#dont kill me dear god

[boycunt-boycock-boyslut]

if twitter users start migrating here,

i'm gonna get waaay more death threats.

#mothz muzingz #dont kill me dear god

[crsentfairy]

The Chronicals of Expecting Parents 🐣

ft. my beloved @veone's unmethodical posepack! i love you <3

#ts4 screenshots #sims 4 #simblr #crsent.sims #crsent.simself #sim: seth #DONT KILL ME VEVE I FINALLY DID IT!! I LOVE YOU #god i'm obsessed with this posepack i'm finna be so fuckin annoying dear God

[lunarharp]

wip thing...

of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)

they mean the world to me

#bg3 spoilers #?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say..... #it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me. #i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee #i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable. #bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen #makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there. #dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it #augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH???? #my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way. #Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3 #I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE #AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY #grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear #truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol #if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life #being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer. #Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this? #For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online #someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this. #why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness? #What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...? #hellebore..😭😭 AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!! #i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful. #but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting. #I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself #I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing. #I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come. #Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......

[anglerflsh]

noticing a trend in this specific book

#[.txt] #self #dont get me wrong im not saying actually they were right in killing so many people. dear fucking god do not get me wrong. #but the examples this book brings as people false-accused are. like. this woman poisoned a teenager publicly and youre saying girlboss #maybe if you go around telling your friends to make their husbands eat their blood clots there is a problem there. Benvenuta che cazzo fai #unsanitary tw #in the effort of making sure people didnt think you sided with the inquisition you made it look like that was Normal and Sane to do /j

[bitegore]

ok im ngl delulu is a really fucking annoying word even with the ableism in it put to the side

#'this fic im writing is delulu' 'im stupid and delulu' shut the fuck up and stand behind your fucking ideas. i'm going to kill you #gain some fucking self confidence GOD it's so fucking annoying to watch people pull this stupid cutesy 'oh i know its silly so dont get mad #act. drives me up a fucking wall #i know i'm in a worse mood than usual rn but like come on #also like there is the ableism but dear god could you people not have come up with one non-irritating way to use this shit #reminds me of oomf. no one alive has ever used oomf in a way that is not annoying as fuck #but at least oomf isnt running on ableism software

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Finished watching Tales of Arcadia in its entirely... ...Star VS The Forces Of Evil please step aside, another show/movie is here to collect the award for Worst Fucking Ending.

#ngl i didnt fully enjoy the franchise #trollhunters jim was bland to me at first until near the end of it #3below felt like a weird middle for the three shows #and it shows even more when the alien characters return in the movie and dont do anything but...male pregnency plot #which just...is really unneeded plot #and out-stayed its welcome very fast #wizards i defintiely did enjoy...except for jim being turned back to human #ngl preferred him as a troll #and then the movie....so many unneeded deaths #so much weird plot where even the writing goes 'wait why didnt you tell us they dont need all three members to control the titans?!' #plus the fucking ending....oh dear god #the fact that jim time travels and fucks up shit #and makes toby trollhunter instead #like bruh you just saw him die and your going to condemn him to potentially die as trollhunter???? #plus your willing to die in his place then or #like is this going to become a never ending time loop with jim and toby if toby survives first season or #and what happened to jim being meant to be trollhunter or the world will go fucked #and like i hate the pregency plot but damn steve was really fine with the babies being erased by jims time travelling #and with the time travel comes everything we saw being undone and reset #so thanks for killing rewatchbility as theres no point if it gets reset at the end

[benbraeden-a]

"why does it matter if i say it or not? can't you just read between the lines or somethin'."

#dash commentary. #ben vc: oh dear oh god dont make me say it. #BEN FEARS THAT IF HE DOES THE SHAPESHIFTER WILL KILL THEM PLS.

[boygirlctommy]

SOBS i hate chainsaw man i hate it i hate it

#my post #my brother us making me read the manga and i had to stop dear lord if power dies im quitting for real this time #csm spoilers in the tags -> #I AM GOING TO FUCKING EXPLODE #I WAS LITERALLY *JUST* CRYING OVER THE WEIRD-ASS FAMILY THAT IS AKI DENJI AND POWER AND THENEDWM #WEYUGFDAHKSJILWAKSMD #FD #AKI FUCKING DIED???? HE GOT TURNED INTO A GUN DEVIL FIEND AND FUCKING DIED? #THERES NO WAY IN HELL MAKIMA DID NOT DO THAT ON PURPOSE #AND IM ASSUMING ANGEL DEVIL IS DEAD AS WELL? #FAWKKKK #AND LIKE. AUGH THE FUTURE AKI SAW POWER IS GONNA DIE TOOOOOOOOO #I DONT LIKE CSM I DONT I DONT I DONT WANY TO READ THIS ANYMORE IM TOO ATTACHED #THEYRE KILLING MY THREE FAVORITE CHARACTERS #my brother: well denji survives! me: -_- #hes making fun of me like 'ouousouo well you watched death n0te so how is this bad?' FIRST OF ALL i cried at the end of death n0te #so jot that down #SECOND OF ALL this HURTS i jsut wanted them to be happy. i understand why lots of people say aki and angel devil were gay and in love bcus #they 100% were #i just wanted them to have a hppy life GOD AKI GAVE HIS LIFE TO MAKIMA SO DENJI AND POWER COULD BE SAFE #AND NOW MAKIMA IS GOING TO KILL POWER????? #i left off in the middle of the chapter bcus i cant take this anymroe tonight #sigh. thats my csm rant. dorry i just like my silly little families and csm HATES THEM WITH A BURNING PASSION APPARENTLY

[phoenix-before-the-flame]

So if you beta for flames desire whats the part you like most or something youre looking forward to in it? Thinking of reading it but was worried about the first chapter rating

Ah yes my favourite job, advertising Flame's Desire :]

That's totally understandable where you're coming from though chapter 1 as it stands is a lil dark with the events that take place in it but i promise! It's not graphic or gratuitous!

Rougie's description of the events don't go overboard or take it too far so if what you're fearing is super graphic descriptions of the bad stuff then you're all good! And so far chapter 1 is the darkest of the uploaded chapters so it starts off heavy but the tone lightens up in the following chapters.

As for what I like most about FD there is the general of me liking Rougie's writing a lot. And this is not just cause rougie's my good comrade, i think they got a really good handle of writing character interactions and setting up plot points. Plus i deeply enjoy how Natsu's written in FD.

But if we are talking specifics that i love then we might be here the whole night😅 because there is something in each chapter that i enjoy no joke. I really could talk on and on about each of em. But i am particularly attached to chapters 4&5 respectively with the long journey of the story kicking off and i am such a sucker for travel sequences plus lore drop and a development in Natsu and Lucy's friendship. And chapter 8 has a fight scene that i am really dying to draw.

And for what im looking forward to, i technically got one in the chapter im beta-ing now being a fire dance scene at the spring festival that Rougie teased me with from last year so im over the moon about finally getting it now.

The other is actually an upcoming scene in the chapter rougie's writing right now! A fight scene that i really can't spoil bcus its too important (im serious. They held this scene to their chest and almost didnt wanna tell me when i figured it out. If i spoil i lose beta privileges) but it's something that really has me on the edge of my seat due to the build up towards it (@kiliinstinct rougie if ur out there blease drop a crumb of spoilers in my DMs)

And aaaaaaaa man, i would drop in some screenshots of my fave bits but they don't hit as hard without the context yknow? You just, gotta trust me on this one here.

Trust this Phoenix.

There are heavy themes and stuff in the story but it's not overbearing or too in your face. It's a really fuckin good fic.

Go read FD, wont disappoint you. Pinky swear

#talking to the firebird #anon #anon listen to me my dear comrade #here in the tags i can gush like an idiot more #theres good natsu n lucy interactions both with romantic implications n platonic #side characters are fun i love how grays written even tho hes barely fuckin there makarov too #theres this fuckon beach scene like prime ship moment ofc but i love it more for the emotional implications on natsus end not romance wise #but as a look into his head with his own emotional dealio #theres this weird plot thread with mirajane that rougie refuses to even drop a crumb of a hint thats killing me #the fuckin fire dance scene god BLESS #listen man i just #dont let the rating hold u up truly #FD is so interesting and this isnt even friend bias talking #and even if it is friend bias talking go support my friends fic :) i promise youll enjoy it

[ierogenvy]

well. it’s just. EVERYONE I EVER KNEW IS IN MY HOUSE. OH I WONDER WHO IM LOOKING FOR. CAUSE YOU DONT GO TO PARTIES ANYMORE

#dont mind me #5sos #god this song is killing me but it also slaps so hard #really the whole album #i’m having a rough time #i’ve also just realized it’s only been four days. i’ve only had this for four days. oh dear #when i go to the tour for this album i will actually combust i think

[boostrific]

#i think this is the best issue of a comic ive ever laid my eyes on #cutest booboos ever. who said that. anyway i want to kill him #teds choice of date attire is makign me see red #And his choice of conversation. Dear lord hes so embarrassing and cute i want to punch walls #is ted having a thing with his hair referencing something i cant recall #flash is so fucking funny #god. good god this issue is so good. booster being a car guy is really cute. help me #i frel so nauseous #the way these tags dont even make sense anymore cause i had too many screenshots for 1 post and only left the cute boosters

[phoebelovingcare]

if left to my own devices i WILL simply play spore space stage until the sun sets

#pheb speaks #also while i dont intend to delete any fusion requests dear god plesae stop sending them #i love drawing fusions. i have 20 requests and counting already. #every day i do two and then by the next day have 3 more in my inbox #my shoulder is killing me #yall.

[dyketubbo]

keeping out name/icon for the sake of preventing possible harassment but i was looking through various blogs and found this comment about the idea of making a fankid for cdream and god. these people do not at all do their research huh

"people only started separating the two" people as in dreamwastaken himself? the actual dude who confirmed that hes playing a character? because hes obviously not a serial killing necromancer in real life? you think people who make a difference between dream the human person (some guy from florida who has more online popularity than he should) and dream the minecraft roleplay character (abused a teenager, went to prison for a year, got tortured in prison, has a necromancy book, literally dies twice and is likely to die a final time soon) are just making a separation to excuse writing porn of dream the real life person (literally from real life, isnt from minecraft)?

the difference is negligible? do you think dream went to prison and got tortured by quackity irl? did irl dreamwastaken kill irl tommyinnit three times and bring him back to life while nobody was watching? when did he have the time to go on twitter while being broken out of prison by technoblade, who was a real life pig with a crown and cape? i think we should be worried everyone if theres no difference between ccdream and cdream maybe we should check on vikkstar and lazarbeam real quick 😰 im kinda worried like do you think he made ranboo enderwalk and edit his manhunt videos for him. scary

#mask mews #sorry. this for some reason imbued a certain rage in me that i think was left over from the knifetrick days #dear god. please. i know you dont like dream or the dream smp #i dont like dream either #but dsmp fans arent writing about the real life people.. #ranboo hasnt been dead for nearly a year. tubbo didnt get executed live on stage. fundy didnt kill himself to get away from wilbur #dream does not have the revive book irl im sorry. he didnt blow up a country irl #come on. #dsmp #negative

[magnoliamyrrh]

.

#i so desperately wish i would just die without killing myself #just not wake up tomorrow morning dear god #i dont know what im living for anyone. i really dont i really dont #im too tired too sick and not motivated enough to make it through life #i barely want or care about anything anymore #i just wanna die. i just wanna sleep i just wanna rest i cant fucking do this #theres barely anyone that i should stay alive for. my absence would be forgotten in weeks to months anyway #im too much of a fuckup to help anyone which is one of the few things i even care about anymore #i cant do any of this. i dont want any of this #im so tired of the pain im so tired of the god awful fucking pain all the time the physical pain the emotional pain #its been my whole life. my whole life #im tired of being lonely. ive gone through most of the horrid shit in this life alon3 #its too much. its too much. its too fucjin mich im tired of failing over and over again im tired of crying #im not good enough for anything. im not good room for absolutely fuckin anything or anyone #god just take me already #life has already been so cruel i dont understand why you must prolonged my suffering #i wasnt even fucking 2 yet when this shit started. god. god fucking damn it god this pain has been my whole fucking life i just want it to #end #. #id throw myslef infront of a car if it was certain death and wouldnt traumatize anyone else #god fucking damn it why is it so hard to die. why. why why why fucking why am i still breathing god just let me fucking go

[letmesleepy]

Hey Sleepy I know about Otto but what about Caroline? I've seen u tag oc tag stuff as Caroline. Who are they?

Thats Carolina ^_^ let me talk about her miserable life under the cut. Its under a cut cuz uhhhhh sensitive topics below. Also long as hell

Carolina is my fallout oc/sona/its complicated. We'll say shes an oc cuz shes only really a sona when im playin the games and when thats happening the pronouns are they/them but since its just me playing the they/themming is only in the head.

Shes in 3/nv/4 and dear god she goes through so much trauma. Shes a mute chick w huge anger issues who tries not to show it by constantly being @_@ about life. She had a tumor in her throat when she was 1 yr old, which if it wasnt removed would have traveled to her brain, if it didnt close off her ability to breathe first. She had to have surgery to have it removed, taking her vocal cords in the process.

She has a huge love for repairing tech such as computers and bots, and when she was in the vault she dreamed of being the person to maintain the water chip. But as you know f3 story she never got the chance, only ever being a pipboy repairmen (which she did enjoy but due to how isolated she was she wanted water chip job more so she could be more important and liked). She has an incredible memory too ✌.

Cuz of her mutism she had like almost no friends aside from amata + a few adults, only furthering her @_@ ing and not showing her emotions. This leads to FURTHER isolating cuz everyone just thinks shes weird. She struggles a lot w her self image due to this isolation and kids pickin on her for being mute + tall, leading to struggles w anorexia. Throughout the 10 yrs old f3 to f4 she tries to recover from this, but cuz the apocalyptic world is harsh she doesnt get well off at first, becoming an alcoholic alongside it, due to in f4 shes brainwashed/reprogrammed (cyborg from nv dlc) into believing shes a 200 yr old mom searching for her son. Not only brainwashed but had surgery to look like the original nora. This only worsens her self image problems when she realizes the truth. The reason shes brainwashed is cuz Father believes shes incredible, and due to her work in washington/vegas, believing she should take his place. Originally he thought she was a true vault dweller, having no radiation. By the time he found out she wasnt, it was too late. But he persisted anyway, still considering her determination and the charisma she would gain from nora to make her an excellent leader.

When she realizes shes actually NOT nora, and that they gave her a dead womans voice, thoughts, face, this leads to her almost going over the deep end, for a moment considering horrible things from making her anorexia worse for a sense of control to simply finding a hole to die in. But in the end she decides instead to combine her personality w noras, since nora is now stuck inside her. Nora is a "program" of sorts, existing in the cybernetic part of carolinas brain. She was scanned from the original noras head, who died during the capturing of shawn. Due to her being a corpse there were a lot of memories gone, so a lot was filled in or simply left blank. Shes a ghost of herself but she doesnt wanna die again, so she stays alive through carolina, the two becoming a new one. Carolina is now more vulnerable, with new thoughts, but in a way she finds a peace in it, feeling less lonely even if the company isnt entirely true. They ofc arent totally harmonious, at times being completely separate mentally, but they over time find this to be a good thing, always seeing things in a new way, coming up with better ways to solve things. Her only other constant company is f3 dogmeat, who stays by her side ever since they met. But that changes when she has to take care of shawn, who believes shes his bio mother. Now she has more company with him involved.

Originally carolina doesnt wanna take care of him, being very traumatized by what happened w Father, but in the end he wins her over, so they travel together. Ofc carolina tells shawn the truth, that shes not his mom. But he in the end decides it doesnt matter, that shes really cool and he wants her to be his mom. With this relief, she changes her face back as much as she can, and removes noras voice from her. Because of their new relationship, carolina opens up more, having a healthier lifestyle to set a good example, and making promises to not be as reckless in battle, cuz he worries about her :(. Over time she starts expressing herself more, still ofc sometimes @_@ but thats cuz she has apocalyptic autism and Is Just Like That. But overall she learns to laugh and actually be happy cuz she has someone to love again, and this time she doesnt let ppl step over her. As she recovers and loves, she gains more weight and becomes fat and strong ^-^ leading to her passion of engineering being more easy due to having more energy.... Not to mention the flustering attention she gets cuz shes a beefy woman in the apocalypse.

Tldr: i take yer gruff depressed middle aged man w daughter and raise you: gruff depressed middle aged woman w son. + cute doggy :)

#theres a lot more like her losing a foot to a bear trap and being cut open so many times without her permission #this girl is covered in scars. both surgical and battle wise #and the first time she cried being in lonesome road cuz she sees so much of herself in ulysses she knew she would die #and how she used to bury everyone she killed in f3 cuz she was raised Old Fashioned on how to treat the dead #but she stopped when her dad died cuz she started killing so many enclave she couldnt bury em all. and kinda didnt wanna. #and dont get me started on dr li and her being in both f3 and f4 #and how her meeting 'nora' parallels her meeting carolina and how she Senses who she is but doesnt have proof #and thus sends nora to search for carolina‚ believing carolina to be dead but is so scared she might be alive #and how dr li didnt have a great opinion of carolina but knows if what her gut is telling her is true. is something no one deserves. #and how shes the cause for nora realizing shes carolina and how this further complicates their relationship #amd how she tries to ease this fuckin Mess by giving her resources to learn sign language so she can talk to her w/o pen and paper #and how it leads to them finally being somewhat friends and dr li being the only person carolina trusts in the institute #and how that leads to her making dr li the director so carolina can leave cuz she now fucking hates boston #and also her taking care of dogmeat when he was caged in the institute to hide him from nora. he was so so scared and she was like #holy fuck dogmeats here. that could mean shes alive. guess i gotta make sure you dont die buddy or else thatll ruin her. #and her using him to be sure that nora is carolina. and when hes so so happy to see nora when he was so shy w dr li. thats how she knew. #but she needed proof. so off nora goes #*froths a bit at the mouth thinking about dr li and nora and carolina* #the reason i chose otto instead of her for the oc poll was cuz uh. dear god theres too much to tell for her. #also dont get me started on her relationship w ulysses. the parallels... and Opposites.... #ulysses being a man who always speaks. always has words. carolina being a woman who has so lil words. who refuses to speak. #the two being so full of burning rage only the other can understand. being so strong and not knowing how to be strong. #isolating themselves and committing themselves to the service of their own personal duties until they just fall over and die #both dreaming of a home that had died long ago #*pounds fists on floor* #ive been considering making a comic about her but i have Not had the time or skill yet to do it. maybe one day 💭 #anyway ive been writing this answer for hours. if theres something else to be said ill just hashtag reblog and say more #also i think shes technically my oldest oc. at least the oldest thats still around. shes def older than otto thats for sure #been working on her for.... jeez. 10 yrs.

[sparklestheunicorn]

EVERYTHING TO MEEEEEEE

#soc #s&b spoilers #ME! #the crooked kingdom of it all #like hun-nee. saving no content for the soc show #character relationships already established. character storylines (not arcs) done for the most part #character arcs half completed. and im only on ep 4 #like boii #ngl though i was screaming the whole time. just. This is everything to me. #on some level i dont care that crooked kingdom happened before the ice court bc this. i have wanted to see this since that afternoon in #2018 when i read that part of ck and dear god did it fucking Deliver. freddy carter fucking Killed it #i am still trying to recover #IT WAS EVERYTHING I COULD EVER WANT AND MORE #just missing inej replacing the lion plushy with the crow #but i can kinda live with that bc THIS #AAAAAHHHH #going insane #i love everything about this. #the acting was perfection i Love It Love It Love It #did anything else happen in ep 4?? idk i was too busy screaming