#every day i stray further from the gods

[bearhugsandshrugs]

Can I request a fem!tav x Gortash drabble with orgasm denial? His, hers, or both, whatever scenario comes to mind!

Uhhh I wanted to write a short drabble and then it became a whole thing.

All in a day's work: Gortash/F!Tav – Orgasm denial, edging, machine fucking, DP in one hole

“Definitely not”, Gortash scolded as he leaned back in his chair, strategically placed so he could see the entire workshop. "You're not coming unless I allow you to."

Tav let out a sob in response, her naked body held in place by the Steel Watcher. She'd begged him for release, argued, yelled, and pleaded, but Gortash had denied her, with his rejection just now being only one of many that night.

Looking at his watch, Gortash stopped the time until her breathing steadied into a specific rhythm, then jotted that down into his notebook.

"One minute, seventeen seconds", he mumbled, "interesting."

Tav couldn't tell anymore what that meant, what he was doing, only that her cunt was on fire and her clit was pulsating with need. Inside of her was still the hard, metal cock of the Steel Watcher that was fucking her on Gortash's commands, unrelenting and bigger than was realistic (then again: nothing about this seemed real), and her walls clenched around it in desperation, aimlessly seeking friction where there was none to be found.

"Go on", Gortash said to the machine, not her, and it immediately resumed its pounding. "You look so pathetic, getting fucked by machine while moaning like a whore", he mocked her, and to Tav's shame, every word lit a new fire in her core. "And here I thought I'd need to provide lubricant."

He hadn't. Needed to. He'd led her to his workshop, for help with a "special project", and she'd followed him, intrigued. He'd kissed her, fondled her; teasing her just right until she whined under his touch, and it had been then that a Steel Watcher had made its presence known, holding her down while Gortash undressed her, getting her ready for his "project".

Tav whimpered as the metal cock pushed in and out of her, wet noises revealing her need, all while Gortash watched on intently. She could see the bulge in his pants, his erection straining against the fabric, waiting to be touched, waiting to be handled, and she bit her lip imagining it was his cock fucking her, not his machine's.

It had been the entire reason why she'd followed him here. She had thought "special project" was a convoluted way of saying they'd fuck. And well, she was getting fucked. Just not by him.

Not that she didn't enjoy it. Well. Except for the fact that he hadn't let her come in the last hour.

Her legs started to tremble again, uselessly swinging in the air while the machine bounced her body up and down on its cock, her back pouncing against the Steel Watcher's chest. There was no feedback from it, of course, just mechanical effort: clean, detached, precise; without care about her arousal or release, without affection or lust, and that thought alone made her skin tingle.

"Close again already?", Gortash chuckled, and when Tav opened her eyes briefly to glance over to him, she saw he'd taken himself out of his pants, his hand wrapped around his cock.

"N-no", she tried to lie, hoping that if he didn't know how close to the edge she was, she might tip over it accidentally, finally finding that high she'd been seeking.

"Stop", he hissed, and the machine halted promptly and dutifully. Tav wailed against her restraints, tried bucking her hips against the Steel Watcher, but instead the machine tightened its grip and changed their position, rendering her efforts useless. Again.

"Not only a whore, but also a liar", Gortash scoffed, and when she looked at him this time, he'd sunken down in the chair, legs spread wide as he stroked himself in languid motions. "And you think I'd let you get off? Please."

Everything was blurry and pained, her heart beating so frantically she wasn't sure how much more she could take. Tav whimpered in the Steel Watchers' arms, and it was then that she noticed she had started to cry.

"One minute and thirty five seconds", Gortash mumbled after another moment had passed, but his voice was straining against the back of his throat, the continuous sounds of his self-pleasuring echoing through the workshop.

"I'll do anything", Tav sobbed, "please. Please whatever it is, please please–"

His sigh let her stop her begging, and when he stood up to walk over to her, she moaned from the anticipation, finally expecting the release she'd been craving. But before he reached her, he stopped at a side table, rummaging in a drawer before focusing his attention back on her.

"The Drow matriarchs use this to let several of their men serve them at once", he smirked, nodding towards a small jar full with a thick liquid in his hand. "They get fucked by two, sometimes three at the same time if they want to be with child, and will spare only the man whose seed was stronger than its competition."

Tav's eyes darted across the room, trying to figure out if he had invited someone else, but it was just them.

"Not that I would ever share you, of course", Gortash said flatly. "Except with my own creation."

He opened the jar, throwing the lid to the side, then commanded the Steel Watcher to pull out of her with only a word, before smearing the thick liquid on her folds and inside her cunt. His fingers were warm, and so soft compared to the machine, and Tav's throat spit out moan after moan with every new touch. 

“Gods”, she cried out when he curled his fingers inside her, smirking so cruelly she wanted to tear his face off. But not before fucking it.

But then she felt it: The salve, or whatever it was, felt comforting and warm. Relaxing. 

“Enter”, Gortash commanded, and the Steel Watcher pushed its way back into her, all while Gortash held eye contact with Tav, whose head fell back against the machine’s chest. 

“Hold”, he added, quieter, and she heard the soft quiver in his voice. 

Stepping up to her he gave his cock a few pumps before he lined himself up against her entrance, and only then did Tav understand. Oh. 

Gortash took his time, working himself into her wetness along with the machine’s metal cock, the salve easing the stretch as her walls strained to accommodate him. Them. Tav felt like she was about to lose her mind: She felt so full, so obscene, with the Steel Watcher holding her tightly in place while Gortash pushed into her. 

“Begin”, he croaked out, and his movements matched the machine’s pace immediately as both of their cocks slid in and out of her. Gortash’s hot girth contrasted starkly against the cold metal of his machine, luring out moan after moan as Tav’s body bounced between them, the Archduke’s nails digging deeply into her waist, more to support himself than anything else. 

“Fuck”, Gortash groaned after mere moments, “You’re so fucking tight–”

Tav couldn’t reply in comprehensible words anymore. Everything was pleasure and sensations and need and stretch–

His own moans mixed with hers and the steady, mechanical whirring of the Steel Watcher pounding into her. Her heart was about to beat out of her chest when another “Please” wailed its way out of her mouth, earning her a slap to the face and a growled “Shut up” from her lover. 

“Not yet”, he added, but he sounded almost as pained as her. “Faster”, he commanded, and the Steel Watcher picked up the pace, matching the frantic rhythm that Gortash had settled into. Tav felt her body climb and climb, felt like she was about to fall–

“Say please”, Gortash groaned, and when she opened her eyes to look at him, making sure she understood him correctly, his mouth was hanging open with lust, eyelids half-closed, his face barely in control at all. 

“Please”, Tav whimpered one last time as one of his hands shot up to her throat, while the other found her clit. His thumb had barely brushed against it when she already came undone, and her cries were choked down to whimpers as she bucked against the machine’s restraints again and again and again, pleasure rolling through her in waves. 

Gortash moaned her name as he followed her over the edge, hands cupping her face as he spent himself in her. His voice was hoarse when he commanded the machine to halt. 

“Fuck”, he sighed when they eventually all stood still, chests rising and falling with both of them gasping for air. “I didn’t account for the time”, he added, and while Tav definitely heard regret, there was more playfulness laced into his tone than anything else. 

“No”, she immediately replied, “I need a break. Really.” 

Chuckling, Gortash pulled out of her before ordering his machine to do the same, and after another command, his Steel Watcher finally set her down on shaky legs. 

“You have earned yourself some recovery. No more work today.” He seemed intrigued and proud, and the way he licked his lips when he looked at her made her nervous all over again. “But I must insist on your help again soon.”

Tav would later ask herself if she’d been out of her mind, but the words found her so easily, so quickly, that she couldn’t really argue with herself: “It would be my pleasure.”

#enver gortash #tavtash #gortash x tav #bg3 smut #take me out back and shoot me #every day i stray further from the gods #but i don't care #tell me why i searched 10 minutes for a gif of a steel watcher lol

[geomimetry]

suggestive monster stuff under the cut

i havent posted art in almost a year and this is what i decide to break the ice with hi

go big or go home amirite

#as u can see #ive been very busy #every day i stray further from gods light #there is no god #there is no light #so i recently read a soul to keep which then inspired me to read ancient magus bride #and i realized i love wolf skull shaped boyfriends 🤷‍♀️ #it is what it is #these guys are my own characters bc i got so inspired that i started writing a thing #then i got inspired to draw a thing #and here we are #uh what do i tag this #lucilla #tenebrarius #he looks scary but hes a sweetheart #i promise #he eats the occasional human (in the food way) but thats not his fault #everyone has flaws #and lucilla has big ears and i wanna squeeze em #monster fucker #teratophillia #terato #monster x human #tags be wild #my art

[whaliiwatching]

gals & colors..

#spider man: across the spider verse #spider punk #spider noir #hobie brown #noirpunk #spiderdykes #hair directly inspired by @hilode2 on twitter (found em on pinterest lol) #just looks so much more like hobie. fuckin jealous #pretend like i know how to draw kissing #i just think theyr neat #every single flavor of noirpunk i draw is trans btw. all of them #i love trans people…….. #also ace. that too #every day i think im getting closer to drawing hobie right #every day i stray further from god #its ok hobie would be proud of me for trying. probably. maybe #great now im doubting myself #yall dont know how many posts i wish i could delete lol #mmmmanyway #enjoy spider girlfriends

[fantasykiri5]

Notes app full of things I’m too cowardly to post… but not today

#kiri rambles #traffic series #life series smp #zombiecleo #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #every day I fear we stray further from the light of god (teehee)

[thereminzone]

Hiiiiii who am I to post if not predictably? This one probably doesn't make sense without context, but luckily it has some? I like to think they were so dedicated to music that everything else kind of. Seemed pointless in comparison. Starting of 2024 by blorboposting👍👍

#splatoon #dedfish splatoon #dedfish #dedf1sh splatoon #dedf1sh #digital art #fanart #digital illustration #every day I stray further from god (canon) #this one came out of nowhere in like two days I felt possessed making this

[danrifics]

hi! story behind your url?

paying tribute to my mum and dad

#ngl i eye twitched so hard #every day we stray further from danrific #and further from god #bethanie answers

[guzekna]

Want me to love you in moderation Well, who do you think you're talking to?

#ensemble stars #enstars #himeru #every day i stray further from god

[blood-orange-juice]

You are all going to block me but I just realised that I do low-key ship Aether/Lumine.

Hear me out.

It's the plot of so many myths. The best known is, of course, Izanami and Izanagi's story (the whole reason why siblingcest is so popular in Japan. same level of cultural importance as the madonna/whore complex for Christians), but there are also Fu Xi and Nuwa, Sun and Moon gods of the Inuit mythology, a bunch of Greek gods, a bunch of Egyptian gods too iirc.

Old cultures that had god-kings (some dynasties in Egypt and, as we discovered recently, Ancient Ireland) considered marriages between siblings a norm for them specifically and something to be frowned upon or at least unusual for everyone else.

You can't convince me the twins were not god-rulers in some faraway world (they also found it so boring that they don't do it anymore. actually, I'll stand by this headcanon even without shipping them).

Celestial beings that already are one and the same in some sense. Twin stars.

The symbolism just does something to me.

I wish I could say this is not about boring human sex (they are interstellar eldritch beings anyway. merge your photons my funky little sibcons, as Ray says) but nope, I think their interactions can easily take the form of boring human sex too.

(it's just not the main thing they have going on)

I'll show myself out.

P.S. there's also a bonus: all Traveler ships are now threesomes

#my chilumi headcanon now officialy has every single trigger warning under the sun #also I have no moral right to criticize people who ship skirk/childe now #I'm worse #tw: twincest #how do I tag it properly so that people can filter? #every day we stray further from celestia #I'll just tag this ship as dioskouroi from now on #dioskouroi #not that I plan to write a lot about it #*aethers your lumine* #I'm in my problematic ships era #it's funny but any kind of incest is usually my hugest squeak #I'll nope out of it with the speed of light #but I guess it's different with twin gods #look. at least there's no age gap #aelumi #travelercest

[karinasbaby]

i did not just see a whole clip from enha’s fansign where jake kisses a ring someone gave him before putting it on her ring finger…. 😨 (holding my head in misery and sliding down the wall)

#HE HELD THE RING SHE HANDED HIM #HELD IT WITH BOTH HANDS SO PRECIOUSLY BTW #KISSED THE RING #AND THEN PUSHED IT ON HER RING FINGER. #as more days pass by in enha i question my sanity more #every day we stray further from god. #jake u did this… for whAt #tellmethathesnotthemostromanticmemberinenha #after jay ofc. #— stella can’t stfu (•̀ ᴖ •́)❗️

[bearhugsandshrugs]

Can you elaborate and tell us more about Gortash’s dick? Inquiring minds want to know since the game won’t show us the goods.

^^^ me writing this even though I said I wouldn’t elaborate

Hiding this under the cut

Gortash doesn’t have big dick energy to me, but he certainly has great dick and capable dick energy.

What does that mean, you ask?

I don’t think he’d be the largest man you’ll ever fuck (also considering that large dicks go limp quite quickly after, and to me that man looks like he fucks, and fucks often. He’ll take a break for sure, but he’ll fuck you again if he wants to in a shorter amount of time than you’d think and that he’d be able to if more blood would need to rush down there), but he has quite a good size and he understands angles and knows how to work his hips; and there’s a reason why some of his fingers are ungloved, should you require support.

He has slightly above average girth and he’ll feel great in your hand, smooth but lightly veined, and rock hard once he’s erect. His pubic hair is lush and black, but you better believe there are some stray grey hairs in there already. It’s hot. He hates it. He plucks them, 1000%.

Gortash probably knows he’s got a great looking dick. At least he acts and talks like it, lol.

#enver gortash #eggplant considerations #every day i stray further away from the gods

[jellybeanium124]

one thing that really interests me about Izzy is that like... he actually is open and honest about his thoughts and emotions a lot of the time. Of course, he does lie. Right off the top of my head there's 1x06 where he lies directly to Stede's face and compliments him in order to get him to do the fuckery. But his lying always has a very concrete and immediate goal. Most of the rest of the time he's just like, not hiding anything. He doesn't school his facial emotions, he tells Ed exactly what he thinks, he vents openly to Jackie... it's just so fucking weird to see a character like him be so honest.

Like, let's look at a prototypical queer-coded scheming second in command: Jafar. Jafar is never honest. He is constantly putting on a performance in order to achieve his larger goals. He'd never go to a pub and vent to the owner. His relationship with the Sultan is completely manufactured and just lies, lies, lies. I mean, Ed and Izzy's relationship is built on the "lie" of Blackbeard, but Izzy doesn't purposefully lie to Ed. Sure, his version of events is wrong, but Izzy genuinely believes what he says to Ed.

I think that's where a lot of the confusion around Izzy comes from. Izzy is an unreliable narrator and his version of events and opinions on things are wrong and bad, but he genuinely believes them. One cannot believe Izzy's version of events, but the fact that he's so goddamn honest when most characters like him are not lead me to understand the confusion.

#ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #every day I stray further and further from God and closer and closer to becoming an izzy enjoyer #I don't want to think about this scrawny rat man but he's bouncing around in the old coconut anyways

[syncopatedid]

Watching Link Click be like maybe it would be less agonizing if I just accepted the fact that this series is really Not That Deep™ (just lots of fancy misdirection and withholding of key information on purpose), and that I am never going to get any satisfactory answers without them raising even more questions as long as there's already the intention to milk this series for another season/movie/ova, but as long as the boys have a happy end game I can live with everything I want to believe it is that deep tho because I am in that deep in the meta but also because my collection is at stake here lol.

#Link Click #Shi guang dai li ren #I want to believeeeeeeeeeeee #S1 was actually pretty good right up till they cliff hangered us #It is way too easy to throw two shippable characters together and make a series popular but I want to hold this to a higher standard #But every episode it strays further from god (my headcanon that this anime has a tight plot) #I've had to Not That Deep™ watching Billionaire Detective eventually but it was fine cuz the ending was all right & loose ends were tied up #As long as there's a cohesive enough ending with some of the big questions answered I will take it no matter how contrived

[historiaxvanserra]

I'm so sorry but the cassian bingo fic just keeps devolving. what as supposed to be a short 1-2k breeding kink drabble is now a friends to lovers, dub-con, breeding kink, slight sex pollen-y one shot that's 5k and counting...

#every day i stray further from gods light

[ayolily]

going about my day, doing the usual like praying to Jesus and reading the Bible. then, im scrolling my tumblr feed and see the most beautiful tiddies I've ever seen.

#every day i stray further from god

[suddenrundown]

the thing about hardison is that he’s just so important to the dynamic of the team. like sure, nate’s not in redemption and his absence is felt but the person haunting the narrative the most is hardison and he’s not even dead

#i miss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #aldis hello? aldis?? #i know you're busy man but like come onnnnn #every day we stray further from the light of god and by that i mean my dreams of an eliot/hardison historical au episode

[sword-dad-fukuzawa]

i ran a twitter poll to determine which flavor of knifewife the People enjoy the most and moemoe tsundere housewife (my personal favorite) won! i have actually written all four of these flavors. anyway if tumblr would like to have opinions on their favorite millions knives characterization:

#millions knives #trigun #this is my characterization of him. every day i stray further from the light of god (canon)