#did anybody know this yet

[thatsbelievable]

#Did You Know? #facts #trivia #refrigerator #unreality #don’t put anybody in a refrigerator #we shouldn’t have to say this #and yet

[theamazingannie]

Oh I fucking hated that Manifest ending it made absolutely no sense. Rant and spoilers under cut.

Why in hell would they go back to 2013 and undo everything that happened over the last 11 years??? Sure the passengers are forever changed, but what about Olive’s journey? Jared and Drea? All of the other nonpassengers who grew and learned and became something better because of this story? And why them? Zeke survived his death date and he didn’t go back (at least, not until he died the second time). Zeke got to have cool powers and it kinda sucks cuz he was the only one we know who survived his death date so he’s the only one we got to see be affected by it. It would’ve been cool to see what the passengers could do and also how the rest of the world would have reacted. The world HATED the 828ers and instead of getting some resolution with them finding out that the 828ers saved the world, they just all never actually experienced it?

Also, wasn’t something that was a hidden gift in the whole thing that Saanvi’s research had time to develop during those 5 1/2 years? If they go back, then Cal would still be sick and without the research this time. That undos all of that and the connection that that made between Saanvi and the Stones and how fate connected them in so many ways. And they specifically said that they needed time to finish her research and start the trials. He would’ve been dead if he waited. That was a specific point.

Because of the time pause, Olive is now significantly younger than TJ, which the show addresses by making him look at her sadly and then sets him up with Violet. Not only did they steal Olive’s story and growth, they also just completely ruined their relationship that I loved. Plus, they never really gave them a satisfying ending pre-apocalypse. All they did was have Olive say she wanted to fix things so they could have a future together, only for that to now be impossible (unless they meet again in like 10 years when it’s a less weird age gap). This is kind of a smaller reason, but it still bugs me cuz they had such potential to be a great ship and were constantly pushed under a rug, especially there at the end.

And what are they supposed to do now? This is a problem in a lot of time travel/day repeating stories where someone changes seemingly overnight with no explanation except instead of just one person, it’s almost 200. 200 people who know things about the next 11 years, who have been changed beyond recognition, who are now going to change so much stuff in the future that didn’t need to be changed. Yeah, they’re all better people now and will work to do good (allegedly) yadda yadda. What about all the passengers who fell in love with nonpassengers that they now may never meet? Or, like TJ and Olive, can’t be together because of the time jump. Yeah Mick found Zeke and now they can be happily ever after, but what about the nonpassengers who were changed in the years between and now aren’t the same person that the passenger fell in love with? So many of us are shaped by our experiences. What happened to all the other passengers, to their stories? What if the person that they fall in love with’s life is altered because of the choices another passenger makes? What if they move to another state, fall in love with someone else, die??? Another issue tule travel causes is that even the smallest action can domino into something completely different, even just one person let alone TWO HUNDRED. I know that this is probably not something most people think about and they just pay attention to Grace and Zeke being alive and all the happy moments, but it’s not that simple for me and it BUGS ME when writers don’t consider this.

Lastly, on a similar note, how is this any different than it ending with “it was all a dream”??? Like nothing actually changes, none of their callings are set in stone and they’ll have to remember every single thing they did during those 5 1/2 years, things that won’t happen until YEARS later. Ugh I just so hated the way they ended things and it sucks cuz I love this show a lot.

#manifest #manifest netflix #this is kinda long but if you’ve watched the finale you should read this and tell me if you agree #my sister hasn’t finished yet so I don’t have anybody to talk to about this #if you disagree I’d love to know why! #Im always interested in hearing alternate viewpoints #(​particularly on more lighthearted matters like a tv show finale) #edit: #the tag has reminded me of Lourdes and I’m mad about that too!!! #not only did they completely drop her as a character #despite being one of mick’s bffs and Jared’s FIANCÉE #but they don’t even bring up how she will exist in the new life with no memories of what happened #so mick will be mad at her for a reason that hasn’t happened yet and it’ll be so weird #like there are so many things about this that don’t make any sense if you give it more than two seconds of thought

[quicklyandrogynousfox-blog]

did they do an insta live before the show???

#if they did #does anybody know of a recording? #i haven't even watched the show #*tonight's #yet #aaaaah i'm really not on top of things at the moment #anyway i'm off to watch tonight's show now

[dazaistabletop]

Wait hold up aren't the Hunting Dogs' uniforms green?

#i thought they might talk about it during the panel but they didnt acknowledge it #not that im complaining they made up for it with how good Niko looked #and i know some people didnt like the shade of green they used for their uniforms but i kinda did #also im just suprised i havent come across anybody talking about this online yet(but then again whose to say i wont 2 seconds after i post) #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd manga #bsd spoiler #bsd hunting dogs #hunting dogs #teruko bsd #bsd teruko #okura teruko #fukuchi bsd #bsd fukuchi #fukuchi ouchi #tachihara michizou #bungo stray dogs tachihara #bsd tachihara #jouno saigiku #bsd jouno saigiku #saigiku jouno #bsd jouno #bsd season 4 #bsd s4 #also i was expecting teruko's hair to be more brownish but she looked great in the trailer so idk maybe it wont be too opaque? #whatever i trust asagiri and hes working w them on the anime

[housewifebuck]

hate when mutuals unfollow me and then just let me embarrass myself by continuing to tag them in things and interact with them like we’re friends

#like if we aren’t friends anymore SAY THAT. SOFTBLOCK ME AT LEAST #ITS MORTIFYING #personal #literally makes me want to cry #like what did I do wrong…come back……… #I hate not knowing what the last straw was #(literally is not that deep) (and yet) #this isn’t about anybody in particular btw this has happened to me. a lot #esp recently and idk why :(

[comixandco]

i’m just

there must be so many gaps in jieum’s memory

she was the girl of many trades but can she remember how she learnt any of those skills? No they were all from her past lives so they’re gone. Can she remember leaving her neglectful family to live with ae-gyeong? No because she was from a past life, so where does ji-eum think she grew up? She remembers being good at school and her awards but not if anybody was there in the audience for her. She says in her phone call to her superior that she remembers switching departments before, but she doesn’t remember working in the hotel. She cooks meals the exact way as ae-gyeong taught her and she taught ae-gyeong, but she doesn’t remember having learnt them. if she can’t remember anything to do with her past lives, she wouldn’t be able to remember anything that had happened in the past few months the drama is set over.

that must be such an odd and confusing existence, to only remember small dots and flashes of your life, and a giant gap in recent memory, and she doesn’t even seem to be affected by it either? Did she go to the hospital after coming to consciousness standing on a bridge with no idea how she got there? Did they run tests on her brain to see if something had gone wrong? Does she think she suffered a mental breakdown?

What is going on in ji-eum’s brain in those final scenes i want to dissect her thoughts like a grape

#see you in my 19th life #did she move back into her old job on the suggestion of a therapist who is helping her with her sudden memory loss? #she was living with ae-gyeong where did she think she lived? #does she have monthly visits to a group of doctors that are fascinated by her oddly specific memory loss? #in those first few days after losing all her memories. did people she knew try to approach her and she freaked? #if she’d gone to the hospital ae-gyeong would be her emergency contact. maybe it just slipped through the cracks because she was also in #hospital recovering from surgery at the time. #there is a large set of contacts in ji-eum’s phone that she doesn’t recognise at all - not just numbers from her loved ones #but contacts for her job at the hotel as well and anybody she’d met during the show’s run #imagine with me if you will if there had been one final episode instead of those few scenes #ji-eum recovering from what she can only assume is some kind of mental breakdown from stress and her childhood #ae-gyeong coming to visit her in hospital and this deliciously heart-wrenching scene that mirrors ji-eum by her bedside when she was ill #and ji-eum doesn’t recognise her at all and only feels a base level of concern knowing ae-gyeong had surgery not long before #ae-gyeong promising to take care of ji-eum but turns her down because her head and heart hurt from being near her so she rents out an #apartment. she has no recollection of working at the hotel and seo-ha isn’t ready to see her yet it’s too soon so doyun has to handle her #transition back to the engineering track. and in her phone she deletes all the contacts she doesn’t know but when she looks at the photos #and icr if she took one with seo-ha but she must have but defo the one with her ae-gyeong and cho-won. she can’t bear to delete them #even though she doesn’t know them or remember why they were taking this photo. but bc it’s a romance she has to have a few photos of seo-ha #and she sort of ponders over them like. who are you. who were you to me. but it hurts her head so she puts down her phone #and there can be a bunch of times throughout the episode where she just misses him like. she’s asleep in hospital and he brings her flowers #and she wakes up just in time to see the back of his head leaving the room. she could visit ae-gyeong to try to rebuild this #parental relationship she doesn’t remember but has all the proof that this is the lady who raised her. and like in the show seo-ha could be #sat right behind her but he doesn’t interact with her directly they just do the napkin bit and then he leaves w/o looking at her #and the meet-up with cho-won could stay the same with the difference that ji-eum recognises her from their photo and says something like #’we know each other don’t we.’ and cho-won gets so excited and maybe even calls them sisters but then she realises what she’s doing and is #like. ‘that’s how it felt for me. we worked together just a few months ago. i’m cho-won’ and then ji-eum can do that #gorgeous reach for her memories from the show where she rolls the name around her mouth because it’s just so familiar #and ofc i’d change nothinf about the scene where she finally re-unites with seo-ha that was delicious af #but i feel like there were just too many gaps in her memories for it to have been smoothed over y’know? #disclaimer i read the webtoon first and loved it but think it had to change for the adaptation

[quirkle2]

i must be a little tumblr baby born in the tumblr cave cuz i am Not understanding how twitter works

#qktalks #hate this place . whatthe hell is going on #i don't understand the hashtags. i get that it's an organization thing i got that part #but i also see plenty of art posts Not tagged w anything #and yet they're rly popular and have tones of notes. likes? whatever they're called #so how did people find that. the algorithm? how did the Algorithm know to show them that if the post isn't tagged #what is going on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #not that it matters very much that i don't understand i'll never once post anything here #i just wanna browse art. i have done more blocking of reimob freaks than browse art tho so #wonderful sign. twitter is full of normal people that i don't want to maim #also there's no icon next to names to let me know i follow them which sucks #normally that wouldn't be a huuge problem but rn i'm following mainly japanese accounts #and i <3 can't read their names. or memorize them. they r in a different language w complicated little characters i don't understand #i sound like such a boomer .bury me in the yard #edit actually i rly like following exclusively japanese accounts bc it means whatever text is on my feed i cannot read #this is like looking thru a picture book. i cannot hear anybody's dumbass takes. bliss on twitter? more likely than u think

[bonetrousledbones]

i think im gonna try an experiment and disable new follower notifications and also hide my follower count basically everywhere to see if it’ll help make myself be a little less anxious when i’m about to post cringe. we shall see how this goes

#trousled rambles #prompted by me realizing im getting a lot of followers right as i'm starting to finish up this fic chapter from the papyrusverse #lately i've taken to constantly looking in the mirror and sternly repeating fuck it we ball. fuck it we ball. its not working yet #some day my shackles will fall and i will have approximately 10 followers and i wont know and i will be free #ahem anyway if i suddenly become mutuals with anybody in the future i'll find out uhhhh eventually probably idk #new followers this will be my final message: i have done to papyrus what the fandom of olden days did to the onceler and im not exaggerating #thats all bye

[elytrafemme]

ten minute countdown to my mental health meeting oh boy

#this shit has gotta take 5 minutes #on the brightside i had such an okay day yesterday that like #even if i was stressed. that shit is NOT on the mind rn #like i am joyous etc etc. so this is going to be easy as fuck #but like idk ive never heard of an actual CHECK IN with a PERSON before so im a little like. what did i do... #i havent even told anybody i know what the problem is yet how could a stranger figure it out LOL #whatever. today is going to be long and arduous But this is abt to be funny i feel #there might be a dog in the mtng room tho (WHICH IS JUST MY RA'S ROOM. LIKEHIS LITERAL ROOM) #and while dogs are so kind etc etc i am Afraid Of Them For Lore Reasons #so like that might lowk be a problem. idk. i hope he blasts dua lipa during it like he usually does #i didnt even know he lived on this floor LMFAO

[pepprs]

prefacing this by saying im fine and its whatever and im mostly numb to it. but it kinda fucking sucks that being gaslit about my own sexuality leads to… doubting my own sexuality lol!

#purrs #just went to my first ever lavender graduation ceremony and had a convo w my dad after that touched on the EXACT horrors lol like i need to #learn to not bring this shit up around my parents bc they’re just gonna say the same things. and also it doesn’t matter bc idc about labels #and (to quote ricky) it’s a conversation not a constant. but like fucking hell. just bc ive never ‘’’’’’been with anybody’’’’’’ doesn’t #mean that i can’t know im not straight. the HORRIFIC psychic damage that did to me 5 years ago this month. the way i can’t think about #sexuality or being part of the lgbtq community since and like before then when that happened i thought i was a lesbian and was gonna try to #get involved with the school lgbtq student union . like it’s so ficking stupid and sad. and i can’t trust myself anymore i can’t tell if #anything ive ever felt for anyone is actually real bc according to my (straight and biphobic) parents ‘crushes don’t count’ and i haven’t #even had a crush in months anyway and yeah ive never ‘been with’ anybody. but like god damn. you DO NOT get to tell me i have to call myself #questioning. yeah im questioning but only i can call it that and only if i want to. i get to know me. i get to call me what i am. which also #means i get to work through the years of psychic damage this thread of conversation coming from my own parents has done to me #but i own that. i want to own that. ive had the feelings i have had. maybe they were wrong and misplaced and maybe there are other ways to #interpret them like me jus t having projection issues and whatever. but they were real to me and are real to me and shape how i show up #every single day. i get to know myself. i get to call myself what i am. even though you’re my parents you don’t get to tell me that. and you #should be sorry for how fucked in the head this has made me and how cut off i have become from other people who have felt what i have felt #and from the parts of myself that felt and hurt and loved. like lolllll. i was in a good mood and then that happened and now my heart hurts. #delete later #like i don’t talk abt this shit anymore for a reason 🤪✌️ i am not involved in lgbtq groups or communities online or offline for a reason 🤪✌️ #and it’s yet another manifestation of impostor syndrome too like. ppl wonder why im like this…. there is a very good reason 💖

[angelicdevil]

So. Apparently my mom DOES know I’m suicidal and apparently she DOES think I’m suicidal just to hurt her feelings or something, didn’t say anything to refute the idea that she would happier if I went through with it. So I’m just uh. Gonna try to force myself calm down.

#devil script #I don’t even know what I did to upset her initially #Because it’s all ‘I want you to communicate’ until an opportunity comes up TO communicate #And what the fuck kind of person brings up that someone wants to commit suicide just to hurt the suicidal person #And she hasn’t even. #Tried to talk me into getting therapy for it????????? #She genuinely does not see it as a concern?????????? #Bitch I held a fucking knife to my that one just because the thought of you yelling at me over something really fucking small terrifies me #so much #And time and time again I think about how much you don’t want me around #Because you constantly bring up that I don’t pay rent #Which leads me to believe that you resent me being here #So it all just seems like she wants me to do it and is annoyed that I haven’t yet #And I think the fact that I will get suicidal over small stuff isn’t a sign of me being childish #I think it’s a sign that I need fucking therapy #But I’m apparently not worth it to anybody #Because even though I brought up that I don’t feel worth going back to therapy no one cared #But I don’t think I can afford therapy on my own #So just…. #I don’t know anymore #Tonight was supposed to be about my recent birthday too #vent #negative #suicide mention

[13eyond13]

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#been thinking about genetics and nature vs nurture and all this sort of stuff a lot lately #and just contemplating why people are the way they are and how much is sort of hardwired vs learned etc. #anyway I'm definitely wayyyy more like my dad than my mom and i think i have actually learned to become sort of the ideal companion #for people like my mom #because my mom is the harder to please and stronger personality in the household who is way more obviously emotional and sensitive #and i empathized with her automatically in a sort of female solidarity way as the household is all boys otherwise #but anyway i know im just naturally like my dad in disposition and humour and looks and everything else but i also know i probably studied #how he handles my mom and her outbursts and insecurities and learned to react to it similarly to him as well #she's a very odd mix of one of the most empathetic kindest people you'll ever meet and also incredibly critical and sensitive to criticism #and she barely ever will tell you you did a good job at anything and will point out mostly only the bad stuff or flaws in whatever you do #yet also HATES that her own mom is exactly the same way and was traumatized by that growing up herself #i honestly 100% believe her mom (my grandma) is undiagnosed autistic and simply doesnt even realize how she comes off but it really #affected my mom growing up and now she is constantly on alert for anything that could possibly be a critique of her and will throw you #under the bus instead if you ever say something even remotely close to negative about her or arent extremely thoughtful about showing up #to the multiple events she hosts every single week #anyway the way my dad usually reacts is just being extremely quiet and steady and dry humoured in reaction to this and when she starts #critiquing him and bringing up all his past failures as a way of making herself feel better about her own bad self esteem he kind of just #takes it and doesnt take it personally because he knows shes doing it for low self esteem reasons #even though its not really fair to him and she would absolutely hate anybody doing the same to her #when i think of my dad's gentle quietness and humour and how much he hates being aggressive or critical i think of when we played a #board game called qwelf once and in the game he was made to act like a drill sergeant and scold and yell at all of us as we moved #our pieces around the board and the best he could do was to mutter stuff like 'get your buns in gear there soldier!' #it makes me lol to remember it my god he simply can't it's the most unnatural thing for him in the world #anyway i always wonder how much of my similarities to him are just genes and how much are learning from him #by watching and admiring and mimicking #because having nieces shows me that kids are absolutely little sponges who try to do everything they see you doing without even knowing #if it's a good thing to be mimicking or not and that can be a bit of a terrifying responsibility as the adult #i am glad i learned good coping mechanisms from dad and how to handle unfair criticism and lack of praise in stride as well but #something i had to teach myself as an adult was how to have healthy boundaries and be assertive when i feel like im being treated poorly #because my parents are both huge people pleasers who struggle with it themselves

[aanarres]

ok locked tomb burst over i just read the new short story and needed to get that out of my system (for now)

#i Love that its formatted as a play #theres so many incredible bits in it i gotta give it a second read #and see if i can figure out the coffin code (or see if anybody else has figured it out already) #dulcineas 'yes! and also my agonies :)' got me #but also the reveal that she did in fact double die but is still somehow existing in some other way im like. does that have to do with #the tower? with the stoma? with something we dont know about yet? whats on the other shore???? #god i cant wait for alecto to come out. #im so normal about this series #tlt #the unwanted guest

[arcaneyouth]

cant forcibly hyperfixate our way out of this one boys

#negative #vent post #coming to the realization maybe the reason i cant seem to stick to one thing long enough to do anything for me #is cause i dont have anyone to share the excitement with #everyones too busy. everyones too tired #talking so much to people who just dont have the time #to get excited with me #and i dont blame anybody for that in the slighest. but i wanna. be excited about things. and have it matter #but theres no time for that anymore #so instead of fixating on something for months like i did so much #i keep spending 2-3 days on something and then forgetting it exists #cause i cant let myself get excited and keep going. i know nobody else has the energy to deal with it. #i wanna care about things again man. #but i cant. not yet. i have to keep sitting and waiting. #:/