#i’m so sad now bc how am i sincere love…

[gently-decaying-flowers]

take this quiz and post ur results!

here’s mine

no pressure tagging:

@enderdragon-1030 @soda-shark @marsisrealscared @lucinda-008 @orpheusdorph @niallermybabe @waitingforthesunrise @randomescapingwords @legendofthe3divas @a-portal-to-nowhere @shortgaything @underappreciatedtomato @dicklessswonder

#quizzes #this was so cool #but also #i’m so sad now bc how am i sincere love… #when i have no one to love #🙃

[nwjn-z]

Hello~ could I request Stan knocking on reader’s window in the middle of the night sad bc Randy’s being… Randy? So they go out to Stark’s Pond and sit on the bench while he rants and they drink n stargaze n stuff?

Late night confessions — feat. Stan Marsh x reader

warning(s): yelling, drinking, swearing

author’s note: OMG ANON IM SO SORRY I DIDNT UPLOAD THIS SOONER IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY, here you go tho i know it’s late asf but i hope you like it😞

It was 2:34 am, and the quite mountain town of South Park was in a peaceful slumber, but the Marsh household was anything but quite and peaceful.

“ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS DRINK AND MOPE IN YOUR ROOM ALL DAY INSTEAD OF HELPING YOUR FAMILY!” Randy seethes to his son.

“HELPING YOU WITH YOUR STUPID FUCKING WEED FARM ISNT HELPING THE FAMILY YOU DICK!” Stan spits back.

“You know what Stan? I am so sick and tired of your shit. You don’t do jack shit all day, you never want to help out with the family business, and when you do decide to help you always fuck up. You are going to get no where in life with this kind of attitude Stanley.”

All it took to push Stan over the edge was bringing up his future. Ever since starting high school, Stan biggest anxiety was what he was going to do with his life. The fear of ending up a “waste of space” kept him up at night.

“Seriously fuck you dad.” Stan sniffles as he storms out the house, wanting to be anywhere but “home”.

Stan gets in his car and makes his way to town with only his phone and wallet. He needed comfort right now. He needed to go somewhere that was familiar, somewhere that he felt safe at.

Stark’s Pond was special to Stan. Growing up it was his favourite place to be, where he hung out with his friends, where he had his first kiss, and where he had his few good memories with his dad.

But he didn’t want to be alone right now, he wanted to be with someone he could talk to, who would understand him, who could make him forget all about his problems, who could make him feel good no matter what, he needed you.

You were up late for no particular reason. It was summer so you were off your normal schedule. You mindlessly scrolled through your phone while the rest of your family was fast asleep.

When Stan made his way to your house he began to climb up on to your balcony. When he managed to do so he couldn’t help but stare at you through the space in between your curtains.

He saw you laying on your stomach swinging your legs back and fourth and holding a pillow to rest your head on while you where preoccupied with your phone.

You where so beautiful to him. You always had been since the day you two met. He loved your hair, your eyes, the way you talked, how you were always to quite yet kind, the way you made him feel so weak. He loved it all, he couldn’t get enough of you. He wanted nothing more than to make you his.

He continued to stare, looking longingly at you with hearts in his eyes until you noticed him staring and freaked out. He saw you jump and threw your pillow at your window before you realised it was him. You cursed him under your breath while you opened the curtain to open the window for him.

“You scared the shit out of me.” You told him,

“I’m sorry I just got distracted.” he replied.

“What are you doing here, it’s almost 3 o’clock!” You said,

“I know im sorry, I just really need someone to talk to I just had a huge fight with my dad and I don’t know where else to go.” He says as his mind rushes thinking back to the fight as he tries to hold back tears.

“Hey hey it’s okay I’m sorry, we talk if you want I’m here for you.” You say sincerely.

Hearing your sweet voice speak to him so gently after being yelled at and berated makes him break his composure and hot tears stream down his face.

You immediately pull him into you and caress the back of his head as he buries his face into your neck, holding on to your waist for dear life.

After some time he reluctantly pulls away and wipes his face.

“I came over to ask if you want to go to Stark’s Pond with me.” He mutters as he tries to compose himself.

“Let me get my jacket.” Is all you say in response wasting no time getting your jacket.

“We’re gonna have to leave through my window, I don’t want to wake my parents.” You say zipping up your jacket

“Okay” he says meekly.

You both make your way out your window with Stan helping you get down. You get into Stan’s car and he begins to drive.

As you make your way to Stark’s Pond, you can’t help but stare at him while he drives. He has one hand on the bottom of the stirring wheel and the other hand on the gear shift. His hands are rough from years of sports and roughhousing outside, yet whenever you felt them they were so soft.

Your daydreaming was cut short when he came to a stop and you realised you weren’t at Stark’s Pond.

“I’m gonna grab drinks real quick, you want anything?” he asked

“I’ll just have whatever you are having, even though you shouldn’t be drinking.” you say in disapproval of his habit

“Yeah I know but I kinda need it right now.” he responds somewhat bashfully.

“I guess” you say.

As you sit in the car waiting for him you start to wonder why he came to you. I mean you guys are close friends but you thought that him and Kyle were closer, that he would go to his childhood best friend for things like this. Right?

You aren’t left with your thoughts for long as Stan quickly makes his way out the store and back into the car.

He gets back into the car and after a couple of seconds he starts to drive again.

The convenient store wasn’t far from Stark’s Pond so you arrived fairly quickly.

“We’re here” Stan announces

You simply reply with a hum in acknowledgment and make your way out the car with him.

You sit down and he hands you a drink before cracking open his. You two sit in silence drinking until your thoughts from sitting in the convenient store parking lot make their way back into your head.

“Hey, why did you want to hang out with me of all people?” you say still leaning your head back staring at stars

“What?” He asks, almost dumbfounded

“I mean like why not Kyle or Wendy even, they’ve known you longer and probably better than I do so I just thought you would go to one of them for something like this.” you tell him honestly

“Do you not want me to come to you?” He asks, worry written all his face and voice.

“WHAT!? NO! I mean i just thought that like, you would think I wouldn’t be any help you know?”

“Nah dude that’s bullshit, besides why would I go to my ex about my problems.” he chuckles lightheartedly

“I don’t know I thought she would get you I guess.” you say as he shakes his head “no”.

“Oh well what about Kyle then, surely he’d be your first responder or something.”

“Kyle doesn’t know shit about me at this point, anytime I try and talk to him about the things I go through he just doesn’t get it.” he responds truthfully

“We’re still best friends and all but, he just doesn’t understand why I can’t just “get over it” you know? It gets really fucking frustrating.”

You take a minute to process what he said but before you can say anything he begins to speak again,

“You aren’t like that though. You’re always so nice and never make me feel stupid or crazy for feeling the way that I do.”

His words flustered you. Only you made him feel comfortable and safe? You felt your heart clench at the thought. Without thinking you put your hand over his and finally look over at him,

“I’m glad I can be that person for you.” You say sincerely with a smile on your face

And just like that Stan just couldn’t take it anymore. You were truly the most amazing person he has ever known. You’re sweet, kind, and genuine soul made his heart swell and his face smile. He couldn’t hold back the words that left his mouth in that moment,

“I’m so in love with you.” He says with hearts basically in his eyes.

“What!?” You respond eyes wide and face flushed

“WHAT?!” he yelps, “OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT I MEAN I DID BUT NOT IF YOU DONT WANT ME TO AAAHH IM SORRY JUST FORGET I EVER SAID ANYTHI-“

“I like you too, well love.” you say honestly having waited for this moment for what felt like an eternity,

“Wait what?Really!?” Stan says, dumbfounded but simultaneously feeling his heart burst with joy

“Yeah dude” you respond with a lighthearted laugh, but before you could say anything else you felt the slight wetness of his lips on yours, relishing in the feeling you close your eyes and lean in, completely melting in his touch.

“You love me?” he asks smiling, wanting nothing more than to hear you say those three words over and over until he can’t hear anymore,

“I love you.” you say, more than happy to repeat that phrase till your voice gives out.

#south park #south park x reader #stan marsh #stan marsh x reader #stan marsh x y/n #stan marsh x you #stan x reader #stan marsh headcanons #stan marsh sp

[runningfrom2am]

BESTIEEEE!!!

i read the “dream” part of chapter 20 at 6 am (30 minutes before im supposed to wake up) and while reading i was falling in and out of consciousness so when i finished it ended i was like, did i make this up????

me; with coryo, r, lucy gray abd lennox:

SEJANUS BABY NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING COME BACK

BUT ALSO LENNOX

I SINCERELY HOPE THIS ISN’T SOME REBEL THING!!

the flowers 🥹🥹 the boy’s got me giggling and twirling my hair!!!

imagine coryo reading “tybalt”s parts in the play and being like, this is who she named her cat after??

on a more serious note, coryo being painfully honest about everything that has happened and appearing in front of her with all his character is so complicated. taking the blame for the killings, telling her he felt powerful inside the arena and would do it again, even his interpretation of his namesake.

“The realization that he outweighed your own morals and the fact that as much as you wanted to say that, you weren’t sure you would stick to it yourself now was a sick combination of things to grapple with all at once.” i don’t have words for this because it is already written. i don’t know how i could further improve it.

BRINGING HER TO SAFETY THROUGH HER FAVORITE PLAY WHICH IS FOREVER TAUNTED BY THE HUNGER GAMES 🥹🥹🥹

THEY KISSED!!! SHE KISSED HIM!!! AHHHHH!!

1. omg hahahaha i can imagine that would be so confusing 😅 good timing i guess you really understood the assignment

2. also so realll unfortunately this is not a black and white sorta vibe

3. what are they up toooo 🙃

4. flowers are his love language and i see why lol

5. NO LITERALLY HAHAHA he’s like “i hope she doesn’t think i’m going to kill her cat…”

6. THATS ALL HES WANTED SINCE THE GAMES IS TO JUST BE FULLY HONEST WITH HER LIKE PLSSSS

7. okay i am so glad bc that was another sentence that i struggled to make make sense lol

8. I KNOWWWW SHE’S SO PRECIOUS AND IM SO SAD THAT SHE WON’T BE ABLE TO SEE IT THE SAME WAY 😔😔 she wanted to die loving it but then she just didn’t and now she’s like… now what?

9. THE KISSS AHHH i actually died a little i think im so happy for them

#i have the answers #cold nights <3 #that-veela-girl

[thatbitchsimone]

Do you have any advise on how deal with negative and hateful people? My mother is incredibly hateful and she makes me sad alot, for context, I’m not obese but technically I am above average weight for 5’7, weight wise I look like the Australian model, iskra Lawrence, but I do try to loose weight, she recently, made a gesture of large hands saying my waist is huge and I’m so big now, my maid told me this, they don’t like her either , because of alot of stuff that is just very sad.

When I try to defend myself, she gets so angry that my hands start to shake, at one point in my life, I didn’t get out of my room for 6 whole months.

I just don’t know how to be happy or even not happy just not be so sad anymore, is there any way to not feel effected by someone like her?

first of all, if ur body looks like iskra lawrences, u have a very good body like thats a hot body. also like u said, ur not obese, just a little overweight so its not like ur health is in any real danger + ur kinda tall and i think tall womens bodies tend to be able to carry a little extra weight well (and im talking from a pure health perspective here, like i feel like a tall frame can handle a bit more weight better in general both looks wise and health wise but ur health is the important part imo) so like.. i think ur fine but if u wanna lose a little weight thats up to u, but u should only lose weight FOR URSELF not to please someone else like u shouldnt be bullied into changing ur body in any way.

second of all, ur mom is fucking awful. im sorry i know its ur mother and u probably have a lot of love for her despite everything but the way she treats u and makes u feel is not ok and straight up harmful maybe even actually abusive. i get the impression that ur mom treats the ppl around her awfully in general since ur clearly not the only one who has an issue with her so id like u to stay mindful of the fact that she is the problem here not u. its very hard to not let negativity and hate get to u when u literally live with it and i sincerely hope ur planning on moving away from her as soon as ur able to. u honestly need to avoid her as much as possible in the meantime which ofc is hard when u live together but try to engage with her as little as possible. ur maid seems like she cares for u so at least u have an ally in her so ur not all alone and maybe she is someone u can talk to and find comfort in. idk what else to tell u bc mother daughter dynamics like these are so complicated and hard to navigate especially when ur stuck under the same roof and idk what the situation is with ur dad or if he is in the picture etc so idk if i can give u any more advice than this

[allgather]

quick personal update: life is heavy for me at the moment, and i just want to get some stuff out.

work is disappointing and difficult. i’m working hard to run a program all by myself but I feel alone in it, and like my boss is too disorganized or careless to help me. its taking a real emotional toll and i am actively trying to leave. the only reason i’ve been here so long is bc my boss has been promising me a raise for the past 6 months, and this week she finally told me she doesn’t have the budget to do it. and it just feels like i’ve been strung along all this time.

i’m really exhausted and lonely. i’m doing my best to get out, see people, but folks are busy or i’m just too tired or in too much pain to leave the house. my chronic pain is really bad and my dysphoria is back with a vengeance. it feels like a lot to manage at once and i’m not even sure where to start exactly - with a doctor’s appointment, with new clothes, with a call to my friends? i’m not sure where to begin.

folks around me are going through difficult times, like really difficult. and i just stop myself from telling anyone that i’m really struggling and unhappy because i want to be that good, stable friend. i want to be that positive person i always am. i don’t know how to say that i’ve had this long, drawn out sadness for months when more pressing things are happening to the people i love. i don’t know how to articulate that i’m not doing well.

i wish i could write more and be consistent, but i don’t think that is quite where i am at the moment. i am trying to be kind to myself and tell myself it is okay. i want to afford myself the space to be absent and inconsistent. even if i can’t fully deliver in writing, i do want to talk to people, to my friends, but i’ve gotten worse at reaching out lately. i’m really sorry all the people i love who i have struggled to keep conversations up with lately. i want to do better. when i check-in and then disappear, it’s because i’m struggling to be a person right now. but i’m going to try harder and be better.

i’d love to plot with folks and find joy and levity in the beautiful ideas and stories and relationships and worlds we create, and the friendships i have. i think i can handle that, in small bursts where i find the energy. i am going to try. thank you for your patience and care. i hope you are all doing well, and i sincerely, deeply miss you.

#ooc #thank you for listening & for your patience with me #i am going to be better

[itsfairly]

Hiya, I just came across your tea themed ask game. Idk how old it is but I wanted to participate:

Palm tree, nutmeg and papyrus

🧚🏾‍♀️ I feel like I should use this emoji bc of your @. On a completely different note, baby talk has me thinking of dad nanami so thank you for making it hard to focus on anything else 🙇🏾‍♀️ I have to work in 2 hrs too!

Sincerely 🦋 Jade

hi jade! thank you for calling!

first things first, im glad you liked baby talk. i think its my first fanfic i've written about nanami and i honestly want to write more about papamin. so trust and believe i am planning to talk about him because nanami as a dad? yeah, that doesn't really leave my mind either. i might use the fairy emoji a bit more haha, i didn't really though much about its relation to my url until now!

palm tree ⇢ do you have a fictional villain you shouldn’t like but love regardless?

i dont think i do. but if i had to mention one, i would go with the fates from hadestown. i know they are more of anti-hero, neutral character, but the way they are portrayed comes across as playful and even daring when pushing the other characters to their limit is soooo fun. their songs in the musical are so good as well. i know they aren’t villains, but they also seem pretty shameless with their behavior, so that’s why I’m mentioning them!

nutmeg ⇢ how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on?

i dont have a specific aesthetic in my room. if anything, i just try to make it look and be cozy as well as having bits of me around it. i feel that if you were to look around it, you would know a little more about me: my favorite colors, my hobbies, my music tastes, etc. actually, the main colors on my page (the brown and blue) are the main colors, each being the base and accent respectively. i do put a a lot of stuff in my wall—pictures, drawings, stickers, places i've been too, and such.

i try to make my room look as close as to who i feel i am to be comfortable in it.

papyrus ⇢ if you put your ‘on repeat’ playlist on shuffle, what’s the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?

I got i bet on losing dogs by Mitski. I'm a sucker for sad songs and Mitski knows how to write them. this song specifically makes me think about wanting to stick to something just because you are familiar to it or you're not quite ready to let go of it even if you know its doing you no good. in a way, it comforts me because it makes me thinks on the things i am still holding on and that i could live without. besides that, i mostly associated it with friendships I've had in the past that i didn't feel but stuck with because if not i would feel alone.

hope your shift went well!

get-to-know-me ask game (heres the voicemail)

#voicemail #ask games

[eruverse]

I don’t understand how hws Russia fans can love am*rus

I think Am*rus is a valid ship but not liking Am*rus is certainly valid also. Coincidentally some of my Ivan/Anya-blorbofying friends I talk to the most don’t like it, and they happen to be Russian, so I’ve been getting their certain unique perspectives also I guess LOL.

(Ofc I’m not saying that most Russians don’t like this ship bc it’s blatantly untrue (I personally dk the percentage tho), but being close friends personally with ones that indeed don’t means that the reasons of not liking this ship will seep into convos a lot and I’ll be getting infos of their personal insights so to say. I’m not tokenizing them bc for me letting native citizens directly influence what you ship or what you don’t ship in this fandom is rather sad, but if you are good friends you’ll influence each other in a good way things like that?)

If I have to hazard a guess anon, for many people it’s the CW/USSR era that’s especially shippable. Ru/same/rus is especially attractive here bc they have interesting dynamic, is full of tension, and happen to be equal. Really gives of the vibe of ‘only us together in the whole world’ you know. Hard to not be into that one. Personally for me it’s the eras outside CW that make me scratch my head bc it gets increasingly harder and harder to ship them properly, especially closer and closer to modern era. The 90s is esp blackpilling on this ship for me personally (hard to ship a ship when you consider the possibility that they don’t love each other that much and that one party likely sincerely hates the other) and the current era basically screams ‘we are so not getting back together’. Unless you’re dealing with AUs, things like this is hard to manage for me.

I personally see that Am*rus was once a thing, either as an established ship or an active crush, but it’s all past tense. Now they’re still quite obsessed with each other, but with a firm realization that they’re too different to be together.

#character talk #shipping talk #anonymous #ask

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀ I'm so happy to hear from you, this week I was literally checking your Tumblr five times per day with my tags. I miss you so much and this week I also needed you so much, but it's okay💛 I'm so sad that you are sick😿😿 I thought you recovered but you mentioned that you don't feel good and I'm just so sad about this(((

Honestly this week I have my period, and I have to take 💊 every single day because it's just so painful 😔so I think we could have some sick party together😹

I had an exam last week which I failed, but I was so confident but I failed and my manager was so stressful and is pressuring me so much😮‍💨🤕🥴

How were your weekends? Today is Sunday and I just don't feel anything ...tomorrow I have to start work again and it's not tomorrow even it's like in 6 hours(((

Today I talked to my grandma and the second time during this 10 months and she's not doing good and mental health is bad she's pretty messed up 😣😭I'm watching this one movie now and it just reminds me of some Horrors that have been through and how lucky I am to actually Escape. ironically the movie is called No Escape. The movie is so well done tho 😭😭💔😢🥺

I Never thought these things would ever happen to me.. or would ever happen in my reality 😔😔I am just so shocked that this happened and they're still consequences and I just don't want to be a part of this you know❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💔 I wish all of this was just a nightmare and I wake up tomorrow and everything is like before

I actually wanted to send you a short message just wish you could have happy Monday and better week 😭😢🥺🥺🥺💛💛

Stay strong baby I am just so thankful that you exist thank you for all the love you give me💛

Thank you for hyunnies gifs and quotes 🤗💗 I miss you so badly

You probably have no idea and will never understand the way you helped me during this sickness period of my life😔❤️‍🩹💗 thank you so much for saving your hyunnie lixie. Please get well soon

🐁

Hi hi hi my love 🥺🤍 tumblr has been mean to me with my other asks since they crash when I make em too long (?) and can’t be edited later so here we go!😭 keeping it short but ilysm 💗 and value every little bit u say ~

First of all don’t worry about me, I’m doing better now altho I skipped my medication yesterday bc I thought I got better but apparently it made my sickness worse and took away my good night’s sleep 💔 but anyway I’m mentally active now..how are you feeling baby?:( is your period pain GONE?? I’m so sorry for being ia I’m here now promise ☀️💛🫂

The movie seems so strong..and really pain invoking and lesson learning is it on Netflix? If so, I’d love to watch while trying to understand you..

Aah it’s getting hectic for you I can say :( no sleep and so much work 😭 but I really hope smh u get a break soon and can rest as much as you need anonie. <3

I can understand about the whole nightmare part. Altho I have not been in such an intense situation like you (that’s why I give it to u always that you’re super strong bc you are my love) but I have had super dark times too and I can relate to that part where I’d be terrified and cry myself to sleep everyday and beg whatever deity was listening to make it better tomorrow and make it all vanish..but everyday I woke up and nothing changed and that made me feel devastated and made me feel like I was better off gone 💔

but I sincerely hope like me a time comes in your life where everyday would feel as good as a dream where you keep wishing you never wake up from the happiness..💖 the things of the past will never really leave u and even tho the shackles are gone someday and you’re free to walk forward, the scary marks will still be there to your feet. But look baby, slowly you’re healing even if it’s at a micro pace, getting a job, connecting w your family member (grandma) and slowly getting up even tho the suffocating feeling still haunts u, it’s slowly leading to a betterment. Like this, I’m sure you will walk towards light, love and happiness soon. Just faith it till u make it okay??

exams Are shitty..and it’s so disappointing to fail after giving your best it’s like realising your best never amounted to anything but hey love remember what I told u? “Human beings are filled w crazy potential even if you feel like u gave your best today you could still wake up tomorrow and try harder.” So keep your chin high, take a deep breath and try hard again. 💘 every success comes with ten failures, remember that.

and lastly I’ll always be here to save u and pull you up just like lixie does for hyunjin. It’s a promise, not a fancy statement. And I keep my words always. I love you sm and I couldn’t add the last quote bc that post isn’t working anymore but it was..

“The world doesn’t matter. YOU matter. 💛☀️..”♡♡

#mia’s asks #stay 💌 #🐁 anonie

[fallinforgyu]

okay. star crossed has been in my to read for ages now and i don’t have a reaction note i wish i did 👎

but WOW what a fucking piece of writing oh my days, so beautiful and thoughtful and perfect and heartbreaking and heartwarming it was truly truly beautiful oh my god

it was literally POETRY and i mean that with everything i am that was so stunning i can’t even believe it.. and the works that you chose to include within it too and the way you did include them agh ☹️

also i like that they got to have a happy ending, your writing always seems very intentional.. like sometimes i read fics and it feels a bit like the ending is sad just for the sake of it being sad(?) but your work always feels so true to the characters you create and i really love it so much

you really have such a way with words and i mean from the bottom of my heart your work is absolutely beautiful .. so so so so amazing and it always has me hanging off of every single word and you convey and elicit emotion so beautifully.. i’ll literally be giggling and kicking my feet sincerely and then bawling my dumb eyes out.. i don’t know how you draw so much out of me but i adore it

luv u longtime, sweet bunny 🫂

SAAAAAAAAAAAX 😭😭😭😭 i’m way too emotionally fragile rn when i tell you i WEPT

thank you so much for reading star crossed 🥹💔💔 that story is so close to my heart and so special to me and the fact that you even took the time to read it makes me want to cry but thiS IS REALLY TOO KIND 😭😭

i actually can’t believe u said that bc i just answered an ask a few minutes ago and said that i never wanna make my stories sad just for the sake of being sad and knowing that you can see that in my writing…. nope i’m crying i’m actually crying

thank you so much sax :( from the bottom of my heart thank you so so so much i love you so much and i can’t even begin to tell you how much this means to me :( 🫶✨💘💫

#WAAAAAA #BUNNY IS CRYING AGAIN PART 1183728 #drunkjaked 🖤 #bun's moots 💌 #work: star crossed 🏛 #bunny's mailbox 📬

[eddiemunsonspantschain]

Mushy stuff about Saraya under the cut pls and thank

I have cried so much. I cried a lot when she had to retire due to injury. I follow her Twitch stream. Fuck, I was able to donate subs to be in a group online meet and greet with her (Still can’t believe that happened) but I’m so fucking happy for her!! Saraya is the whole reason I fell in love with wrestling. My bestie Nicole is the reason I saw her in the first place and introduced me to wrestling but Saraya was the reason I fell in love with it. I loved her look, her character and her wrestling style. I’ve seen countless videos of matches of hers. I know her career, I’ve seen her movie and the original documentary that it’s about.... I swear I’m not a stalker. But anyway, I got into wrestling and into Saraya’s wrestling when she was obvs with WWE but at that time she was actually not in action. She was suspended at the time and also injured. I started watching Raw where I fell in love with Mox (Ambrose). So I didn’t get to see Saraya wrestle on my TV for awhile. I was just patiently waiting hoping she got back onto TV eventually so I could enjoy it. And then she made her come back. I bawled my eyes out when her music hit and I was glad no one was around to see that. Of course, almost a month into it, she got hurt. I was sad. My dad took my to my first wrestling PPV. The only all women’s PPV WWE has had, Evolution. I dressed as Paige bc she was the reason I fell in love with the business (and I have black hair already and clothes similar so it was easy). When Saraya had to retire, I cried again. I cried for her bc I knew how much she loved the business. She grew up in it, spent most of her life wrestling and loves it so much then is told ‘sorry, you can’t do the thing you love anymore’ and that, to me, is the worst thing that can happen to someone. I also cried bc I never got to see Saraya wrestle live, in action. That was like the one thing that I wanted. I thought that I would never get my chance bc while Bryan and Edge managed to come back, it didn’t mean she could too. I held out hope that she would be able to wrestle again. She’s spoken about how good she’s felt with her neck, etc. But I never wanted to get my hopes up, even now. I know, honestly, her interrupting a brawl kinda shows more of a ‘hey I am a wrestler too and I will kick your ass’ as opposed to a manager or other backstage kinda roll. But I sincerely hope she is here to wrestle. And I hope AEW comes somewhere near where I live so I can go. I missed my chance last time and I don’t wanna do that again.

Also, I love my friends who know how much I love her that reached out to me one way or another to see if I saw what was happening. And Mox becoming champ again too? I was fed tonight, boys. I can’t wait to see what the future holds and in a time where I’m very stressed and going thru a lotta things this was a nice thing to have.

#rampage speaks #this is long and I don't expect anyone to read it #I just wanted to throw my thoughts out there

[1d1195]

brothers are a whole other thing LMAO they’re crazy. they will literally call you the stupidest person they’ve met in their life but then buy u ur favorite ice cream at 2AM.

i always tell my sister that i’m so grateful i had her to help me grow up and that i get so sad when i realize she never had an older sister. her response is always that she never thought of it like that but she thinks she was made to be an older sister. i swear you guys are built different, not everyone can handle being an older sister and i have SO much appreciation for u all !!!

i promise you that your mom is 100% right. she probably ADORES you but just doesn’t wanna admit it bc youngest sibling pride yk ?😭 i refuse to believe otherwise bc i sincerely feel like you’re PERFECT sister material. dependent, funny, mature, so sooo kind.

new songs on rotation !! i’ve rlly been enjoying What I Am by zayn and Tejano Blue by cigarettes after sex

i hope you know all i can think about is Ding part 3 :) like omg it’s just been on my mind 24/7 and i can’t wait to read whatever you have. idk if you have this planned out yet, or not, but how many parts do you see this series being ??

I DID SLEEP HAHA i’ve been feeling off these past few days and i woke up SICK today🙁 it’s not too bad just a sore throat and a runny nose but i do hope it goes away soon because i have a friend’s engagement party to attend on the weekend (but im literally drinking a cold diet dr. pepper rn so i have no clue how i expect to feel better lol)

have the best day ever sam !!!

~🎶

That's so sweet about brothers 😭 I could have used that too growing up!

My sister and I sound WAY less mushy than you and your sister (no shade, just different relationships obviously) but that's so sweet! I can totally see where she's coming from I don't think I could be a younger sister. The vibe would be so off and you'd be able to tell I was not meant to be a younger sister hahahahahaha YOU'RE SO SWEET 😭😭 my sister calls me every day (even when I don't want her to because I have been girl-rotting all week on my vacation and have nothing to report) so I get annoyed with her pretty easily but I do enjoy talking to her. I wish she would put a little more effort into idk taking care of our parents? I don't live at home anymore so I feel like I'm still doing all the grunt kind of work that she could just do because she's AT HOME? but idk. she's a Drama Queen™ or maybe I am and I'm just being bossy 😂

I am putting the final touches on Ding part 3 so it's ready to go for Monday hehehehe I'm really excited about it! I think it will be my favorite part honestly. At least right now. I have it outlined for 7 parts right now! (I think i told someone 8 at one point but I did it in roman numerals and I'm dumb and can't read). But 7 is what I have right now. However it could change because I think parts 4 and 5 could end up being one part. I'm really not sure. Part of my outline for part 5 literally says "filler episode" so it's meant to be a next to nothing update.

UGH! I'm not sure where you're from but I live in New England and it's starting to be spring around here and I usually get a allergy-attack-turned-cold around now and I'm dreading it because it's SO unfair to be sick during the warmer weather. Maybe mix in some water with your Dr. Pepper hahahah Also! I truly believe cranberry juice has medicinal values. OOH I haven't listened to too much Zayn, tragic on my own part. I've heard clips of his new song Alienated though and I'm loving it! I've never heard of Tejano Blue, I will give that a listen as well!

I just made my Spring 2024 playlist--it's a lot of old stuff I've listened to in the past (don't listen to the Stuck on the Floor song I have at the bottom--it's for sad-girl hours hahahaha)

Hope you feel better!

xoxo

#🎶

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

not 2 exaggerate or anything but youre my absolute fav writer on tumblr 💥💥💥💥💥 im a big fan of domestic/comfort/simple, warm moments type of genre in fics and your works just rlly scratch that specific itch in my brain. whatever fics u post im like yo.... this is everything im looking for in a fic..... wheres the source from..... r u sucking them out from my brain be honest have u dug a hole already and using me for popularity 🤨🤨🤨 (/J)

might be bc im on my period or wtv but i was gg thru your masterlist ytday night before gg to sleep and i cried while reading "i've alw loved the way you eat," "i dream now of a normal life with you," and "ask me to leave and i'll stay forever." like jfc theres such a specific type of intimacy and soft moments you convey through your words SO WELL i physically feel my heart melting reading them. like UGH esp in "i dream now of a normal life with you" where suguru is just so soft and sappy over reader im just like UGHHHH I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME LIKE THAT AND FOR ME TO RETURN BACK THE SAME LOVE, IF NOT MORE TOO!!!!!!!!!

u get it, u rlly do - honestly u have the best fanon hcs and characterization of suguru i love that man sm so to see him so accurately represented rlly makes me so happy tq for understanding him....... sometimes i see a mischaracterization so bad in a fic i just have to close the app and touch grass LMFAOOOO but u get it.... u rlly do.... never once posted a wrong hc about suguru.... op ur brain <333 u make me so happy i love u sm thanku for creating such beautiful fics i alw come back to reread a bunch of ur stuff, they never get old, it's literally everything im looking for. idc how "boring" hurt/comfort fics r, like even if there's no drama, sometimes simple is best and u do it so, so well thanku op i lov u muacks ❤️

anon ……….

you are . the sweetest in the whole wide world. in the universe. u genuinely don’t UNDERSTAND how big my smile was when i saw this…. melted into a tiny little puddle on the floor

I LOVE YOU….. 🥺🥺🥺 i love you forever and ever and i’m so thankful for your support!!!!! i don’t even know where to begin i’m so overwhelmed pbdkdbdj (AFFECTIONATELY)…. YOU CALLING ME YOUR FAV WRITER? IS SO INSANE??? AND SUCH AN HONOUR????? i cried a bit ngl i’m just. very very thankful T_T but anon.. you can’t expose me like that </3 how am i supposed to get my daily dose of clout if you go around telling ppl abt the ideas i steal directly from your brain???? smh /j ily <3

I’M. just. so unbelievably happy that my writing can mean something to you 😭 and make you feel something!!!! when i hear that ppl cried reading one of my fics i always get so . emotional. it just means so much!! i don’t want you to cry but i’ll accept your tears happily :’3 i hope they were sappy tears and not Sad Tears…..

ON THAT NOTE. THE SAPPINESS. THE SOFTNESS. YES. i’m so happy you could feel it bc most of my fics rlly are just intimacy and nothing else and!! i rlly like writing them that way….. m just happy you enjoyed reading them too :’’’3 i dream, now, of a normal life with you is very near n dear to my heart so!!!! i’m overjoyed that you liked that one in particular 🥺🥺🥺 it just makes me feel so happy and appreciated and . i want to explode a bit. soft sappy sugu is best sugu!! i’m sure you’ll find a love like that some day anon <33 we all deserve it!!

ON THE TOPIC OF SUGU. there truly sincerely is nothing i love hearing more than anons who tell me i do sugu justice. IT MEANS SM TO ME…. he’s so complex and multifaceted and knowing that my own take on him can resonate w anyone makes me soooooo happy…. 🥺🥺 and you saying i have the best characterization of him????? just makes my soul want to ascend. sniffle. thank you!! he’s our golden boy and i love him very much…. honestly i’m way more picky abt gojo than sugu when it comes to mischaracterization but i understand you completely anon…. sometimes i see a take that my brain won’t even let me conceptualize bc i disagree with it so much and then i just have to close my eyes and reboot </3

op ur brain <333 u make me so happy i love u sm thanku for creating such beautiful fics i alw come back to reread a bunch of ur stuff, they never get old, it's literally everything im looking for. idc how "boring" hurt/comfort fics r, like even if there's no drama, sometimes simple is best and u do it so, so well thanku op i lov u muacks ❤️

sorry had to copy paste this bc it made me want to CRY. you make ME so happy hello???? you have no idea the pure amount of endorphins this ask gave to me 😭😭😭 I’M HAPPY I CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY…. you have my whole heart and soul anon atp let’s just get married i think . my heart is yours to keep!!! i can’t tell you how mushy i get knowing there are people out there who read my fics not once but multiple times….. yeah. i’m just. very grateful for you anon <3333 thank you so much for your support and for sending me this lovely ask. i’m gonna be reading it forever n ever !! :((((

#SOBS I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU #MY ANGEL ANON :’(((( #im sorry it took a bit for me to answer this!! ive been busy busy busy :’3 #i’ll get to answering your other ask soon too!!! i loveloveloveee getting song recs hehe #but yeah anon pls just know this made my day. i worship you. tysm <3333 #ask tag ✩

[just-kiss-me-you-fool-hehe]

I’ve met my new nemesis

why the fuck is he so confusing !!!!!!!

first of all I would like to thank the academy for my LES apt so I can be in the cool kid carpool 🙏🏽

like the fact that I live next to mark and jasmine and I wanna be going to the mirage all the time is so amazing because we get so much quality time together and I kind of understand how they are bc of all the drugs and also I love that I enjoy the activity they enjoy so much 💖

I just am so happy after yesterday but also so insanely pissed off because I keep thinking about kevin I don’t understand him at all and I’m not sure I ever will but I think it’s another level of growth for me

first of all just cray how many different characters you run into in nyc

I feel like I had my sad girl moment yesterday when I realized I graduated from the level of putting myself out there and being rejected

that was truly wild I was like aight I guess we have to do this

the funny thing is I hated being alone with him but I loved just dancing with him it was fun it was silly it was flirty without being anything exactly like him

I loved it because I love everything about him like every single thing I learned about him made me fall more in love with him and I feel like it’s just carlos 2.0 all over again he’s so fucking hot and funny and nonchalant and well dressed and no one is ever an enigma for me and maricel and that pisses me off so much !!!!

I was telling Mel I don’t feel as bad as I did last time about carlos bc I’m so much okay with failure now I just see every hurdle or obstacle as the next part of my growth where I get to reach another level on my journey, like I genuinely am just like wow we’re gonna have fun and we’re gonna fuck around and find out and it’ll be a learning experience

I feel like after all this I’ll just know so much more and be able to handle so many more situations I feel like I’m living such a different life to what kirill and I had together

and it’s funny bc he didn’t support my dream and my vision to be a popular rave girl and here I am living my dream 🥹

I feel like I graduated the level of being a sincere person when I first met josh bc I finally understood what it’s like to do a bit

and the reason we didn’t have fun before is bc I was so serious with someone who is not

and the funny thing is I can’t be serious with him bc asking him why he’s so annoying is the serious persons way to solve this problem but the transcendent thing to do is learn how to get good at his game and just vibe

I feel like we spent all night together but we also didn’t??? I don’t know how to explain this level of non committal dancing

you know what they say about the nice guy coming last it’s true 🙄🙄🙄

you’re not coming to my MLK day party?!!

I feel like mel learned so much about this group and I’m so happy !!!! she has so much context for everything going on in my life now

#personal #kevin

[quirofiliac]

yukikorogashi asked: // I know saying that I love everything about your writing would be too vague and just lazy, so I'm gonna try and be a little more descriptive for once auheau.

I absolutely enjoy how you write the thoughts of your characters. Just how incredibly fitting they are to that character's personality, and how easily engaged I get as I read it through. How I just found myself mouthing the words quietly to myself, and just slowly grinning because man- it's all so entertaining. Animated at times, for sure. But once again, so ridiculously befitting of that character.

I'm of course going to have to focus more specifically on your writing for Kira here, and just how marvellously intense his tone can be. How many times I am just left holding my breath, clapping a hand over my mouth... and it almost doesnt matter whether shit is truly about to go down or not? Again, Kira is something to be extremely wary of, even when he's not going to do you any harm... yet. And god, when he gets angry, I can practically feel it searing right off his words, actions and body languages. The pauses he will have at times... again, the intensity of it all, son!

Your writing just flows so, so well, Snii. You already know for years now just how much I admire you and your writing prowess. And am so so happy to have found, followed and became mutuals with you since that very day. ❤️

@yukikorogashi​​​ ／ writing style opinions ／ accepting.

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beCKOWSKY THE WAY I WISH TO KNEW HOW TO RESPOND THIS EVEN SEMI-COHERENTLY LIKE,,, u did not have to go this hard but i motherfucken appreciate that u did like holy shit 😭 like the way i am just staring hard at this ask because i sincerely wish how to better accept compliments (recurring theme for me it seems LMAO) without seeming so downright ungrateful but oh my goodness... this is genuinely so fuckin thoughtful i am going to bite you -- affectionately! -- and never going to let go and i don’t have a rabies shot so--

i am so,, sosososooo happy to hear that though because, as i mention constantly bc i can’t shut the fuck up KAKDMKMKMD, i just... really REALLY love horror. i love the various feelings it invokes and i especially love how it can serve as an escape from the daily stress like, dude ughhhh it’s just such a good genre that i wish received better treatment from critics and the media alike bc there’s some hidden masterpieces that have gone ignore for so long purely bc they were horror or, at the very least, horror-adjacent which is just.......... so mean, honestly 😤

and it ain’t a snii blog if it ain’t super animated At Least Once LMAOOO bc how else are u gonna know that kira’s weird as hell if i ain’t talkin about how he only enjoys plain foods (black coffee, vanilla wafers, plain ramen, etcetc...) and yet he somehow also enjoys black licorice? SKDJFKMFKM lowkey an /s but also yeah honestly u right. it’s part of the experience at this point tho AHAHAHSHDFKMFK

but man i really do just...... lemme just.... * reaches to pull this close to my chest in order to cherish it, treasuring it, protecting it like it was my firstborn child * because, man. man!! 

i always have this sort of, like... idk what you’d call it but it’s this sort of “disconnect” from written media in terms of the sort of emotion it’s supposed to evoke? like i’m actually kind of annoying when it comes to it bc u could probably throw the saddest angst at me and i’d just be like 😐 “oh, that is really sad, actually.” which isn’t like meant to be an insult but i am just AKSKSJSKM so obnoxiously hard to budge on that sort of stuff so whenever i write for kira with intent on evoking some kind of emotion, i’m always just kinda like, “well i sure hope this hits because my radar’s fuckin broken” LMFAO

so to know that it’s at least working to some intent is a major fuckin relief like,, deadass.

just, again, beckowsky, i love you and i CARE you. i would honestly rob several banks for u. i’d fight god for u. and his slew of minions. and, once again, i would fuckin win. and that’s a promise. >:)

#yukikorogashi #wtf you're all so nice with this meme when am i gonna get my arms torn off #KAMSKMDKFMFKMFKMF #BUT MAN FOR REAL.................... #THE KINDNESS THAT I AM EXPERIENCING.......... #THE WARMTH IN MY HEART............... #[phone] affinity And Then Some #＊ 💥 返事：answered. #＊ 💥 摘発：out of character. #＊ 💥 留保：save.

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒘𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 2

Part 1

Hiii I don't know if you take request but can i request like a chris evans x reader like the reader and chris are married and chris is having a bad day or something so chris go out to the pub and go home drunk and its been going for 3 days and the reader and chris has a 6year old and the reader have been doing all the work and taking care of they're daughter and they're daughter miss chris bc chris is never home and just go home until 12 or 2 in the morning or if chris is home he never play with her daughter and they're daughter is sad abt it bc they're daughter though chris doesn't love her anymore and chris miss her play in school even though chris promise so that day when chris miss her daughter's play the reader confront chris abt it and chris said he doesn't care abt his daughter and he said he didn't know why he married the reader bc she's clingy but chris didn't know that they're daughter heard what chris said abt her and chris didn't know also that the reader is 6-7 weeks pregnant and the reader and chris heard they're daughter sob and that moment chris realize it all his mistakes? and apologize to them idk if this make sense and im sorry if this is so longg, thank you in advance stay safe! <3

𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒔𝒕

𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝒄𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝒄𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔 𝒆𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒙 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓, 𝒅𝒂𝒅! 𝑪𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔

𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕

Chris paced back and forth as he tried to call you for the 10th time. It was the next day, he was sober and the images from last night clouded his brain. Seeing the pain and anger on your face as he said he wish he never married you.

Seeing isabella crying from his disgusting words. That hurt him the most, he regret everything.

The phone went to voicemail again making Chris groan. You had every right to not talk to you, but he wanted to know you and isabella was okay. You were still his wife.

Chris sighed sitting down on the couch. He rubbed his eyes with his palm, exhaling for the hundredth time.

The house phone on the table beside the couch rung causing Chris to quickly grab it. He thought it was you but no, it was your doctor.

"hi is this Mrs Evans?" Chris frowned, "uh no but this is Mr Evans." Chris said, he was deeply confused.

"oh well you tell Mrs Evans that have her next appointment date to check on the baby."

Chris stood up, he wasn't sure he heard right. "I'm sorry, the baby?"

The innocence lady on the other side of the phone phone gasped, "oh I'm sorry, you didn't know."

"no it's fine." Chris sighed softly, his heart picking up speed in his chest. "I'll tell her, thank you." He hung up the phone throwing it onto the couch. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" He mumbled to himself. He really needed to find you and isabella.

*

You laid in the uncomfortable bed, isabella sleeping soundly beside you. It was around 8 in the morning and thoughts from yesterday filled your mind.

"I wish I never married you"

"Forget isabella, I don't care about her stupid play"

It hurt just knowing he thought those things. It took some time last night, but you managed to go to sleep around 3am. Now it was morning time, you were in a crappy hotel, and Chris was blowing up your phone like crazy.

You sighed pulling back the blanket. You walked to the bathroom. You looked in the mirror, your almost 3 month along bump was showing. You tore your eyes from it looking at your face. You were trying not to think about Chris in that moment.

"get it together y/n." You whispered to yourself.

"mommy." You looked back to the doorway seeing isabella. Her stuff bear was in her hands as she rubbed her sleepy eye with the other hand.

"good morning honey."

You walked over to her, "did you sleep good?" Isabella looked up at you. "Yeah, I slept great." You laughed, "that's great. Uh do you wanna go get some breakfast? We can eat some pancakes and waffles, what you say bug?"

Isabella started to think, it was almost like you can see the wheels turning in her head. "Uhh yeah. Can we see daddy too?"

Your stomach did a flip, you didn't think she'll be okay with what he said about her, but She was 6 so maybe that was the reason.

"umm... Yeah, yeah. We can see daddy." Isabella smiled, "okay, I watch TV now." She walked back over to the bed, hopping in it. You exhaled, running your hands over your face. Here goes nothing you thought to yourself.

*

Chris phone ringing interrupting him from his daze. He picked it up seeing your contact. His heart picked up as he answered it.

"y/n, are you okay?" On the other side of the phone you sighed, "yeah, I'm fine. Look um isabella want see you so can you meet us at the diner at (some street name)?"

Chris nodded even though you couldn't see him. "Yeah, of course." He walked to the foyer to put on his shoes. "Umm, I love you." Chris said. He wasn't expecting you to say it back, but you did. When you did, his heart skipped and a smile formed on his face.

You hung up the phone. You let out a sigh once again. Here goes nothing.

*

You sat in the diner, isabella beside you coloring in the booklet they gave her. You both were waiting for Chris to come.

Your mind was filled, you couldn't even figure out what you were thinking about at all at this point.

After waiting a few more minutes, you heard the diner door open. In walked Chris. In his hands was a bouquet of flowers and stuffed animal. You were guessing it was his apologize.

He walked over to you both, just like yours, his heart was beating pretty hard in his chest.

"hey." Chris smiled shyly at you as you got up. "Hi." You tore your eyes from his, looking down at isabella. She was looking up at her daddy with a soft smile on her face. Chris kneeled down to her height. "Hi baby." He said to her softly. "I'm sorry for yesterday, I didn't mean any of it, I promise. Can you forgive me?"

isabella's small smile grew to a bigger one. "Yeah." Chris smiled at her. "Okay, give me a hug."

Isabella giggled as she Wrapped her arms around his neck. Chris hugged her close. He felt relived she forgave him, he felt so bad for saying what he said to her and he's going to spend the rest of his life making it up to her.

He pulled away from her, he handed the stuffed animal to her before standing back up.

He looked back at you. "Uh these are for you. It's not an apology, I'll give you a sincere apology later, but for now I have these." He looked at you, he had bags under his eyes from his sleepless night, and tear streaks on his cheeks from the crying he did.

you quickly tore your eyes from His taking the flowers. "Thanks." You cleared your throat. "Uh shall we have breakfast?"

Chris inhaled, "yeah." He walked over to the opposite side of the table and took a seat. You did the same sitting back beside isabella. You all ordered trying to forget about the tension that was very much between you and Chris. It was nice that you both were talking, but you just couldn't wait for the much needed talk later that night.

*

It was around 8 pm. You and Chris decided to drop her off at his mom's house. You didn't want what happened the day before to happen again.

You sat on the couch fiddling with your shirt end. Chris was in the kitchen getting you both something to drink before you talked.

"so um.. I got you some water." Chris said walking over to you handing you the glass of water. You thanked him Taking a sip before placing it on the coffee table. Chris sat beside you with a sigh.

"I.. I'm sorry for yesterday. I didn't mean any of it. It just slipped out because I was drunk and tired, I wasn't in my right head space in the moment and I took out on you and Bella and I'm sorry." He breathed out. He scanned your face waiting for you to speak. You shook your head, you didn't look at him but you spoke.

"yeah you're sorry, but you really hurt me. I wish I was never, that's fucked up and it hurts so much. If you never wanted to marry me why did you?"

You turned to Chris, tears threatening to spill over. The look on your face hurted Chris, he fucked up big time and he knew it.

"no, I didn't mean that, I swear. I love you more than anything. I don't regret marrying you, it was just a stupid mistake... I'm sorry baby."

Tears were starting to form in chris' eye. He felt guilty, he knew no amount of words could fix what he done but he was sorry more than anything.

"you promise?" You looked at him. Your lips were trembling Because of your crying.

"I promise." Chris said. He cupped your cheek with his hand. He placed a light kiss on your nose, but it wasn't enough for you. You went way too long without kissing him, you weren't going to waste another second not.

You grabbed his chin kissing him. Somehow his chap lips felt soft. They felt like home to you, you missed them so much.

You pulled away looking back at Chris. "I have something I need to tell you." You said fiddling with his hands.

"I'm pregnant."

Chris gave you a sour look, you already knew why. "You know?" Chris nodded, "the doctor called. they have an appointment for you, they want you to call them back to tell you."

You exhaled, "well... Surprise." You laughed making Chris smile. He missed that sound. He's been gone for so many nights he totally forgot how it sounded.

"can I come to the next appointment?" Chris pouted his lip making you laugh. "Of course you can. You need to your little peanut. I'm thinking it's a boy"

Chris frowned, "no I'm pretty sure it's a girl."

"you haven't seen them yet." You said to him Rolling your eyes playfully. "I know but I want another princess."

"touche."

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It's not that good but thank you for reading. I had fun breaking y'all hurts on the first part lol

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[saintobio]

as someone who joked abt y/n just running to toji, or toji endgame! are y'all happy now?/srs bc im kind of not☹️☹️ i thought y/n moving on and being a girlboss with toji was something i'd screaming 'hell yeah!', i just felt so sad in this chapter like😭😭 it's for the best tho but it doesn't mean I can't get sad over what happened to gojo (plus his immense regret)

@shoukuto said

us in the earlier chapters: Y/N X TOJI! IF SHE MARRIED TOJI IN THE FIRST PLACE, SHE WOULD'VE BEEN HAPPIER! IF SHE GETS PREGNANT WITH GOJO'S KID, SHE BETTER PICK THAT CHILD UP AND GO LIVE HER OWN LIFE! GIRLBOSS Y/N, GO WORK WITH TOJI! GO BE INDEPENDENT AND SEPARATE FROM GOJO'S TOXICITY! Y/N SHOULD LEAVE GOJO FOR REAL—

and then you just..... you Gave it to us and we're crying for it 😭 really made us eat our own words. i'm reeling from how conflicted i am because most of the misfortune he got, he set up for himself 😭 (my blood still boils when i reread y/n's first time with him like was he ok) but i feel so sorry for him. their love story is just so sad because it's like the time when they were kids was the only time they could love each other without the other being guilty of some wrongdoing. they just can't seem to meet in the middle. toji's a good guy, and he's already said he'd treat y/n like a queen if she married him (someone check on naoya) so whoever she ends up with, i just want all three parties to be happy. (munchkin is so CUTE) every time i read your writing, i get absolutely blown away by your skill! thank you so much for your hard work on sn!! i hope you enjoy your well deserved break, and i can't wait to see what else you've got in store!

Anonymous said

my yn x toji heart but then my yn x gojo heart are all suffering right now. soooo many theories running through my brain after reading the last chapter. my heart aches for gojo. amnesia? oh boy. i cant help but think that having amnesia would help him though, is that wrong of me?

i hope yn ended up marrying toji, but i also hope she didnt go through with it, and that sn 2 focuses on them getting back together. but again, i dont want toji to get hurt, and i lowkey want gojo to fall in love with someone else as hard as he did for yn. sincerely not is really fucking w my brain lol. soooo many conflicts happening in my heart, idk what i want. look what u did to me saint! haha.

anyways, congrats on finishing sn. it feels like its been so long. this was such a beautiful and painful journey to experience, but i dont regret it at all! congrats saint, we all love u and sincerely not :3

Anonymous said

no bc saint gave us toji fuckers what we wanted in the beginning when we were all like "nOthing hoejo does will ever make us forgive him !!!)!$!" and now post-gojo redemption arc its just its just .. im sorry i ever said i wanted toji endgame 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️we should have known better than to doubt gojo x yn soulmates

Anonymous said

Crying and throwing up I’m not ready to read about yn and toji as a couple and I feel so bad bc they’re both so amazing and deserve each other and all the happiness but I can’t stop thinking about Gojo like his life is so miserable my god 😭

honestly all the toji stans in the first few chapters were so passionate abt having toji x yn endgame, but now that it happened, everyone feels bad for gojo and the things he went through <//3

#saintobio.asks #series: sincerely not