#i sure spent an hour of my life on this

[rendoesthedoodle]

hi @jame7t. i promised fanart and now i deliver. as u can see i recreated ur stream layout from scratch and while the proportions and images arent quiiite correct.... i hope u like it anyway <3

#this is renjaminnifer btw #i sure spent an hour of my life on this #it was worth it #ur reaction to me saying ur style of humor was jermacore rlly cracked me up so i just had to #hope u enjoy! #digital art #jame7t #fanart #streamer fanart #for others

[mllenugget]

I felt like making up "angwy uwu" designs for Phil and Bad cuz yknow the whole angel demon thing, with no real intent to create context for them, but by the time I finished them we had the Election Diner code incident and the kidnapping of Dapper which made me go [blinking white guy meme]

I gotta give huge props to OngakuK for giving me inspo on some aspects 'Cause designing godlike figures with tons of ornements and symbolism is her shit, so I sent her my first drafts and asked for feedback and she gave me really cool ideas

And here's some bonus mid-shapeshifting doodles

My og designs for them are much tamer : Phil has got far less pairs of wings and 20 eyes less & Bad has got far less teeth and one single lower jaw

#something something workers of death not supposed to be disrupting the course of life #but they sure are going to make an exception if you touch their kids #you can tell i sketched bad's wings as an afterthought because they physically make no sense #the scythe has zero respect for the wings and i only noticed it when i started colouring-- shush #I literally spent my whole week working 8 hours a day designing big creatures with big teeth big claws and tini angry eyes #what do i do when i get home ? Draw even more claws #qsmp #my art #qsmp fanart #mcyt #qsmp philza #qsmp badboyhalo #philza fanart #badboyhalo fanart

[just-somedude]

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#I had to go to a high school friend's funeral a couple weeks ago #the guy was like an older brother to me #he was only 23 #I spent an hour alone in a room with his coffin just crying #wishing I had gotten to spend more time with him #Now because of that #I'm making sure to live my life exactly how I want to #I've had people tell me to “do the smart thing” and build a career #travel in short spurts etc #fuck that #I want to be the unemployed friend in all those memes #the guy who you don't hear from until you get a video from a glacial lake in the middle of the wilderness #and then a week later a picture from atop a mountain #I want to do cool shit #I want to have DAD LORE #stories to tell #people to tell them #mid life crisis at 22 is crazy but FUCK IT WE BALL #anyways my rambling is over if you're still reading this I'll give you a smooch

[melveres]

I am five seconds away from creating Help Wanted posters for the Devourer fight in the Catacombs DONE AND DUSTED NEVER AGAIN

#w101 #wizard101 #literally spent 4-5 hours doing it yesterday night with a friend and two random players #one of them was the hitter and the other a life wiz who Refused to heal #my fire wiz friend was the other hitter and i got delegated to being healer and boost dealer… despite being a storm w 5k health #also fun fact! this is one of those fights where you need to stay alive by the end of it for it to count as done <33 #we found out the hard way <33 #the storm hitter and the life wiz (who spammed bad juju and nothing else.) got their quests done and ditched us #so. if anyones a healer and Willing to go through that fight then that would be much appreciated #pretty sure its the last dungeon in the catacombs too… so close to being done w that questline QQ #we did our best it should of counteddd <//333 #matter of fact i will DRAW ur wizzy in full-colour if u r willing to help us get the quest done (fr this time) /srs #(​i am fr abt the art btw)

[ssstrawberryflowers]

man. i just want monday to come so that i can arrive before the building opens and. after getting in. jjjust going straight to the rooms with blackboards and. draw ultrakill shit on it. gabv1el. sfw gabv1el or else i will get killed by school staff. gabv1el nonetheless.

(then maybe draw something else cause. i don't want to disgust people from the ultrakilly by shoving the gay angel and nikon down their throats. milk-chan and mimirge. samarie. poor babyboy levi. uhhh. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

#sure love having spent almost twice as long drawing them fuckers than having actually played the game lol #just under 40 hours. best cybergrind score was 15 waves on standard. single notable p ranks are V2's sorry ass (once parry only). #didn't even start act II on Violent. doesn't know how to +fistful of dol-ler or use the rocket launcher. #pah-thetic. *downs a can of monster energy pacific punch flavour* #anyway just really happy school is finally starting so that i finally have a purpose in my day-to-day life lol #also hope you'll have a nice year at school if you read this! best wishes <3

[july-19th-club]

love an ending that is 'happy' in that a desirable outcome is produced, but made complicated by the fact that the protagonist has given up something integral to themself in order to make it so. it's sort of uncool in some circles to admit you LIKE when characters give up something really cool for something pretty basic, but it's all about context and quality of storytelling, right? that sort of conviction - this is a part of my personality that i am permanently renouncing access to, and it's my choice, and i'm going to miss it, but i'm not going to regret it - that's compelling. ending in which a character who loves nothing more than the rush of finding the answer to a question is handed, one day, a puzzle they just don't want to solve. and that part of their life is over, but it's not a bad thing. maybe the answer doesn't need to be known. maybe not knowing it opens you up to a creative mindset you never had before. character who gains some kind of special power chooses to give it up not because they no longer love the ability, not because it hasn't improved their life, but because this thing they love comes with costs, is getting in the way of a life someone they love or loved and lost would want them to live. i'm glad it turned out this way. i miss the missing thing with all my heart. i would let go of it again if i was asked to choose.

#stories where people give up something beautiful to live ordinary lives because there's something in the ordinary life they want more #a very common variant of this is of course the 'immortal character renounces their lifespan for a mortal lover' plot #which is fine and all #but i like more nuanced versions . like my tobias animorphs epilogue idea where he and his mother reconnect more permanently #and one day when he's at her house they have a long. long talk. about what he is going to do now. it's been years but he's still #in this holding pattern of grief and solitude. but his mother is his one anchor to the world of humanity. and she's not getting any younger #and hawk lifespans aren't getting any longer. and they spent so much time away from each other #and he says. i miss her like an amputation mom. how do you keep going? #and she says. not missing your father because i didn't know that i loved him and he was gone was worse #and she asks hm if he's sure he could be human again. if he could give up his hard-earned flexibility of form #and he says we've been sitting here talking for three hours. little late to second-guess it now #this got away from me . but you see my vision #writing tag #animorphs i guess also lol #q

[fagdykegtws]

hey guys have you ever considered a hamster mcyt au anyways h!joel circling h!etho forever

#I spent 2 hours on this please #I'm terrible at working animation #Anyways I have So Many Thoughts about this au :3 #I blame hsbb. I'm turning an old hyperfixation into an au again #so I've assigned Stress a sandy Campbell and False a an argente Campbell #etho is a speckled white and grey long haired Syrian and Joel is a pied roborovski #I am fully and well aware you are NOT supposed to house different species together but have you ever seen a hamster willingly #wear a flower grown or headband or have a natural green streak in it's hair? #the actual au itself is by pancho pinto (not sure on their Tumblr) #and I just kinda made my own where I assigned everyone hamsters off of my retained old hyperfixated knowledge #I'm normal about this au guys I promise #I'm not writing an entire plotline of “what if 3rd life was played out in a hamster cage” haha. I'm normal. #chewbys art stuff

[moregraceful]

tagged by @lemondropbois and @kitnita and @lovethygoalie!! I love having so many writer mutuals from such diverse points of fandom. I wasn't gonna do this because I am under a severe writing deadline however I am also so deeply frustrated right now that a nice meme may cheer me up. or make me worse. unclear

wip title game rules: post the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have wips.

not posting everything in my wip folder bc most of my wips need to get moved to the superhell (abandoned) folder, i just haven't been able to bring myself to do it. also i have talked about some of these before so i may not share a snippet if i haven't added anything to it since the last time i did this. here's what i have read and pondered in the past 5 months:

bergy buster love

jamie tyler robbers and cowards

kaapo alexis k'andre

mario brent trade (<- boba au)

miro jrob everything

roope jani water and power plot

shak nikita

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big fan of descriptive google doc titles. I decided my birthday/new year's resolution is to not use any song lyrics as titles 😤

soft tagging whoever wants to do it!

#so much of the fic in my wip folder is like...this would be so good if i had finished it before the sharkuda's 2023 offseason #why am i so so so mad? well i spent close to four and a half hours alone in a car today going to and from OAKLAND #bc 880 is hell and 680 is hell and 580 is hell and 280 is also hell #also bc i saw two cybertrucks for real on the road and experienced a level of roadrage that i have never felt before #like i regularly experience roadrage bc i am a california driver. i learned to drive on caltrans highways. that's just life in california. #but seeing two cybertrucks enter the freeway one after another...it unlocked something powerfully ugly and deeply cruel in me #anyway. i'm going to bed. feel free to send asks i may or may not answer but will for sure feel bad about not answering #lesa and 💖 anon i have seen your lovely asks and i will respond when i stop making myself angry about cybertrucks #ily both #fresno oilers.txt #unfortunate birdcage fanfictions

[hellogoodbyegirl]

:) ~ credits to Valerie Baker

#when he :) #glenn tilbrook #i just spent the past 3 hours of my life looking through the squeeze facebook group to find some good pictures and it most definitely did- #deliver in that aspect for sure! #not sure when i'll get the time to post them all since i've gotta study for finals and stuff so this is my last hurrah for now :D

[snazum]

I'm not sure what this is

#gordon freeman #it sure is him huh #this started out different #but i cant make it too similar to my life and just draw myself that drags in too much attention no #so its gordon freeman #snazum draws #im not happy with this at all but whatever #i spent too long on it so i should share it (1 hour)

[stupid-dyke]

stayed up til 3 when I have an 8am again. I do this because I hate myself so sos sososososososososo much. It's really funny because I don;t fall asleep in class thanks to my meds but I've noticed every time I go to class after 4 hrs sleep people act weird around me which is how I know im acting really weird. And I am so extremely angry at myself. I spent 4 hours. well 8 hours. Well all day. Pretending I'm going to do homework and distracting myself with various other things on my laptop or crying on the phone to my parents. Got zerooooo work done at all i stayed up most of the nihght for literally no gain whatsoever this is pure self harm. Which I do becauase again I hate myself. Because I didn't do my work. Which i won't do tomorrow either because i'll be so tired I wont be able to string a sentence together even though I'm supposed to give a presentation haha. My favorite activity is staring at the clock on my laptop getting later and later and later. new high score etc. Who's a hypersomniac now. Imagine how much easier this semester would have been if I'd gone to bed before 2am ever. I'm so fucking angry at myself I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep now even. If I fail my classes again my parents are gonna make me live at home forever and say im too crazy to live on my own. I know I was supposed to get a therapist but I hate them all so, so, so much. I think people get that job bc they feel powerful telling some pathetic person what to do knowing I literally cannot do it and will come back week after week admittingn failure and paying

I know I was supposed to take the new experimental FDA approved drug for IH but the list of side effects is fucking terrifying and I live and sleep alone so i really don't want to take a super powerful sedative that can make you stop breathing. So I'm gonna keep taking stimualnts and lying to myself that today is the last day I stay up extremely late for no reason.

#it's really sad I'll skip the meds sometimes to try to sleep and it doesn't even help. I just feel worse while awake. #The real reason i can't sleep is because im screwing myself over by doing no work and im terrified im going to fail my fucking classes #and theyre all going to say im crazy if I fail my classes. theyre going to say im crazy and I self sabotaged on purpose #bc i dont want to succeed. Dad says that every day #Dad loves telling me everytjhing wrong with me multiple times a day every day so i never ever forget #hes so helpful. He's trying so hard to help. If i dont answer the phone he starts worrying ive committed suicide #again i was suicidal one week in 2019. Get the fuck over it. You've literally threatened to kill yourself multiple times. Fucking hypocrite #a bunch of my friends are going to graduate this semester and best case scenario i graudate next semester and then I'll lose touch with eve #ybody #and then the good times are over and life is boring and hell forever and ill get more disabled every year until I can't work and then I'll #run out of money and die #you know when I talked to my genetics professor about the alzheimer's results he said somethign will kill you eventually and it #wont be that unless you live to old age which will be good! #so true bestie. so ture #Guys lets be real here. Why the fuck. Do we live. why. It is so goddamn hard. Maybe it;s easy when u get sleep . But that hasn't happened t #me for a while #all my classes end next week and i havent done most assignments since spring break #also over spring break my parents met w a lawyer to revise their will adn afterwards dad told me im executor and explained to me what will #happen after each person in my family dies. #the assumption is that I will outlive everyone. they don't think my sister will live to old age adn they are already old #the lawyer apparently has clients with the same disability as me and all of them had the same thing happen. Once they get another disabilit #and get older it becomes impossible to manage IH and they cant work til retirement age #i just spent an hour typing this shit instead of sleeping. 4am-730am sleep lets go. I should kill myself #i hate my parents fucking advicce bc they;; be like well when i was ur age I was married it sure must suck to be single!!!! fuck you guys f

[suncaptor]

hey can everyone treat me like I'm REALLY stupid and remind me of your birthdays (if that is information you would be comfortable with me being privy too) and any other important information you'd expect me to know (if we are close like phone number, addresses, though obviously I am not trying to encourage people who don't know me well bad internet safety). I tried to have a digital addressbook but I didn't do it well so I want to retry. ,

#I usually have a pretty good memory for these sorts of things but I get scared if it's not written down and the person isn't in my day to #day life that I'm wrong #incoherents #this was inspired by the fact for some reason I did not have B's address written down everywhere so to get them a present I spent like a #half hour going through my google maps history which btw is kind of creepy google's tracking me but useful here #then using google maps to make sure i remembered the correct how as it looks like from street view correctly #bc I was terrified i had gotten the wrong address since I hadn't written it down #also what i REALLY need is a calender with extra pages at the end bc tracking the days real time is sooo much better for my brain #but i haven't done that in forever #also bc some people I really care about forgot my birthday and I don't want to do that to others

[acerola-tree]

i'm going insane because of these tiny tiny screws

#i want to install a ssd card on laptop alright? i want some extra memory i want to play games i want to play baldies gate #i want to keep my art on my laptop ready for access at all times right #but #i cant open my fucking laptop #the screws wont come off #i bought a precision tool kit to open this shit but they still wont come off #and i know they can come off because i managed to unscrew 4 out of 11 screws so i know it is possible it is the right tool ok #so i got obsessed with loosening all of these stupid screws and maybe spent ~3 hours total today on this shit #and i have blisters on both my thumbs and i'm pretty sure i only made things worse by repeatedly forcing these motherfuckers #but i felt possessed i had to take these off i feel crazy my thumbs hurt #BUT IT JUST WONT COME OFF I HATE THIS FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE #and i don't know why this minor inconvenience is consuming my every thought but it is it really is #it's just a simple task why cant it just open i just wanted extra memory on my puter #anyways gonna take this laptop to a professional who hopefully can unscrew stuff better than me tomorrow MORNING #because im obsessed with this situation and it is eating my brain and soul rapidly #i really don't know why i'm focusing so much on this minor thing it's upsetting me #talking to the wall

[fnafhs-aesthetics]

Springle 💖💛

I'm not a huge Swift fan but Paper Rings is very them. It's sweet and soft and ughhh they're so cute...

-Mod Golden.

#fnafhs #springle #anonymous #ask game #I'm so mad because I'm sure I heard another song that reminded me of them not too long ago #but can't for the life of me remember which one it was #spent an hour going through all my playlists. went so far back on my youtube likes I was seeing cat I'm a kitty cat videos #and yet didn't find it. WHAT WAS THE OTHER SONG

[queen-mabs-revenge]

oh it's real depression hours

#giant hole in my ceiling from a leak from 3 years ago that restarted #and knowing the speed at which it got fixed last time shit's gonna be weeks #got a fucking bowl on the floor and everything and it's dripping water and bits of plaster so that's cool and great #cat's slowed down on eating even with the syringe assist #lab said it'll be 14 days before they have results #but if it's FIP that could be half of the time she has left #and there's a treatment that has an 85% success rate but it's not approved in a lot of countries so i'd have to get it myself #and it's the bones of a grand for the meds before even accounting for the syringes #and it's 84 days of injections which - this is the cat who won't even let me pill her so #but i can't even think of starting that until i know what it is for sure #and so i'm just gonna sit here and watch her die over the next two weeks #and most of that time is going to be spent trying to force her to eat and watching her growing to hate and avoid me #i literally just want to fucking scream 1% of cats ever get this why is it my best little friend in the world? #6 weeks ago she was the healthiest 12 year old you ever saw in your life #i've only got 60/195g of food into her today and that's taken hours and hours #this is torture for both of us idk what to do

[peridots-pixiwolf]

yknow I play a lot of hard games but usually not "took 73 days to beat" hard

#aka gUESS WHO JUST BEAT RAIN WORLD. AFTER TWO AND A HALF MONTHS #rain world #peridots-nonsense #i got into subterranean like a week ago but have been mostly hanging around by the worm grass shelter for 20 cycles #i went to every region (even if i only spent a couple minutes total in drainage lol). met every echo besides the farm arrays one. #got every passage achievement (every one besides dragon slayer/wanderer in outskirts and industrial within my first few weeks of playing) #and never used a passage anyway. three months!!! rounding up a little! for a game that can be beat in less than 20 cycles. #dh was twelve days (though i'd played through part of it years earlier). stray was seven hours. insc was only a couple days. #i've done two separate ultkill playthroughs so not sure which to count but both were less than a week #hk was actually just over a month. may 24 to june 26th. which is still so much less than this. bftes about a month too #i remember how even just a week into rw i felt like i'd been playing it forever...even just a week in i knew it would be one of Those Games #where i wish i could play it over for the first time again. boy was i right. it almost felt like a second life at times #i loved just running around in certain areas building up stores of food and spears and vulture masks #(what comes to mind are / HI_S02 / CC_S05 / SI_S04 / SB_S07. the first two felt like home!) #(* up in the sixth tag i missed the friend. i was relishing in hubristic bloodlust especially in CC so i didn't have much time for taming) #if the tags here seem particularly incoherent i only falsely apologize. i'm just. reminiscing. i don't think i can do anything else #my heart was pounding as soon as i reached the depths. after 325 cycles. 116 hours. two and a half months. it's over. #maybe a little dramatic but hey it took up an invariable portion of my life for a fifth of a year so. it's just interesting #anyway. a standard ''i took too long on this and now the sun's rising'' goodbye to you tag-wanderer