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#i truly truly thought today was the fourth šŸ˜­
moomoorare Ā· 1 year
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What is my grandma trying to tell me here
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We need more tom riddle and male reader. Like yall know tom is a charmer and the prince of Slytherin sort of stuff but then he found out abt this guy who is also prince-like from Hufflepuff (can be another house or wtv) and Tom's like "Hm, i wonder what's this guy's hiding, imma find out" so Tom did tryna find his secrets but when Tom use Legilimency, all he can found out are the reader thinking abt silly stuffs like "what kind of food i should try today" or "that guy's socks cool" or "shit, this flower's yellow, imma made it into a bookmark >:]" or "Imma dye my hair white using this spell i found from an old book from the restricted section, i wonder if this'll kill meā€“ whatever" idk basically reader is a dumb typa guy who just... doing what he likes šŸ˜­ m sorry if this confusing lmao i tried my best to explain
Scatterbrained - T. R. x male!Reader
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A/N: Hi, anon! Thank you so much for the request! I went with a more airheaded sort of approach so I hope thatā€™s okay. I incorporated as much of your request as I could, and I hope you like it!
This is completely unedited, so please be nice! šŸ’› No use of Y/N. Sentences in italics are the readerā€™s thoughts. GIF is not mine; it was found on Pinterest, link here
Part 2 here
CW: Tom being a bit of a stalker; suspicion; nonconsensual thought reading; reader is just a bit of a scatterbrain; flirting; fluff; Tom being slightly emotionally aware; Tom is a little mean towards reader; kissing; Tomā€™s nefarious plots
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Tom Riddle was the Prince of Slytherin. Everyone knew it. Everyone respected it.
Even the Gryffindors, for all their talk of bravery, cowered when it came to confronting Tom.
He was the top of every class, the teachersā€™ favorite, the star Head Boy that everyone admired. All the girls wanted him. All the boys wanted to be him.
And thenā€¦
There was you.
Tom first met you in Herbology class in fourth year. You were almost unnoticeable at first. Just a languid, easygoing Hufflepuff boy with a warm smile and a friendly manner.
But more importantly, you were utterly unafraid of him. Youā€™d even helped him care for his baby mandrake.
Tom was immediately intrigued. So he started following you around. Secretly, of course. But the more he follows you around, the more he starts to suspect.
Youā€™reā€¦ too nice. The kind of guy to offer help and genuinely mean it. The kind of guy to help you with your homework and give you homemade cookies as a confidence booster.
Perhaps in mockery of Tom, the Hufflepuffs start calling you their prince. Prince of Hufflepuff. The boy who should be Tomā€™s rival, except youā€™re just so nice.
You have to be hiding something. No one is that nice normally. You have to have some hidden agenda. Some dark secret behind your sweet demeanor and comforting smile. Tom is sure of it.
Once fifth year starts, he comes armed with a secret weapon. The true key to figuring out your intents.
Legilimency.
Tom holds off at first, waiting for the perfect opportunity. And thenā€¦ it happens.
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Youā€™re down by the Black Lake, picking flowers with your friends to make into bouquets for the prefects.
Tom watches as you laugh, as you playfully tease one of the girls. It makes his chest tighten and his jaw clench. Now is his moment, the perfect chance to truly find out what youā€™re thinking.
Tom silently casts the spell, causing you to wince and rub your forehead. He barely notices, too lost in the whirlwind of your thoughts.
Ow, my headā€¦
Oh, I should grab those flowers. Theyā€™d be perfect for himā€¦
She has cool socksā€¦
I wonder if I can press that flower and make it into a bookmarkā€¦
Oooh, clovers! I wonder if thereā€™s a four-leaved oneā€¦
Tom stops the spell, his head spinning.
You were soā€¦ scatterbrained.
Your head is full of fluff and nonsense. Tom can barely make sense of it all. He ends the spell, staggered by the revelation.
You have no ulterior motives. Youā€™re so genuine because thereā€™s no room in your head for anything otherwise.
Tom stares at you, lost. He doesnā€™t know what to do now. Youā€™re not malicious or manipulative like him. Youā€™re justā€¦ something else.
As you turn to grab a flower, you spot him. Instantly, your face brightens. A huge smile spreads across your face as you wave eagerly at him.
Tom slowly waves back.
You turn to say something to one of the girls. She nudges you, grinning. You rub the back of your head bashfully, and start heading up towards Tom.
He watches you, a bit surprised. You still have your bouquet of flowers, holding it out all nice and stuff.
On impulse, Tom casts Legilimency again. You immediately wince, but quickly shake off your pain.
Ouch, what is up with my head today?
No, focus! Be calm. Be cool. Be smoothā€¦
Oh god, itā€™s him. Heā€™s so perfectā€¦
Compliment him somehow. Tell him he looks nice!
ā€œHi, Tom,ā€ you smile warmly at him. ā€œYou look nice today.ā€
Tomā€™s cheeks warm against his will. ā€œThank you.ā€
Oh my god! Is he blushing? Heā€™s blushing! Heā€™s so cuteā€¦
Hurry, give him the flowers!
Merlin, he looks so cuteā€¦
Tomā€™s cheeks redden further. He awkwardly coughs into his fist, trying to quell the sudden thrill in his chest.
ā€œOh, um, here!ā€ You hold out the bouquet of flowers. ā€œI made this for you.ā€
Tomā€™s heart does an unfathomable flip-flop of excitement. He takes the bouquet gently, running his fingers over the colorful blossoms. Bluebells, white clover, twinflowers, and pink primrose. ā€œFor me?ā€
ā€œMhmm! I made it myself!ā€
Tom smiles, a small slight thing. But the way your thoughts explode at the sight of it makes it widen a bit more.
OH MY GOD!! Heā€™s so cute!!
Look at his smile!!
God, I wanna kiss him so badlyā€¦
Mmmā€¦ kissingā€¦
Tom panics a little, the mental images youā€™re coming up with overwhelming him. He stops the spell immediately, flustered and blushing.
ā€œThank you for the flowers,ā€ he stutters out, tripping over his words in a way he wouldnā€™t have before.
You beam and nod. ā€œOf course! Iā€™m glad you like them.ā€
Then you walk back to your group, humming happily with the biggest smile on your face ever.
Tom gazes down at his bouquet and turns away, his heart thumping in his chest.
So you were a bit of an idiot, but somehow that didnā€™t bother Tom. He strolls back up to the castle, thinking deeply about you.
His reactions to you wereā€¦ unexpected, but not particularly surprising. You were a handsome boy, after all.
Perhaps a different sort of investigation was required.
You seemed to like him quite a bit, and Tom isnā€™t opposed to the idea. But heā€™ll have to be quick going about asking you out.
Your kindness and genuineness havenā€™t been unnoticed by others, and Tomā€™s well aware that not everyone interested in you has the same intentions he does.
Heā€™ll ask you out tonight, after dinner.
With that resolve in his mind, Tom enters the castle, a pep in his step.
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Tom finds you in the library after dinner. Youā€™re huddled over an old tome, muttering something under your breath. Youā€™re so caught up in reading that you startle when Tom clears his throat.
ā€œOh! Tom! I didnā€™t see you there!ā€ You beam up at Tom.
He gives you a thin smile back. ā€œWhat are you reading?ā€
ā€œJust some book I found in the Restricted Section.ā€ You say blithely. You point to the page youā€™re looking at. ā€œI found a spell for hair dyeing and wanted to try it out!ā€
Tom looks at the page. ā€œUnicorn hair and ashwinder eggs? Where are you going to get those?ā€
You shrug. ā€œI dunno yet. Iā€™ll find them somewhere.ā€
Tom stares at you. ā€œYouā€™ll find them somewhere? You donā€™t just find ashwinder eggs and unicorn hair.ā€
You frown a little but shrug, clearly undeterred. ā€œIā€™ll work something out.ā€
Tom sits down next to you, trying to comprehend the stupidity of your words. ā€œYou have a death wish.ā€
You blink and tilt your head. ā€œI just wanna dye my hair, is all.ā€
Tom rubs at his face, forcing himself to stay calm. Thereā€™s no point in getting annoyed when he hasnā€™t even accomplished his goal yet.
With a subtle flick of his wrist, he casts Legilimency on you, bracing himself for the onslaught of unbridled thoughts.
He seems upset.
Oh, no. I gotta do somethingā€¦
Quick, say something!
ā€œTom?ā€ You ask softly.
He sighs and gives you a weak smile. ā€œIā€™ll help you dye your hair using a safer spell.ā€
You brighten immediately. ā€œYou will?!ā€
Yes! Iā€™ll finally have white hair again!
ā€œOn one condition.ā€
Oh.
You nod. ā€œOkayā€¦ā€
ā€œIā€™ll help you dye your hair if you go to Hogsmeade with me tomorrow.ā€
Go toā€¦
You tilt your head. ā€œLike, on a date?ā€
Tom swallows. ā€œYes. On a date.ā€
Your thoughts explode with giddiness. Tom jolts a bit, ending the spell as his head aches from the force of your happiness.
ā€œYes,ā€ you breathe. ā€œYes! Iā€™ll go on a date with you!ā€
Tom relaxes and gives you a small but genuine smile. ā€œLetā€™s go dye your hair then.ā€
He gets up, but pauses. On impulse, he leans down and gives your cheek a slight kiss. Youā€™re frozen in your seat for a moment, stars in your eyes. Then you scramble to your feet and follow after him.
Thereā€™s no doubt youā€™ll be his now. And then he, and only he, will be able to enjoy your sweet stupidity.
He finds himself inwardly grinning at the thought. A date at Hogsmeade is only the first step. Soon, heā€™ll make you his perfect, scatterbrained boyfriend.
And then heā€™ll be unstoppable.
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fatuismooches Ā· 11 months
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The way the little cakes in Arlecchino's masterpost look like wedding cakes šŸ˜­
As morbid as it sounds... this gives me an idea for an Arlecchino drabble/fic. Imagine Arlecchino proposes to her lover, but before they could have their wedding, their beloved dies/is killed šŸ˜­
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synopsis: Arlecchino did not initially seek happiness, but now that she's had a taste of it, it hurts for it to be ripped away.
includes: arlecchino w/ gn! reader
notes: Anon...? Who hurt you? I didn't even think of the wedding cakes thing but then your angst? Enjoy this then </3.
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Arlecchino, the Fourth Harbinger. The operator of the House of Hearth. The one who has a talent for making people... disappear.
However, despite all of the facts above, to say the Knave was smitten with her lover was an understatement. Yes, even someone like her had a partner, which bewildered anyone who even knew her name.
Most people were not aware of your existence, save for the people that worked at her estate, who were obviously sworn to secrecy. And then there were the Fatui agents stationed at the orphanage who saw you every now and then. Initially, they were confused, but seeing your interactions with their commander, they quickly connected the dots, especially when Arlecchino sent them that look. Working under the Knave generally meant you had to be tight-lipped anyway.
But engagement and marriage can hardly ever be a quiet affair. Word was bound to get out, and it did. After all, one of the Cryo Archon's Harbingers getting married was practically international news. Especially Arlecchino, who never seemed to have a trace of emotion on her face. But with enough control, the word of her union was contained to the Fatui and other high-ranked nobles. Even the Tsaritsa herself was said to be attending the wedding.
It had grown into a bigger event than Arlecchino had planned for, but when she saw how happy you were, she couldn't bring herself to complain. She could endure some idiots for a day if it were for you. She would do a lot of things for you, actually. Never would she have thought of getting married, much less genuinely falling in love. Always, she was out to benefit herself and didn't care for the aftermath of her actions. But after she met you, she knew couldn't ever do that to you. And now, here she was today.
Admittedly, at first, Arlecchino was unsure of how to propose to you. She had bought the ring already, one with a brilliant red stone, a gorgeous thing that would look even better on your finger. (She measured your ring size while you were sleeping.) But now she was left with the problem of how she was to go about doing this. What would you like the best? Should she take you somewhere fancy? Or prepare some words for you? She did not know. She never breached the topic of marriage with you so she had nothing to go off of. As the days passed by, she could only play with the ring with her fingers as she stared at it contemplatively.
Although Arlecchino remained stone-faced during work, Columbina had noticed her friend's dilemma, which at first had proved to be amusing for the Third Harbinger, but even she had grown to feel pity.
"Arlecchino~ā™« That's quite a long face you're wearing, hmm?"
"...Oh. It is you, Columbina. Is there something you require?"
"Hehe, it seems to me that you are the one that needs help instead, isn't that so?" At Columbina's cheekiness, she knew what her friend was referring to.
"I am just... uncertain of how to proceed," she confessed, and Columbina hummed in agreement.
"I say you just be honest," Columbina said simply. "You're not a very talkative person, are you? Perhaps this one time you should use your words to describe how you truly feel. Don't rehearse or plan it. It will come to you naturally. I think [Name] would enjoy that more than anything else."
Arlecchino had thought about what she said. Would you enjoy something like that? She was slightly frustrated at how unskilled she was in matters of the heart. But the more she pondered, the more impatient she grew. She wanted you to be hers now.
And so, one morning, you woke up to your cheek being pressed against something soft. It was probably just a pillow, you thought in your sleepy haze. Until you realized this pillow was stroking your hair repeatedly. When you peeked up, you were astonished to see your lover still in bed by now. Normally, she was up early in the morning and returned late at night, so morning cuddles while you were awake were far in between. The rare occurrence had made all the sleepiness in you dissipate as you shuffled in Arlecchino's arms, drawing her attention.
"A-Arlie? Why are you still in bed? Normally you're gone way earlier!" She merely shrugged her shoulders like it was no big deal.
"Partners must make time for each other, no?" She didn't elaborate but she didn't need to, you already knew what she was trying to say and you were overjoyed by this simple gesture. Her warmth and presence had suddenly made the sleepiness seep back into your body, but now that you finally had Arlecchino to yourself again, it felt like a waste to spend that time sleeping! You should spend this time talking to her! Although it was mostly you doing all the talking while she bore her eyes into you (an act of unspoken love.)
Arlecchino quickly noticed you fighting your drooping eyelids. "Sleep," she commanded. "I will be back earlier today as well." With that, she placed a kiss on your forehead, and though you were even more surprised at her early return, you drifted back to the land of dreams.
When you awoke, she was gone, but that was okay. Because soon into the evening you were somehow having dinner with your beloved. It was probably the longest dinner you ever had, as you couldnā€™t help but babble and bask in the presence of Arlecchino as she nodded and hummed, sometimes putting in a few words or even sentences of her own when you asked her how her days have been lately, and if everything was okay since this was kind of unusual, but in no way were you complaining! But she graced you with a rare small smile and instead continued to feed you dinner and occasionally wipe your mouth with a napkin. When she easily carried you bridal style to your shared bedroom, all the servants kept their eyes on the ground.
After the two of you took a bath together, you knew for sure something was up. And you werenā€™t sure what was happening. Was she just in a good mood? Or did she have something to tell you? You didnā€™t realize you were pacing back and forth in your room until Arlecchino broke into your thoughts.
ā€œAre you alright?ā€ To others, her face would look the same but you could see the concern laced within her features.
ā€œI am fineā€¦ but are you okay? I mean, Iā€™m incredibly happy about today, but you seemā€¦ distracted,ā€ you admitted. You knew from the flicker in her eyes you were right. She had become more vulnerable with her emotions around you.
ā€œI have something to tell you, [Name].ā€ With that, she moved closer to you until your bodies were practically touching. ā€œItā€™s something very importantā€¦ā€ she murmured, a lean and strong arm coming to rest on your back while the other cupped your cheek.
ā€œI have thought long and hard about how to say this, but nothing I think of seems like itā€™ll be up to the standards you deserve. But nevertheless, I hope you can accept my words.ā€ You were touched by her sincere vulnerability. You leaned in to press your forehead against hers and Arlecchinoā€™s eyes widened in surprise.
ā€œYou donā€™t need to worry about being graceful or perfect around me, you know. Iā€™ll take anything you have to say, love.ā€ Your lover did not respond but you know she deeply appreciated your answer. She stepped back and instead intertwined her fingers with your own.
ā€œI am not adept with words or feelings, or romance or emotions. I saw no need to be acquainted with those things, having believed they served no beneficial purpose. But when I look at you, I feel the urge to make sure you know the extent of my love, whether I have to whisper it into your ear or show you. Not once have I thought someone was truly beautiful until I met you. Your eyes, smile, laughā€¦ they make my days less tiring and more bright, something that I have never experienced before. So, what I am sayingā€¦ no matter what happens in the futureā€¦ I want you to forever be by my side,ā€ she finished, getting down on one knee and looking straight into your eyes. As she popped open the ring box, she asked, ā€œ[Name], will you marry me?ā€
After a few seconds of silence, tears sprung to your eyes as you nearly tackled her in a hug. Through your weeping, you happily accepted and cried out her real name, as she slid the ring onto your finger. Her soon-to-be spouse.
You were engaged to Arlecchinoā€¦ wow.
Now, Arlecchino preferred to leave the details of the wedding planning to you. It wasn't that she was uninterested, no, of course not, but rather she was more content seeing how excited you were over it. It was the dream of many people to plan their most important day, down to the placement of each decoration and how this color matches with that and so on. Plus, although she loathed to admit it, her duties as a Harbinger left her little time.Ā 
Though when she managed to get off early, she made sure to listen to every word you spoke about how the preparations were going, adding in little 'hmms' and 'that does sound lovely' here and there as she protectively cuddled you to her chest. The theme, flowers, colors, venue, outfits, musicā€¦ you were putting thought into many things. She had to admit that though she was more focused on the act of marrying you rather than the party aspect, the way you spoke about it seemed like it may be more than enjoyable for her. Hopefully, because she did not plan on getting married ever again.
Speaking of preparations, it seemed that you had a request for her by the way your eyes shyly flickered from her face to elsewhere. Arlecchino held your chin and inquired what you needed. Her betrothed need not be shy about anything. Your face grew warm as you whispered two words embarrassingly.
ā€œCake testing.ā€
ā€œCakeā€¦ testing?ā€ She repeated your words slowly. You nodded your head.
ā€œItā€™s basically where the couple samples a bunch of cakes together. And they decide which one they want. You know, for the wedding. So, I was thinking maybe we could go togetherā€¦ just for a bit! I know youā€™re busy and allā€¦ā€ Your face grew hotter the more she stared at you. Archons, that was embarrassing.
To be honest, Arlecchino wasnā€™t very informed about wedding rituals or customs, but by the look on your face, she could see that this was very important to you. And so she promised to find some time off. (Butā€¦ cake testing, huh? Out of all things, you asked her to share sweets with her? You were so cute.)
It took a while, but eventually, you found your arm intertwined with Arlecchinoā€™s one, situated with tables of cakes and different desserts to sample from. Of course, no expense was spared. Only the best was to be offered to the Fourth Harbinger and her soon-to-be spouse.
Arlecchino did not have much of a sweet tooth, but she was all too happy to watch you kick your feet at the delicious flavor of the cakes. To obediently open her mouth as you fed her some yourself. To listen to you ramble on about how you liked this one but that one was also too good, ah, how hard life decisions were! (The scene looked quite eerie to the staff, and they werenā€™t sure whether they were dreaming or having a nightmare, for this surely could not be real life. Not the Knave, the ice-cold snappy and sarcastic Harbinger who brought only fear and anxiety into the room.)
After many conversations and cake-consuming, you arrived at one final cake - pure white with a blood-red cherry on top. It looked mouth-watering, and you were all too happy to bring the fork to your mouth. Arlecchino had her fill of sweets for the day and was content to hold you to her chest as you ate. She liked seeing you happy.
A cough resonated through the room. Arlecchino stiffened and looked down at you worriedly. ā€œThatā€™s enough sugar for now, donā€™t you think? You wonā€™t be able to sleep tonight.ā€ Her eyebrows furrowed as she received no verbal response. Only this time it was not just a cough. It was coughs and hacks and wheezes. Immediately she was on guard and quickly flipped your body around as the plate clattered to the floor. You were clutching your throat and practically fell into her, weakness overtaking your body. Never had so much surprise shown on Arlecchinoā€™s face.
Quickly, she yelled for the servants, something no one had ever seen her do, but she did not care. You tried to force out her real name as you gripped onto the cuff of her shirt with everything you had left. Her eyes skittered to what you were eating and instantly made a connection. Without hesitance, she reached for another cherry and put it in her mouth and thatā€™s when she knew.Ā 
Poison. Someone poisoned you. As a highly trained Harbinger, she was resistant to many types of poison, but youā€¦ you were just aā€¦ normal person. Who would- who could notā€¦ She could only look on helplessly as the life in your eyes dissipated and you failed to respond to her calls. Never did Arlecchino believe she could be so powerless. Not until now.
At this point, many Fatui and staff had crowded into the room as well. But it was too late. Many stared not only in horror at your stillness, but also the sheer anger and bloodlust radiating off of the Knave.
The feeling was one unfamiliar to Arlecchino. Never had she lost someone that made her feel like her heart, soul, and body had been burned and withered to ashes. Because you were the first person she loved. You were the one who gave her a taste of what happiness was like. But now you had also given her the taste of genuine loss.Ā 
As she cradled your lifeless body, she made another promise to you and herself, one that she would keep this time:
You wouldnā€™t be the only person dying today.
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cl4ss1ba33 Ā· 6 months
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CAN ANYONE GIVE ME SOME GUIDANCE ON THE VOID? I think I entered it but I didn't receive my manifestations
so i found out about the void 10 days ago, and much like your journey I found that meditating was harder for me. It didn't matter to me, because I was going to keep persisting anyways since we are the gods of our realities. Around four days ago though, I discovered that we could go into the void through lucid dreaming. I was delighted, because I used to lucid dream everyday(not anymore, but i pretended i still did so i could get back back into it faster). Today I finally entered the void!!! but... I didn't wake up with my desires manifested (I wanted to wake up in my desired room and a lot of other things). I wholeheartedly believe in the void and when I woke up I was shocked ngl cuz I truly believed it would work, and I still do. I am still going to persist because I truly believe it would work, so I wanted your opinion on why you think it didn't work and what I should do next time. Here's what I did: I simply affirmed for four days that I always lucid dream and get into the void easily. I had already created my void list and I also created a void board on pinterest. For the first two days of trying lucid dreaming, I didn't lucid dream but I kept persisting because I knew I would make it. On the third day, I lucid dreamt but I didn't go into the void because I was busy trying not to get killed šŸ’€(ik i should've just made them vanish or sum). Today was the fourth day, and I made it. So I was doing something in a pink room, and suddenly I remembered I was dreaming. It just hit me and I was like LETS GOOO. So then I made a door appear. It was the same door I've been visualizing except there was no knob. I opened the door anyway and I could see the other side of the room. So i thought, maybe I have to affirm this door will be the portal to the void but before I could do that my brother appeared out of nowhere and put a purple knob on the door (I visualized a pink knob, but I was happy so i didn't care). When I opened the door I could see the void, it was black (I visualized a pink void but again I was oki with it just happy I made it, although I always knew I would make it). I didn't affirm it would lead me to the void so not sure if that's the reason the things didn't manifest, but it felt like the void. I felt like I didn't have a body and there was nothing. It was so peaceful. After that I didn't affirm "i am pure consciousness" or "i am in the void" because I thought I was already in the void.
I started affirming right away, "I have everything on void list, void board, and more" "I woke up with everything on my void list, void board, and more" "I shifted to a reality where I have everything on my void list, void board, and more" "I have everything I want and more" (do you think these affirmations were confusing or were they good?) Once I felt like it was enough, I stopped and I was like alright I'll go to sleep now LMAOO. Then I exited the void and I had a wierd dream where people came out of my current room and were like "yeah we lied to you the void isn't real." and I was like wtf who are these negative people trynna put their negative beliefs on me. so I woke myself up cuz I wasn't abt to put up with them šŸ™„. When I woke up I was shocked, because I really believed that I would wake up in my desired reality with all of the thing on my list and board. After that I started analyzing things and tbh I don't know why it didn't work because I believe with my whole heart and soul. Maybe my subconscious or sum didn't? Please guide me and give me your advice, I would really appreciate šŸ«¶. either way, Imma keep going for right now and try tweaking things a bit and see if that works. I won't give up !!! (btw sorry for this super long post šŸ˜­)
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imakeublush Ā· 6 months
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so i found out about the void 10 days ago, and I found that meditating was harder for me. It didn't matter to me, because I was going to keep persisting anyways since we are the gods of our realities. Around four days ago though, I discovered that we could go into the void through lucid dreaming. I was delighted, because I used to lucid dream everyday(not anymore, but i pretended i still did so i could get back back into it faster). Today I finally entered the void!!! but... I didn't wake up with my desires manifested (I wanted to wake up in my desired room and a lot of other things). I wholeheartedly believe in the void and when I woke up I was shocked ngl cuz I truly believed it would work, and I still do. I am still going to persist because I truly believe it would work, so I wanted your opinion on why you think it didn't work and what I should do next time. Here's what I did: I simply affirmed for four days that I always lucid dream and get into the void easily. I had already created my void list and I also created a void board on pinterest. For the first two days of trying lucid dreaming, I didn't lucid dream but I kept persisting because I knew I would make it. On the third day, I lucid dreamt but I didn't go into the void because I was busy trying not to get killed šŸ’€(ik i should've just made them vanish or sum). Today was the fourth day, and I made it. So I was doing something in a pink room, and suddenly I remembered I was dreaming. It just hit me and I was like LETS GOOO. So then I made a door appear. It was the same door I've been visualizing except there was no knob. I opened the door anyway and I could see the other side of the room. So i thought, maybe I have to affirm this door will be the portal to the void but before I could do that my brother appeared out of nowhere and put a purple knob on the door (I visualized a pink knob, but I was happy so i didn't care). When I opened the door I could see the void, it was black (I visualized a pink void but again I was oki with it just happy I made it, although I always knew I would make it). I didn't affirm it would lead me to the void so not sure if that's the reason the things didn't manifest, but it felt like the void. I felt like I didn't have a body and there was nothing. It was so peaceful. After that I didn't affirm "i am pure consciousness" or "i am in the void" because I thought I was already in the void.
I started affirming right away, "I have everything on void list, void board, and more" "I woke up with everything on my void list, void board, and more" "I shifted to a reality where I have everything on my void list, void board, and more" "I have everything I want and more" (do you think these affirmations were confusing or were they good?)
Once I felt like it was enough, I stopped and I was like alright I'll go to sleep now LMAOO. Then I exited the void and I had a wierd dream where people came out of my current room and were like "yeah we lied to you the void isn't real."
and I was like wtf who are these negative people trynna put their negative beliefs on me. so I woke myself up cuz I wasn't abt to put up with them šŸ™„. When I woke up I was shocked, because I really believed that I would wake up in my desired reality with all of the thing on my list and board.
After that I started analyzing things and tbh I don't know why it didn't work because I believe with my whole heart and soul. Maybe my subconscious or sum didn't?
Please guide me and give me your advice, I would really appreciate šŸ«¶. either way, Imma keep going for right now and try tweaking things a bit and see if that works. I won't give up !!! (btw sorry for this super long post šŸ˜­)
so first of all congrats on getting into the void so quickly! however, i personally do not recommend lucid dreaming to enter the void because based of many success stories iā€™ve read when you do it that way, it gets kind of confusing. thereā€™s nothing wrong with those affirmations, but iā€™m pretty sure if you didnā€™t wake up with everything you wanted, it wasnā€™t the void. like you said, you didnā€™t affirm that the door led to the void, so maybe it just felt like the void but it wasnā€™t? iā€™m sorry if this doesnā€™t help, but next time make sure you affirm it leads to the void. šŸŽ€šŸ’—
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Thereā€™s so many things I could write on here, but..what I will write āœļø is this: I am truly so very grateful šŸ„¹ for everything Jesus has done in my life. Howā€™s heā€™s healed ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ my heart, restored my joy and hope again and again; Heā€™s given me a true zest and a zeal for life. For the Zoe God kind of life. 2024 has truly only just started with this only being the fourth month of the year.
And, I canā€™t help but sense or feel that much more is yet to take place. There are many more prophetic events that are truly unfolding all around us. biblical events are playing out in real time. Just as Father God parted the Red Sea šŸŒŠ, Jesus will be doing many miracles, signs, and wonders within these upcoming days. Donā€™t be surprised at what you see in the natural or in the news.
For Remember, these are all the beginning of the prophetic birth pangs that was already promised and prophesied about in the Bible.
Pick up a Bible, buy a journal šŸ““ or severalšŸ“”. Begin to truly after the very heart of Jesus with all of your heart. Buckle up and get ready. The prophetic timetable and whatā€™s gonna happen next will seem just a little bit bum py. Donā€™t be surprised. Or again, Shocked.
Remember, that absolutely nothing ever surprises the very heart of God. There is a prophetic tidal waves šŸŒŠ of Godā€™s glory on the way. The awa kening isnā€™t coming. Oh no. It is already here. Get ready. For the greatest days are upon you saints of the sovereign most high God. What a time to be here on this earth. We get to show others the majesty, the honor, and the very glory of God.
This is the season to go on prophetic treasure hun ts. Look for the gold others. In other words-to speak forth the radiantly beauty of what the heart of the Father sees in you.
Jesus is absolutely and is radiantly in love with you. You are all so precious, beloved, loved, cherished, adored by the heart of the Father. I can sense even right now. Just how much Jesus loves each and every one of you. And, Iā€™m weeping šŸ˜­ at the truly rich magnitude and depths of his true love for you. You thought you knew love of what it means to be adored or loved by another. The love of God only forever magnifies that. Why? Because the love of Jesus is endless. It is eternal. It is never ending. Jesus will never ever stop loving each and everyone of us. He woos us. He beseeches for us. He cries for us. Jesus gave his life so that we could be his forever. To be forever betrothed and wed to Jesus. Jesus passionately and truly intricately pursues us. He looks at us with unconditional love personified. He will never ever stop loving us. Jesus is the eternal forever bridegroom and we are his bride. The wonderful beautiful bride of Christ.
I pray if you donā€™t know Jesus as your Savior and as your Lord; that youā€™ll call on Jesus today.
Oh man šŸ‘ØšŸ». I feel Jesus presence.
Better days are coming.
Each day is wonderful. Because of Jesus:)
Jessica
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content warning/s: the Feelsā„¢ šŸ˜„
a/n: a combination request this time! oh to reassure these pretty boys šŸ˜­šŸ’• i really hope you like this anshi šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ tell me if i misinterpreted this or you don't like it!! you too, nonnie, i hope i haven't gone to ooc for our favourite elf leader~ added nozel cause im always clowning his braid n he needs love too <33
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ASSURING THEM THEY'RE PRETTY! ft. julius, licht, nozel
julius novachrono.
apprehension settles deep in your stomach the moment julius enters your shared bedroom. it's one thing to witness someone having a bad day, and another entirely to watch the usual smile not present on your fiancƩ's face. guilt flashes through his eyes when julius watches you pout at the lack of his usual greeting hugs, and he gives you a tired smile.
"long day?" you ask, watching him pull off his robe, running a hand through his hair in exasperation.
"there's a lot going on," he mutters in agreement.
your spirits fall at seeing his usual jovial self so drained. "well, marx did tell me you were busy latelyā€“ i prepared a bath for you, jules, if you'd like one?"
he raises his eyebrows in surprise, shooting you a grateful smile before heading towards the bathroom.
it's only half an hour later, his muscles still somewhat sore and aching, that julius is able to finally face plant into bed, more than prepared for some much needed rest.
what he doesn't expect is your figure finding its place in his lap, your eyebrows pinched together in determination to cheer him up the way he's always done for you.
he sighs heavily, hands settling on your waist naturally. "(y/n), maybe right now isn't the best tiā€“"
the kiss you press between his eyebrows is enough to bring his words to a halt. you wiggle your brows playfully, your grin widening at the pinkish hue that spreads over his cheeks. "cat caught your tongue, pretty boy?"
his eyes widen, and julius averts his eyes from yours bashfully. "you don't have to say that..."
"i don't," you agree, "but i truly think so and you deserve to hear it."
"...thā€“ thank you."
nodding approvingly, you brush your thumb over the deepening bags under his eyes, leaning forward to press your lips to his eyelids that flutter shut at your touch. the mischievous grin you're sporting unwittingly turns softer as your fingers graze over his cheekbones to ease his eyes open. "you've been working so much lately, i missed seeing these pretty eyes so much. don't close them on me now, jules."
he flushes darker, biting back a small, flustered grin. "did i neglect you, love? i'm sorrā€“"
chuckling, you continue your ministrations, placing a light, lingering kiss beside his lips. another on his cheek. one on the tip of his nose. on his other cheek. three trailing up his jaw, and a fourth right on his chin. "you're working to keep us all safe, so i understand. don't worry too much about it, okay?"
julius' hand on your thigh tightens, and you smile at him.
"such a hardworking, beautiful fiancƩ," you coo, your hands holding his jaw, "i really got lucky, hm?"
this he reacts to, eyebrows raised in question. "you got lucky? you practically gave me the world, (y/n)."
your fingers lift his chin and you press your lips against his, your softest kiss yet. julius smiles against your mouth, his hands raised to hold your face gently. "all i want is for a certain pretty boy to be all mine," you murmur, your forehead against his.
"he's always been," julius promises, his thumb grazing the only ring adorning your hands.
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licht.
"lemme get dressed?"
a soft whine leaves your boyfriend as he contemplates between snuggling further into the warmth of his blanket, or getting up to capture you and bring you down with him. "i don't want to," he insists.
you hum in thought. "love, you were the one who planned all of today just for us ā€” i don't wants us getting late and ruining all the thought you put in."
he remains silent for a while, letting his fingers dance over your bare arm instead. the carefree touch brings shivers down your spine. "can we..." his voice brings any and all thoughts in your mind to a firm halt ā€” why does he sound so...small? "...can we not leave home today?"
licht doesn't meet your eyes, his hand retreating from yours almost as if he were ashamed of something. your heart drops. you're tentative, cautious, in asking, "licht, love, are you alright?"
your hand gently moves a strand of his hair from his face so you can see him better. when he seems to almost wilt under your gaze, curling into himself under the safety of the blanket instead of facing you, realisation flashes across your features. nodding, you slide back under the covers, before reaching out to tilt his gaze to meet yours. "not feeling good?"
he flushes, inhaling sharply. it's enough of an answer, for now.
"and that's alright, you know? it's okay to have days where you don't feel so good."
"i don't feel..." he trails off, not having the right words.
"pretty?" you offer with a gentle, teasing smile.
your attempt backfires when licht nods, the motion almost imperceptible. you bite your lip, your hand reaching out to rest at the back of his neck, urging him closer.
"you're the prettiest boy in the world," you promise, eyes closed as you place a kiss to his forehead. licht chuckles at your words, trying to control the heat that rises to his cheeks.
"thank you," he murmurs, somewhat dejectedly.
you gape at your boyfriend. "love, do you think i'm exaggerating?? i have literally never once seen someone so gorgeous, i swear."
he raises a suspicious eyebrow.
you run your hand through his hair, admiring the way it passes through your fingers. "i'm sorry for not telling you sooner, but i honestly think you have incredibly beautiful hair. and such pretty eyes, too, just like sunlight. but you know what?"
"what?" he doesn't dare reply in a louder voice, in fear of it cracking under the raw emotion in your words.
"you could shave off your head entirely, and glue your eyes shut or something, and you'll still be the most perfect man to me. i'll always think you're the prettiest ever, even when you're old and wrinkly and all your teeth fall out."
he bursts into laughter at that, and you pull him closer, his head pressed against your chest. licht sighs contentedly, wrapping his arms around you naturally. "thank you, my darling."
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nozel silva.
pure annoyance colouring your features, you watch nozel stand in front of his mirror, messing with his braid constantly. just when you think he's finally gotten it right, he sighs dejectedly, pulling it apart once more.
"what's wrong, love?"
he pauses, turning to look back at you. "oh (y/n), did i wake you? my apologies."
you shrug, not about to tell him you've always liked watching him get dressed in the morning. there's an odd sense of domestic intimacy in watching him go about his morning routine, in knowing he'll be going into the restroom after doing his hair, and head to ring for breakfast, then press a lingering kiss to your forehead, before finally preparing both yours and his morning coffee. he eyes you weirdly, frowning in confusion at the pout on your face, unaware that you're absolutely pissed his braid taking so long is depriving you of your forehead kiss.
"it's nothing," he assures you, before glaring at the mirror.
having gathered that "it" is probably far from nothing, you slip out of bed, shivering from the sudden cold. you place a hand on his shoulder, getting his attention. "want me to do your hair, zel?"
he blinks in surprise, entirely spurning your touch. "what? noā€“"
well, now you're curious. "why's that?"
"i can do it myself," he insists.
sighing softly, you gently push him down into the wheeled seat beside you and move it in front of the mirror, revelling in his confused expression. "i've always wanted to try doing it, though."
nozel raises an eyebrow. "but, you...? i thought you didn't like it?"
"didn't like it?" you gape at him, "how ever did you get that idea?"
flustered, he crosses his arms. "you're always glaring at my hair. i don't take offense to that, (y/n), don't worry, you're not the only one whoā€“"
he's cut off when you start laughing, leaving your boyfriend staring at you in pure confusion.
once you've managed to calm down, you ruffle his bangs, smiling as you pull them back and begin brushing his hair. "why wouldn't i be mad, hm? it pisses me off so much, i feel this whiteā€“hot anger, it's only my great self control that keeps me from breaking a table or twoā€“"
"i had no idea you felt so strongly abouā€“"
"ā€“ all i want is to appreciate your face and it keeps getting in my way, of course i'll be mad."
nozel blinks. then twice. thrice. you watch him inhale sharply, continuing to comb his hair gently. "...huh?"
"what is it?" you inquire, getting more agitated at the lack of your morning kiss.
"i...well, i believed you thought it looked foolish..."
you hum. "as long as i get to see this pretty view at home, all to myself, it's alright. if you started wearing your hair back you'd have people falling all over you left and right, you know, so i'm good." with a small grin you press a kiss to the centre of his forehead, an area usually covered by his braid. you poke his cheek, cheekily grinning at your reflections in the mirror. "besides, you wouldn't be my birdboy without it, would you?"
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DID YOU LIKE MY COUNTDOWN!? That was fun! I had fun. That was actually more fun than I thought it would be! There were too many good posts to name. It was very fun reading all your comments and theories.Ā  Though side note: animal anon has no problem with people joining her BUT it must be animals and it must not mess with my countdown. No statues! Animal anon does animals, not statues. Side side note: can someone settle the debate of if that emoji is a hedgehog or a porcupine? Because I have no idea. Side note side note side note: sorry if you got multiple asks in a day...my system isn't perfected yet so sometimes I send two (or three) because I forgot I sent one and didn't want to accidently miss anyone (also sorry if i did miss you, still perfecting the system, no one has been animal anon blacklisted, i promise!)
Anyway, GUESS WHAT TODAY IS!!! šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰šŸŽ‰ It's been one year since I started animal anon! How exciting is that?! Phew, what a year we've had together! I mean what better way to start this second year than some chaos since that's how animal anon started to begin with! I will admit, it was slightly stressful coming up with something to meet the occasion of this event. I hope the countdown and this post live up to it. No, I'm not going to reveal myself just yet.. maybe that will be for year 2...šŸ˜šŸ˜. BUT I will give you some fun facts about me! So let's see; first, I'm from the Midwest (so not Canadian, but close so I do have a slight accent), but I currently live in the TriState area. Second, I am a MASSIVE theater nerd. No, seriously I have been to 21 shows since Broadway reopened in September and I'm actually going to my 22nd tonight. I don't know if this makes that fact better or worse, but I've really only been to about 12 different show because out of those 22, 10 of those are one specific show. Third, I am fluent in German and English. Though, I suck at writing in German, I never learned how to, so don't ask me to do that please. Fourth, my favorite color is red, so you can guess my favorite Taylor album (and coincidently also the show I've been to see 10 times on Broadway...). Fifth, I love to talk A LOT if you couldn't tell by the essays I send yall. And lastly, I can also confirm I am not Taylor...but I will say that I do share something very important with her... tell me your guesses down below as to what very important thing you think Taylor and I have in common, and I'll send some extra animals to whomever I see gets it right first!
So contuining on with my dissertation here, this week I have been trying to figure out a prompt to live up to this occasion. As I already mentioned, my system isn't perfect! And I've been thinking a lot about community lately and how that's been lacking for so many because of Covid. So what I want yall to do is if you get this dissertation of mine, please send a message, post, anon, whatever you want to at least 1 other blog (though you can do more), telling them something you like about them and giving them an animal emoji! That way we can keep spreading the love all day long to as many as possible! šŸ„°
As always, you are all brilliant, kind, worthy, beautiful and as this past week has shown, hilarious and unique human beings. No seriously, some of your posts had me kneeling over in laughter. If you would so like, you can tag #animalanon so I and everyone can read all your lovely posts! IM STARTING EARLY TODAY SO WE CAN PARTY ALL DAY LONG BECAUSE I LOVE YALL SO MUCH šŸŽŠ šŸ¦„šŸ¦šŸÆ
OMG NONNY HIIIIIIIII!!!!! This was literally soooo much fun! You're truly one the sweetest people here, i love how you spread love! Honestly i can't wait for next year to find out who you are ajfjgklf. Also you're not taylor... But you have some relation to her.... Is it that both of you love dropping Easter eggs and watching everyone else clown šŸ˜­ Sending you soooooo much love, you're amazing! Thank you for keeping this community sane and kind ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
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