#drives me fucking insnae

[kiwibirdlafayette]

i was filmin tiktoks yesterday and I ended up doing one with Capsize to Congratulations (the cut hamilton song) and. god am i brainrotting now

“I knew my goddess like i knew my own mind, you would never find anyone as trusting or as kind; and a million years ago she said to me this one’s mine; so i stood by- do you know why?”

LIKE.

#gotta take it out of context idk what affair jordan wouldve gotten into #i imagine it to be post-revival capsize #which is why ianites talked about in past tense #but just the rage of the song. it speaks to me #also the sacrifice line. #drives me fucking insnae #‘yknow why syndicate can do what he wants he doesnt dignify schoolyard taunts with a response’ #ironic but also. can u imagine #mianite: gays on a boat

[tillman]

too far gone in my millia as eddies host thoughts im like writing a fake xx noncanon ending for it in my head it lives so fucking rent free

#txt #lays on the floor lays on the floor . guys i think about millia as eddies host every fucking day of my life . its dear to me. #they were too much of cowards to give me the single noncanon ending that owuld drive mt he most insane #so im driving myself insnae !

[joshriku]

Can you suggest some good comic!pietro fics?

sure! emphasis on 'some' bc there aren't many i like out there. youd think for a character w 14k fics some of them would be about comic pietro that i like. regardless

but i believe you are pushing your luck by shroomyystar: i read this one today. i cant express how bad this fucked me up . i am still thinking abt it. pietro & erik post axis retcon, a conversation about how pietro is no longer erik's actual son. the character writing in this is driving me crazy i need to go sit down with someone and discuss i tliterature class style IM INSNAE. so good.

Cycles by shroomyystar: fucked me up good as well im not gonna lie! pietro faces judgement from the progenitor. AXE compliant. SHOULDVE BEEN AN ACTUAL ISSUE METHINKS.. pietro characterization immaculate, plus LUNA.. ahh!!

Color Theory by Kworei: silver age pietro ft erik and wanda, brotherhood early days. SO good. pietro bullies erik for being a lil stupid and they also get to choose the colors for their outfits :) huge fan of pietro's writing and just how easy he can provoke erik he's my special boy

I might have recced this for the time someone asked me for wanda fics but Scatter What Remains by indevan remains such a good fic for both of them augh

rite of passage (driving lessons remix) by kworei: erik teaches pietro to drive. (GONE WRONG) set in the silver age as well. it's so ic it's actually painful and you really really wish they could jus thave normal driving lessons but they DONT. thats the beauty of it. pietro is just so good in this you really understand why he is the way he is

holding out for a hero by punkbean: OHH IM CRAZY IM CRAZY IM CRAZY U HAVE NO IDEA... TOMMY AND PIETROOOOOOOO THAT'S HIS FUCJKING UNCLE BTW IF ANYONE CARED. it's super good. in which tommy is recued by his hero, quicksilver, and their relationship develops from there. LIEK ITS ACTUALLY CRAZY GOOD ITS MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT FIC

bonus technically x-men evolution but i liked it sm im reccing it anyway. a bitter boy like him by chocolatechip in which pietro gets injured and scott summers kisses his boo boo. SUCH a good and funny fic PLEASE.

#asks #pietro maximoff #throwback to 3am when my electricity died and i was like knees deep int he pietro tag #LIKE WHEN I SAY KNEE DEEP........I MEAN IT #AFTER FILTERING OUT EVERYTHING I DIDNT WANT TO SEE LIKE THE EMMM CEE UU AND EX EMM CEE UU I WAS LLIKE OK LETS DIG IN #IRT WASNT ENOUGH TURNS OUT PEOPLE CANT TAG CORRECTLY #but regardless i found out pietro fucked dr doom one time so you know what I still won somewhat #there were many pietro fics but they were like relationship ones and sometimes i just want character study lol #anyway. why am i rambling

[sinsandsweetness]

wait hold up i will DEFINITELY read what you write for frank castle babeeee i’m literally so feral for him it’s insnae and by “him” i mean jon bernthal bc i’ve never seen the punisher (i don’t think it’s available in the uk) but i still NEED that man so bad idc i’ll google a summary if i need context its okay xo ALSO i swear there’s like so little of him on here 😭 like i always search shane or frank x readers and lit nothing except the same 2 fics comes up it’s so annoying and i just know you’d do him sm justice 🙈💓 SML PLEASSSEEEEE DO IT GIRL ID READ THEM SO HARD (may have rambled a bit there WHOOPSIES 🙊🙊)

-🫐anon

I am obviously a huge slut for Jon bernthal too but there is something about him as frank castle that drives me fucking wild. Maybe it’s the fact that he’s always covered in blood or that he’s ex military (we all know about my love for military men).

I have a small little fic in mind to kick us off. Probably won’t be til the end of October though… but I’ll try my best:)

Im glad there’s already so much support for it when I haven’t even written anything for him yet.

I think it’s on Disney+ if you have that platform. I will say it is veryyyy violent. I love blood and gore but there was definitely one scene that made me physically turn away from the screen.

Overall though. Such a great series and such a cool, badass character <3

#inbox #🫐 anon

[golbrocklovely]

it's been a minute since i posted one of these so..

here’s some of colby’s tweets from 2021.

i don’t have proof that these are his tweets, but believe me, they are his.

if it’s bold and italicized, it’s someone’s tweet to him.

if it’s in (), that’s just me commenting lol

added bonus: if they have a * next to them, that means it’s been deleted

~~~~~~~~~~

Jan. 2 - thank you all so much i love you don’t forget

Jan. 6 - just got yelled at on my walk by a 93 year old grandma it was dope how’s your day goin

on another note , so sad to see what’s been happening today at the capitol .. this is ridiculous. i’m worried.

(the issue with this time period is that colby was getting a lot of heat for shit he shouldn't have been. so… some of these tweets are gonna trigger me, and this is one of them lmao)

Jan. 8 - seems like the older i get the more independent i become

*@/mikes_dead: seems like the older u get the more u forget to call me back headass sorry bb 🖤

don’t crave that personal life human affection like i used to i’m cool with being by myself

always feel like i’m living in a dreamy reality until i get caffeine. blurry vision blurry mind

Jan. 9 - learned how to drive manual for the first then drifted that car today i’m surprised i didn’t kill anyone

you in January

Jan. 12 - fan: hi i love yOu…@/ColbyBrock

hiii i love you

fan: It’s my 2,000 day supporting Sam and colby. That’s fucking insnae man. Mental. I love you 2. Always and forever thank you for being such huge parts in my life @/SamGolbach @/ColbyBrock @/SamandColby

thank you for being a part of our life journey 🙏🏼🖤

Jan. 14 - time to conquer my anxiety

Jan. 16 - tonight , two years ago i was sleeping in a little jail cell wondering how long i’d be in there without Sam. life is fuckin crazy hahah, freedom is a gift

fan: i cant believe that most of the fandom slept on the floor when @/SamandColby 2 years when they got arrested #FreeSamAndColby

the best fans in the world

Jan. 18 - oh how time can heal and change everything

fan: no fr he’s been working so hard and you can really tell. proud of you @/ColbyBrock

thank you darlin

Jan. 19 - my fear won’t be something that i let control the way i live

Jan. 20 - fan: colby ur tweets r always so deep

twitters my personal little mind dump

(wish this was still the case… but i get why he is barely on there)

Jan. 22 - it’s underwater shipwreck dive today

feels good to feel proud of myself

Jan. 24 - fan: @/ColbyBrock can you teach me your ways of being okay with being single bc i’m tired of asshole guys fucking around with my feelings

one day you’ll learn that the only happiness you need comes from within, once you’ve learned to really enjoy youre own company you don’t need anyone else! practice makes perfect 🖤

Jan. 25 - why do i push away everyone who tries to get me to open up?

(what a juxtaposition lol)

Jan. 28 - crows are honestly just death metal chickens

Jan. 30 - don’t wanna jinx this like last time but XPLR gods have definitely been on our side recently again … Alaska has been an adventure of a lifetime

Feb. 1 - don’t let anyone tell you who YOU are and how to think

fan: Currently listening to We Love Our Friends @/SamGolbach @/ColbyBrock @/SamandColby

a bop

Feb. 2 - fan: Thinking about @/ColbyBrock hours

💭🖤

*fan: @/ColbyBrock u should get a tongue piercingggg

*ouchh

fan: As part of 25x25 @/ColbyBrock needs to come out with music

🤫😏

(he needs to come out with more music asap)

*fan: @/ColbyBrock u said no to the tongue piercing what about u getting a nipple piercing??

ouchhh

(what's with fans wanting him to get random parts of his body pierced lmao)

wake me up after valentine’s day

Feb. 4 - what’s one thing you wanna do before you die ?

Feb. 7 - my dream is to show you the beauty in life .. no matter how hard it can get

really opened up on my ongoing experience with anxiety in today’s video , i hope it resonates with some of you. we’re not alone

Feb. 8 - fan: bro @/ColbyBrock do you always get your tats in the early hours of the morning??

yes hahah

just gettin started on this sleeve. lots of work to do

Feb. 10 - fan: @/ColbyBrock I need some advice for anxiety lately my anxiety is playing up and I keeps having anxiety/panics attacks and idk how to calm my self the best thing I can do so far is watch ur vids but still sometimes I just can’t hold it in do u have any advice

box method breathing really helps.. soft music.. meditation. anything that can relax the mind. usually it stems from overthinking so if you can somehow distract yourself with an activity of some sort that could help too 🖤

i’m so emotional sometimes and for what

Feb. 13 - so who’s down to hangout tomorrow

fan: i could really use a hug from @/ColbyBrock rn /: sigh i miss him sm

🖤 sending virtual hugs

fan: Hey Colby … just checking in…. are you okay? Taking care of yourself? @/ColbyBrock

thank you for being so sweet i love you. yes i’m okay i have my good and bad days

Feb. 17 - sang for the first time on camera yesterday

Feb. 20 - this pill that i don’t wanna taste

fan: Are you okay??? Or one of your song lyrics

song lyrics .. probably should have explained that a lil more. it’s not a literal thing i promise hahah

Feb. 22 - damn i miss the big trap house parties we use to throw at our old place. 500 people plus in our living room.. David dobrik always comin in randomly with flame throwers hahah legendary times

Feb. 24 - i was so happy in my dream last night .. felt so real.

simply a wonderful sight to see

Feb. 28 - Dear @/ColbyBrock I would REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU DYED YOUR HAIR BACK TO BROWN I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT

my purple is pretty much out ! so it’ll be all the way brown soon

fan: Apparently the guys are in Las Vegas and Las Vegas is probably like oh no not these guys again. @/ColbyBrock don't go for a midnight stroll and almost get mugged or kick a cactus this time

palm springs was when the mugging and cactus assault happened hahah but we will do our best to stay outta trouble .. maybe

March 2 - i feel like i don’t fit in with that many people in LA

@/jccaylen: let’s move to Texas.

looking for houses now

March 6 - take a chance with me

head down, headphones in

March 8 - happy #InternationalWomensDay , women are fuckin powerful, thank you for all that you do

(another triggering tweet sksks)

March 10 - maybe i just knew i had to wait for you

March 15 - fan: I just know deep in my soul @ColbyBrock had an angsty sad boi tumblr back in the day and I just wanna scroll thru it. Sir pls hand me the link thx :)

i wish i had tumblr. but wasn’t in to social media until i was like 18. only had a facebook until 2014

(….interesting lol)

fan: @/ColbyBrock do u have any advice on keeping productive on something even though it isn’t ur favourite thing to do but u need to get it done

set goals and make sure you do things in little pieces. if you don’t like something you’re doing just make sure you’re getting it done in the way YOU want to. take it day by day instead of procrastinating and doing it last minute

fan: y r u awake @/colbybrock

same reason you are

March 16 - things change, people change. but in the end i’ll always wish the best for my friends

March 17 - i can’t help but feel this way

March 18 - fan: How can you get through a break up

time. i know that’s a cliche answer. but seriously. distract your mind for a while and you’ll get over it i promise

fan: @/ColbyBrock how often do you not sleep at night because your mind is too loud?

i sleep terribly most nights. i have this weird insomnia that forces me to be up at 3am daily

are any of you hard on yourself for no reason? cause holy shit that’s me daily

fan: Better at picking others up than picking myself up

feel this so hard

fan: please call me sweetheart its my dream deadass

sweeeeeetheart 🖤

fan: @/ColbyBrock what’s your best advice to give to a teen who’s gonna turn 17 next week ? like any tips or tricks you wanna hand down bc i need help

so assuming you’re in highschool, just know that you might think your social circle means the world to you right now .. but everything can change (if you let it) after you graduate. life changes so much after graduation! focus on making good relationships and having fun :)

fan: @/ColbyBrock what’s the first thing you’ll do after all this covid stuff is over?

throw a real trap house party

March 25 - i am becoming a hummingbird father.

@/amberscholl: idk why but this is a VERY hot tweet

can’t wait to show you what i’ve been doing 😈

March 27 - just don’t have the time anymore

March 29 - friday by rebecca black is my anthem

March 30 - should i curl my hair for a youtube video

#colby brock #personal #cb tweets #text

[lucky7wice]

okay sorry yeah i hvaave to make an aradia makara account im sorry i feel like i just lit my brain on fire with inspiration i was talking ab her with my friend who has a jade sollux and we were going nuts and then i stareted drawing her and ALONE IN THE DARK MANSION OF MADNESS BY HARLEY POE STARTED PLAYING AND THESE FUCKING LYRICS

THEYRE DRIVING ME INSNAE. PERFECT INSPIRATION FOR A MAID OF RAGE

#((AND SO MANY OF THE OTHER LYRICS I DIDNT POST ARE LIKE PERFECTLY MATCHING UP WITH THINGS I ALREADY HYPOTHETIZED FOR HER)) #((i have to)) #ooc

[sporkbug]

watching the pinocchiop movie and that fucking CRICKET is driving me insnae his gayu little irish jackseptic eye Sex accent i love that little bug he's so GSDljhadfgskdghflasrg

#im nmot drunk i promise #pinocnhio #cricket #i love the cricket so mucghdsjf #i need him to be me sized RIGHT NOIW

[lveclouds]

i’m sorry but if you hate on my moots or anyone for not liking/liking ptd then go ahead and unfollow and block me thanks 

#isabella. txt #im sick and tired of my moots and ppl on here in general getting hate for SIMPLY EXPRESSING THEIR OPINIONS #LIKE WTF #JUST BC WE DON'T LIKE A CERTAIN SONG SUDDENLY WE'RE ANTIS AND WE HAVE NO RIGHT TO CRITIZCIZE??? I STG SOME OF Y'ALL ARE DRIVING ME INSNAE #its sad that ppl hate on others for simply liking or not liking something #its so fucking irritating

[ziracona]

what do u mean by the until dawn windego posts thing??

Oh, uh. Let me see if I can think of a way to answer this concisely haha. (Until Dawn spoilers ahead fair warning, if you haven’t played)

So, like a year ago there was a post going around about stories involving Wendigos all being exploitative and, it not being okay to even use the word, and at the time I saw it in passing and thought, “Huh, I didn’t know that,” and did nothing else bc I had a lot going on. I’m kinda pissed at myself but c’est la vie. Probably the og author made a good faith mistake? There /is/ a first nation creature with a very similar title that is sacred, but I started a different writing project recently, and rememebred that thread and looked it up just out of curiosity, because it had seemed weird to me at the time. I played UD when it came out and watched the interviews, and there was a lot of making of stuff available, including interviews w Algonquin people they had contacted for Wendigo research, and it seemed that if the thing about Wendigos being bad to write stories about period was true, it was super werid that could have happened. It turns out, that is not the case. I read a whole bunch of interviews w first nation scholars talking about the Wendigo, and actually it’s kind of the opposite. It’s a very real supernatural entity culturally, extremely evil, that will possess and compel humans to terrible acts (specifically but not limited to cannibalism and violence), and to be feared. 

In reality, UD did about the best job I’ve ever seeen anyway of being realistic and honoring classic tradition, at least in western media. For example, Wendigos are often portrayed in fiction as being deer-like with antlers, but in tradition, that’s super inaccurate, and they basically look like giant, emaciated human beings. The horn thing is offensive and wrong, whereas the in-game portrayal is the accurate one. In addition, when westerners first arrived and got to hearing about traditions and beleifs, such as the Wendigo, they dismissed it out of hand, and told the native people they were wrong and there was no supernatural entity or posession going on, but rather a mental illness brought on by the darkness and harshness of winter, which westerners called “Wendigo Psychosis” (super fucking great at once for mentally ill people /and/ native tradition! Really knockced it out of the park, guys : )  ). And along with the rest of its complex meta narrative on horror and expectations, especially when it /comes/ to mental illness, Until Dawn worked in “Wendigo Psychosis” pretty pointedly and came down with a very solidly “No, the first nation people were right, it /is/ supernatural and real and evil”, underlined by actually /giving/ one of the most central characters, Josh, very active and debilitating psychosis, which, completely subverting viewer expectations, is not actually a driving force for the violence and tradgedy of the game, but a red-herring. 

In a sense, they put up real psychosis and let the player fall into the expected trap of assuming the ‘antagonist’ had gone insnae and was killing people because of that, then halfway through pulled a u-turn and flipped the script, and players spend the rest of the game trying to save Josh and feeling kind of fucking /terrible/ for falling into the planted expectations. In the end, the real threat is the very real and true supernatural evil (the Wendigos), and Josh is a victim everyone else in the story is partially responsible for the fate of. Anyway, it was a really cool way to work multiple metas together into a narrative, and I’ve always liked the horror meta with Josh, but I didn’t know how in-depth the supernatural side of it went too. I hope that answers your question? Basically, I saw a post that a lot of people saw (it went around a /lot/ for like 2 weeks), was too distracted and dumb to fact-check when I’m usually p diligent, and now feel le great shame of having been boo boo the fool, but am also happy to have all this very neat new meta information. : )

#ask #anonymous #long post #I am of course no expert on these things so if you're super curious about wendigo I'd go on a deep dive because I only did a short one and #it was fascinating. But there's the short version of me being a gd clown :'-) #until dawn

[rotten-dan]

me: hey the ac is dripping on me what do i do mom: just go back to sleeping in your bed!! me: there is still bed bugs there, mom. mom: that’s impossible, ive never seen one me: I showed u one weeks ago and they don’t die so easily goddamit  mom: hmmm no that sounds too weird it’s impossible

I fucking hate that i have to ask her for help right now bcuz i cant use my paypal money yet and i wanna get the earth thing as quickly as possible so i need her to pay for the stupid fucking shit but everytime i talk to her is like talking to a flat earther  I want to fucking strangle something i just want to buy the fucking thing why is it everything so complicated I cant even fucking sleep on the same spot i’ve kind of sleeping on anymore cuz THE AC SPRINKLES ME AND THE DRIPPING SOUNDS DRIVES ME INSNAE BUT FUCK ME I GUESS

#ghost talk #NEGATIVE AS HELL

[sangfielle]

lower decks is fun so far but oh my gd the secondhand embarrassment factor is driving me fucking insnae

#wahhh i hate comedy that employs that #personal

[tillman]

reallu really really good bits about this whole part:

lancelot being so fucked up over thinking hes lost his entire path in life and the only place he can think to go after fucking up so much is sorelois to find galehaut (quote “in the end, he made up his mind to go to Galehaut, who had always been so good to him...”)

lancelot spending most of his time in sorelois before he leaves just laying in galehauts bed to the point this is the thing that damns galehaut to death (really really funny this bits just so funny)

lancelot being so fucked up that he cant find galehaut that he gets a super bad bloody nose and goes fuck this and runs off into the woods with nothing but his shirt. just like for fun. 

everyone in sorelois going “oh shit he killed himself” upon finding galehauts bed covered in blood (like. drenched. the vulgate says it was about a bowl full of blood.)

gawain going up to galehaut and lionel who have been searching for lancelot for a good while now and going “oh haha yea i saw him. whoops forgot to tell him that thing you pleaded with me to tell him!” and then fucking off

galehaut going home to find his bed covered in blood . very cool thanks king.

a bunch of the people of sorelois also at one point try and get galehaut to eat by saying if he dies like this hell be damned to hell </3 it doesnt work but i think thats so funny. 

the vulgate then going “but enough about galehaut lets go back to lancelot” directly after galehaut dies 

oh also this driving lancelot insnae so bad the lady has to come pick him up and just keeps him home for a few months and hides the fact from him cus shes like oh dear christ i cant have this fruit being a freak rn its winter and it sucks so she just sets him lose in the lake until shes like oh dear christ a prophecy is happening lancelot go back to court

#i like it #txt

[daddywittleprincess420]

Gentle breath

He comes home Your in bed Coming in he lays behind you Pulls you close "Good morning beautiful" The breath against your ear Sends a shiver up your spin You let a low moan out "You awake?" His gentle breath upon Your ear again. He lightly kisses your neck Making your body tingle You nod and nuzzle him Kissing from your neck Ever so slowly To your lips Each kiss sending Passionate chills Through every inch of Your being. Finally you kiss Him passionately As his hands slowly Inch up your arms Traces around your neck Down your chest Rubbing your boobs He breaths in your moan Beginning to inching lower His gentle trace flows Teasing your core without Even touching it. Breathing becomes uneven And heavy You want more. You want his hands to Bring you to the edge Pleasure so close To stop and make you beg Bitting your neck You moan Sucking the blood to the surface Making a sexy love mark Moaning as teeth tease your neck A gentle pressure agsinst Your clit. Sweet circles he rubs Slowly at first. You feel the heat start To build A dark sexy love mark left You know itll last Months. You love it. He knows it. A bit more pressure Making you moan out Wetness building. He keeps going. Motions become Faster. Here it comes. "You want more?" You moan loudly Wanting. Wanting his Cock in your pussy Making your core Scream out in extacy. "Say it" His gentle breath Teasing your skin. "Please baby. I need you" A devilish smile. Rolling you to your back. Pinning you down. Striping away the barrier That keeps you from Touching skin to skin Whimpering Thrusting up trying To get him within you An evil laugh reaches your ears "Baby please" His cock rubbing against Your clit making you want More. "Please baby. I need your cock " The devilishly evil Smile kissing you Finally you feel it. The pressure as he Slides in. Breathing in your moan He slowly slides in. Feeling every detail Every ridge of his Hard thick cock Arching your back Your moans echo As his pupic hair Teases your clit Thrusting slowly At first Picking up speed He becomes the Animal you need With a gentle "I love you sexy" He becomes rough Something you needed You feel each powerful Thrust in you core As you both build up. Youe first climax "Thats it cum for me Let me feel the gush On my invading cock Oh fuck baby " Not missing a beat His thrusting gains More power Keeping you High of the pleasure Never coming down The cum keeps gushing. Driving you both insnae His love intoxicating Each. And. Every. Thrust. You. Feel. Every. Tiny. Detail. Clamped tight. Around. Him. Never. Ending. Flow. Unable to moan or breath. Without him touching you Just so much pleasure You don't want to breath. You feel him throbbing Knowing he is close "Yes cum for me" Teeth dance on your skin. Blood being sucked to make Another sexy love mark. Here it comes. Ramming as deep as possible The thick hot cum You feel it. Despite you still gushing. Finally you scream out Kissing your sweet lips As he unloads His stress, frustration And relaxes. Both smiling Out of breath. You both cuddle Close skin to skin Drifting off. Exhausted. "Beautiful" He whispers Holding you from behind. The gentle breath on your skin It starts all over. Round two maybe?