#hope you’re having a nice day angel 💓

[zikkytheblicky]

hii! how are u?? Hope I'm not bothering<3

could u do (separate) headcanons with Alastor and Vox x a chubby Male Reader who is kinda insecure and very sweet and kind?

if u only do for one character for request, i prefer alastor

have a Nice day/night!

HIII IM GOOD YOURE NOT BOTHERING ME LMAO I JS SAW THIS 💓!!

(A LITTLE WARNING I DIDNT HAVE ANY TIME TO DO VOX N DIDNT WANT THIS TO COME OUT TOO LATE/DIDNT RLLY HAVE ANY IDEAS FOR HIM SO IM SO SO SORRY 😭!! )

anyway this idea is so AGGGGH its so adorable ☹️☹️☹️ also some characters might be a little ooc ! im not too sure that’s kinda ur pov!! :3

SORRY FOR THE bit of lore i js inserted for the angst

c/w:

you and charlie have a little brother older sister relationship. very loving <3.

for the french/creole i used google translate so im sorry if its wrong :(

ALSO YES ALASTOR IS HALF HATIAN LETS GOOO 🙏🏾 CARIBBEAN HUSBAND 🙏🏾🙏🏾

everything about the little niffty part i had to google cuz i genuinely thought niffty was 5..

husk is so black coded idc idc idc

sir pentious holds such a special place in my heart i love him. ☹️☹️💓

alastor’s is kinda crack like until you get to the NSFW and the angst part!!

mentions of cannibalism.

ALASTOR

MEETING A GENTLEMAN.

the first time alastor met you was the day after the meeting with the overlords. charlie mentioned you were one of her best friends and somethings about you and how you and her clicked like two puzzle pieces because of your similar personalities.

alastor, like the gentlemen he was, introduced himself first, complimenting your looks and calling you sweet names off the bat..

you obviously caught his interest. may it be because of your calm aura, your gentle eyes, or the sweet tone of your voice… or maybe the plushness of your body?

as the sinners finished trampling you with questions and introductions, alastor spawned right in front of you- you didn’t know he was watching or even there for that matter. “hello there my dear! it seems charlie has friends besides her girlfriend after all!-“ “hey!” you heard charlie interrupt, a pout on her lips. their antics caused you to giggle into your palm which immediately caught alastor’s and the rest of the sinners’ attentions. “you are quite the adorable thing aren’t you?” alastor whispered, his tone holding what seemed to be a seductive tone behind the static that filled the room. “huh ?!” you asked as your face became flustered, refraining the urge to hide your face into your palms and slowly sink into the floor of the hotel. alastor just smirked, standing up to his full height (wait.. he was leaning down this whole time? what the fuck is it with overlords and there overbearing heights ! you thought bitterly, craning your neck to look up at the (sadly) much taller demon.) later on when everyone went to there respectable bedrooms you went down stairs for a nice, tall glass of water. unknowing of the pairs of red eyes that stared hungrily at your abdomen.

that day you went into your specially made bedroom with a teeth mark on your tummy.

after a few months he got to know you better.. and better.. and ended up dating you. which wasn’t a shocker to charlie since she’s noticed the overbearing and possessive stares alastor has sent you and the bashful glances and flustered faces sent alastor’s way.

but the others..

“toots theres no way you’re dating that jackass.. though he’s good lookin’ though.. got taste.” angel dust had said with a disgusted yet amused look on his face, faking a gag as he stared at the claws massaging your scalp and the toothy grin on alastor’s face. “tsk. gays.” was all angel said before turning away from you both and going back to bothering husk.

“i know already. you guys don’t think i haven’t noticed the bite marks on m/n/n (male names’ nickname) thighs and stomach ?” husk had huffed out, rolling his eyes at the look that was sent his way from charlie and forcing himself not to laugh at the way blush that was already on your face sprouted from your face to your neck. “i had to keep it a buck. sorry.” (husk was definitely not sorry he likes seeing you flustered it’s funny to him.)

“oh! sssso i guess the eggssss were right!” sir pentious slurred out, a grin in his face. “you too make such an interesting couple! one a nice, kind and sweet sinner and the other a… a..” sir pentious stuttered as static started to fill his ears. “a..a very well put together gentlemen overlord!” sir pentious rushed out before going back upstairs to his pet eggs.

“wait men can impregnate other men ?” niffty had asked curiously. all you did was sigh, clasping your hands together as you shook your head while alastor let out a staticky cackle, clutching his chest as he leaned over in laughter. “thats- thats not what we said niffty .” you murmured, rubbing your temple gentle before playfully hitting alastor. “it’s not funny she’s like 5.. or something!” you pouted, crossing your arms over your chest. “she-“ alastor coughed- “she was in her 20s when she died, mon amour (my love). and that was in the 1950s.” alastor corrected you gently with a toothy grin and a pat to your head. “oh..” you mumbled leaning into the touch with a pleased sigh. “gay people!” niffty blurted out, raising a rainbow flag she clearly stole from charlie in the air in front of you both. “oh my god. so out of pocket.” you gasped out, a slight giggle coming out while alastor cackled even harder than before

ALASTOR ver 2

(IN)SECURITY.

when alastor found out about your insecurity he was very confused. very. who cares about how you look? you’re so beautiful to him and that’s all that mattered. who cared if someone wouldn’t date you because of your weight? most people like that are still lonely masturbating themselves on valentines day while listening to those break up songs.

though that’s what he wanted to say, he was actually very gentle with you and was so sweet and practically worshiping your body when he found out (not like he didn’t worship your body on the daily.) though he was a little silly.

“what’s all this nonsense you’re saying, Mon pécheur ? (my sinner)” alastor cooed with a frown, pulling you into his lap and gently squeezing your stomach. “you see this? this is what keeps me sane.” “and these?” alaator grabs your thighs pressing small kisses to them. “these keep me from killing everyone in hell.” alastor mumbled into your thighs, resting his head on them as you combed through his hair. sitting in comfortable silence despite the happy tears that flowed down your chubby cheeks beautifully.

the time you fat shamed yourself in front of charlie and he got so mad at you. (he comforted you by being scary as fuck and then complimenting snd practically worshipping your body.)

“‘m so.. fat i need to start starving myself again.” you murmured quietly. so quietly. so quietly the sinners you say near didn’t hear you. but who did? charlie. she was standing across the room talking to vaggie and she STILL heard you. the only reason alastor didn’t hear you along with charlie was because he was out taking “care” of the eggs (you made sure he listened to vaggie by threatening to revoke his permission to bite your thighs and stomach.) charlie turned your direction and furrowed her eyebrows. “hold on, vaggie. i’ll be right back..” charlie mumbled as she strutted her way towards you where you, angel, husk, and sir pentious were in a group chatting.. well except you. you only sat with them because you were lonely and didn’t want to disturb charlie and vaggie- that’d be rude. charlie pulled you away with her to the second floor of the hotel in a dark corner. “m/n/n..” charlie started, a knowing frown and glance in her eyes. no. not this again. “charlie- charlie please..“ “listen, m/n/n. i don’t wanna have to tell him but i kinda have to. alastor will never trust me again if i dont tell him this… but seriously, amour (platonically.) going back to starving yourself? you remember what happened last time?” charlie whispered, cupping your cheeks with her soft palms. “‘m sorry.” you mumbled into her palm. “it’s ok. now are you ready for me to tell al?” charlie asked as she slowly took out a bracelet that had “INCASE OF EMERGENCY” written on it. “yes..” you mumbled, slowly moving towards al’s room as you got ready for a feral alastor to appear. “now.” charlie clicked the button on the bracelet, flashing a smile at m/n before disappearing back downstairs on the main floor. almost immediately alastor appeared behind you, grabbing you by your waist rather roughly and taking you inside of his room. “al, please i didn’t-“ “silans (hatian creole; silence).” was what you could make out- he was glitching slightly and his voice was very staticky. and also- oh god he’s speaking creole. he usually only spoke creole when he was pissed or was cursing someone out. you felt a shiver down your spine as alastor’s shadow locked the door- hell even it looked mad. and it’s a shadow for hell’s sake. “Wi mesye (yes sir)” you mumbled back in his native language, pulling your legs closer to your chest and resting your head against your thighs, sniffling slightly. you felt like such a disappointment (your nails digged into your thighs), why couldn’t you just listen for once? so useless. useless, useless, useless.“are you crying, love? what are you thinking?” alastor pulled you hands away from your thighs, watching the skin heal in a split second. “‘m such a disappointment. why can’t i just listen to you and charlie? im so fat too- why can’t i be as skinny as-“ you were immediately shut up by the cruel, almost scary laugh alastor let out. when you rubbed your blurry eyes full of tears you could see al’s eyes glowing, his regular toothy grin was now a scary, painfully fake (even more fake than his usual one), and prey-like. “silly boy. so stupid yet sweet and bashful yet so careless. do you not know how much your body is worth? in the city i practically was born in (cannibal city) your body is worth over a million. and i get to have it all to myself- every curve, every freckle, every birthmark, every bump and every hair. just to myself. do you know how nice it feels to know that, little deer?” alastor hummed out, pulling his coat off and pulling you up onto him to sit on his chest, his hands roamed around your chest and thighs, treating each and every curve with so much love it hurt.

ALASTOR ver 3

NSFW HEADCANNONS (SHORT)

he uses your ass or thighs as a pillow sometimes and likes to bully you by telling people he’s friends with on how much he recommends your ass or thighs to his friends (as a joke of course).

“i truly recommend this pillow to you, dear !” alastor lifted his head up slightly, grabbing your ass in his sharp claws and squeezing it gently. “very soft and squishy too!” al gave his signature toothy grin as rosie chuckled into her palm. eating another piece of human legs that she had boiled up nicely and was seasoned to perfection; just the way she liked it.

purposefully does doggystyle just to see your ass jiggle (very much an ass man imo.)

loves your kind personality. one time you told him not to go to hard because charlie wanted you to help her do documents the next day and it required you to move a lot. alastor purposefully fucked you into the stars (his excuse was, “i don’t like getting told what to do.”). you didn’t realized though. you just thought he was really pent up and didn’t mean it.

alastor added special noise cancellation to his room once he started dating you. you never asked him why when you started dating but now..? you understand.

alastor loves watching your ass idk why.

alr that’s it bye bye!! :J this is a lil late (๑´·.̫ · `๑)

#male reader #x male reader #gender neutral reader #gn reader #hazbin hotel #alastor hazbin hotel

[erwinsvow]

Omg you’re the absolute sweetest and made me blush!! I’m super into Ancient Greek plays particularly Sophocles 

I absolutely LOVE this time concept thing you have going?? It’s so creative!! Did you come up with it? The 2:31am one was so sweet I’m a whore for mean rafe who cares🙁 I’m just projecting personal preferences but I vote reader calls rafe dad more

The rafe thinking you spoil him because you love him and your attentive drabble?? My heart hurts he just needs love :( Ward Cameron when I get my hands on you…

Also this is the first time I checked out your page from my laptop and I accidentally clicked a few things caused I’m so unfamiliar Tumblr on a browser and I have to say WOW?!?! Your layout is SO amazing and cool and gorgeous and different and camp and kooky and I love it 

I’m sorry I can’t shut up but I’d like to believe you like reviews and I’m a fan so I’m here to provide bae <3 I’m just proactive like that! 

I absolutely adore the way you write rafe as slightly manipulative but so in love with reader I can so easily overlook it!! And the fact that we got an entire drabble from the movie screening scene?? I jumped from joy it’s my favourite everrr 

Btw I saw you reblogged a cam girl one shot and I’m reading this little series it’s cam girl x rafe (I love it and it’s updated every two days or so) lmk if you’re interested  

Thanks for reading my novel long asks lmk if they’re too much though and it’ll be sure to adjust accordingly!! Hope you had a great day! Love youuu <33

-💓

Ps are requests open for the time concept? I have an idea!

omg hi bae!! full stop because i love sophocles!!! antigone is my shittttt i wrote a whole term paper on her once!!! why are we so linked... what plays are your favorites? huge fan of medea too

also thank you so much babe! omg i have seen the concept in writing before but i just started thinking of placing a timestamp on moments almost like bottling it up... i would love to expand it into a series if people love it enough! youre soooooo sweet i could sob. the 230 one was so cute i really love the idea of after hours with rafe he gets soft the later it gets.. esp my rafe who just loves his girlfriend and no one else haha

STOPPPP CALLING RAFE DAD GIRLIES UNITEEEE. i know i got it from princessbrunette but seriously its such a god tier idea. shes so big brained

also stop?! why are you so sweet. i need to update it to match my video game theme on mobile (the desktop version is still in tune with my old scream 1996 theme!!) but ur such an angel.

your reviews and kind words mean soooo much to me. everyone is so nice but i know everyone just kind of likes the posts and keeps their thoughts to themselves but hearing this stuff makes me so beyond ecstatic. <333 ur the best. so proactive jus like dad <3

yesss hes so manipulative. i try to write him mean(er) sometimes but i physically cannnot because i know he is the whipped in love type. literally just looking for someone to pour his love on. <3

omg yes do send! love reading rafe series <3 and stopppppp i love your long asks i love talking to u sm!!!! i had an okay day but now im in bed about to work on your req so !!! <3 all better. love u bae hope you like it!

#💓 anon #📮 asks

[onlyjaeyun]

zadie love!!!! 💗💫 i know u said to not apologize for sending in late asks but i can’t help it im sorry🥲 i’ve been so busy on my girls trip this past weekend, and i got home super late last night so i’ve been exhausted trying to fix my sleep schedule yet again while also unpacking from my recent trips BUT while i was in new york i still made sure i got to read ur updates before bed!! i thought it would be better to send in a longer ask once i got home and had more time to type it out🫶🏻🫶🏻

ONTO THE RECENT CHAPS: i looooveeedd taro & yn’s convo like they really are just two besties with absolutely no filter and i enjoyed that chap sm😭 also taro basically calling out yn saying she can’t finish bc sunghoon isn’t the one fucking her is so real like our girl needs to accept and realize it soon😓 AND HOON BEING SO OPEN ABOUT WANTING TO FUCK HER AGAIN WAS NOTTT ON MY 2024 BINGO CARD BC I WOULD THINK HE HAS TOO MUCH PRIDE TO OPENLY ADMIT SOMETHING LIKE THAT. then again he’s still a dick for saying that he wants to fuck her but still doesn’t care about her…you’re writing CH!sunghoon so well like he genuinely makes my blood boil at times. i’m glad yn is getting laid tho but she needs to be fucked good soon and i’m sensing a smut chap w/ hoon in the near future??👀👀

i saw the recent asks some anon sent in saying CH is getting boring and i truly want to know where their thought process is at bc it’s literally getting better with each chapter!!!! some people are so rude, like i get constructive criticism, but that just wasn’t it. the way you’re writing this smau is everything and more zadie, don’t let those weirdos get to you!!!! i know it’s easier said than done but remember there’s more people who love your works (me being one of them), than people who are just bored and have nothing else better to do with their days. IM AN ONLYJAEYUN DEFENDER TILL THE END‼️‼️ you’re doing amazing baby, keep your head up💓💓

wanted to share w/ you a little bit about my girls trip to nyc too!! it was my friend’s 23rd birthday so our whole friend group surprised her w/ a weekend trip to new york as a bday present!! OMG a funny story that happened on our first night there, we all went to this club to celebrate and these group of guys kept being so pushy and gross towards me and my friends. one of them insisted on buying me a drink but he just made me so uncomfy that i didn’t want to even be near him. i tried to decline nicely but he was so persistent. what was funny was that he saw my lockscreen and it was a pic of jongseong in the gym and he immediately backed off bc he thought it was my bf so thank you jay bc he was able to get me out of that situation😭😭

i got carried away with writing this ask so i hope you enjoy this novel i wrote you LOL🤭🤞🏻💞 i hope you’re doing well my baby!! i missed chatting w/ you🥹🫶🏻 ilysm 🤍🧸🎀 !!

- 💌

MY ANGEL BABY IS BACK YALL WAKE UP!!!!🤭🤭🤭💗

bless your sweet soul, the fact you made time to read CH during your busy ass girls' trip means so much to me baby, i love and appreciate you with my whole heart 🥺💗

STOP YOULL ACTUALLY MAKE ME CRY NOT THE DEFENDER PART 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much baby, ngl the comment did hurt a little but i know most of you guys are loving it as much as i do and with amazing feedback from amazing people like you snd many more i would never let those get to me to that certain point again 🥺 i love you sm

OMG NOT THE JONGIE BOYFIE PIC SAVING YOU!!!!! he really is THAT boyfriend im afraid 🤭 im sorry you had to deal with m*n like that baby and am glad you're ssfe and having fun, you deserve it so much!🥺

sending you the biggest kiss and i really hope you can get a little rest soon bc nestie you've been booked and busy but we love to see it!!!!!💗

#; mailbox 📬 #; cold hearts

[hjarta]

hi miri! i’m visiting toronto for a few days in march and was wondering if you had any recommendations for places to visit or restaurants/cafes/shops in the city? love your blog, hope you’re having a good day 🌻

hi angel thank you for reaching out 💓 i do have a few recommendations for toronto. the art gallery of ontario is really nice and if you’re under 25 then you can visit for free. it’s right next to chinatown which is one of my favorite places to hang out while i’m downtown. kensington market is in the area and it’s full of cute little shops and has a lot of incredible food options. the museum (ROM) is nearby and it’s great as well. one of my favorite parks is high park which includes a free zoo you can visit all year round w/ highland cows <3

#asks #if anyone has any recs feel free to add them in the notes

[diorsbrando]

sosa baby happy birthday !!! thank you for always being so nice to me and for chatting with me, it’s something i look forward to + i adore talking to you <3 i hope you have the best day and the best year pretty girl !!! you deserve it for being such an angel <3 do you have any plans for today? :3 who is spoiling you !! ichigo ?! (ps. i love you 💞💘💓)

EJ !!!!!!! i need you to comprehend how excjted and elated i was to see you in my inbox and wish me a happy birthday 🙈 you’re absolutely one of my favorite mutuals ever so like ! ! being in your presence gives me serotonin ! so thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank yewwww for your kind words and for always being nothing short of a positively adorable human being who is so fun to talk to! i am coming back in your inbox today to talk about the last few bleach episodes because ive been slacking :(((((

unfortunately i couldn’t avoid going to class today but aside from that, i’m probably going to my older sister’s later and then spend the rest of the evening chilling and doing things i enjoy ( rotating through all my apps and fave anime/books/manga ) <3 you already knowwwww ichigo is spoiling me today 🥺 he actually started yesterday too, won’t even let me lift a finger to do anything and promised me a shopping date when i get back , and i suspect he has gifts for me as well🥰 whenever i look at him for too long and smile or tease him for being so sweet he made this exact face:

suguru is also spoiling me today ah 🥺🥺 he says the whole rest of the year is my birthday and if someone asks that’s exactly what he’ll say 😭😭 love my boyfies real bad ej

#*☆ﾟ. destinies cross ── asks. #Ꮺ moots. #shdous

[musette22]

MINNIEEEEE MY LOVEEEE 💗💗💗💗💗

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳

I feel so fucking blessed to have met you on here, and to even have met you in person this year too! You’re one of the most wonderful, positive, caring people, and just such a bright light in everyone’s lives (and in fandom.) And on top of that also just, a brilliant fucking writer and I’m so glad you indulged yourself this year and got to explore another ship a little more again. I know stucky & evanstan will always be IT for you, but seeing my friends be happy and excited over something new makes me happy too 🥺💗

Sharing a braincell with you is just the best thing ever, and I’m so grateful to have you as a friend, someone who knows EXACTLY what it’s like to go insane over our boys and who will cry and scream with me over them all the time, but who will also ALWAYS listen to anything else going on in my life and listen and offer advice and curse people out with me 😂 You really are the most understanding, funny, sweet person, and I love you SO MUCH 💗💗💗

I hope you have the best day!! There will be some evanstan coming your way later this week, if the muse cooperates, but for now some kisses from our boys themselves and ALLL the hugs and love from me 💛💛💛💛

MAYAAAAAAAAA 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

If your goal was to make me all teary eyed and schmoopy with this incredibly lovely birthday message then you have very much succeeded!!! 😭😭💓💓 How dare you say such nice things!!!!! By which I mean: thank you endlessly, you are wonderful and I don't deserve you💘🥺

I love you soooooo much too, angel and braincell sharer of mine!!! 💗 So very happy our paths crossed and we got to meet up recently irl as well, it was so much fun!! 🍸🍹 Thank you for being the kindest, loveliest soul and friend, and blessing me and the rest if this fandom with not only your presence but also your incredible writing!!! Don't know where we'd all be with out you, to be honest 🥺💖

Can't wait to scream and flail about our boys with you for another year of my life, it's the best and so are you! 🥰🥰 Sending you hugs and forehead kisses, and hope you have a wonderful day!!!!! ☀️☀️☀️

#mayaaaaaaa 💖💖💖 #lovely people are lovely #minnie answers

[kyunsies]

whenever i'm having a bad day, i'll come to your blog and endlessly scroll through your changkyun gifs. i aspire to create content one day and looking at your work just!! inspires me but i have no idea where to start. but just know you have a lil admirer who is cheering you on and claps whenever they see new content from you <3

hello angel !!!! firstly thank you for stopping by and sending in an ask 🥺 i’ve not been on here much since there’s been a lot going on in my personal life so it really was such a nice surprise to see this in my inbox <3 and secondly thank you so much for finding inspiration from my work!! it means a lot to be able to inspire you, since i become a gif maker from becoming inspired by other content creators as well 💖 my advice is to just do it and don’t be afraid !!! if you have a ton of time to learn take full advantage of it :) i will say learning how to gif esp if you’re not familiar with photoshop is extremely time consuming and a bit frustrating but if you do have the time to learn you should absolutely try !! i would first try and download photoshop to your laptop and if you need resources for that i can help you out <3 good luck with everything and i hope you have a wonderful day 💓💖💘💕💞💗💓💖💘💕💕

#asks #anon #this was so sweet !!! if u need help im always here <3

[kpophubb]

haiii hello angel ~ 😭🥹🤧 aw , this is masterpiece, I was literally reading it 20 min if not more 🙈 🔥👄🫦 , you made my day 🫶🏻🥹 thank you for all the effort and love you put it in , I feel so loved and honoured honestly. I want to praise you the whole day ! 😭💖💖💖 also your writing skills ! It’s more than I was expected , thank you for making it so interesting to read and so pleasant. I lack of words to describe how much I like it 😭🫶🏻🥹💖

thank you for loving your 🐁anon :)

I’m sending you all the positive energy and love to bless your day 💓 I hope your day goes smoothly and you are healthy and happy <3 thank you again for this writing masterpiece. I wanted to read this kinda fantasy for so long , but I couldn’t find anyone that I would think of asking about it. Thank you for making it for me 💖💓💖🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Oh my god 🥹💖❣️ my lovely 🐁 anonie!!😭 *sobs dramatically* this is like the…sweetest ask I ever received on this blog? ಥ_ಥ I’m the one who’s honoured to write it for you🥺 for a long time I was wondering how I’d not be able to write the fic for you when my blog stopped acting up..and it made me SO HAPPY to hear from you again :’))) I was worried and upset that I might not be able to talk to you again :(( BUT YAAY!🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 you deserve to smile a lot and have a lovely warm day so I’m sure I could cause it for you!!🥰 pls take care of your health too, stay hydrated, be kind to yourself, do what you love and appreciate yourself a lot.💓😚 I’m sending u lots and lots of love back!! I hope we can always stay in touch🥺 and talk about everything- skz, fics, and even just the most trivial things about our daily lives!! I wanted this platform to be a loving place where I can spread love not only about my idols but ALSO TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO NEEDS IT💖💖 hehe🥺 so you’re always welcome with open arms!! I get such nice and kind vibes from you so I’d love for you to stick around~~

#mia’s asks #stay 💌 #🐁 anonie #messages like this that make me feel I’m worth the love 😭🤧 #sends you *hugs* 🥺❣️ #feedbacks

[moonjxsung]

hi hi angel!!! how are you?

it’s been sorta insane for me in the worst way (things are kinda better rn). long story short, i have two classes with the same professor and we had the final project (that i clutched super insanely and got a 98!! yay we love that) but i don’t have the best grades in the other class. so the thing is that since i don’t have the best grade in that one i obsessively check for her feedback on assignments and to see if there’s new assignments posted. and i randomly check yesterday and there’s two assignments that i had never seen (but she mentioned them at the start of the semester). i click on them and the assignments were overdue by like 2 months and i start having a full blown panic attack in the class. and i wait for it to finish and i ask to talk to her and i literally start bawling bc i thought that i hadn’t sent them. and she’s just like “take a breath, don’t worry, nobody sent them. idk what happened to the platform but it seems that they were never visible to anyone.” so yeah, i had a panic attack for nothing. but i told her about how overwhelmed and anxious ive been and that im back on pills and it’s been super hard too. and, she’s very strict but she was very nice about it and told me that she was always there if i needed to talk. and reassured that i wasn’t failing.

so yeah, i need my emotional support barbie/bratz too!! let’s make them happen. i looooove barbie and bratz movies soooo much but i hadn’t found anywhere to watch them until now :((( but i shall continue this weekend!!

for my mom’s bday we ate mofongo! idk if you’ve ever tried it but it’s soooo yum.

ateez, skz and shinee comebacks are literally insane, neither my wallet or my mental health can process it. i’m so excited!!!

tattoo update: im getting it done on monday!! i’m so excited!! i rlly want a piercing too but i rlly rlly want a skzoo </3

the fact that you’ve been having shinee dreams is sooo slay!! i’ve only had one shinee dream ever and it was literally the day i first saw the ring ding dong video like in 2012. (i beg you my unconscious or wherever dreams come from, give me some minho dreams🙏🏻). and im still soooo traumatized from my hyunjin dream, i will never be able to take a nude without thinking about that </3.

(i almost forgottt!!! i had never read the tv girl felix fic!! i’ve been getting into tv girl lately bc i saw that you really liked them and i love every playlist you’ve done for your fics so i trust ur judgment. anyways, not allowed felix is my new roman empire <3)

i missed u bb! i had two frozen mochas in ur honor with my classmates <3 i hope you’re well! and that ur weekend goes sooo well and that you can give everyone hickeys <3

-🐈‍⬛

Hi baby!!!!!!! I’m so sorry to hear this week has been so stressful :((

I’m so glad your professor was so understanding about it! I looooove when professors take the time to hear you out and give you a second chance at doing an assignment. I had something really similar happen in my freshman year of college where we had these textbook quizzes that were optional, but you had to at least open it to get credit and I didn’t know they had due dates bc they were optional so I realized like halfway through the semester I was missing a good HALF of them and I cried my eyes out so hard when I found out. I talked to my professor and she was super understanding about it because I’d gotten good grades on her tests so far and I never skipped any lectures so she reopened all the assignments for me and let me resubmit them 🥹 like all it takes it some communication!! Thankful for good professors and especially ones who understand when you’re going through a rough time. I hope things get easier and I’m always here for you if you need anything at all bby 🫶💘💓💗

I’m planning on bedrotting all weekend so catch me watching bratz & Barbie movies too LMAO I need to heal my inner child 🧘‍♀️🕯️🕯️🕯️

I have never heard of mofongo but I just looked it up and it looks AMAZINGGGG oh my god I need to try it so bad

PLEASE I need to be saving so badly I am NAWTTTT ready for skz/shinee/Ateez comebacks at all!!!! I want to go to 2 cities for Ateez if I can but the prices are so much higher than I thought they would be so I think I might just try for VIP in my city and hopefully get send-off! I need to be face to face with Yeosang at least once in my life 😔🫶

SOOOOOO EXCITED FOR YOUR TATTOOOOOO BABY AHHHHHH I CANT WAIT TO SEE IT !!

Onew dreams fulfill me so much I swear I wake up with the biggest wave of SADNESSSS bc I’m so sad we’re not married irl 💔💔 he also smells vvvv good I love him so much

PLEASE not allowed Felix fic is making its rounds again since I linked it to that anon and I still hate it just as much as I used to lfmfnkdemdnmsjjfjf it’s coming up on its year anniversary so I won’t shit on it tooooo much since it was the start of this blog (but realistically WTRS was the start) but oh goddd I hate it 😭 still love TV girl tho TV GIRL MY BELOVEDDDD 😔🫶🫶🫶🫶

I missed you so much bby I’m gonna have some good coffee tomorrow in your honor and bring a cute pc!!!! Have the bestest rest of your week I love you so so so much 🫶💓💖💞💘💗💕💓👼

#🐈‍⬛ anon #ask

[sugurugetofavoritemonkey]

Tatsuo, hiii!!! AAAAAA to be honest, I really miss you! 🥹💖 I'm sorry I haven't been able to reply, my days were so hectic and I slept as soon as I went back to home 🥹

Teehee, I'm glad that you know it was me who requested it! 🥹

I'm also happy to hear that! <3 I read your writing when you analyze Suguru being in Slytherin, and I looove it also! And you're a Slytherin too? I'm happy to hear that! 🤗

Thank you for allowing me to ask for requests, I will be very happy to ask, and please take your time! Your health is what matters the most, I hope you're happy and healthy!

Thank you for being there for me, Tatsuo! 🥹💖

Also, may I ask about your day? How was it? I hope you have a good week, but it's okay if you don't, I hope you can take a rest, and eat your meals, okay? 🥹❤️ Please remember I'm always rooting for you, even when you feel like the world is against you, and I always get your back 🤗

Ooh, it's a very good idea! May I use this "💖" emoji as a sign that it is me? 🥹

Have a good day and good night, Tatsuo! I always hope that you don't skip your meals! 🤗🥰💖 I love you! 💖🥰

HIII MY LOOOVE !!! I MISSED YOU AS WELL❤️❤️❤️

Don’t worry about it, it’s perfectly fine and you don’t have to be sorry for taking time for yourself and putting your sleep first 💓 I hope that your next days will be a bit less frenetics though 😊

I’m so glad that you like my « Slytherin Sugu », I really enjoyed talking about it ☺️ and YES I belong to the snake house eheh, and what is your Hogwarts house ? Maybe Slytherin too ? 😌

I’m so excited to receive your future requests my love, I already know that they will be perfect ! 💗💗💗 and thank you so much for worrying about my health and happiness, you truly are an angel 🥺❤️

You’re truly welcome sweetheart, you will always have a place here ☺️💞

Omg you’re so nice my dear, you really are a beautiful treasure to be honest, only a few people ask about me (don’t want to act as a victim or whatever, it’s just true lmao) and I really appreciate you caring about me that way, that warms my heart deeply, so thank you a lot 🥹❤️

My weekend was good, I had the time to take a good break while still working on my things to do so I’m happy ! My week was also good, a bit tiring but I think I did fine so that’s okay 🌸 I’m starting to get the hang of my studies and slowly stopping putting pressure on myself so I’m proud at the moment ☺️🌸

I’LL REMEMBER YOUR COMFORTING ENCOURAGEMENTS FOR A LONG WHILE 🥹💓💓💓💓💓 They’re so sweet like you and makes me so incredibly happy, you put a big smile on my face and you’re an angel for that☺️☺️☺️

Know that I also dearly hope that your week was not too tiring for you and that you felt happy every day if possible ! I believe in you for living the best life possible 💞😊

Of course love ! « 💖 » is perfect, that way I’ll always recognize your beautiful asks 😌

Thank you lovely ! And have the best day/night as well because you deserve it ☺️🌸

I’ll try to remember to not skip any meals while thinking about you because I tend to forget them easily 😭💖 (I also hope that you don’t skip yours either😌) I love youuu❤️❤️❤️

#answered #the loveliest💖 #the sweetest💖

[httpiastri]

hiii angel! this anon is back again hehe. i was having a hard time with thesis today and then when i opened tumblr and checked your account, i saw new oscar’s fics, that really made my day, truly. 🥹🤩🫶🏻💗

i honestly enjoy reading all your fics (yesss i read all of your works) but since i’ve been an oscar girlie since forever i always gravitate towards your work about oscar BUT I LOVE THEM ALL, REALLY!!! you’re an amazing writer, angel. 🫶🏻💗

thank you for sharing all of your works with us, i love youuuu!!! it’s already night here and i don’t know what timezone you currently in but i genuinely wish you have a really great day if it’s still early on your place, but if it’s already night i hope today was good day for you, angel. 💗💗💗

godddd this is so cute i might die…. 😭😭 sweetheart!! thank you for your message!!! honestly this made me so so so happy, i’m so thankful for you ❤️ as an oscar girlie myself, i’m so happy to hear that you enjoy my works. thank you for your sweet words, they mean the world to me 🫶 good luck with your thesis, i know you can do it! and (i’m a bunch of hours late with this so i hope i got the timing right) i wish you a really nice day today love! 💓💓

#such a sweetheart 😭😭😭 #i’m walking on clouds after reading this #literally so so happy #i won’t be able to sleep tonight #too much energy from this 🥹🫶 #also! i’m in sweden so it’s a little past midnight right now for me! #again big big big thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #anon! #asks!

[transparentheartz]

hello💓 hope you slept well and that you had a nice day yesterday!! are you looking forward to the holidays? do you celebrate christmas? if you do, do you have a favorite tradition that your family has? ^^🎄

regarding your answers, i love those songs sm omg!!! my fav lou songs are otb and defenceless, while my absolute fav harry song is fine line🥹💞

today i’ll probably go ice skating, will you do something fun as well? really hope so!! :’)

today’s question: what’s the best present you ever received? who gave it to you and why was it to special?🤍

today’s quote: “If you live to be a hundred, I hope I live to be a hundred minus one day, so that I never have to live a day without you”

sending u sm love, ur secret santa🎄

i had a lot of fun yesterday! hung out with two of my friends and spent money that i’m gonna have to make back today lol. i did not sleep well though ha, i couldn’t fall asleep then my dog wouldn’t stop whining this morning.

i am looking forward to the holidays! and i do celebrate christmas. i couldn’t control myself and keep buying people gifts 🤭 we don’t really have any traditions unless you count going to the same fast food place every christmas morning a tradition lol. how about you, do you celebrate ? any traditions??

i love defenseless sm! definitely one of my top songs from walls but i love angels fly sooo much.

i won’t be doing anything fun today i’ll be at work from 11-6 then i’ll come home and try to work on some homework but we’ll see about that.

as for the best present i ever got, i would say books or a gift card to a bookstore. which is probably weird for the best gift i ever got but i love reading so much and i’m just happy my family indulges it and supports it enough to continue to buy me books especially with how expensive they are lol. also not for christmas but my sisters got me 5sos tickets for my bday once and i loved that sm bc 5sos are my favs :) how about you ??

i hope you have soo much fun ice skating <3

question for you: how’d your find 1d(or if you’re a solo fan, how’d you find them?)

[tyongsies]

hiii angel 🤩🥰 thank u sm for rbing my edits &saying such nice things abt them!! means sm coming from one of my fav tumblerinas/ccs 😩💓 hope ur having &have a wonderful day girlie love u😚

lizzzz my darling you’re so welcome 🥺🥺 your gfx are literally SO COOL i love seeing them on my dash esp bc i’m really not really creative when it comes to gfx bdbdbd :’) i will always support you 💖💕💓💗💞💘 and i love u soooo much and i hope you’re having a good week beloved !!!

#mail 💌 #yunogf #liz 🍑 #LOVE U AND YOUR WORK BBUB

[domjaehyun]

JEWELLLL jewel bby did u get a chance to listen to forever only?? JAEHYUN IS SO HOT ;____; and the song is sooooo good his voice is so warm idk how else to describe it but ahhhh i’m just wondering what your thoughts on the song were 🥺 and i hope you’re having a nice day angel !! 💓💓 — 🫧

i actually was rendered speechless….. the only thing i said out loud when i watched it was “NOT YOU IN THE WATER” no but its so GOOD i really love it i think it has a really catchy melody and the video ……..he looked so goddamn good HIM IN THE WHITE SHIRT ON THE BEACH I DIED

and thaaaank you :’) i am so far!! i hope you are too :D

#🫧 #went to listen just so i could answer this message #answered #anon #the song is now on repeat

[hcneymoon]

Hi hcneymoon 💓💓 long time no see!! 🫶🏻 First of all here are a bunch of hugs for you: 🫂🫂🫂🫂

Stay strong! ♡ Who knows, maybe you will develop feelings for him later on OR you will see someone who takes away your breath then and there! Don’t stand in the way of your personal happiness 🥺💕

hi angel, you’re so sweet 🥹🥹🥹 I’ll take all of em, thank you very much 🤍 I honestly doubt I will develop feelings for him, the only reason I still talk to him is because I feel like it’s the “logical” thing to do and I don’t want to settle for that, you know? I want more. plus he’s a really nice guy and I don’t want to string him along. big sigh. I’m getting that last sentence tattooed on mg forehead 💌 I hope you have the best day ever

#he just texted saying he dreamt of me #I- #🧍🏻‍♀️

[zackmartin]

hello it's me again!! just replying to your reply but I haven't been active on here because of school and work so when I am on here I get so happy seeing your content and your gifs and posts!! it's just really cool to me how passionate you are about things and fandoms you love and you just have the most wonderful energy idk how to describe it!! I would love to talk more with you as well whenever you're less busy. it's also wild cause your energy will sometimes bleed onto me in a good way like I was watching the On Deck/I'm In the Band crossover and being like. zack: baby. baby boy. cody: evil.

I even downloaded "so this is ever after" just cause you put me on and introduced it to me and I'm excited to read it! omg your power <3 and it also means a lot seeing how you still post and write about HD because a lot of people moved on and I have such great memories attached to the show 🥺

I was almost not gonna send you the ask cause I thought you already watched the episode and I felt annoying KGNKBDNJV but I'm so glad you get to see new zack content. it's kind of a hard show to find (because it's criminally underrated) so let me know if you need a streaming link!! I think you're gonna really like it tbh I loved it so much as a kid and it held up so well

OKAY LAST THING IM SORRYYYYY but I know you have surgery soon and been going through treatment that has been hard on you so I just want you to know that I wish you so much luck! I hope everything will be okay and your recovery will be quick. sending you a virtual hug and positive vibes darling 💓💓💓💓

Ahh, thank you, that’s so incredibly sweet of you to say. That means the world to me, tbh, like you have no idea 🥺💕💕 I’m trying to do better about the negative talk, but I’m just used to it and it’s taking me a bit to unlearn that habit, so it’s nice when I’m offered a different perspective where it’s like “you’re passionate and that’s a good thing!!” so my long-winded point is I just appreciate your kind words and I thank you for like, giving me a different way of looking at it 💗💗 also, I love that lmao Zack is angel and Cody can choke 😘

AHH, THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY!! There’s no pressure ofc cause I know you’re busy and I’m not trying to like, push you into reading it right away or at all but IF you do and you feel like talking about it either during or after or both, I’d definitely look forward to that. Again, no pressure tho!! I obviously get being busy 💞💞

I will warn you, though; idk how you are with blood and stuff, but there is a part in the beginning where Arek talks about the final battle they just went through and how his beheading of the evil guy didn’t go exactly as planned, and it does get a bit gross. Like, I’m not really good with blood and gore, but I was able to get through it; there wasn’t really a point where I felt like I had to stop or skip over. I still wanted to warn you, though, so it wasn’t like me saying “oh, it’s fun little fairytale romcom!!” and then you get to chapter 1 and it’s just blood splattering everywhere 😅

I get why people moved on and I know it would’ve been inevitable regardless since it’s over but. I guess since one half of what I’m writing about is Zack, I’m too attached to give it up right now 😅 and I got super lucky with finding the best friends through HD, and even though I’m ultimately writing everything for the target audience of me, it’s just super cool and amazing that a lot of people still support and encourage me in all those little crack AUs of mine 💖

No!! Never think that!!! Even if I had seen that episode, I still would’ve been SO excited that someone thought of me and decided to tell me. Like it literally made my day and it would’ve made my day no matter what. I’ve kinda been gravitating towards “comfort” things right now (which is probably why I’m a little over-the-top with So This is Ever After) so it kinda sounds like the perfect thing!! I vaguely remember the commercials for it, but I know I never saw it.

Thank you so much, that’s so sweet 🥺🥺💕💕 this surgery I’m having,,, well, it’s typically outpatient, but my problem is a little more difficult than normal so I will have to stay at the hospital, but hopefully it’ll only be a night or two 🤞🏻 but I just say that to say that it luckily isn’t like, really major surgery or anything. But, thank you for the well wishes!! ❤️

#asks #it was so nice talking to you again!! #feel free to drop by whenever you aren’t busy!! #even if it takes me a bit to answer I still love hearing from friends when they have the time and energy 💗💗💗