#holllaaaaa

[hcllchesters]

hcllchesters ( noun ): penned by ceejay. a multi-muse blog including canon and original characters from the cw show supernatural. discord is available upon request. MINORS & PERSONALS DO NOT INTERACT. PLEASE NOTE ALL FOLLOWS / ASKS WILL COME FROM @greedaeye

#( self promo ) #supernatural roleplay #supernatural rp #spn roleplay #spn rp #indie roleplay #indie rp #new psd HOLLLAAAAA

[marlinsandthetrout]

I got diagnosed with ADHD today.

I had to fill out a questionnaire with a series of statements, ranking how well each one applied to me. I filled the form out in pencil, because I was afraid I would change my mind about my answers. When I was done, I went over most of the entries in pen... ...and then I got distracted and didn’t finish. So only half the sheet was filled out in pen. My doctor thought this was both hilarious and a perfect piece of proof of my ADHD.

#adhd #only took me until age 27 to get an adhd diagnosis holllaaaaa

[rottingkiss]

𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐄𝐘'𝐒 — 𝐈𝐅 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑

@goreburdened​ said: ❛ so take what you want, take what you can, take what you please. ❜ (surprise me BBY)

❝Don’t PAINT me out like the bad guy here, Akira. Things have CHANGED drastically: it’s a dog-eat-dog world out there. . . Should I say demon-eat-human? That would be a WAY more appropriate analogy.❞ 

Ryo snorts at his own morbid joke despite a smile not crossing his lips. Instead, he inhales deeply the fumes of his laced cigarette. Index fingers tap away at the stick he removes from between his lips to mindlessly watch the ash drop onto the concrete of the streets. 

Ah. . . the Devilman is being DIFFICULT, as usual. The occasional doubt is fine, but questioning if they’re doing the right thing all together? Who put that sort of idea in his best friend’s head? They SWORE to venture to hell and back hand-in-hand. Besides, it’s far too late to care about the MORALITY of it all. Saving humanity and all that nice shit requires SACRIFICE. 

Although. . .if the professor’s son is to be all that honest with himself. . .he’s gained far more out of this situation than anything. The brunet is finally wrapped around his little fingers just like he likes. Perhaps what the other is claiming isn’t completely off base. Not smart to validate such a statement, though. Not right before HUNTING.

❝What’s mine is YOURS, buddy, and vice versa. That won’t change ever: end times or not.❞

#💋 — RYO ASUKA 💋 Hallelujah To The Apocalypse In My Head #💋 — DEVILMAN 💋 #goreburdened #// the muses that brought us together holllaaaaa // #drugs tw

[neeko-s]

holllaaaaa tanto riempoooo 🤗🤗!!!

[chelo69]

Holllaaaaa

#trannny

[journullism]

So uh… I’m the queen… the names Mary Berry Haul! Holllaaaaa

wassup queen mary

now, lets talk

have you never eaten at a wafflehouse? if not, that's the holy stuff

go eat at a wafflehouse near you

#wafflehouse #waffleposter #waffleposter strikes again

[ihcuitak]

Holllaaaaa :)

Holaaaa (:

[namfine]

Hello All! 

It’s ~Admin Zesty~ here, and I’m sad to say I’ve been booked a one-way ticket on the departing train. I feel it’s my duty to our readers to explain why, in the hopes that those involved can learn and grow from this.

As a disclaimer, I don’t claim to speak for Umami and Fizzy; they have been cordial in taking their leave, and everything I’m about to say stems from my own observations and conclusions. A lot has come to the surface in the past 24 hours, putting together puzzle pieces that none of us knew about. I’ll get to that in a moment, but I have to say this: Umami and Fizzy have been cordial. I will not. I was asked to leave; but more on that later.

I tend to let things pass; I’m a fairly easy-going person. I’m not one to pick fights and will often let things slide, or assume I’m imagining them. I like to give my friends the benefit of the doubt, which they deserve until proven otherwise. The boiling point for me with this was a brief argument I got into with Tart right before Christmas. This was not the first time I felt like Tart was looking for a fight, which heavily contributed to the overflow that followed. I expressed my distaste at people not wearing masks in the Atlanta airport while I was sitting waiting for my flight (a photo of the airport, me = masked, captioned “I hate the South”). Tart immediately jumped on me, claiming I was “belittling the work of Black activists in Atlanta” by “generalizing the South” - the South, which I know intimately well, having been raised in the Carolinas for 16 years of my life. My wealth of experience, in addition to the physical experience I was having in that airport, was invalid in the face of Tart’s experience living in the rural Midwest- which is, of course, exactly the same as the Bible Belt. 

This may seem like a small grievance to some, but to me, it was the straw on the camel’s back. I left every server - the general discord, our private writing discord, and the Namjoon server where we all met. I work a very demanding full-time job, which is stressful enough as it is; I couldn’t allow my hobby to stress me out too. I just had to get away for my mental health, just so I could breathe. I did not unfollow or block any of the other admins on any social medias - not private DM’s on discord, Snapchat, Instagram, etc. Immediately, Fizzy and Umami reached out to ask if I was okay, and I explained that I just needed a break.

Tart reached out to apologize, and the apology seemed sincere. We reconciled, but there was no further attempt to reach out and invite me back to any of the servers. I was content to just take a break and let this go, and return to writing when I felt ready - and that’s where things remained since then, up until today. I remained in cordial contact with the other admins, apart from Tart but I did not believe there was any hostility. 

When Umami posted their departure, I noticed the post on the blog. I reached out to them, asking if they were okay, and they explained to me the circumstances surrounding their decision to leave. Many of our experiences were similar, once we starting talking. I was sympathetic to their decision, but still felt committed to taking a leave of absence and returning when the time was right. Then, as many of you have already seen, Fizzy left as well. Umami and Fizzy both made the decision to leave separately; Umami posted the same message she posted on the Tumblr and the general Discord in the private server before leaving everything without another word. After Fizzy made her decision, she reached out to me on behalf of Tart and Minty - the first I’ve heard from Tart since we reconciled, and the first I’ve heard from Minty regarding the blog at all, albeit indirectly. They asked me to announce my departure, never having bothered to check-in with me themselves, firsthand. 

All of this stems from the bigger issues at play here, which I’d like to talk about, in what detail I can. As I said before, these are my own observations and conclusions; but I think they’re important, and I’m going to make sure I’m heard. Tart and Minty both contributed to a toxic environment, and it’s only after leaving that I’ve been able to see it for what it was. It’s been building up to the point that two other admins decided to leave of their own accord, and if that doesn’t tell you the state of things, I’m not sure what will. 

Near the end, Tart stopped being supportive of not only me, but also Umami. They were so caught up in themselves that ideas pitched were blatantly ignored or outrightly criticized. They made me feel alienated a lot of the time, something I’ve come to realize was not solely my experience. They disregarded my vents while at the same time demanding attention and validation of their own, several times a day. They are possessive over Jungkook to the point where the rest of us stopped writing about him, out of fear of getting snapped at. They complained about the lack of likes or attention from followers, while also managing to complain about attention from followers. They are judgy, condescending, and belittling to others that they deem lesser - which includes me, supposedly their friend. They constantly contradict themselves in various situations, taking whatever viewpoint best enables them to start a fight. There was also a multitude of microaggressions that I only noticed the magnitude of in retrospect; but that is Umami’s story, and it’s not my place to say any more on the matter. 

Umami has told me that she will be elaborating more on this, and for those who would like to hear her side of the story, you will find it on her new blog here.

Minty is Tart’s more tactful twin. She is either oblivious to the actions of Tart or outrightly ignores them, exhibiting the same lack of support that Tart has always displayed. She’s complacent with the constant bullying and abuse of both her fellow admins and members of the blog's discord. It’s bystander apathy to the highest degree at best, and enabling at worst. Throughout all of this, Minty has not once reached out to me to address any of this. 

Throughout the past month, I did not reach out to Tart or Minty. I felt like after the apology with Tart it was the assailant's job to instigate the conversation of whether or not the one who was upset (me) would like to join the group again. That conversation was never had, and I never stated that I wanted to leave. It's not fair to expect me to grovel to the other admins and beg to be returned to my position. I felt the apology went well, and I was content to leave it all in the past. Instead, the other admins just assumed since I had left the discord, I therefore left the blog. Had the apology been sincere, I would have been welcomed back with open arms.

I thought you were my friends, but friends don’t treat each other like this. Friends don’t make each other feel like they have to walk on eggshells around them. Friends should support each other and lift each other up, not turn everything into a competition or a fight. If I had realized that others around me were feeling the same way, I would not have sat silent for this long. For that, I apologize - to Umami, and to you, readers. 

I was asked to leave, so I’m leaving. This is my exit. I will be taking my work with me, just as Umami did. Umami was kind enough to invite me to join her on her other blog, so I will be housing my works there. I will be writing more in the future, so if you enjoyed any of my work, please feel free to follow me over there.

I want to thank you, readers, for taking the time to support my work. I feel like I’ve grown a lot as a writer since we started this, and it used to be a lot of fun. I hope to recapture that joy with a fresh start, and I hope that you come join me, if you feel so inclined. 

But in case I don’t see you…click here.

~Admin Zesty~

#bts fic #bts smut #bts fanfiction #adminzesty #zestyOUT #holllaaaaa

[hashtageastenders]

What up everyone I'm sorry for being gone for 84 years but I am working on new posts and will be more active on here in 2020 🙌🙌🙌

#Holllaaaaa

[sweetsilver-sea]

It’s been so long since I’ve drawn the loml

#sweetsilver #the arcana #arcana #asra alnazar #asra arcana #nix hydra #I got a new iPad to draw on instead of my old Wacom holllaaaaa

[taikanyohou]

jack and zhao zi // ep 15 + 16 promo

#history3 #history3: trapped #jack x zhao zi #* #GOD THEY WAY I YELLED WHEN I SAW THEM!!!!!!!!!!! #god jack looks so h*t i Cant. #and zhao zi's SMILE at jack!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY FOR THEM!! #also ooooooft we are GETTING BROODING SINISTER JACK AGAIN HOLLLAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #god the CONTRAST between jack in the 1st and last gif like ...... THAT is why i love him.

[g-kat423]

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#turns out if you have a 3way it gets you out of the depression you fell into #holllaaaaa

[ask-guanyinping]

He’s very cheerful and fun to hang out with, I can see why Xing enjoys his company so much. The truth is, I am much closer to Empress Zhang.

#dwask #dynasty warriors #zhang bao #guan yinping #i'm glad he put a shirt on #dw9 outfits holllaaaaa

[the-wretched-and-joyful]

Holllaaaaa༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ

Hii love!!! How you doing!? ヽ(^o^ヽ)

#Anya Answers #Vea #idk if i usedt #the emoji right!! #😅

[macangel56]

Posted @withregram • @joanna.h23 Holllaaaaa #ifyouknowyouknow #outlander #samheughan #grahammctavish #meninkilts https://www.instagram.com/p/CECtqOVBq4T/?igshid=1vsshvss34emz

#ifyouknowyouknow #outlander #samheughan #grahammctavish #meninkilts

[ldrbucketlist]

New icon! how do you all like it? :)

#just made it myself holllaaaaa #ldr #long distance #icon change #ok but like is it cute idk yall