#fuck the nurse who said this to me

[intersectingparadigms]

"anyone can be vegan!" just say you don't understand or respect the dietary needs of diabetics and go...........

#t1 diabetes #t1 diabetic #diabetic #diabetes #fuck the nurse who said this to me

[thottybrucewayne]

No, real question. How you a transmed and nonbinary?

#thotty speaks #They said 'oh people don't take you tenderqueer nbs seriously cause yall won't get on hrt/get surgery to show us youre serious #Look I want to get on t. I wanna do a lot of things to make me feel more at home in my body that I'm not sure about yet #Safety wise etc and it just...as a Black person for you to not understand other Black trans people being hesitant abt jumping into surgery #or worrying about pricing and post surgery care and being under medicated etcetc #Not to mention that I shouldn't have to do these things at YOUR pace to prove that I'm trans like... #You got top surgery money? You tryin to nurse me back to health when I take days to try to heal? #I just hate this argument cause you can ask any nb who medically transitioned if people 'take them seriously' and usually the answer is #A resounding no! Most people see nbs who medically transition as 'just trans with extra prns' and 'still about clothing' #idk I just hate the idea that I have to 'earn' legitimacy by rushing into something I haven't even found a proper safety net for #I feel like if you doin all this yappin but you not going out of your way to look out for people just starting hrt or need help post op #just shut the fuck up #idk it just find it funny like you do not benefit from that transmed shit at all but do you ig

[kaidabakugou]

the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺

#kai.rambles #i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired #which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id #and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no #and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing #and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass #and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!? #so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day #and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting #my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy #didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents #who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning #so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :( #anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id #and he was just being a fkn dick #but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush #and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺 #and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰

[clowniconography]

just finished my first self administered t shot 🎉🎉🎉

#*all the online guides i saw said to draw to make sure there's no blood before injecting but the nurse who gave me my first shot #did not do that #and i didn't want to do that #so hopefully i didn't fuck it up immensely #it seems fine #my hands shook a lot but i think i was too distracted to feel the pain lol #scooter.txt

[mercymaker]

there's really a unique flavor to the fear of seeking medical help because you're anxious the doctor won't believe you or think you're lying 💀

#life #hmm maybe i do have some trauma in the healthcare department who knows #it's just been exhausting living with pain and some doctors literally giving up after their first hypothesis doesn't check out #like my stomach (and esp duodenal) pain has been really impacting my life in the past couple of years #and my current doc hasn't even referred me to a gastroenterologist #or suggested an endoscopy #which is like.. standard for someone with a history of ulcers and gastritis #he instead focused solely on the lower abdomen #and sent me to do xrays and ultrasounds that showed sweet fuck all of course #even the ultrasound lady was surprised i was there #but yeah nah #when i phoned to ask about further tests or treatment the nurse literally said #“well the tests didn’t show anything wrong so i don't see the problem” #gah i'm just so tired because all those experiences just put me off trying #and it's just a hopeless feeling #it's like no one is listening no one cares about my pain

[rhineposting]

saw someone unironically saying "rhinedottir fed nigredo to durin to make nigredo grow better and stronger because durin's stomach is actually nurturing like hummus 😊😊😊" god if you're up there can you revoke this person's rights to speak about rhinedottir, or any morally questionable girlboss for that matter. if you can't accept that a lady had her son swallow her other son whole then just move onto characters who are actually nice instead of rewriting the actually not so good characters to fit your imaginary narrative better.

#rhine rambling tag #rhinedottir #i swear to god no one has it worse than rhinedottir fans we're in the FUCKING TRENCHES #if it's not people claiming rhinedottir is gonna be an eden or black swan or mobius or whatever honkai girl expy #or saying she's a descender because of that one “flower that is not of this world” line WHICH WAS DEBUNKED SINCE 2. FUCKING 3 #its people doing olympics levels of mental gymnastics to convince themselves and everyone else that she's not a horrible person. #SHE IS. THAT'S LITERALLY THE WHOLE POINT #god. reminds me of an ex-friend of mine that was 100% convinced scara was a psychopath who would turn evil and sadistic after 3.3 #and downright saying that the “little doll” story should have been deleted because it didn't fit THEIR interpretation of scara #that was based entirely in wishful thinking and poor misconceptions that have been cleared up PATCHES AGO. #but they just COULDN'T accept that scaramouche wasn't this inherently murderous goth sadistic mommy kinda character #and called ME and MY FRIEND *DELUSIONAL* #last time i spoke to them they said that neuvillette would never cry because he uhh didnt understand his emotions??? WHAT #THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS MAYBE IF YOU WERENT BUSY CRANKING IT TO SCARAMOUCHE IN NURSE LINGERIE YOU'D ACTUALLY KNOW WHO THE CHARACTERS **ARE** #aight that was quite the tangent #ok new tag #rhine hating

[purplepenntapus]

Thinking about how irritating it was in college that whenever I told someone I was an English major in college they felt the need to tell me how much they hate English.

“It doesn’t make any sense! They’re always like ‘What does the spoon mean?’ The spoon is just a spoon!”

That’s a funny way to tell me you don’t have any reading comprehension.

#rambles #the literature version of ‘I can’t even draw a stick figure’ #one time a middle aged man asked what I was planning to do with me English degree #and when I told him I wanted to be an editor he sarcastically said ‘I bet THAT pays well’ #excuse me who the fuck are you?????? #people need to stay in their lanes #you know how many nursing majors I interacted with on a daily basis? and somehow I never told them #‘ugh I hate nurses they’re all highschool bullies’ #irritating

[acaesic]

if yapping in the tags were a job id be jeff bezos

#does that make any sense? #i feel like the words im saying come out extremely convoluted to anyone who isnt me #cause in my brain #i like will re-say sentences without thinking about the previous sentence and how they mesh together #OH YEAH and then i dont provide context for how i got to that thought #so ill say one thing and then the next thing will like sound out of left field almost i think #anyway i really wanna draw gerard way but i cant decide on an image and its so !?!? #AUGH. do i draw nurse gerard or ….. i forgot the word? accountant??? gerard? whatever #or one of the ones where theyre covered in blood which is a lot of them #OOH AND. i really fucking wanna draw 2ourdust pete and soul punk patrick when he had the red suit and the devil horns #BUT I CANT !!!! number one i cant find just the right image of pete to draw and THERES MAYBE 5 DEVIL PATRICK IMAGES #so i was thinking i could just improvise like how i did with my idiots of oz art? and just draw a sp patrick image but colour his suit red #and draw some cartoonish 2D devil horns on instead #idk. anyway #im hoping to draw today . it might happen #ALSO ALSO ALSO!!!! i got vip for my idkhow concert next week :) #HAGSHSNANGSHFNKSLSJHSBCJDNSNSGSBFNJZBXNXKSLFKFBHSGSHFHGAGSHENSHSHSUGSHSBCHZHDKDLSHGDNAGSGSBFNKZHXNDJAGSHDJALSLJFHDNSJFKZBSHGAHSJFKFNDMXMCKF #IM SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT THAT #AUGH!!!!!! i also really wanted to draw dallon but if im being honest. im getting so sick of his face #i run a daily dallon blog i have like 8000 images of him ive drawn him 15 dozen times im TIRED!!!!!!! #so yeah. what was this post about again? #chase said something alright

[maraeffect]

haven't been answering ppl bc i'm dealing w nerves rn, sorry!! anyway starting to get my pre-medicines for the infusion. time to get into my zone w the foundations of decay, let the flames begin, and famous last words. something something you find god in pain !!!

#nurse who's administering said theyll all be ready with meds. breathing treatments. oxygen. hot and cold packs #ready to massage anywhere you need it.. narcan in case you ask for too much oain medicine #theyll have it all laid out on a table and then they sit with me thru the 1 hour infusion #im going to get thru. its gonna fucking suck but im doing it. #somethinf something “it may pass like a kidney stone. but it WILL pass'' #chatter #audio #music #mcr #paramore #round 2 #Spotify

[alistairlowes]

one year and six months of chronic pain and today i finally got diagnosis because i went to get some private testing. thanks to no one but google and that reddit support group doctors are absolutely useless as shit and i hate this country <3

#and special fuck you to that nurse who said i'm faking it #won't be able to get treatment for months probably because ofc they don't keep any meds here but at least I KNOW #fucking cunts #wait till i get better istg #pain has turned me into such an asshole #idk do i laugh or cry #vtalks

[forgotten-daydreamer]

doctors and nurses should be forced to work in retail before being allowed anywhere near patients

#had to tell the stupid nurse “if i'm not familiar with any of this why am i expected to know everything about it? it's your job to explain” #“i- but-” no no shut up. i'm done with these things. honestly. shut up. #put them in their place. don't be scared to raise your voice when they act allmighty #“you're old enough to-” shut up. would you tell that to someone who's +30? #just because i'm young it doesn't mean you can talk to me like that. at all. stay in your fucking place. #i did every fucking thing by the book. shut the fuck up. it's not my fault if you guys don't fucking communicate #and you know. this happened to me when i got surgery. one doctor told me to take idk what before it. #then the aneathesiologist gave a second dose to me. and i was like “hm. i think i already took that one tho” #“oh really? you shouldn't have” #sir?? it's your colleague's fault. he prescribed it to me. said “take it before the surgery” and i did #how was i supposed to know that the two of you don't communicate?? #“what do you study?” “translation.” “ok then you know languages and this isn't your field of exp-” fucking exactly #so why the fuck are you coning at me?? i'm not saying anything #imagine pulling up to the hospital and a nurse decides to patronise you for being a patient?? uh?? #sir your people told me to do this and that. wtf. #coming* #“say something if you get lightheaded” i'd rather fucking die than rely on you. this is between me and god now. shut up. #* anaesthesiologist. i can spell. #“ok but if you got a weak immune system you should have-” sir. sir. i do what you people tell me to. i can't fucking do whatever i please. #you prescribe me the wrong stuff & then complain when you make a mistake as if it were my fault?? wow. #medical malpractice

[moss-sprouted]

i hate having health issues while being fat especially when none of those issues are taken seriously and it means you lie awake at night terrified you'll be another fucking statistic

#its honestly made worse by the fact that my own doctor never brings up my weight but still says oh just eat well and exercise yet gives me #no guidelines but then the one time i had to see a doctor for a follow up after an er visit due to a high fever the first fucking thing he #wrote in my chart was that i was severly obese #and then when i went to urgent care because i couldnt breath after seeing that doctor the nurse who weighed me after i said 'oh ive lost #more weight' in a concerned way cause i had lost 10 fucking pounds in like 4 days she goes 'oh thats great!!!' she was bigger than me too #which is not a judgement but hurts my soul because then she preceeded to tell me about her gastric bypass surgery #why is it like this why cant we just be taken seriously and supported #fat shaming #fatphobia

[fangomango]

Love the way that I'm so sick I want to die but I still have to go to school even though last I check most doctors didn't recommend that

#like i feel nauseous and i cant breat #im coughing like a horse stelped on my lungs #but who cares that most doctors tell you to rest and take medicine #i got spanish work to do :D #...all lf that was sarcasm...i wish i was at home...laying down...resting #because what sucks is that...i can dl so much of my school work at home so if i have the opportunity to stay home #and work and feel better....why not take it #i think my mother thinks im faking it #which can we talk about that #how come when im sick at home over the weekend we all believe im sick and need to rest but the second i wake up that Monday morning and #still feel sick its all “you can still work” and like...i feel sick fucking walking #idk if you know this but i have to do alot of walking...mostly very far distances #we were all fine with me laying down all day yesterday feeling sick but the second i want to rest on a school day its illegal... #...my mother told me that i can go to the nurse....only if i #ima put a warning for the mention of throw up (though its only the word...i. not getting into detail) but its mostly for my sake #anyway she said i can go to the nurse only if i throw up....when she fucking knows im scared of throwing up #my fear of throwing up...even fucking feeling nauseous makes me feel 1000 times sicker then i normally feel

[fingertipsmp3]

So the x-ray went fucking terribly

#it didn’t start off too badly. the waiting room was clean and the receptionist wasn’t the usual demon receptionist you get in a medical #setting. and the x-ray tech or nurse or whoever she was came to get me in good time #she said ‘ellen lastname?’ i said ‘hi’ she said ‘hi; please follow me’ so i did #then i discovered we were going to a linen cupboard because it was labelled as linen cupboard. i was like. i hope that’s not a sign #of things to come. it was though. i had to take my trousers off and wear this stupid fucking hospital gown that didn’t close properly #in the back. what is it about medical professionals and wanting everybody to have their butts out??? i mean luckily i wear the largest #underwear on planet fucking earth but. WHY. and THEN she’s looking at my knee going ‘what’s this blue stuff?’ #i say ‘it’s tape. my physiotherapist put it on’ she says ‘you need to take it off’ i say ‘i cannot take it off. i’d have to soak it for #an hour. and something tells me that’s not a good use of nhs time and resources’ she’s like ‘okay fine’ #does any of this make sense to you guys btw???? like this x-ray machine can look through my skin. why can’t it look through clothes and TAPE #also i’m not taking off my sports tape for you because my skin will come with it. my physio lady was pretty adamant about that #she said ‘do not rip it off i have seen skin injuries you wouldn’t believe’ i was like ‘i am so with you chief’ #so then the actual x-ray starts and this woman is So vague with me about how i need to hold my body. plus it was hot as fuck in this room #and i was trying to hold this stupid little gown together while also holding myself in a really unnatural position #she’s saying ‘relax’ and ‘stop moving’ i’m like ‘i’m doing my best!!!’ like believe me i’m NOT trying to fuck this up #i have two sprained ligaments and that’s just what i know about. we’re here making sure i don’t have a cartilage injury as well #like excuse me if i’m having trouble laying my foot perfectly flat while also leaning forward while also having my left foot (good foot) #behind me while also leaning against the x-ray machine #and at one point a random man came in and i was like HELLO???????? #my butt is out who is this??????????? #i was starting to feel faint from the heat and from standing for too long in an unnatural position and from just general anxiety #which thankfully was the point when she asked me to sit down and x-rayed my knee from a different position #then she just dismissed me and didn’t walk me back to my cubicle or anything lol. but i found it okay #tossed that stupid hospital gown in the hamper So happily and went to mcdonald’s to rehydrate because i damn near sweated my head off #overall it felt like a bad experience. i’m just like. nowhere in the letter did it mention i would have to disrobe. i wore my big pants #just in case but i still wasn’t expecting it. like i really feel like they could’ve given me a better explanation of what was going #to happen. also why tell me to take off the tape and then just do the x-ray with it on anyway????? #stupidity. anyway if you need me i’m going to angrily chew some gum and put this behind me #personal

[nomaishuttle]

nurses stop being cunts challenge difficulty level fucking impossible apparently

#i was waiting outside my kast room 4 today its assisted living so full clean #he had told me just needed to use the bathroom and then hed be out he was rly friendly #this fucking nurse (who is one of the ones who will just Ignore me when i say hi in the hallway. bc im housekeeping. lol.) comes up and is #like Why are you waiting outside jmmediately in a bitchy tone of voice and im like oh im just waiting on this guy to finish usjng the #bathroom so j can clean 👍 and shes like Ill get hjm out and im like oh no hes ok he said he just needs to pee and she looks at me like im #fuckjh stupid and is like He cant leave on his own 🙄🙄 like. ok. he isnt one of my regular rooms i do not fucking know the guy and hr said #hed be right o8ut. but fucking whatever. she gets hkm out i start cleaning i take his laundry bc hes assisted living we take all their #laundry and dee tolde he was all laundry. the fuckjng same nurse comes in and says Why did you take his laundry and im like what. bc like.. #thatsy hov like liteeally. and shes like we dont take his laundry why did you take his laundry #and jm like i didnt fuckjng know dee told me hes all laundry so j fuckjng took all laundry. #and she just KEEPS SAYJG WE DONT TAKE HIS LAUNFRY. AFTER IVE ALREADY FUCKING PUT HJS LAUNDRY BACK. and finally shuts tyhe fuck up bc i #start ignoring her. im cleanig a counter ajd she fuckjng grabs my shoulder and says Come tell me when youre done 🙄 #like. do i look like a fucking messenger. im not gonna hunt the fuckig building for her especially when she wants to act like a cunt. and #i heard her talking shit abt me in the hallway with another nurse like im ngl i fuckjng hate you. what is your problem lol. #she was literally saying j didnt know how to do8nmy job like #1. touch me again try it 2. is your job telling me how to do mine. no im pretty sure your job is being rude to residents #<- im not just sayjng that ive seen the way she inthteracts with residents and shes like genuinely mean sometimes. and like Really bossy #like #obv i get being bossy bc some of the assisted living patients are a bit scattered so they need direction but she like. idk..

[skeletxr]

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#you know i also forgot how extremely dysphoric gynocology offices make me #especially since its so busy and like #every person waiting is such a feminine pretty ~woman~ #and everything here is like WOMAN!!! WOMANLY CHECKUPS!!! HAHA WOMEN FEMALE AM I RIGHT #UPDATE HERE so i dont annoy or sound like im trying to do this on purpose #tumblrs just my journal w an audience JFNJD #idk why i was worried as bad my gyno is so great she explained #estorgen and progesterone when youre not on any hormonal balance meds vs when u are #laughed over her absolute suprise that i have a low cervix she was like OH. #so fuck you the BAD ex who said i had something wrong w my vagina bc how DARE i find penetration uncomfy!!! #at least now i know why!! now i know why tampons/cups are a pain fornme #its so good to get yhat validated #i already knew #anyways im real excited for this nuvaring im very much looking forward to my hormones balancing out #also i lost a lot of weight?? dunno if thats a good thing since i hardly been eating sijce february LMAHFDAO #the nurse was funny as hell when she asked if i smoke insaid ' #not cigarettes and she was like OH you smoke mary jay? alright ill say you smoke mary jay #an absolute delight #hated the fucking torture device tho it was more painful than last time fjdjjcjf #text