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#but yeah idk... I wanna talk but I’m scared and asking for encouragement seems silly...
starbuck · 3 years
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I wish I wasn’t so heavily convinced that everybody on here hates me and would hate me more if I talked about the things that truly interest me because I know in my logical mind that isn’t true and I would love to share my thoughts openly and honestly but I just haven’t figured out how to make myself do it yet.
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Ramble away, cause I feel the twisted head rot, I kinda wanna see what you think about our bois. ~ a pocket sized dragon hops in excitement.
A POCKET SIZED DWAGOOOOOONNNN 😭💞💞💞 That’s so BLESSED, and tysm omg, I’m very glad to just spill out my barking on every boy, bc yEAH THE BRAIN ROT SKDHAKDB
THE BRAIN ROT IS SO REAL LOL
Everything I breathe ends up relating to TWST in some way, like at this point just let me take my friends, cousins, and pets, and of course Lulu and Seb, and I will have 1. A Gottdamned Harem, 2. So Many Children, and 3. NEVER WANT TO LEAVE. Kwfhskdhjwek
Ok this is gonna be long bc I gotta cover all my boys, so rip lol.
Dorm Leads:
Riddle
GOD, my Fucking Baby, my CHILD, my SWEET BABY BOY, I’M 👁💧👄💧👁
I would die for him, beetch, he is PRECIOUS ♥️
He reminds me of how I feel Ciel would behave if S/O took the place as Sebastian’s contracee, too, so like 🥺 Lots of feels 😭
Is Son, I have adopted him now. If you mistreat him, don’t ever speak to me or my son ever again. I’ll FIGHT his MOM, don’t TEST me. I’m his new mom now. His BIRD mom. So proud of him, he’s like...one of the few that’s actually shown growth in canon after his overblot kshdkadjs
Leona
👁💧👄💧👁
.....I am a Mere Simp....
Ya’ll.... I swearh to ghOD I simped hard for Scar back when I was a wee thing, I did NOT expect to simp for him AGAIN LATER IN LIFE, what the FUCK aidhskdhskdj
Like shit bitch, damn, you may not be king of Afterglow honey, but you can be king of my heart if you wAnt to bb....
Leona: *smiles once, even if it’s smugly*
Me: *WEEPING* Look at hiiiiiiim!! My sunshine booooooy! 😭
Does this make me a furry
Probably
I am too Simp to Care Anymore
I HESITATED TO GET ATTACHED BC THIS BOY LOOKS LIKE A FUCKIN WOMANIZER IF I EVER SAW ONE, BUT HE DRINKS HIS RESPECT WOMEN JUICE EVERY SINGLE MORNING AND I WAS A GONNER SNDJAJDHSJ
FUCK
Call me a Herbivore again, bully me //SLAPPED
Azul
He secretly a lil shit sometimes, but tha’s ok, it’s mostly in a silly way, especially post overblot~ UvU
The sweetest bby everytime I read fanposts on him, like god, ah 💜💜💜 WHOMST COULD BULLY SUCH A CUTE CHUBBY OCTOBABY I’LL FIGHT ALL OF EM!! A sweetheart 10/10 would be his friend 💗 Not making contracts with him tho, lol
...ok maybe SOME after his overblot, but they’re able to be easily reversed now, so it’s way more chill andhsjdj
Kalim
FUCK!!!! F U C K!!!! BABYYYYYYY!!!! BABY!!!! I HAVE ADOPTED HIM IF YOU TOUCH HIM YOU D I E
He is literally so sweet, anytime anyone was like “you’re so nice it’s annoying” I WAS READY TO COME FLYING IN TO BITCH SLAP THEM LIKE AJDHSKDHSJ (even if I also loved them lol)
Like NO you are WRONG whfksjd
He has also grown so much, and I am proud ♥️🧡
Vil
Jesus Christ, canon Vil is Hurting Meeeeee ajdhskdhsj
My fave fanon Vil is the one that recognizes all different types of beauty, though~ uvu and is v encouraging to anyone that may be struggling with self hatred 💜
Canon: Vil is pretty~.
Me: Wow, wtf???? He IS so pretty... How rude I didn’t think you were serious! Wow him??? Pretty??? Wow??? Wow...
Idia
I’m not sure yet, as I haven’t seen him very often, but of the few times that I have: BIG same, huge mood, and Me FUCKING Too, goddamn akdhakdj
Idia is my Anxiety and Anime Nerd personified tbh lol
What Ortho is to him are what all my comfort characters are to me, honestly.
Like what would you like bby, you want that singing voice?? Ok here comes a synthesizer just special for you~. Ily, mwah~ u3u 💕
Malleus
HEAVY BREATHING
Ok maybe it’s just the lack of story/info out on him yet, but I don’t currently simp as hard for him compared to Leona, I’ll admit jajdkajd
BUT BOY HOWDEY DO I EVER STILL S I M P...
He Is Baby... And I Lob Him....
I am going to smooch those horns and forehead crown of beautiful scales 🖤🖤🖤 I am going to do it!!!! Here I go!!!
HE CAN HAVE ALL THE ICE CREAM AND TAMAGATCHI DATES HE WANTS I’M- 😭
This man is too precious for words, and I have so much childhood nostelgia to ‘enchanted’ woods, and being in the mountains, so he has Old Fae Friend vibes to me~🖤
DRAGON FORM DRAGON FORM DRAGON FORM DRAGON FORM DRAGON F-
Ngl I ship him and Leona a lil bit lol
No, not just bc that makes a poly with my two faves easier, but that is a bonus factor jadhajdj
Vice Dorm Heads:
Trey
Oh my god, the Daddy to my Mommy with all these newly adopted lil kids of ours, ya know??? What a wholesome sweetie and funny lil shit jahdksdh~
I love him, I would gladly make tarts with, AND for him 💚💚💚
The kind of boi who I’d ship HARD with anyone he started dating bc My God it would warm my heart So Much 💞💞
Ruggie (unofficial but may as well be at this point lol)
He took a while to grow on me kadhskdhsj
But I think he’d be a sweet, if a trouble-maker of a friend to have~.
Dank you for taking care of my sweet lion bby, honey, I’m sure Farrena is a sweetheart, but boi I hope he gets his shit together to fix up where Ruggie lives 😭
I think if I met his granny, I’d CRY jadhajsh 💗💗
Leech Twins (?)
Idk if they’re vice leaders, but who cares lol
THESE are the older Big Brothers in every sense of the word. (My canon ages most everyone up just a bit, save for Riddle, Ace, Deuce, Kalim, Jamil, Cheka, and anyone already 20+)
The ANNOYING older big brothers, lol.
The ones that hug you to death (Floyd), or use you for an arm rest (Jade), and specifically Do the thing you asked/told them NOT to Do.
This is fine with me tho, I’m an only child, please give me the experience of annoying older brothers lol 💙💚
Jamil
I used to hate you bby, I’m so sorry akdhskdhs
I’ve adopted him now, and I’m v proud he’s trying, but making clear what his boundaries are, and trying to come out of a shell he was made to be in for so long 😭
AND HIS DANCING IS SICK LIKE HONESTLY I’M SUCH A PROUD MOM 💗💗💗
Rook
God. FUCKING Rook, lol.
IDK IF I SHOULD TRUST YOU, but I also kinda wanna be your friend akdhakdjs
HE CONCERNS ME but he also seems nice and v sweet sometimes, lmao
Blz don’t stalk me tho 😬
STOP SHOOTING YOUR ARROWS AROUND SCHOOL YOU BLOODY HEATHEN FRENCH PRISS, YOU ARE GOING TO KILL SOMEONE
Also, if he DARES hunt cute animals around me, especially BIRDS, I am going to GRIP him jahdkahdsk
He’s like if Lord Druitt was a Little More Nice and a Little Bit Less Creepy ajdhak
Lilia:
GOD.
I LOVE THIS FUCKING GRANDPA.
I. FUCKING. LOVE. THIS FUCKING. GRANDPA.
I absolutely hc him as nonbinary w/masc pronouns, I absoLUTELY do.
I adore him, I love him, I haven’t gotten a squish (hardcore desire to be someone’s friend, lol) this hard for a character since AngelDust, I-
Pwease be nonbinary friends with me, Lilia 🥺
THE ONLY PERSON HERE SHORTER THAN ME, BUT I’LL TAKE IT AJDHAKDHJS
Anyone know Corpse and how he plays Among Us? That’s how I see Lilia playing his video games with friends and I JUST I JUST I J U S T
The Spencer to your Carly.
He and Crowley are free to compete as Dad with me too like honestly kshdkadjjs
He’ll always be granpa tho uvu 💚💖🖤
Extras:
Ace
God, the Fucking Annoying Middle Brother that pranks you ALL THE DAMN TIME, but I love him andhakdhsk
Deuce
THE BROTHER THAT WILL BEAT UP YOUR BULLIES 💙💙💙 SWEET BABY BOY
The Josh to Ace’s Drake. The Cody to Ace’s Zack. The Freddie to your Carly and Ace’s Sam.
If he and Ace started dating, tho, I would CRY.
But regardless who they end up dating, it’ll be slow burn friends to lovers, and literally the most adorable shit to watch EVER 💞💞💞😭
Cater
Seems Like A Womanizer But Actually Drinks His Reapect Women Juice And We Stan That 🧡
Can always count on him to help tou get the best Magicram shots, bless you Cater 🧡🧡
Also rly wanna be his friend, ngl 😭 Even IF he pranks me a lot kadhakdhsj
Jack:
H E AV Y BR EA T H IN G
Ngl my feelings for him are in the air IDK IF I WANNA SMOOCH OR NOT YET I JUST KNOW I LOB HIM HE GOODEST BESTEST BOY 💛💛💛😭
If all three Savannaclaw bois got in a cuddle pile with me, I would Not Be Mad
How can I give this boy love, tell me and I will Do It
Gift him all the cacti’s he WANTS💛
God he drinks that respecc women juice bright and early on his run every morning, you KNOW he does 💛💛💛
I wawnt to pet his ears an tail an fwuffy wolf form 😭
I WAWNT TO SEE THE BOY SMILE AND BE HAPPY 💞💞💞
Sebek
CHILL CHILL CHILL CHILL CH-
He is a v devoted guard tho, we love to see it UvU
I don’t have more info on him hekdhskdj but his fanmade content seems v v sweet~ 💚
Silver
HE ATTRACTS BIRDS AND I CRY ABOUT IT PLEASE BE MY FRIEND AND TEACH ME HOW 🥺🥺🥺
Him being raised by Lilia and Malleus literally gives me so much Fucking Seratonin....... God 💞💕💗💗💞💞💗💗💕💞
Ortho
IS BABY????? IS BABY!!!!!! I’M LOVE HIM I’M ADOPTING HIM IS BABYYYYYYY 💙💙💙💙💙
Cheka:
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
He is so FUCKING CUTE what the FUCK!
Leonaaaaaaa... 🥺 Your NEPHEWWWWW 😭
I might steal him from Farrena tbh, lIKE MY CHILD NOW~ 🧡🧡
I just sob and hug him every time I see him honestly 😭
Teachers:
Dire Crowley
Ohhhhhh god oh god oh god
Be my dad. Please. Be my dad. PLEASE be my dad. Ya’ll think I’m joking, I’m not. Please adopt me. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK.
This man as a father gives me so much dopamine and oxytocin and seratonin??? I have been weeping for WEEKS, please adopt me, Sir
Fathers with zero braincells being wrapped around a daughter’s little finger makes me so weak, and I am just here with Daddy Issues like ajdhakdhsj BLEASE ADOPT ME MISTER BIRD MAN
Crewel
Ew.
Forgive me, I haven’t seen much content with him in it/that could be considered wholesome, bUT JADHWKDJSJ
UncoMFORTABLE
Please keep the kink talk out of the classroom, S I R
Call me puppy one more time, see what happens, I’m not scared to fight a teacher akdhakdhsj
Trein
The Dad Figure that tries to be the stern part to Crowley’s blumbering kahdkqrhsjdj
Don’t feel as much attachment to him emotionally, but I like him~
Just let me pet your cat sometimes and give you holiday presents, and we’re cool~ ♥️
Vargas
Found the womanizer //SMACKED
And of course, I can’t forget Grim~!
He’s grown on me, and if anything happens to him I will kill everyone in the room, and then myself 😭
I will pet and snuggle and hold him all he wants and feed him all the tuna his heart desires uvu 💙
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tinywooniverse · 4 years
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dreamcatcher reaction to seeing a picture you secretly took of them
requested: ye!
genre: floof
a/n: these uhhh got longer as a got further down i’m so sorry
(gifs are not mine)
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jiu:
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when jiu sees you walk out of the room she hops on the opportunity to grab your phone. it’s her signature to take your phone and take pictures of herself when you’re out of the room. she considers it her gift to you and seeing as you keep them and basically have your camera roll full of her, you think so too. she picks up you phone and quickly turns it on and swipes to your camera only to go back and look at the picture you had as your lockscreen. her hair was messy and she was rubbing her eyes and pouting. from the surroundings she seemed to be at the foot of your bed. she remembers this clearly. she was over your house, had just woken up from a nap and she wanted to cuddle but you weren’t paying her any mind so she pouted and whines until you put your phone away.
“it’s cute huh,” you say walking back into the room sitting down next to her. she sheepishly smiles and gives you a quick nod.
“yeah but next time you ignore my demands to cuddle just to take pictures of me we’re fighting.”
sua:
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she had been watching you watching your phone for the past twenty minutes and she had had enough. she had to know what your were smiling at that had all of your attention because frankly it was annoying that you weren’t paying her any attention. she snatched your phone right out of your loose grip to see what it was and to her surprise it was just your lockscreen. which was a photo of her looking as silly as ever.
“it was from a few weeks ago when we were up acting stupid because we were tired. you got up and did a photoshoot. do you remember?” you say rubbing the back of your neck shyly.
“yeah i remember. i didn’t think you were really taking pictures. this is cute.”
“it’s a live photo. look.” you press the screen and suddenly she’s moving. she blows a kiss to the camera promptly before it stops. she just looks at you and smiles
“you’re a real romantic, you know that?” she asks and you smile coyly nodding once.
“but if you ever pay more attention to your phone than me i’m gonna spin your jaw,” she says tossing your phone to the other side of the couch as you look slightly scared.
siyeon:
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normally, siyeon liked to make you flustered. it made her feel good inside knowing that she could make you go speechless. she loved the look on your face every time you got this way. however, you had managed to get this response from her today, eliciting a dumbfounded expression.
“your lockscreen-”
“i know it’s so cute isn’t it. you were literally just sitting up out of bed.”
and that she was. her ponytail was nearly gone although she was sure she had made it tight enough the night before and she looked about as cranky as she does when she’s hungry.
“how did you even manage to get a picture like this?” she asks still confused.
“well i was on snapchat when i came into you room and i was going to take a video of me waking you up but you looked so cute that i decided to take a picture instead.” you shoot her a small smile. she smiles at your actions before speaking again.
“you didn’t post that did you?” she asks and sees your fight or flight instinct kick in.
that day you find out just how aggressive she could get.
handong:
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handong wouldn’t really be surprised about your lock screen because you two often had matching ones that of each other that you too when you guys went on dates and things.
you two were sitting on your couch, her legs thrown across yours, with both of your phones in her hands. she was trying to decide which pictures were the best to use from your coffee shop and window shopping date earlier today.
“what about this? i think it’s really cute!” she says enthusiastically showing both of the phone screens.
“i don’t know dongie i don’t really like how i look.” you say and she frowns looking at her phone. she pouts looking back at you.
“i think you look amazing all of the time honey but if you don’t feel comfortable with me using this picture that’s okay.” she says in a slightly pouty voice and your heart feels like it’s melting.
“you can use the picture if you really like it.” you say, softly smiling at handong who had been perplexingly staring at her phone screen trying to find a new one.
“are you sure? you said you didn’t like it. i don’t want to set it to a picture that you-”
“it’s completely fine dongie. as long as you like it you can keep it.”
yoohyeon:
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yoohyeon had been doing a live while you sat across the room listening to her every word one day when you snapped a quick picture of her to save for another day. your crush on her had been pretty persistent and strong yet she never noticed. you did everything with her. you were alone with her more than your were alone with yourself. you talked to her as much as you could while you were apart without feeling like you were annoying her. so today wasn’t any different. she always allowed you to sit in on her lives because it made her feel more comfortable doing so.
you send the picture to yoobin, who knew about your crush, and start to gush about how cute she was while interacting with the fans. at the same time yoohyeon’s phone starts to go off and you only assume that it’s their group chat discussing something stupid but you’re quickly realizing that that may not be the case when you send yoobin a text asking why she wasn’t responding and yoohyeon’s phone dings again. she looks at the notification and ignores it, glancing at you before turning back to the live and ending it shortly afterwards.
after it’s over she turns to you and smirks.
“you could’ve just told me you liked me you know?” she says.
“what are you talking about?”
“i recall getting like ten texts from you about how cute i was and i see there’s a picture involved.” she giggles.
“no i sent that to yoobin.” you say scrolling through your texts to see that yoobin was now yoohyeon. you look flushed and embarrassed.
“so how many offguards do you have of me?”
“only the ones you members send me.” you say pouting, feeling like was mocking you.
“really?? i thought they were only sending me pictures of you.” she says thoughtfully.
“wait what?”
dami:
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dami knew you had a intense crush on her. she knew from the moment you guys met honestly. you introduced yourself to all of the other girls with no issues but when you got to her you had looked at if the world stopped and started to trip over your words so it was hard not to know.
she often tried to ask you out on dates to no avail as you always thought it was just a friendly hangout and soon after she just figured that you were just as nervous with her as the other girls and that you thought that she was just a friend.
however, one of these days you two decided to play a game at the dinner you two had planned.
“how about we both put our phones on the table and whoever picks up their phone first has to the other a dessert?” yoobin proposes causing you to look a little shocked.
“wait what?”
“it’s a fun game! we’ll put or phones on the table face up and whoever gets a notification that they just can’t ignore and picks up their phone has to by the winner a dessert. it’s a good thing i think. we can spend more time talking to each other and we can find a way to cope with awkward silence.” she giggles and sets her phone down in between us.
“uhhh okay?” you say sitting your phone down and your heart rate spikes when you remember that your phone screen is a picture you took of her on one of your earlier dates. you were sure this was gonna end up in an embarrassing confession but you didn’t wanna kill the fun so you let it go and start talking with her about how her day went and what happened at work.
neither of you even bothered to look at your phones until they both made a noise at the same time and you looked to see that both of your screens were of each other on the same date.
“you-” you both speak after looking up
“no you can go first.”
gahyeon:
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(this is backwards idk)
you guys were literally head over heels for each other and everyone knew but you two honestly. neither of you had the guts to tell the other about your feelings so both of you just spewed everything on the other girls who had been trying to encourage you to tell each other but you guys literally wouldn’t even spend time alone. that is, until the girls came up with a plan.
jiu and siyeon has asked the two of you separately if you had wanted to go the the botanical gardens and you had both agreed because that place was beautiful and you both loved going there but you hadn’t because no one else wanted to go with you.
when the day had come and the two of you go there you saw each other at the ticketing booth and decided to stand together to wait for your friends when you both simultaneously get texts from them saying they couldn’t make it.
“i have a feeling this was planned.” gahyeon says breaking the silence.
“yeah i think so too,” you said giving her a small smile, “but we could just stick with each other since we already bought our tickets. i would hate to leave, i’ve really wanted to go here for a long time.”
you grab her hand and go into the greenhouse display and you two get surprisingly comfortable with each other and you watch and giggle as she takes a selfie with a tall cactus. you see a small cluster of echeveria elegans and squat down to take a closer look at the little flower shaped succulents. she giggles and mumbles something very cute making you stand up and brush your clothes off.
the rest of the time she walks ahead of you and reaches for your hand more often than not like she’s worried that you’re gonna get lost. nothing feats wrong about the entire hang out and you secretly thank your friends for being so stupid and scheming like this.
after you both return home you get a text from gahyeon with an attachment and you open it to see a picture of yourself. she starts to text about how cute you were and thanks whoever she meant to text for leaving us alone. this prompt you to call her.
“hello?”
“hi! you should be more careful about who you’re texting. you might be sending the wrong person messaging that meant for someone else.” you say giggling. there is a radio silence on the other side and soon after there’s a sigh.
“look-” she starts and you cut her off.
“i happen to think you’re also very cute and i owe my friends my life for canceling on us too!”
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