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theinfinitedivides · 6 months
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oh God f*ck Aararaari Raaro!flute instrumental coming in while Azad tells Narmada he wants her to know more about how he grew up i'm going to be sick
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MISS GURL 😭😭😭 you made me a nanami AND sukuna simp 🤕 thank you so much tho lol ,,
if its not too much to ask, can you make more mma!sukuna x chubby reader headcanons/drabbles? love you & your work btw!
-🦋 anon
It is no trouble at all my little vanilla bean, i love making chubby reader content and i LOVE mma!sukuna so i will gladly make some more :) lowkey been thinking about him a lot lately so lemme compile some thoughts sksksksk
CW: chubby fem reader, smut, so much fucking smut good lord sksksk, oral (male and fem receiving), fluff, mentions of dieting and body insecurities
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Oh boy oh boy oh boy
I have so many thoughts about this
Ok lemme start by talking about Sukuna's massive horse schlong bc i gotta clarify some things sksksk
So in my first post i said that his dick was about 9 inches and as thick as a soda can, which it is, but that's not always a good thing sksksk
Big cock means he cant fuck you at hyper speed without seriously damaging your pussy 😖
So sex is usually slow and gentle with him 💕
Instead of jack hammering into your cunt and assuming it feels good, he's rolling his hips sensually, grinding his cock against your walls, rubbing your clit and watching for your reaction
BUT DONT GET IT TWISTED BBY, HE WASNT ALWAYS LIKE THIS
Mans did not care v much about his sex partner's pleasure before you, pretty much using them as a living fleshlight just to satiate him whenever he was horny
Generally not good at pleasing women bc he was so focused on himself, like he's got a big ass dick so that should be enough for them, right?
It really didn't help that all his partners were female fans and wanted him to like em so they were faking moans and orgasms left and right
So he's not great at sex when yall first start dating
But there's something about you that makes him wanna learn and develop techniques to make you cum
Maybe it's the emotional connection he developed over the two months of you taking care of him, but for the first time in his life he wants to please someone sexually and make them feel so good they lose their mind
Cue Sukuna researching how to make women cum and how to finger em and perform oral and blah blah blah kinda sad tbh aldhaldjks but he's trying which is all that matters
But you're built different than the average woman, your body is bigger and you have your own preferences, so half of the shit he learned doesn't work on you sksksk
Luckily, he's a quick learner, so after showing him your clit and experimenting with touch, he can play your pussy like a violin
SPEAKING OF YOUR PUSSY
Mans is obSESSED
So soft and cushiony and warm and wet and tight jesus christ your pussy feels so fucking good
If he could live between your thighs he gladly would jesus christ he can't get enough of you
His cock can't fit inside you completely, he gets about 6-7 inches in before he can't go any further, but your pussy lips are so chubby and plump that they engulf his dick so it's like he's got an extra inch inside you, PLUS you've got your thick thighs and fat ass so the rest of his cock gets swallowed up by your pudgy bits and jesus christ it feels wonderful
He was never able to fit completely inside skinny girls either, but they didn't have any cushion so he could definitely feel how much of his cock was inside them
But with you?? It's a mystery sksksk like he genuinely can't tell where your pussy ends and thighs begin, you're just so soft everywhere and you're so wet that he's thrusting without any problems and for the first time ever he feels like his entire cock is inside someone and it feels so good
It's an addicting feeling and it's one of the reasons he couldn't leave you even if he wanted to
But he doesn't like to just fuck your pussy are you kidding me???
Motherfucker practically unhinges his jaw trynna eat you out sksksk he wants to engulf your pussy completely and make you squirt all over him
Again, he was never too concerned about making his past partners cum, so oral rarely happened
But your pussy is so chubby and cute and he has to pull your pussy lips apart to see you and you're so wet and you're mewling and squirming and suddenly he's lapping up your slick and groaning at how good you taste
An absolute menace when it comes to oral
So goddamn MESSY MY GOD
He acts like he's in a pie eating contest good lord ya don't gotta go crazy like that calm down sksksk
He cant help it tho, he's just really passionate about eating you out, especially when you let out those cute hiccups and moans and gasps and pull on his hair and squeeze your thighs against his cheeks
His face is absolutely soaked by the time he's done but he don't care, he's so drunk off your pussy that nothin else matters to him
He's def a pussy slapper sksksk
Loves fingering you and pulling his fingers out right when you're about to cum and slapping your pussy
Just the way your body jolts and your chubby bits jiggle and you give a cute pout and call him a big MEANIE god it gets him so riled up
To be fair everything you do riles him up sksksk
You just got out of the shower and are walking around in just a towel? Boom, he's got a boner
You're all sweaty from working out? Boner
You're wearing those cute short shorts he bought you with the word "juicy" on the ass? Instant boner good lord he's gonna fuck you so good—
Shit you could just be mindin your business hyperfocusing on the task at hand and all he can think is 'they're so fucking cute jesus christ i wanna fuck the shit out of em'
No but half of the time yall fuck bc he just thinks you're too fucking cute and he doesn't know how to handle it
It's like when you see something cute and wanna pinch it and squeeze it and bite it but in this case he wants to fuck you until you can't speak
Ok let's take a break from the smut for a second
Sukuna acts all big and tough, and he is, but he is also the biggest baby you've ever met wth skksks
Mans always wants to cuddle
Doesnt matter when or where, he's wrapping his arms around you and pulling you to his chest, running his hands soothingly over your body
It's kind of like using a stress ball or a stim toy, like he just feels a lot more calm and content when he's holding you
Gets soooooo pouty when he can't cuddle you sksksk
Maybe you're busy with work or maybe you just don't wanna be held, but if he initiates cuddling and you shut him down, he'll practically throw a fit
"What the hell, babe? What'd ya push me away for? Are you mad at me or somethin?"
"No, Ryo, I'm not. I'm just not in the mood right now."
"Why not? You sick or somethin? Do you want me to go get you some medicine? I can pick somethin up to eat while I'm out. Ya want pizza or burgers?"
No but he's literally bending over backwards just to cuddle up with you and snuggle into your plush body
You either break his heart and keep rejecting him or open your arms and let this big baby come crashing into you
He's so needy too tf
You go to the other room for too long and he's coming to get you like "??? Babe what's taking so long i wanna take a nap with you on the couch"
You gotta go to school/work? He's trying to come with like he promises to sit and be quiet the whole time, he just wants to be near you
But if you ever call him clingy he'll wholeheartedly deny it
"I ain't 'clingy', that's stupid, why would you think that?" he says as he's snuggling up to your chest and practically demanding you play with his hair
Omg he loooooooooves when you play with his hair 🤧
Your fingers combing through his pink strands, nails scratching at his scalp, twirling his hair around your fingers
Calms him down in an INSTANT
He could be beating someone to death but if you come up and lightly pet his hair he just stops and melts into your touch
Like a big ole guard dog basically skskks like he's big and scary when you first look at him but deep down he's just a big soft baby 🥺💕
Since your schedules don't always match up, gym dates are really common
They pretty much consist of you going to the gym with him while he trains
Sometimes you work out too, other times you just sit nearby and give him an encouraging kiss whenever he needs it
He has a habit of flirting with you like you're a complete stranger and not his girlfriend
"Damn, baby. You fill those leggings out real good. You need somebody to spot ya while you do squats?"
"Ryo, your trainer's gonna get mad at you if you keep fucking around."
"Oooo, somebody's got a mouth on her. I like that in a woman ;)"
"Ryo."
"Ugh, FINE, im goin, but imma beat that pussy up later, just you wait"
He's so GOOFY WTH SKSKSK
He's flexing and showing off, winking and smirking at you when he's supposed to be focused on lifting weights
Has definitely lost his grip and fucked up bc he's busy staring at you sksksk
The gym isn't always fun tho
Sometimes you'll get a big ole gymrat's attention and he'll flirt with ya
Now, usually the guys at the gym know you're Sukuna's girl (he makes it very clear that you below to him when he glares daggers at anybody who stares at you), so they stay away
But occasionally a newbie will join the gym and won't know that you're off limits so he'll come up and talk to you when you're just tryin to refill your/Sukuna's water bottle
And you're naive and think that not many ppl find you attractive so you don't realize this stranger is flirting with you, you just think he's genuinely curious where you got your shoes from
But Ryo aint no idiot, he KNOWS you're a sexy piece of ass and he KNOWS that everybody wishes they had you for themselves
So he sees red whenever some puny little fuck gets too close to you and starts talking about random shit
He literally stops training (doesn't care if his trainer yells at him as he walks away), marches over to the two of you and pulls you to his chest
"What's takin so long, bunny?" He glares down at the guy in front of you. "This guy botherin you?"
"No, he was just curious about where i got my shoes."
"Yeah, I bet he was." Continues to glare until the guy leaves which let's be honest is in a matter of seconds bc Possessive Sukuna™️ is terrifying
Toxic trait alert!! Mans is super possessive and gets super jealous
I imagine he's only had one serious relationship before you and she ended up cheating on him with another UFC fighter, so he's lowkey terrified that it'll happen again
It's not that he doesn't trust you: he's just super mega insecure under that tough exterior and he's worried that some guy could come along and steal you away
You're gonna have to do a LOT of reassuring, lots of words of affirmation to let him know that you love him and only him and wouldn't leave him
If he's ever distant and moody bc some guy was flirting with you, just cup his cheeks, make him look at you and say "I love you more than anyone, Ryo" and he'll just "🥺 really? You do??"
This leads into the bedroom as well, like he'll be fucking you through your fourth orgasm and groaning "yeah, ya like that? Ya like my cock that much, bunny? You only get this way for me, right? This pretty lil pussy is all mine, isn't it? You belong to me, dontcha?" And you'll either have to nod or moan out an answer for all his questions bc he won't stop asking until he's satisfied with your response
Backtracking to words of affirmation: it's the best way to let him know he's loved so pls shower him in compliments every chance you get 🤧
Tell him he's handsome!! Tell him he's funny! Tell him he's sweet and nice and that he makes you feel safe and loved! You will literally have him wrapped around your finger if you praise him enough
SPEAKING OF PRAISE
Has a praise kink but doesn't realize it till he's with you and he's genuinely shocked by it sksksk
Ofc he knew that he loved fame and having adoring fans, but he didn't think he'd enjoy praise in the bedroom so much
You're sitting on his face one day, moaning and raking your fingers through his hair when you suddenly say "good boy" and he moans and shudders and the biggest glob of precum leaks out of his tip
Wholeheartedly denies that he has a praise kink, but you know he does and you milk it for all it's worth
"Oh, fuck, Ryo! Fuck, feels good, your cock feels so good! You're so good at this, Ryo. Oh my god, shit, yes, gonna cum, I'm gonna cum!"
Don't fake anything but be vocal about how good you feel and he'll crumble in seconds, just sit back and watch this man go absolutely feral and cum within a minute
OH OH OH, BUT SOMETHING THAT REALLY MAKES HIM MELT IS WHEN YOU TAKE CONTROL
He's not submissive but sometimes he likes to lie down and be taken care of by his pretty chubby baby 🤧
Like if he has a rough day training and you take care of him, he just—bruh he just can't take it skskks
Ok but a fantasy he has is he comes home exhausted and you greet him in lingerie and make him sit on the couch and suck his cock till he's spazzing 🤤
Note: his dick is way too big to suck unless you can open your jaw REALLY wide, like unhinging it like a snake
SO, to combat this, you use your tongue more, licking up and down his shaft and leaving wet kisses over his length
You also suck his balls a lot and give him a titty job, pressing your plump lips against the big head and sucking it gently
No but listen bby, this turns him on SOOOOOOO MUCH, like just seeing you so determined to make him feel good makes him so weak and he cums much faster than he wants to
Shit, you could have A cup titties and he'd still go apeshit, he don't care about how big they are, he's obsessed with you regardless
Lowkey loves your tummy the mostest 🤧
Ofc he loves your ass and titties and thighs, but there's something so nice and sweet about your tummy that makes him all mmmmmmm mushy 😖
Like he hugs you and you just squish against him and you're so soft and warm and comfy
And then when he fucks you and he's thrusting into you, your belly is like a built in cushion and it makes sex so much more pleasurable
Like the girls he used to have sex with were skinny and sometimes he could feel their bones and it was a little uncomfortable but you're so soft and plush and squishy, he just loves it so much 💕
Always slapping your ass, it's not even funny 😔
Doesn't matter where you are—could be at home or in front of a camera or during sex—he's smacking your ass without a word of warning
You get so MAD at him like!! You're trying to talk to someone and suddenly you're jolting and yelping bc your ass got beat and he just doesnt even CARE
"I just like seeing your fat ass jiggle" AYYO FUCK YOU RYOMEN SUKUNA, IMMA BEAT YO ASS 😤
Pls twerk for him sksksk like that's all he wants
If you can't twerk just straddle him reverse cowgirl style and grind your ass on his dick, he loves that shit
Has definitely tried hotdogging your ass before (he gives it a 7/10, your tits are better)
He's one of those annoying guys who complains when you don't shave your legs or trim your pussy, so you just go "ok, we don't have to have sex if you don't like body hair" and then he's like "wait, no, it's fine, i don't actually care, pls don't cockblock me" skksks
Picks you up wayyyyy too much. You give him a hug and he's lifting you up by your ass and urging you to wrap your limbs around him. Proceeds to carry you around the apartment until he finds a cozy spot, then lays down with you for cuddles
Ok now it's storytime
So you know those girls who walk around the ring inbetween matches holding up signs and stuff??
Welllllllll a few of them have had a crush on Sukuna
He's never gotten with a UFC octagon girl bc he didn't want to risk bumping into them after a one night stand and never texting her back sksksk
And now since yall are an item, he has no interest in them whatsoever
But that does not stop them from flirting with him
Tbh it's v rare: the majority of the girls are lovely women who are kind and sweet and who you talk with every time you go to Sukuna's fights (they think you guys make such a good couple and compliment your outfits all the time!! 🤧💕 just the sweetest!)
But there was this one girl who knew the two of you were dating and couldn't STAND it
Again, almost all the UFC ladies are absolutely wonderful and kind, but this one girl just couldn't accept that big strong Sukuna was head over heels in love with a short chubby girl like you which?? Honey, you're in your 20s, you need to grow up at some point
Anyways, she tries flirting with Sukuna, smiling and batting her eyelashes and giggling and touching him and shit
He's never receptive to it: he always looks down at her or any other girl and sees how they're acting and starts spacing out and thinks 'Y/N would be so much cuter if she was doing this'
Like his mind instantly goes to you and your pretty round face and beautiful eyes and cute chubby cheeks and lips and now he's needy and wants a kiss so he runs off to go find you, leaving the girl all alone and pissed off
This girl gets so envious that she starts trash talking you to the other UFC girls
"Can you believe what Y/N is wearing? I can't believe she'd go out in a crop top. It doesn't suit her at all."
"What are you talking about? Her outfit is so cute; it looks great on her."
"B-But don't you think it's too tiny for her? If I was her, I would try to be a bit more modest."
"Dude, we're practically in bikinis right now. We're dressed less modestly than her. Just leave her alone already."
No one falls for her attempts at making ppl hate you, so she just sits in silence and fumes angrily
She keeps flirting with Sukuna and he's still not receptive and it's pissing her off until ONE DAY he comes up to her after his fight to talk to her
He's asking questions about the UFC girl's uniform, like where she went to get it and how sizing worked and junk, and she was convinced he was flirting with her and was talking about her outfit bc he was gonna transition into getting her naked, so she just straight up flirts back
"Ryomen, if you're that curious about my outfit, I could show you some more details in your dressing room."
"What? Why?"
"You know... to give you an up close and personal look at what it's made of ;)"
"Oh, thanks, but I think I'm good from here. I'll just go talk to my manager and get in contact with the seamstress."
"Wait, why do you wanna get in touch with her?"
"Oh, I was thinkin bout gettin one of these lil outfits for Y/N. She'd look real cute in one, but I want it to be a surprise, ya know? That's why I was askin."
Girlie feels so dumb and defeated
Straight up quits UFC not long after bc she's so embarrassed, plus her swimsuit modeling career is taking off so she's too busy
Anyways you never see her again sksksk
BUT YOU DO SEE A LIL OUTFIT A WEEK OR SO LATER
Your belly and love handles are hanging over the shorts, your thighs squished by them. You could barely get the button done, not to mention how your tits are pretty much overflowing in the "top"
"Ryo, this is too tight :( it's too small for me."
"No it's not, baby. I gave em your measurements and everything."
He actually ordered it a couple inches smaller so he could see you like this 🥴
He's got you all dressed up in front of him with heels and a sign and everything
You're trying to hide behind it but he keeps circling you like a hawk
"It looks good on ya, babe. Your tits look great."
"I feel ridiculous."
"Y/N." He lifts your chin and stares down at you, his expression serious. "You're drop-dead gorgeous. If you don't believe me," he grabs your hand, placing it on his hardened member, "then believe this."
He's rock hard and throbbing against your palm, making your eyes widen, your face burning.
"Been thinkin bout you wearin one of these for a while," he says, moving the sign out of the way. "Every time those girls would walk on stage, I'd imagine you instead, practically naked as you hold up a sign. You'd look so fucking good in the ring." He takes the sign from your hand, dropping it beside him.
"But I don't want anyone else to see you like this. I want you all to myself." His hands glide over your waist, squeezing at your love handles and back as he pulls you to his chest. "Ain't no way in hell I'm lettin some greasy fans see my pretty girl dressed up like a slut. This is just for me, isn't it?"
"Y-Yes..."
"Good girl. Ya wanna fuck me while ya wear this?"
"...yes."
"Yea ya do. Hold on." He picks you up, locking his arms under your ass, burying his face into your cleavage and nibbling at your tits. "I'm gonna fuck you so good, bunny, just you wait~"
Ok he may or may not have to order a new UFC outfit for you bc he ripped up the first one 🤧
PLEASE WEAR HIS CLOTHES GOOD GOD HE WANTS TO SEE YOU WRAPPED UP IN HIS STUFF
You tell him his clothes are too small and won't fit but now he's even MORE determined to get you to wear his stuff bc he wants to see your chubby bits press against the fabric 🥴
Oh god, but once you finally put on one of his shirts, he's just staring at your squished tits and the little bit of your belly peeking out from the bottom and he's so hard it's embarrassing
But if you REALLY don't like his clothes bc they're too tight, he just buys some bigger stuff
Literally all his hoodies were bought so you could steal em 🤧
He also has some baggy boxers that he insists you wear around the house
Just very adamant about you wearing his clothes. It's like a territorial thing, he's gotta make sure everyone knows who you belong to
PDA is a MUST
HOLD HIS HAND! LET HIM PUT HIS ARM AROUND YOU! KISSES ARE REQUIRED AT LEAST EVERY FIVE MINUTES OR HE'LL DIE!!!
Obvs I'm exaggerating but you get the point sksksk
Yk those tiktok vids where girls prank their boyfriends by letting go of their hands or pushing them away?
Yea if you ever do that with him he'll throw a tantrum
"I know you didn't just push me offa you 😡" proceeds to grab your hand roughly and squeeze it tight as he keeps walking
V angery if you deny him physical affection, how tf else is he gonna show that he loves you??
I mentioned this in my first post, but he HATES the thought of you dieting
Now ofc he'll support you no matter what and if you wanna make positive changes to your eating habits then sure he'll help you out
But going on a diet to lose weight? Oh, he wholeheartedly despises that sksksk
Listen: you have no reason to dislike yourself! You are smart and kind and so fucking pretty jesus christ babe leave a lil beauty for the rest of us sksksk
But there's going to be some times where it's difficult to love yourself and you struggle (which is normal!! Don't hate yourself for not loving yourself 24/7, its okay)
As a result, you feel insecure and there's a chance you'll try to cut back and start a new diet in order to lose weight
If that happens, god forbid Sukuna find out
Let's say that he notices you eating less and feeling miserable:
His first reaction is rage, like wtf are you doing, why are you starving yourself, are you insane??
He's slowly learning that getting angry just makes you feel worse, so he holds back his feelings as best he can
He keeps his opinions to himself and suddenly says that he's going out and will be back soon
Cue Sukuna coming home almost and hour later carrying several takeout bags
"Babe, what's all that?"
"It's food. I was hungry."
Proceeds to sit on the couch and start emptying bags, placing food containers all over it
He went to like five different places, getting all your favorite dishes, and you just feel your heart sink
"Ryo, I can't—"
"You don't hafta eat anythin," he interrupts, picking up a straw french fry and popping it in his mouth. "I ain't gonna force ya. But I want ya to know that there's nothin wrong with ya and that I like ya the way ya are, so you should like yourself too." He unwraps a burger, taking a big bite out of it. "Also, I'm not gonna he able to eat all this stuff by myself over the next few days. I could really use the help of a sexy, curvy lady who makes my dick—"
"Alright, alright, I get it. Hand me a fork."
Yall eat a sensible amount and have leftovers for like 3 days, so you're kind of sick of takeout food for a while ✌🤧 but it's the thought that counts and it was real sweet 🥺
All in all, he's a piece of work but he genuinely loves you and would do anything for you and is dynamight in the sack so you might as well keep him sksksk
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tagged by @gcralts​ and @quaffled thank u both ily 💕
1. do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen? black
2. would you prefer to live in the country or in the city? oh 100% city
3. if you could learn a new skill, what would it be? I always wanted to learn how to tumble/gymnastics so that would be cool but my eighty-year-old knees could never
4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? tea never, coffee always
5. what was your favorite book as a child? I always loved series so i primarily went from magic treehouse to percy jackson and harry potter
6. do you prefer baths or showers? showers regularly, but baths for relaxing with wine and a book
7. if you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be? sksksksk if not a dragon, then definitely a faerie
8. paper or electronic books? paper or not at all 
9. what is your favorite item of clothing? my two, very oversized crewneck sweaters they’re ariana grande merch shut up I know
10. do you like your name? would you like to change it? i like it enough not to change it, but sometimes I wonder if I would have preferred my “almost name”, victoria
11. who is a mentor to you? my mom??? I mean I literally cannot make a decision without calling her so
12. would you like to be famous? if so, what for? it’s my dream to publish a book one day and of course i’d want it to do well, so, yes, i’d like to be famous for that (copying this verbatim from wik because we’re the same person but what else is new)
13. are you a restless sleeper? oh god no I don’t move at all but it does take me fuckn forever to actually fall asleep
14. do you consider yourself to be a romantic person? i am... so soft, yes
15. which element best represents you? fireeee
16. who do you want to be closer to? this is probably not what this question is asking for but i wish my good friends on here lived closer to me (or at least on the same continent) so i could see them irl (im copying again its too good also ily)
17. do you miss someone at the moment? literally everyone back home that I moved away from, especially my mom :(
18. tell us about an early childhood memory. i don’t know how I remember this but my mom has assured me its real, but when I was eighteen months old (I swore in the memory I was like seven hahahha nope) I thought I saw my nana so I waved at her and got my arm caught in the train door of the london underground and had to be rushed to the ER and my parents missed our flight back to the states ooooops also my nana was 1000% not there at all 
19. what is the strangest thing you have eaten? probably some various form of bug on a dare from my brothers whenever we went camping
20. what are you most thankful for? my friends, family, and my resilience? like I keep finding myself leaning back into depression and constantly fight to stay out of that dark place 
21. do you like spicy food? yessssss
22. have you ever met someone famous? uhhhh no? no one comes to mind
23. do you keep a diary or journal? no but I really, really should
24. do you prefer to use pen or pencil? pen, unless its math math then pencil
25. what is your star sign? libra
26. do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy? if my jaw doesn’t ache after eating it I don’t want it
27. what would you want your legacy to be? i want to save lives and leave people better, more hopeful, and happier than when I found them
28. do you like reading? what was the last book you read? god yes, and red white and royal blue which wrecked me
29. how do you show someone you love them? i like to spend time with them and I like to know them, as well as let them know me
30. do you like ice in your drinks? its nice but not a necessity
31. what are you afraid of? losing a loved one, forever being alone alone, and not being good enough
32. what is your favorite scent? sawdust, sandalwood, pine, and literally anything “manly”
33. do you address older people by their name or surname? mostly first name I think?? I can’t think of an instance where I wasn’t familiar enough with them not to use it
34. if money was not a factor, how would you live your life? bitch I would travel the earth until I died
35. do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean? por que no los dos??
36. what would you do if you found $50 in the ground? i mean if I didn’t see anyone drop it or anything, then I would probably keep it and pay it forward somewhere
37. have you ever seen a shooting star? did you make a wish? yes and no
38. what is one thing you would want to teach your children? *nieces/nephews, and to be independent, clever and funny lol
39. if you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? I have several, but the next one I want is inspired by a drawing called self love by frederic forest and on the back of my elbow if that makes sense
40. what can you hear now? a storm, rain pelting on the window
41. where do you feel the safest? surrounded by my friends and family, doesn’t matter where
42. what is one thing you want to overcome/conquer? being more open about my past trauma
43. if you could travel back to any era, what would it be? god, it would be horrible as far as how far we’ve come in so many aspects of life, but I’ve always been interested to know how it would be to live in the 15th/16th century 
44. what is your most used emoji? 😂 + 😭 + 🥺 
45. describe yourself using one word. resilient
46. what do you regret the most? trusting certain people  
47. last movie you saw? the half of It
48. last tv show you watched? sex education
49. invent a word and its meaning veration - (noun) extreme happiness for fictional characters or ships that causes a real, physical response; ex: kate’s veration over pynch deepened when she realized they were canon. 
tagging: some new mutuals @ughdraco @chlamets @fleurdlacour @avilareyna @henriettia @eorwyn @ivashkov + anyone else who wants to (also feel free to ignore this)
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hang on did you say that within the past 10 years you've seen hamilton five times and wicked nine?? are you made out of thousand-dollar bills omfg
i wish sksksksks here’s the deal:
6/9 Wicked’s were paid for by family. most i was too young (and had no money) to pay for and one was a birthday present. two others i entered the lottery when it came to my school’s national tour theatre. i lost the lottery but got each seat for $40. the other time i went to see it was in London on my study abroad and paid like 18 pounds ($23ish) for a seat all the way in the back of the balcony. so in total i’ve personally paid like $100 for three Wicked performances. i have no idea how much the others would total up to be.
as for Hamilton, here was the breakdown:
time #1: OBC - my grandfather and i got the tickets before they were on broadway. we saw the show opening week and i believe each ticket was $250. once again, i had no money and i did not pay for this. 
time #2: saw it in Chicago with my college. the bus ride to Chicago and the ticket combined was like $120 or something
time #3: went to in Chicago with my friend and at the last minute we scored $60 seats on Ticketmaster. here’s the in-depth story
time #4: saw it in Chicago again with a different friend, we paid like $80 each for Wednesday night orchestra tickets if i recall correctly. i didn’t really want to see it again but my friend really did so i was like what the hell
time #5: saw it on tour for free with BroadwayWorld
so my Hamilton total (what i paid for myself) is like $260 so far since 2016. don’t plan on seeing it again anytime soon and if i do i’m not paying more than $75 for it.
i am not well off at all, i just have family that was nice enough to pay for half of the aforementioned trips. i’m also super cheap and i don’t like to spend a lot of money on…anything. which is why theatre is a hobby i love but it also causes my bank account great pain.
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Wanderlust
A/n: sksksksk. I’m a VSCO girl now. And I oop-- And I oop--. M’kay. So I took a DNA test, turns out I’m 29% Kyle, 29% Jimmy, 14% Ike, 14% Nichole, 7% Clyde, 4% Big Gay Al, and 4% Thumper the Ski Instructor. Just thought you guys should know. As always, I hope you enjoy the chapter, I love y’all (no homo or hetero) and yeah. Spooky Season is starting up in a few days which means ABC Family/Freeform is safe to watch again. There was literally no point to this “author’s note”, I just wrote it to talk shit. That’s sad.
Warnings: You know the drill.
Word Count: 5960
Chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
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Chapter 4
Alucard was the first to notice that the humans in the group had woken up. He really didn’t want them to see him and Rory cuddled up to each other. “I’m going to go look for another book, do you want me to find you one as well?” He asked, not really giving Aurora time to process the fact that he’d just stood up. As a matter of fact, she was so unaware he’d gotten up, that she kind of just fell over. Her left cheek kissed the floor. She awkwardly sat back up. “Um… Yes, please? If you don’t mind?”
As much as he’d enjoyed his time with Rory that night, he didn’t want to hear, what he was sure would be endless teasing coming from the human half of the group. He wasn’t in the mood for it, nor did he feel that he had the time for it. “Sypha, I’m going out for a bit, do you mind opening the door for me later?” He heard her say, not bothering to tear his eyes away from the book he’d stuffed his nose into. He was curious to know why she was leaving, but figured that wouldn’t go far and would, in turn be fine. She probably needed some time alone. Outside.
However, half an hour passed, and she wasn’t back.
Another half an hour passed, and she still wasn’t back.
Two hours passed and she still wasn’t back. “Sypha,” Alucard called as calmly as possibly could, though, he was getting very antsy. Whilst being confident she could take care of herself based of her progress in training, he didn’t feel comfortable in just leaving her to fend for herself.
“Yes?” The unsuspecting red-head called back, not caring to take her nose out of the book she was skimming through.
“Did Aurora tell you where she was heading, exactly?”
Trevor poked his head around the bookcase where the dhampir stood, said head was rather close to the man’s chest. The brunet looked up at him with the biggest grin he could muster, “are you worried, lover-boy? Muah muah muah.” He baited, making kissy noises at the end of his little question.
Alucard glowered at the man-child, pressing his hand on Trevor’s face and applying just enough force to push him away and not cause terrible harm to his hairy face, head, or neck.
Sypha sighed, they were always picking on one another. It was stupid, in her opinion; not that anyone asked. “I don’t know where she is, actually. She didn’t tell me, she just said she’d be back in a bit.”
“Open the door for me when I get back, then.”
“Huh?” He was gone.
By this time, the female dhampir had the time of her life. She was out living her best life. Or, at least, making the best out of it, considering the current state of it and the surrounding circumstances. Aurora had sun-bathed for a bit and had gone sight-seeing. Her plan was to take a quick bath in a lake, if she was able to find one, and then catch a wild boar that she’d been keeping her eyes on. Her plan was to catch it and take back it to the group. She wanted to use its blood to feed herself and the other dhampir and then cook some ham for Trevor and Sypha. None of them had eaten for a bit, so she thought it’d be nice to bring them some food. Much to her disappointment, she hadn’t yet found a sitting body of water. According to Adrian, rivers weren’t safe for, what she described as, ‘happy vampire bath time’, because running water was one of the things that could kill them. Aurora thought it was stupid, but she wasn’t going to risk her life just because something sounded dumb to her.
She walked and walked and walked until she stumbled upon a lake. Bingo, she thought once she got there. The woman took her book bag off her person and opened it. It had everything she had packed for her now ruined trip since she hadn’t really taken anything out of it except for her headphones. Quickly, she pulled out a pair of black sweatpants, black tank top and underwear. She closed the bag up and set the clothes on top of it. She was a bit bothered that she didn’t have a towel on her, but it wasn’t like she was prepared for what happened. Fortunately, she did pack small bottles of body wash, shampoo, and conditioner into her bag. That quickly brought her mood back up. Her shorts and panties were the first to go, soon followed by her shirt and bra. Into the lake she went without giving it a second thought. She practically ran in. She hadn’t taken a bath in what felt like days. Apparently, getting to a library was more important than taking baths daily and they did it every other day instead of when it was necessary in her eyes. She had been alternating between two outfits the entire time.
Another half hour passed, but she hadn’t noticed, she was too busy floating around and lathering her dirty clothes in soap to pay attention to anything. She did know that quite some time had passed because when she looked down at her hands, she saw that the skin had shriveled up like prunes. That was when she decided to step out and get dressed.
And that was when she heard it, “there you are, what took you so long–?” It was Adrian. And he’d just seen her naked. He turned around and cleared his throat, “sorry about that.”
Aurora’s reaction was delayed due to the shock. She let out a shriek, covering herself to the best of her abilities with the clothes she’d hand-washed in the lake. “Oh my goodness, look away, you creep!”
“I am looking away. I have been for the past two minutes.” He defended himself blindly while he waited for her to put her clothes back on. All the while, she was going on about how embarrassing this was for her and how he should’ve told her he was coming.
“You can turn around now.” She grumbled, putting her book bag on and walking over to him with her wet clothes balled up in her fist. “You see that boar over there?” She pointed with that very hand.
“Yes.”
“Catch it and carry it all the way back to the hold, and I’ll consider us even.”
“Why do you want me to catch a boar?”
“For starters, I’m hungry. With that being said, I’m sure you’re all hungry, too. Catch it.”
The man sighed, she did make a fair point. Ever since they’d gotten to the library, they hadn’t really left it. Remembering that she was still getting used to being a vampire and not as good at controlling herself as him, it was a good idea to fetch themselves a quick meal to take back. Or, in their case, drink on the way back.
“Finally, what took you so long?” Sypha complained once she’d opened the door for the two dhampirs and they’d made it all the way down the stairs and into the main building. The words Sypha used brought the feeling of embarrassment back for Aurora and she looked away, not letting her eyes meet the other woman’s face. Sypha paid no mind to that and looked at the other dhampir. She noticed what Adrian was carrying and saw that her previous question had been answered without the need to speak.
“Is that a–?”
“Boar? Yes.”
“Bon appétit, y’all.” Aurora cut in, giving Adrian a look as if to say ‘put it down’. He didn’t quite catch that.
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Maybe she wants you to…” Trevor then proceeded to kiss the air and make loud kissy noises. No one laughed at his great joke and instead focused on the dead animal in Adrian’s hands. 
“Haha, very funny,” she laughed sarcastically, not at all amused by his piss poor attempt at making a joke. After seeing the vampire hunter flip the birdie at her, she turned her attention back to the dhampir. “I was trying to tell you to put the pig down.”
“Ah.” The blond smiled awkwardly and set the dead animal down on a table. His eyebrows furrowed, “if that were the case, you should have said so.”
A gasp escaped the brunet’s mouth once he realised he’d forgotten to ask, what he deemed, an important question. “Did you bring me a drink?” 
“No? I’m sorry, I’ll go and get–”
“No,” Adrian interjected, “he’s a man. He can go get himself a drink if he really wants one. Maybe have Sypha conjure up some water for you? That’s what you really need. That and some exercise.” He patted his stomach as if you insinuate that Trevor was developing a sexy case of potbelly. Aurora gasped. If Trevor hadn’t felt the burn, she certainly did for him.
“Do you need to argue like children all the time?” Sypha grumbled. Their playful banter always got on her nerves. Or, at least it seemed that way. She did find it amusing at times, this was one of those times, but she didn’t want them to know she was enjoying it. If she laughed, she felt that would encourage them to verbally abuse each other even though that was far from the case. 
The other woman in the room laughed at her comment, “boys will be boys, no?” 
“I guess,” the speaker sighed, stuffing her face back into the book she had in her hands. No one cooked the wild pig, so no one ate from the wild pig. Except, of course, for the bloodsuckers in the vicinity. Hours had passed, the sun had gone down and has been replaced by the shining moon and stars around it; and still, no one ate. They were all so busy working, they’d forgotten to eat. Occasionally, the stomachs of the more vulnerable species would growl, but they didn’t budge from their jobs. And the moment it stopped growling, their hunger slipped from their minds.
“I’ve got the mirror working,” Adrian announced after hours of listening to everyone else flip pages and, in Trevor’s case, eat shit. Being that it was very quiet in that underground library, there was no way he hadn’t been heard. The vampire hunter’s head perked up at the news and he immediately stood up from the corner he’d been sitting in and ran over to the center of the bottom-most floor of the basement. Sypha did the same, closing the book she had in her hands. Aurora could hear the distinction in their footsteps, Trevor’s were heavy and quick while Sypha’s were light and slow. Unlike the other two, the teenager stayed where she was, not caring enough to get up and investigate. She continued to read her book and ignore everyone else to the best of her ability.
Trevor was the first to speak out of the human pair, “so, we’re looking at Dracula’s evil lair?”
“His study,” Adrian corrected.
“Same thing,” he argued, staring at the mirror before him. “Looks like daddy’s home.” The room was fairly empty until more people stepped into the study. The three of them watched intently as their enemies spoke.
“That can’t be right… She looks just like Aurora,” Trevor mumbled.
“That must be her sister,” said Sypha. “But why is she there?”
“I don’t know, but Aurora mustn’t find out about it yet, she may not react positively.” Adrian warned, but it was too late. Rory had already heard what he had said and she was already there, standing behind them. They hadn’t really noticed it until a book went flying and the mirror shattered. A gasp escaped Sypha’s lips as the glass shattered and fell to the ground along with the book that was used to destroy it and the mirror’s wooden frame. “Aurora!” The woman scolded.
“You fucking piece of shit,” the female dhampir cried. “You were going to keep this from me? You? Of all people? Of all things?”
Adrian tried to calm her down, “Rory–”
“Shut the fuck up!” She slapped him and punched him, pounding her fists against his chest. And he let her. “You don’t get to say shit. I fucking hate you.” She repeated as she hit him relentlessly without holding back any of her strength. Adrian grabbed her wrists and she pushed him, successfully managing to get out of his grip. “Don’t fucking touch me.” She stormed off.
“That bitch broke the fucking mirror,” Trevor spoke with severe hostility.
“It’s not an issue, I can fix the mirror again,” Adrian sighed, trying his best to ignore the fact that the vampire hunter had just insulted the girl needlessly.
“It’s an issue because that bitch just delayed the fucking process… Again.” He spat once more. The dhampir’s nostrils flared.
“Call her that one more time,” he threatened. Of course Trevor, being Trevor, wasn’t just going to back off and watch his mouth, instead, he said exactly what he was warned not to say; unsurprisingly earning himself a swift punch in the face. The vampire hunter fell straight down. “Fuck, that hurt.” He groaned, rubbing his cheek and backside simultaneously.
“Yes, well. Maybe next time you’ll watch your mouth,” Sypha lectured as she helped him up. “Go talk to her.”
Adrian shook his head, “she’ll need her space for a bit. I’ll speak to her when she’s calmed down…” “She needs you now.” “Yes, well. We’re back at square one with this damned mirror and I would very much like to get work. It shouldn’t take long now that I know I was able to and how. She can wait.” “Alucard--” “Please, just… Let me think for a moment.”
Sypha took a deep breath before she scolded the brunet. “Trevor, that was very rude of you.”
“She shouldn’t have broken the mirror.” The simple human shrugged.
“Well, how would you feel?” Sypha questioned, only getting a sigh in return as the vampire hunter sat up. “What would you want me to do?” He complained as if there were no options left for him. As if apologising to the teenager weren’t an option. Because it wasn’t, at least not to him. In his mind, he did nothing wrong. It wasn’t like he’d insulted the girl to her face. 
“Say you’re sorry, maybe?” “For what?” “There’s just no getting through to you, is there? You called her a bitch, Trevor.” “Not like I said it to her.” “No, but I’m sure she heard it. Now go apologise,” and when Trevor didn’t budge, Sypha didn’t either. “Now.” She demanded.
Trevor sighed, this was so unnecessary. It wasn’t like he jumped in the mirror and killed her sister, for Christ’s sake. Why were these damned women so sensitive? He grumbled the whole way up the stairs and cursed when couldn’t find her at first. So annoying, he thought as he walked past different bookshelves whilst glancing to see if she was there. He found her at the end of one of the bookshelves, the second to last bookshelf on that floor, sitting on the floor. He didn’t notice her when he walked by it initially until he heard her sniffle. “Hey, uh, listen,” he called, catching the brunette’s attention. She wiped her face before lifting her head up to focus on the human that stood in front of her. “I, er, wanted to say that I’m sorry. Very, very sorry. Deeply sorry. I wasn’t thinking and what I did was terrible.” Aurora’s eyebrows knitted themselves together and her eyes squinted as they gazed up at the man. “And what did you do, exactly?” She crossed her arms, curious to hear what he’d tell her. “Well, I, er--” “Now it’s your turn to listen. I don’t want a half-assed apology. If you don’t want to say sorry or you don’t really know what you’re apologising for, don’t worry about it. We’re good.” Trevor sighed in relief, “oh, thank God.” He slumped down and sat next to her on the ground.
The girl scoffed, “not so good with apologies, huh?” “Eh, you can say that,” he chuckled. “Not a people person?” he shook his head, “me neither.” The vampire hunter took this as an opportunity to mimic the girl and scoffed, “yes, you are. You can talk your ass off.” “And here comes the pot calling the kettle black.”
He was stumped, he didn’t know what that phrase meant. Of course he wouldn’t, it wasn’t in common use at this point in the timeline. It probably hadn’t even been thought up yet. Aurora caught onto that when he looked at her like a lost puppy. He was about to ask, himself, when she took the liberty to explain it, “it means you’re being a hypocrite. You’re saying I have to be good at socialising because I talk a lot when you talk a lot as well.” “I guess we’re similar in some ways.” “Oh, please no. You’re the last person I want to have things in common with.” “That was uncalled for,” Trevor chuckled, stopping abruptly when a thought crossed his mind. Aurora was still giggling when he started back up, “you know…” her head turned. “I didn’t get to grow up with my family…” “Yeah, we all know that, Trev.” “Shush, you’re ruining my moment.” She rolled her eyes while he quickly cleared his throat and tried to get serious again. “What I was trying to say before you rudely interrupted me was that I see you fuckers as my family, because you lot are the closest thing I’ve had to family in years. Alucard is my smart mouthed brother, you’re my incredibly annoying little sister…” “Gee, thanks,” she commented sarcastically. “And Sypha is… Sypha.” Aurora snorted, knowing all too well that Sypha wasn’t ‘just Sypha’ to him. Sypha wasn’t a random person in the little make-shift family he had. He loved her too much for that. He cared for her in an entirely different way than he cared for the dhampirs in the group. If Sypha were to have a role in his family, the role would be as that girl next door that he’s known for quite a bit. The girl next door that had become his friend. The girl next door that he’d fallen in love with. And everyone knew that. Everyone knew he liked her in more of a romantic manner. It was more than obvious. To everyone except Sypha herself. Funny how that worked. “You love her,” the teenager whispered. It wasn’t a question like Trevor had thought initially, it was a statement. 
The vampire hunter did know how to respond at first, he rubbed the back of his head nervously and avoided eye contact. He was flustered and his face gave it away without even trying to conceal it. “Don’t try to deny it, lying isn’t a cute look for you.” The dhampir pulled her phone out. She wasn’t going to use it-- she couldn’t, the battery was long dead. She just twirled it around like she would a fidget spinner. She had a fidget spinner in her bag but her phone was closer. She turned her head to look at the man again. He was stuttering up a storm, it was evident he was struggling to speak; but Aurora knew what he wanted to say already. Or rather, ask. “You want to know how I know?” He nodded. “It’s more than obvious, bro. You’re like, up her ass twenty-five eight. You guys cuddle up to each other when you sleep and shit, did you know that? Well, you should since you wake up the same way you fall asleep. Anyway, Addy knows it too. The only one that doesn’t is Sypha. Don’t worry, your not-so-secretive secret is safe with me.”
“Thank you.” “Now if you’ll excuse me, I’d like to sulk in peace.” She looked at Trevor as if to say ‘get the fuck away,’ but he didn’t quite catch that. She wiggled her eyebrows, nodded her head in different directions but nothing. He still didn’t get it, he just sat there. Or maybe he did get it but secretly hoped she’d be the one to get up and go. “Um… Can you leave, please?” “Dammit, I was hoping you were gonna do that. I just got up here.” He complained. Bingo. 
It’d been a few hours since she’d broken the mirror. Sypha and Trevor were sitting in their usual spot. Adrian had stopped working on that mirror for a bit. He was currently pacing around. Aurora stood by the vampire skull trophy case and stared into it, deep in thought. Marisol was on the opposite side of the playing field. Behind enemy lines in the war she got dragged into. Rory’s breath quickened– and now she was hyperventilating. She felt so little, so powerless. Helpless. She now had to choose between her sister and the human race. She couldn’t bear the thought of her sister dying. She couldn’t bear the possibility of it being there when it happened, to see the girl die when her life had barely started. It was terrifying.
She felt two strong arms wrap themselves securely around her waist. Aurora knew exactly who it was. Trevor wasn’t much of a hugger, Sypha was shorter, and they were both asleep so it wasn’t really difficult to pinpoint who it was. “She’s going to end up being one of these, isn’t she?” She was referring to the skulls, implying that her sister was going to die, whether they were going to be the ones to do the job or not. She could feel Adrian’s chin on her left shoulder and looked at him through the reflection that came off the glass. She could feel his breath on her neck as he spoke, “I can't even begin to imagine what you might be feeling at this very moment.” Although she took great comfort in his affectionate gestures, she wasn’t satisfied with what he had to say and she wasn’t happy with the way he’d handled things earlier in the night when he found out her sister was with his father.
Aurora shoved his hands off her and turned to face him, “we’re not alright.” She began, “this isn’t okay. What you did wasn’t okay. And what you’re doing now isn’t fine, either.”
“I have not stated otherwise,” he was hurt. He was hurt, but he hid it well. This wasn’t about him. His feelings didn’t matter at this very moment. This was the time for him to try and patch things up with someone that was important to him. Her feelings mattered most. He’d spend his time alone to let his anger simmer down for this reason. To be able to have her dump her emotional baggage on him without the risk of piling more unnecessary cargo on. He wasn’t exactly pleased with her before this very moment. His work had been shattered and destroyed right when he’d gotten it done, so of course he wasn’t feeling up to speaking with her immediately after. 
“You were going to hide it from me.”
“Not for long… Just until I figured out how to tell you.”
“Until you figured out how to tell me my sister’s gonna die.”
It was at this moment he realised she wasn’t actually upset with him. She was devastated because she was starting to grasp the fact that this entire situation was risky and that her sister’s like was at risk along with it. Seeing her with whom she perceived as the enemy, plotting, scheming to help bring about the end of times. Helping bring about the erasing of their reality, their way of life, their mere existence. It wasn’t right. And to be frank, Alucard was scared shit-less knowing that her sister was in cahoots with his father. The fact that she was from the future, providing him with information to help him in his crusade against humanity added more pressure onto him. He didn’t have much room for error. Not that he did before, but Marisol was the nail in Dracula’s coffin. Dracula definitely needed to die now. 
Regardless of his own concerns, he took the initiative to try to comfort her. “You don’t know that… She didn’t appear to be there as a prisoner.”
“Yeah, but she’ll end up dead, anyway. You guys are so hell bent on ending this war that you’ll kill whoever you have to kill. Including my sister. And me, should I decide to get in your way.”
Adrian didn’t respond, not knowing exactly what to say. Aurora sighed and used her telekinetic powers to unsheathe the man’s sword which had been lying around far from them, on the other side of the underground structure. “I’d rather not be around to see her die.”
“Aurora, what are you–”
“She’s all I have left, Al. If she dies, I’m nothing. I’ll have no one,” she cried. That was when he saw the sword flying straight toward her head, blade first, at a very high speed. Aurora closed her eyes and waited for the sword to plunge into her skull. Seconds passed and she opened her eyes. She was obviously still alive, much to her confusion. And he was pissed. He felt like she’d just slapped him in the face all over again. Here he was, giving her all of his care, all of his affection, all of his attention, and she had the audacity to insinuate that she’d be utterly alone if her sister died? He was working hard to find and kill the man that raised him, often times, putting that on hold to spend time with her and check to see how she’s doing; and she says that she has no one but her sister? After he’d put in a lot of work to make her feel like she had someone to talk to? It made him feel like complete shit. He was genuinely upset that he’d expressed his love for her in many different ways, many of which were very out of character for him, and they all went unnoticed and that she still felt like she had to deal with things all on her lonesome. And this time, he wasn’t going to be silent about it. He wanted to originally, but then she decided she wanted to give up and he wasn’t having that. If he wasn’t giving up, there was no way in hell that he would let her do give up either. He was filled with so many emotions, he felt like he could explode. He was like a soda bottle that had been shaken pretty well, waiting for an unsuspecting victim to slowly twist the cap off, slowly letting out gas as they twisted before outright dumping everything on top of them. “You’re so fucking stupid,” the male dhampir began, tossing the sword to the side, not exactly caring about where it landed. 
“What did you just say to me?” Aurora challenged. “So now you’re deaf? I called you stupid. You’re deaf and stupid.” “And you’re an asshole.” “Yeah? Well, fuck you.” He walked closer to her. “No, fuck you.” She pushed him back. “You have no idea how irritating you’re being right now. I’ve done so much to show you that I care about you a lot. I’ve done so much to show you that I want you to be with me. I’ve told you I wanted you to stay. I’ve done so much to show you that you can speak to me whenever you’re feeling like shit and you don’t care. If you feel alone, that’s because you want to feel alone. You’ve been such a good friend to me, you’ve moved me, you’ve…” He had to stop momentarily; his throat was closing up and tears were welling up in his eyes. A few escaped and fell down his cheeks. “You’ve made me feel things I didn’t believe were possible for me to feel, especially in this period of time. I looked forward to being with you after this all ended. You’re all I have to look forward to.”
Aurora’s gaze softened as she stared up at the man, tears started to stream down her own face at the sight of him. She stepped closer to him and lifted her hands up to his face, cupping his cheeks and wiping his tears with her thumbs. It was true, she wasn’t being the most logical about the situation. And to just blatantly say that she would have no such thing as a companionship if her sister were to die was again, stupid. He’d practically been her best friend ever since they met and had been there for her when she was going through her moments of depression. He’d taught her about the many different aspects of her vampiric abilities and trained her to perfect said abilities as much as she could. She couldn’t help but feel ashamed of herself for bringing him pain. “I’m sorry, Adrian...”
Adrian looked down at the woman and wrapped his arms around her once again. “I understand your concern for your sister, but a suicide attempt won’t solve anything. To do such a thing, it’s-- it’s… It’s so fucking selfish. To do that to yourself, to do that to your sister, to do that to your mother, to do that to me…” He clutched onto her tightly. “Do you know how devastated everyone would be?” “I’m sorry,” she repeated, starting to sniffle as her nose got stuffed with snot. “I’m sorry.”
He shook his head. “It’s alright… I just need you to know that I care about you even if you think otherwise.” The female dhampir nodded and rested the left side of her face flat on his chest. 
“You won’t kill her, right?” She asked meekly. 
Once again, the dhampir shook his head. Of course he wouldn’t, deep down, she knew all along that he wouldn’t. “I can’t. She means too much to you and I wouldn’t be able to live with myself with the knowledge that I took her away from you.”
“God, I love you,” she whispered without even registering her last thought had poured out of her mouth. When she did, she made no effort to take it back. She didn’t want to look up at him. If she did, she feared that he’d see just how desperate she was to hear him say that he loved her too. She waited and couldn’t help but feel foolish for thinking, even for a second, that he loved her the way she loved him. 
They embraced in stillness for a bit before Aurora felt Adrian’s body shake. Curious, she looked up to see fresh tears were falling down his face and he was laughing hysterically; her eyebrows knitted themselves back together. “Are you okay? What’s so funny?” “You are,” he continued to laugh. “What were you so anxious about?” “Don’t worry about it.” “I love you too. Although I’m not sure if you meant it in the way that I mean it, I love you.” “You mean as friends?” “If that’s how you meant it, then this will be quite embarrassing,” he answered, pulling out a necklace from his pocket. It was rather simple, but the simplicity of it made it more beautiful all on it’s own. The gold chain was paired with a ruby pendant that came in the shape of a teardrop. “This belonged to my mother…” He explained as he stepped back, reached down Aurora’s side and gently took her hand, bringing it up to her chin and placing the simple necklace onto her open palm. “It’s very important to me… You’re very important to me, so I’d like for you to have it.”
“Oh wow, I--” she looked down at the necklace, “thank you…” “It’s of no trouble to me… I had originally intended to give this to you in the morning but I think it’s better that I waited until now. Happy birthday, Aurora.” “You remembered,” she wanted to slap herself for having stated the obvious. But she couldn’t help it, she was happy. With everything that had been happening, he still remembered. “How could I not? You were babbling on about it when we first met. It was hard not to have it drilled into my head.” “I-- fuck you.” “We’re not even married yet and I am an honourable man. Trust me when I say, that will not be happening any time soon.” Aurora’s face was now flush red, “what do you mean we’re not married yet? We’re not even dating.” “I apologise, I made the assumption that we were now…” She smiled and kissed him on the cheek, “it wasn’t explicitly stated, so no. But if you really want to be with me, I wouldn’t mind it.” She shrugged, making an attempt at playing it cool. Alucard saw right through her but smiled back at her nonetheless. 
He stepped closer to her once again and started to lean down, Aurora gulped. “May I kiss you?” The dhampir nodded as slowly as she could so she wouldn’t seem eager. She leaned up and he leaned down a bit further so their lips could meet. 
Normally she was very cautious about things like this: dating, relationships, etc. She’d found it difficult to trust other people and bond with them. And if she had to be honest with herself, she never actually dated anyone. She had been so scared to give her heart away that whenever she had a ‘boyfriend’, she would keep them at arm’s length; she wouldn’t even hug them more than she had to. So everything piled on, one after the other, meant so much to her. Her first kiss was with someone she was actually willing to open her heart up to. That was why, when they’d pulled their lips apart from each other, she said, “thank you…”
The vampire shook his head, “to be honest, I should be thanking you.”
“For what?”
“I’ll tell you later,” he leaned down to kiss her forehead. Aurora was a bit mixed up by his answer. They’d already been deep in conversation for a while, why was he delaying his explanation now? She could hear the footsteps now, and it was starting to make sense to her. Trevor was on his way over to the new couple and Alucard didn’t want the man-child to make fun of them for having kissed his girlfriend. Was he embarrassed? No. He just wasn’t in the mood for Trevor’s smart mouth.
“Are you done crying and making out now? Your man’s got work to do, thanks to you.” 
Adrian landed a quick little punch to the vampire hunter’s gut once he got close enough to do it. “Was that a ‘no’?” The bearded man groaned, wrapping his arms around his waist.
The dhampir didn’t necessarily respond, he just walked behind the brunet that was feeling a small, temporary pain. Aurora gently grabbed his hand and he stopped, Trevor kept walking. “You won’t regret giving me this, right? You don’t want to save it for someone else? Or at least, until you’re sure you want to give it to me?”
He couldn’t help but find himself feeling slightly offended. Did she really think he’d even consider giving this to someone else after the conversation they just had? Did she really think he hadn’t made up his mind about his feelings toward her after he expressed them? “I’m sorry, I just don’t want you to regret this.” Adrian cupped her face gently and kissed her forehead, “I won’t.”
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