#i should go back to this style some time

[lucabyte]

you dream of devouring your friends whole

#the 'it' and 'that' sif is referring to is the act 3 loop hangout but i enjoy being vague in dialogue it feels natural. tee hee. #serious time means everyone gets noses btw. sorry about the slow metamorphasis back into my usual style from my mimicry #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #isat loop #isat act 5 spoilers #isat act 6 spoilers #isat siffrin #in stars and time fanart #isat fanart #sifloop #YES IM TAGGING THE SHIP. THUMBS UP. READ INTO THAT HOW YOU WILL BECAUSE IT WAS ON MY MIND WHEN DRAWING IT AT THE LEAST #aaaaaanyway. my personal reading of loop is. how do you say... flowey-esque. to invoke a fellow antagonistic timelooper. since imo #they do seem even fuuurther gone than sasasap sif was when we saw them. and BOY DOES LATEGAME ISAT SIF HAVE SOME INTRUSTIVE THOUGHTS #so uh. who's to say what happened in there. since we know start again isnt quite congruent as loop never beat the king. #i wouldn't blame them for going maybe a little mad. just a lil #it is important to me that loop is. perhaps a bit haunted. AND THAT THEY GET THROUGH IT!!! but they are haunted #lucabyteart #anyway uhhh. probably should put a cw for implied cannibalism?? #cannibalism mention

[lunarharp]

more phoenix wright situations

#ace attorney tag #maybe i should tag this narumitsu or something. but i dont really care. #gearing up to rereading/illustrating bits of my fic i suppose...i think nick really is too dense to realise he's in love with edgeworth #without some scheming fop trying to intrude. i love villains like kristoph..villains can be fun..witnessing their pathetic folly.. #or more like edgeworth would never have mentioned his feelings ever in his life if he wasn't sure phoenix reciprocates. #i want to see it this way because Falling in love during childhood with the person you're going to end up with. is not relatable #there have to be Situations that make you Realise. #as with orufrey i adore the idea of people not working out their romance with that person until their 30s+ #but... i mean. even with orufrey i often think how alaira could be qifrey's ex. and oru having been pursued by noble fops through his work #there is that delicate sliver of time before orufrey start living together that such believable situations could have happened. #Then the relief of politely and amicably extricating themselves from those untenable situations #the idea of falling in love age 7 and saving your first kiss for age 35 or something is all very well but more relatable is #people realising how they really feel whilst trying something that ends up feeling wrong. #The comfort and joy of living with your dearest one as if it's platonic - much preferable to trying anything more with anyone else. #But i doubt i will ever portray that or mention it further. it is indeed very delicate to me. #and i really am an OTP FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of person who can barely bear to consider this anyway...NOT a polyshipper i'm afraid ! #so i wouldn't mind either if they do have their first kiss in their lives age 35 with each other either. I would not mind that at all. #i love bi/gay couples apparently... bi father figures & their grumpy gay men waiting for them to work it all out... #not used to using colour in comic-style drawings..or at all..so this is messy and awkward looking..but colour is refreshing #i imagine i will go back to witch hat art soon btw. my destiny in life. #i still remember writing my nrmt fic expecting to write their first kiss & then partway through twas like Umm No. They have kissed prior. #does that really line up with this comic though... i think i had their early dinner dates/first kiss BEFORE disbarment. #so i guess this comic doesn't line up with my ficverse.... No..... U___U Oh well. sorry kris! <3

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

dnkinktober day 7: humiliation/degradation

manga redraw of this panel:

btw i love how i drew ryuk. i love him so so much. we should all love him so so much

#death note #death note fanart #light yagami #ryuk #manga redraw #my art #dnkinktober #lawlight #going w this style again bc i’m vibin w it #i think i’ve lost some expression in my work lately so i’m bringing it back by going all expression no purposeful order or carefulness #and i feel it in my bones that this is they way ryuk needs to be drawn #i drew him in literally 10 seconds and it is the best ryuk i have ever drawn in my life #he just looks so “wtf lmao” which is why i added that #he has no idea what the fuck light is going on about #i should draw ryuk more often #he and i are literally the same: driven by boredom and basically a clown #i love him #also excuse my dogshit handwriting #i tried like 5 times to get it legible and i think(?) i have succeeded

[skylitcreations]

Lately I have desperately pondered Spent my nights awake and I wonder What I could have done in another way To make you stay Reason will not reach a solution I will end up lost in confusion I don't care if you really care As long as you don't go

The hope in his eyes was something she didn't dare take away. She knew everything he was doing was in hopes of getting back to Alice. He didn't need to know that the FBC had discovered she was no longer in the land of the living.

She wished she could be the cause for that glimmer of hope she saw in his features. She wished his touches were meant for more than just comfort. She wished he'd look at her the way he looked when he thought about Alice.

All of those yearnings, however, paled in comparison to the thought of seeing every bit of his heart shatter once he knew the truth.

She hoped she'd never have to tell him.

#my art #fadenwake #alan wake #jesse faden #remedyverse #control remedy #jesse x alan #decided to take a break from the semi-realism-ish style to go back to my roots lol #let me know if I should do more with this style #anime is just so much easier for me to draw so it's a nice break and takes less time lol #anyway have some angst

[bizlybebo]

*shaking them back and forth by the shoulders vigorously* STOP TRYING TO MONETIZE MY TALENTS !!!!!!!!!

#THE RESULT OF MY HOBBY IS NOT A 'PRODUCT' #IT IS MY EXPRESSION OF MY HUMAN EXPERIENCE!!! OF WHAT I DID TODAY!!!! #the day i start engaging in my talents for the sole purpose of garnering capitol and not because of necessity or because i want to-- #--serve myself and/or the people of the community is the DAY i need to be taken out back and shot 28 times redneck dbh style #vixen rambles #i just want to talk about the writing i love to do without my mother asking me when i am going to publish a 'real book' #i want to show my grandmother my art without her telling me to sell it #buying from artists is what keeps art alive yes #but some pieces just arent made to be sold #and should not be treated as such #sorry for the rant. but my GOD #get OFF OF CAPITALISM'S DICK !!!!

[icewindandboringhorror]

a boye whom'st loves to attack paper balls

#cats #nhgnhmmm.. yommy... paper favorite food #(I do not actually let him eat paper) #ALSO I'm still working on doing the poll adventure thing I've just had a lot going on. as usual. It's actually harder than #I initially thought to regularly find time to do a quick ms paint sketch and a small writing blurb #it's like even though it doesn't take extremely long it's still one of those things that is hard to carve out a little portion of the day #to do if your day is set up in a way not conducive to portion carving #BUT .. at least I have posted many drafts #as usual.. my style of like.. post nothing for 3 weeks then randomly post 25 things at once #NO idea why my brain works that way. it just does. it's easier #even though I know it's worse in terms of like. social media #the algorithms in most places prefer consistent steady uploads over time. not jarringly wavering between absence and hyper presence #then absence again. but .. alas... #Good to clear out a few drafts once in a while anyway. And I do really want to get back to scullptures and costumes. I stopped as much for #a while due to the pandemic (can't go to the bins anymore to get new supplies for costumes and stuff) as well as my worsened #health things/lack of energy and also my chest injury (so repetitive movements with my arms such as sitting in the same #position sculpting for 4 hours or changing clothes multiple times in quick succession etc. could flare it up) but obviously #none of those things are going to get better any time soon. so I should probably just try to do it here and there anyway. It's still not #safe to go to the bins. still having muscle problems. still low energy. But I could make it work maybe. I just feel bad having gotten out #of the habit when it is really fun stuff that I enjoy. Some things just get more difficult for me over time #But even like 3 sculptures and 10 costumes a year is better than 0 of any of those things. So. eh #I'm also just trying to clear out pictures still. My spring cleaning (which I do at the start of every new year instead of actual spring) #was kind of delayed this year due to me feeling sick and everything so even late into april I'm still working on the side at like orgnazing #all of the files on my computer. deleting things and backing up whatever I want to keep. clearing out photos. #editing and drafting (and maybe one day posting) old stuff form a while ago. etc. etc. #So any progress is good progress. I suppose. #ANYWAY.... a son... he gets very excited everytime he hears anyone anywhere crinkle up a piece of paper

[charmac]

PLEASEE POST A NEW CHAPTER OF THE SUGAR DADDY FIC I AM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES 😭😭😭😭😭

Updating All These Nights tonight and then Sugar is next to be updated, promise promise.

#ask #sugar daddy fic #i have been in a writing rut that is known #so i needed to work out some more canon stuff to get the voices back yk? hence updating the other fic first #but also i still feel like the last chapter fell off hard cos i got like no comments #which i know is like 'who cares' but i think i majority switched the style (like for myself) last chapter and i really like it but #if people didnt respond to it #im a little stumped on where to go #(again not in the story but style-wise) #people do not respond to long chapters? people dont respond to the dennis chapters? too much time wasted on sex? idk im #yeah like just a little lost on what people enjoy in the story and what i should gut/cut down on i guess #cos last chapter is hands down my favourite ive written #content wise its close to 6.. #but style-wise i know its so fucking long but i thought it flowed really well and god i love exploring dennis' weird relationship with sex #but to me like only 4 people finished that chapter #to clarify. in my head there are literally only max 10 people who read this thing #and 2 of them are my random friends who arent in this fandom and just want to read what im writing #and neither of them bothered with a 27k chapter.. lol #so im stumped trying to pace the writing and rework how i thought it would go #cos i dont know what people enjoy in the fic!!! and seemingly did not respond to in what i thought was the best chapter so far.. lmfao #sorry you caught me on 30hrs awake and way too much coffee

[im2tired4usernames]

My parents should be fuckin ashamed

#you borrow 80 bucks then can only find me 21 back then i put that 21 into good for your kids then spend the rest of my paycheck getting #diapers pull ups medicine more food for kids and then i fill up the 15 passenger van and then when dad asks why i don't have money to eat #on my lunchbreaks at work like I'm some over spending wild irresponsible bitch when he's the one going to concerts and paying for fancy dat #s and jewelry for his gf and buying groceries for her but you know it's fine #take all my time and energy #so that i literally am a zombie and fall asleep on the very very very limited free time i get #(after doin extra chores to earn said free time) #wo that i fall asleep half way in which isn't fair to my partner and isn't fair to me #take all my income so i cant afford anything #take all my time #take all my energy #YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED YOU GROOMED ME AND MESHED THE FAMILY'S ENTIRE LIFE STYLE FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS #I CANT MAKE HEALTHY FRIENDSHIPS BECAUSE I JUST CAN NOT FUNCTION IF I'M NOT GIVING EVERYTHING TO SOMEONE #IT SUCKS I HATE IT #THEY'LL NEVER ADMIT THEY FUCKED ME OVER #EVER #THEY'LL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO FIX IT OR CHANGE #AND I HAVE NO HOPE FOR ANY CHANGES #MY LITTLE SIBLINGS SEE WHAT I DO FOR THEM AND THEY HUG ME AND TELL ME HOW MUCH THEY LIVE ME #'thank you so much for taking care of us' that tell me all the time 'you do so much for us' #it breaks my heart i wish i could give them the world i love them so much they deserve so much better #my mom lost her chance to be decent my dad better learn soon otherwise all his kids minus his favorite will hate him #i love ny parents #and i know they live me and my siblings #but they groomed me into the most miserable personification of elder daughter syndrome and they should be ashamed for what they've done #and be ashamed that they sucked so bad that they're own child had to step up

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: March 6

“A Promise To Keep" by Brandi Carlile

#song of the day #'my heart's in pieces so please understand / I'm tryin to jump but I've nowhere to land #so give me your heart and I'll give you my hand / try as god damn hard as I can' #pause in the middle of FFVII Rebirth times as kaylithographica fights the flu #I started looking at some of my fanmix playlists and alphabetically this is the first song off the first playlist #at some point I'm going to have to decide first if I'm going to put these songs into a real order or leave them alphabetical #and if I /am/ going to put them in an order. wtf order is it going to be #some of these are too vibes-focused for me to easily quantify. I'm wondering if I should go back to my most basic roots #from Way Back When when I'd get writer's block and write lines/things I knew were important down on scraps of paper #and then dump them all on my bed confetti-style and sort them in various ways until something sparked #I'm not there just yet but soon it may be time to start scribbling down lyrics

[strohller27]

.

#so I stayed late after work and completely reorganised the back room #my boss was like ‘you can just go through one box at a time and write down everything in it on a piece of paper!’ #but like. the boxes were full of a whole bunch of different sweaters in a whole bunch of different colours #and nothing was folded. and we didn’t know what sizes we had #and we DON’T HAVE A FUCKING INVENTORY and it is driving me absolutely positively CRACKERS #so I put on some loud music and organised all the sweaters in the back room by brand style and colour #i basically went autism beast all over that damn back room #and I even got the down jackets out because they’re not on the stupid floor yet #because the back room was so full of shit before I got my little autistic paws all over it that we couldn’t even fucken MOVE in there #so now we can. and I hope my manager is happy with my work. #our boss could probably care less but she doesn’t realise how much she doesn’t deserve me #my coworker deserves me tho. she deserves the world. she should get everything she wants #anyways I had to rant about it. #I’ve been overwhelmed by the amount of shit in the back room for three days straight and I said FUCK that #and this was after a fucken weird day where there was this lady complaining about our pint glasses costing $25 #and I think she was trying to make me give her a deal on something because #she kept going back to the $$$$ shit and getting outraged at the prices #and after a few rounds of that she said jokingly ‘i might start spitting at you in a moment’ #and like. I know she was joking. but that pissed me the fuck off. do not joke that you’re gonna spit at me #if you do that you don’t get to buy anything you fucking asshole you get security called on you #anyways today was fucken bonkers how was your day?

[eryanlainfa]

OMG this stupid storyboard IT'S FINALLY DONE 😭 ... the first draft is, at least..

21 shots. 52 drawings. Started because of a drawing from JULY. Had stopped working on it for like a whole month- I will die trying to clean it up. But not tonight! Imma lay down-

Anyway. Have Hugo being overdramatic again :

You just know he's being a little shit.

#I'll have to go back to it after sleeping to see if it still makes sense or the lack of sleep got me doing bullcrap again #probs should ask some friends for feedback #my brain already wants to draft the other pairs' first kisses help 😭 #eryanbles #it kills me how you can tell between which frames I took a break. the style changes a hundred times lmao #if I fail to clean it up and turn it into an animatic I'll just post the crappy storyboard gjfkdldl

[omaano]

My art and art style sure have gone through something this past month and I’m not sure how to deal with this realization

#I’m not dealing particularly well if anyone’s interested #it is so weird and is forcing me out of my comfort zone and I’m confused most of the time #it’s not fun #I want to go back to it being at least some kind of fun and feeling like I know what I’m doing #like I know at what point and what layers and settings I need to have to be able to call the drawing done #I don’t do flat colours or intricate lines #but this seems to be where we are going #and I’m not doing well with flats and multiply layers and airbrushing #I’m distressed where can I put my favorite little messy textured brush?? #and my drawing style didn’t get all that stylized to match so my brain screams for texture now that I had the tiniest hope to learn it #Alex rambles #I should. e a good little guy and save these rants to journaling probably #but that’s just not the same #gotta throw it out into the void that’s the right feeling

[n7viper]

every time I listen to this I am sent into a blorbo thought tailspin from which there is no return

#no I haven't moved on from this 4 year old expansion why do you ask #I tried watching some massively long 'the full story of destiny' video and got to forsaken #then I heard the shots again and spiraled from there #I remember all of the 'who took the shot' discussions #the answer for me is Mae - Mae did it 100% #no it doesn't sound like Ace but I don't CARE that's not the point #she wanted evil revenge bucknasty style just once #my levelheaded girl was like 'I don't wanna be calm this time' #'I am so full of anger and I don't know what to do with it. I'm not used to this feeling' #and then she does it #even with Lyra begging her not to #it's kind of that cloud that hangs over her for a while; I wouldn't call it haunting really #just a lingering 'did I do the right thing' #like that phlegm clinging to the back of your throat and you just can't cough it up #anyway I should go to bed #<- I say as I open scrivener #viper plays d2

[absentlyabbie]

seriously, though. i work in higher education, and part of my job is students sending me transcripts. you'd think the ones who have the least idea how to actually do that would be the older ones, and while sure, they definitely struggle with it, i see it most with the younger students. the teens to early 20s crowd.

very, astonishingly often, they don't know how to work with .pdf documents. i get garbage phone screenshots, sometimes inserted into an excel or word file for who knows what reason, but most often it's just a raw .jpg or other image file.

they definitely either don't know how to use a scanner, don't have access to one, or don't even know where they might go for that (staples and other office supply stores sometimes still have these services, but public libraries always have your back, kids.) so when they have a paper transcript and need to send me a copy electronically, it's just terrible photos at bad angles full of thumbs and text-obscuring shadows.

mind bogglingly frequently, i get cell phone photos of computer screens. they don't know how to take a screenshot on a computer. they don't know the function of the Print Screen button on the keyboard. they don't know how to right click a web page, hit "print", and choose "save as PDF" to produce a full and unbroken capture of the entirety of a webpage.

sometimes they'll just copy the text of a transcript and paste it right into the message of an email. that's if they figure out the difference between the body text portion of the email and the subject line, because quite frankly they often don't.

these are people who in most cases have done at least some college work already, but they have absolutely no clue how to utilize the attachment function in an email, and for some reason they don't consider they could google very quickly for instructions or even videos.

i am not taking a shit on gen z/gen alpha here, i'm really not.

what i am is aghast that they've been so massively failed on so many levels. the education system assumed they were "native" to technology and needed to be taught nothing. their parents assumed the same, or assumed the schools would teach them, or don't know how themselves and are too intimidated to figure it out and teach their kids these skills at home.

they spend hours a day on instagram and tiktok and youtube and etc, so they surely know (this is ridiculous to assume!!!) how to draft a formal email and format the text and what part goes where and what all those damn little symbols means, right? SURELY they're already familiar with every file type under the sun and know how to make use of whatever's salient in a pinch, right???

THEY MUST CERTAINLY know, innately, as one knows how to inhale, how to type in business formatting and formal communication style, how to present themselves in a way that gets them taken seriously by formal institutions, how to appear and be competent in basic/standard digital skills. SURELY. Of course. RIGHT!!!!

it's MADDENING, it's insane, and it's frustrating from the receiving end, but even more frustrating knowing they're stumbling blind out there in the digital spaces of grown-up matters, being dismissed, being considered less intelligent, being talked down to, because every adult and system responsible for them just

ASSUMED they should "just know" or "just figure out" these important things no one ever bothered to teach them, or half the time even introduce the concepts of before asking them to do it, on the spot, with high educational or professional stakes.

kids shouldn't have to supplement their own education like this and get sneered and scoffed at if they don't.

[waterfallofspace]

THE FOC WHERE NANAMI GETS REVENGE ON GOJO. OMFG. WJAT R U. SOME SORT OF SNEEZUS CHRIST BC THAT FIC FELT MIRACULOUS ONG

Sneezus Christ- that had me laughing so hard ahaha~

Thank you so much!!~ Glad you enjoyed it, that's one of my earliest works, but still one of my favourites, back when I didn't know that much about writing it, just wrote straight from my "make this man suffer" brain~ I'm happy that it turned out to be something people can enjoy!!~

Always love wrecking my baby-blued-husband~

#waterfallasks #thank you so much!! glad you enjoyed it #i do sometimes go back and reread some of my early ones #their style freaks me out bc it is NOT as good i think as my newer stuff #(cut to new paragraphing every time someone spoke... with just the dialogue... girl what were you DOINNGGGG) #but it can still get me in the ways it should- know your audience know yourself kinda deal #so im glad people enjoy it!!!!! thanks so much!~

[barredandromeda]

i hate change id rather die

#people arent sticking to their usual selves stop messing w my mind #havent talked to some friends in a while and theyre wildly dif and its making me so irritated can we go back to how we were before #my obsession of waiting by the phone until someone messages me first is coming back in the worst way possible #the coincidences with k stopped and i barely even see him anymore and his clothing style is changing??? #hes becoming more normal popular whatever and its so boring please i need a loser boy go back to being that #mb i cant sleep and feelings are coming back but in a weirder way and i have like 2 projects due tmr im not done w and test #i need more friends but in the way of being irl that i can wave at during school and send them videos without talking fr #serenity wake up and come home bro literally ditch school just for me 🙏 believe in u bbg #omg sid is coming back tmr thank god i need my daily walks w him i literally tried w another guy today and it was not the same #bro was yapping ab love whatever idek 😭 told me ab his crushes which good for him ig but i barely know him idc 🙏 #insta wants me to stop liking k too cause it deleted all my past stories ab him when i tried to make a highlight #is it so hard to have everyone obsessed with me all the time. cant people just pay attention to me forever #i forgot what i said in this post whatever im deleting it later anyway #post #erics tag #delete later #cringingg that people know stuff ab me and why i am the way i am. maybe they should all die so it becomes a secret again #literally why did i ever talk anything out with anyone other than serenity thats so fucking stupid no shit shes the only good one #thats a lie i love attention i just hate asking for it i cant even be bothered to say more bro im so exhausted but not in a sleeping way yk #kindividual posting