#i need to find smth fast

[pippybug]

legiterally feel like a rat i just do what it takes to get food each day over and over and thats all ive ever done since i was a baby

#vent tw #will delete this later #just got let go from work sobs #i had only JUST finally started feeling that soon i wouldnt be a rat anymore #i as a human cost more than i contribute #and im still a rat after all this time #and i notice that people are starting to look at me like one #im starting to look like one #everything i have is old and broken #my clothes are dirty and dont fit #my shoes have holes in them #luckily at least for another few weeks i know i can afford internet #and my cat has all the food he needs for a good while #i need to find smth fast #im starting school soon too #i dont wanna sound pathetic or self pitying #one way or another ill do what i need to do

[feline-evil]

Never gonna be over how unutterably pathetic and in dire need of ANY kind of companionship or friendship that doesn't revolve around their band the entirety of dethklok are. I love these horrible idiots who are so devoid of any real connections outside of themselves that they will latch onto anyone unfortunate enough to get too close to any one of them! And GOD help anyone they latch onto!!

#jay talkin #metalocalypse #im thinking about the doubles episode where they just seem genuinely happy to have 'friends' #who arent like. industry people. these men are so starved of any kind of connection #and it takes them four seasons a rock opera and a movie to realise they can find that in each other lmao #also thinking about how quickly any of them bond and become really intense abt anyone in their life #aka: NATHAN TOWARDS ABIGAIL. oh dear poor abigail oh dear #but also toki to damn near anyone and this goes for the entire band tbh as well they all do this at least once #and yeah its mainly cuz 10min eps mean u gotta progress stuff fast #but also holy shit. charles these boys want friends so bad u gotta set em up on playdates or smth #maybe it'd get some of their dumb stupid idiot energy out and they'd be better behaved. well. no they wldnt but... u can dream #i do think theres smth to be said that yeah all of dethklok are cool theyre metal superstars they r good at what they do #theyre also fucking prophesised saviours too and theyre also incredibly dangerous idiots and terrible ppl #but never forget that they are also. so so SO pathetic and isolated and dysfunctional #these men have not lived in the real world in decades and are disconnected and unsocial and spoilt and u can see that this does impact #the way they interact w the world! they need like. anything other than the band in their lives hah. they do need to pal around #im glad they find that in each other eventually!! #i dont want 2 sound like im babying them or infantilising them these r grown asshole idiot men but like. listen these shitheards r lonelyyy #everyone in their lives is like. assigned to be there and is set as beneath them in a class and workbased system #they dont rlly have ppl who r just there cuz they like em. outside of fans. and fans arent rlly a real connection yknow #their only connections come via work networking sex and violence and worship baby!!!! its fucked up!

[daz4i]

reading a longfic that will fundamentally change my brain chemistry is gonna fix me i think. short term at least.

#:( i really need to find one but every time i start reading a new fic. nothing clicks. or i lose focus too fast 😔 #i kinda wanna ask for recs but i already got so many i think i'm just too picky for anyone to give me smth i like. rip #you're welcomed to try tho i would appreciate it 🫡

[piplupod]

one of the worst experiences (<-possible hyperbole) when ur sleep deprived is having a little piece of a song playing thru ur head that u can't remember the title or artist of, and u try to look up the little piece of lyrics that u remember and it . doesn't give u any results. so u are just haunted by this tiny bit of melody echoing thru ur head the entire day

#''so act fast - call now! call the number below!'' just echoing thru my head over and over again #i dont think those are the exact lyrics but its smth like that 😭 and i think the singer sounded like smash mouth maybe ... #i feel like im losing my mind hdsjkl i have been trying different methods of finding the song on and off the past four hours #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #UPDATE/EDIT: ITS WALKIN ON THE SUN BY SMASH MOUTH THANK YOU CAIT OH MY GOD #im shocked that i remembered the artist correctly somehow HFDSGJKL i feel like im usually pretty bad at that

[skitskatdacat63]

I will read the most inane and useless stuff for hours just for my own interest/enjoyment, but reading academic papers is like pulling a tooth 😭😭 like I genuinely think I'd find the info interesting but the fact that ik it's in pursuit of doing an assignment somehow manages to kills my motivation 100%

#step 1. you pick a research topic you find genuinely interesting #step 2. you have to research and read papers abour this topic. hey dont you remember you find this interesting?? #i just remember going on deep dives learning about random historical figures #but absolutely god forbid i read anything in the pursuit of actual schoolwork #i think its mostly that i feel constantly under duresss when im reading it yknow? #all i can think is: im going to have to write something about this #lol just need someone i can blab to about politics and maybe it would actually work out for me #but ugh yeah theres just such a palpable difference btwn reading smth for enjoyment and reading something 'for work' #here is an example! #in my one class i think my prof put The Prince as a reading #i didnt even look cause im liek yeah i aint reading all of that #fast forward a year later: oh my god! i wanna read machiavelli so bad! i wanna feel intellectual 🥰🥰 #literally bought myself a copy of it ..... #i think im too self aware. id like to remove all sense of context from my brain #literally spent hours today watching documentaries that are actually pretty relevant to my one course #<- but note. they werent FOR my course. i was just doing ir for fun! i wanted to learn!! #but if i got assigned a hour and a half docu for class....that shit would not be getting done #ugh yeah anyways i have two research papers this sem #and its so fucking annoying bcs its so open to my choices. like here. you can pick smth you find genuinely interesting #and you guys literally witness me constantly learn info and want to apply it #but the thought of having to write a paper for school(god forbid) literally keeps me awake at night #its just yeah. wish i could remove that particular barrier from my brain #bcs some of the things i do for fandom are literally borderline research papers #like. read and research a bunch. write about it to other people. apply the info(in fic/drawing/meta) #and really the topics are not so different from my actual coursework #but when i contemplate having to research and write for school it just flatlines my brain #need to start forcing people to watch me borderline seminar so that it feels more fun and in-line w what i do on here #the fernando card post???? practically a research paper. god. my brain is so bad #catie.rambling.txt

[toastsnaffler]

grrr.... my boss came in and asked to talk to me for a moment and basically she was asking how I distinguish between production stock/my stock bc the stock/supply staff had insinuated to her that I'd been stealing their stock which I HAVEN'T!!!! I would never + my boss knows that but she still had to ask.... so annoying

#and i have PROOF i dont steal their shit bc i keep a meticulous spreadsheet of every sample in the food lab (my) stock #and i organise everything by location + have a separate section for stuff in the cold room that belongs to production #bc part of my job is managing emails from sales/marketing asking abt the production stock for test/developmental products #so i have to monitor it. but i dont ever ise those samples i fill out and email the request form to supply if i need one for smth!!! #*use #which supply would fucking know if they were competent at their jobs and fulfilled my requests without me chasing them up 16 times #half the time i have to go to quality control and request THEIR retained samples instead bc i dont get stuff in time #but qc stock is completely isolated from production bc its for assay use only and i always return the samples to them when im done anyway #the only reason theyre accusing me is bc they found a sample in one of my fridges that was logged on their stock system #but I DIDNT PUT IT THERE. THEY DID. i sent the fucking request form and they fulfilled it but didnt log it out of their own stock system #but i have their stupid form attached to a timestamped email i sent them so proof it was a legit request they fulfilled 👍 #whatever...... #im mainly just annoyed bc for some reason i thought it was almost 4pm and i could go home soon. but its only 2:30 sigh #at least my boss was impressed at my stock spreadsheet lmao she was like wow i didnt realise you were this organised #girl how do u think i respond so fast when u ask if we have xyz sample. of course im not going thru 400+ individual samples in multiple- #locations and boxes/fridges every single time just to find ONE thing. all i have to do is check my spreadsheet..... #i record batch numbers n manufacture/expiry dates of everything too they can go thru it if they doubt smth is mine lmao #i hate being blamed for shit i didnt do especially accusations of dishonesty. im not that shit at my job >:^/ #.diaries

[reinedeslys-central]

so like sometimes it's only been a couple hours after you've eaten and you're wondering if you're wondering if you're hungry - but maybe you're just, like, hungry in your head, right? Not actually hungry? So you don't need to eat because that would be overeating, like at a buffet where you stop eating when your stomach feels like it's going to burst? wrong your stomach has an early warning system

no yeah fast forward to two hours later when you're kinda lowkey starving and you go, oh. huh. bodies don't lie.

listen to your organs y'all 😅

#also i think it's cool that sometimes when you're hungry or half-hungry you can kinda wade in the fog of it and find out what you're craving #like oh im really craving....rice #just rice #so I go #oh!! carbs!! you're low on energy and probably really tired and stressed atm!! here you go body!! have some good fast-energy glucose!! #and other times you just really want something cold and crunchy and kinda sweet and sharp and tasty and I go #you haven't been having your fruits son go pack an apple and some celery and some peanut butter with those nice fats to help with digestion #I have such a weird relationship with food and eating lol #we are Improving #listen to your body!! It's telling you what it needs! It's never overeating if you're giving your body what it Actually wants and needs #I wanted smth crunchy and salty did I want chips or grilled chicken #and yes 'junk' foods are useful too. I just have to remember to consider when it's an indulgence craving necessity or a crutch #I'm not a dietician but it still holds that no foods are bad!! just work with your body #it's hard sometimes but it's always there for you and getting you through the day so you gotta be there for it too! #take care of those daily functions!! #message to everyone and more to myself lol #food #eating #eating habits #self care #healthy eating

[meattruck]

me getting the inspo to dress cutely but then remember how hard thrifting is and i dont want to support fast fashion:

#like i have fabric but i find that its not suitable for garments especially pants which have more friction #all my cute pattern fabric r nonstretch 4oz (or smth) cotton fabric so :V i need to stop being sueded by the patterns lmao #tbh i should really reconsider not shopping fast fashion concidering how much i like litterally never shop for clothing lmao #i am litterally not the problem and it would ease my journey tenfold lol but that also requires supporting a company which um ew cirnge :V #guess nothing else to really do but suffer tbh el o el #meat speaks #also i have a huge like anxiety over cutting fabric tbh cuz its ever so finite 😬 its not like paper where i cna wing it ya know #also im prone to miscalculating/underestimating how much i actually need u always need more than u expect ;-;

[cheswirls]

do i wanna sit thru a lets play of frlg postgame or rely on bulba like last time hm..

#give me ten days i say and then continue to think abt tether sequel anyway #ive been spoiled on taking fic notes while playing thru a core game #that i forgot i wrote tether w/o picking up my ds once #i can do it but HM.. how much info can i find on the izu islands online #i doubt there are detailed maps of the seviis either so i'll have to find overworld layouts #i rly dont need the plot of postgame but ugh how many lets play videos are gonna be speedruns #i would rather skip thru a video that has dialogue of every npc gone thru for what i need #than go thru a shorter one that runs thru the plot super fast jus to get thru it #checked before getting out of bed and frlg emulators dont even go past the credits UGH #actually hm i wonder if shimas hack does?? think i remember her saying smth abt it #that would actually work out great bc i got past cerulean p fast on day 1 #and that would give me a kanto refresher + playing emulators on the mac means i can screenshot for refs

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

Maybe it's just my paranoia but I'm startin to feel he's got some abilities we aren't aware of

Startin to feel he did somethin to my brain that he's not supposed to be able to do

#i vaguely remember how...in the middle of everything he slowed down n made me look him in the eye. made me repeat the lines he fed me #tell him he owns me. tell him every single part of me belongs to him n always will. #tell him no one else even knows how to fuck me right. the way i _need_ to be fucked #tell him i want it i want him i need him #i just have this......feeling there was somethin else #but i can't fucking REMEMBER #maybe i'm just tryin to find excuses cause i don't wanna admit how easy i am. he got under my skin so damn fast n i can't claw him out #but i've never felt like this about him. not even when i still loved him. i can't think of a single reason to stay n let him keep doin this #n still the thought of leavin him scares me more than anything he could possibly do to me #not cause of what he might do. he can't hurt me anymore if i don't let him n the way he's got me he could just do any of that anyway #i'm in more danger stayin than i would be tryin to leave. so why does it feel impossible? #why does it feel like he put smth in my brain that tells me what to do n i can't find a way to fight it #i talked about it as a brainwash before. the way he got my head fuzzy n then made me repeat the things he told me #made it harder to question it but. i'm scared he slipped in smth more. somethin he put in my subconscious that i can't remember #cause the thought of not lettin him have me anymore is just.....i can't even comprehend it. #i think of leavin n the only thing i can think is i can't. i don't even want to. it's not an option at all. #what the fuck did he do to me #spdrvent

[unholyeverything]

I just realised tomorrow marks the 7ths week of me being sick and feeling like garbage lol It's some ups and downs but generally it's been a while since I've been healthy and none knows whats up which is nice.

#been to the doctor so many times #and at least my general doc is trying but she cant figure out what's wrong #and the throat specialist I've been to twice in one month got a very helpful “sounds like stress and you imagine all” for me #like thanks i keep having my ear throat and nose inflamed constantly and nothing i tried so far helped but surely its stress #my doc suspected a virus but we also didnt find any active anti bodies #so i was just told to rest and was off work for two weeks that also did nothing #so i worked again even tho my doc was like maybe not but i got psychological issues being home with nothing to do #gotta go to my dentist tomorrow to see if the source is there #but im sure its my ears but I'll never go back to that doc #i was there twice a month cuz it kept getting worse and got a stress stamp #stress i didnt even have lately cuz i got a healthy fuck you all work motivation now #and now I'll lose all chance for promotion cuz i cant do my usual 200% and my bosses translate that with: she broken now bye #going great #also don't really have motivation to draw anymore #I started to build model sets but idk if anyone would wanna see those #I also got a cyst on my ovaries and got an appointment in july #that gives me serious pms like i never had it before but ok #someone knows a doc that'll remove the whole uterus i don't need that shit anymore #anyways in case anyone's been wondering where i am lately or if anyone even read this my asks are open if anyone wants to ask smth #or ask my OCs they live rent free in my head and are very precious to me #even my new car is named Michael #he's cute and my record so far been 190km/h #one day I'll do the 225 he can do #just get off the road that day pls #that car was the onyl thing i worked for so idk what to do with my life now #save for car repairs maybe #anyone wants a pic of my child #he's orange #I'm very proud of myself i managed to save up for him quiet fast #these tags are wild but I'm feeling a bit more energetic thanks to some plant supplements my uncle gave me

[mooshkat]

do i sleep or binge the entirety of bee and puppycat again,,, important decisions happening at 4am

#i need smth to think abt that isn't doom scrolling on indeed #so many lil advice tiktoks are like yeah get a data entry job get an office job get a whatever #im not going to find one of those in my town and i have no car to drive to the city for it 🧍 #my options around here is fast food; retail; factory line warehouse; or CNAs #and WFH is not an option with a dog in the house that my parents think i Have to babysit whenever he's left alone #katie.txt

[anantaru]

hii <3 do you think that dr ratio or argenti would be into eating you out? like argenti just being so sweet abt it, he’s such a cutiee. and dr ratio doing it like he claims you or smth. idkk they could be anything but i’m interested if these two boys would be into thatt. ( ps your writing is so good… i love it sm 🙏🏻🙏🏻🫶🏻)

including. dr ratio, argenti

cw. oral (fem! receiving), petnames used: doll, angel, fem! reader

— ꒰ VERITAS RATIO ꒱ + rough & sloppy

veritas cannot lie to himself but he finds it adorable how you cannot mutter out a single word right now, and the only thing you were still capable of doing was holding your thighs apart so he could fit his head in between and fill your tummy with consistent pleasure.

"you don't want to show me how you feel, doll?" he utters in that unbearably arrogant tone he adored to use on you whenever he proved you wrong as you shake your head, your sticky cream coating his chin, "hmm... well, i'll just force it out of you then, don't you think that's fair?" a refined mewl spills from you when he licks at your folds again, never breaking the eye contact and not caring if you'd end up making a mess of his entire face with your sweet liquids.

and the way his tongue vibrates on your pussy was turning you head over heels for the man, the coarse laps of his tongue full of affection that your toes curl at each lick, and he only gets rougher with proactive drags of his tongue rolling over your hole and collecting everything you give him.

by now, your core has been drenched by a mixture of your slick and his spit, and your legs shake when he kneads the skin on your thighs as to simultaneously comfort you and hold you deep against his greedy face.

one more, just to taste you once more, and you're finally showing him what he does to you, your labored breathing exhaling with the rapid thumping of your heart as your thighs clench around him to ride his face, his enthralling eyes looking more graceful and dark with no mercy reflecting off of them.

you lift yourself onto your elbows to get a better view of the mess on your lower area, watching him closely as the sensation of his mouth made you lose your mind.

your fingers move swift as to reach down and twist into his soft hair, holding him tightly into your cunt when he flips his tongue left and right, his breath hitting your pussy with every exhale— your folds were just so hot, so wet, and squishy that he needs to suckle on them before filling you with his cum later.

— ꒰ ARGENTI ꒱ + attentive & fast

oh, you sure as hell are starting to see stars when argenti suckles on your folds, with his nose dragging into your cunt the more he forces his head in between your thighs— but you're unable to meet his gaze and it saddens him, despite the fact that it felt so deliciously good, doesn't it?

"argenti.." you moan his name just above a whisper of your labored breathing, your lower lip trembling at how dirty it felt to have him lap around your cunt like a mad man, his hands continuously feeling you up when you arch your back into his mouth.

"yes, angel?" his eyes flicker up with lust, "enjoying yourself for me?"

argenti receives no response, at least not a verbal one, instead you hum dazedly as your eyes flutter shut when his nose rolls between the flesh that protected the little pearl on your cunt, your swollen pussy aching to feel more of the friction it so desperately desires.

"such a good girl," he groans into your pussy, lowering one hand from your thigh to your hole as he gently pushes into it before curling deep to scissor your cunt. fuck, argenti simply cannot tear his eyes off you.

you're just so impossibly perfect to him, and he treats you like an ancient treasure whenever he received the gift of going down on you.

you repeatedly whisper his name imbedded in praises as you left it to your crumbling voice to find his ears— and argenti wasn't sure on who, out of the two of you, would break under the pressure first.

because listen closely now, your pussy was like none he has ever tasted before and he hopes you know it by the way he circles the tip of his pink muscle so precisely into you.

you turned him achingly hard, his tongue pressing upwards and back only to lap slightly faster, ugh, he swears that every time you chant his name or tremble your legs around his head he can feel his cock throb in his pants, pushing harder and harder against his boxers.

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[youaremysunshine-court]

Oh.

#finished the hero of ages #that was a such a good ending what the fuck #and it evoked the exact same emotions i felt when i read the last chapter of a memory of light #oh wow #wow #brilliant #holy shit #so this is what ive been missing goddamn #okay i need to read the rest of these books and fast #but wow #just hot damn #im so awed by this mans talent #like at the beginning of hoa i was like... why would vin keep smth from the mother she barely remembers #and i was like stop being critical and trying to find plot holes #IT WASNT A PLOT HOLE #and i was like ew hes spending so much time on sazeds religions like the world isnt ending outside #YEAH FOR A REASON #AAHHHHHHHH #brilliant amazing wonderful show stopping why didnt i read this earlier #jay reads mistborn

[traaanskimkitsuragi]

i remember seeing a post circulate around about how the old web had more visually interesting website design and how in modern days all fast food sites and stuff look the same and im just so baffled by it because i think back to all the times i wanted to order food from like local restaurants and then i would find their website and sure it would look more visually appealing than say the webpage of mcdonalds but i would inevitably close it in like 2 minutes without ordering anything because it would be so fucking cluttered i couldnt find any of the options i wanted to

#i just feel like web design is such a weird thing to pick at like #literally who cares the primary purposes of webpages is to function #which more modern ones do really well #and older ones Do Not #and like yeah you can say its less fun to browse fucking mcdonalds but like #most people do not go to the mcdonalds webpage to have fun they go there to order food #i dont wanna have to jump thru 500 hoops to order food thank you very much #im sure if they put fun lil obstacle courses into every grocery store it would be great for some people #(like mandatory ones i mean) #but most of us just go there to buy things which we need to survive #and that would be the fastest way to get me to stop going to the store #and idk from personal experience the more stripped down and identical webpages are the easier they are to navigate #like if every fast food page is the same thats good because it means you already know how to order from all of them #which cuts out so much mental fatigue which is so important for smth like ordering food #which is supposed to be a relaxing activity after a long day of work & other bs #like sure maybe the tumblr UI is more visually appealing but the tumblr UI isnt exactly known for being easy to figure out #theres a reason that every time a new feature rolls out ppl have to treasure hunt to find it in settings

[foxstens]

actually turns out it isn’t that hard if i concentrate less on climbing and i actually attack the boss

#my posts #gameblogging #liveblogging blasphemous #i discovered i got a new ability at some point so i took a tiny break from the boss to explore #didn't find much bc im lacking another ability so i came back #got destroyed the first attempt #and then... i killed them... #what i did differently was actually attacking the boss #bc when they attack they throw multiple attacks at you in quick succession #but then there's this huge window of time when they just float around for some reason #which is the perfect opportunity to unleash all your attacks #previously i paid so much attention to not falling in the fire that i barely attacked them #but like i always say #WHO NEEDS HEALTH IF THE BOSS IS DEAD #thankfully you can swing your sword really fast in this game #and they share a health pool #and you have some sort of energy or smth #that gets filled up by hitting enemies #with which you can do all sorts of things #like there's multiple abilities of which you gotta choose just one #but the one i chose is hecka powerful #it barely takes any energy to use it once #and if the boss is on your platform it hits them like 7 times #i feel so cool right now #holy FUCK that was one of my best boss fights #how do i refight bosses in this game aaaaaaa