a while#its like. im confused bc my hygiene has been Really really good recently#ive been showering almost every weekday for the past 2ish weeks#and ik its not the body wash bc its the same body wash ive been using for months#well. i used it 4 months b4 i moved here#and then i had a different flavor from the same brand bc hal liked that one better. its fine#it was pink its a very cute bottle im just not a florals girl... i like their coffee and coconut one and da other one was umm rose or#something. i didnt mind it it worjed judt s well i just like coconut coffee better basically. but anyways yeah. ig maybe my body judt isnt#used to being washed this much ? so maybe itll take a bit for my skin to be like Oh this is good actually#i also dont have anything against acne im just like. confused why its happening now...#my face breaking out i totally understand bc i wear a mask at work now#and famously. skin hate the mask skin revolt#thats why im washing my face twice a day now...#i just need 2 ummm. i wanna start buying my own masks#bc ive. this is gross and shitty but ive been reusing the disposable masks i get from work#i use them once the day i get them and then again the next bc i dont wanna run out#BUT luckily i have spending money or will whenever my damn check comes in -_- it shouldve been today i thought but ig itll be sometime tmrw#so i will be able t get Hopefully a pretty big box...everybody cheered and was happy basically. ermm yes so thats all#now irs fr bedtime bc im almost to 0 stars zone rly i already am bc i am Not gonna fall asleep in 6 minutes but look man. rough day and#itll be another bad one tmrw. soo ues#remind me to post aby the bad beginning audiobook i like vs the one my library has tmrw i kept meaning to today but i got distracted
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Okay hear me out. Male reader with a bird quirk (probably a relative of hawks) with platonic bakusquad hcs?????and to help you out some of my own lil hcs: Letting Kami preen your wings when he stims because not only does it give him something soft to play with it also feels nice. Mina enjoying messing with you while playing music! Who ever needs a hug hidden in readers wings will get one (its most likely baku needing to calm down just hiding in your fluffy embrace) ive run out of words so here
class 1-a with their chirpy classmate
pairing: platonic!class 1-a x male!reader (he/him)
genre: fluffy fluffy fluffy fluffy-
warnings: strong language :)
author's note: this was a nice brain break... also hh i love sero but denki makes me feel all warm and ok bc stimming and it's like?? nobody says anything abt it??? like he just stims and is left in peace?? and i love that idk sorry
also, hitoshi is in class 1a in this (ik he's probably gonna be 1b but sh)
EDIT: HOW TF DID I PUT NOTHING ABT TODOROKI OR MIDORIYA OR SERO IM ASHAMED 😩 BUT I FIXED IT
EDITEDIT: this is now part 1 of a quirk request series I've started. the link to that request form is in my bio @ my masterlist and faq link
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being pro-hero hawks' little (half-)brother was definitely an interesting part to your story. having been hidden from the world and only recently noticed because of your acceptance into ua was another. but what most people found interesting was your quirk.
you had fierce wings, too, which meant a pair of [color] wings. because of your other parent, your quirk also granted you a lot more bird-related instincts and behavior. you were powerful, but you were expected to be 10x better than hawks by your pro-hero years.
and that's... a shit ton to take on.
but it was gonna be okay, because you weren't doing it alone.
no, you were doing it with your class, your family, at that point.
OKAY SO
when kami stims, you do - in fact - let him preen your wings. it's not the way usually done, obviously (he doesn't have a beak and... it wouldn't be very sanitary-), but they do like gently feeling through them the same way he does with ojiro's tail. it makes them feel really relaxed and becomes a stim for him. he often zones out when doing it, too.
at first, when he catches himself doing it, they force themself to stop and apologize. but then you tell him that you don't mind, that it actually helps you, and yeah he does it a shit ton now, v nice 👍
everyone loves your quirk, but mina LOVES your quirk. when she puts music on, any music that you two like, your feathers ruffle a bit on instinct and you start going between quiet chirping and whistling, something you try to fight out of mild embarrassment. but mina loves it and you grow less and less conscious of it as you two get closer.
the class finds out about it,, it's great to have that verbal approval of their taste when they play their favorite songs.
the same kinda goes for when your favorite people come around. you tense up a little and your feathers fluff up. your eyes dilate and even if you try to hide the smile or your excitement, your body tells them all they need to know. sometimes, though, they get nervouse because you do the same for opponents in instinctive aggression.
instincts.
one of which is, of course, preening your wings, but it also includes doing some of the same for your friends.
one time you were just watching a movie with the class in the common room and you ended up going through momo's hair. it wasn't dirty, obviously, but you kept going and would let out little chirps of joy. her expensive hair wash just smelled good, yknow?
obviously the rest of the class pointed it out, and when momo giggled and thanked you, you went sll red in embarrassment. it was definitely a new action to you, something you were unaware of.
"a-ah- momo, i'm so sorry-!"
"no, [Name], it's okay! here-"
she made a square of fabric with (obviously) artificial feathers sewn on while you were distracted. you were still embarrassed, but you couldn't help the fluffing of your festhers as you took it.
yeah, you were potentially deadly, but sometimes you were just so sweet and-
JFNXKDNX LMAO THEY LOVE YOU
AND THEY LOVE HUGGING YOU.
when you hug someone, your wings come around in a form of protection. and they're so soft and have a quirk of their own-
comfort.
you're just-
they're comforting. for everyone.
mina's favorite thing is obviously your reactions with music, but she loves your whistling. it can be funny, like once when you were quietly whistling wap, but it can be really calming, too. you once whistled a dodie song and it was so calming that they just fell asleep against your shoulder.
asui honestly just likes having another person with an animal quirk around, and it's the same with kouda. it gives kouda a better understanding of how to read his bird friends, too. with asui, whenever she's getting too cold, you try to wrap her up in a wing to warm her up. sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't, but it always at least makes her feel far more comfortable.
TENYA GETS ANNOYED SOMETIMES. when your feathers fluff up seemingly out of nowhere, the man gets all guarded and shit 😩 he also finds your whistling quite agitating when he's looking for some quiet,, but he does come around and just talk to you about it.
uraraka loves it. she honestly finds your quirk fascinating, and it's a lot of fun to work with her quirk along with yours in traning, using her zero gravity to help support any weight your wings are trying to carry. she's also just very cuddly by nature, so a lot of her leaning into your wings if you have them sprawled out.
EIJIROU THINKS YOUR WINGS ARE V MANLY AND LOOKS UP TO YOU FR, ALSO YOUR WINGS ARE VERY NICE FOR HUGS AND IT MAKES HIM SUPER HAPPY WHEN BAKUGOU BECOMES COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO HUG YOU TOO LMAO
yes, boom boom boy comes around.
"yeah, so that's why i- huh-?"
"don't say a fuckin' thing, bird brain... you offered."
"oh, alright-"
"AND DON'T THINK THIS MEANS IM WEAK OR ANYTHING, YOU'RE THE WEAK ONE, ALL... SOFT AND..."
he loves your wings, highkey. he stresses the fuck out of himself and gives himself a LOT of anxiety, but whenever it becomes too much, he'll just kind of hide hugging you. he likes when you fluff up your feathers while you're hugging, so do that and he'll basically be on the edge of falling asleep in your hold-
midoriya and todoroki are interesting when it comes to your quirk... sometimes they ask kinda uncomfortable questions, mostly midoriya because he's taking so many notes,
but todoroki just wants to know abt your weaknesses-
"so your feathers take two days to grow back?"
"uh- yeah-"
"individually?"
"mhm-"
"so it makes you significantly more vulnerable to my quirk."
"w-wait, hold on-!"
"i apologize for any inconvenience. thank you for answering my questions."
and sero was a lil scared he'd get stuck to you. again. he used his quirk indoors once towards mineta, but you walked right into the way by accident snd it caught your wings. he tried yo pull away, but it plucked your feathers out. h a r d.
he apologized sm 😩 he was so scared of hurting you again JFNXN-
basically everyone loved your quirk. there are dome things that can be restricting at times, though. you can sit without sprawling your wings, but they occasionally fluff out to relieve any discomfort. this catches some people off guard (including iida) which has lead to you being encouraged to just have them out in a comfortable position.
some of them also take a lil longer to trust you-
when hitoshi first meets you, he's quick to point out the fact that you and your feathers hold a sort of telepathic communication, which isn't new info to any hawks fans. tokoyami silently agrees, mostly because hawks is just such a secretive figure. hell, you were one of those secrets until about a year prior!
with time, tho... he can't help it.
AND MATING SEASON DOESN'T HELP, EITHER-
you were able to hold back a little more your first year, bUT YOUR SECOND YEAR MADE IT V DIFFICULT-
you were much more like a "hawk" than your brother (yes, courtesy of both of your parents strongly contributing to your bird-liness). because of this, though, n a t u r a l s e l e c t i o n gave your body an actual internal clock for a mating season. you were still a teen, so obviously acting on it soon was never ever a plan, but you started going through the habits of the season.
late winter, early spring. you started becoming rather possessive of your things. you were a lot more aggressive than usual, and you started becoming far more sensitive to any criticism. your anxiety was wayyy up, and the only thing that relieved it was flying.
yes. at night, too.
and one time, you snuck out through your balcony and collected
rocks and sticks. and you brought them back to your dorm and set them out around your bed.
the next morning, when you refused to leave your room, aizawa went in and was absolutely confused. it looked like you had some sort of ritual circle going on, and you were anxiously preening your wings.
it was confusing because things didn't 100% align with bird instinct, but it obviously was completely natural to you.
safe to say that when other students found out, it made it hard to see you as intimidating at all.
kouda helps quite a lot during this time which lasts a little over a week for you, helping direct friends for how to help out.
you borrowed a ton of hoodies during that week. and there was a lot of decorating within the circle. random shit, too, like wrappers from any snacks you were given from your friends.
hitoshi had to chuckle- BFNXN-
THIS IS WHO HE WAS SCARED OF TRUSTING-?
but his chuckle made you cry because you thought he was making fun of your "nest"
he almost got his ass fucking bEAT-
But yes.
they love you. much snuggles, yes. a lotta love. 🧍
platonic kithes to their favorite chirp champion :D
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my annotations for chappy 11 of ysijwa
this is just for drea and leyla to read so if you're not drea or leyla pls keep scrolling :)
ok this is pretty chaotic and like i said earlier i treated this ike a wattpad comment section so... have fun ig :)
SHERLOCK AND WATSON CINEMATIC UNIVERSE SHUT UPPPPP I LOVE YOU SM DREA
NOT MISS SNAP CRACKLE POP
jealous y/n you say???
now i know why you ignored all my tiktok asks lmao
HELPLESS OH MY GOD
truly madly deeply intended :)
damn he's kind of a narcissist yk? like "I have to be serious my entire family depends on it" shut up mr darcy you're not special
devout in his religion hmmmmmm hopefully we see some more religious trauma content bc me too vampy
awww he wants kids but now he cant have them bc hes... dead :(
AWWW his sister taught him to knit :( if he doesn't knit bloodbag a sweater i swear to god
stuffy moron is correct
"IT'S A FUCKING WONDER HE EVER GOT LAID" OIJRIOJWEIOJIEWOJFIOEJOF
"THE ATROCITY THAT IS BEING ACQUAINTED WITH NIALL AND HIS HORRIBLE AFFINITY FOR CHEAP FLANEL" ORJFOIJFEIOWJ YOURE SUCH A POET
he's so dumb she was with him bc he's hot that much should be obvious to him🙄
FOOLISHLY HOPELESSLY UNMEASURABLY IN LOVE HWAT THE FUCK DREA IM SAD
i love that he remembers the spinal cord dislocation and the dead leaves . like yea im dead rn but the leaves in my hair are really what's bothering me the most
what the fuck is a maw
ok i looked it up i get it now
"attachment is for gullible idiots" yup and youre one of them vampy 😌
"the warmest skin his icy fingers had ever had the good fortune to touch" im so soft rn
oh so now she has "a wholesome beauty about her nature" ? i thought she was just cute enough 🤨
HE THINKS HER SMILE COULD RESTART HIS HEART THATS SO CUTE IM OUHOIJFOEWIJFIOEWJ
"the responsibility of keeping her safe, satisfied, and happy" how 🥺 🥺🥺
"as long as he breathes" i thought he didn't breathe lmao BUT I GET THE SENTIMENT
"always when it comes to her" IM SCREAMING RN THIS IS SO SOFT I CANT
ill never forgive him for being so dense either his brain is basically a rock
HE WANTED TO COMMUNICATE THAT HE BELONGED TO HER IM GONNA HAVE A STROKE
couldnt be me i dont want to be percieved
HE ADDED A FUCKING BUTTERFLY AFTER THE DISCO BALLS IM OIWFJIOEWJFIOEJIOEWNOJIWJ(*H(WUIOFJIOEWJFIOWHVIFUEH)U)($UT
HEY a hamilton obsession is not childish😤
'the only person who was allowed to touch him there was y/n' he's like a little kid who's possessive omggggggg
oh this reminds me i rlly hope everything in that chest was new and had never been used on anyone else owijfowiejfioewj
oh please my irish king can control himself let y/n meet the other vamps🙄
"if they knew all along why did it take so long" yk im wondering the same thing dummy
"every day was a battle to earn her love and affection" wtffff how could she hurt him like that he is just a baby
i think he needs therapy tbh
yes he does deserve to be treated with respect and dignity😤
"supporting and tolerating them despite your differences" exactly unless they're a republican
IM SORRY THAT WAS MEAN OIWFJOIWJFEIOw i said what i said tho
they did everything backwards but it's what baby needed🥺
im literally gonna 🔪 bradley how dare he hurt my favorite ribeye like that
PROPER BOYFRIEND-GIRLFRIEND BONDING PLSSSSS im sure he makes sure to say stuff like "as your boyfriend' or 'since youre my girlfriend' all the time now
"everything that has to do with harry has always and will always make her feel safe and secure" ...who's gonna tell her👀
HE BECOMES CLINGY IVE BEEN WAITIN FOR THIS ONE TURN IT UP
awwww my love language is also quality times bestiesssssss
(this is more serious you might want to change the words to nose kisses or something because esk*mo is a slur)
HE wants to be wrapped in HER arms and get forehead kissies like a little baby🥺🥺
i can tell you wrote this chappy bc leyla would never write about ice cream
IF CHRIST CAN GET A DATE MARKER SO CAN HARRY OIFJOEIWJFIOEWJFWI PLSSSSSSSSSS I LOVE HIM
ALWAYS FOR HER WEJFIOJWEIOFJEWIOFJOIEWJFOIEWJF HES SO IN LOOOOOVE
HE DID IT AND IM SO PROUD OF HIM🥺
omg i have a thot imagine if she got a heart murmur or something and obvi he knows bc he can hear it so now he has to find a way to make her get it checked out out without being suspicious 😭
HE ROCKS HER TO CALM HER DOWN WHEN SHES HAVING NIGHTMARES IJFEOWIJFOIWEFJ
“nearly blinds himself for eternity” what a drama queen i love him
maybe learn how to turn your brightness down grandpa
“can women sense emotional distress” why is this so funny oiewfjwieojfioewj
DEHUMANIZING OWEIJOIAJAKLFSDJLKSDJFKLD
not a psychotic episode 😭😭
crippling mommy issues woejfkljdklsjsdf me too king
awwwww he made her a full buffet i would cry
matchy socks im gonna sob
king is a chef 😌
y/n’s head @ harry’s clavicle rn: 💥
“his plush chest” drea its ok you can say titties
“absolutely flawless”? are you sure shes not just cute enough 🤨
he got her oat milk 🥺the sign of true love
hes such a shithead i love him
SPELLING HIS NAM E ON HER TUMMY IM HAVING ANOTHER STROKE
“I DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE YOU ALL ALONE” HES SO WOIFJSJFSDKJKLSDJF
HE DIDNT HAVE TO DO NIALL LIKE THAT 😭😭
RAPUNZEL HAIR OSIDJSKJKLSJF
she traces a tiny heart on him wtfffffffffff im sad
this… is hot
“theres no room on the counter” owifjlksjfslkfjklsj
HE WOULD WALK THROUGH FIRE FOR HER maybe then he’d be a little less cold
im sorry that was wrong of me lisjfskldjfwoiejewiojrei
OH MY GOD OWEIJFKLJSKLFJL SHES SO BOLD “can’t i?” OSIJFKSLJLKJF
oh boy hes gonna kill her
I WONDERED WHEN THE YOURE HOT WHEN YOURE MEAN THING WAS GOING TO COME UP
literally shut the fuck up mr english major
do it bestie kick him in the balls
SPARE BOOBIES MAAM I CNAT BELIEVE YOU aCTUALLY WROTE THAT OWIFEJWIJEKLJFOIEWHOEWIFEHFLKEWJFKLEWJKLJFL
IM WHITE IM ALLERGIC TO SPICE WEJFLKJFKLEJFLKJSKLJKFSJD
“character development at its finest” what a self aware king
y/n stop being mean to him baby just wants to feel close ☹️
“I’m anemic” ok king whatever u say
“ME AND MY CHRONIC ILLNESS IM SENSITIVE” IJFKLSDJFKLJSDKLJ
ahhhhhhh it’s yoga time
“just ask your cervix” jlksdjflksdjflkdsjflk
“if only you knew” ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️
yeah y/n isnt like those other girls 🤪 shes different 🤪
yes bestie objectify him
THERE IT IS MY FAVORITE LINE IN THIS ENTRIE BOOK
PERHAPS MY FAVORITE LINE IN ANY BOOK EVER
“He hasn't been this stiff since rigor mortis”
i think about this on a daily basis i truly do
grey shorts? what a slut
“call the lapd im pressing charges” me after walking up the stairs
OH SO THIS IS WHERE THE GREYS ANATOMY CHARACTERS FROM THE SPOILERS WITHOUT CONTEXT COME IN
him using his shirt as a towel im BARKING
“I wasnt jealous” yea ok 😃
AGAIN HIM DRAWING HIS INITIALS ON HER SKIN THATS SO WOIJFSKLDJFLSJ
yeah harold she just wanted a little kiss 😤
yeah 😃 its bc he ran track 😃
no bc thats so fucking cute that she pretended she had never seen the show before bc he was excited to introduce her to it 🥺
I would do the same tbh i feel like it would be fun to wash dishes with harry idk why
“that skank” oisjksldfjklsjfklsdjflkd
YOUR THICK SKULL COULD DAMAGE THE MARBLE LSKFJKLDSJKFLSDJFKLSJFKLSJKLSJLDKFJLSKDJF I WOULD CRY
he gets her a cup of water 🥺
ok but like wouldn't she want to wash her hair after it got all sweaty at yoga
awwwww she got his toothbrush ready for him why am i so soft rn
memory foam mattresses sound nice but actually they kind of suck bc you sink down and feel trapped in them 😃
HE WATCHED THE TIKTOK SHE SENT HIM IM HAVING A THIRD STROKE
niall is probably on the dumbest side of tiktok idek what side but it’s probably annoying and he thinks it’s hilarious
noooo baby youre not a monster🥺 someone give him a hug rn
well actually you are kind of a monster but its ok we still love u bestie
I too run on caffeine and pizza pockets 😌
TONSIL HOCKEY WHAT THE FUCK OIEJFLSDKJFKLSDJFLSJLKFJSDKLFJ
chatsnap hes such an old man 😭
true lmao if you dont have social media i immediately dont trust you
not the i just washed my hands tiktok 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
HE FEELS STRANGELY PERCIEVED RN KJFLSJFLKSDJ IDK WHY THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME BUT IM LIKE LEGIT LAUGHING
DO IT BESTIE BITE HIM CHOMP CHOMP
“my eyes are stinging” hes such a baby 😭
“MY SIGH”TS ALL FUZZY” SJFKDSLJFLKDSJFLKDSJFLK
“are you all right” “I dont know :(’ i cant handle this my face hurts from smiling lksjflkjafklj
he has a kitchenaid stand mixer omg thats so sexy
ok but has anyone ever gotten salmonella from raw cookie dough bc i think thats just a myth
fuck u for that one vampy
wow he could never deal with my chronically ill ass
WAIT IS IT WAP
NOPE ITS BETTER LSDFJSDKLFJDS
I agree body is absolutely an instrumental masterpiece
I KNEW HE KNOWS SOME TIKTOK DANCES I KNEW IT
“I know youre kinda into that (getting smacked in the face)” SHUT UPPPPPPP SKJFSKDLJFDS
NOT HIM TWERKING SLKFJSDKLFJDSKLFJDSKL
YES YN GET THAT VIDEO AND BLACKMAIL HIM
“I think i popped something” ok old man 😭
why is the word wench so funny lkfjslkfjdslkfjsdlkfj
dont hand it over i want to see him snap
OH SHIT HE JUST JUMPED THE TABLE LSDFJSDKLFJLKDNMNXCMNJKHOIUIOEUR
oooooooooooo
OH MY GOD AGAIN SHE REALLY IS BOLD SLKDFJDSKLFJLSKDJFLKJFS
not guerrilla warfare 😭😭😭😭
do it bestie give him a concussion he deserves it
“no piece of art could ever compare to her” 🥺🥺
“remember that time you told me making out was childish” “no” i hate him 😭
THERE IT IS AGAIN “sex isnt the only way he can feel close to someone anymore” SHUT THE FUCK UP IM SOBBING
this reminds me of the dehydrated intercourse with demonrry
“don’t care, relationships are about sharing’ hes so sdjfksldjfklsjf
DO IT BESTIE KICK HIS KNEECAPS IN
suing disney for false advertisement 😭
THIS SCENE IS KILLING ME LKJFKLSJFLDSJ “just pucker your lips over it” “You have actual brain damage, dont you?” DREA I LOVE YOU KSDJFLDSKJFLKSDJ
how do those bubbles taste babe
ok drea wtf i was so happy and now this??????
“everything’s wrong” NO SHUT UP SHUT UP ITS HAPPY HOURS
not the boob privileges 😭
WAIT THIS IS FROM THE BSE MV ISNT IT “dance is just so hot rn” “depressing shades are just so hot rn”
NOT HIM GETTING ALL STUTTERY WHEN HE ASKS HER IF SHE WANTS A DRAWER 🥺
NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN THIS GENTLE WITH HIM BEFORE WTFFFFFFFF IM CRYING
“youre so fucking cute, my baby” me when i see literally any picture of him
JELLO HAS a STRONGER BACKBONE THAN THIS KSFJSDKLFJDSKLFJ
“betrayed. objectified. taken advantage of. used. “ i hate him sm 😭😭
OH MY GOD IS SHE GONNA SHAVE HIS FACE THATS SO CUTE IM
SHE ISsSSSSS IM SQUEALING
stop him worrying she’ll think it's weird and wont want to do it 🥺
“bold of you to assume id ever be convicted” PLS DREA LAKFJDKSLFJ
“the more you talk, the more appealing manslaughter sounds” I CHOKED DLSKFJDSKLFJDKSJFDSKLJ
HIM WHISTLING TO GET HER ATTENTION WHY IS THAT SO CUTE
Im sorry but its really funny to me how you wrote the sentence “wrong metal, he thinks ironically” … get it ? like IRONically lkfjdslkfj im sorry i’ll show myself out
“this boy?” what a fucking cutie i want to kick him
I forgot what a bop helpless is thanks for reminding me im gonna go listen to the entire soundtrack again-
theyre so fucking cute i hate them
so yea bascally this is the best thing ive ever read and i love you so much and my face hurts from smiling :)))
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Its honestly crazy how many memories ive repressed of my father because i didn't want to think about that part of my life anymore. He's in jail like 5 states away its all good, plus i have more recent trauma im having to face and sort through. My moms neglect, my numerous rapes, the abortion. I feel like im just starting to heal from those things, and since then, its leaving space in my head to remember shit from my childhood, tied with the fact that my dad is getting out of jail this month and ik hes going to be dead set on seeing me again. I couldn't always place why him coming back into my life made me so nervous and shaky, thats how far i repressed shit about him. But these last few months im getting these bits and fragments of my life before with him and each new memory brings with it a small horror I'd burried so deep down. Him almost driving himself off a mountain multiple times with me in the car because he was doped up on drugs. Him coming into my room at night and spooning me and his body heat being so uncomfortable that i couldn't sleep. Him screaming at me over small mishaps like forgetting to make a fresh batch of tea for him. Him beating my mother. Him storming at me and taking up so much space with his anger that it would make me cower in fear and cry uncontrollably. Him forcing me to do things i didn't want to like go outside and play ball with him for hours and hours even though he knew i was an introvert. Me being terrified to bring my report cards home because if i ever got a bad grade he'd throw me in my room and spank me, well into my preteen years when spanking shouldn't have been a punishment i had to go through. Me being afraid of his anger bc i never knew if one day he'd snap and hit me. Him making me do everything around the house for him while he sat and watched football with his beer, clean the dishes, feed my brother, clean both his and my rooms, vacuum, dust, clean the windows, make two large pitches of tea, scrub the counters, feed and care for the all the pets, stay outside, do this do that, if you don't eat this thing you dont like you're going into your room and you're staying there and ur starving, dont lock your door or ill beat it down, always have it open privacy isn't a thing, also clean your bathroom, wash the clothes, put them up. Living everyday with my breath held waiting for the pin to drop, always afraid, always having to deal with it on my own because my mother was never there, she refused to see, she refused to help for the longest time. All of it is coming back and im honestly fucking wrecked. It feels like i cant breathe like im back to being that scared little girl just trying to make it through the day with him in the same house as me. I feel broken all over again. I've really spent more then half of my life, being meek and small and afraid and cowering from the people in my life. I've really spent most of my life pushed into a corner and broken down and not allowed to be free, trapped, not thinking anything of it until i moved away from it all. I dont know what to do. Oof. Im so sorry im dumping all this here im just so scared and im afraid to speak up because that will all solidify everything that happened (':
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You: also whats up with your dad
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Stranger: i’m 6’2 taller then him
Stranger: he’s 5’11
You: wow thats hot youre so tall
Stranger: well i’m not unattractive looking and i like the look of my body
You: im 5'3
Stranger: uoure a girl?
You: uh yeah
Stranger: how old?
You: 14 lol
Stranger: awe haha
Stranger: this was kinda weird sorry then lmao
Stranger: if i had a girlfriend who babied me i’d be so happy
You: not your mom right
You: bc we arent doing that?
You: bc she gave birth to you??
Stranger: i think i just have pent up sexual thoughts
Stranger: i don’t think i’d do anything just it’s frustrating
You: ik
Stranger: like
You: shits gonna be weird every family reunion
Stranger: she constantly does things that make me think she wants it but it’s definitely me jus throng horny
You: ok so she def has a problem
You: who tf she is
Stranger: at 16 is it normal that she kisses my lips?
You: yes
You: does she use tounge?
Stranger: a lot of people here say no
Stranger: and no but i wish she did
You: haha you might just be fooling urself
Stranger: so like
Stranger: the other day i had to go to the post office and mom told me to throw all my
Stranger: clothes in the wash when i got home
Stranger: then to shower
Stranger: so i did and i normally always have pants on because i don’t like walking in just boxers so i ran quickly to the bathroom
Stranger: and she was in there and i’m in my underwear and she’s cleaning, i told her i had to get in and i got hard bc she was wearing no bra with a loose shirt :(
Stranger: she kept bumping against me as she left and it made me harder and she kept looking at jt
You: how old is she just wondering
Stranger: like 39
You: um ok
Stranger: looks like 32
You: can you do me a favor
Stranger: yes
You: please for the love of god go on dr phil
Stranger: lmao no
You: so i can say my bff from omegle is on dr phil after he tried to fuck his mom
You: has she ever explicity said anything weird
Stranger: she does enough to make me think, too little to confirm it. yesterday i went to the bathroom when she walked in and i said “i can’t pee when your in here” and turned around enough so she could see my dick and she said “when i was a baby i saw your pp all the time and you
Stranger: peed all over me!”
Stranger: so i laughed and hugged her :(
You: BRO WTF
You: THAT IS SO UNBELIEVABLY UNPROBLEMATIC
Stranger: :(
You: PROBLEMATIC
You: ok that would be a nice story if she wasnt literaly your mom
Stranger: :( can i say it’s my step mom
Stranger: would you feel beyter
You: yes i would
Stranger: so we are talking about my step mom who does this what do i do to be able to get further?
You: just get her pregnant and youll be the father of your half sibling
You: um well like to seduce her
You: or just in general
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: just like
Stranger: i want to know
Stranger: if she wants what i want
Stranger: without ruining everything
Stranger: i give her kisses but even if i don’t pull away she pulls away first
You: walk in when shes changing and dont leave
You: ok so i saw this thing on dr phil right
You: Well I saw two things
You: One was a mother in law and her daughters husband
Stranger: it’s like she’ll ask me to leave if she’s changing, but if she’s peeing in the room i she stands up and wipes in front of me and shows her pussy
You: then dont leave and wait for her to make a move on you
You: youve seen her pussy?
Stranger: yes but like she doesn’t like
Stranger: idk
You: ok so basically the mom walked in while he was jacking off
You: and then she jacked him off so if you want that ig you could try that??
Stranger: but i can’t just let her catch me jacking off what if she got embarassed
You: does she masturbate?
Stranger: she fucks my dad srill
Stranger: still
You: ok then show up right after they finish
You: while shes still naked but hes out of the room
Stranger: thays the problem. i can’t really do that.
Stranger: so i know they fuck when they say goodnight then get up to go to the bsthroom
Stranger: because they have to get ready for bed after they fuck
Stranger: but they say goodnight before then and lock their dolf
Stranger: door
You: well have her walk in on you right
You: and make direct eye contact
You: whats the best advice youve gotten so far i just wanna know
Stranger: well like. when i use the bathroom when she’s in there i’ll show it off and masturbate a little and tell her i’m having trouble prring
Stranger: peeing
You: oh ok
You: has anyone given you any good ideas
Stranger: that was a good idea i thought
Stranger: i haven’t done that much yet
Stranger: but i want to more
Stranger: ohh there’s one more
Stranger: when i get sick and i’m all alone with her i want to call for her in the bathroom if i take a shower or tub
Stranger: and tell her i feel ike i’m gonna be sick
Stranger: and show my hard cock
You: haha ok
Stranger: i’ve been walking around hard and pushing it against her when i can
Stranger: hugs from behind and kisses on the lips
Stranger: and she’s been wearing bras where her nipples fall out lots
You: I really like you but idk what to tell you
Stranger: and like the other night we watched tv and she put her legs on top of me and rested one on my crotch but didn’t make it obvious. if it happens again i’ll press her feet down on it
Stranger: you like me?? but i’m weird as fuck
You: your problem is so fucking specific
Stranger: hahaha
You: no i dont like you like you
You: I think your a good person
Stranger: what makes you say that?
You: But idk if I should be helping you by preventing you from doing this
You: Or give you ideas?
Stranger: give me ideas
You: idk you seem nice
Stranger: right now i’m sitting on my bed with a hard cock just thinking about it. talking about it helps relieve some of the stresss
You: like youre horny as fuck but not as much as some other people
Stranger: like i’m i circumsised right? and i think my mum likes it thay was since she was the one who decided
Stranger: un^*
You: ok
Stranger: so when i show her when i’m soft i think she actually enjoys it
You: so i have a question about like circumcised and that stuff
Stranger: and like when i take the head out it’s super sensitive and i just want my step mommy to give me kisses there :(
Stranger: yes please!
You: i feel like circumsising your cocks like a religous thing right?
You: like its not as common
Stranger: exactly yes
Stranger: mostly common in jews but for some reason most americans do it
You: are you a jew?
Stranger: they think it looks better but i love the way it feels and looks
Stranger: nope because i am uncircumsized
You: wait but like
Stranger: jews are the ones who circumsise
You: this shits so confusing
You: ok i feel like circumsised penises look more normal??
Stranger: hahah yeah a bit, my mommy didn’t want any chances of it going wrong and hurting my dick
You: is that just my opinion ive seen that more
You: she wont hurt your dick
Stranger: i like am so horny talking to you it’s crazy i’m sorry
Stranger: circumsised dudes normally have a super sensitive tip, because the skin goes over the heads
Stranger: head
You: oh wait is it bc guys normally jack off and then we the head
Stranger: if i pull my skin back, it looks the exact same as a circumsised one
You: idk bro it shouldnt matter but ive been really confused
You: yeah that makes sense
Stranger: it’s ok, if you love someone it doesn’t matter the size of their tits dick the shape of their cock or vag it’s all normal
Stranger: you know?
You: are you insecure about yours or smth
Stranger: not at all, there’s things that make it not very normal but i like it
Stranger: like when i’m hard it’s curved upward, a lot of dicks do it’s not perfectly straight
Stranger: and i have foreskin which a lot of guys don’t hahe
Stranger: but it makes it more special i guess thinking someone would wanna give my pp kisses regardless of how it looks
You: yeah girls literaly have no prefrence of it
You: they dont care
You: well
Stranger: as long as it’s clean and nice and smells good it’s fine :)
Stranger: i shave because i like the way it feels
You: i was talking to a guy earlier whos complaining about his gf not liking his big dick
You: wait was that about vaginas
Stranger: i’m 6-7 is that too big too small or average?
You: average i think
Stranger: that’s good :) i have a thick cock too
Stranger: it looks nice is what i’m saying
You: thats good
Stranger: i like romance
Stranger: a fon
Stranger: ton
Stranger: i’d get so turned on my cuddling and small soft kisses
You: i dont really think thats a guys thing
Stranger: when my mom wakes me up in the morning i wrap my arms around her and kiss her and pull her on top of me
Stranger: then she gets up
You: um ok thats nice
Stranger: step mom
Stranger: what do you like
Stranger: are you a virgin?
Stranger: i am
You: yeah obviously
Stranger: hmm what size titties do you have?
Stranger: you don’t have to answer if it makes you uncomfortsbld
Stranger: i just like imagining
Stranger: thay maybe someone like you was here next to me
You: idk what do you think
You: oh well i guess you wouldnt know
Stranger: haha i’ll give a guess uhh B cup
You: yeah thats right actually
You: but sometimes they get a little bigger
Stranger: i’m 180 pounds 6’2 i’m 6-7 inches long i’m white with blackish hair thay is parted in the middle and people tell me i have a nice smir
Stranger: smile
You: haha ok thank you
Stranger: haha :)
Stranger: do you think it’s wrong for me to wanna start showing my pp to my mommy
You: yes
You: but i still accept you
Stranger: tank you :))
You: haha ur welcome
Stranger: hey i think you’re cute. i don’t know you very well but since i’m talking to you i want you to know if you were here i’d snuggle with you and kiss your titties <3
You: i didnt like you that much till i found out your hairs parted in the middle
You: aw ok
Stranger: my pp wants kisses :(
You: hey i have to go in a sec
You: if you wanna keep talking you can give your snap or smth
You: but if you dont want to its fine
Stranger: i have terrible anxiety and i told you i wanted to like do things with my mommy :( i would so give you it but i’ve probably already fucked myself
You: wdym
Stranger: like you said it’s illegal to fuck my mom
Stranger: and i told you i was gonna tru my best to
You: jesus i wont tell anybody
You: but i swear if you dont to its fine
You: *dont want to
You: you still there?
Stranger: yes sorry
Stranger: ;-; i just don’t know
You: ok i literaly have to go now
Stranger: i’m dorry
Stranger: sory
Stranger: <3 thanks for taking wit me
You: ok i hope you end up alright
You: see ya
Stranger: same to you thanks for being super understanding and helpful to talk to
Stranger: hoenstly
Stranger: made my heart happy
Stranger: <3 <3
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