#but this feels different

[dearboopl]

You know what I love? The episodes coming out every week. The tension, fandom discussions, living day by day and waiting for something. I missed this.

#911 abc #always would take this format over one season coming in whole #missed this after supernatural ended #and it never felt the same #because you don't get the anticipation feeling #logical i know #but still #well there were other shows like ofmd and good omens #but this feels different #911

[pawtism-party]

Something about waiting for a plan/event that isn’t fully confirmed makes me experience a depression adjacent state.

#I think it’s an autism thing. #I know there’s the autism waiting mode. #but this feels different #kind of? #pawtism party

[charlie-and-mushrooms]

Hey people! What vibes does the name artemus/Artemis give off? (I'm still unsure about spelling).

Like, what colour would you associate with it, what vibes do you get, what kind of person would fit it?

#ive done this so many times #but this feels different #im hopeful #enby #non bianry #nonbinary #lgbtq #trans guy #trans name #trans #demiboy #trans names #finding my name #name searching #trans masc #masc names

[brave-symphonia]

The more I find myself thinking about We Know the Devil, the more I think that I want to play each "route" in it twice. And that I want to really think on the endings of whatever each one is.

Like, I really feel like there is a lot in the ending to Jupiter's route to really look at and think about, and I feel like it makes me understand her a lot more. And I feel like it'll be the same for all of them.

Like, I feel like I can't judge each of these endings or routes or whatever unless I have a good understanding of all the characters. So i really want to try seeing how I feel going through everything once I've seen all the endings I can see, since I feel like by then my main gripe with the vn won't really be a factor.

Especially because my experience with this first playthrough of it felt like I wasn't really focused due to not grabbing onto the setting or the characters super well, and I already feel like that's changed a little bit.

Plus, with how short the game is, it feels really doable.

#zack reads vn #zack reads wktd #obviously every vn with multiple routes #isn't really fair to judge #unless you've at least played them all first #but a lot of the ones i've played #feel like you could judge them at least partly on one route #but this feels different

[still-snowing]

i just realized that in a week my entire higher education career is going to be over and oh boy that is giving me conflicting feelings

#thanks to miss rona i barely noticed getting my bachelor’s #but this feels different #there are things to celebrate! people to say goodbye to! final presentations to give!!! I’m overwhelmed

[soul-wanderer]

Alright, is there anyone else who's been watching Grey's for the past 10-15 years? I started watching around 15 years ago (goodness) and the past few episodes have felt so painfully awful with all of these replaceable new characters. Like, there's always been a fluctuation and there's always been new characters, but the casting has been done so badly that it's obvious that Grey's is coming to an end. And then we have characters like Amelia and I just know I'm gonna watch this show til it's very painful end, because how on earth can they have such fantastic characters and storylines while simultaneously running an entire show into the ground? I guess I'm just frustrated, that's all - and I've seen plenty bad in the past 15 years on that show

#Grey's Anatomy #Amelia Shepherd #it's been a wild ride #heck i stopped watching several times #but this feels different #and not because Meredith is gone #but because of the producer's subsequent choices

[farfartothewestofeverywhere]

Star Wars has always been about fighting fascism but it just feels so real now.

#it's always been in the background lurking for privileged people like me but then it's not even hiding anymore. #and yet people like me parents STILL can't see it #evil only sucks stays at bay because people are CONSTANTLY fighting it #and my parents. i think. just seem to have faith that whoever's been fighting it will keep doing do and they don't have to worry #but this feels different #this is different isn't it?? #things have always been bad #but when it's not even trying to hide anymore? #and yeah I'm lame for seeing life through the lens of Star Wars sure #maybe I'm seeing star wars through the lens of life #Andor is here at JUST the right time #thank the force for Andor

[niallandtommo]

this is kinda cool

#and the year isn't even over yet #i love that i found something that makes me feel good #i mean i've been reading fanfics for years #but this feels different

[guideaus]

i think the issue with spyxfamily is that the author lost passion for it but it blew up far bigger than he expected and now he actually hates it

Why do you think that?

#ask #cause thats kind of a statement fjhdsfd #i could see it being a casual concept though #bc it does feel like its dragging and out of ideas #ik weekly manga schedules would force a creator to come up with things on the spot and repeatedly change what you originally had #and im not sure if they have influence from fans or not #but this feels different #i heard the hxh/yyh creator did that about yyh but i wouldnt say sxf is terrible right now or anything. just... not much lol

[sturgeonposting]

Do you love the colour of the sturgeon?

Which one?

#sturgeon #sturgeon fish #fish #fishblr #i love pngs #i love sturgeon fish #I did not edit the colors of any of these photos but I feel like I should say: m #some of these are taken under water which makes the colors look different #do you love the color of the sky

[jesncin]

"Who Is Superman? A Private Interview with Lois Lane" a fancomic about hope and connection. I've had this story in mind for so long and I'm very excited to be able to share it at last. Thank you for reading, and happy Lunar New Year!

#superman #clark kent #lois lane #clois #dc comics #my art #fancomic #long post #my immigrant clois love story agenda is HERE #I have big feelings over the superman private interview canon event- how differently an asian lois would make that scene play out #jl remix

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[hondayota]

when the clock is at :45 it’s like. oh i have a whole quarter of the hour left i have so much time this is great and then it hits :47 and you’re like it’s basically :50 which is basically the top of the hour and all my time is wasted forever and ever

#like it’s only two minutes difference but it feels so so different i hate it #rambles

[bereft-of-frogs]

There’s that post that’s like ‘everyone should get into a tiny niche fandom at least once’ fully agree, that was really fun -- but I would like to add that everyone should get into a fandom where their opinions run counter to major fanon because it really teaches you about sticking to your guns and trusting your interpretation of the text without having to rely on peer validation

because WHAT are people talking about sometimes

#aka: genuinely sometimes I think I live in a parallel universe and simply watched/read different things #full disclosure it does make you feel like a killjoy sometimes #because often times these fanons will be presented in a silly jokey manner #'oh so silly isn't this character so funny this is just my silly little headcanon' #and it's like yes yes lol lol but ok look me in the eyes and tell me you know that this is #at best only one interpretation of many and at worst simply not supported by the text at all #please tell me you know that #or in one specific example such a ubiquitous joke that is literally a significant theme of the work and i feel like SUCH a killjoy #being like 'ok yes very funny.....you know that was a major theme right?? tell me you know that'

[junglejim4322]

do you think a 5'4 and 6'2 height difference is predatory?

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#asks #anonymous #i feel like you sent this to make me feel better after I was bitching but as a certified 5’4 binch no I do not think height differences #are predatory. thank you for the ask though

[aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah]

Been having this problem lately where sometimes when I get too sad I feel like I’m gonna throw up. I’m used to getting so scared I feel that way, but this is new. Like I get so sad that my chest hurts and I start gagging. Google is like “huh yeah that’s not impossible but kinda weird, no?”

#finding new exciting ways to cement my status as a ‘pukey girl’ #I have a weak stomach and gag easily and it’s like a thing I suppose #but this feels different #like pathological maybe #I think they should pay me to live in a lab and be studied #screams from the void