#i can’t even with my brain rn

[ohno-the-sun]

Sol

#I’m just gonna put these here so I can rant about all the issues I see in the #so like I as an idiot was like let’s see if I can do a style study on qwille using my favorite boy right #but qwille a brain works in mysterious ways cause like I’m trying to hard to firgure out how they know where to put stuff #and of course the rendering is like that in between fully rendered and that more soft vague #which is gorge #but my brain when I do it is like you need to fix you need to fix this looks bad you suck blahblah #not to even mention the anatomy #which is completely fucked here #I can’t do shoulders to save my life #and he looks so dumb sitting on that box #like what’s wrong with his shoe #I know something’s wrong #I think I need to take a moment #I’m caught in one of those logic loops rn #blahhhhhh

[ladygata]

Sorry. Wait. Sorry. If someone has already made this discovery. I haven’t been in the tags. But. HELLO? Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy confirmed in season 2!??

EXCUSE ME???? I AM LIVING. sorry if this is old news lmaooo

#good omens #good omens 2 #I can’t even process the other songs rn sorry #dying to know the context of the Crowley scene it’ll be in #guess I’ll find out SOON #bruh this brain rot got me standing in the middle of my kitchen smiling like the joker

[charlieswebb]

thinking about nandor a lot lately. i wonder if he’s so in denial about his feelings and trying to hide them bc he never felt them this intensely. we see he has a few unhealthy romantic relationships throughout the series. he changes his own personality or that of marwas so they can stay together. he also seems to not really care about his romantic relationships from when he was a human, he can’t even remember his favorite wife. but guillermo is always there for him, he feels lost and unbalanced when he’s without him. we see this in Local News but also at the start of season 4 where he figures he must find a replacement for the role that Guillermo has been holding for so long. In episode 1 of season 1 we learn that nandor wants some space from guillermo but every time guillermo gives him that space he immediately wants him back. I still find it odd how much Nandor represses these emotions. Is it because they are unfamiliar? Is it because he really doesn’t want to curse Guillermo with vampirism? Why is he so afraid to just act on his feelings? We know he has no issue getting it on so why is Guillermo so special.

The most recent episode told us that nandor has always had an interest in guillermo. He remembers the thank you card Guillermo gave him when Nandor first hired him. Guillermo must have meant a lot more then Nandors other familiars. Something supporting Nandor not wanting to admit his feelings to protect Guillermo, is that Nandor turned his old familiar Benjy into a vampire. Nandor wanted to get rid of Benjy and he didn’t care about him. Nandor cares about Guillermo and doesn’t want to lose him. Nandor believes Guillermo only sticks around because he wants to be a vampire. If only Nandor knew how much Guillermo loves him…

#sorry for the ramble #my brain can’t focus on anything else rn #i have chem hw but nope #even skipped lecture bc of my own brain scrambles #anyway listen to i’m not in love by kelsey lu #it’s nandor coded #nandermo #wwdits #nandor de laurentis #guillermo de la cruz #update! #spoilers for episode 10 #nandor knew guillermo wouldn’t be happy as a vampire #he even told him in season 2 that it’s a curse #yea you get cool powers and get to suck and fuck forever #but you loose a part of humanity

[creampuffqueen]

FUCK i wish i could DRAW but NO all i can do is fucking WRITE

#mal's shitposts #and i can’t even write either. brain not making words rn 😭 #if i don’t create something i’ll explode but if it’s not exactly how i picture in my head i’ll instantly die

[ascendingtostardust]

(x)

#right right right…. #I can’t even tell you what’s going on in my brain rn #danny wagner #my gifs

[shatlass]

do u guys ever forget that the gang literally own and run a bar. bc sometimes i kind of forget that Paddy’s is an Actual Bar That They Own and Run and not just their place with a bar and barflies. like customers come into their business and exchange money for goods and services. it’s always a bar even when they’re not running scams about/for the bar. it’s a public space that people just go to. i know you’re thinking well yeah of course it’s a bar that they own but do u ever forget what that means? every day they go to Paddy’s not just to hang out but bc it’s The Bar That They Own and have to run it. other people interact with bar bar besides them. does this make sense

#and obviously they don’t run it well at all or even care to most of the time but that’s besides the point #like it’s not just paddy’s pub it’s an actual business #i can’t believe we blew another opportunity to have a working bar. to have a successful business together #especially in later seasons paddys becomes a character to me not a setting #and imagining like dennis interacting with customers daily is so insane to me #bc to me the customers are real people ig??? idk how to explain what my brain is doing rn #sunny #my post

[glitchyk]

ME WHEN THIS

(And yes it’s discord light mode)

#my emotions are going brrrrr #I’m not even exaggerating it like my brain cannot process that such cool people are making something on a lil joke I made #had to hide in my room to not have my whole family watch me break down in happy tears #WHY AM I SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS RN? #BDJDKFUEKDUFISOWKHDJFJFNFJJFJFJFJFJ #SOBBING INTERNALLY AND TRYING NOT TO SOB EXTERNALLKY IN FRONTBOF MY FAMILY #glitchyk can’t handle positivity lol #i just can’t handle positivity lol

[vincentsleftear]

uh so long story short I’m towards the end of season 8 of x files right now (this is my first time watching the show) . I was a bit confused about something and since I was half asleep for the better part of the episode I’m currently watching (oops) I figured I probably just missed something. So, I decided to just quickly google my question, finish the episode, and then go to bed.

Big mistake.

Big mistake because instead of an answer to the question I typed into my search bar I got a spoiler. Usually I’m not the type of girl who cares about those sort of things. In fact, a lot of the time I seek “spoilers” out. But the spoiler in question was regarding the true parentage of the baby Scully is currently carrying and

What the fuck.

#the x files #txf #msr #x files season 8 #x files season 11 #what the actual fuuuuuck #this can’t be right #this has to be some sort of sick joke #are you kidding me? #someone say sike rn #I’m not even gonna finish the episode #I’m taking my ass to bed #x files spoilers #the thing is that I was CERTAIN Mulder was the father of that baby #so imagine my fucking suprise #when I find out otherwise #I’m just gonna scrub that spoiler from my brain and pretend like I didn’t see anything

[snakerdoodlle]

It’s nearly 2 AM and I’m literally crying over Cal and Maven rn

The way Cal defended Maven and stood by him until the very end, being the only person who still loved him despite everything. Cal hanging on to any kind of hope for his brother that he could, searching desperately for someone that could possibly help him. Cal putting off the inevitable for as long as possible, never wanting to give Maven a death sentence but being forced to by the court/Scarlet Guard with so much regret behind it. Cal knowing that it’s not Maven’s fault. Cal blaming himself for years and years for never seeing what was happening to his baby brother, and for never shielding him from his mother. Cal going to Maven’s body first when finding him and Mare. Cal burying Maven on Tuck with the hopes that maybe at last, the broken, lost boy he knew could finally have peace. He promises he’ll always keep Maven with him, he’ll never let him go, never let him be forgotten in his memories. He gave Maven a proper headstone, he made sure his brother could have what little honor he was able to offer. It also basically served as Cal’s final message. Cal will always love Maven, he will always regret what happened, he will always wish he could’ve changed things, he will always have guilt weighing on his shoulders, even if it eases with time. Cal will never abandon Maven like so many others.

And then the way Maven spared Cal the final blow, letting Cal believe he was truly gone despite it being a lie. He hurt Cal just to save him the much worse pain it’d have caused him if he knew the truth. Cal would’ve done anything to try and save Maven if only he’d known, and Maven was aware and didn’t want Cal to go through that. They both knew nothing would’ve come of it, but none of that mattered to Cal ever. He would’ve been willing to do anything.

I am so unbelievably emotional over these two brothers good god

#*that* chapter in broken throne has me fucked up dude #they’re so tragic my heart is genuinely broken #tears in my eyes #and the way they’re like red and blue opposites too STOP #this is why even as a die-hard Maven stan Cal is still very important/special to me #he’s just so….. kind hearted I can’t #also just wanted to say #I looked for a long time but couldn’t find the ‘Cal goes to Maven first’ thing #but my brain Refuses to believe it didn’t happen. #so if I’m wrong please forgive me I’m going fucking insane rn LMAO #red queen series #maven calore #cal calore #calore brothers

[theshadowrealmitself]

I already have knitting stuff I need to finish but oh my god,, question marks would be perfect for a riddler inspired illusion scarf,,,

#can’t. start. new. project. #must. refrain. #I don’t even think I’d have enough green to do it rn I need to REFRAIN #I need to finish up my projects with yarn I already have instead of buying new stuff for a new wip #gotta stop myself #the riddler has infected my brain #no fandom

[xxfrotastic]

ADHD is dying of starvation but getting too caught up in doomscrolling to remember to actually eat

#I’m fucking dying of hunger rn #but I can’t get off my phone #I’m even debating playing sims like why can’t I feed myself rn #neurospicy #actually adhd #adhd problems #adhd brain

[hellfireeddiemunson]

me: i should actually go to sleep really soon

my brain:

#dhsjdjJdjsjdjsjsjsjdhsdhdjch hahahaaha i can’t stop #she just came right into my brain and took over the house #no rent no contract just busted in here and made everyone change rooms so she could have the master bedroom #even if i close my eyes rn i will just be going heeheheheheheh abbyyyyyyyy #i want her soooooo bad #abbyyyyyyyyyyyy 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭 #abby anderson

[100cat]

How come lately I can’t obsess over sweet, wholesome ship stuff. It’s GOTTA have the killing each other and tragedy for me to go “👀❤️❤️ WOWIE THEYRE IN LOVE ❤️❤️”

… Is this what happens when ur aromantic XD

#my posts #like obvs I like seeing wholesome stuff but my Brain CRAVES the tragic lovers #to the point where I’m not even shippinb them exactly romantically #they’re just two people who don’t WANT this to happen to each other #the pain the passion the feelings…. aauuhgggg I can’t get enough !!! #… ships this about for me rn. if ur curious XD : #madohomu #pmmm #junepei #zero escape #Rena x Keiichi from Higurashi idk their ship name HJFKF #desert duo #third life smp

[pepprs]

and ithink that makes me. A bad person and/or bad at my job btw. like how can i so loudly refuse to learn and complain about learning and yet be an ambassador for / cocreator of a thriving denoceacynwhen learning is at the core of it. and when i literaly work in education and am a teacher or some shit. idk.

#purrs #i don’t even know how to articulate my thoughts. which is the problem. i used to be good at things like this but in the last few years i #just… struggle to read and write in ways that are understood by other people. like scholarly ways 💀 LOL. i don’t understand my readings but #refuse to go to the writing center and get help or whatever the fuck. and i struggle to write papers in academic voice (though not visibly t #to my professors apparently). idk. i just am so miserable. it doesn’t work for my brain. i did this to myself and i don’t have to be but i #have to be because i can’t bear being small and left behind. i don’t know. when i get like this which is all the time i can’t explain #anything well. i don’t want to read these chapters even though they’re important i want to play video games and rest. and i want to learn #about these thi ng s by doing them and experiencing them and not having to take them home and have it cut into my precious free time. godddd #but like would someone who is truly a champion of this kind of thing… feel that way. like shouldn’t i want to read shit like this and be s #seeking it out myself. idk. my brain is full of mental illness spikes rn and i have to push through it and just do the damn assignment #delete later

[lowlypotatofarmer]

going feral over the found family of lockwood and co. please do not touch me for 7-10 business days i need to process my feelings.

#lockwood and co #shut up. everyone stop talking. #they would be the BEST ot3 but like. make it queerplatonic. #(or just a regular ot3 idek i’m not thinking about the romance part) #like lockwoodxlucy bc you have to. but then also george. #not as a third wheel but as a best friend who they both love SO MUCH that they don’t want to exclude him from anything #even their relationship. #just. the three of them cuddlepiling on the couch and reading #and just being comforted by the presence of the others and being able to reassure themselves that they’re within reach #i’m feeling sick rn #the books are en route from the library and i cannot WAIT #sorry i have such bad brain rot i can’t not talk about them or think about them i have so many things in my head

[grahammmzcrackerrz]

Need him to get me to the edge and stop without telling me beforehand, wanna be ordered to put my face in between his pretty thighs and edge myself while I earn the right to cum by making my Sir feel good 😵‍💫 After I make them cum over and over he tells me to lay back and does the same to me till I’m whining and crying from overstimulation 🫠

#pleasepleaseplease #such thick fog brain rn that I can’t even see right istg #not really but I can’t fucking focus on anything 😵‍💫😵‍💫 #need to be a good puppy for my love #also need this the other way around ofc cause switch 😮 #he’d be even cuter somehow ohmygod ☹️ #I’m gonna eat his ass #puppygraham rambles :3 #mlm nsft #t4t nsft