#i think close to graduation?

[lqnar]

i should write this stuff in my diary

#yeah i started a journal #i need to use my stickers for SOMETHING right #i love stationery it is my newest obsession #i'm spending so much money on it but i usually don't buy stuff so it's okay it's fine i will survive. #''i usually don't buy stuff'' ok liar but what i meant is that i generally only splurge on food. #which obviously isn't great all of the time. hence the bulimia. #so buying stickers and washi tape to feel an ounce of happiness is fine. #i used to journal/vent in a notebook in high school #i ripped out every single page and threw it out at one point #i think close to graduation? #it was really helpful to vent all my feelings in it but it was also really dark stuff about my depression and suicide plans #and also my trauma. and every single song lyric i related to at the time #so basically a lot of uncomfortable embarrassing and sad stuff that i didn't want anyone else to see or reread myself #so it's all gone #as is most of my venting from that time. i had a 50 k word document with venting at one point. that's a whole book #50 k words sounds insane it might just have been 50 pages i can't remember tbh. but still a lot of words. #it's gone now. i deleted everything about that situation and every single one of my tumblr posts when i was going to kill myself #i tend to clean out my life and my embarrassing online posts and every note i have ever written when i think i'm going to die soon. #i'm not suicidal anymore but it still is a mindset i somewhat still have. like oh better remember to delete these embarrassing posts #before i kms. #like ok king but have you considered mental health as a Choice bro just wondering

[ikiprian]

Mr. Fenton is a competent teacher. Almost too competent.

If Mr. Daniel Fenton had any more than a BS (with a minor in education), Tim would’ve flagged his profile as a potential Rogue. That’s the way of most charismatic academics, at least in Gotham. (Got a PhD? Instant watchlist.) Instead, he’s Gotham Academy’s newest celebrity, as a young, passionate, out-of-towner substitute while the chemistry teacher’s on maternity leave.

Tim gets the hype. Fenton seems to genuinely love teaching, and is invested in the welfare of the student body. He hands out bananas during exam week, hosts a “study habits seminar” each month to coach effective learning strategies, and the third time Tim falls asleep in his class, he even pulls Tim aside to ask if he’s doing okay. With all the late work he accepts and the protein bars he sneaks Tim, he’s every teen vigilante’s dream teacher. He could’ve been Tim’s favorite.

In fact, Mr. Fenton was Tim’s favorite. Up until Tim walks into Mr. Fenton’s chemistry classroom for a forgotten textbook, an hour after the final bell.

On the board where tallied scores for today’s review game had been kept, “THE CHEMISTRY BEHIND DR. CRANE’S FEAR GAS: ANXIOGENICS, NERI’S, & YOU,” is now scrawled. A detailed diagram of the human endocrine system projects in front of a small crowd of adoring and attentive students.

Fenton is wrist-deep in the skull cavity of an anatomical model. A short tug, and out pops the brain.

It’s plastic. It’s fake.

Tim identifies the nearest emergency exit.

Fenton turns to the door, and in the dark classroom with the projector illuminating half his face, his eyes almost seem to flash red. “What’s up, Tim?” he asks. His friendly grin is too big for his face. “I didn’t know you wanted to join the Just Science League!”

[OR: Danny’s a science teacher at Tim’s school. Gotham’s a pretty wild place, even for someone who grew up a superhero in a ghost-infested town, so he takes it upon himself to start a club teaching kids how to manage themselves in the event of a crisis. These Gothamites are pretty hardy, but a little extra training never hurt anybody! And he suspects one of his students might be a teen vigilante, like he’d been, back in the day. As a senior super, it's Danny’s duty look out for him! Surely, this is the subtlest and most appropriate way to give the kid pointers.]

[Tim immediately assumes supervillain.]

#Danny can’t help being creepy it’s just the way he’s built!! #I like to think Lancer did these things for Danny when he was in HS #and now Danny's emulating Lancer :) #Passing it on! #Tim is paranoid but also like he is SO CLOSE to graduating so like. Does he even want to report this shit to Batman. What if the next chem #teacher's a jerk and Tim fails the class and he never gets his stupid diploma. Bruce already is insisting he finish out HS and maybe get #an ABA before he's allowed back into the company #and Jesus Christ does Tim hate school. He'll worry about Mr. Fenton's burgeoning army of Science Honor Society Rogues on his own time #dcxdp #dpxdc #prompt #tim drake #danny fenton #in case I write more of this let’s tag it uhhhhh #misunderstood mentor au #kipwrite

[intotheelliwoods]

:)

#im finishing the sticker sheet tonight wooo! I think this sticker might be the main attraction #theres... 6 big stickers #and 6 small stickers on the sheet! #though by “big” I dont mean very big- #its still a 5x7 sheet #I am also hoping the company takes the sheet design (hoping I did not put images too close to eachother) #2al merch #also look #you can see the graduation of having less and less pants #when poptart grows up hes getting speedos and nothing else

[fizzytoo]

Art’s in town while he's on break from school; he's a fashion student at SanMy University! He's stopping by for a few days before he has to head to Oasis Springs to visit his sister.

#gif #ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #postcard legacy challenge #art you are so gorgeous #i forgot they had friends in high school 🧍🏽‍♂️ i think these two are close enough to keep in touch after graduation #their friendship meter was pretty full and also? they have the tiniest sliver of romance? since when ? #postcard: gen4 #art by bonneblah #sim: karlee kamealoha

[mamawasatesttube]

saw someone being wrong about kon on the internet again (i know. shocking) and you are all so lucky i'm sick and feverish and lazy because i DID just seriously entertain the thought of writing up a small essay complete with issue and panel citations about why it's simply incorrect to say that kon never really seemed to reciprocate any sort of crush on tim before geoff/tt03. this is just not true. you dont have to actually ship them but to downplay their importance to each other even in the earliest days is simply incorrect. i'm too tired and achy to bother digging through comics to pull up all the issues that have the bits i want to point at but like... they were both very mutually important to each other from early on. it was in no way shape or form one-sided, whether you want to read that as platonic or romantic. man.

#rimi talks #id rather put my limited energy towards the tender t4t timkonisms fic but in my heart this is a longass post #kon's sb94 alice in wonderland nightmare sequence. kon's entire Everything @ tim in issue 85. #the entire concept of robin kon?????? hello????? #the way they function as a unit so easily in yj98 even While actively bickering??? #graduation day and judd winick explicitly saying he wanted them to come out of the closet [together]?? #kon going out of his way to not only do bits just to annoy tim but also being protective of him at the same time?? (in yj98 again) #him wanting robin's number in wf3 (and then getting it sometime before rex leech roller coaster issue)?????? #what are you fucking onnnnnnnnn #you dont have to read it as romantic if you dont want to but they were undeniably close and it was undeniably mutual. bro #i just um. i just think that if youre so internet poisoned to hate a ship that you have to deny the characters have mutual importance #to each other in the canon material (but you can't deny it from one side so you have to claim it's mostly one-sided and blame a writer) #then maybe you should um log off and reread canon ? #<- that's petty sorry but im just saying. #anyways. #returning to the timkon mines now. crawls back into my word doc

[intomybubble]

Look how time flies

Kumon is graduating!

#desiree talks #a3! #a3 #act addict actors #kumon hyodo #azami izumida #yuki also has a card for this scout #but i dont think he’s graduating? he’s still a year younger #and if anything muku should be graduating with him too #citron is also on the scout so that part shouldn’t mean too much #if only i knew wtf was going on with a3 nowadays #anyway so next year is yuki and muku and then finally it’ll be azami #then all the kids will be out of high school and probably starting college #i can imagine a3 continuing until azami graduates #i wonder who’ll be the college grads by then? #i havent been keeping track too close but #i remember omi having one a few years back #but idk if tsuzuru and kazunari already had theirs

[haunthouse]

least favorite student at work today: person who came in 15 minutes before we closed, ran directly up to the print desk and plugged their flash drive in without even saying hello or how are you or hi i'm here to print is it okay if i plug my flash drive in. gave me their files to print but hadn't bothered to actually resize them to the size they wanted them printed, and when asked would not tell me what size they wanted, just that 8.5x11 was too big for their postcards and they wanted them THIS BIG [holding their hands up in a very vague way meant to indicate a size smaller than 8.5x11]. additional context is that our printers literally have 2 settings and they're 'scale the image to fit on the page' or 'print at 100% whatever size the image already is' so i could not make it smaller for them. so they ran off and shrunk the images (cool), came back and i got them printing (cool), then ran off AGAIN and i was like "hey i need to ring you up" and they went "no i have another file i need to change the size on." five minutes pass. we are now at 6 minutes to closing. they come back. they drop their file. it's too big for our quick easy printer so i ask them what size they want it to be and they go "idk a2?" and i say "i'm so sorry but i do not know what size a2 is, you have to give it to us in inches" and they say "no i just want a2 size, indesign let me export it as a2 size," and i say "sorry but i am not indesign and i need you to tell me in inches" and they say "it's 430 wide" and i say "four hundred thirty inches???" and they say "no" and refuse to elaborate. we are at 3 minutes to closing. i finally get their massive file to load and it's like 25 inches tall, which is too big for our quick printer. i say "do you want it 25 inches tall" and they say "i want it a2" as if we had not already just had this conversation. they keep giving me looks like i'm the stupid one in this conversation. i say "listen we close in 2 minutes, that is not enough time to print something that big, i could print it at 12x18" for you." my boss goes "just print it it's fine" and i quietly seethe because neither of us should have to stay past the time we're meant to close just because some entitled student refuses to google what size they want their prints to be for ten christian minutes

least favorite student of yesterday was the girl who, when i came into work first thing in the morning after 24 hours of one of the worst migraines ive ever had, was standing at the desk on her phone while 5 people waited in line behind her, blocking the computers people have to put their files on, and i said very politely "hey you know there's a line, right, and it's a bit rude to be on your phone blocking the line" absolutely blew up at me, kept blocking the line for five more minutes, and then CAME BACK LATER after the line had been dealt with to tell me how horrifically rude she thought it was that i said that to her and demanded an apology

#kaylee.txt #personally i think if a place closes at 4 and you're standing at the counter arguing with the employee at 3:55. you should not get anything #i'm all for giving people the benefit of the doubt and all but ohhhh my god the way all these students think the entire world revolves #around them. infuriating #like kid you go to art school you are NOT all that. as an art school graduate im allowed to say this

[insertsickusername13]

Jake's sexuality crisis actually occurred in a matter of two minutes when squipped Rich jokingly called him 'kitten' and he had to flee the fucking room asap. he very quickly decided what he wanted and who he was attracted to.

#based on the fact my friend just called me kitten and i definitely questioned some things #i know i'm pan obvi #but that went from friendship to staring at the wall for twenty five minutes forcing myself to think of things like god and my grandmother #why u gotta do this to me bro #we were doing so well #bmc #richjake #jake dillinger #rich goranski #look at me posting not innocent stuff #y'all should've seen this coming abyss you've read the shit i've written #you know what goes on behind closed doors #sorry to the middle schoolers here #i see u. i know you're here #there's such variety in this fandom y'all are either about to graduate college or 11

[yj-98]

how does the kon crimes get worse btw.

#WHAT DO YOU **MEAN** SHE DOESNT LIKE KON-EL AS A NAME BECAUSE IT WAS GIVEN TO HIM #THE CONCEPT OF. A GIVEN NAME? #also like. ik shes trans so idk if its just a disconnect with given names vs chosen but like? #i will say. as a trans person. who was GIVEN my new(er) name (rook) by a close friend. not a parent. like. #i do not think. that clark giving kon 'kon-el' as a welcome into the family. that makes kon so happy because he finally HAS a name #is the same as. your parents naming you? like his relationship w/ clark is complex. not that she gets it i guess because like #kon doesnt . resent him. what hte fuck are you doing #like. having your name given to you by someone you care deeply about can be so meaningful actually #and if u want to graduate him from superboy. YES! but HOW ARE YOU SO FUNDAMENTALLY MISUNDERSTANDING KON #rook.log

[asteralien]

not to be like “i miss college” even though i do but mostly i think i miss being smart. before depression and life events had chewed up and partially swallowed my brain. just getting to problem solve and think, being Very Into something as the norm. i know being an english major is basically the easiest thing you can be at the undergrad level but i do feel like that was the one and only time in my life where my natural state was actually a pro instead of a con. i graduated with the highest honors and absolutely no one cared but i cared

#aster chat #family life exploding exactly one (1) month from graduation is still just. it. god. it was almost seven years ago and it still hurts #SO much. i had worked so hard to graduate with the honors i did #i took a 400 level history class in my 2nd semester with one of the hardest humanities profs and i got a B #i basically lived in a break room for a whole semester because my misophonia was so bad with my roommate at night #i stashed pillows and blankets behind a couch and slept there to stay sane enough to write my papers #i got so close to Ending Things three times and DIDN'T #my professors LOVED ME #and then graduation came and it was just. over. #went right back home to sit between my parents as much as i could and get yelled at and watch everything go down the drain #like as soon as i walked out of college i stopped existing except as something for my parents and my job to use up #like. i know it's cringy to still be thinking about college but that was the last time i mattered as myself. you know #people liked me because of my brain! my thoughts! not for what i could do for them or for a paycheck #me qua me #okay lmao Antidepressant Time bye #no offense but my english classes wouldn't have made me feel weird about saying 'boon' instead of 'pro' up there #i changed it to not sound like an assclown but my profs would have thought it was funny.

[icarrymany]

wow ren ii art transported me back into my 17 year old body for a sec. 4 novembers later feels like so much time

#i think abt how i had my jay minifig in my pocket at graduation because i wished ren was there #and mailing ren stuff when the borders were closed #those were the days fr

[cobble-stone]

one of the wild things about years-long online friendships is watching the slow transformation from depressed teenagers stuck in their parent's houses to adults with jobs

#cobble’s tones #i'm coming up on knowing some of these people for like four years now #and it's wild thinking like. wow. we all really started out as depressed teenagers and now we're just living our lives #one of thems engaged. one got their first apartment semi-recently. one's about to graduate #i'm not as close with them as i used to be #but it's nice to know that we all collectively are doing better than we were

[wildflowercryptid]

* wakes up in a cold sweat * peony/larry would make penny and giacomo step-siblings in mjv...

#listen... they're both divorced in mjv..... it could happen.... #that and i think their personalities would bounce off each other in fun ways #also i just think this being the way penny finds out about who giacomo's dad is would be funny #i imagine that peony moves to paldea after nia graduates from school so he can be close to penny #and geeta probably swoops in to hire him for the league #he primarily gets sent out to handle different situations around the region ( he definitely calls them missions & gives them silly names ) #so he gets to meet larry as co-workers and get assigned to do a task together which leads to them becoming buddies #or maybe more 😏 larry is not immune to handsome man who is full of energy & understands his struggles as a divorced dad #anyways i'm calling them armorbirdshipping for now #hc : (pkmn) mjverse #mj.txt

[bangcakes]

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#well ladies. what does it mean when he tells you he doesnt wanna keep in touch with the others anymore but then joins the server anyway #in which you know that the only person he tolerates (dare i say likes) is you #or maybe i sound insane idk. wish he'd make a Move on me already but then xmas IS v close so i mean #i get it #n also say it goes bad right.... have to see eaxh other at graduation #what im saying is..... if no moves have been made .... gonna ask him out in feb after graduation GZUDDTJITTDTDIZJT #IF i still feel the same and i think he'll say yes. hhhhhh this shid is so hard #im also like ... worried that the guy i made friends with that turned out to be snakey is like.... going to attempt to turn everybody #against me bc like...... one of my friends isnt answering me rn. tho she could be busy... im just Worried #he'll never turn the guy i have a crush on or my other friend against me tho. they dont like/trust him at all XTXIXTDIITDDIT #idk.... guess i'll just wait and see... #i cant stand... dealing with ppl that act like theyre still in hs. like come on ur in your 30s 😭😭😭 #n e way... a lil rant LOL #personal

[disengaged]

one time when i was seventeen a girl from school invited me to queer prom & i got so stoned i forgot my jacket in her car, and she posted a pictures of her bird on her shoulder while she was wearing it, and when she gave it back a few days later it had yellow paint stains on it. and i think about that a lot

#i didn’t know her very well and i was confused why she kept messaging me and inviting me to random things with her friends #at graduation she really wanted photos together which i didn’t really understand because we weren’t that close #and now five years later i realize it was probably because she had a crush on me and i feel like a huge fucking idiot #pegasus speaks #right after graduation she had a really bad bipolar episode and crashed a car and showed up to my friend’s house with a knife #it was during a party & i was so high i could barely stand but i had to call the cops cuz i was the only one who could spell her name right #two days later her mom checked her out of the hospital AMA and she called me as i was going to work saying she was going to kill herself #last time she messaged me was in march i think. she’s in BC somewhere and living in a basement with some old guy and doing a lot of drugs #and i miss her

[judasvibe]

bt just to get back on that 'porn addiction dont real' and 'sex toys dont fry your nerves' propaganda...im not saying science isn't real, but science is profoundly influenced by large and powerful industries.

and the sex industry, even if you jump all the way up from sex toy manufacturers to the most extreme porn production.... that industry largely has the means to lobby associations and finance studies to state that their money-making products and services DONT influence sexuality negatively AT ALL :) dont worry, nothing to see there :)

#tobacco industry famously did this you think the sex industry does not ? #all scientists and research is influenced this way btw. #fundamental science less so but as soon as it becomes close to treatment options or to having impact on a financially #financially lucrative industry. believe you me the vices tighten #i have a graduate degree in a stem field and worked 4 years in a scientific publication... i know #conflict of interest statements are. A FUCKING JOKE