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rainswept · 2 months

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ngl i had to take a fat nap after that response ☹️

i have genuinely never felt so overwhelmed with emotion before, now we're in the same boat because i don't even know what to say to tell you exactly how much i enjoyed reading all of it. i got that whole eyes burning going on n shit and im having a very fun awesome time trying to put a name to whatever the feeling in my chest is (not), but love sounds like a nice way to put it so we'll go with that! i love you too, and appreciate the time you took to write everything out more than any sentence can convey the full meaning of

you're right about me not expecting my ask to mean so much, i wrote it because i knew most authors (and creators as a whole) like hearing how their viewers discover their work. you said you were curious in the notes of the url post, i thought i might as well send in my story to satisfy.

it would be a big step for me, but also a chance to say something nice to someone who inspired me and then move on after a “thank you” or vague acknowledgement to… prove to myself interacting isnt as bad as i thought it'd be?? something like that. i’m not sure what i wanted you to say, or how i wanted to feel about it

bbuut as per usual, you managed to surprise me no matter what i was looking for ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ ) and it wasn't all over the place or hard to understand at all. my turn to be dramatic:

“what is the point of feeling if, as soon as you pry your eyes away from the page, the emotion fades with the ink?” is definitely a question i connect with. impressionable teenager check ‼️

i said i want to love like you because the way you dedicate yourself so completely is something i’ve never been able to do. i wasn't into picking apart characters before because i thought it was obsessive.

they aren't real right? who cares? which leads me to the metaphor i used for your writing: wholly consuming. imagine not being able to delve into those depths. of course it feels uncomfortable to be pulled under the waves at first— you aren't going to be able to breathe— but the underwater life has so much to offer. i know it now, because i’ve seen that unknowable infinity in your work and in your passion. and there's so much more to sea (ba dum tiss). thank you so much for showing me that

love changes a lot of people. it is sacrifice, and you often have to make compromises. so why not let myself be devoured by that endlessness? i would rather suffer, be swallowed by the ocean and have all of my soft edges filed into jagged pieces by the currents than to have never known that pain at all. because it changed me. i want to remember that.

i want to remember your words, and the part you played even if i am left with only hurt, because love is also giving. it's greed knows no bounds. it's scary, the only thing i had to offer was myself and my experience. but it's getting easier. i’m happy to be seen as a member of your audience, and will applaud every success long after our interests no longer align because that is my compromise for you ♥(ˆ⌣ˆ)

hope all that makes sense. i like the umbrella tag! i’m being perceived and i haven't exploded (yet) (destruction is imminent) ☂️

ANON i am so sorry for the late response i had to process this. i’m having such a hard time posting these bc i just want to keep them treasured in my inbox forever ugh

long post again

ANYWAY. you’re so poetic this is insane. hello???//?/? when i first saw this there were tears in my eyes literally. i cannot. the first paragraph. actually all of them. i . died?? goodbye?? this is the end of me as i know it. i will never be the same. these r the most impactful words anyone has ever said to me i think. i have no words. genuinely no words i’m going to melt into thr floor. plea. please. spare me anon. spare me. i’m in agony right now ur writing is so beautiful. ANONNNNN😭😭😭😭😭😭 god i will never recover. i am in tears

“i said i want to love like you because the way you dedicate yourself so completely is something i’ve never been able to do. i wasn't into picking apart characters before because i thought it was obsessive. they aren't real right? who cares?”

i get that, in a way. but as you said — “which leads me to the metaphor i used for your writing: wholly consuming.” — that’s how it feels to me, too, and it always has. i get the idea of thinking something isn’t important because it’s not real, but i’ve always latched onto them regardless. so i had to write, honestly. to get it out. because otherwise it would consume me instead. it sounds very dramatic, i’m aware, but it’s true — i have so many feelings surrounding these fictional pixels and stories and they have so much to offer and they take up too much space in my brain and if i do not talk about it i will Explode ™️. Or Implode ™️. so i write! because i want to. because i have to. because otherwise it will Swallow Me Whole. and i’d rather embrace it! i’ve always been an ‘obsessive’ person when it comes to interests — it’s all or nothing for me. so it’s one or the other — i can drown or i can swim, but i can’t really get out of the water of my own volition,,, and i’d rather not drown. so i’m both glad i inadvertently introduced you to that way of seeing things, and regret it, because it does hurt sometimes. but it’s worth it to me, and it seems like it is to you too, so that’s good!

ONCE AGAIN i could copy and paste this entire ask and comment on it but i fear it’ll just be me repeating your sentences and gawking at them and it would get way too long. 😭😭😭😭 so i’ll just let your ask speak for itself

“i’m being perceived and i haven't exploded (yet) (destruction is imminent) ☂️” also we can explode together actually. i’m glad u allowed urself to be perceived because. oh my god. 😭😭😭😭 this ask changed the trajectory of my life forever. half joke. destruction is not imminent you’ve got this

also, you’re definitely more than just a member of my audience now, in my opinion. if you do decide to stick around (and i hope you do), i hope we can become friends eventually too! even if you decide not to, these interactions have meant more to me than you know! so thank you, either way

#☂️#—crow’s nest.#i love this ask. so mucj #i would totally comment on every paragraph you sent because they’re all. so touching and beautiful and #AUGH #i’m all over the place i’m so sorry 💀💀#so much more to sea….#and they’re a comedian #best anon ever actually. ur so cool i’m so glad to have u here #i win in life

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ssreeder · 20 days

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oh my god. oh my goodness fucking gracious me.

so I just have to tell you that I found your fic this morning and I fucking SPEEDED through that shit (even though it was SO long--IM NOT COMPLAINING I LOVE LONG FICS) but oh my god. oh my god

you're so talented??? first of all, like I'm on my knees wondering where all this came from. like you came up with this?? it was in your head?? and you wrote it by yourself? oh my god reSPECT

also it's so beautifully written‼️‼️ I went back and looked at the character development and the everything because good lord it was so well paced. like I was on the edge of my bed seat during every single chapter. good lord

zukka + all of ATLA is my current hyperfixation and your fic has soothed me so completely

jesus christ on a cracker do you understand how talented you are?? do you *grabs you aggressively by the shoulders and stares deeply into your eyes* DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW INCREDIBLE AND SKILLFUL AND GORGEOUS THIS IS??? PLEASE

okay but in all seriousness, here are some of my favorite lines(mostly from the last chapter because jesus fuck I do nOT have time to scroll back through everything your wrote):

"And here he was, all these years later… not used to it. He knew he would never get used to the blood curdling scream a person made when the fire stripped their body clean and their bones were reduced to nothing but a pile of ash and a terrible smell.

No wonder the world referred to them as ash-makers."

Jesus fucking fuck. CHILLS BBY I HAD CHILLS

"Watch out for your little brother" OHOHOHO HEHEEEE

"'Your teacher will be someone who has mastered Neutral Jing. You need to find someone who waits and listens before striking. Do not worry about your old friend Aang, he isn’t buried in the ground yet!' Bumi cackled the way that he had since they were just kids.

...

'The white lotus Pai Sho piece? I don’t have a set, no one else knows how to play.'"

AHAHAH THE TOPH AND UNCLE IROH DROP IM GOING TO BE SICK

"I'll go wherever you go." KILLING MYSELF WHY ARE THEY SO SWEET

anyway that's enough from me (I feel like you should know I typed all of this while either rolling around on the floor screaming or sitting very still with a DEEPLY disturbing (so I'm told) and very somber expression on my face).

i hope you have a lovely day you gorgeous beautiful perfect human being

This is me reading your ask… dude wtf this is so nice!!!!

I AM BEING SHOULDER GRABBED WITH LOVE AND I REALLY LIKE IT AHHHHH!!! its so funny because its been so long since i wrote the first book you sent me those quotes and im like uhhhuhhh ohhh yeah mhmmmm wait i wrote that?? Haha (except the “watch out for your little brother”) cause that was twisted in a way that made me smirk.. haha that sentence meant so much!!! (I do think the bumi quote was directly from canon though so I take zero credit for that just trying to keep it canon haha)

I’m glad you like my writing enough to come scream at me. I love when people scream kind words at me I WANT TO BE SHOULDER GRABBED WITH PRAISE MORE AHHHHH!!!

thanks for this epic ask you’re fucking amazing never change

#Unless you wanna change #Then fucking change I support you #But I love my shoulder grab thank uou #Funny story I feel like your ask has the same vibes as my authors notes haha #Sometimes I start writing those things and I seriously black the fuck out and then come back and it’s written #But damn it you made me smile so much #Thank you #Like seriously thank you #Some people don’t realize how much these asks and comments mean to people #Especially to me #I cherish each one and they inspire me so mucj #So seriously YOURE FUCKING AWESOME #Mythology-void #LIAB #Leaving it all behind #Ask

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mejomonster · 3 months

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I would like. To be in mutual love

#rant #yeah...#...........................................................................................................................................#look its like this. im chronically ill. i know its not totally up to me i cant go out 1-3 times a week trying ro meet ppl. i know i #cant even eat some days my tummy too upset. cant work some days cant even sit up. can barely keep up witj friends i already have #and i know the being drained wont get better. i might be this sick forever. and i know im prioritizing my own art over #meetjng strangers. thats a choice. i know its my own fault im lonely. i also just. i wanna build a relationship #that long term where u meet and become friends then best friends then fall in love and hey if ur lucky marry ur best friend #and i know that wont come from forcing myself on dates w ppl i dont like. i know no ones ever liked me before #i know i havent felt attraction in years anyway. i miss having a crush. but i suppose itd be sad anyway. to crush and not be liked back #to feel ill need to wait another 5 years for another rare crush. i dont believe in fate i dont think. so i might not ever #kiss someoje i like. i might not get lucky and hold a crushs hand. spend months or years with someone like that #i just. i hate so much romance isnt like skills. i cant just date 1x a week until i run into love #i cant even find 1 person a month to crush on let alone ask out. cause the feelings are luck too #luck of who u run into even if u go tl events. even wuen i had 10k tinder matches the only date #the only person who respjded. was someone with a gf who didnt have much in common with me and me not mucj w them and it #was just not enough click to even make a friend #god it makes me sad. id like to kiss someone special. hold their hand. hear em talk hours #i have friends and love em but i dont wanna kiss a friend. i just dont feel romancy very much.

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immortal-cataclysm · 21 days

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Hey I wanted to say thank you for all the Faust chaos art. It makes several of my friends really happy and I love seeing their reactions when I tell them the faustchaos artist posted again :). You’ve made a bunch of us ship them now and the jokes are ducking spectacular. We love our cryptid ship.

Sincerely, thank you.

DKFKRK OH MY GOD CR???? BO WAYYYY THATS SO AWESOME I'm so glad ppl have been enjoying this dumb crackship I thought up. The fauschaos jokes real ...so awesome sauce...

#PEACE ANF LOVE ON PLANET EARTH!!!#uni has me busy so i dont have as mucj time to draw but TRUST next drawing will be a good one #asks #hanging this on the frigde #acronin7

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puhpandas · 8 months

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Nah the theory that they aren’t his biological kids is just a theory and nothing really confirms it. It’s just a possibility people thought of with the recent reveals of the book.

thank god dude but that it's even a possibility

I think this is one of those stories where there has to be a protagonist of the book obviously, but it's more just about what fnaf 4 could mean and why what happens in it happens.

I think William did experiment on his own son, just with the same stuff he used on the others I guess? which we were kinda at that conclusion already with the illusion discs, it would have just been an experiment to test the discs and not to study fear.

but there have been stories before where u discount the mc and just take what they're telling you in the book to apply to the story and that's how it's meant to be. like the main takeaway of this is that we have an explanation for why William was experimenting on Evan through his plush and siccing robots on him in his room but the actual other kids could literally be discounted as canon

(coping)

#for example ik ggy hasnt been mentioned in the games at all but i bet tony or ellis wont be mentioned in the games when ggy is eventually #so as mucj as i love them u discount them for ggy and thats what you take away #pandas.txt #pandas talks #pandas asks #theory

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p1x1x · 9 months

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u draw all of the g witch characters who deserve more love and i respect u so much for it🙏🙏 also i adore ur art style

shhshsjshs yes… more sbnk love (haha theres a lot already i happy)… there needs to be more ysmo love… yushura,, mio,, i Lobe them

n thank u!!!!!! woaghs i am so happy when. ppl say they like my art style,,, i see the tags n comments. cool n peak… Thamk jdhdgsakahgsjdks my drawing journey started by wanting to draw cool things so even when im drawing cute yuri now its nice to see that ppl think its cool,, (explodes

#ask #thank u hdgdsgsjhsdhdhjdhs me die #guys i love sbnk and ysmo so mucj

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just-some-guy-joust · 1 year

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im not too good with like emotions and whatnot but you deserve better. the best i can really offer is some silly pictures of my cats? its not the best but it might help.

I WILL LITERALLY NEVER TURN DOWN PICTURES OF CATS PLEASE SEND THEM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

#i love cats so so mucj #also not too good with emotions but thank u i appreciate it so so much c:#-R #doomed by the narrative showdown #asks

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 9 months

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MAC HELLO i am saying hi, been a hot minute since i've been in ur inbox wow its so nice in here did u redecorate??? ANYWAY i just want 2 come in and say hello and ask how ur doin!!!! i finished writing the dstuck tntduo chapter and i'm literally going to gnaw on wood rn they drive me fucking INSANE mac do u wanna read it i'll genuinely let u read it early if u want bc i just need someone else 2 see why i'm absolutely fucking BONKERS AND FUCKING YONKERS rn. (also also i have vashie pics 2 send u and ros but i keep forgetting!!! i gave him. a little hat. :3 vashie pics SOON i prommy) i would send u a doodle or somethin rn but i am not sending this from my phone so here is a little copy pasted emoticon instead ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ little guy!!! i hope u r doin well!!!!! :3

HI WHISKEY!!!!!!!!! im doin good im doin ok!!! im at the beach again so i am invincible for the next. 4 days. i love my wife.

IF U WANT TO SHARE DSTUCK TNTDUO WITH ME I WOULD BE HONORED. IM SO EXCITED FOR THEM 👁👁 and VASHIE HAT?!?!?!?! show me his hat i need 2 see him..... ive been thinkin abt making my vashie another coat like the one from ep 12 so he can be goth.... i have some black fabric lying around at home but i have 0 sewing skills so it may take me a while . but i want him 2 have little outfits hehe

I HOPE U ARE ALSO DOING WELL <33333 ILYSM !!! here here i am going 2 see u off with a beach pic bc shes soooooo9 pretty. also i havent been outside yet this morning (<< just woke up like 5 mins ago) so it gives me an excuse to go out on the balcony :]

#you 🤝 me: wanting 2 make vashie little clothes. what is it about him. hes too perfect #i havent taken many vashie pics this vacation simply because we have not been going places we're just staying @ the house #which is. wonderful tbh.#i love my wife im getting so mucj reading done. hellyeah #I WOULD LOVE 2 READ DSTUCK TNTDUO ALSO. OUGH #friends!!!#asks #anachronistic-falsehood

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mayclair · 11 months

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last day of school today :(

#we had our last exam then our silly little class party and i was so so so happy but so so sad #i brought my uniform and everyone signed it and it’s so full of colors and notes i love it so mucj i’m keeping it forever #alsp half of my friends are leaving :(((((((((( i miss them so much already i had to say bye to like 5 today itself #specifically i had to say bye to Him and i asked him to sign my shirt before i left and he did and we said bye and i’m probably never gonna #see him again and that lowkey makes me want to throw up but whatever #anyway after school our friend group went over to my friend’s apartment and hung out and rolled on the grass <33333 #then i said goodbye to one of my best friends who i’m also never gonna see again. kms #anyway tldr it’s been such a good but bad day i’m kinda really sad and this is gonna sound So cheesy but i’ll never forget these people &#the memories i made with them. like genyinely i don’t think i will ever one of the wildest years of my life

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flovverworks · 1 year

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(in bed) one more nonsense post. did i talk about this....for the produce au im still weighing between taking more stuff from the school april fools, cuz putting more ppl on the behind-the-scenes (like chloes fashion designer ways...rustica songwriting.....the list goes on) makes..sense...?? + i think makes things more varied too for me in interactions.....rather than having akira life the tru imas-p life of a billion units<3

#stardust speaking !#also cuz i think the whole mithra being scouted to be a model was ssuuuuch a good idea still #school april fools is SO silly but its so dear to my heart #I HAD MORE THOUGHTS for kait but when it approaches midnight my brain goes 💤#aughhhhh i wanted to write more things today but we shall see tmrw...if i get time earlier.......#. wait kaitlyn wouldnt this au work for minori interactions too............like canon theyre freelancing still but ?#im sure it could work out somehow........for meetings................#uuuu i wanna interact w tsukasa tooT_T i do Not think akira could handle wondershow they have way too much energy #emu is like a meow-less murr #when ure in ur tired twenties n meet the loudest teens on earth #NOT TO SAY THEY WOULDNT BE FOND OF THEEEMMM i think seeing ppl try rly hard for something they love and have fun #makes it very easy to go :] how nice. n i think that goes for akira too #especially since how mucj tje wizards loves music n dance.....#..........head in hands faust asking akira to sing twinkle twinkle little star or whayever hhAAAAAUUUUUUUUGHHHHHH #im not alright but im done

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sick-as-a-dog · 8 months

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#guess whos sis might be pissed off at them despite me begging for help and explaining that im struggling and in pain #nobody gives a shit about me and my needs do they i never ficmong asked for his bullshit it wasnt supposed to he like this #stepsis promised she wouldnt flake but that stupid fuckong asshole hasnt responded to any messages im so done #she hasnt payed me for taking care of her cat AT ALL even tho ive been holding her for longer than was agreed on #it was supposed to be a simple job only take care of them until they were weaned and rehomed #she was supposed to get her cat aleady she keeps saying she has homes for them and changing her mind why the fuck is she doing this shit #plus the damn cat chewed my headphones in half so she owes me a new pair but i fuckong know she wont pay that back #tempted to rehome her cat since she ONLY asks for kitten pics and doesnt contact me for anything else not even to check in on her cat #im so fucking tired and done with everything especially since its gotten so much worse since the toe infection #i tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and tried and failed #and now moving at all is pure suffering so i definitely cant keep up cleaning after her asshole cat who apparently likes to shit everywhere #im tempted to hunt that stupid bitch down and force her to clean up every mess her fuckong cat made im so fuckong done with everything #doenst help i barly have any ebergy eber since he doent wanna be maets anynore xant even eat or sleep mucj cnat even love rogjy #so tired so pain juat eanna die i cant keep this shit up nothing is worth living for anymore tbh and now my sis is gonna make me feel worse #im going to lose my own cats befause of that atupid shitstain of a stepsister and uer cat im going to fuinkig vomit and kill so dnoe

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miutonium · 2 years

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1 and 6 for the f/o ask?

1. What's the first reason that comes to mind when you think about why you love your f/o?

It's so dumb but really the reason why I love him in the first place is because he just came at the right time.

I was is an awful state of mind and I just gone through another depressive episode. I decided to binge PPG out of the blue and also out of spite for CW reboot and during my binging sesh, I just find his presences to be very soothing and his voice calms me down tremendously. I also find him to be really kind and sweet and it was really refreshing for me because I tend to fall for assholes. I guess I just needed a change of heart and f/o.

I used to not understand about why people find certai characters to be their comfort characters and I can't relate at finding comfort for a fictional character. But now, I think I understand it now :')

6. What's a scent that you associate with your f/o (that isn't their perfume/cologne)?

Baby powder. I have a feeling that he pats them onto his body after he dries himself off after shower and also he puts them onto his kids when he dresses them up for school. I just feel that he would smell lightly of baby powder and I just want to lean in close to him to smell it hhhh

#thank you for the ask i love being able to say why i like about him aaaaa he means so mucj to me 🥺🥺🥺💕#im going to sleep now so im going to ask the test of the ask when i wake up 🤧#ask #snobgoblin #selfship ask

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churchoftheconfusedchicken · 2 years

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i tried listening to the /<3 playlist as background music but its not working bc now im just kinda grinning like an idiot just thought you should know

(currently listening to i wanna be with you acoustic btw)

(i love you)

,,,, oh ,,,,

yeah so um

i love you so fucking much ok

holy shit

#overdue my beloved #sjdjsjdosndiskd i love u #so mucj ksskkdos #how are you. how are you real #you’re so perfect dbdjdjkaox #payton gets asks

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dankovskaya · 1 year

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also .... black lantern Jason Todd like where was he during darkest night or whatever it was called???

It's called Blackest Night 🖤 and I'm pretty sure he was busy being disturbingly redesigned by Morrison in Batman and Robin around that time 😭