#i think im gonna use this in a book tho

[3-aem]

sighs feeling self destructive tn i guess ill make my bedtime story the gojo v sukuna arc 😔

#stuck in the worst art block #though tbh i think everytime im in art block its the worst art block #im hoping seeing his face again will stir something in me #in reality tho im probs gonna do my night routine #play with my cat #and then go read a book bc ive been trying to not use my phone so much at night #please disregard this being written on my phone st 11pm #its the baby steps the baby steps!!!!!

[loving-delusions]

it was just supposed to be a warm up,,, how did it end up like this lmao

also correction evil lunar wasn't the only one left in his dimension lol he mentioned having 200 something ppl still around

deets under the cut because i dont wanna take up much space rambling endlessly

basic explanation uhmm

these are the two lunars from different dimensions that got shown in the Sun and Moon Show :3

i actually have a headcannon that the people that use the star ends up having a mark of the star somewhere on their body

lunar doesnt look like he's melting in these because. unlike the currently dead eclipse we have. he actually used the star and didnt need to store all of it in his body. he has a way to keep it from overhwleming his body ((death and destruction rrraaahh))

and i also have an additional thing related to where the star is located, because i think that's where they 'change', yknow...?????

Eclipse has it on his chest, hence his change of heart

because in my little itty bitty head i think he does end up feeling bad about shit once the star has taken root on him

but his pride kinda got in the way?? and he didn't admit to his fault quick enough so he just up and died lmao, i dont know, just pretend this makes sense

Lunar has it on his head or forehead or wtv, which is like changing how he acts, in a way

he kind of loses himself, like he doesn't hold back on what he wants to do and just crosses the line on where his morals are

i mean yeah, he's one chaotic sonofabitch

but with the star he disregards almost everything just to cater to his own wants with the star just corrupting shit in his head and changing him

Sun and Moon have the mark on their hands

i dont wanna mention which hands because i forgot which of them prefers whichever hand... but it's in their preferred hands to use when writing, because ambidextrous shit

i haven't thought about these two in using the star much

but i did notice they do a lot of.. physical work?

like sun cleans the play area a shit ton, and moon tinkers with his machine and tech. both are a way for them to try and get away from their own stress, i think

i dont have much ideas for them yet but imma think of a way lmao

Earth has the mark on her back

i dont know why. i dont have much idea about her

it started as some joke abt me saying she's the sole backbone of the celestials' familial relationship but i think i just predicted that because she actually is turning out to be that

girly is breaking her back trying to fix shit

but yeah i only have the location and a vague idea/explanation why that's the location

also if the star glows behind her it would cast light on her cloudy hair and itd look like a cool lunar eclipse

(( hehe.. lunar eclipse... get it? because she's with lunar))

((and sun (which is a star)—earth—moon is the positioning of a lunar eclipse— okay that's enough))

I don't know about Monty, but it's probably in his eye or replaced one of his eyes. imagine like a messed up scar the shape of a four-pointed star

at least he wouldn't need his glasses to have stars in his eyes now lmaoo

Headmaster Lunar

named him that bc Eclipse called him that in the episode once

i see him like some (:3) character that could definitely tell you're bullshitting him and doesn't appreciate your lies Not One Bit.

he'd make sure you get the consequences for bullshitting him

that's the vibe i get

and because of the headmaster title uhmmm... think of him like the chill professor/instructor that still does what he's supposed to, as long as you're not causing major trouble, yknow?

older of the two ((between him and evil lunar))

"Evil" Lunar

would fling you to the sun for funsies

i think he's close to Headmaster Lunar's age, but still younger

this is like HM's Lunar's edgy phase where he lets out all his frustrations and just fuck all and just destroys and incinerates people

do you think he plays god in that church of his, those that pray for their survival

he also mentioned being able to create people, which means at least a few of the 200 something people are actually some of his creation..

hm :3

ALSO!!! side rant

In the episode with Evil Lunar, it's said that it should be the same dimension that Gregory went to, even the computer said so

so it's a little weird that it's different to the one Gregory saw

I have a lil theory that Sun did land in the same dimension that Gregory did, but in a different time maybe..?

which kind of ties to what i mentioned about Evil lunar seeming to be a bit younger than HM Lunar :0

Because in Evil Lunar's setting, he's still in earth i think. the nuke bomb stuff from the government is still there, meaning humanity still existed or at least majority of humanity had not been gone for a long ass time

While in HM Lunar's setting, he mentioned making a platform far from earth to escape the wither storm that's consuming stuff

And! Evil Lunar mentioned being able to create people.

But could he create machines..?

Do you think after destroying most of the earth, he got bored of destroying things and just stuck with creating and just toned down his destructiveness? He created organic life, humans, and possibly created machines as well?

What im saying is that Evil Lunar probably recreated Eclipse after his whole world destruction thing, and then we now have Headmaster Lunar's current place in the timeline.

does this make sense. am i making sense to you. do you understand the words im saying.

So yeah.

Sun met the other Lunar's younger version, while Gregory met the older one :)

#rambles #i went whole matpat on there im sorry #At the end i mean #I just wanted to make sense of why Sun and Gregory didnt see the same Lunar when they were sent to that dimension.. #GOD i wish i was this invested when we do thesis defense bro #i literally cant focus unless it's something that genuinely piques my interest #i could dissect and look at this little guy (lunar) under a microscope and i could just make a whole book about him #sams lunar #or is it laes #cuz yknow... lunar and earth show #sun and moon show lunar #still gonna use these tho bc a lot of my stuff have this tag #also these guys are technically part of the sams show bc earth hasn't been there yet i think lol #or maybe she is and i just forgor

[todayisafridaynight]

chewing these until i explode and die

#snap chats #sorry i cant describe things normally im sleepy but anyway #NO they made a tweet showing off all the funeral merch and theres some shit here i didnt see last time #the mine one's a part of. a postcard book ?? i think ?? #this the only one that ate from that ... to me anyway.... #i just really like how they chose a similar shot of him esp with how drastic the lighting differs and the camera angles #not even MENTIONING how the top scene is. from the orphanage bulldozing LMAOOOO #its art to me in ways i refuse to elaborate on ...... ok but the AOKI ONE THO LEMME GET INTO IT #what the fuck is an acrylic block i dont know but anyway .... theyre foul for the shots they chose <- screaming kicking my feet #it makes me want to make a proper gif set of aoki using those shots now .... and a mine set with Those Shots ... #im just sayin they def had a tumblr girlie on the team ... it just reminds me of gif sets on here ... im stealing their ideas idc #aoki's scene with his head held high at presumably the highest point of his life #to contrast how dreary masato's shot is. Shot Lol Get It on the worst night of his life with his dead drooped kmsing right now #AND WHEN THEY BOTH POINT THEIR GUNS AT THE CAMERA... SCREAMS ... #like the other merch didnt Give like these did ok ... is it my bias No Im Totally Objective.. i want these as gif sets .... #i was gonna put nishitani's here too since they ALMOST did something cool too #they had the top of his being when hes sittin in the grand with his arms spread out #and i THOUGHT the bottom one would be when he's Getting Lit Up and his arms were spread but no .. #its that scene but ... they didnt show off that part ... just him looking back at majima ... #love how they chose the most bbg still of aoki dying for the egg merch meanwhile mine's is just. Rage #they cant go with the same wet cat shot of him tho i get it ... they used it twice for merch fjerLKVAKVJE #anyways im typing way too much about these i gotta go BYE

[silenthillbunni]

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk..... #rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right? #i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

[indigopoptart]

filled with so many URGES to show off my horror art

#for someone who is writing fluff stuff i sure do draw a lot of horror! #also #i have stamps chapters to upload #but i just cant #turns out a shit ton of ao3 volunteers are zionists #so im n o t gonna post stamps there until yk they fix that shit ! #again if ur a zionist FUCK OFF!!!! GO AWAY!!! RAHHHHH!!!!! #but fr tho before writing stamps i used to write gothic works! #my main one was a short-story book called The Restoration Project! #i may release it if people ask for it enough #mayhaps ill post an excerpt sometimes #im just a lil worried ppl wont like my stuff bc its not wh related #but then i remember i never made social media to be dedicated to just one thing #WH IS STILL MY SPINTEREST THO DONT WORRY #argh im so excited for the new update i love being on clowns kofi #DHDJDJF OK IM RAMBLING #peace sign #✌️ #indigo speaks #i think i may reupload stamps onto here #or another popular fanfic site #lmk what other sites there are that people use!

[ghostiezone]

hmmmmm. there was an 💡Attempt💡

#i think maybe ill like him better if i paint his eyes. im already thinkin abt making the little lure glow in the dark #thoughts????? #his fins may have to be changed/come off completely tho bc. one already broke lmao #im also gonna try to clean him to get the fingerprints off but i need 2 wait for the glue to dry #so this is kind of a #wip #i still think hes cute tho :] #sculpture #anglerfish #anglerfish lamp #polymer clay #3d artwork #<< am i allowed to use that tag. nobodys corrected me yet. idk what else to call these last couple posts #ghostiezone #stuck-in-the-ghost-zone #fish #@ those of u that are going 2 peek at my book... yes i am rereading murderbot

[curseofbreadbear]

"c.ircus b.aby doesnt love william or look to him as a father, she thought michael was william and still used him as a skin suit, her character changes drastically to match the books in f.naf 6" ...

shaking in my "henry is michael's dad" boots.

#{ my pasttime lately has been watching f.naf analysis videos and one of them hammered on this point & how inconsistent baby is } #{ fhsjhdjdh adding this on my list of things to talk about in-depth later } #{ basically baby hates henrys guts in the books and if michael 'looks just like his dad'... } #{ then she would think michael was henry. who better to kill and use as a skin suit right? } #{ later she realizes it Is michael but she doesnt care. she and her friends are Desperate } #{ obv this is just my Silly Littol Interpretation / au but man. } #{ i could talk about baby and my mini timeline / headcanons forever ughhhhh } #{ thats a future me problem tho. } #{ anyway uhhhh in case it wasnt obvious now that im posting here again i might be coming back fr. } #{ baby steps (ha); im not gonna rush into it but if im feeling up to it tomorrow i might make a clearer announcement } #{ i miss writing uuuuuu } #🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬

[nashvillethotchicken]

#i think he does just not in mixed company or his mom #he and claudia be calling each other niggas all the time #i think he admonishes her for saying it when shes younger/around lestat but once shes his sister and not daughter he dgaf #he and paul used to call each other nigga every day. if they had phones paul would have louis number saved under brother nigga and vice vers #louis de pointe du lac #interview with the vampire #iwtv #amc iwtv #iwtv claudia #iwtv 2022 #i saw the new snippet and louis calls himself a brother and i just thought he wanna say nigga so bad but theres too many yt people around #also hes telling his story to a white man and his asian husband. hes not gonna say nigga. claudia tho #and i really hope this dont kick off no more racism discourse white people please #im just a nigga tryna have fun during bhm let me have this #i only said the thing abt book louis cus he owns slaves. and thinks black people are no smarter than apes. insert its in the book gif

[avocado-frog]

how am i supposed to live laugh love under these conditions

tldr for tags my mom found an old journal of mine and read through it so i accidentally outed myself to her lols

#might be a vent in the tags jsyk #but brooo i had this journal when i was 14-15 and my MOTHER read it today because she Could (tm) #the journal in question was in a box in the storage unit that clearly had my name on it so she chose to open it and read through the journa #right so the journal in question had the name isaac on it and i am not out to her #i guess i fuckin am NOW??? #but she hasnt said anything ab that. she def saw it tho. RIGHT on the cover #but no her focus was that i wrote that i. didnt particularly care for her when she lived with her boyfriend which is a WHOLE can of worms #but tdlr on him he kicked my brother and i out bc my brother used his phone past his bedtime. we were 13 and 11 #and he fought with my mom + 11 yr old brother every night for like four years. which sucked a lil tbh #i dont know what she EXPECTED it to say #gonna be real im a little mad #because like girlllllllll you chose to open that box and then open that book and like that's mineeeee you cant just do that shit :( #i dont have to deal with it for two more days. am at my dad's house #i am fixing it with the power of ✨white out✨ #WHICH I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DO. IT'S LITERALLY MINE #if i keep thinking about this im going to explode #vent #??? #i think #ok update like an hour later. i read a little bit of the journal that she read and uhh SHIT. #girlie i wrote all THAT and you're upset because i wrote that i dont like your boyfriend??? okay

[bmpmp3]

the thing about me is i adore rotoscoped animation with all my heart

#last night i booted up hotel dusk and like #i havent played more than 2 minutes of it but i havent stopped thinking about the visuals since #i think it might be the most beautiful and visually striking ds game ive ever seen #of course thats an example of well done rotoscoping with stylization #stylization (like don bluth movies) helps remove a lot of the uncanny valley factor from a lot of rotoscoped animation #BUT . i also like bad crunchy rotoscoping #i love all rotoscoping jsfdkJKFLD #all those crunchy barely painted over rotoscoped movies from the 70s #LOVE that shit #also im gonna be honest. flowers of evil is a weird enough manga that i think the scary rotoscoping of the anime kinda works #but dear god i love rotoscoping i think everyone should do it forever all the time. TRACE over reference footage PLEASE im begging #its controversial because of some of the crunchier uses and some people foolishly think its lazy #its just a tool tho and it can be used well or poorly. and to be honest even when its done poorly i think its good #listen. anything to make animation easier or faster or aide in any way is good in my book #sorry rotoscoping rant over. i love it so much #anyway hotel dusks beautiful rotoscoping is making me want to try animation again LOL

[masonscig]

Bestie the way I am so hyped for your rewrite 👀

WHAT IF WE KISSED. RIGHT NOW

#i've been replaying book 3 and writing out a guide for myself as well as planning out little scenes to add #and ways to retool current scenes to make it work for my rewrite hehe <3 #and some themes to build on that i really love #and ways to make the mommy issues WORSE and use soul-bonding for angst hehe #i've been writing snippets here and there for later chapters but i think i'm gonna sit down and try to write ch. 1 this weekend #i've prob said all this at some point but i'm trying not to say TOO much on here even tho i'm excited kMFKMDKMF #IM SO GLAD UR EXCITED TOO <3333 TY FOR THIS SWEET ASK #asks #wips #<- putting here so i can look at it later hehe

[altruistic-meme]

oh this fic is going to require vast amounts of “extremely liberal use of imagination” because i have got NO idea how american schools work, let alone swedish schools.

#please don't be mean to me i was homeschooled and it fucked me up ok i know that #everything i know about schools comes from media and occasionally asking really bizzare questions to my friends #and none of my friends are swedish so we're gonna just have to fucking guess #tho i did watch the video by 'much ado about books' on youtube where they were reacting to yr #and they discussed some parts of normal swedish schools and how hillerska is very much Not the Norm #so that was helpful! #still gonna be very much a 'i tried. i tried guys please. please be nice i don't know what im doing' thing #shh ac #i need to think of a name also which will be fun #do we use song lyrics like always or do we try and be creative? hmmm

[estradasphere]

we don't have enough time in the song to fit another burnbit verse so let's just layer it under the chorus. this will sound great trust me

#kidding i actually really like it #it sounds like when im listening to music while browsing youtube and absentmindedly click on a music vid and listen to 2 songs at once #it sounds like a meme mashup of itself #can you believe i've found an oshi more niche than vacon ... burnbit doesnt even have his own utaite wiki page #he does (barely?) meet the qualifications tho so i'm gonna write one for him even tho i dont know how to. i will figure it out #funfact he's used the line ''all my friends are dead'' more than once. it makes me think of that one dinosaur book #burnyposting

[cinnabeat]

holy fuck im gonna die

#pushing shit around omfg #my heart shes racing #i moved the bed tho ✌️ #now i gotta figure out where everything else will go #i have it more or less figured out #like indrew a plan and everything weeks ago #i of course forgot to include my book case but we'll see!!!! :) #i think my art supplies will go under the window #easy access for me and prevents my FUCKING CAT from jumping on my desk shelves #ive already had one casualty (hatsune miku my beloved im so sorry) i am NOT having another #i think life would be easier if i put my computer box thing under my desk instead of next to it #it blocks the plugs and thats how my cat fucking gets on the sheleves #it would have the added bonus of preventing my cat from stepping on the power button #i might move my work desk? #i think id have to? to make use of all the space? #i think the issue is that my door when open takes up a lot of wall space which is inconvenient #maybe i dont need my night stand? i dont have anything there except my books #and a lamp which im admittedly attatched too but i can put it somerwhere else? #hm #originally the rearrange idea was so i can put a cat tree but i failed to realize how many objects i have #that need to be placed next to a wall #anyways #im so sweaty man #i stayed in bed for hours earlier trying to get myself to take a shower first before cleaning #before i had the genius epiphany that if im gonna clean im gonna get sweaty and dirty anyways so whats the point #so shower for later <3 #michi tag #moving my bed wiped me out man im so tired 😭 #u know those games where u have to have wnergy to play #thats what i feel like now. like i have 20 little lightning bolts left out of a hundred

[toastsnaffler]

another murakami gem this one's from a short story in the anthology first person singular idr which one tho. they also have terrible sex and he keeps comparing her to a horse 👍

#i remember reading this bc it made me laugh so much and i was trying and failing to explain why it was so funny to my ex #just the way he so earnestly believes her...... theres something so wrong with them both 😭 #this anthology was pretty terrible tho i think some of his other anthologies were far better #hes such a dry writer and baby im dehydrated B-) I still have a few of his books left i havent read I should finish them off #I think blind willow/sleeping woman was gonna be my next one and then killing commendatore #I think the reason I like his stuff so much is the same reason I used to read cursed but well written sonic the hedgehog AU crack #much to think abt. anyway i should make lunch #.diaries

[ritzcrackee]

end of summer tbr : red edition >:)) (feat. the worst pictures anyones ever taken)

#no rambling this time bcus I dont have much to say #hyped abt most of these!!! #less hyped abt the vampire diaries tho? i read a bit of the first book and ehhhh #VERY VERY hyped abt when my heart was wicked #its an uncorrected proof? so im gonna use it to get some editing practice #bcus i think it would be fun to be a book editor! #idk roze career boy maybe? #i need to actually look into it beyond “huh wouldn't that be cool” tho #and if itll actually pay well #IDK book editors tell me things in the comments if u see this #books #tbr