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Eyyy, I did more writing. I usually do, but, here’s some cool shit

“ Because when someone spills blood just ta satisfy themselves, then they ain't quite human are they? They're just a beast, I spose. But in da process 'a slayin' a beast'cha stain your blood black, don't ya? Because that's the color 'a my heart these days. And though my heart beats for Jack, it don'it change the color 'a me heart. Because I'm a monsta', that's all war ever makes someone. Violence ain't never been necessary, but I guess it's human nature ta kill each other over disagreements.” - Natasha Law

“ I've fought for dis, bled for dis, but wot if, in da end all it ever was was a conflict that don'it change a damn thing? Nothin' ever changes I spose. Especially not war." - Natasha Law

"I'm far from home, lost in the echo of a daydream, fighting and clawing my way throughout this hollow cave of my cold memories. Life's beaten me down to a crisp, but I rise despite this crushin' weight on my shoulders, it's what Whinrich's do eh? We got fight in our bones, armies ta slay and demons ta tame.” - Cayden Whinrich

“ Life's been a wild ride, I've seen bullets hailin' from every direction, fought battles with swords and my wit alone while on a motorcycle with an eagle on my back. Might be exaggerating a bit, but what I'm sayin' is despite the struggles we gotta stay who we are.” - Cayden Whinrich

"If we're all sinners, and it's only normal ta sin, tell me why it is I'm condemned for da most natural 'a acts? C'mon, if we weren't born ta sin then tell me why we're born covered in blood. I was covered in blood when I was born, and I intend my life ta end the same damn way.” - Lind Blight

“ I am the ravagin's 'a war. I'm a haunted specter 'a the night, nuthin' more than black blood runs through these veins, and heh, I like it dat damn way. I'm a damn sinner, and ya best turn tail and run the other direction when ya hear my cackle echo in the damn wind. Cuz mate, that's a death rattle, and it certainly ain't mine.” - Lind Blight

“ Life is a bloody ride, and I can certainly say it's been bloody whilst bein' truthful. I've been sinnin' wif' a grin since the echoes 'a war rang in me ears. So call me war, mate, because I'm peace's end." - Lind Blight

"If the world's all that bad, then tell me why we got good hearts. C'mon, man, ya can't just forget beauty when you're surrounded by ugliness, ya believe what ya see, and when you're lost in nightmares, you forget dreams too are a reality.” - Ian Ikelfur

"If you believe in the magic of the heart, you'll go places as long as ya follow it. So follow that chaotic little fucker wherever it goes, sure, it might get broken a few times, but that's nothin' the magic of family can't fix eh?” - Sarah Brokowski

“ Life is about making memories, loving who you are and family. Family isn't someone who'll hurt you. Family is whoever will catch you when you fall. Not those who'll push you.” - Sarah Brokowski

”I’ve been fighting the darkness all my life, so what’s one more cold night? I've been throwing punches my whole life, sometimes ya gotta fight to survive, have all my damn life, so what's one more punch huh?” - Ariel

“ Life can be a bitch sometimes, but I beg of you, don't be a bitch in return.” - Ariel

”I could make a million bucks and a dream if only I had the faith the sun gives the moon when she sinks. But spose life sought to destroy me, and in some ways, it did. But in all this destructiveness, I found beauty, I found love, family.. and me.” - Jessie Villritz

“ You don't need money to be rich. You don't need a single penny, to have a dream.” - Jessie Villritz

“ I'm not gonna chase an empty dream, I'm not gonna pick up a rose by the damn thorns, not anymore.” - Jessie Villritz

”I am not in love with life, I am in love with the idea of it. Because an idea? An idea is everything and nothing at all, it's ugly whilst being beautiful, and idea can be anything at all, while a four letter word remains stagnant. The definition of life is the existence of an induvial human being or animal. But is that really, life? Life is freeing, it's beautiful, painful and everything in-between! An idea, is un-killable.” - Giancarlo Lopez

”Life is ever shifting, ever changing, we may witness many ends in our life, but never our own. Perhaps this is why death is such a foreign concept to the living.” - Caldiph Benzington

“ Everything done to me, is fault of my own. Even the scars I wear upon my battered and sinful heart. Because when you're such a sinful creature, karma is the reason for your scars. And I imagine I've killed so many, karma has battered my heart around as a kitty cat would a yarn ball.” - Caldiph Benzington

”What are delusions to a mad man but truths yet to be made? Hay not yet spun to gold. I am Rumpelstiltskin, making a mockery of the truth by turning it into a lie. You can say, "I am alive." But with one squeeze of my trigger, and I make you into a liar!” - Elliot Creglow

“My mother wishes I hadn't become such a sinful beast, she may not have raised me this way, but the world did.” - Elliot Creglow

“ My heart beats no beautiful melody, for something so rusted and rotten can not sing so wonderfully, it can only screech and writhe until it withers and dies. And so my heart screeches, echoing in my ribcage begging to soar, and yet I poison it with more lies and deceit.” - Elliot Creglow

”If all I ever was is destroyed ta nothin' but the atoms it was born from, am I ta rise anew or crumble ta ash and dust as if I never existed in the first place? I have found life ain't consistent, it's good one moment, bad the next. Life is horrific in all it's unpredictability.” - Doug Thorncross

"I'm just a bullet with no target, these days. Soaring through the air, I fly across the world only to slam into my own damn noggin. Sure, I could take aim and ricochet through the solar system until I found someone worth ending, but here I am, bloodstained rifle in hand, with nothing but my sins and my demons to accompany my haunted mind.” - Ivory Falcone

“ I played a damn game with my morality, and the darkness stared me dead in the eye, cracked that wicked grin of his, and let the words, "Checkmate," roll off his damn tongue.” - Ivory Falcone

“ One bullet could save a life, but the same bullet could unravel one. I've saved many with the gun by my side, but the bodies crumpled at my feet are often more innocent than not. And by God, that scares me to death." - Ivory Falcone

"It's a cruel world out there, and I fear I've been caught in the riptide of my sins, drowning on everything I never thought I'd become. Life has thrown me many surprises, but the fall of myself, was the worst one.” - Danny Savinwit

“ Oh my father taught me to be strong, but how can you be strong when the world makes your knees buckle and your soul whimper? And my brother and I, we'd rough house, but I imagine all I do is fight these days, if only to survive a little bit longer.” - Danny Savinwit

“ I guess, to survive these days, you gotta die. At least, part of you. Innocence ain't part of this new world, spose all we really got left is sins and hope. And hope ain't enough to keep us alive, these days. And hope dies when sins are committed.” - Danny Savinwit

“ It's almost as if God has made us into an experiment, as a cruel scientist would trap a monkey in a cage to see if it broke, I imagine God trapped us in the cage of ourselves, to see if we'd die, or survive in a way that killed us." - Danny Savinwit

“ If ya wander in the dark long enough, trust me when I say, you'll become it.” - Arnold Schull

“ I'm the lion inside 'a the den, and yet I'm also Daniel, fallin' inta the damn den, bein' condemned for me actions.” - Arnold Schull

“ Love is a lost game, mate. All it'll do is shatta' you in the end, so I've shut meself off, become numb. Because if I can't damn well feel, these sins won't effect me, just other's.” - Arnold Schull

“ I shut meself off long ago, let meself become nuthin' but a beast. I got claws, I got a crooked grin, and mate, I got a black heart, capsized by the sins 'a a bloody mad man." - Arnold Schull

"I've been dabbling in sin so long I think myself a devil when I've only brushed the surface of darkness with my fingertips." - Norma Borwick

"Eighteen years I ago I told myself my dreams where reachable. It's been eighteen years on the dot, and I found the statement to be nothing but a lie to keep me going." - Larry Devendra

"If this is life, then give me death." - Larry Devendra

"Tell me how it is, you can feel the sun's warmth, when your heart is ice cold and your blood is flowing every color you never thought you had in your paint box?" - Molly Chain

"Life is just a consequence of God's loneliness." - Osbourne Smithens

"When faith falters and lives crumble, sadly it is I, to blame." - Gusto Mellowrich

"I'd ask for forgiveness, but that doesn't change the past." - Gusto Mellowrich

"I won't feel guilty for what you did, but I will feel guilty for what I didn't do." - Gusto Mellowrich

How unfortunate, to see my silence used as a weapon." - Sidgallio Kimley

"The bravado face I hold does not change the cowardly heart I wield." - Kitichiro Sagawa

"Regret is deafening, but by got, inaction is deadly." - Kitichiro Sagawa

"Death, has a purpose, as does life, but regret? It's only purpose is to break damned souls as they have broken other's." - Marx Veckwinheiser

"It is my belief that I am the very thing I condemn. Nothing more than a sin, really." - Salvatore Graham

"If ve cannot move on from past sorrows, zen how do ve ever heal from ze past we've lived?" - Sanders Krauss

"All a bullet's eva' done is unravel lives." - Shay Kellsworth

"Everyone believes you can be trusted, so long as your intentions aren't revealed until the time comes for the illusion you've spun to shatter." - Astonius Vistenblatt

"The world's put me in my place. I imagine it's nothing more than a cell of my own mind." - Christian Holden

"Da world don't like ya, don't show it why it's right, show it why it's wrong." - Daisy Gloria

" I am no real boy, I am but Pinocchio dancing upon the stage, wondering how life got to be this way, I see the spotlights, the twinkle in my eyes of glass, and the crack in my heart painted black. I seek the appraisal of Jipedo, yet know he's nothing but a figment of my broken mind, their is no fairy to grant me reality, no whale to swallow me whole, only sins in which I spread upon this barren land." - Nico Sanvitz

"Why fight when I can't even throw a punch in the right direction?" - Star Cloud

“Kneel at my feet, or I’ll kneel at your grave.” - Isiwoah Sakigowami

"Life can rather easily unravel my friend. All you have to do, is defy me." - Isiwoah Sakigowami

"Live your life avoiding danger, you'll avoid life." - Judson Boggs

"One could live their whole life in a cage whilst unaware if they're told it's freedom." - Cameron Ford

"I've found myself in the lion's den, with nothin' but my bare hands ta face off 'gainst my sins." - Zayfello Jinrock

"The powerful put the blame on those without it, because to them, even the most powerless of people, pose a threat to their agenda soaked in blood." - Victor Darsworth

"Carson, I don't think monsters are real, we live in fear of what hides under the bed, the whispers in the night, the boogeyman, but no matter WHAT we do, there is true evil out there that we should fear. I live, wondering what's real, and what isn't, but I do know, that there are GOOD people out there, a helluva lot better then me, Isabelle, you may call her normal, you may call her one of the ones ta condemn us, but all she does is HELP people like us. So look in the mirror Carson, and see who the real monster is." - Cruz Santinos

"I am starin' inta a dead man's eyes, for I know, my soul is damned, when faced with me, the sun looks the other damn way, and leaves me in the fucking shadows." - Greg Metals

"I think, I've started losin' myself to the damn flame, look around, this world is on fucking fire, and we're only addin' gasoline to the flame." - Bruce Willingfell

"I'm a bad man, doin' the best he can, with the worst parts 'a himself runnin' the damn show." - Meryl Dakota

"Don't got a clue why life treats the best ones, the worst, it's strange, has no rhyme, no rhythm, it's strange... something I've never understood." - Sandro Colorfeid

"Seems karma ain't real, cause if it were, it'd have rewarded good people, and left the bad ones to rot, but here we are, our only reward our own misery, but, yet, we're still good." - Sandro Colorfeid

"Those days, they were times when we were naive children, life comes with struggles, issues, pain, scars and trials and error, people like to think, they don't got issues, they got a pitch perfect life, but everyone hurts, everyone has scars, and some, ignore 'em. We have dreams, and we gotta, achieve em, sure, it may be the steepest fucking climb ever, steeper then even Everest, but, it's a climb that's damn well worth it. The tools? Your own two hands, your boots, and a glimmer of hope, because, all ya need, is a glimmer, cause it damn well grows into a glowing shimmer." - Sandro Colorfeid

"This world, heh, it's cold, cruel, and only the strong survive, whilst the weak are brought to wolves laps, served on a damn platter." - Bill Duster

"Did ya know, that in the brightest 'a days, shade is still just under the trees?" - Shawn Werdelstein

"If I wanted to make the world a better place, father, all I'd have to do is pull this trigger and watch you bleed." - Camilla Davidson

"I's found the price 'a my thievery and sinful ways weren't no sentence in iron bars. But a sentence set in the regret left inside my bones after every action crashed down on me like a damn wave." - Mitchell Castanis

"I have a single truth, and yet a thousand lies." - Will

"Perfection is a mask broken people wear to hide the broken pieces they wish weren't there. But like everything else, it is not perfect, and the mask slips away revealing the brokenness behind it, and showing what humanity truly is, broken, nothing more, nothing less." - Will

"I've learned in this world it's kill or be killed. You kill, or you die. Even before we tore the world to fucking shreds it was kill or be killed. The world's never quite operated right, never quite got what society needed. Always giving power to the fuckers who are going to cause more bloodshed. I ask one simple question, why the fuck do we give power to one man? Why do we let him own so much power, that he'd kill to keep it? So, this world needs people who will rise up, and say fuck you to the ones who don't want to give up their throne. I say, fuck leadership. If somewhere is truly functional, it's people will have a say in what god damn happens." - Richard Vanraker

"Someone once told me everything happens for a reason, that the scars were made to build me up. But all these scars have done is ruin me. Tell me, if everything happens for a reason, why did the world fall? Huh? Give me a damn reason society was meant to crumble. Because as far as my eye can see, is a world on fire. And when both your nightmares, and reality, is a world on fire, you learn the breathe in the ash and march on with burnt lungs." - Richard Vanraker

"Everyone is a ghost of who they once wore. The world falling only solidified this fact. Not a single man nor woman is the same as they once were. Everyone has changed in one way or another. For some of us, the world falling was a curse, for other's it was the remedy to our disease. Our chains. Shackled by the moral high ground we stand on and hold onto so tight. So now that the chains have rusted, and the moral high ground has crumbled. We're free. So what are we but ghosts of a world that died the day we watched fire consume everything?" - Dimarko Vanright

"If ya look at life as if it were a game 'a pool, you'll realize you gotta make every shot count. And even if ya miss a shot, there's still plenty a shots left ta fix the one little thing ya just missed out on. So if you take a look aroundja, and really think about it, a missed shot is just another opportunity." - Jeremy Gumberton

"I was born inta a broken home, a broken life, and you say I oughta thank Jesus for dyin' for my sins? Then let me repay the damn favor, and die for his." - Saul Northutt

"The darkest incarnation of my family is those who would slaughter themselves for a mere nightmare disguised as the promised land of our ancient history." - Sidney

"Give me a blade, and watch what I do to my own heart." - Sidney

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havenothings-blog · 7 years

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“don’t worry, i’ve got you.” (another one cuz they need love)

in the end, it’s the SMELL that gets her. guests complain ( there’s so very few to begin with ) and she says something must have gotten stuck in the ceilings and died, she’s sorry, she’ll fix it right away. but there’s no money to call an exterminator and they only stay a day, maybe two. they’ll never know and eventually it will pass.

only it never does — it gets worse until she can no longer stand to sit in the motel office, until the scent of rancid meat becomes too much for her to handle and she stomps off to the house for gloves, cleaning supplies, and a shovel.

norma starts in the rooms, stomach churning as she checks each unit ( all except the one that remained occupied for too long now ) but she can’t pinpoint the source of that god awful stench. it’s stronger outside, carried by the gentle spring breeze that rolls off from the distant mountains. instead of sap and pine she smells what she knows to be death ( when she was a child, a mouse had crawled into their vents and died — it’s that but worse, a thousand times so ) and while she’s not trying to think about it, norma can only imagine the size of the animal she is meant to find.

it’s only on her way back to her home, to return her supplies after her pathetic attempt to keep the world from crumbling around her, that norma notices something in the distance — beyond the motel, just through the tree line, a strange... she can’t place it, it’s both shadow and light at once and before she can begin to process what she sees, it’s gone and she is moving towards it.

and then she’s digging. the earth is bare, no grass has had time to grow and there’s a sinking feeling in norma’s stomach because she knows what she’s meant to find even before she begins. the smell is at its strongest now, burning her nostrils; her eyes; her throat. it takes everything in her not to heave, not to empty the contents of her stomach onto the thawing soil as she disturbs the ground, digging deeper and deeper into what, in her heart, she knows is a grave.

what happened on this property? who is to know with the kind of people were living here before her, the kind who can break into someone’s home and attack, who can inflict the WORST sort of pain on a person — a suffering that’s meant to be lived with. tears blur and burn her vision and norma doesn’t know why, she doesn’t know what the hell else to expect because this? this is nothing. this is typical. only then her shovel hits something hard and it is all too much to handle, the bile rises in her throat and she swallows it all, leaving her wheezing and choking for breath. norma can hardly bring herself to lift away the dirt, to see what is underneath but she HAS to — whether she likes it or not, this is her problem now. everything in the world is her problem now...

and nothing in the world could have prepared her for what she was about to see.

a SCREAM tears its way up from her lungs, bloodcurdling and painful as she lifts her shovel to find the blackened face of her motel’s sole, lonely occupant: drug-addled sally. the shovel falls from her grip as she stumbles backwards, hands shaking at her sides, dirty fingernails clutching at her floral skirt. norma doesn’t hear sally as she speaks, don’t register the SOLID feel of her as she crashes into her arms — all she does is turn, bury her face in the woman’s bruised neck and screams again, again, again, until her throat is raw and she is drowning in her tears.

she wants to die.

#( i. answered. )#brokenragdoll #verse tba #gore tw #death tw

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