#ashton greymoore kin

[3nders]

fuck. fuck

gotta fucking adore getting a mem that makes you want to full on break in the middle of work and just. having to push through like nothing is wrong /sarc

godsdamnit i hate- being alone. i hate it. it only reminds me of being left behind.

reminds me of the echoes of bad shit

fucking. ashton memories. hurt. i dont even have any of the hells around me anymore to reassure myself I'm not alone because i fucking am alone now. i am.

they didn't leave me. i know they didnt. but right now i feel so painfully alone and i hate the vulnerability

#punk rock #critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin #fictionkin #hate feeling like this and hate aching in body and heart and head #i dont want to be alone anymore

[w0rm0ffstring]

some Bells Hells i drew while catching up

#critical role #critical role art #critical role kin #cr kin #cr art #ashton greymoore #orym #laudna #art

[fourthwingingit]

Fourthwingingit kin list (this is in no way serious and 100% lighthearted fun)

Laios Touden (this is it. This is him. This is me. Laios is the Most relatable character ever in my eyes. There has never been another like him. I will be making his armor and cosplaying him at first financial opportunity)

Barney Guttman

Norma khan (for the sheer autism and my Frankenstein making me feel things ive never felt before she gets the 3rd spot dispite not being someone who i think i could be like)

Gepard Landau but it's mostly gender envy and sibling loyalty

Orym of the air ashari

(this is where "hes just like me fr fr" starts to break down)

Ashton Greymoore gemder

Percy Jackson bc little me got some "maybe im traumatized And a boy" thoughts from him. Nothing but respect for My demigod

Anyways i think my soul is a paladin but like a messy one yknow?

#barney guttman #laios touden #norma khan #gepard landau #orym of the air ashari #ashton greymoore #percy jackson #kin list #but like its a fun little game #and im not sending anyone death threats about it

[flame-cat]

i have thoughts about ashyon greymoore

head cracked, shining through, absolute kaleidoscope of chaos, fractals of gold littering their skin like kintsugi, visibly broken but still here against all odds. visinly broken but in a way that no one digs into, and theres a safety in that. literally made of rock, but not always. "i was soft once." "hes dead, just leave him!" "thats just what family does." loyalty to a person, never a cause, but not trusting anyone enough to get that close, not anymore. they dont make friends, they dont, these people they care about are- an exception. an exception. the fact that they live is an exception, being loved is an exception, and there is always, always, always a price for happiness like this, dont ever trust it. the safety in being seperate, the desire not to be alone. the world has taken the choice to be soft from them. whether fear or spite, they have chosen to continue this path. they have been molded and broken but they are still here, somehow, and there is always a price.

"i was soft once."

#in the life #cr #critical role #ashton greymoore #bells hells #TALIESIN YOUVE DONE ASSIGNED ME A KIN AGAIN

[ming-how-are-you-so-cute]

Istg I always flare up on Thursday nights. Ashton truly says "If I gotta suffer so do you bitch" and that's honestly so valid. <3

#is this what kinning is like i feel like this is what kinning is like lmao #critical role #critical role spoilers #ashton greymoore #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically disabled

[stardusted-bookworm]

"I wanted someone who wasn't me that I could yell at."

Not Ashton Greymoore cementing themself as my cr3 kin in very few words. I'm literally sobbing rn...

#c3e78 #critical role #ashton greymoore #taliesin jaffe #cr spoilers #<- just in case

[critter-rarepair-reccs]

We are halfway through another week, my friends, and so we have yet another recc list for you! This week, we have twelve angsty fics! As always, you can find them below the cut and if you check any of them out, I encourage you to leave kudoes and comments to spread the rarepair love 💕

I Have Been A Fool For Lesser Things by A_Orbit (3,149 words, Teen) Pairing: Veth Brenatto/Caleb Widogast (Widobrave) Warnings: None

Trying to get a hotel room for the night leads to Caleb and Nott pretending to be married to each other. Fluff and angst.

Reccer Says: Amazing character voices!

Looking for a feeling that I can't remember by CatcherWrites (2,684 words, Teen) Pairing: Ashton Greymoore/Laudna Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Swearing, General Laudna and Ashton Trauma

Team Issylra are making camp by a river when Ashton and Laudna discuss how slow their hair grows. Angsty conversations ensue and they make a pact to cut each others hair.

Reccer Says: It's not too heavy of a fic but that doesn't take away from the tragic implications.

The Last Safe House in Rexxentrum by Operafloozy (13,266 words, Explicit) Pairing: Astrid Beck/Original Female Character Warnings: Unhappy Ending, Modify Memory, Discussion of Feeblemind

Five years before a group of misfits came together in Trostenwald, Astrid Beck asks a stranger to look into some potentially modified memories.

Reccer Says: It's a juicy and complicated look at how Astrid might have reacted to Bren's escape, from an outsider's point of view.

polishing the apple eris threw to shake the dead leaves down by grayintogreen (3,558 words, Teen) Pairing: Cree Deeproots/Lucien Tavelle Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Minor Character Death

A Locked Tomb fusion fic featuring Necromancer!Cree and Cavalier!Lucien and the horrifying implications of the Lyctor process.

Reccer Says: I enjoyed it!

though the scars remain by amateurwordbender (1,472 words, Teen) Pairing: Astrid Beck/Eadwulf Grieve (Blumenduo) Warnings: Implied/Referenced Torture

Astrid is punished for letting the Mighty Nein escape, and she and Eadwulf talk about it.

Reccer Says: So much juicy Blumentrio angst packed in one short fic! Several of the lines in this have stayed in my head since I first read it.

Victim of Convenience by se1ze (54,243 words, Explicit) Pairing: Kingsley Tealeaf/Essek Thelyss/Caleb Widogast (Shadowidoking) Warnings: Sex While Sick

Essek has been bailing Kingsley out of legal trouble in Rosohna and letting him crash at his towers for some time and the pair have grown close. When Essek falls severely ill, Kingsley with him to look after him. Things escalate between them, which both are pleased about. There's just one complication, in the form of one Caleb Widogast, who Essek has recently begun a relationship with and who Kingsley has been hopelessly pining after for months. Things get messy.

Reccer Says: A wonderful combination of fun dynamics, messy relationship angst, sickfic goodness, and hot sex. Kingsley and Essek are such a good pair, I love their banter. The absolutely disastrous state of King and Caleb's relationship at the start is the fic is so heartaching, with the shadow of past Widomauk hanging over them. And the recently established Shadowgast compliments both of those duos so well!!! I adore the different complications that crop up along the way and the way they're all resolved in the end. Highly recommend! Also, the two previous entries in the series are excellent, though they're just Shadowgast on their own.

His Last Night by Twistmalchik (2,617 words, Explicit) Pairing: Thorn/Vax'ildan Warnings: None

Set during the events of Kith & Kin, Vax's first kiss with Thorn leads to his first time with him. All the while, the shadow of the Shademaster hangs over them.

Reccer Says: I adore Kith & Kin to no end and I loved Vax and Thorn's relationship. This is a fun expansion of what they were able to have together during the events of the book!

Time Will Tell by DEV0URMOUS (25,639 words, Mature) Pairing: Yussa Errenis/Original Male Character Warnings: None

Yussa invites Iskamyr, a long-time friend of his from the Dynasty, on a trip into the Happy Fun Ball with him. Both are oblivious to the other's long-standing feelings for them. Pining ensues.

Reccer Says: There is no fic that demonstrates the absurdity of wizards better than this. Two hundred years!!! These idiots pined over each other for two hundred years!!! Oh my god! It's great, it's so great. They're both 1200 years old (Yussa is a dragon and Iskamyr is consecuted) and they're still terrible at feelings. But also! A lot of it comes down to cultural misunderstandings, like Iska doesn't know until the fic ends that Yussa is a dragon and if he did, maybe he would've caught on to Yussa's affection sooner. But he didn't and it took the two of the forever and honestly I love that for them.

woven of (moon)light by viciousmollymaukery (2,315 words, Teen) Pairing: Mollymauk Tealeaf/Essek Thelyss/Caleb Widogast (Shadowidomauk) Warnings: References to severe injury

After his wizards Teleport into the middle of the Blooming Grove, nearly dead at the hands of an Aeorian creature, Molly has a lot of feelings about his partners and their mysterious city in the north. Luckily, he has a simple solution in mind.

Reccer Says: It's the perfect balance between sweet and angsty. I love Shadowidomauk so much and it's fun to see someone look at how the wizards Aeor expeditions might look in a world where they're dating Molly too! Also, Moonweaver cleric Molly is too damn perfect, I love it so much.

it's 3 am (I must be lonely) by Meridas (1,024 words, Teen) Pairing: Queerplatonic Mollymauk Tealeaf/Yasha Nydoorin Warnings: None

Yasha has a nightmare while out camping alone. She calls Molly in her panic and he comforts her.

Reccer Says: I love this series so much and this entry in particular has stuck with me since I first read it!! QPP circus kids are kind of everything to me and this is just such a perfect little snippet of them; they’re hurting but they love and take care of each other above anything.

I blame it on my own sick pride by MarsBar2019 (11,918 words, Explicit) Pairing: Fjord/Mollymauk Tealeaf/Caleb Widogast (Widofjolly) Warnings: Non-Consensual Voyeurism

Fjord overheard Molly and Caleb having sex one night and gets off on it. But paper thin inn walls work both ways, Molly and Caleb know Fjord heard them, and they take the opportunity to invite him into their bed.

Reccer Says: It’s very very hot and Fjord’s self-loathing (which is only amplified by him getting off on listening to the two of them) is such a fun complimentary pairing to the overall horniness of the fic.

I'll crawl home to him by BananasofThorns (20,262 words, Teen) Pairing: Queerplatonic Fjord/Caleb Widogast (Widofjord) Warnings: None

AU where Caleb and Fjord met a few years pre-nein. Now Fjord has been taken by the Iron Shepherds, and Caleb has to team up with the "Mighty Five" to have a chance to get him back.

Reccer Says: Looove that Iron Shepherds arc angst. Plus queerplatonic widofjord, and the *devotion,* like Caleb was willing to go in there after him *alone,* aaaaa

Thank you for joining us this week’s recc list! All the love to everyone who submitted a fic 💕 All enclosed recommendations were submitted by the community via our submissions form, which you can find here. All fic information is as it was provided by the reccer, so it may not be accurate to the author’s intent or the precise contents of the fic itself. Please assume good intent from all parties 💕

Submissions for next week’s list are already open! We’ll be featuring Spring. If you have any you’d like to highlight, you can send them in here. The week after that, the theme is Jester Rarepairs and the weeks after that we’re taking recommendations for Alternate Universes and Hurt/Comfort! Submissions for all of these themes are currently open.

If you want more rarepair fic, check out @cr-summer-wildflowers and their event collections on ao3! If you want some friendship after all this romance, take a look at @critter-genfic-events and their recc lists! And if you’re interested in everyone’s favorite wizards, you can’t go wrong with the lists at @aeor-is-for-reccing !

Thanks all and have a lovely day/night/timezone! 💕

#widobrave #ashton x laudna #astrid x oc #cree x lucien #blumenduo #shadowidoking #thorn x vax #yussa x oc #shadowidomauk #molly x yasha #widofjolly #widofjord #critical role #cr fanfic #critter rarepair recc lists

[verdantstorms]

Just getting into Critical Role here!

The content I have consumed so far is

Campaign 3 (so far)

I’m almost finished with EXU

And I have read Kith and Kin.

But I just have a lot of thoughts and feelings, so welcome to my dumping ground.

#dorym #critical role #campaign 3 #exandria unlimited #dorian storm #exu dariax #orym of the air ashari #ashton greymoore #fresh cut grass #laudna #imogen temult #fearne calloway #bertrand bell #vax’ildan #vex’ahlia #exu opal #exu #chetney #laudnogen #kith and kin

[3nders]

again; painfully fucking ironic that i deal with chronic pain and i kin ashton greymoore

and the fact that pain flair-ups are the most screwed up version of validation to me.

anyways. i think someone taking a hammer and chisel to my joints and head and back would be less painful than what's currently going on with me today.

#punk rock #critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin #fictionkin

[3nders]

Got pitched headfirst into an Ashton shift so quick it nearly made me dizzy, goddamn.

Anyways. Punk rock time.

#punk rock #ashton greymoore kin #critical role kin #fictionkin

[3nders]

technically the first 'post' on this account aside from reblogs and shit.

but fuck. as someone who kins ashton, i really do be missing those stupid fuckin 'cuddle piles' with the Hells.

i never really was fully comfortable with physical contact, but i know i eventually trusted the Hells enough to be alright with it.

to even feel kinda safe when huddled up with everyone. remember a time where i woke up in the middle of one night to Orym sprawled over my midsection, one of Fearne's legs crossed over mine, and I think it was Laudna that I had my head resting on her side or something? And just- I didn't feel trapped or anything. I just felt safe.

... I miss 'em all.

#fictionkin #otherkin #critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin #kin memories #punk rock

[3nders]

double whammy of exhaustion and pain flare-up at work

ready to be home but cant go home yet

in a strong ashton shift so im having to do my best to not be an abrasive bastard to people right now. i want to be left alone to rest.

#punk rock #fictionkin #critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin

[3nders]

stuck in an ashton shift and it has been fuckin rough

i really fucking miss the chucklefucks i call friends. bells hells are home to me.

even if i never really voiced that aloud to them, im pretty sure they knew.

#critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin #punk rock

[3nders]

hit with some melancholy today. just feeling pretty touch starved and it doesn't help that some memories that I'm having make me feel even more fuckin touch starved

i especially miss Orym if im honest. he knew when it was okay to be close and to give physical affection. he was just so fucking observant that it was almost unsettling at times.

I mean... I miss everyone. They pretty much grew into my trust and now im here and don't have them and feel pretty lost.

#punk rock #fictionkin #critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin

[3nders]

painfully and ironically fucking validating that i'm having to deal with what feels like is building up into a migraine while in a fuckin ashton shift

#punk rock #critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin

[3nders]

man. even in a totally different life I'm stuck with pain and fucked up memory shit-

I'm much fuckin softer now, though. not much of a fan if I'm honest.

#fictionkin #punk rock #critical role kin #ashton greymoore kin