#dee overshares

[drawlfoy]

i need the weird girlies of tumblr with questionable taste to see the boys in the boat (2023) because ive been searching far and wide to find edits of the niche side character that leans just far enough into starving victorian boy to make me go feral and all i can find is edits about that very tall buff blonde man who was apparently in a harry potter film. get on it ladies!!

#boys in the boat #ugh am i the only person who feels this way #dee overshares #i LOVE sassy men who look like they *could* be a little fruity

[minustwofingers]

re: my last post abt rockstar!ellie: ok i can already see it…journalist!reader who‘s fresh out of school and wants to write for a different column, one that will make people take her seriously (politics, intl events, science) but gets typecast as a pop culture writer and is stuck with going to events she doesn’t care about, talking to people she thinks are insufferable…rockstar!ellie just so sick of the press tour after releasing her newest hit album…journalist!reader who finds herself actually getting nervous while interviewing her…rockstar!ellie noticing her notifs blow up after their interview airs with people pointing out the tension…

#dee overshares #ellie williams x reader #did i mention that i’m clawing at my walls? #foaming at the mouth? #no? #ok #also apologies if a slowburn was not wanted 😔

[avatardoggo]

I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A BOYMAN

#sooooooooo BASICALLY i haven’t really been as active as normal bc of school and yk taking 5 courses is not for the weak but i am strong in #Jesus Name AMEN!! so this update might seem a bit random but ya we move. sooo this guy isn’t to be confused with pool table guy from october #that guy is cool and all but we only ever talk about anime and he leaves me on delivered a lot sooo on to the next ig but this guy that i #have developed Feels for issssss hmmm well call him Friendly Giant ™️ (FG) bc he’s like taalll (6’1 ish?) and dark skin and cute and all but #like he looks intimidating but then has the softest deepest voice and it’s all like aaaawwwwww #but basically he’s just this big sweet guy and at first i thought we were just friends and all but then yk you kinda can’t beat the Just #Friends allegations when you ft call a girlie up on CHRISTMAS bc she’s trying to figure out how she’s going to cross the boarder BY HERSELF #bc her siblings are of no help AND THEN when said girlie ft calls you the next day yall stay on the phone for 4(!!!) hours and THEN you offe #r to reach her how to drive and you brought her soup when she got her wisdom teeth surgery and when she bought something using your prime u #said she didn’t need to pay you back and when she insisted said FG GUY SAID AND I QUOTE “LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU FOR ONCE 🤯 #LIKEEEEE #all this while tho i was in fairytale land thinking about how he’s such a great friend and la dee daa bc i didn’t think i was his type and #all that but then i was praying last night and the i was like Holy Spirit do i like this man? and He was like yes and you’re trying to #rationalize your feelings but you like him and he likes you #so nooowwww i’m all like 🙂👍🏾🥳😳😳😳😳😳😳 #YK?????????!!!!!! #but ya that’s the latest update 😚 #i like a guy and he likes me 🥹😶😃👍🏾😳🤯 #mutuals my beloved <3 #vk overshares in the tags

[rebelpeas]

fuck it. i’m gonna write the clingyduo not-soulmates au

#dee talks #by which i mean i have sniffled to myself for the last thirty minutes so now i’m going to get up and write in a teary haze for a few hours #sorry for oversharing so much in main the last couple days. ive been really really sad. i don’t know how else to put it

[jupesoupiter]

ok sorry im done personal posting after this Oversharing Ahead but it’s just freaky as hell havign like. Body Mental Illness as a guy not used to these partiicular symptoms like im freaking out over the fraljky terrifying intense hostility aggression loneliness paranoia alienation jumble feelings and then Dee just looks up from the back and goes “oh eyah that’s a narc crash dude you need attention. but you can’t ask for it because then it’s not real attention and it won’t work. so make a funny tumblr post and wait to see if your friends like it and then you’ll feel better” and that’s ridicuksous but the thiyng is i DID feel better. actually. what is wrong with this brain

#jupiter talks #oversharfing on tumblr dot com YAAAYAYYAYYY #this one might get deleted

[danieljradcliffe]

Oversharing on the Internet!

thank you to the lovely @carlos-in-glasses for tagging me!

ONE: Are you named after anyone? My middle name is ‘Dee’ as both my grandma’s names started with D.

TWO: When was the last time you cried? Ummm I actually can’t remember? I tear up reading fan fic all the time does that count?!

THREE: Do you have kids? Nope.

FOUR: Do you use sarcasm a lot? Daily, yes.

FIVE: What sports have you played/do you play? I still play softball/slo-pitch and I played basketball in high school. 

SIX: What’s the first thing you notice about people? Their vibe and if they’re funny or not lol.

SEVEN: What’s your eye colour? Blueeee.

EIGHT: Scary movies or happy endings? Both? Depending on my mood.

NINE: Any special talents? Can gif making count? Cuz that’s all I have. 

TEN: Where were you born? Edmonton, Canada

ELEVEN: What are your hobbies? Reading fan fiction and watching my shows lol. Hanging out with my partner. Travelling (is that a hobby lol?)

TWELVE: Do you have any pets? 2 sweet baby angel cats

THIRTEEN: How tall are you? 5′8

FOURTEEN: Favourite subject in school? English

FIFTEEN: Dream job? I used to say social worker but now that I actually do it I don’t know what I would say! Stay at home cat mom? Fan fiction beta reader? Professional beach reviewer. Idk. 

tagging: @three-drink-amy @maxbegone @roseapothecary @howtosingit @lightningboltreader @reasonandfaithinharmony

#y'all were probably already tagged but im too lazy to check #hehe

[anxiouslyfred]

Once Sold, Now Cherished

Summary: A continuation of my story Selling a Soulmate Virgil explains what happened to Logan and how he now has demonic soulmates then gets taken to buy a pet spider.

/\/\

They hadn't left Virgil's apartment for a few days, getting to know each other and enjoying the few days he had between work shifts. Virgil had messaged Logan a few times to check in but the most he'd said about what had happened was that Patton had broken up with him in the worst possible way. He knew Logan probably suspected something more than that, but he hadn't questioned it much yet.

It had been necessary to get to know his demonic soulmates and happily that included learning Deceit's real name was Janus. The contrast between the two demons had been jarring to Virgil at first, given Remus's willingness to overshare the instant even mild curiosity was expressed compared to Janus doing everything they could to obfuscate as much as they could about their preferences.

Getting over what Patton had done was another issue and Virgil knew he was avoiding it, avoiding acknowledging that his original soulmate had sold him to a demon. He had no clue how to actually react to that and carrying on with his life was the best that he could do now. Especially since Remus was insisting that he could get a pet spider now and after his work shift today they could stop by a pet shop.

Virgil was trying not to think of that as a reward for finally telling Logan about the change in his soulmates and just what Remus had done. Since he usually tried to match his shifts with his friend it was already anticipated that however much Logan had refrained from asking questions he would start now.

Janus insisted on taking him to work that morning, kissing Virgil's cheek before vanishing. At least only Logan noticed that a man had just dissolved into nothingness but did get a questioning frown directed to him.

“That looks like you've had an interesting 3 days.” Logan stated, not asking anything while they signed in to their computers but making it clear he'd like to know more.

“You have no idea. Let's start with finding out demons actually exist.” Virgil muttered, opening his emails to check what files he needed to be reviewing today.

Logan hummed, glancing over at him, “I did assume the person who dropped you off was supernatural, but they were actually a demon?”

“To be precise, they were the demon Patton sold my soul to. You can call them Deceit.” Virgil agreed, after glancing to see who was close to them in the office. “You already knew they exist?”

There was a moment of thought before Logan reached into his bag. “I've kept up on articles about them since they were covered in the Philosophy course Patton and I took a couple of years ago. Nobody has been sure if soulmates are able to make deals with each others soul and studies can only go so far without breaking restrictions. If they came to collect on the deal, how come you're still alive?”

“They and their other soulmate took exception to being sold a soul that wasn't the person who had been dealing with them. I think Remus is finishing off the repairs to my room before picking me up today. He really got angry over it.” Virgil explained, shrugging, “They're both my soulmates now. Apparently that's a thing they can change, you know.”

No reply came for a few moments as Logan typed a few things in on his computer, likely completing a query while thinking of how to reply. “Do you know what Patton made the deal for? If it's something that might change how people seeing him feel I want to be able to avoid that.”

“I can't handle asking that. Perhaps if you meet Dee when they aren't about to go elsewhere, they'll tell you? Remus definitely would, but he'd say it in front of me and I don't care what Patton thought I was worth, he still sold me, without even being able to say it to my face.” Virgil hissed, trying to hold back the reaction to the subject. It was making the break up more real again, and he really didn't want to start crying while at work.

“Perfectly reasonable. I'll avoid him for now then, after letting him know the funeral he's worrying about arranging isn't needed.” Logan nodded, looking down at his phone as another alert went off.

Virgil had been ignoring the alerts, assuming that they had been updates on the various scientific subjects Logan followed but now wondered if some were from his ex. “He sold my soul and dares to think I'd want him arranging my funeral? If I had died I'd been asking for a day free of hell just to make sure that couldn't happen.”

“I've already told him that memorial and funeral services both either need a body of the person or the person to have been missing for a fairly long period of time. Patton hadn't told me who he thought had died however.” Logan stated, holding his phone out with a messaging screen open before it was waved away.

“Don't tell him I'm alive. I think it's the shop he works at that Remus has found to buy a tarantula from. If nothing else seeing his reaction to me walking in should be worth seeing, and I know Remus will be ready to fight him.” Virgil cautioned. He was focusing more on his work now, giving himself distance from the conversation.

Logan just nodded and made a comment about the task he'd just been sent, recognising the need to drop the subject for a while. That remained the case for most of the day although a few things were said about Remus and Deceit.

/\/\

“Virgie! You said this is your home time!” The call broke through their concentration as soon as the clock hit 5pm, making Logan blink and Virgil snort.

“It's just Remus. I'm kind of surprised that he hasn't-” he broke of the comment as Remus materialised behind him, leaning over to reach the power button. “Nope, hands off! Let me save my work and shut down properly pest!”

Letting his hands be swatted away Remus turned to look around the office. “How do you cope somewhere so boring for hours at a time? I could make this something to look at if you like?”

“I presume you're Virgil's new soulmate then. I'm Logan. It's nice to meet you.” Logan stepped around the bank of desks, holding his hand out.

“My spiderling's friend! Good to see you, are you going to help me dissect Patton?” Remus didn't so much shake his hand as rapidly pull it as high and as low as Logan's reach would allow.

Grabbing his bag, Virgil took a moment to breathe before turning around, “I'm not dealing with my best friend becoming a suspect in a murder case, whether they could catch you or not, Remus. No killing Patton and definitely no making Logan an accomplice.”

“I prefer to study astrophysics rather than biology so would be quite pointless to have around for a dissection regardless.” Logan nodded, managing to release his arm from the rapid shaking Remus was still carrying on.

“Does that mean you're busy tonight so I can take Virgil away to spoil him rotten with a million gifts starting with a pet spider?” Remus tilted his head as he spoke. “Deceit was saying you should come over for a party soon to celebrate us becoming soulmates.”

“Perhaps Friday would be the better day for that? Given we're working every day until the end of the week.” Logan offered.

Virgil shook his head for a moment, trying to keep up with Remus's subject changes. “Fantastic. I'll sort those details out with Dee tonight and let Logan know the plans tomorrow then. Now I've been promised a pet spider and doubt the pet shop is going to remain open all night. See you tomorrow Lo.”

“Have a good evening, Virgil. I hope to meet you again soon, Remus.” Logan said, turning in the opposite direction as they walked out of the building.

“Demon travel is better than walking, let's go!” Remus decided, grabbing Virgil's hand so they moved between steps from outside the office to outside the pet shop which was now confirmed to be the one that Patton worked at.

Virgil paused before going in, narrowing his eyes at Remus. “Did you choose this store deliberately?”

“Don't know what you mean, Virgie. Let's get your tarantula now!” Remus cheerfully declared pulling him in and down the aisles, notably in the wrong direction for the spiders and supplies to care for them.

The reason came quickly as Virgil found himself pulled into the aisle where Patton was stocking shelves, until he dropped the item in his hands and froze in momentary confusion. “Virgil? How are you... here?” The pause where Patton tried to find a nice way to say alive had Virgil smirking even as he carried on tugging Remus past him.

“Spiderling, who's this? I didn't realise you knew anyone in the shop?” Remus cooed, turning to face Patton even while keeping pace with him.

Virgil sighed, but reluctantly stopped, if only to avoid Remus using walking backwards as an excuse to knock everything off the shelves. “My ex, Patton. Come on, I want to get my tarantula not stand around chatting with him.”

“That Patton?!” Remus exclaimed, letting go of his hand to lean curiously forwards. “I think I'll stay and chat for a bit, my love. You go and get all we need for your new pet.”

“That sounds wrong. Leave the sappy pet names for Jan or basically anyone other than you.” Virgil snorted but did turn to leave, silently wondering what state the store would be in by the time they were going to pay.

“Virgil!” Patton called after him, sounding shocked that he'd been essentially ignored by him since speaking.

Remus was leaning over him when Virgil glanced back before leaving the aisle so he didn't bother responding.

“Oh no, my soulmate has no interest in talking to you. Focus on me, you little liar!” Remus growled out, matching each step Patton took away from him with a forward movement of his own, even when that meant the dropped item was kicked to the side.

Patton blustered then, “You're mistaken. Virgil was – is my soulmate.”

“Check again.” The control over his powers was weak at the best of times, mostly kept in check by being around people he didn't want to scare or attack. Given he knew Virgil was now 3 aisles away looking at arachnid enclosures, he was willing to let just enough out for the rodents near by to start warning actions normally seen before they attacked and his eyes flickering between colours. “You feel no connection, do you? Were happy to be thinking it was because Virgil was dead. Instead he's alive and you are entirely alone in the world. It was your choice to be alone though.”

Patton glanced around, looking for someone to help him or an escape route but he'd backed into the nearby cages now. All the animals were either fighting each other of directing warning signs of attack at him specifically. Beyond Remus in the aisle a few things had started floating too, ready to be flung if he moved wrong.

Remus grinned, revealing fangs forming in his mouth. “All alone with nothing to stop me from tearing your life apart, piece by piece. I think making you lose your job would be a nice start. Afterall, what will they think to the store cameras shorting out on you alone in an aisle only to come back on to the aisle destroyed with you still there moving things about?”

/\/\

When Virgil had been with Patton he'd refrained from getting a pet spider because of his former soulmates arachnophobia but he'd researched them well and already knew the things he wanted for the cage. He'd paused to ask another shop assistant if there was a trolley or something he could use because he needed a large tank and didn't want to carry it along with everything else he was looking to buy.

He'd heard the crashes coming from where he'd left Remus but was content to ignore it for now, just nodding when the assistant he'd spoken to hurried past to see what had happened. If the unleashing of anger Remus had done on the night they met was anything to go by the aisle would likely be closed off for a few days now.

“Purple rocks and soft yellow sand for your spider to hide in?” Remus offered, suddenly stood beside him, holding bags of the items out.

“That's perfect. Now we need to get some plant life to go with them in the tank and food before asking for an assistant to get the spider out for us. I stopped by there before picking out the tank so I know which of their spiders I want to buy.” Virgil nodded, before glancing over his shoulder. “Should I be concerned about you getting banned?”

Remus laughed, “Course not. They have nothing that shows I was even in that aisle today. The most that the cameras saw was you walking past and Patton attempting to talk to you. Then they shorted out. Should be back online now though.”

“I don't need you to get revenge or something. As long as he's not in my life any more, I'm fine with that.” Virgil muttered, feeling a little uncomfortable.

“Jan got tricked too and I'm sure they'll agree with me getting a little revenge.” Remus immediately countered, taking over pushing the trolley to head towards the plants stocked for pet tanks.

It was easier to refocus on picking out the best things for his spider and trying to decide on a name for her than debate with Remus on the definition of 'a little revenge', so Virgil let the subject drop now.

/\/\

“Darlings, you've been gone all evening. Whatever else have you been buying while I was setting up this sweetheart's home by my lonesome?” Janus greeted them when Remus finally took them home, plenty of bags being carried by the demon who insisted Virgil should have to carry a thing if it stopped them from holding hands.

“New clothes, and rugs, bedding. I even got some silk sheets for you!” Remus announced, plonking himself onto the floor to start pulling everything out of the bags straight away.

Virgil was more preoccupied with the tank now fully set up with the small case his tarantula had been placed in for transport open on its side inside it. “There she is. I'm going to call her Anathema. Thank you for setting her tank up. I'd have hated to think she was in that tiny box with no way out for all the time Remus was shopping.”

“Of course, Darling. Do you like the other gifts he brought you?” Janus had come over, wrapping their arms around him and resting their chin on his shoulder to look into the tank with him.

“It's all too much. I don't need a ton of stuff.” Virgil mumbled, shrugging a little and trying not to seem ungrateful.

Remus cackled. “That's been your slogan for tonight and it's still completely wrong! You deserve it! I wanna spoil you with all the lovely things you want!”

He could feel Janus nodding into his shoulder too. “You've limited yourself to someone else's expectations for too long, Sweet thing. You deserve to have the things you want provided and respected and we will get you used to that happening.”

There was certainty in their words Virgil didn't want to fight so he focused on the things that hadn't been finished in the tank, namely adding the water bowl and filling the food station too.

Demonic soulmates were infinitely nicer than he'd expected them to be when agreeing to be theirs.

#anxceitmus #soulmate au #demonic deals au #demon janus #demon remus #patton negative #spiders #logan sanders #remus sanders #virgil sanders #Janus Sanders #patton sanders

[isa-ghost]

The longer I think about it the more I think I'm definitely some degree of autistic but I don't want to Say So and not Know for sure because I feel out of place speaking on autistic issues, and while I don't need to Prove to anyone I'm autistic, the internet just Be Like That and I also want undeniable proof for myself if that makes sense.

But like

Sensory sensitivity, ESPECIALLY with hearing and somewhat to sight. Touch but ONLY around my thighs which makes clothes shopping Really Fucking Inconvenient because god forbid a woman doesn't wear smth that shows off her every curve and sticks to her figure. I absolutely HAVE to have specific hearing conditions (my digital audio needs to sound a specific way), I get anxiety attacks about my sight worsening, I literally cannot STAND jeans or leggings or anything that clings to me from the waist down aside from socks.

Weird not quite apathy but definite emotional Weirdness where I just. Don't feel things intensely or literally can't process things that should evoke specific emotions. I'm really weird about grief and have only cried over losing pets basically. When I was younger (and even present day somewhat) I didn't realize how serious some things like r*pe are

I stim and Might have small tics on occasions or when stressed. But this could definitely be ADHD brand stimming

I was one of those gifted kids that excelled early but now I'm So Over School and want to be DONE with it. I wouldn't call it burnout but I'm definitely not the star student anymore nor did I want anything to do with fancy higher ed programs. I was eligible to skip kindergarten but my parents kept me with kids my age

This isn't a symptom but literally from 1st grade to the end of high school I was always naturally drawn to befriend the "special education" kids and kids who needed assistants to help them out which is kinda. Huh.

I could probably pick out some hyperfixations that might actually be special interests. I'm not actually sure if there's a difference between the two but my brain definitely perceives them as different things

There's days where I FEEL how neurodivergent I am in public. I just stick out So Badly and I don't think I'd feel this if I was just having Ha Ha Ay Dee Ayche Dee moments. I just can't describe this self awareness but I can just Tell I'm not "normal" yknow??

Speaking of, I'm incredibly self aware but also an oblivious dumbfuck at the same time

Occasionally I have a hard time empathizing with people, mostly about things I have 0 sensitivity to like certain triggers or topics

I overshare a lot without meaning to. Which could be an ADHD thing but I know this is another sorta overlappy thing with autism

Certain forms of change make me sick to my stomach and spike my anxiety. Especially if they're changes I have no control over or can't fix. My laptop has to work the way I'm used to, my glasses have to be a certain way (I went INSANE for MONTHS about getting new lenses and having light reflections I couldn't get rid of in them that weren't in my previous ones)

I have that cursed desperation to overexplain and overclarify myself about practically everything, especially to strangers (and online where nobody has decent reading comprehension) I can't tell if this is another ADHD overlap thing, a result of my emotionally abusive father being a bitch, or another red flag that I'm autistic

Sometimes I have auditory processing issues where I cannot for the life of me understand what someone said to me. Sometimes I have to rewatch the entirety of a series of media to understand certain parts I didn't process the first time be it because I didn't connect dots or didn't understand them right

There's probably more things I haven't thought of that might also point to autism but like. This is already quite a list as it is. Oh god.

#personal #idk i feel like this needs a tag????

[guccisystem]

🦎?? :9

yooooo hi anon!!!!!! "🦎 - do you share any memories with your alters?" if we're talking body memories? yeah, people are put in groups for what they remember. but idk how to explain more without oversharing trauma lmaooo exomemories?? people are uuuusssuaaallly pretty different and don't share the same source memories. dave and dee have the same source memories though. most of the other fnafs EXCEPT william do too. but aside from that, nah. it's funny though. ppl who are from the same source will be like "omg i love (person) they were my bf <33" and then. turn to the introject and be like "not u. other u." m not sure what other memory stuff there is. like i say, there's overlaps and grouping for what people remember. there's a whole bunch of us, so altogether we'd probably have photographic memory or something (silly joke)

#benrey.txt #guccisystem.txt

[ohmygoshdarnit]

my posts are all over the place and i think i overshare lol ex dee

[drawlfoy]

so is no one else gonna talk about the coxswain …?

#dee overshares #the boys in the boat #he carried imo

[minustwofingers]

feeling controversial so todays hot take is that ellie is a bottom

#dee overshares #ellie williams x reader #totally valid if u write her some other way #but IMO #this is the truth #where are my fellow ellie bottom truthers…

[lolatakesfotos]

Ugh. Why is it soooo hard to adopt new healthy habits ! How do I not overshare? How do I problem solve on my own? How do I not panic & become impulsive. Uggggh I need to work on myself SO MYCH. Not share. Work in silence. Listen to more podcasts. Read, dance focus on me me me. It kind of bothers me when Dee told me to buy my parents the new car and not myself Lmao which she’s not wrong but we are different lol we have diffeeent priorities. Also homeboy really did fucken ghost me ! WHO WOULDVE FUCKEN THOUGHT. Since 2018 & he has the last work & I look like the fucken psycho. I cannot believe it ! But it is what it is. Ya que. He treated me like shit so idk why I’m hurting. Alsooooo fuck forgot my train of thought but it was talking shit about him lol

[deedoesntwrite]

It’s perfectly alright!

School’s good, a bit stressful as always. I’m actually quarantined rn because someone close to me tested positive for cov!d; luckily I’m negative, just waiting for my quarantine to be over so that I can go back to school in person :))

Are you done with your finals? If yes, have you got your results yet?

oh my god!!! i’m glad you’re negative but i hope whoever it is who’s positive feels better!!! when do you get out of school?

i finished my fall sem back in december so i’m starting my spring semester this monday! my final results came back in early january and they went okay thankfully 😵‍💫

#dee overshares #jxmpsxit!

[minustwofingers]

*not to be a hater bc i do enjoy her music and respect her art* taylor’s fanbase terrifies me and the amount of people who infantilize her scare me!

#dee overshares #like yes she’s a wonderful performer #and a great artist #but at the end of the day #she’s miss carbon emissions #and is like the epitome of white woman feminism #AND sees more money in a week than what most of us make in our lives #like no need to ride so hard for her on every single thing she does #i promise u she’ll be fine

[drawlfoy]

i grew up with tumblr reading fanfics (especially draco and everything in the hp universe) but life got busy, covid happened, i went to college and slowly years passed by without me ever logging on again.

I just graduated and moved home and i guess i was just feeling nostalgic and came back, but so much has changed. some of my favorite accounts deactivated, writings deleted, people inactive… but seeing that you were still here (someone i have been following since hs) and rereading all your old fics i used to read five years ago felt like a warm hug. but damn life moves fast

i know you don’t know me, but how i’ve missed you

hey ânon!!! this was genuinely such a wonderful ask to get—thank you for sending this to me :)

and was it really 5 years ago that i started writing for draco on here??? it’s so insane looking back on it, bc it really was a different time when the community of old writers was all active and i was still actively reading/writing for draco. i’ve been feeling nostalgic too as of late since i’m about to graduate college/move away from home officially myself. it’s sort of equal parts depressing and equal parts freeing to realize how you’ve grown away from a fandom space that you spent so much of your formative years in

even though i’m not really actively updating fanfiction on here anymore, i’m still active, so don’t be shy ! and congrats on graduating (:

#dee overshares #so insane how time goes by this fast #it literally feels like yesterday that i made an account named drawlfoy #and posted the placebo effect for all to see