#auden.txt

[ink-and-spite]

GUYS.

If you’re having trouble starting because you physically aren’t able to/can’t get yourself to get up and go to your computer or laptop…write on your phone.

Download whichever app you use, Google Docs or MS Word or Apple Pages or whatever, log into it, and WRITE THERE. It’ll still sync to your other device, you can make progress on your project, and you won’t even have to get up.

I know this probably sounds obvious, but it only just hit me within like…the last month or two. And it’s worked WONDERS.

WRITE ON YOUR PHONE.

#auden.txt #writeblr #writer #writing #writing advice #advice #writeblr community #writing community #writers on tumblr #writerslife

[danny-does-college]

Inspired by this poll

#FIRST REAL POLL EVER #to be quite honest i don’t know all these songs #i’ve actually listened to a few but some are just in my sphere of existence #auden.txt #tumblr polls #polls #music #billy joel #queen #elton john #the beatles #abba #led zeppelin #johnny cash

[euelios]

tagged by @dreamofpeppermints 🩷🩷 (bc this was sitting in my drafts and i never posted it?????)

LAST SONG LISTENED TO: “viva la vida” by coldplay. it’s on my zevmancer cousland’s playlist but it is a forever banger.

CURRENTLY WATCHING: so much good mythical morning and mythical kitchen. also a lot of F1 but if we’re talking serious media… uh, HBO’s the passion?

SWEET/SAVOURY/SPICY: tbh a little of all of them, but sweet makes up like 70% of my cravings on its own. who am i but a girlypop who is a little too nuts about lavender coffee drinks.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: aggressively single pringle for any number of inarticulable reasons! i have chickened out of at least four hinge eras and have decided to focus on myself for now NFHDJX

CURRENT OBSESSION: so many all at once. dayspring by anthony oliveira which is a timey-wimey p(r)o(s)etry queering of the gospels (hence my currently watching). dragon age, now that i’m not too fried for combat mechanics. also my most recent attempt to scratch together my “nano but actually year-round” project.

tagging: @mortumslab @honor-among-thieves @rosaindomitus @dogueteeth @silvery-bluish and you if yall would like?

#auden.txt

[rangerdoubt]

hello darkness dragon age origins my old friend

#auden.txt

[dog-bots]

hello world!

my name is auden, and this is my brand new sideblog for all things robit related! i’d love to make some new friends on this side of botblr, so here’s my general list of bot-related interests!

aibo (all makes and models, but especially ers-210′s and ers-1000′s !)

idogs

vector by anki

furbys

physical bot customization

software bot customization

video games

artwork

retro technologies in general

i’m not currently an owner of any robots as of yet, so this blog will mainly consist of reblogs and my thoughts on certain robots, but I do have some robots i’m hoping to get sometime soon (you can see my wishlist page for those!)

#auden.txt #.txt #not bots #aibo #idog #vector #anki vector #furby #safefurby #botblr #it's nice to meet you all!

[infinitejest]

(hi this is auden makin a psa on ryans account real fast)

ryan changed up his tumblr theme! when you go on his blog instead of linking to his aesthetic tag it now goes to his esports tag! hopefully that makes viewing his esports content easier for you guys!

#to anyone who doesnt know who i am: hi im ryans friend i come on here sometimes sajkas #auden.txt #sure whynot

[sexioto]

my head hurts and my belly hurts but while we were shopping today my dad was like"o I didnt mean to get 2 of these" and the cashier gestured at me n said "I think he wanted one of his own" and my dad said "no, it was on the shopping list and I didn't know she got one already so I grabbed one too. anyway can you take one of them off" and the cashier looked around n was like "uh....what? who's "she"? " and looked at my dad like he was senile and my dad was like um her and pointed at me and the cashier was like "o....k.....?"

#ty random kinda rude woman #i feel better abt my masculinity #/ ability to pass #auden.txt #like or reply if you read

[ink-and-spite]

MY GUY PLEASE

#he’s a mood tbh #dracula daily #auden.txt

[danny-does-college]

The sequel to the original poll about your favorite old song Guy

#we all know who’s gonna win here but let’s give everybody else a fighting chance at least Jfjfjfj #polls #tumblr polls #music #abba #billy joel #dolly parton #the police #neil diamond #queen #the beatles #fleetwood mac #vanilla extract #auden.txt

[ink-and-spite]

EEEEEE

#auden.txt #edfc short film #SHORT FILM #I CAN SAY THAT NOW HDHQQAAAAAAA #THINGS ARE HAPPENING BIG THINGS #2023 IS THE YEAR #WISH ME LUCK FRIENDS

[danny-does-college]

#polls #hyperspecific poll #auden.txt

[ink-and-spite]

Ah yes my favorite genre of document

#where no page has the same format and the most important details are in a bullet list in the middle #i’m not even sure what that first one is #writeblr #my writeblr #auden.txt

[ink-and-spite]

✨ Reblog for more answers ✨

#tumblr polls #poll #auden.txt #hoodie #jacket #sweatshirt #sweater #i can’t imagine why anyone would be following those tags but 🤷‍♀️

[euelios]

like i know that trying to collect planners and other organizational tools when im feeling overwhelmed is really just a tool to make me feel like im dealing with something instead of actually dealing with it but like

have you considered that actually dealing with it is so much harder

#auden.txt #mentally im standing in a field and shredding grass rn

[euelios]

the way i say “(oh) brother” now instead of just shouting swear words

so weird to be—on the other end of “should i apologize?” usually i’m sitting here hoping for an apology or at least yk. “are you ok”

(i’m always ok. nothing is ever that bad or that real. it’s all drama)

i told my mom off about (inadvertently) making me feel like an incompetent shit every time i discussed moving out, like i wasn’t uncertain enough on my own. and she just went “that’s not what i meant and you know it” and like

jesus. no i know that. trust me i know. but that’s what happened. like that hurt then and it hurts now and i want you to take note of it for later when we have this conversation again

“why didn’t you just say what you meant why did you go on and on” uhh bc i didn’t know what the issue was and i was trying to work it out? because YOU go on and on and i don’t try to cut you off?? and also it’s not the moving that’s the issue it’s how you kind of keep reminding me of how bad i am at things???

(please just believe in me, and SAY so. you aren’t too harsh on me anymore but i don’t think i ever left that weird little kid behind. i didn’t always want to Be Better. i just wanted to be okay.)

and i could see her getting upset. by something i did. like that’s never happened before. me being the one upsetting her instead of the other way around. no one cried this time thank god. i’m the crier and it always makes her angry but this time she started getting defensive and i started getting angry and like—we’re just turning into each other

(not really. i don’t think i ever learned to defend myself against anyone. easier to just be wrong. john mulaney vc you could pour soup in my lap and i’d probably apologize to you)

but i could kind of see it. the connections. i’ve long since lost the whole “and my parents know everything” sheen but like on her end: yeah dude. i’m 21 years old. i’ll tell you lots but not everything. i’m absolutely going to get mad at you if you make me uncomfortable. you might not have ever had reason to think about how you get angry but boy howdy did i learn from the best—

(we talked about this one night. did i plan on kids? i’ll have them or i won’t, but only if i’m dead certain i’ll be a good parent. “i don’t think there’s a parent in the world who doesn’t love their kid,” she says and i feel charitable so i agree. but there are just too many ways to love someone wrong.)

this is kind of like, the parallel of those “would you be friends with your siblings if you weren’t siblings” “oh your parents are human too” like. no we wouldn’t be friends so i guess it’s good that we’re related. i love you and you make me so angry, and i’ll never have the guts to tell you how much of either.

(apparently none of my mom’s side ever got mad at their parents growing up. she says this like she’s proud of it but none of them speak to their parents now either. in that light i think i’ll call whatever we’ve got going on progress.)

#yum yum auden venting #auden.txt #just—off stuff. early 20s shit #with a little ✨artsy flair✨ i guess. #and by that i mean parenthetical interludes. what is this a fall out boy song #i need to get a therapist or SOMEONE i cannot just keep shouting into the void about this expecting it to help me #i don’t stan greta gerwig the way the internet does but maybe lady bird/little women/barbie back to back will fix me

[euelios]

where is that one post talking about how being online has fundamentally altered the way i interact with media and literature

that’s like. talking about how ur idea of what is ~canonical~ or common is not at ALL what is canonical or common in the wider sphere of non-20something chronically online people and ur just like popping off about something that no one else has any context to

#auden.txt #i’m starting to search for thesis supervisors and for topics #and i have never felt more batshit insane than i do in this moment #eroticism of the machine this devotion as consumption that BESTIE WHAY