#bulemea

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If you say you don’t wanna be in my life don’t hmu 9 months later when you “need a friend”

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc

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It’s officially September

I know no one cares but I’ve been really depressed recently

My sheets have been covered in bl**d from self harm and I haven’t showered in like 2 weeks or brushed my teeth in days

Today I did the dishes, washed my sheets, took the old food out of my room, brushed my teeth, and took a shower

I’m so so proud of myself I can’t stop crying and I have no one to tell so here I am

I’m sorry it’s a lot but I just needed to tell someone

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #depression #mia community

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I either want to eat nothing or everything, work out all day or just sleep, or do drugs/get fucking obliterated from alcohol

But OMG I’m fine 😜✌🏻🥰

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #xannax #body dismorphia #ana community

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If you have BPD and ever feel bad about over sharing

I will have you know that I once told my whole family that I was a whore in high school

And when they didn’t respond, I repeated myself 2x 🙃

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #mia community #yellow xans #xannax #alcoholism #bpd memes

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Fuck the suicide prevention hotline

They don’t do shit

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #mia community #yellow xans #xannax #buliimia #bipolar

[mialiveshere]

Am I going crazy or has it just been 6 minutes since they have texted me back

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc

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Can’t sleep so I’m considering staying awake forever until I simply

✨pass away✨

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #mia community #bulimiia

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I self harmed pretty badly last night and today is my first day at a new job that will definitely require a lot of movement

fuck me

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #self harm #mia community #buliimia #xannax #yellow xans

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I blocked my mom on twitter because I like photos of girls who hype themselves up and make coin on only fans

Because fucking GOOD FOR YOU SIS

And I’m not tryna have that conversation

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #only fans

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Just read about imposter syndrome for the first time ever and let me just say

The volume inside of this bus is ✨astronomical✨

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #buliimia #xannax #yellow xans #mia community #imposter syndrome

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Don’t call I just realized no one will be able to love me the way I love them, unless they also have BPD 🙃

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #xannax #yellow xans #mia community #buliimia

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I’m only on episode 2 of the umbrella academy but I had a dream I was getting high and dancing with Klaus and now I’m really sad

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #the umbrella academy #umbrella academy klaus

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Thinking about killing myself

I genuinely can’t see a reason to stay

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #tw suicude

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Honestly god bless cigarettes and alcohol for making me nauseous or else I’d eat 6000 calories a day

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #mia community #yellow xans #xannax #buliimia

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Just relapsed

Couldn’t even make it one day without alcohol

Kill me now

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #mia community #yellow xans #xannax #alcoholism

[mialiveshere]

No one on Ana tumblr is talking about Adele like ??? She looks amazing either way but I really hope she’s healthy. That pic of her was high key triggering...

#bpd #addiction #borderline personality disorder #bed #benzos #alcohol #bulemea #cigarettes #want to be thin #bulimyc #ana community #anotexia #anamia #adele