#fuck this system but fuck this bitch SPECIFICALLY

[whatsnewalycat]

Rules: List 5 topics you can talk about for at least an hour without any preparation. Tag others to find out their topics.

Thank you for tagging me @party-hearses & @imaswellkid & @frannyzooey 🖤🖤 This is by no means an exhaustive list, but:

1. My Chemical Romance

2. Institutional racism (specifically in the US, although a bitch can ramble for days about ‘the war on drugs’ and its disproportionate impact on ppl of color worldwide)

3. The military-industrial complex

4. Horror as a genre

5. Movies—for real I could sit and chat about movies for hours and hours and hours and hours (can you tell I used to work at a video rental store lol it’s my comfy topic)

Backup topics include, but are not limited to: writing, pedro, intersectional feminism, why the American criminal justice system is downright fucking evil, drugs, capitalism, colonialism, spirituality and religion, ghosts, queer stuff, health insurance, mental health and mental illness, cryptids, general occult things, bo burnham, glass animals, succession, the leftovers, etc etc etc as you can tell I could ramble about a million things

tagging: @pennyserenade @wannab-urs @chronically-ghosted @sp00kymulderr @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin @wildemaven @whataperfectwasteoftime @all-the-way-down-here @littlebirdsbookshelf @yourcoolauntie @for-a-longlongtime @schnarfer

#tag games

[furies-inthe-mirror]

LOCAL DUMBASS NEARLY KILLS ITSELF TRYING TO HIT THE BLUNT 2.0 MORE AT 11!!!!!!

#my art #skilltober #volition disco elysium #disco elysium #the skills disco elysium #see this was going to be ENTIRELY FUCKING DIFFERENT #was gonna . draw some . Scenes From A Mental AMV or whatever 4 level clear by tom cardy we have in our head . #bc we ARE THAT BITCH that can make a song abt Anything fit any character we have in mind thanks #but it would've been Extremely system specific & make sense to Exactly one other person aside from us. sooooooo #ANYWAYS! VOL'S FUCMING DIED! </3 QISISKSKDKDKFKFKDDJ #you will ignore the fact that the name text is Not centered. btw. thank u

[bitchfendi]

you know how u can tell if someone liked a piece of media through their art, i wannna know if what medias yall think i took inspo from bc i honestly have no fucking clue

#never purge your art guys you dont know hwat you might miss #i know I took influence from cartoons and anime #but i wanna know if there are specific media influences #i originally was gonna hold off on making this post bc i dont post enough 'serious art' #but my therapist say i shouldnt discount my abilities and achievements #so shitpost art counts as real art too #plus i have no finished pieces of work #i dont know how to color or render or even do consistent line art #'bitch wym you dont know how to color' I DONT FUCKING KNOW EITHER MAN #NOT EVEN COLOR BLIND IM JUST STUPID #tumblr truely is the best website bc of the tag system #i can talk all i want in the tags ^_^ #without bulking up the main post >w<

[lvmbien]

Smn smn anniversary post?? idk

Im a little late on it, but March 13th of last year was when I started playing Obey Me. Which then resulted in me pulling several of my friends down with me and all of us becoming even closer. it was a great time, and even if Im not nearly as fixated on it as I was back then im still incredibly thankful for the game and our respective blorbos for being the catalyst that allowed our bond to grow.

(all that said; this is old art lmfao its been so long since ive drawn this dickhead)

#lvmbart #little lvmb #om!aries #belaries #seriously though the game felt a little TOO perfect tbh lmfao #me the auDHD bitch thats obsessed with sheep and named aries #that has habbits of sleep deprivation and forgets to eat #playing the game where the mc is represented by a sheep #and getting attached to SPECIFICALLY the avatars of sloth and gluttony #go fucking figure lmfao #ill pick the game back up when raphael is datable 👍 #well... maybe i dont have it in me to keep up with that gacha system anymore #someone needs to create an archive of all the devilgram and event story content so i can read it without having to get the damn cards #hell id be willing to contribute #obey me #omswd #belphie #belphegor #obey me mc #om belphie

[miksykat]

it is so fucking funny to me when a character is only occasionally headcanoned as plural even though the entire fucking fandom is collectively hitting the character with the system beam. people will write some of the best plural rep ever and just be like "oh no, i respect that headcanon but they arent a system in this, they just do this thing where like *literally describes an entire well known form of plurality*. its a different thing lol." maybe the real representation was the accidental subtext we wrote along the way

#this post is specifically about fanfics starring p03 inscryption. bitches will write this guy so fucking system-coded and then deny it #this post is made in good humor btw im not trying to be like 'oh youve gotta headcanon this' or be mad at people for their obvious ignorance #its just really actually funny how people will accidentally and unknowingly contradict themselves like that #also for the people who will inevitably wonder why i seem to know enough about systems to find this funny: bing is free and i love searching

[tariah23]

Oh brother

#I hate stupid bitches so much bro #this video was made in relation to the brick assault on that woman and this bitch here is comparing the value of women to dirt/rocks on the #road to diamonds in a jewelry store basically saying that some women aren’t worth being protected #and that it’s ridiculous to be angry at BM for not risking their lives for BW etc etc #bro what #she kept on talking about how she listens to her bothers and father about not going getting into situations with men and I’m like #I guess she just feels comfortable saying all of this bullshit because she feels like she has that protective system but not all women don’t #even their own families are their abusers most of the time what the fuck is she even talking about #‘you wouldn’t be in this situation anyway if you would just listen to men-‘ #girl fucking bye #I don’t expect a lot from this specific lane of bw at all these are some fucking birds #it’s always sad to see other BW run to the rescue of abusive BM while shaming other BW who’ve been abused by these pieces of doo doo #it’s awful like we will never be free #the only ppl agreeing with this clown were ding ding ding of course BM of course #rambling #this video will make your brain turn to slush it isn’t even worth watching #just spreading harmful rhetoric while absolving BM of their violence against BW as per usual #she opens up the video by saying that protection comes with a little bit of sacrifice so that should tell you all that you’ll need to know #about this idiot #the internalized self-hatred of a BW in full bloom right here bro #fucking sad

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#so ive been in contact w a clinic for a specific treatment plan&ive been getting paperwork together for this shit for like 3wks+ #&i just got a call about it-- a call ive been waiting for since last week-- only for them to tell me that #ill probably need to be hospitalized for the full extent of the treatment. lmao. #as if this in&of itself was not enough to send me full-on spiraling they let know that this will be totally out of pocket #(which i guess im more or less used to hearing at this point in my life lmao) #&also that i POPPED FOR AMPHETAMINES? #so i immediately start fucking freaking out&the person im talking to is trying to calm me down like #'its okay! youre not in trouble!' #&honest to god if i had been in person i wouldve smacked someone lmao. #i dont give a fuck what you fucking ppl think of me. ive been fighting for solid communication for this entire process #there isnt any reason i should feel inclined to respect any of you bitches enough to give a fuck about your opinion. #even if i didnt have my personal history or occupational hazard list IT WOULD BE CONCERNING TO FIND OUT I HAVE RANDOM DRUGS #IN MY SYSTEM THAT I WAS UNAWARE OF. &frankly that SHOULD be fucking obvious if i am panicking at all. #seeing as a did several different drug tests i dont see how any of it would come as a fucking surprise. #... then she realized that my blood test was negative&my piss test was 'presumptively positive' #&was like that bc of one of my other medications. #im not. THRILLED. that this was overlooked for a large variety of reasons lmao #but the fact that the med evals only last two weeks tops the list bc if i need to retest bc of this shit-- something that wont even #give them a different test result as i am still taking the same medication fucking daily as i have been for over a year now-- #i will need to do EVERYTHING again. for no reason. DEFINITELY for no reason caused by me. #all so they can tell me that they lied to me initially&they wont treat me unless i let them hospitalize me lmao. #im going to go fucking rabid. i Do Not want to be hospitalized. lmao.

[z00r0p4]

no girl im fine i just got hit with a plan for 1500$ worth of dental work because I don't brush close enough to my gums or something

#fake ass bitches #my brother does less work to take care of his teeth than me and he had zero problems #me? they literally found decay UNDERNEATH two of my crowns #I have FIVE CROWNS IM 24 #THIS HAS TO BE MORE THAN JUST NOT A GOOD BRUSHING ROUTINE OH MY GOd #fucking DENTISTS man all they do is guilt trip you #Im not even afraid of the dentists office or any of the work they do #ive had root canals #the whole shebang #what im AFRAID OF IS THE JUDGEMENT #@ aspiring dental hygienists: BE FUCKING NICE #DON’T B BLAME BITCHES FOR NOT SPENDING 10$ on TOOTHPASTE SOMETIMES? idek #i got my fluoromax toothpastre tho #20 whole dollars #fuck teeth #fuck my autism specifically also #and fuck my nervous system #no one will ever convince me my body isn't actively trying to disintegrate #it wants to dead #ok im done #im fine now #im not but its okay

[evilneo]

hey uh i know we barely talk directly and i don't want to just dump emotional labor on you or anything but. is it possible for a system to have low... dissociative borders ig? Is it possible for alters to like, switch on a dime instead needing a trigger? Imposter syndrome is hitting me again even if I know I can't be faking.

mhm yeah!! some systems have lower barriers and also and easier time switching :) (ease of switching also can vary from alter to alter, eg some of us suck at switching while others can go as far as yanking someone else out of front and taking their place (side eyeing at Rez and Azazel and Benrey....))

#imposter syndrome is a bitch </3 its like yhe common system experience.... holding you ok? #asks #gendertrash yakko #also DW anyone can talk to me anytime :) 💛 #but YEAH there is a wide variety of system experiences when it comes to switching n stuff #(usually molded on what is most helpful in your specific situation #like my situation required me to be as covert as I could to avoid ridicule so im fucking stuck at front most of the time </3 #that kinda stuff yk? its not a rule ofc but its commonly the case) #(if taht makes sense?)

[snekdood]

I think some of yall are just gonna have to accept that vegans have a different philosophy than you.

#YOU might think its respectful to eat animals or whatever the fuck #but like i dont and cant bring myself to. sorry #IM not about to let that get in the way of being friends w non vegans though . #like im never gonna be like 'killing animals is cool' bc to me it isnt and i dont think theres many reasons to unless you specifically have #to eat it for some reason. im not even a pure vegan. i still eat meat. i just dont see the pleasure in it. #ig i cant help but think about factory farming and the horrible ways animals die. i also dont really know if theres a Good way to kill an #animal just for sustenance. #i think itll be bad no matter what but ig theres *better* ways to do it if you have to #i think yall havw to understand that im literally just some person whos come to this conclusion #i dont have systemic power to change how things are so dont bitch that im taking your meat away when clearly its not going anywhere #yall essentially anti vegans are exhausting. #what i hate is how i say i care about animals lives and then in a defensive immediate retort people try to claim that i dont care about #oppressed humans. as if all vegans are actually just eco fascists who couldnt be assed to give a fuck about minorities lmao #im sorry youve interacted with shitty vegans but i promise theres vegans who just like dont want anyone to be killed if it can be helped #maybe i do actually just care about both of these things at once. ik its shocking #and i promise that me generally supporting ntv and other ppls ability to hunt for whatever environmental justification #isnt mutually exclusive from me thinking its generally not good to eat meat #like it IS possible to believe two things at once #also great news for you! i dont have control over you and your life. so whatever i say could fundementally not effect you #and no. thinking an action is bad doesnt mean i think anyone who hunts is a Bad Person. i also cant make them stop either #i just have personal feelings on the matter #sorta like how your friend has a preference for a tv show you find problematic and you've vented your frutrations w it #but they still love the show anyways and you wouldnt take that away from them bc a. you cant and b. it doesnt effect our friendship enough #for me to feel the need to try to encourage them to not watch it...? #the totally wacky and wild and unique unheard of thing abt me is that i dont need to control people who want to live a different life #even if i dont think its entirely cool whatever it is they do #obviously if theyre a racist or something i wont tolerate that but yeah #this is MY path in life. these are MY beliefs. i dont need you to follow in my footsteps. #im not ur guru lol #im not pushing for any policies. i dont have a plan to *make* everyone vegan. im just sharing my thoughts.

[catcatb0y]

Me: I am having a really bad brain day. Like all it takes is one little push and I'm gonna fall apart.

Tumblr: Do yoy want BPD memes??? Constantly tagged 'Actual BPD' and 'Borderline Personality Disorder' and 'BPD Mood'???

Me: Ah shit, why are those relatable wtf??

Tumblr: How about self harm posts that type like tw cvts and s3lf ha//rm and censor d3press10n

Me: Wow I magically don't feel like I'm spralling into insanity.

PSA don't censor your goddamned fucking tags. If you're gonna post about cutting and self harm and smoking and replasing and you fucking type it out like #cvts s3lf #ha//rm #d3press10n go back to fucking Twitter and TikTok or learn to properly tag your goddamned shit.

Stop censoring your fucking trigger tags, you assholes. No one is going to learn fifty different fucking ways that you want to spell legitamate fucking triggers because you are typing in The TikTokified Fucking L33T sp34k.

If you're fucking tagging a goddamned trigger, type out the whole fucking word. People blocking out #pro ed and #self harm (like me!! who has both of those tags blocked!!) STILL sees your fucking vent posts because y0y typ3 l!k3 th1s so no 0ne s//ees y0ur posts while you romanticize being a direct danger to yourself.

#like no offense to people that cut #I get it I get the urges #and like everything I understand the urge/desire/need to validate your issues by posting them #but also I don't wanna see that shit #it's also creepy that any semblance of an alorgithm will go 'oh you feel like shit? here's more like that' #to begin with it's a garbage system #but the fact that it specifically escalates from 'depression' and 'vent' to 'self harm' and 'ed' #is absolutely disgusting #and I will wholly say anyone who tagged their tr1gg3r p0sts l!ke th//is: fuck you #I thought that was a fucking myth and a joke when it started circling around #I have so many feelings about the pro self harm/pro ed blogs. shit like 'I'm nothing without my cuts' bitch not with that fucking attitude #I was THERE I GET it but holy shit dude you can be shaped by your mental illness and not brag about it #and the more that you FEED into these circles and the more you MAKE 'self harm' your ONLY PERSONALITY TRAIT... #it's a self fufilling cycle honey #yeah you're nothing without self harm and hating yourself because YOU made yourself that way #YOU made it your only personality trait and now YOU feel consumed by it and YOU are LETTING IT CONSUME YOU MORE #but it's not my place to step in either you grow up and realize you were young and stupid or you never make it to adulthood #but still either way #I don't want to see that shit #so properly tag your fucking posts #there should not be THREE different fucking suicide tags with exclamation marks #there are already so many variants to fucking block

[shrimplicitly]

im so tired of orange white women with ugly ass yellow bobs coming into our pizza hut station and getting capital e p Extremely Pissed that one of our two slushy makers arent working im like getting real sick and tired of it

#image.txt #she literally threw her arms up and loudly exclaimed 'two weeks in a row!! why why is that happening whats up ehat are you guys- #-doing' like yeah you fucking bitch we break them specifically bc we PERSONALLY want you to suffer #definitely not bc we are an old outdated system that breaks down every week #we need to be compensated for this bullshit 2 week paid vacation every month with 50$ an hour #im gonna sue this place for emotional damage i swear to god

[pinkautist]

i hate when you talk about the "sounds" certain things in space produce (it's magnetic waves or smth translated INTO sound) and some person has to be like, "UMMMM ACTUALLY THERE ARE NO SOUNDS IN SPACE." like. i know. i didn't ask! shut up!

#hee hee hoo hoo #i had a huge phase where i was listening to these sounds because i liked some of them #specifically for planets in our solar system (but i can't remember which ones i liked the best) #and i was excitedly telling my parents about it and this was how my dad responded EVERY TIME #and he would get really frustrated with me and treat me like i was stupid which made me mad #like bitch i know! i'm trying to explain to you what it actually is! fucking listen to me for once! #anyways. i'm glad i decided to go no-contact with him. it's made my life so much more peaceful.

[karmaphone]

my mom said that I'm always angry so I'm always going to be fighting and always going to be bitter about it but like. yeah it's a fight. how many times in how many stories can the point be made that the fight is made worth it by fighting than by the actual possibilities of winning before it sinks in that it's not actually about the space zombies or fantasy politics or the magic of friendship. it's about the value of the fight in and of itself

#talked abt a lot but mostly racism disability capitalism reaganomics and the government-sponsored crack epidemic & mk ultra off the top #of my head #like. yeah I know I'm not gonna win the fight against capitalism. doesn't mean I'm going to give up the fight #I know I won't End Racism (???) but it's worth it to fight against it #like. how can you be so defeatist and close minded it's beyond me #most of her philosophy is so bogus and so focused on specifics that it doesn't make sense #or rather. it makes perfect sense to her and none to others. which she gets mad about you not getting #like. it's fine when you raise your voice to try and provoke an emotional reaction out of me but when I do it back it's not ok. alright #I'm not gonna magically think it's a Fun Conversation if you have a plastic smile plastered over your face while calling my philosophy and #life outlook idiotic or pointless or saying it's dumb #'uuuueeewwww why are you getting emotional' well margaret we can start with the ptsd you refuse to acknowledge and your deliberate #triggering of it with loud and mad voices :) #I can't even get this bitch to accept that I have garden variety ptsd I'm not even gonna try to bother explaining a complex developmental #trauma disorder u kno? like it's just not fucking worth it despite the fact that my system is getting increasingly obvious to her #tags got weird again

[squinko-moved]

guess who has SAD 😗✌️ (specific antibody deficiency)

#my mom saw the results email first and she started laughing and she was like awwwww ur sad #ANYWAYS #if u fucking . look up specific antibody deficiency #it goes into great detail ablut how babies 2 and under often dont have the antibodies to fight off certain things until theyre older #BITCH IM 19!!!! #HY DO I HAVE THE IMMUNE SYSTEM OF A 2 YR OLD

[friedbreadwombat]

Insanity is substantially better than dumbassery, fucks.

#people stick around. And they will remember the fucked up shit you do. Nothing you can do changes that. #I never led you around. you did that yourself. #You think you are so entitled to me that I am obliged to give you whatever you want you trust fund baby #Like all other people including you in that hellhole school. fuck. a doctorate would not justify cruelty. In the same way my age and gender #does not entitle you to anything. #the same way they did not respect the academicals you cannot love. This. This is far from love actually. Very. #the same way actual knowledge involves thinking and not simply acquiring thy holy notes of your university #people pay for a reason my god. They make that choice for themselves and are willing to pay the money because they find it suitable #for themselves in that they will have as much to gain from learning in an institution as they are willing to fork out cash. because this is #not cheap at all. Money does not grow on trees. And capitalism is a bitch. Your privilege of wealth does not change this fact either. #Or the fact that hey. We actually do things. #If learning were really that linear and following only this and this and that and pieces of specifically gatekept books and such #that would be a cult. But oh no. You need that. To feel important. You abuse that knowledge that you seek only to justify things that are #wrong but the books say is right. But what book are you following then. And why are you following it like you have no actual genuine choice #because you can. Except. Not in this world today. And not to the majority of us people either because bitch #we can think. #you do and say certain things like a rite of process and think that makes you god and gives you your mothafucking waifu. #just like the book says the passage can only have one meaning. That is a cult. If it did we would have no art. #just like the book says dictatedly math is an equation with different numbers at the front that you must solve by reproducing workings that #arent new. theyre just variations of what other people tell you to do. But math isnt following instructions. Its a system of laws and #bindings. but these bindings dont bind you. The same way the tool doesnt use and define what you make with it. You use the tool. #And you did not because you cannot. You can't. You aren't that capable. Because you don't even want to do anything. #Now who's truly lazy you fucks.