#hope someone actually buys these

[bluepallilworld]

HEY I MADE A BAD GUYS MUG THAT DOES NOT GIVE AWAY YOU'RE AN UTMV FAN :D

If you want it, I know have a society6 account :3

https://society6.com/product/dark8445873_mug?sku=s6-27459703p30a27v199

@shinechermont hehe it is the project I was talking about (thanks for the inspiration for what objects to use)

#hehehehehhehe #I spent so long on it #what do you think? #if you have ideas about what I could sell on there tell me! #I think I may try to do designs for socks or something next #it's sooooo fun #no pressure to buy it tho uwu #utmv #bad sanses #I have it in sticker form too #put some old drawings on the shop to test stuff so they aren't much proper things yet #and given my laptop is not working any new stuff will have to wait a bit #if someone buys it I think I'm gonna faint actually #I'm just happy to have finished that #I really hope the print won't destroy the drawing :/

[crescentpaws]

BOOOOO I HATE KEEFE BOOOOO WE ALREADY HAD KEEFE POV IN BOOK 8.5 BOO 🍅🍅🍅🍅

no hate to shannon ofc but. why can’t we just have all this stuff talked about in book 10…. the .5 stuff is kinda getting out of hand!! this is not usually how books work!!!!

(yes i am only being a hater because i don’t like keefe. i am sick of everything revolving around him recently </3 ik he’s a fan favorite but shannon pls! think of the keefe haters! we are people too!!! 😢)

#i hope someone uploads it somewhere when it comes out bc no way i’m buying a keefe exclusive book LMAO #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #gonna jump off a cliff actually #i’m such a hater i’m sorry #i’m so tired of this #how is this series still going guys #this is SOPHIE’S series!!!!!!! NOT KEEFE!!!

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[queerofthedagger]

my 'hey yes we have an all-consuming brainrot going but let's try and do something actually productive this week that I'm having off of work' project is sorting through my bookshelves, rigorously throwing things out (little miss I own over a thousand books in my one-room apartment is reaching the breaking point aka I'm finally and utterly running out of space) and i think i threw out almost a hundred books today and it's still not anywhere close for sorting shelves by genre without having to stack and put things second row. how am I supposed to live like this

#*mine #mona rambles #I've already put a book buying ban on myself until i catch up with my tbr of owned books #unfortunately for me then tolkien took over my brain so while i /am/ only more or less buying my 2 allowed books per month #they're all his stuff and I'm not making a dent in said tbr at all while also having very little hope that this is going to change anytime #soon #i do have a rough sorting now by like.... #fantasy / other fiction / queer + feminist + antiracist theory / other non-fiction / poetry / classics / philosophy / language + travel /et #but it's really more of a suggestion and really testing the limits of like.... shelf space lmao #i'll have to catalogue all of it too once i'm done to see what my actual tbr is at and like. man. terrifying #but also i just think someone should pay me money in exchange for 5-50k words per month so that i can move and have a library. it's time

[reel-fear]

Hey if anyone wants to check out Moving Pictures Redrawn [a fan-made remake of the first chapter of BATIM that Mike n Meatly may have ordered to be taken down? It's unsure at the moment] Guess who downloaded a copy before they did that~

#batim #batdr #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #honestly if they did order the take down um lmao tbh #I guess Id do the same it must be embarrassing for a fan to make a better game than you did literally improved your damn #flagship title bc it fucking sucks #but yeah in the name of preserving this piece of art this person mustve spent forever making hmu if u wanna download it <3<3 #its genuinely so cool I hope it turns out someone was posing as the bendy devs bc like this is so awesome #to have it taken down just feels so shitty #idc if its just a better batim if I could fucking sue Meatly n Mike for selling me a piece of shit of a game #thats not fun to play buggy as hell and has some of the worst storytelling ive ever seen #then took this down bc actually we cant let ppl play chapter 1 for free anymore ugh its just salt in the wound of how shitty they r #this remake is so cool I cant believe I got it to run on my computer #the way they redesigned the general areas is so damn cool too this is genuinely such an improvement and meatly n mike should be fucking #begging on their knees for the fans to forgive them if they did take this down fuck them so so much #mike literally has flaunted his fucking wealth in the past do we really think he needs the extra 20 bucks from some poor soul #buying his elaborate scam of a game that has a broken save system really? Does he need that money? No the fuck he doesnt #ramblez

[yuehua8]

HERES MY BIG BABY ALPHONSE ELRIC STARE AT HIM

#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood #alphonse elric #keychains #ok he's actually so cute #rip to him tho LMFAO #i really hope someone buys these keychains #WOOOOOOOO

[ivorydice]

Torn between feeling incredibly amused and kinda bummed out that an old screenshot of mine that people reposted around is now on some officially licensed collab clothing thing. Like. Aww. But also lmaoooooooo.

#i can't be specific unfortunately because i'd like to keep my old blog private #and yes i'm 98% sure it's mine because it's a very unique picture #because i used hacks to get it lol #i've had my pics and gifs from my old blog reposted a lot before #yesterday i found some of them on twitter #i hope it becomes a mystery #i hope someone realises hey this picture isn't possible to get in game and it's not a part of any promos at all so where did it come from #it was meeeeeeeeeee #lol it's probably just the depression + fatigue that makes me feel bummed out about it #and also that i'm not having a great time creatively lately #like i do have much bigger problems to think about #i might actually buy the sweatshirt that would be kinda funny. and also i do kinda like it #okay glugging caffeine time to forget about it byeeeeeeeeee #dice ramblings

[welcometogrouchland]

Lmao was watching the fight scene between Luz and Belos in YBOS and the lines that stuck out to me were "okay, I'll play" and "go be a hero".

Because both are spoken with a bit of amusement and condescension, which is appropriate when you realise that, in Philips mind, his little genocide plot and especially the detour with the Clawthorne sisters in s1 really is a bit of a game to him. A game that's important to him, that he's determined to win, but a bit of a game nonetheless.

Like, he doesn't see any of the isle's inhabitants as people, he's framed the whole thing as a game to the collector to get them to help him, he's essentially been continuing his childhood game of witch hunters this whole time on a bigger scale, complete with a "Caleb" and everything.

And then the line "go, be a hero" is SOOO funny to me, because the reason he's so dismissive of Luz is because, in his mind, he's the hero of this story. No one else, not even the other human, him. He's painting Luz and naïve and delusional here for thinking she's doing any good WHEN THAT'S EXACTLY HOW HE THINKS. Get a load of this guy!!!

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #toh #I'm obsessed with how belos perceives his relationship to luz bc it reveals so much abt how much of a dick he is #he acts like he's treating luz especially well compared to the other witches and demons on the isles by letting her live #trying to get her to buy into his worldview that it's them as humans vs the rest of the demon realm as non-humans #but he barely treats luz like a person with agency! he just treats her like some brainwashed kid who can't think for herself #(which like. compare that to how he treats hunter- a kid who's actually brainwashed but whom belos perceives as like. especially malicious- #-in his intentions bc he's always looking for reasons to take his anger towards caleb out on the grimwalkers) #tbh not viewing the ppl he treats as important to him as ppl with their own agency and desires is a theme with belos #it honestly reminde me of how Dana said one her influences when writing/conceptualising Belos was conservative relatives #if you're different in a way you can't/dont want to hide (like the witches) then you're treated overtly poorly by them #but if they perceive you as ''one of the good ones'' or as the ''us'' in us vs them #they'll dismiss any of your own feelings and opposition and act like they speak for u #anyway. i wanna kill this guy. i can't for someone to kill this guy i hope it's as narratively satisfying as I've dreamt it'll be <3

[queer-pagan-witch]

One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.

#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow #someone should kiss me #and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons #i love #im so drunk #i too drunk #i stated typing thos at 12:30 #imma smoke pot after i post this #if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags #i need to stop drinking by myself #if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes? #at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself #im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this #trans thought time #i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true #like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option #but is it the right option? #i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny #cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny #this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise #america sucks #capitalism sucks #love is such a bullshit thing #how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou #like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong #maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist #i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally #12:51 and i have one more short tag to add #i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh #but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you

[majimassqueaktoy]

Jess are you going to play gaiden soon? I want to hear your thoughts on a few things 👀

I'm too poor :[ also unrelated

why tumblr showin the asks like this

#hard for me to read #since its only digital here i cant even hope to grab a copy secondhand off someone like i did with lost judgment for 30 bucks #really and truly i prefer to own a physical copy (not that the games even on the disc anymore) #like its what i prefer but people do sell a physical game for fair pretty soon after its release secondhand #so grrrrrr i hate capitalism grrrrrr let me buy an actual physical copy grrrrr #unless my brother buys me it for me bday or somn i prob wont be gettin it till ps store has a sale tbh #ausralia esspensive 😮‍💨 #no but legit i spent pretty much the last of my money on my psychology appointment and it was so expensive #like yes i got diagnosed so thats good but also its so bummer to spend 700 bucks on that shit #government if u care anout the mental health crisis HELP ME PAY bitch asses #ohhhhhh welllllllll #thats how things are #ask #lmao #sorry for the tangent its my dads death anniversary and burning hot and all these things make little jessie girls want to mine yoshitaka #🌃

[malewifehenrycooldown]

yeah yeah i got recommended that Henry Cooldown analysis video whatever. i am still not over people comparing Henry to a medieval knight, NOT even taking the time to unpack that said mental image of a knight is 'mostly' associated with the British Monarchy*, an extension of its Empire that *checks notes* did a long list of atrocities like imperialism and colonialism, and also (multiple) genocides.

Henry is NOT British, he is Irish. Although considering the history of Ireland and how poorly the British Empire has treated them (amongst SO MANY OTHER COUNTRIES AND DIASPORAS), yeah it's NOT surprising that an Irish man like Henry is essentially forced to adopt quote on quote 'British sensibilities' to 'survive'. <- intentional imagery or not, the implications are not lost on me.

Like okay, calling out the comparison is cool but it sure would be nice if people went further to unpack what that means and implies in the long term. you know, like ACTUAL CRITICAL ANALYSIS?!

#I COULD do a whole essay about this. but i don't have the spoons to do so. #this is were i drop the big ball of information about me because fun fact! I am IRISH AND SCOTTISH. AND GREEK. so like. #so yeah i REALLY don't like the british #i hope in alternate universe i make youtube video essays about no more heroes and successfully argue how its about inter-generational traum #shallow rambles #nomoreposting #technically I was quite surprised by being recommended it. but looking at the comments i realised that their interpretation #is like the buy the books obvious surface level analysis of henry's character. not actually. thinking about the deeper things #behind his character. like. are we really going to ignore how his memories were wiped when he was adopted? okay. #to me henry is an example of someone finally confronting their trauma. how they cope is a whole other thing but henry is second #to jeane (the sister) that actually takes the time to confront the trauma although unfortunately this is mostly implied off-screen #travis BARELY acknowledges how fucked up it was for him and his siblings to be split apart and raised by different families #this got really fucking personal and i don't think anyone has actually cared enough to even consider the historical subtext #of these characters but that's just my take. #also i'm not fucking listening to a man explain to me what henry is. you know in a filmbro way. i have my own brain and interpretation and #that is all that matters to me. if you liked the guys video that's fine but honestly i am just not that interested in the essay. #you like henry for the rivalry trope. I like henry for other reasons that are open ended. we are NOT the same. #btw not EVERYTHING is about kill the past. it feels so reductive to ONLY analyse suda's work as a connected series #because it implies each one can't stand on their own merits!! that's NOT good analysis!! his work can stand on their own individually! #*about the whole knight and british monarchy thing there are other knights in other countries but unfortunately we only #think about knights in a VERY british-centric way. just thought to bring that up. #no i wont make a video essay about any of this i value my anonymity. #no i won't apologise for waking up and choosing violence today

[thesugarhole]

reinstalled and opened dd2 to get my yearly achievement and i got two more from old updates and this one is killing me

how many times much we teach you this lesson old man

#sugar.txt #i will buy the dlc and finish it eventually it just doesnt have the death grip dd1 had on me #i hope they never add vs online people to this one or im gonna snap for real #i still need to find someone to get those missing achievos on dd1 with i dont want to actually fight randoms #i hate online multiplayer like you have no idea dhfskdfhjds #playing darkest dungeon

[toiletpotato]

going to try to make samoosas today because I want to eat them but don't want to pay $7 for two

#ok actually I am just going to be folding them because someone else made the inside bits #they'll be mince and potato ones #I hope I don't mess up folding the shape #two samoosas should be two dollars. one dollar per samoosa #I wish I could buy things with smaller money notes #it would be so fun!! (and more cost effective 🥲) #(darn capitalism)

[philophobic-paracosm]

alright who the fiddly diddly fuck let this man give her six fingers and five toes that is an irresponsible amount of appendages

anyway its her

i was gonna draw a version of her with clothes on as well but somehow mr sam fennah managed to make a character that is an absolute bitch to draw so obviously i did the most courageous thing an artist can do and gave the hell up

im expecting her at my door shortly to strangle me and use my guts as a new scarf and if she does not arrive i wont be mad but i will be very disappointed

(watch satellite city and buy amygdala on february 15th if you havent ok do it do it now)

#lucy lacemaker #satellite city #satellite city fanart #i like her absolutely massive nostrils #green flag trait for realsies #drawing this made me remember why i draw in thick lineart #PLEASE CLICK FOR QUALITY #i did not fuckin bust my ass on this for tumblr to half ass the quality alright i will actually hunt someone down swear to god #for legal purposes that is a joke #saving my money to buy amygdala because i need that damn book on my shelves #“whats amygdala?” my friends ask #“ohoho” i say “allow me to introduce you” #and then 30 seconds in they change the subject and im reminded of my place in the world #anyways ahem ahem #yeah art #here you go mr sam i hope you enjoy #idk if he has a tumblr but i am too socially anxious to put it in the discord lmao

[floral-hex]

Somehow one of my old high school notebooks ended up at goodwill and not only did someone buy it, but they found my phone number and texted me 😬😬😬 which is… not cool, but also they turned out to be nice, so whatever, I guess

#I got this and started kinda freaking out because I had no idea what was in it #and how do people keep finding my phone number??? #damn I kinda hate this digital world #anyway I figured out that one of my trash bags got mixed in with my goodwill donations a couple of weeks back #and some goodwill worker actually looked through all the trash and thought ‘yeah someone will buy this old used notebook’ #anyway they sent me a pic of a couple of pages and I’m prettttty sure it’s all just dumb highschool stuff for tv broadcasting #but they were nice and it made me feel nostalgic to briefly talk about it with someone so I can’t be too mad #I mean… I dunno #maybe it’s some bored teenager and they find this weird notebook and want to know more about it #not that there’s anything too wild in there #really I vaguely remember flipping through it before tossing it and I don’t remember anything eye catching #if it had anything I really thought was important I probably would have kept it #and it’s about 15 years old so I’m of the mind that it’s aged past my need to worry what’s in it #eventually you get old enough that the stuff you did in your teens feels like someone else’s bullshit #like… 15 years on I’m barely the same person #whatever is embarrassing in there is embarrassing for teen Ian not current Ian #but wow… I really hope they didn’t pay for that #or that they at least got a few laughs out of it #that would actually make up for finding my number #if someone else can even briefly enjoy some of my old dumb stuff then that’s pretty cool #but also… how’d they get my fucking number!? #bleghhhh #for a second I hoped it was one of my old poetry books. #I would love to get one of those back #I used to have so many notebooks of my poetry #but ya know dumb teen-to-twenties Ian had to get all moody and trash them #well… that’s life I guess #ok anyway sorry to bother you #mine #text

[awaara-bf]

Even as someone who absolutely hates how the current hip-hop scene in our country works I must say I find it quite alluring

#so you just aint gotta be good at the singing part only you have to put on a show #become appealing to what the people find suitable to their aesthetic #i planned to dive into it by January but apparently ive only been dipping my toes sitting on the shore #cause im too much of a wimp and a huge procrastinator to do it #the wimp part because i cant sing for shit and even if i have 1% of the singing capabilites i *might* have inhereted from my mother #i still wont try to explore it cause “what if someone hears it and laughs?” #plus i absolutely hate how the voice in my head changes whenever i think about hip-hop it become african american bitch im indian stay desi #the indian rap scene is definitely different from the one in the us or other countries #and i should try to maybe sink my knees into it just because it actually provides a better outlet for rhymes than poetry i currently do #aint no one buying a fucking poem collection anymore #and im definitely not writing a novel with this amount of laziness that i have #i cant even fix my sleep schedule for shit #so yea #i cant sing i cant write i cant study #and i want to do all three #not just do i want to be the best #interesting how my dumbfuck brain works sometimes if i had only put so much thought into better things when it was needed #okay not diving into that train of thoughts its 4 am i have to sleep #goodbye shubhratri i hope you didnt read all of it its embarrassing #bye fr