#i love these parties so damn much

[marysong-mp3]

went to a 1989 party last night and it was an absolute blast and my voice is completely gone this morning <333

#i love these parties so damn much #literally the dream party environment. just massive taylor swift nerds getting dressed up and slightly tipsy and dancing for 5 straight hrs #i say slightly tispy but there were some people who went harder ofc. but my crew stayed buzzed enough without getting sick lol #dee speaks

[jangmi-latte]

y'know,,, my old love for him would've gone feral if she saw this. she has always..

ALWAYS

Wanted. To see. Leona Kingscholar. In a. High. Ponytail.

I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE HIM IN A HIGH PONYTAIL AND TRUST ME THERE'S THIS SPECK OF DUST STILL BLOOMING WHEN I SAW THIS FUCKER POP UP

#twisted wonderland #twst #savanaclaw #leona kingscholar #i don't think i spilled or expressed my love for him before but damn 🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕 #rook and vil blinded me so much you have no idea how people really made a farewell party for leona when pomefiore dropped HWKFJANFKAJFJKQKE

[luck-of-the-drawings]

my TWO FAVORITE THINGS IN THE WORLD, VAMPIRES N COWBOYS... deacon keller is SUCH a fun character, hes charming and funny but ALSO formidable and STRONG when he feels he needsta be. i hope him and arthur can get a chance to talk more and be better friends. l ike really good friend s. . like. like really good f. hangon i gotta go i think i hauve rabies.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #deacon keller #arthur bennett #OOUGUGHHAAOGUguguhh i feel so cringe whenever i ship two characters. like theyre not even REAL #why cant i be more 'hyperfixated' on getting bitched or something. CHRIST. anwyay i want em to hold hands or smth. yknow. freak stuff. #SO DEACON KELLER!! HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR TALKIN ABT THIS PLACE GETTING ATTACKED.. WE SAW HIM APPROACHING #AND THEN THE WHOLE FEAST PORTION OF THE PARTY HAPPENED N HE GOT STUCK #BUT HE KNEEEWW HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR SOMEHOW!! i just think thats neat. hes dedicated to protecting his people. hes respectable!! #GOD he doesnt even have that much screen time but i LOVE HIMMM n his silly lil shadow steed named Sunshine.. like cmon.... ugh..... #hes sweet n hes funny and he CAARES about the things hes in charge of on some levels. he certainly does his best to look after his own. #god idk what else to write here other than how much hes been on my MMMIND lately. the doctors are still running diagnostiscs #i just think hes so neat... also i think its funny that hes afraid o snakes. OH YKNOW lemme just talk abt my damn art. first o all this too #SSSOOO LONG. WEEKS EVEN.IVE BEEN WORKIN ON IT SINCE EP 5 WAS ON PATREON.it was sposed to be justa buncha doodles but then it Evolved #idk man...cowboys are just so cool...especially w VAMP POWERS..fastest shot in the west for a REASON BABY...n with the red smoke #n the glowing eyes..CMOn thats so cool i hadta get my visions into reality. the eyes were inspired by the music video for RATTLESNAKE (kglw #that where the IM THE SERPENT lines come from.lyrics from tha song.ooh yeah i love kglw so much...i also have other hidden messages here #i like to hide things...ALSO ALSO. I HAD SO MUCH TROUBLE W SO MUCH O THIS. the two bits with arthur n deacon biting eachother. AGONY #POSES ARE SO HHARRDDD SAME WITH THAT doodle o arthur slammin deacons head into the ground. WEEKS to get that pose RIGHT. I BLED SO MUCH #OHH AND GUNS???COWBOYHATS?? HIS GAY LIL JACKET? W THE DANGLIES?? AGOONYYY IT TOOK SO LONG TO PERFECT IT..especialy guns. OUUUHH #i also dont draw mustaches enough... which sucks bc im weak for a good mustache... BUT i think im doing pretty well on that. #it was hard but yknow what!! i think i did good! i rly like how this all turned out!! EXCEPT FOR THA FUCKIN RIBBON BOW THING I FORGOT TODRA #IN THE TOP RIGHT... THAT I JSUT NOTICED...its fine its fine i dont care that much. this is good enough to FEAST upon so im content n happy. #anyway i gotta leave ina few hours to start TRAINING for my NEW JOB!! CHEER FOR ME!! TRUCK IS A BLACKJACK DEALER NOW!! IEAAAHHH BABYYYY!!!! #thanku for reading my weird lil scrolls i bury beneath my posts. if u leave tags i WILL absorb them. and feel joy.

[pickled-flowers]

I have such a hard time relating to cishet people like wtf 😭

#bestie invited their cishet date to our new year party and his insta pic is those ms paint meme faces..... #immediately i was like hum dont think ill get along with that guy #i do get along with my other friends bf Zak #hes cishet but hes a good guy i really like him #and tbh my friendships with cis men are super precious to me as a transmasc! #but most cishet men.... make me cringe #anyways shoutout to my cishet guy friends 💞💞💞 #love them love that they make me feel like one of the guy theyre great #also its always funny when theres one cis person at the function 😂 #like this guy is going to spend the evening surrounded by non binary and transfem its gonna be great #and me also ✌️ #not even scared about him being shitty because i know if he says anything my good judy Rose will punch his ass 💖 #i guess this is also a love letter to my transfem friends 💞 #Rose and Jill <333 #i dont see rose often but every time we meet we're both like Woah! your HRT is doing its job! #and Jill my good pal Jill #love her so damn much #precious swiss fairy #also Miranda will be there and i love them muchly #they were my qpp for some time i still feel so safe around them <3 #aaaaah i love my friends!!!! i love going on tangents!!!!!!

[outlawbutterfly]

After (finally) finishing Hazbin Hotel I have one very important headcanon to share;

Emily and Sir Pentious hang out in Heaven and have tea parties together

#hazbin hotel #sir pentious #emily hazbin hotel #i love them your honor #sir pentious my precious boi #I love this show so damn much #I’m a theatre kid and it shows #tea party

[thotsfortherapy]

having mommy issues be like I hate that you know me I hate that we’re related I hate that you birthed me I hate that you don’t know how to love me properly I hate that you can’t see how much you hurt me I hate that I’m expected to love you

#cy says stuff #I moved out when I was 17 for a reason #but I do still go back to visit when schools out sometimes and I regret it every single time #every time we talk I’m like damn is it time to call it quits because this is not it #I literally feel like I’m constantly on the brink of being disowned or kicked out of the house when I’m there #but it’s also for things like. bringing a single bottle of wine to a Christmas party that I did not even drink #or like. moving in with my partner of 4 years. because we are going to the 2nd most expensive city in Canada and girl I cannot pay the rent #or being upset when she reads my diary ?? or reads my credit card statements without permission and also just like behind my back?? #like do you think I’m not going to find out when you bring up information you only would’ve known if you had read those things #I can put two and two together… #also I’m literally almost done my university degree. i am fully an adult. these should not be issues ! #ahhhhh!!! #anyways I will speak to my therapist about this lol #also y’all my friends are always like oh I love my mom and it just seems to be a socially accepted thing that you should love your mom #but what if your mom sucks what then #I genuinely cannot relate to them I’m like literally what does that feel like #the first time I felt loved was when I was 15 lol there is 0 love in my family #anyways ! #it’s okay I am out of it and I have been out of it #just #always on the brink of cutting her off forever lol #some ppl just never change as much as you want them to and that is tough to accept. #it is also harder because society is telling my that I need to stay loyal to my family cause they’re blood #but if this were anyone else I would’ve blocked them so long ago 😭

[trash-bin-ary]

I have spent nearly 24 hours playing in stars and time and I’ve only had it for 5 days, this is the face of someone who’s sane totally.

#in stars and time #that’s right it’s another I need to get all of my thoughts out there post #I’ve also learned that it’s 6 acts???? not even halfway through damn #I find it funny that they do not get suspicious of the fact that siff is like ridiculously strong compared to them all of a sudden lol #I also just love doing so many suspicious things on purpose like come on odi call me out #also theory time I’m pretty sure that the head housemaiden played apart In disappearing that country #I’m not as sure of it as I am sure that the king and siff came from that country though but that’s not saying much cause I’m 99% sure of #that now #also wooooowwwww so many cockblockers in this party 😔 #this is a post i made #and the obligatory no spoilers tag #oh yeah the other thing I wanted to tell about!!! wtf we just meet the change god #they’re sorta a meanie to siff 😔 like you’re nice to Mira but wdym you’re enjoying watching siff suffer #yoooooooo a day later and they immediately point out the weird boost in power I love this game

[jorvikzelda]

I started reading Lord of the Rings (bought Fellowship of the Ring like… last spring but never got around to starting) and I’d just like to say. Holy fuck what a slow book. You mean to tell me I’m over a hundred pages in and this man is only just leaving the Shire? Sign me up for MORE I love this shit. Tolkien said “I will take exactly as much time as I want to describe things and you will like it”. AND I DO

#i can already tell this is the sort of thing that’s going to be so good I’ll never recover from it #I’ve watched the movies like casually-in-the-background a couple times so I know the approximate plot #(they often run on TV somewhere around Christmas and New Year’s in Sweden so they’ve been on more than twice) #but there’s so much detail here that’s just… missed out on… in the films #Or I forgot about it lmfao #Either way loving the book detail #And also reading a book for the first time in months i told my mom id been reading today and she was like YOURE READING?! #It’s part of my social media healing process. Forcing me to like… sit down and take shit in #Used to DEVOUR books when I was younger #Just Kinda Stopped at some point (much like every other former gifted kid) #But it’s a well missed moment of escapism and calm and centering myself. meditative almost #I find lotr to be good also because it’s like… a little heavy. You can read a chapter and then sit with it for a little while #Im not quite reaching the heavy cliffhangers yet either #Each chapter feels pretty concluded #It’s a healthier reading method I feel than the ‘devour in one night then don’t read for 6 months’ thing I did in high school #the few times i DID sit down to read a book #God damn those are some long tags #z talks #not horse game #I feel so late to the party because I always see all these people enjoying lotr ;-; its so established and here am i…. #but alas

[professionaljester]

love being 25 and not knowing how to socialize bc i’m autistic and off putting and cringe so no one wanted to talk to me/wanted to be my friend growing up so now i’m an adult with very few friends or ppl i talk to on a regular basis bc i never learned how to socialize or text properly bc no one taught me how

#abc shut it #vent #i’m so lonely it’s not even funny #my talking to myself has just gotten worse in the past few months alone #i just want some friends i can do watch parties with and play games with damn it #i’m so bored and lonely all the time #my life has just been work sleep and chores and it’s driving me insane bc i have nothing breaking up the routine #like it doesn’t help no one texted me bc i was poor and had didn’t get a smart phone until is was basically too late :) #like i know part of it is the depression but #idk i just don’t do anything when i get home #sometimes i do art sometimes i game but usually i just lose track of time staring at tumblr and the next thing i know my few hours— #after work are gone and i have to go to bed #like don’t get my wrong i LOVE my coworkers but i need some more friends within my own age bracket #like is it to much to ask for a group of friends that will watch anime and movies with me in our own discord server #like is that literally to much to fucking ask of the universe can i be allowed to feel like an actual normal human being that’s connected #to the human experience for once in my fuckkng life #and not feel like some sort out outlier that doesn’t fucking exist to anyone #i’m to a point where i think and feel like i’m not even real! lol #like idk i would just like there to not to be days where i literally don’t communicate with anyone #and know what to say when ppl DO text me bc when ppl do text me i half the time don’t even know what to say #and forget the message is there and get to scared to reply after too much time has passed like #i know it’s a me problem that therapy would help but im terrified that it won’t #that i’ll just be going therapy and still be a lonely autisic looser who doesn’t know how to communicate without being off putting #or being too much

[dutybcrne]

Gonna be lurking for the most part today as I will be in heckin TEARS for the rest of today

#//Bc it’s my little sisters coming of age party ;-; #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Alright these tags are just me screaming abt it jdbfbw #//I just #//Shes my youngest; I love her so much #//My little baby ;-; #//Nearly bawled my eyes out when I first saw her all dressed up #//Am damn near ready to cry rn as she’s taking her photos #//And I am damn sure imma cry seeing her dances later; prolly during the mass too #//Havent felt this emotional since i helped my other sister fill out her college apps #//Why do these kids grow up so gottdam fast ;-; #//im out here vicariously experiencing parenthood through these two ndbfb

[ghosts-cyphera]

the phantom form phantom of the opera is so like.. GGREAAHAHHSHEHSHHSHEHHW..

he’s literally kinda daddy, but it might just be me and my mask kink ngl. I’m watching like all the movies of panthom of the opera rn and I might faint 😭😭

I’ve never seen them?! that’s probably very criminal and something I shouldn’t admit out loud (uncivilized little rat) but should I watch them??

my mom for one reason or another is super hyperfixated on everything phantom of the opera related, haha. I was supposed to go see an actual opera adaptation of it a couple of years ago with her but little miss corona rained on my parade. my mom on the other hand went three times, lol. 🥲

he does look like a daddy though. suddenly I feel kinda motivated to watch them hahaha

#lo answers #I genuinely love hanging out with you all so damn much #please send me asks I wanna hang out on here for tonight #it feels so warm and cozy #like a slumber party #I actually always hated slumber parties as a kid because I could only sleep in my own bed but I didn’t like inviting people over lmao #but I can make better slumber party memories with you all lmao 💗

[kydrogendragon]

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#personal rant #venting out the bleck feels #feelin' that loom of the depression back bois #and i would very much like it to stop #i have not moved from this damn couch basically all week and i can't find the energy to do so #the binge eating to cope's joined the mental party too which is just lovely #i wanna go hide in a hole...

[nudibutch]

am i absolutely falling for sunk cost fallacy with my car at this point? maybe

#i love the damn thing #it has the perfect amount of screens inside the dash #which is ZERO #i put a 3rd party radio into it #it still drives great #the paint job is probably gonna be really fucking expensive but like #im probably gonna keep the car till it dies #i want to be the last owner of this car i love it too much #so i can kind of justify dropping a few grand on the paint job if i keep it for another 5 to 10 years #at which point i am hoping praying that EVs will be normalized and better perfected and screens etc inside dashes will be regulated #so then i can just switch to an EV #we just. really perfected how to make a car in the 00s. i love how most stuff in the car is mechanical and can be fixed easily #and i just dont want to throw this car out for a new one and get a new loan when i Just paid this one off #shes MINE mine now and we are ride or die together

[potahun]

nif is so good but it's so long but it's so good but it's so damn long but it's so good but it's

#im a bit dismayed at the fact that im at ep 26 and im not even HALF-WAY THROUGH #capping series at 40 episodes was a good choice actually #i AM going to finish it and i am having an excellent time overall #it's very informative too but #augh im not built for series of that length #this makes me too daunted to watch joy of life again despite knowing it has murder-mysteries #i am very very sorry to mnh but so far i think without introducing her love story with mei changsu #we would not have lost much on plot value or emotional value #... #and would have gained maybe just enough to cut down 80 minutes #i also god damn well hope the southern chu storyline pays off #because this is also screen time that could be cut after the birthday party otherwise #the southern chu princess is infuriating

[vixiouscirce]

Falin is too cute, we need more epilogue Falin content!

#like in ch 60-smnthn when she wanted to eat berries w thistle. and thistle ate all of the berries. and she was so sad #she wants to eat w her friends! i love that sooooo much. when laios told marcille that the reason falin kept bringing snacks over in school #is bc she wanted to eat the snacks w her. and marcille started to cry. i love falin too much. we didnt get enough falin. #imagine how she mustve felt when she got revived after the dragon-eating-party. #she missed out on an event where the people she loves most were eating together. #imagine how left out she mustve felt after everything thats happened in the manga. damn