#and im still not okay about it 😭

[ourstarscollided]

#julie and the phantoms #pls have this meme #woke up this morning and the news from the convention were REAL #and im still not okay about it 😭 #like WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE EERR SUPPOSED TO HAVE 5 SEsons. FIVE. THATS FOUR MORE SEASONS OF ORIGINAL MUSIC AND JUKE AND THE MOLINA FAMILY AND #SIGNS SISJJS #i literally found out the news last night while playing board games and drinking with my friends and straight up started crying because i wa #so emotional about it. i thought I WAS OKAY EITH NOT KNOWING HOW JATP ENDS BUT NOW IM EVEN MORE MAD THAT IT WAS CANCELLED AND KENNY WASNT #ABLE TO BUY THE RIGHTS TO IT AND I JUST. #but mainly im so happy we get this kind of closure and it must not have been easy for kenny and the producers to have had known this info #and idk. im just glad this is the closure we got. #also madi in the stand tsll jacket? ohmygod. #also hello from the dead aka my queue. #text post

[amxrany]

!! CHAPTER 7 / DIASOMNIA ARC SPOILERS !!

I am literally crying right now guys but let's get through this (Part 3):

We see Meleanor perish right in front of our eyes just like how Prince Philip slayed dragon Maleficent

Lilia, Baul and our main gang are now travelling underground but then a hole forms above and the Knight of Dawn falls through, more collision happens which causes the Knight to save Lilia and everyone is just confused like why is the enemy suddenly saving them???? Until they get a look at the Knight's face

(I swear ya'll when I saw this for the first time I was laughing so hard cuz I understand how Silver feels since I'm also a carbon copy of my dad but in female form)

That's when Silver realizes that the Knight was his biological father, and he was related to the Silver Owls who caused Malleus and Lilia to suffer, WHICH ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATES HIM NOOO BABY

The darkness starts swallowing Silver, but Sebek and Yuu jump in to save him which lands us inside of his heart, and we have to fight the darkness from within. Silver realizes that the Knight of Dawn also carried the same ring he carries today, as he wanders into the darkness he wonders if Sebek hates him after finding out his origins 😭. That's when he says he should stay in the dream DON'T BABY WE STILL LOVE YOU

We then witness a series of old memories that will end with us crying for mercy over this found family

Next: Part 4

Previous: Part 2

#rany talks about twst #twisted wonderland #twst #twst jp #twst spoilers #diasomnia #Hi guys im still not okay 🥲 #It's hard to explain why you're crying to your family who doesn't know the game 😭

[skitskatdacat63]

"The body and face of this sculpture are in idealized youth, with plump cheeks and round face, and his hair is usually unkempt..his youthful appearance, large eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead are some of the iconography that can be used to identify him"

^ this quote is genuinely still fucking plaguing me. THIS IS LITERALLY SEB???? LIKE LITERALLY 2010 SEB SPECIFICALLY????? It is actually fucking me up how it is literally quintessentially Seb. Like big eyes...plump cheeks and round face...unkempt hair...pouty lips...okay okay okay!!!! And that Antinous is basically the peak perfection of pretty boy from that time, I'm like, yeah that's Seb to me 🥹🥹🤧🤧

But god the "youthful appearance, big eyes, pouting lips, and layered locks of hair over his forehead" Does that quote not evoke pictures like these in your head???????

I feel so unwell about it 😭😭 I am going through it 😭😭

#in march i think i compared seb to the david #which i still think is just as good a comparison #but this makes me infinitely more insane #bcs the david one was more just about looks and so is this one #but the fact that theres so many statues of Antinous and his image is so consistent and perfectly matches seb??? okay. #and also in that post i did compare seb to an antinous statue as well hahaha #but i think the statues i picked for the recent drawing i did were a lot closer #basically: seb is a masterpiece. a piece of art. to me. #but i really like making historical comparisons(as you well know by now) but gah when it fits so perfectly like this #it makes me emo for some reason 😭😭😭 #i think boy king is still my fav au and i always feel like a maniac abt all that historical basis #but this one just gaahhhhh like hes just a pretty boy 🥹 the prettiest boy #lmfao i come back from the race wknd and im like yep back to normal procedures: crying over seb #catie.rambling.txt #sebastian vettel

[satorugojoswiife]

don't think or talk about gojo for one (1) day challenge (FAILED)

#i really miss him and started thinking too much about 236 again 😭 #also been thinking since 251 leaks dropped and #im really sad about megumi :( #i really hope he bounces back and ends up being okay in the end #because it would actually be such an unsatisfying character arc if #the character thats spent nearly the entire story always trying to basically throw his life away #ends up actually dying in the end :( #like i want him to get to find a reason to keep going and live life #but i mean gege and unfufilling character arcs kinda be going hand in hand recently (imo) #ofc its not all bad and there are some good ones!! #but yeah....i dont wanna be too negative tho!! like its not all finished #so who knows what could still happen #fie.txt

[coolnonsenseworld]

Commission for Starbright for klance in Assassin's Creed world! Thank you so much for commissioning! 💕💖💖

It made me think a little of when I tried to put klance in a zombie apocalypse game when I was fond of two at the same time (and still am 😹) there is nothing like bringing your favorite things together :') 💖 it's been an awesome project and I hope you like it!

Linktr.ee/mezzy

#klance #im somehow so unsure about this djdjd i was so happy until its time to post #i get that sometimes okay gotta close eyes and keep on swimming #oh the zombie games were resident evil revelations 2 and the last of us #it was so exciting to apply game logic to them i still have sketches 😭💖

[kentopedia]

truthfully i want to back away from jjk but i don’t know how

#bc i still love nanami & want to write about him but #i don’t feel like i’m a part of the fandom anymore #& im okay w it i just want to have my own space on here #it’s just all i see allll the time and i’m kind of tired of it :( bc i don’t care anymore #i don’t get excited about it like i do bsd either :( #i also don’t just want to be known as a jjk blog which i feel like … i kind of am now maybe :/ #but like it’s ALLL people post about & i have a lot of jjk moots which i love so i’m not going to block anyone 😭😭 but i also wish i could #just like …. distance myself easier lol #it’s mostly the fandom too like idk i don’t like it #anyway sorry for the rant but if you’re wondering why i’m posting all abt bsd again all of the sudden this is why #i just realized it makes me a lot happier !! :3 to be more a part of that side of tumblr

[hella1975]

hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing 😦😦😦 riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x

#seriously another shout out to my mutuals #id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being #and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting #bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!' #hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over #and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic #sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves 😭 #okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals #like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful #so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up #than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess #they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds #so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW #okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE #SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES #if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends' #then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context #but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic #and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF #okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this #ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day

[wildstar25]

"She came all the way from the new world- sorry, Tural - to ask for my help! Can you believe it?" "Without a doubt." thought Y'shtola as Arsay began to ramble with excitement over her upcoming adventure.

#ffxiv #y'shtola x wol #y'shtola rhul #wolshtola #Arsay Nun #WOL posting #sorry there are so many shots I just really liked how they turned out 😭 #listen y'shtola is arsay's number 1 fan just as much as G'raha but shes just not as obvious about it okay #im still thinking about that speech she gives to golbez in 6.50 #this was gonna turn into a huge dialogue post but the words were not coming out right #please forgive #it was all about how even if Arsay is once again accepting to be the hero because someone else needs her to be she feels different about it #I dont think arsay will ever escape her need to be useful to people but I think she surprised herself when her first thought was #'free trip to tural' when Wuk lamat asked her to help with this succession stuff and not 'oh wow i can be important again'

[gayfour]

experimenting with filters and stuff again :)

#star trek #star trek the search for spock #star trek movies #spirk #k/s #kirk/spock #i dont know why spock came out looking kind of like a ghost #i was going for something more like sun and moon sort of? #im gonna find some sort of deep meaning to ghost spock and cry about it #because wait 😭 because he came back differend 😭😭😭😭 #it would be so fucked up if he came back as a ghost #like jim saying “he couldnt touch me” #but then if he came back #but as a ghost #and like HE STILL COULDNT TOUCH HIM 😭😭😭😭 #okay im apparently not normal about them still i guess

[bidoofenergy]

god laurel hell is such a good album mitski im sorry the yts were so disrespectful

#mitski #bidoof thinks #still not over tickets being $300 when they were sold at $25 she was in my city the week of my birthday #THAT SHOULDVE BEEN ME 😭😭 #im sorry the yts disrespected strawberry blonde and your best american girl and nobody and #HOW YOU HEAR YOUR BEST !AMERICAN! GIRL AND GO 'well i think it's just about gender' GIRL #okay im fine im fine #i just think if youre a yt mitski fan you should be quiet when poc especially mixed poc speak #mixed kid tag

[poppyseed799]

btw I don’t know if this is a thing anyone is thinking about but I’m not gonna stop drawing Jimmy as a canary. It’s a lovely bird. It’s still something that’s been really important to his series. There’s no reason to drop the canary headcanon just cuz Lizzie fell into the void.

#warning: don’t open up these tags I went on a very heated and rather unrelated rant cuz I’ve been mad #trafficblr #life series #secret life spoilers #secret life smp #jimmy solidarity #also I’m sick of seeing ppl celebrate Jimmy surviving because they hate the canary curse fans like SHUT UP!!! LET US HAVE FUN GOD!!! #LIKE LITERALLY EVEN IF NOBODY CAME UP WITH THE CANARY METAPHOR WE WOULD STILL BE TALKING ABOUT HOW HES ALWAYS DYING OK WE DIDNT MAKE UP THAT #HE DIES FIRST HE JUST DOES. GOD. so what if some people make shakespeare sounding posts about the curse that I don’t understand. we are JUST #having fun and making connections where we don’t need to BECAUSE ITS FUN. NOT CUZ WE DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. sorry for the past few #days I’ve been genuinely mad at this fandom’s growing hatred towards its own community. #LIKE IM FINE IF ITS NOT YOUR THING BUT GOD. WE ARENT EVEN DOING ANYTHING 😭😭😭 THE LORE LITERALLY WRITES ITSELF OR IS WRITTEN BY MARTYN LOL #I’ve just been getting SO TILTED man. like ohhh yeah okay ur right i said too much guess I won’t say anything anymore #does anyone else genuinely not know wtf ppl are talking about when they say a certain hc takes over everything about the character #cuz I literally see so much varied Jimmy content yet I’ve seen several ppl complain that ppl ignore aspects of his character in favor of #WHATEVER when I literally don’t see that happening to him. step out of ur circle or something I don’t even HAVE a circle man

[zappedbyzabka]

I’ve seen a lot of werewolf Johnny, which is quite cute, but what about werewolf Daniel?

#But I love both #Like Im not trying to take the attention away from the one! #but I don’t want people to think I’m copying #but no one has talked about werewolf Daniel and its stuck in my mind is all😭 #He’d be a cuddly guy #And alright. I want him to have ruts and bang Johnny in his werewolf form. THERE ARE YOU HAPPY #But then I so do love werewolf Johnny bc what is there other than catboys (which I still like him as👀)? A dogboy #Go fetch that ball #and I want him to have heats. okay i cant get my mind out of the gutter #I have a lot of thoughts kskskskks

[feketeribizli]

weird feeling like im having my art renaissance in a fandom i dont want to be a part of... like ok blew that up get me numbers but also can we keep this in my circle

#sorry for spamming my art!!!!! i love making art!!!!! #and sorry for hsr posting. hope i have my likeminded intellectuals around me #ill be real i dont like hsr im only playing still cause its my chronically offline friends first big game and she likes it a lot #and after three years of yapping about genshin im glad we can finally have convos about stuff 🥰 #since im just saying shit its so funny i always like characters hoyo ends up fucking up 🤢 #*😭 lmaooo like whens luoch getting out of the sex dungeon. you have the otto expy or whatever on your hand and just play house w him. okay #alright next week we will be back to your regular schueduled programming (oc posting) #itll be ficsúrs birthday on wednesday :-) #hazel.txt

[akascow]

another g1v3 discourse rant :/

‘g3 is too childlike now’ need i remind yall theyre 15?? thats how 15 year olds act bro😭😭 if anything g1 was way too adult

also the show is targeted towards kids ofc theyre gonna seem childlike in the eyes of an adult

and the reason the fashion was ‘dulled down’ a bit is probably bc most modern 15 year olds arent obsessed with 2010s fashion that yall so desperately crave HAHA

#im so sorry for another g3 discourse post but its all the fandom talks about and i feel like no one gets it😭😭 #and u could argue that they could move to modern fashion but imo modern fashion isnt as poppy as 2010s was idk #core refresh lagoona is like epitome of modern fashion anyways so if anything theyre still nailing it #i love g1 AND g3 but yall really need to open ur eyes AHAHA #its fine to criticize shows obviously but u need to realize its okay the shows and characters arent a shot for shot remake #all the hate just feels like ppl dont like that theyre 100% the same. g3 and 1 are TWO DIFFERENT UNIVERSES its NOT a sequel its a REMAKE !! #if u love g1 so much then rewatch the g1 media. no ones forcing u to watch g3 🤷🏻‍♀️ #g5(?) mlp is COMPLETELY different than g1 mlp. thats just how toy brands work. theyre different lore and different universes and thats okay #monster high

[mooodyblue]

men make me want to bash my head into the wall i'm so fr

#matched w this dude yesterday and like he was nice!!! he's still nice!!! but he's also giving me a weird vibe???? #he messages me back soooo fast like it's instant #if i don't reply quick enough he messages me again adding onto his last message #it's like he's super clingy? but hes nice?? but then he sends me weird messages ??? #like he brought up girls who read smut out in public and how they're bold and i'm like ... okay ? 😭 #and then he was asking me about mods i use for sims and if i used any 'spicy' mods and he was like so interested ???? #im just so?:$:$:&: like what is going awn #still missing the last guy i was talking to 🙃

[buckypascal]

Cassian actively being called "Cass" is just so unbelievably endearing to me 🥹

#HE GOT CALLED CASS 7 TIMES IN THIS EPISODE AND IM STILL SOBBING ABOUT IT OKAY 😭 #cassian andor #andor #andor spoilers #diego luna #star wars