#but seriously fuck it - life is short

[frostbite-the-bat]

this appeared on the side while watching a video and holy SHIT yall need to leave ppl alone and get a fucking LIFE holy shit what

#not a fan of chrischan either but srsly just leave people alone #honestly one of the saddest stories to me on the internet #this is how it is to be autistic and in general just mentally ill and neurodivergent online #as someone who had a short past with these 'lolcow' people. its nothing but disgusting people who will harass and bully #for no reason other than hate #did this person do bad things? absolutely #should people just... leave this shit be? #yes...? none of this wouldve been a big deal. this is not in defense of any confirmed or accused actions. i dont know whats happening or #going on and i dont care and im not defending that. #but seriously people need to stop. what the fuck. episode SIXTY SIX??? ITS 44 MINUTES LONG????? OHMY GOD GET A HOBBY??? #GO OUTSIDE AND LOOK AT BIRDS DRAW A PICTURE TELL A FRIEND YOU LOVE THEM GO BUY A SNACK I DONT KNOW #WHY ARE YOU SO INVESTED IN A STRANGERS LIFE

[nicoscheer]

Ending it with Miles 😭🫶🏽🥹 we’re gonna cry so bad.

But also I love this so much cause like obviously the band and the management heard all the hateful ‘fans’ back when they had to cancel Marlay Park because Alex dared to get laryngitis and this; giving them not only one but 3/4 shows with Miles and an access code is so hilarious to me cause like yeah you very fuckin nasty and disgusting but here ya go ya lil shits now what do you say (pretty please) like this makes all those haters look sooo incredibly dumb and childish (like no patience at all obviously they need time to schedule and arrange all the venues and what not, like have some faith in them just lean back and trust) anyways long story short love this move

I’m having a mental breakdown

Miles via email

#22/08/2023 #holy shit I just woke up #Arctic monkeys #also love that picture of Alex #only Alex could feel so bad about having to cancel one show that he gives us 4 shows 🫶🏽🥹 and Miles #uff the car is not gonna be the first tour without Miles as support/opening act #ending a (near exact) year long tour in Miles’ arms for four days befor riding off into the sunset with him 💅 #I would seriously go complete ignoring my bank account but Uni starts literally that week and I can’t miss that first week for my life fuck #Instagram #I can’t wait for their smiles and hugs #all his friends posting bout miles joining AM 🫠😭🥹 #I’m counting on Rosie to be mothering and giving us videos backstage of them two #I died dead #how Alex probably returned from his holiday in Italy and then met up with Miles when he had finished his promo tour and they were #just sitting on the settee drinking and chatting and then Alex asks him if Miles would like to join them for Ireland and on both their faces #a gigantic smiles just blooms and they grin at each other like the stupid lovesick idtios that they are before going in for one of their #trademark hugs and just cuddling and whispering to each other what they’ll do in Ireland together and and 😭😭 #also like this screams we needed to find a opening act in short notice so we obviously Turned to Miles and that’s so sweet it’s like yeah we #know he’ll always have our back just like we have his #Miles kinda feels like the peace offering here 🤣 #also like yes they’ll have endless time after the fourth gig but also before that because the monkeys are done on the 7th in America so they #have an entire week before that first Ireland gig just to practice (new/old songs) and spend time together #okay but hear me out what if: Miles Kane and the death ramps comeback ?!! huh what then

[straight-edge-hippy]

I am. Having feelings about the vorcha.

#they get treated so unfairly in galactic society #they're not given any credence when it comes to their quality of life and their capabilities as a species #almost solely because of their short lifespans #yes they look scary and yes they tend to be aggressive #but in-lore it's shown that said aggressiveness is not innate #and that they can be educated in galactic affairs and that multiple vorcha have stood up as activists for their species #but because of their short lifespans they end up dying before any meaningful change is made #and those that can educate vorcha populations choose not to because it would be a 'waste of resources' because they'll just die #before doing anything meaningful with said education #you better believe i'm making a fucking fix-it so the vorcha can be taken more seriously in galactic/citadel affairs #justice for vorcha #mass effect #vorcha

[arcaneyouth]

i need my patreon to blow up and everyone to give me 1 million dollars so i never have to consider the idea of doing anything with my life besides what i'm already doing cause ohhhhhh my god nothing makes me happier than making a comic for my ocs. there's literally nothing like this in the whole world. this is the best thing on the planet.

#as soon as we finish this chapter i'm applying for a job(s) and seeing how that goes before i continue #and as chill as i am about it i'm also like #🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 no more comic? #have job n no comic? #i don't get to make comic for a short amount of time??? whaguhg??? #but seriously like. i've never been more satisfied with myself than when i'm working on my comic #i want to do this forever #even when the pages look like ass i'm so. happy with them #and i'm so constantly proud of myself #and it's so fucking fulfilling #please let me do this the rest of my life

[pavlovers]

actually nvm im not emo anymore 🤧

#will i ever be truly content with the ending ? no 💀 but ! everyone looks so cute nd im happy that my fav freaks are able to be silly :p #i have mixed feelings on chifuyu narrating this chapter tho lmao 😭😭 #i mean its great that he somehow remembers everything that michi went through nd their friendship wasnt lost #BUT I CANT GET OVER THAT LIKE. ONE TAKEHINA KISS PANEL AND ITS JUST HIS UGLY CRYING FACE AT THE BOTTOM 😭😭 #i kinda love that for him tho like shit make their day all about yourself king #i wouldn't have taken the whole takehina ending seriously either way #tokrev aint even about them at this point its about the collection of freaks takemichi collected along the way 😭 #what other thoughts can i put out there... #omg sanzu being an influencer is such a slay. i love how he looks exactly the same as he did in the bonten timeline #he just slays online now instead of yknow with a katana in real life ! #kazus adorable. izanas adorable #I LOVE THAT SOUTH IS JUST THERE. IDK HOW THEY MET IN THIS TIMELINE BUT FUCK IT YEAH HES INVITED WHY NOT #seeing timeskip mikey again just confirms my initial feelings towards manila mikey which is that he was ugly 😭 #IDK THE SHORT HAIR DOESNT SUIT HIM IMO 😭 I WAS HOPING THAT WAKUI WOULD GIVE HIM A NEW HAIRCUT THAT WE HAVENT SEEN BEFORE #its ok tho im happy that hes actually happy ! and that the future he wanted with emma and draken and their baby came true 🥲 #WAHH THAT TOO 😭 THE FACT THAT THEYRE MARRIED AND EMMA IS PREGNANT WITH THEIR FIRST CHILD LITERALLY SOBBING 😭 #its what theyve deserved this whole time !!!! #what wakui did to naoto was a crime tho 😭 why does he look like thatttt #bring back detective naoto 😭 current naoto looks more homeless than takemichi that doesnt sit right with me 😭 #im rocking with long hair hanma. shuji just some guy hanma 💀 #wakui making mikey looking at takemichi like that the opening panel like we know what they are 🙄 just had to remind us #thats all i think... its finally over 😭 i may have my grudges but i truly loved reading this weekly for over a year it was so much fun 💗

[britneyshakespeare]

hey quick question... why am i (someone who never engages w true crime) being recommended content on youtube about christina grimmie’s murder? and also wtf? i guess 7 years is a long time for the internet but if you knew about christina grimmie before that happened, no it’s not. that news was fucking chilling and it’s never going to be normal and it feels so weird to make it like some retrospective true crime folklore. that feels really unnecessary to her legacy to just present her as a “murdered youtuber.” stop!!!!!!!

#the video's from two days ago & if you've been recommended the video too... listen. idk the creator of that video #so im not gonna critique them too harshly. and i KNOW the youtube game is about engagement and getting clicks #they didnt even put christina's name in the title. they refer to her simply as a murdered youtuber #stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #am i being recommended this because i sometimes watch youtube drama/commentary? (i dont watch it as much as the algorithm wants me to) #(but yeah i do occasionally click on youtube retrospectives and keep up w a little scandal here and there... not so much) #(ive definitely tried to consume less of it over the years and i only have a few specific channels i really follow) #PLEASE dont reduce christina grimmie to 'murdered youtuber' i find that so offensive and distasteful #she was a really big legend on the platform in her lifetime and she did so much w her short life #seriously fuck that. call her her NAME and if you make videos about her in retrospect obviously you cant gloss over the tragedy #but you shouldnt make it the highlight of her story. seriously. SERIOUSLY!!!!!! #text post

[coridallasmultipass]

A thing I just thought now: "Oh, wow, it was less than 8 years? That's a really short time to know anyone before getting married."

The punchline is that I'm aromantic.

#like damn if im gonna ever marry anyone itll be on our deathbed after a life together #the idea of marriage is fucking terrifying #how long do most people know each other before marrying?? lemme look it up #yeah im seeing the average is like 2-5 years and thats too damn short geez #i guess this is just one of those things ill never understand lmao #i think of marriage and i picture like a low budget halloween undead wedding scene with spooky organ music #aromantic #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #ShitPost.exe #Cori.exe #seriously tho i dont know how people live that fast #cant believe i just realized this was another aro thing i didnt realize was an aro thing #like being creeped out about people getting married young or fast #or i guess the aversion to attending weddings ive had my whole life lmao #wow yeah im a lot more aro than i thought i was lol this was a real introspective line of thought

[jaggedpeak]

got nostalgic for my first ever warriors oc... this little girlboss got promoted to a full medic after only three moons training, had an affair with the leader’s son/deputy-to-be that resulted in 6 kits, got taken by twolegs and lived as a kittypet for a while, then when she got home she was killed by a snakebite while collecting herbs. tigerleaf you will always be famous

#warrior cats oc #wc oc #tigerleaf #she was part of an animal jam rp so her palette n the bg are colourpicked from the character creator n temple of zios map #temple of zios was OWLCLAN TERRITORY!!!! #seriously fucks me up a bit that i made her 9 years ago. like thats not right #she cant have existed for half my life she CANT #so fuckin funny i used her for my creative writing piece when i was in grade 3 that was literally just a first-oots ripoff reading it back #i still have it stashed away on my computer somewhere lol #she literally just got killed off in the rp because me n one of the other members got bored one day... rip girl #also named my dog after her mentor LOL i hope the other 2 people in the group are doing well #i fr dont think id be as into warriors as i am still without that rp shit was crazy #ALSO fucks me up a bit that she is like. how she was #like her name was tiger- before tigers were my favourite animal #she was 'undersized' before i stopped getting taller at the ripe old age of 10 n started making all my characters short #like what the fuck #ennyway. these tags have rambled long enough lol #my art #my ocs #2 cents

[vilelittlecritter]

When I start drawing again properly,

I am so gunna draw sunny going back into the bathroom and consoling Basil about him leaving.

Does it make sense in the games narrative?

Fuck no.

Do I wish Basil was real and I could give him the biggest hug anyone has ever received?

Absolutely.

#i like putting my boy in a blender but i also want him to get help so bad #hes had a lot on his plate and i want to make sure he feels safe and comforted and happy and all snug tucked in #okay maybe I want to do this to all the characters... #they're all so fucked up its unbelievable. they're just like me fr #they all deserve the best. even aubrey because people like to paint her out ALOT worse than what she actually is #honestly after the church fight any anger i had towards aubrey was immediately gone. #seriously she has gotten the short end of the stick her entire life and you expect her not to be a little pissed? #honestly as bad as her actions were they weren't out of genuine malice it was out of pain and fear #i honestly think that aubrey bullied basil so much essentially as a way to stop herself from trying to reach out again #its either said in the game or im making a bullhsit headcanon but i like it #Aubreys bullying is self defence to a world that's knocked her on her ass no matter how nice shes been to it #anyway im tired i need to shut the fuck up #random rambles

[mejomonster]

Sometimes I think ah yes being demi doesn't affect my life much more than like desolately few crushes and having to adapt asking people out/casually dating to me picking people not knowing if I'll actually like them for a few months so needing pre-crush standards on how to pick who's worth trying to date

Then I do something and I'm like oh god yeah forgot. Forgot. Dang yeah this affects so much

#rant #im demiromantic demisexual and uh #my dudes.... the second a convo or life situation tangential to me veers into relationship or sex territory #i realize wowza i do not think like the majority of people #every time love at first sight or first month comes up or sex within a few dates comes up #or fucking KISSING on first dates???? #or that im supposed to take anyone seriouslg when they say they love someone after a month??? how does Anyone take that seriously?? #but they DO. or how my definition of love is SO colored by my experience being demi #so when people describr LONG TERM attachment love in marriage as if it needs to be defined separate #from sjort term 'love' thats chemicals and honeymoon phase and will eventually wane and #can cloud your rational judgement? im like???? to me of course love alwaysssss means a long term care for another person #and interest in who tjey are??? wtf you mean people say love and mean it and mean that short term honeymoon phase feeling?? #what do you mean the chemicals kick in BEFORE u can rationally contemplate if a partner is compatible??? #what do you mean u had sex so now ur illogically attached to someone in compatible? #like yeah ive vaguely felt the honeymoon phase. after knowing someone 5 years before dating. so i was illogical #and everything avout tjem seemed Perfect in rose tinted vision. but only after solid years of being able to objectively view them #it hits me in other dating but like 3-6 months in. which gives me at least some time to go #WAIT my dumbass didnt check them for red flags in the first months! i should be wary and not assume theyre perfect rn just cause im feeling #biased. and its so easy to move on from casual dating for me cause i just dont get attached that early in knowing someone... #and my god man. hearing ppl talk about anything dating im like. why dont... yall just say what you mean andcsay what you feel???? why is it #all these layers and obfuscations???? why is it viewed as weird when i say hey i dont kiss right away??? why is it all such a #layered game? #i do not get it.

[gworlinterrupted]

whoever said i date like a lesbian is right

#had like. a life changing night #we talked on the couch for a couple hours and were just totally absorbed not doing anything else #and then we fucked for like 4 hours and it was Insane. seriously like Ridiculously good #and then fell asleep in her bed for a couple hours and got up early and got breakfast cause we both had places to be #jfc it was amazing #she's so pretty and sweet and attentive it makes me brain short circuit #12 hour dateeeee

[hellfireeddiemunson]

I have to pack so badly but I Cannot get myself to do it I’m so overwhelmed holy fucking shit

#i have a whole Situation rn but long story short I potentially have until only Sunday night to get out of my house ! lovely #pray for me I guess bc I’m going to probably lose things and it is entirely out of my control ! #including my cats which is actively making me have panic attacks every few hours lmao #god life is a fucking Joke dude lmfao #anyways wish me luck I guess bc I’m scared and feel lost as fuck !!!!!! #hoping so bad the court or police or whatever will be nice and let us have more time but #doubtful :) so …………….panicking it is!!!!!!! #sorry to rant I needed to get this out so bad hahahahahahahahahahahaahaha #ok no seriously I have to get my shit together so badly I have an entire room to get together and I don’t even know where to start #bc I’m god awful and messy and my room is a disaster so everything’s Everywhere gotta love depression rooms #I’ll just start w surface level shit I guess #also I’ll probably be deleting this bc I’m embarrassed by talking about my situation hahahahaa

[flippedorbit]

at this point i would rather be dead because of that dog than injured

#vent #i guess. i don’t fucking know at this point. i’m just super fucking upset that i could be using a cane for mobility right now since i have #literally been fucking struggling to just get out of bed standing and then fucking hobbling out of my room with no proper support at all. #the pain fucking hurts so bad when i just dangle my legs over the side if my bed in preparation to stand up and my mom isn’t taking it even #slightly seriously. I. CAN’T. FUCKING. WALK. COMFORTABLY. OR EVEN FUCKING STAND COMFORTABLY WITHOUT PAIN SHOOTING THROUGH MY LEG. #I CAN’T DO THE BASIC TASKS I COULD DO BEFORE I WAS FUCKING ATTACKED BY MY NEIGHBOR’S DOG. WHERE’D ALL THE CONCERN FROM YESTERDAY GO HUH MOM #WHY DOES IT SUDDENLY NOT FUCKING MATTER THAT I CAN BARELY FUCKING WALK OUT MY ROOM WITHOUT CRYING BECAUSE IT HURTS SO BADLY. #DOES IT MEAN NOTHING THAT I’D RATHER BE DEAD THAN INJURED SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO GO THE SHORT DRIVE INTO TOWN TO #GO BUY LIKE A SEVEN DOLLAR CANE FROM CVS JUST TO MAKE MY LIFE A LITTLE EASIER FOR NOW? IS IT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT MOM? #and she wonders why i never fucking tell her how i’m feeling on a regular basis. whether it be emotionally or physically. what i feel at an #given time clearly doesn’t actually fucking matter. so maybe i should have just died instead. i’d feel a whole lot better thats for sure.